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"regurgitated" poems
Soupy slurred words slide from her lips and drip to the floor, Mixing in with the pool of regurgitated gin and tonic. Her mouth is bitter but her thoughts are true; Only the drunk can tell the truth. Her incoherent words fall to the floor followed closely by her slouched figure and salty tears. She sleeps on the bathroom floor, Soaked in the mess she's created.
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May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 10:02 PM UTC
Hand me another drink
Eat me before I eat you Staring with **** eyes I'll be yer mantis (Who's the ***** Swallow me whole Devour me alive Loving it more Than all the whips of Caesar Regurgitated hate like Mary Shelley's Frankenstein Or pigs feeding on blood and bones At the trough Boring my way out thru Yer ****** ulcer guts You shouldn't drink like a fish If you aren't at sea Weakening your resolve With surly drunk parasitic me This is how we show Our extensive toxic love sensibility
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Sep 8, 2014
Sep 8, 2014 at 8:35 AM UTC
**** eyes
Perhaps I'm encased in a box made out of two-way glass. A biased one-way mirror... Mutual vision doesn't meet nor pass. When you look at me, you only see, yourself for all that you care... Me? Just a faint suggestion that I'm even there.    Maybe that's why...       you ask about my life,       about my strife.       When I'm about to unload my       head,       I end up having to hear about yours       instead. Perhaps at times I travel around in a bubble of frosted glass. Only a blurred version of me... Clumsily ploughing through the mass. Incoherent, misunderstood and unclear. Unintelligible muffles of hopes and fear.    Maybe that's why...       My words are just perceived as       playful rhymes.       Never keeping up with the times.       Words regurgitated but no one       realises what's coming undone... Perhaps what I need is an armour of bulletproof glass. One of unique quality... One ahead of its class. You can do and say what you want. A shell that would bear most of the brunt.      *I'll be impervious.           I'll be protected.                I can be indifferent.                     I can be jaded.*    Maybe that's all I need...            *A shocking stunt.                  A fresh perspective.                       A new plan.                            Revised objectives.*    Maybe a different name to start all    over...       To tie the binds and thoughts that       scatter...       Hoping of holding everything       together... Come morning, all will be       forgotten... Maybe I'd still be beaten.    So for a chance that's,      fat as hell            or      thin just a sliver... Truth is of the three, I have neither... So...     what I've said doesn't really matter.
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Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 1:36 PM UTC
Maybe
Perhaps I'm encased in a box made out of two-way glass. A biased one-way mirror... Mutual vision doesn't meet nor pass. When you look at me, you only see, yourself for all that you care... Me? Just a faint suggestion that I'm even there.    Maybe that's why...       you ask about my life,       about my strife.       When I'm about to unload my       head,       I end up having to hear about yours       instead. Perhaps at times I travel around in a bubble of frosted glass. Only a blurred version of me... Clumsily ploughing through the mass. Incoherent, misunderstood and unclear. Unintelligible muffles of hopes and fear.    Maybe that's why...       My words are just perceived as       playful rhymes.       Never keeping up with the times.       Words regurgitated but no one       realises what's coming undone... Perhaps what I need is an armour of bulletproof glass. One of unique quality... One ahead of its class. You can do and say what you want. A shell that would bear most of the brunt.      *I'll be impervious.           I'll be protected.                I can be indifferent.                     I can be jaded.*    Maybe that's all I need...            *A shocking stunt.                  A fresh perspective.                       A new plan.                            Revised objectives.*    Maybe a different name to start all    over...       To tie the binds and thoughts that       scatter...       Hoping of holding everything       together... Come morning, all will be       forgotten... Maybe I'd still be beaten.    So for a chance that's,      fat as hell            or      thin just a sliver... Truth is of the three, I have neither... So...     what I've said doesn't really matter.
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Money melting in a spoon, let's shoot it into our veins. Flashing Kardashian lights, streaming into our brains. Donald Trump! He's our man! Mark Muslims is the plan! All-you-can-eat- Pile. It. The. **** High. When you walk or When you talk, let the words squeak out like they're between Your thighs. Thighs. American thighs, Dreaming next to our Calvins. Our slacktivism, our regurgitated ideas spitballing out of our McDonald's mouths into our peers' ears, distilled by years And years of "almost-knowledge" that we quasi-ascertained, if we knew what that meant -- but we've been left behind! No child left the **** behind! We were left behind and there's no possible way we slacked off, that we're dumb, that we aren't the movie stars destined for Lamborghini cars, five-star bars, designer bodies for designer you and designer me: the most special of the unique, the Pearls that have been made in the darkest parts of the sea, the darkest parts of origin. Origin. ****** **** American **** virginal ideals sliding around the muck of a marketable **** fuckfest, ******* of the American mind, the congratulations of the American ego, the proud mother and father tears associated with buying and lying, "trying" and frying our food, our ideas, our friends, our neo-impressionistic children in Jordans, skinny jeans, on tumblr: the unknowing cousin of Fox News, surprised by its own wit and wisdom: they're ******* twins. Carbon copies, unknowing, unwilling, un-un-un. The romanticism of mental illness. The close-up of reality-tv emotion. The manipulation taught to servers from managers. The manipulation taught to customers from society. All we care about is **** image, and *** Self-preservation: **** Donald Trump and **** you.
