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Evelyn Genao Nov 2019
she floats in a pool of stars
letting the luminous spheres brush against her skin
as planets and galaxies pass her
men in white suits look to her in wonder
as they place flags in the ground
defiling a beautiful surface with their cheap decorations
wretched thoughts wash away into the heavenly body that holds her
a content glow shines within her smile as she carries on
through a sea of wonder and catastrophes
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Evelyn Genao Oct 2019
He could feel it
His body turning to dust
Like the others around him
He didn’t wanna go
Not now. Not when they’re almost done.
He could do nothing but feel pain
         I don’t feel so good.
As he stumbled over to the man who helped him
The man who shaped him
His hero, mentor, father-figure.
It wouldn’t be long before he too was gone
So he fell into the man's arms
And in a voice holding nothing but fear
  I don’t wanna go, please, I don’t wanna go.
He fell to the ground his feet turned to particles
Continuing until only his head remained.
He managed to get two words out to the man
Before the dust took him like it did countless others
The man with eyes stricken with grief and despair and anger
The man who could only watch as the boy left this world  
            I’m sorry.
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Evelyn Genao May 2019
Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
Let it go.
Just let it all go.
And remember:
You are not alone,
There are people who care for you.
Just remember.
You need to.

You do matter.
No matter what you tell yourself.
You are not replaceable.
You’re beautiful.
Don’t you dare ever forget that.

Don’t hurt or belittle your perfect body,
You are perfect
You are going to be okay.
You just need to breathe.

Don’t do it.
It’s not worth it.
You’re not worth losing.
I need you.
Your family needs you.
You will get through this.

You will be alright
You will be okay.
I believe in you.
All the broken people believe in you.
Just breathe.
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Evelyn Genao Apr 2019
you were supposed to love me, your daughter.
the one with your blood in her veins.
but you don't, do you?
because if you did, you wouldn't have left.
and don't give me that ******* that it wasn't your choice.
it was. you know it. I know it.
so don't act like you left to me a better life.
you can't make it all better by just coming into my life again.
you can't. So stop trying.
you made your choice. to leave.
no matter what happened that day. it was your ******* choice.
to leave your SIX-YEAR-OLD daughter alone,
with just a mother to love her.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I HATE YOU.
you did what you did, knowing that you had a little girl at home just waiting for her daddy to get home so that she can matter to you again.
so that she becomes the most important thing to you again, but she never will. At SIX, she figured out that she'd always be second.
but she didn't care, she just loved to hear her daddy say "I love you" even if it wasn't true or real.
She just wanted a father to love her, like he's supposed to, unconditionally.
no matter what she did, it never worked.

and she is just done trying to make it happen.
sorry for all of this. i just had to get it off my chest.
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Evelyn Genao Mar 2019
I'm sorry.
it's my fault
sorry.

stop crying
it's fine
I'm fine
stop

it's all my fault.
I had a breakdown a minute ago and thought that writing it down would me through it. It did.
  Feb 2019 Evelyn Genao
clever
It just rained
Bullets
Puddles in the streets
Blood
Water falls down
Tears
Evelyn Genao Jan 2019
I am very ugly
So don't try to convince me that
I am a very beautiful person
Because at the end of the day
I hate myself in every single way
And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
There is beauty inside of me that matters
So rest assured I will remind myself
That I am a worthless, terrible person
And nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve love
Because no matter what
I am not good enough to be loved
And I am in no position to believe that
Beauty does exist within me
Because whenever I look in the mirror I always think
Am I as ugly as people say?

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I just want you to know that I did not write this poem, I found it on Pinterest and fell in love. I wanted to share it with you all. This poem is written by Abdullah Shoaib.
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