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Evelyn Genao May 7
Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
Let it go.
Just let it all go.
And remember:
You are not alone,
There are people who care for you.
Just remember.
You need to.

You do matter.
No matter what you tell yourself.
You are not replaceable.
You’re beautiful.
Don’t you dare ever forget that.

Don’t hurt or belittle your perfect body,
You are perfect
You are going to be okay.
You just need to breathe.

Don’t do it.
It’s not worth it.
You’re not worth losing.
I need you.
Your family needs you.
You will get through this.

You will be alright
You will be okay.
I believe in you.
All the broken people believe in you.
Just breathe.
this is for all the people that are going through a tough time who are thinking of doing something they shouldn't, this is a reminder that you are loved. Please love and repost. let's save some people. check out my other works.
Evelyn Genao Apr 18
you were supposed to love me, your daughter.
the one with your blood in her veins.
but you don't, do you?
because if you did, you wouldn't have left.
and don't give me that ******* that it wasn't your choice.
it was. you know it. I know it.
so don't act like you left to me a better life.
you can't make it all better by just coming into my life again.
you can't. So stop trying.
you made your choice. to leave.
no matter what happened that day. it was your ******* choice.
to leave your SIX-YEAR-OLD daughter alone,
with just a mother to love her.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I HATE YOU.
you did what you did, knowing that you had a little girl at home just waiting for her daddy to get home so that she can matter to you again.
so that she becomes the most important thing to you again, but she never will. At SIX, she figured out that she'd always be second.
but she didn't care, she just loved to hear her daddy say "I love you" even if it wasn't true or real.
She just wanted a father to love her, like he's supposed to, unconditionally.
no matter what she did, it never worked.

and she is just done trying to make it happen.
sorry for all of this. i just had to get it off my chest.
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Evelyn Genao Mar 25
I'm sorry.
it's my fault
sorry.

stop crying
it's fine
I'm fine
stop

it's all my fault.
I had a breakdown a minute ago and thought that writing it down would me through it. It did.
  Feb 10 Evelyn Genao
clever
It just rained
Bullets
Puddles in the streets
Blood
Water falls down
Tears
Evelyn Genao Jan 15
I am very ****
So don't try to convince me that
I am a very beautiful person
Because at the end of the day
I hate myself in every single way
And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
There is beauty inside of me that matters
So rest assured I will remind myself
That I am a worthless, terrible person
And nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve love
Because no matter what
I am not good enough to be loved
And I am in no position to believe that
Beauty does exist within me
Because whenever I look in the mirror I always think
Am I as **** as people say?

(Now read bottom up)
I just want you to know that I did not write this poem, I found it on Pinterest and fell in love. I wanted to share it with you all. This poem is written by Abdullah Shoaib.
Evelyn Genao Nov 2018
The waves crash against my body,
As the tide pulled me further out.

I screamed, salty water filled my lungs,
No one…. heard me.

I am alone. Dying.
The laughter of the waves in my ears.

The gods looked down upon me,
They see me in pain, they do not care.

With a final crash,
I slipped under.

I am drowning.
Darkness surrounds me.

Sinking deeper and deeper,
Vision growing blurry.

My last breath escaped my lips,
Knives impaled my stomach.
I hope you love it and be sure to comment what you think. And if you loved this then check out my other poems!
  Oct 2018 Evelyn Genao
Evey
You will soon understand,
that falling in love does not include:

wanting and hoping
that they fall in love with us.

it is falling for the person that they are.

You will soon see that
late night thinking hoping we did not:
“say the wrong thing”
“are they seeing someone else"
“do I look good enough”

it is simply falling in love with your self

accepting and sharing
yourself with
kindness and care
to them

we can only
hope
they accept us for us

we can only
hope
they care for us as much as
we care for ourselves

as of now
stay true to yourself
for they will see in their eyes
how much you fall in love with yourself everyday,
they will see.

As of now
enjoy they joy they bring you
each morning
each afternoon
every second of your breath
every heartbeat they give you

but never forget
if we fall out of love it is ok.

We are only here to
accept ourselves
and
share our lives with them.

it will never be for eternity
for that is our own peace as well.
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