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Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 12:39 AM UTC
American ****
Money melting in a spoon, let's shoot it into our veins. Flashing Kardashian lights, streaming into our brains. Donald Trump! He's our man! Mark Muslims is the plan! All-you-can-eat- Pile. It. The. **** High. When you walk or When you talk, let the words squeak out like they're between Your thighs. Thighs. American thighs, Dreaming next to our Calvins. Our slacktivism, our regurgitated ideas spitballing out of our McDonald's mouths into our peers' ears, distilled by years And years of "almost-knowledge" that we quasi-ascertained, if we knew what that meant -- but we've been left behind! No child left the **** behind! We were left behind and there's no possible way we slacked off, that we're dumb, that we aren't the movie stars destined for Lamborghini cars, five-star bars, designer bodies for designer you and designer me: the most special of the unique, the Pearls that have been made in the darkest parts of the sea, the darkest parts of origin. Origin. ****** **** American **** virginal ideals sliding around the muck of a marketable **** fuckfest, ******* of the American mind, the congratulations of the American ego, the proud mother and father tears associated with buying and lying, "trying" and frying our food, our ideas, our friends, our neo-impressionistic children in Jordans, skinny jeans, on tumblr: the unknowing cousin of Fox News, surprised by its own wit and wisdom: they're ******* twins. Carbon copies, unknowing, unwilling, un-un-un. The romanticism of mental illness. The close-up of reality-tv emotion. The manipulation taught to servers from managers. The manipulation taught to customers from society. All we care about is **** image, and *** Self-preservation: **** Donald Trump and **** you.
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The forest of legs swayed in the moving shadows beneath the chatter over head, each threatening to block our path and crush our attempt to get to the first fallen crisps of the party season, which as yet laid undisturbed. We weaved and advanced as fast as their legs allowed, eager to scavenge the waiting bounty before they were trampled underfoot by the oblivious adults who were intent on a seasonal ritual of their own that went on high over our heads. We emerged unscathed at the edge of the forest and raced across the open parquet to the cover of the drapped, white topped trestle tables catching our breaths and crunching our snatched crisps planning our next move toward the plateau above. Our scout had reported rich pickings, but when we looked around, seeking signs of our brave advance party, we could find no trace beyond a half eaten volovant and what might have been regurgitated mushroom. We shook our heads in despair at their folly. Every kid knows to stick to crisps and to processed meats, avoiding anything that might contain vegetables. We saw an open French window just beyond the trestles and heard plaintive heaves that had a distinct 6 year old strain. We checked each other's resolve and saw on each other's faces that we believed our mission was more important than any one stomach. With a maturity that would have surprised our parents, we pushed the plight of our friend to the back of our minds and focused on the task at hand. We each reached up with practiced stealth, taking only a second to check the food on offer and with a speed bred into us by the curse of older siblings, we each grabbed our prize. Acknowledging the hazards of the return journey we devoured the meat at hand and with hyena grins savoured our just rewards. While our fallen friend heaved once more, we saluted one another: the season had started better than any of us could have hoped.
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Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 5:25 PM UTC
First hunt of the season
The forest of legs swayed in the moving shadows beneath the chatter over head, each threatening to block our path and crush our attempt to get to the first fallen crisps of the party season, which as yet laid undisturbed. We weaved and advanced as fast as their legs allowed, eager to scavenge the waiting bounty before they were trampled underfoot by the oblivious adults who were intent on a seasonal ritual of their own that went on high over our heads. We emerged unscathed at the edge of the forest and raced across the open parquet to the cover of the drapped, white topped trestle tables catching our breaths and crunching our snatched crisps planning our next move toward the plateau above. Our scout had reported rich pickings, but when we looked around, seeking signs of our brave advance party, we could find no trace beyond a half eaten volovant and what might have been regurgitated mushroom. We shook our heads in despair at their folly. Every kid knows to stick to crisps and to processed meats, avoiding anything that might contain vegetables. We saw an open French window just beyond the trestles and heard plaintive heaves that had a distinct 6 year old strain. We checked each other's resolve and saw on each other's faces that we believed our mission was more important than any one stomach. With a maturity that would have surprised our parents, we pushed the plight of our friend to the back of our minds and focused on the task at hand. We each reached up with practiced stealth, taking only a second to check the food on offer and with a speed bred into us by the curse of older siblings, we each grabbed our prize. Acknowledging the hazards of the return journey we devoured the meat at hand and with hyena grins savoured our just rewards. While our fallen friend heaved once more, we saluted one another: the season had started better than any of us could have hoped.
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Red birds flew into my window every day for years, especially during Spring and I asked my mother what they were called. “Cardinals,” she said, “but I think they’re called to you, I think— I think they are for you.” “Mom, I’ll give that one a name.” And I did. ——- I still see cardinals. The red shocks me, like a bloodstain in a new house. ——- When my father almost died, I was not worried and I did not ask many questions, only saw his body in the bed, a green-blue-yellow-black mess, a broken-bone nest, with sticky pads stuck to his skin, sending electricity to his nerves, lest they forget themselves. ——- He had the car turned into a cube, and it is somewhere now, the cage collapsed, the rust blooming inside of itself. The day my father chose to drive into a wall, going somewhere from 100 to 200 miles an hour (I never asked him), they dubbed him Rocketman. He flew. The car toppled and twisted and regurgitated what it could; it was an illness, and it could have killed us. My father is okay. ——- My father went to an air show months ago to see how those streak clouds are made by planes, and there was an accident and he saw peoples’ bodies lying and dying. He told my mother how he saw hands separate from their owners. He has not told me these things. ——- The cardinals have started to scare my father. He sees them too like bloodstains in a new house.
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Sep 27, 2012
Sep 27, 2012 at 2:29 AM UTC
Cardinals, Or Something Like That
the destroyers are out to destroy they are the heat of the night napalm-burned bodies trembling in the jungle they are bullets nestled silently into the back of one's head babies dangling from their mother's limp arms as she builds herself a new body made out of the countryside & the trees & dynamite and she will bring the explosion at dawn i could fit the memory of last night in a wine bottle i fell asleep in the dumpster and you kissed me with your wine stained lips in the morning i hoisted the sunrise into a wheelbarrow and headed west. now i don't know who or what i am all i need is a soapbox to stand on or a cliff to climb a little solitude i need to be regurgitated as smoke hanging over three lanes of asphalt i need a valley with soft green carpet and a pretty girl's adolescent thighs i need my face shoved in her ***** i need the enormous bliss of a long afternoon i need to find the intersection of our intimate streets.
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Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 2:06 AM UTC
intimate streets
I envied the cadavers haunting my nightmares, watching those before me spread upon a metal slab bodies are hand-me-downs of regurgitated poetry, with wretched closets in which I take their place. This ventilator called "loved ones" forcing breath into anguished lungs- tragedies belonging to these poets meant something, a desire to save the words written, but never the one who becomes a eulogy. Agony burrows inside of me, conversations with my mother's ghost still, the living are possessed by the dead's shortened tomorrows. To die by suicide wouldn't give, authenticity to hurt. I am learning the autopsy of a soul: extracting a heart from the chest, as it's sense of belonging was never there. An inability to weigh the words bleeding from valves, aside lungs I'm unable to breathe through. How ungrateful is it of sorrow to ask for hope? placed in a pill divider to swallow, muscles within my throat so tight. Wondering, How many times did I diminish my voice? Inside the brain, schematics of labyrinths with no end to betterment. Surgeons reach for a soul, an iridescence small enough held in a gloved palm, watching it writhe. Placed upon a slide, but even a microscope cannot perceive the pain a soul hides. Once more, stitched with needle and thread. Wilting of my own garden, comes one day- an incision is made opening me up. My heart showed the same blood-red ink, writing apologies on the marble floor. They opened my arm, displaying a noose of veins. In this moment, they removed my soul only to gift it to another birthed from torment ripped out of the arm's of their mother & into the embrace of woe. —V.H.
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Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 12:01 AM UTC
Old Souls (Cut From The Same Cloth)
I envied the cadavers haunting my nightmares, watching those before me spread upon a metal slab bodies are hand-me-downs of regurgitated poetry, with wretched closets in which I take their place. This ventilator called "loved ones" forcing breath into anguished lungs- tragedies belonging to these poets meant something, a desire to save the words written, but never the one who becomes a eulogy. Agony burrows inside of me, conversations with my mother's ghost still, the living are possessed by the dead's shortened tomorrows. To die by suicide wouldn't give, authenticity to hurt. I am learning the autopsy of a soul: extracting a heart from the chest, as it's sense of belonging was never there. An inability to weigh the words bleeding from valves, aside lungs I'm unable to breathe through. How ungrateful is it of sorrow to ask for hope? placed in a pill divider to swallow, muscles within my throat so tight. Wondering, How many times did I diminish my voice? Inside the brain, schematics of labyrinths with no end to betterment. Surgeons reach for a soul, an iridescence small enough held in a gloved palm, watching it writhe. Placed upon a slide, but even a microscope cannot perceive the pain a soul hides. Once more, stitched with needle and thread. Wilting of my own garden, comes one day- an incision is made opening me up. My heart showed the same blood-red ink, writing apologies on the marble floor. They opened my arm, displaying a noose of veins. In this moment, they removed my soul only to gift it to another birthed from torment ripped out of the arm's of their mother & into the embrace of woe. —V.H.
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I know that some of us, well many of else have noticed the tiny hemorrhoid who has been festering around HP for a while now. He pops in, leaves his unkind marks on our skin, causing us to scratch and irritate the area. What I am wondering is how many have noticed his poems (for lack of a better term and in an attempt to be somewhat nice) trending with only 1 like? My friends, they trend because so many people view them…not like them. That is how it works here at times. Views vs. people following you. He has only a few following him (proof drugs are still running rampant) and it only takes a few views to cause his used toilet paper offerings to trend. This, in my opinion is his goal. He spends his time trying to discourage anyone he comes in contact with so that it will cause us to view his vomited works. (Ok, getting a little uglier). He slaps and then runs, waiting to see what we will do to feed his regurgitated ego, and we follow, accepting his bait. My suggestion is to completely ignore this hemorrhoid, block him, no reading, no leaving ugly remarks on his work…just make him invisible to you and every one else. Let him write his little crayon projects and post them on his own fridge (because I’m sure his mom won’t even put them on hers). Will he eventually go away? Probably not, he is so full of himself; he could not live without himself. But, we can go away…not from the site, but from him. There are people like this everywhere…people who get joy from hurting others, people who sit there with a pen in one hand and something else in the other. (use you imagination) Ignore this pain; don’t let it get you down. If we all do this then maybe, just maybe he will get the hint…probably not. But maybe the swelling will go down a little. This is just my opinion and my suggestions.
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Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 11:59 AM UTC
Preparation HP (How to ignore a hemorrhoid) Not a poem
I know that some of us, well many of else have noticed the tiny hemorrhoid who has been festering around HP for a while now. He pops in, leaves his unkind marks on our skin, causing us to scratch and irritate the area. What I am wondering is how many have noticed his poems (for lack of a better term and in an attempt to be somewhat nice) trending with only 1 like? My friends, they trend because so many people view them…not like them. That is how it works here at times. Views vs. people following you. He has only a few following him (proof drugs are still running rampant) and it only takes a few views to cause his used toilet paper offerings to trend. This, in my opinion is his goal. He spends his time trying to discourage anyone he comes in contact with so that it will cause us to view his vomited works. (Ok, getting a little uglier). He slaps and then runs, waiting to see what we will do to feed his regurgitated ego, and we follow, accepting his bait. My suggestion is to completely ignore this hemorrhoid, block him, no reading, no leaving ugly remarks on his work…just make him invisible to you and every one else. Let him write his little crayon projects and post them on his own fridge (because I’m sure his mom won’t even put them on hers). Will he eventually go away? Probably not, he is so full of himself; he could not live without himself. But, we can go away…not from the site, but from him. There are people like this everywhere…people who get joy from hurting others, people who sit there with a pen in one hand and something else in the other. (use you imagination) Ignore this pain; don’t let it get you down. If we all do this then maybe, just maybe he will get the hint…probably not. But maybe the swelling will go down a little. This is just my opinion and my suggestions.
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I feel like I'm drowning no not drowning drowning comes with resistance. I am sinking to the bottom of the ocean my every thought is a stone in my pocket my mind treads ever forward though it knows I will not float it doesn't care It is only after my head dips below the surface that I start to realize the severity of what I cannot undo I open my mouth to ask for help but instead, my regurgitated words bubble out of my lungs and float away and I'm distracted by the beauty of the scene isn't that so like a poet? so engulfed in the romanticization of my death that I pick up the shovel and I dig the grave myself so distracted with the view I can't force out the words I need I won't betray those stones in my pocket, Can't give them away But then again, what have they ever done for me?
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Sep 24, 2020
Sep 24, 2020 at 9:16 AM UTC
Not A Musician, Barely A Poet
Its science versus religion And cognitive thought versus deranged fantasy Wars fought for love where loves lost and heroes are burned, cherished, forgotten Little boys with ***** faces and sticks Teenagers with cars Young adults with assault rifles Men in jail some with bars some with front doors a fax machines Trees that reach the sky and some that wither crack and die Burning thoughts of the afterlife a fire fueled by fear of death The chance of being wrong The opposite thought of being right keeping you grounded in the daylight But fleeting in the night escaping just like the sun to comfort some other being The loneliness of lying awake with a deranged mind running free Clawing its way from your brain Grandpa’s dead and dads on his way out And moms still preaching the gospel And gods still ******* on ashes but not putting out fires Cities crumble and rebuild and repeat Everything is a cycle love, hate, lust, love, hate, die, repeat Breathe in oxygen exhale ***** and regurgitated knowledge Of free press movements and the civil war Fighting, sleeping, ******* eating, drinking, smoking, hurting, smiling Fields of crops that feed nations and economies They grow then comes harvest and their end Just like us harvested in the end to feed nations and economies Words that burn politicians and inspire masses Bombs that end lives and ******* children But prove were right and your wrong Our god is bigger than yours he has more firepower too Wrong side of the tracks on the wrong side of the ocean Worms eat dirt what a pathetic existence They eat dirt, **** dirt then die We eat love **** love then die We’re just worms Bigger, intelligent, more aesthetically pleasing worms Hateful thoughts and bold words Worldly views from the comfort of a laptop Medication and frozen dinners Sick, fat and dying Life is beautiful
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Feb 21, 2012
Feb 21, 2012 at 4:23 AM UTC
Fire Fueled by Fear of Death
Its science versus religion And cognitive thought versus deranged fantasy Wars fought for love where loves lost and heroes are burned, cherished, forgotten Little boys with ***** faces and sticks Teenagers with cars Young adults with assault rifles Men in jail some with bars some with front doors a fax machines Trees that reach the sky and some that wither crack and die Burning thoughts of the afterlife a fire fueled by fear of death The chance of being wrong The opposite thought of being right keeping you grounded in the daylight But fleeting in the night escaping just like the sun to comfort some other being The loneliness of lying awake with a deranged mind running free Clawing its way from your brain Grandpa’s dead and dads on his way out And moms still preaching the gospel And gods still ******* on ashes but not putting out fires Cities crumble and rebuild and repeat Everything is a cycle love, hate, lust, love, hate, die, repeat Breathe in oxygen exhale ***** and regurgitated knowledge Of free press movements and the civil war Fighting, sleeping, ******* eating, drinking, smoking, hurting, smiling Fields of crops that feed nations and economies They grow then comes harvest and their end Just like us harvested in the end to feed nations and economies Words that burn politicians and inspire masses Bombs that end lives and ******* children But prove were right and your wrong Our god is bigger than yours he has more firepower too Wrong side of the tracks on the wrong side of the ocean Worms eat dirt what a pathetic existence They eat dirt, **** dirt then die We eat love **** love then die We’re just worms Bigger, intelligent, more aesthetically pleasing worms Hateful thoughts and bold words Worldly views from the comfort of a laptop Medication and frozen dinners Sick, fat and dying Life is beautiful
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My patience has been stretched inordinately thin, My back bone has started to spear through my skin and I will not snap it back in place to make you more comfortable. I see through you and your slimy, translucent, skin. I promise I notice every bit of effort you do not put in. It sinks my heart into my stomach, And every truth Ive been swallowing will be regurgitated and spit out before I am sick again. My back feels like it's going to break from bending over all the cracks in your concrete, While you step on mine, Thinking you are somehow above me this way, but dear, we all crack the same. Just in different places, and at different paces. And I have been running down only one ways lately. But these roads don't lead me any closer to you, they drive you away, and if you think i can run forever, While you stay the same, You are grievously   wrong. I can only give so much. And at the end of the day, I will love the people who reciprocate that love back, and meet me halfway. I will love you always, but for a love that hurts more than it heals, I can not wait, and I will not stay.
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Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 1:03 PM UTC
Energy in, energy out
I seen a empty bottle in the trash. There was also napkins next to the trash. I wondered how many people use these napkins.. It's stated recycle. Recycle what ? Trees? Regurgitated garbage we eat over and over again ? How do we still have a mountain of trash. Plato and Socrates knew something. Perhaps eject it to space. Maybe we can **** our ozone if we just burn it. Cause earth swallows anything including pasts and futures. Who's in control of Earth's health. Cause we **** on it. And that bottle... Of course is full of **** and vinegar. Release all tension and let's rise to the stratosphere. Floating cities above Earth's gravity.. no pulling of our new system down.  Elisium on the moon. Perhaps a ride in a roller coaster to the darkside will thrill you more. Maybe it's not as cold and chilling as we thought.. and Earth's warmth and feelings will make a change like a landmass arise or one to fall.. I've fell many times. Now I've married the other half of my mind. People climbing out of oceans asking about ships.. but my dreamscape makes me the hero in my pirate flag informaniac boom. Cannons and truth. My voice in thought and control of the room. I blow horns like harps of trains and riots of mind boggling facts. I am and Lord knows Jesus will help me like a snub nose I tuck. I'll play gangster while my inner ghost fires the bullets.. I'm not violent as what sin runs in his blood. I'm just everything else and it's time I leave after passing and giving peace to my son. His family is mine and we deserve heaven.. same as 144 thousand.. all for order of the Bright Apollo flights and fry minds in a hystaria historical society of terror. Longer days hotter with white out snow. Raining tears and explicit when our children explore. Yes I ********** .. it's better then the alternative.. making more humans live... rebirth and love now Is in a different narrative.
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Aug 20, 2019
Aug 20, 2019 at 4:24 AM UTC
Cleanliness
I seen a empty bottle in the trash. There was also napkins next to the trash. I wondered how many people use these napkins.. It's stated recycle. Recycle what ? Trees? Regurgitated garbage we eat over and over again ? How do we still have a mountain of trash. Plato and Socrates knew something. Perhaps eject it to space. Maybe we can **** our ozone if we just burn it. Cause earth swallows anything including pasts and futures. Who's in control of Earth's health. Cause we **** on it. And that bottle... Of course is full of **** and vinegar. Release all tension and let's rise to the stratosphere. Floating cities above Earth's gravity.. no pulling of our new system down.  Elisium on the moon. Perhaps a ride in a roller coaster to the darkside will thrill you more. Maybe it's not as cold and chilling as we thought.. and Earth's warmth and feelings will make a change like a landmass arise or one to fall.. I've fell many times. Now I've married the other half of my mind. People climbing out of oceans asking about ships.. but my dreamscape makes me the hero in my pirate flag informaniac boom. Cannons and truth. My voice in thought and control of the room. I blow horns like harps of trains and riots of mind boggling facts. I am and Lord knows Jesus will help me like a snub nose I tuck. I'll play gangster while my inner ghost fires the bullets.. I'm not violent as what sin runs in his blood. I'm just everything else and it's time I leave after passing and giving peace to my son. His family is mine and we deserve heaven.. same as 144 thousand.. all for order of the Bright Apollo flights and fry minds in a hystaria historical society of terror. Longer days hotter with white out snow. Raining tears and explicit when our children explore. Yes I ********** .. it's better then the alternative.. making more humans live... rebirth and love now Is in a different narrative.
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. what's the difference between thieves, and magicians? not much...    both have quick hands... and an awake, yet asleep public communal presence... the thief has a public of the victim,    and the c.c.t.v. "stage"... the magician?    has a public of the crowd, and the "dajjal" stage of a camera replenishing    a concept of:   not enough public...     thieves and magicians are bedfellows... you allow one to flourish... the antithesis will come along, and in an indiscriminate fashion...    allow the "magic" / "thieving" to take place...      what is a magician, a public figure... compared... to a thief?        i can't see the difference... the audience was fooled by the magician... the individual was fooled by the thief...    are they... so much unlike each other?      magicians can own a theater stage... thieves, sometimes... just sometimes... own the, basic...     pointlessness of english c.c.t.v. mechanics, to make police officers make: a follow-up investigation...     oh, but i have genius interrogation practices...   no one wants to listen to... like 10 hours straights of listening to stefan molyneux... or 48 hours, sleep deprived... listening to BBC 24 hour news reels... that **** could crack anyone... what the americans did to the Iraqis? last time i heard... they blasted the slayer oeuvre down headphones into their ears... Americans... feeding conquered Iraqis with a slayer oeuvre? BRAVO! BRAVO! ENCORE! and didn't the encore come? ******* retards...   crows feeding seagull chicks with sinew and         regurgitated scavenger meat! if only they played them some Bach...     i'm pretty sure... the Iraqis would still be left... disorientated...   but the American army "interrogators"... ha ha!    played them the slayer oeuvre! WEE-TARDS! anyone... and i mean anyone: will relieve themselves as being "tortured": doubly charged up, and ready to ingest hyper-coffee in the form of the Luftwaffe tactic of ingesting amphetamines (pervitin) - night-raids... the londoonoirnischt blitz, sloth krieg... ya ya yawn... urgh... burp... and always... those poncy - english, gay, aristocratic men... and their... psychotropic women... so what's the difference between a common thief... and a spectacle magician? one "owns" cctv footage, the other owns a stage... yet both share a: quicksilver take on, what cannot be interpreted in either handwriting or stenography... hmm... can't be sure whether both could be considered legal.
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Jul 31, 2018
Jul 31, 2018 at 12:16 AM UTC
thieves & magicians
. what's the difference between thieves, and magicians? not much...    both have quick hands... and an awake, yet asleep public communal presence... the thief has a public of the victim,    and the c.c.t.v. "stage"... the magician?    has a public of the crowd, and the "dajjal" stage of a camera replenishing    a concept of:   not enough public...     thieves and magicians are bedfellows... you allow one to flourish... the antithesis will come along, and in an indiscriminate fashion...    allow the "magic" / "thieving" to take place...      what is a magician, a public figure... compared... to a thief?        i can't see the difference... the audience was fooled by the magician... the individual was fooled by the thief...    are they... so much unlike each other?      magicians can own a theater stage... thieves, sometimes... just sometimes... own the, basic...     pointlessness of english c.c.t.v. mechanics, to make police officers make: a follow-up investigation...     oh, but i have genius interrogation practices...   no one wants to listen to... like 10 hours straights of listening to stefan molyneux... or 48 hours, sleep deprived... listening to BBC 24 hour news reels... that **** could crack anyone... what the americans did to the Iraqis? last time i heard... they blasted the slayer oeuvre down headphones into their ears... Americans... feeding conquered Iraqis with a slayer oeuvre? BRAVO! BRAVO! ENCORE! and didn't the encore come? ******* retards...   crows feeding seagull chicks with sinew and         regurgitated scavenger meat! if only they played them some Bach...     i'm pretty sure... the Iraqis would still be left... disorientated...   but the American army "interrogators"... ha ha!    played them the slayer oeuvre! WEE-TARDS! anyone... and i mean anyone: will relieve themselves as being "tortured": doubly charged up, and ready to ingest hyper-coffee in the form of the Luftwaffe tactic of ingesting amphetamines (pervitin) - night-raids... the londoonoirnischt blitz, sloth krieg... ya ya yawn... urgh... burp... and always... those poncy - english, gay, aristocratic men... and their... psychotropic women... so what's the difference between a common thief... and a spectacle magician? one "owns" cctv footage, the other owns a stage... yet both share a: quicksilver take on, what cannot be interpreted in either handwriting or stenography... hmm... can't be sure whether both could be considered legal.
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This is so sad I say As I proceed through the same tunnel A kaleidoscope ride A reflection of city lights on too-tight walls And too-quiet places ABAB my favorite sequence when echoed and regurgitated a mother bird Consuming her own eggs In a backwards kind of nesting. Heaps and heaps Of glossy cotton fields The way you look at a photo under red water After its taken its own time to wilt In its antique frame Where pretty words Can't mean pretty concepts Thinking I finally understand What a ******* breath feels like Getting trapped between two lungs.
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Aug 16, 2016
Aug 16, 2016 at 2:48 AM UTC
Little Bird
there are times when the meaning of a word is asked one that has been read and regurgitated used regularly correctly adopted as part of an apparent well-read    or pretentious vocabulary however upon being asked its meaning there is only a blank vacuous addled unable to provide a succinct or even literate definition to save face to re-establish the hubris of this abashed lexicologist analogous alternatives will be offered oversimplified synonyms carrying a little less gravitas a layman's explanation to maintain position on his self-congratulatory podium
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Oct 13, 2022
Oct 13, 2022 at 11:42 AM UTC
it's a lexicon
The fifth day took a turn for the worst: a sand shark swallowed three scouts, protective glasses and all; one second they were there, the next regurgitated bones pushed up from under the dune. Uncle Mohammed picked up two kids, one under each arm, like sacks, and rolled down the rocky side where the predator doesn’t hunt; the beast devoured two more women, and blasted out of the dune. Its body shadow-blocked the Sun, and irony engraved itself on the travelers’ foreheads in the form of twisted frowns— a mix of silence for the dead and for shade on the dune. An utterance of names echoed within a heat-waved skyline. Accounting for the dead proved tougher than expected: no-one answered, except for the vultures circling the dune.
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Mar 15, 2011
Mar 15, 2011 at 6:04 AM UTC
Uprising: A Journey - 4 (the dune)
1 The surging water threw strange shapes, Waiting crows with stabbing beaks In the sky and in the drowned souls, Festering in the swell. The huge irrepressible waves Spread wings flattening houses with a single downward swipe. It was a sudden death, They died screaming-avidly watched by millions nestling before TV sets Unmoved if sympathetic. They had watched enough CGI Not to be bothered by such drama. 2. The girl quietly combed her hair, Bitter black in the lamplight, Watching the snarling fox shoot from its lair Slathering with fright. As she lifted her arm again The salt spray struck her, flattening her face The wave soothed where her smile had been Her limbs acquiring a greater grace. It ****** in cars and houses, gulping down The unresistant landscape with unforgiving speed, Turning the living green into regurgitated brown Digesting  the landscape with ******** greed It drew her little body back into the equalising sea Just another bit of debris.
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Jul 27, 2016
Jul 27, 2016 at 4:59 PM UTC
JAPANESE TSUNAMI
Egotist, the master of the ego mist or some ego antagonist he is so much there in the center of a web of regurgitated fears recycling pointless the old cycles of night after day life after chaos but no death after ego inflation just a rusty song of imprisoned moments or undeciphered gnashing all character is just the dust you cannot grasp grey ruminations curses wiggling in times devoid of innocence the cruelty of a **** refusing to wither at the end of his cigarettes a speck of self is threading a stratagem to severe the ties for the ******* of distance so that he can continue uninterrupted to mutilate his heart no one can persuade the night into whitening like you clean your teeth of curses the rest is sadness the dew would know it.
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 6:51 PM UTC
Egotistical story: a stratagem
it shocks me to think that i let you touch me the way that you did, your fingers dipped into my skin and an arm slung my neck. you left an imprint that will never leave. i have rubbed my skin pink and raw countless times but i am never truly clean. who am i more disgusted with? myself,      for letting this happen?           or you,                for still having the nerve to get so close- hot breath prickling the back of my neck, sparking skin, inferno eyes- and tell me our game is done? yes, the game i was never told we were playing... every tiny motion, every syllable, every touch… just a simple strategy to win. i was unknowingly an opponent that you sought to knock down. you never even let me know the rules. now you flinch at the touch you once so lovingly leaned into. (i use the word “lovingly” sarcastically, of course. you and i both know that, to you, there is no such thing as love. only winning or losing.) so, you’ve emerged a victor. what’s your prize? tears that leave me hollow on the inside? midnight migraines while i long for a love that will never come? does it fill you with satisfaction to watch the way i tremble when you come near? you keep the trophies of every body you’ve invaded along the shelf of your room. i’m sure you run your finger over the plastic lip and think about the way her breath hitched and eyes fluttered shut when you did the same to her. she tastes like golden-plated achievements, doesn’t she? but what you already have is not enough. you are constantly on the lookout for another medal, another souvenir from her heart. you will make her laugh, deep from her stomach that causes her head to snap back. her chest will feel heavy when she looks at you. (but it is not love.) you will give her those half-lidded gazes and whisper in her ear and trace patterns into her side. (but it is not love.) you will get close- far too close. (but it is not love.) then you will sever that thin thread between you both.      dip it in gasoline.           set it on fire.                add fuel to the flames with a few venomous words. but you are not to blame. it is never your fault, is it? misunderstood, that’s what you are. acrylic fingertips and regurgitated phrases.
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Dec 8, 2016
Dec 8, 2016 at 9:25 PM UTC
my woman of judea
it shocks me to think that i let you touch me the way that you did, your fingers dipped into my skin and an arm slung my neck. you left an imprint that will never leave. i have rubbed my skin pink and raw countless times but i am never truly clean. who am i more disgusted with? myself,      for letting this happen?           or you,                for still having the nerve to get so close- hot breath prickling the back of my neck, sparking skin, inferno eyes- and tell me our game is done? yes, the game i was never told we were playing... every tiny motion, every syllable, every touch… just a simple strategy to win. i was unknowingly an opponent that you sought to knock down. you never even let me know the rules. now you flinch at the touch you once so lovingly leaned into. (i use the word “lovingly” sarcastically, of course. you and i both know that, to you, there is no such thing as love. only winning or losing.) so, you’ve emerged a victor. what’s your prize? tears that leave me hollow on the inside? midnight migraines while i long for a love that will never come? does it fill you with satisfaction to watch the way i tremble when you come near? you keep the trophies of every body you’ve invaded along the shelf of your room. i’m sure you run your finger over the plastic lip and think about the way her breath hitched and eyes fluttered shut when you did the same to her. she tastes like golden-plated achievements, doesn’t she? but what you already have is not enough. you are constantly on the lookout for another medal, another souvenir from her heart. you will make her laugh, deep from her stomach that causes her head to snap back. her chest will feel heavy when she looks at you. (but it is not love.) you will give her those half-lidded gazes and whisper in her ear and trace patterns into her side. (but it is not love.) you will get close- far too close. (but it is not love.) then you will sever that thin thread between you both.      dip it in gasoline.           set it on fire.                add fuel to the flames with a few venomous words. but you are not to blame. it is never your fault, is it? misunderstood, that’s what you are. acrylic fingertips and regurgitated phrases.
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I am more than just regurgitated knowledge. I am more than a statistic. I am more than just a book worm. I am more than a nerd. I am more than just a tough little girl. I am more than a rebel. I am more than just the clothes I wear. I am more than makeup on a face. I am more than just my father's daughter. I am more than a sister. I am more than just a face in the morning. I am more than a lover. I am more than just someone. I am more than nothing. I AM MORE.
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Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 5:18 PM UTC
Don't Underestimate The Strength Behind My Smile
Sara L Russell, 17/5/14 00:29am I speak, therefore I **** Complacent in my seat of ancient learning,   I can and will undo your fragile notions, your vapid little dreams; I'll pierce your ego with a word.   Your ego is absurd. I sleep in blameless peace. Reclining on my cloud of contemplation,   I can and do lampoon your trite devotions, tug on their fraying seams; I'll take your confidence away   with everything I say. You're weaker than I am, Regurgitated clichés haunt your writing,   you know it's true You wear the same emotions; no common sense redeems the foolish things you write - till I slay them with spite.
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May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 7:38 PM UTC
I, Critic
Complex or not I always come out on top. The love you hold in So moldy from years of sitting Unattended Stuck in a cabinet of Miscellaneous memories Has been dug out by me. Now kindergarten has regurgitated Feelings of jealousy you grip Tightly In secrecy. What is the game In befriending me? It's not going to be The way you dream it to be. Because now? He sleeps with me.
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Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 12:38 AM UTC
Inferiority Complex
You, you are a Thermodynamic Buoyant Force ******* like the single-minded Octopus that takes and takes Strong energy, mild energy Inhales the organically-grown Petals of all flowers, regardless Good intentions. that sure is nice What humility, Artificial Plastic Egotistical Manufactured Trademarked Birthed   Regurgitated and too thoughtfully acted by You. But I see it. You have not landed. The world needs your footprint but it does not need your self-indulged hunger. Be humble. Your success is not marked if You are not humble. Keep your tentacles in your depths and Be Poised Poised you seem to be and success is your process but Humility is my truth. We float on neighboring clouds of public service that have not the same hue. Take a step back. I see you mean No harm like a dinosaur with no arms Good intentions. Take a step back. You desire to envelop others yet You do so so mindlessly I see it. Let your brain rest from the throne. the world does not serve you It serves nothing and no one as We are all lucky. You say that you’re lucky For all to hear just to endear And that is the problem My dear, be poised. Publicize your life for documentation? No Take a step back. We need your love compassion independence ambition Real not fake. Transform this and Good intentions. The world is not yours You walk on its leaf and repeated, recycled identities Take a step back. The world is not yours. Cameron Bell, Copyright © 2019
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Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 7:11 PM UTC
Good Intentions