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"deviant" poems
I am warmhearted and icy cold, with a pretty face that's getting old. I am fragile yet tough as a man, struggle thru life with no real plan. I am petite and cuss like a trucker, slightly naive, but I'm no sucker. I am a sinner with a halo of gold, an open book with secrets untold. I am a hypocrite but always play fair, a bleeding heart and I don't care. I am a mother who acts like a child, crazy, impatient and easily riled. I am spontaneous and I am a bore, forever forgiving, I still keep score. I am unstable and wonderfully wise, a ****** deviant in sweet disguise. I am creative and self-destructive naturally skilled and unproductive. I am shy and I am outspoken with a heart of stone, easily broken. I am awkward and well refined, lost, insightful and a little love-blind. I am respected and I am addicted shamed by burdens, self inflicted. I am a perfectionist and I am a slob, unbiased and shallow, an inept snob. I am nocturnal, a creature of night, blissfully ignorant, typically right. I am cautious and I have no fear, a loser and quitter, still I persevere. I am brilliant and easily amused, over-zealous and under-enthused. I am impervious with wounds to heal, an occasional liar just keepin' it real. I am weird and lovely and mean- I am what I am.......100 Aileen.
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Mar 5, 2017
Mar 5, 2017 at 3:50 PM UTC
I Am...
1. Nymphomaniac-addicts, Overweight bisexual vegetarians Climbing trees to stay fit and eating 80’s fried chicken ******* 2. just imagine Aquarians full of class valedictorians Swimming on display for graduation ceremony… reverse-symbolism of how Moolch drowned His ***** 3. Better yet, just imagine Holy wars, Beautiful words written to describe the burning pains Of holocaust...the Kristallnacht nights Under the mistletoe, Watching Hall of fame ball hawks on pivot toes Driving through hoes After the whistle blows 4 College Literacy classes teaching basic: Ideas that good questions leads to good answers, Reading reminders Free association conceptual constructions 5. But ************ professor: free association **** shticks misfires, false alarms are all art, too, Like sticking a dagger into an apple, Not the edible, but the technology. 6. Go head, deconstruct the philosophy Of oral cute-tification, according to the Tautology of Leviticus, With the same three half truths, pogroms against biological deviant... FLAGS! 7. Cryptic gospels of a ************ Where three F.F.F’s Stands for six six six Like how 1mg of juxtaposition And a dose of metamorphosis is the repertoire of a king of curmudgeon ‘cause even the Holy Ghost drinks from the cup of Christ’s blood. 8. Reading, Self-flagellation gospel-manual of Pope John Paul II, At shrink sessions under the daze of heron Piper methysticum blunts With sweet phat butts like lit lickerish that droop eyes Like the psalm of Valeriana officinalis root extract.
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Feb 12, 2012
Feb 12, 2012 at 12:46 PM UTC
Phrenology of SAMO (from 1.Amativeness to 8. Acquisitiveness)
1. Nymphomaniac-addicts, Overweight bisexual vegetarians Climbing trees to stay fit and eating 80’s fried chicken ******* 2. just imagine Aquarians full of class valedictorians Swimming on display for graduation ceremony… reverse-symbolism of how Moolch drowned His ***** 3. Better yet, just imagine Holy wars, Beautiful words written to describe the burning pains Of holocaust...the Kristallnacht nights Under the mistletoe, Watching Hall of fame ball hawks on pivot toes Driving through hoes After the whistle blows 4 College Literacy classes teaching basic: Ideas that good questions leads to good answers, Reading reminders Free association conceptual constructions 5. But ************ professor: free association **** shticks misfires, false alarms are all art, too, Like sticking a dagger into an apple, Not the edible, but the technology. 6. Go head, deconstruct the philosophy Of oral cute-tification, according to the Tautology of Leviticus, With the same three half truths, pogroms against biological deviant... FLAGS! 7. Cryptic gospels of a ************ Where three F.F.F’s Stands for six six six Like how 1mg of juxtaposition And a dose of metamorphosis is the repertoire of a king of curmudgeon ‘cause even the Holy Ghost drinks from the cup of Christ’s blood. 8. Reading, Self-flagellation gospel-manual of Pope John Paul II, At shrink sessions under the daze of heron Piper methysticum blunts With sweet phat butts like lit lickerish that droop eyes Like the psalm of Valeriana officinalis root extract.
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Spy on this not because I'm a deviant "ist" of some dangerous ideology No, I cannot hold on to anything so strong What a scary time for those alive whose key logs match that terribleness just a little bit "Oh, but she was so non-violent" No, it's media martyr silence Freedom of speech? See how careful I am - just typing? But for most the danger is in all our numbers Algorithms for shopping patterns voting and religion too We give our attachments to them freely so I say "hello there," maybe lone computer or programmer soulless, or believing Brother's benevolence -Not here for the poetry
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Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 12:48 AM UTC
Damnographics
A simple cafe The woman with the latte I see her Those peach pink lips Your jeans fadded blue Blonde curly hair Skin so fair Oh the things I would do Across the room Her Carmel colored skin Brown long hair Breast perked so Coke bottled body And you Oval shaped eyes Sun kissed freckles so fun sized Burgundy bleached hair Suckulant grape lips Thick curved waist Coffee hazeled eyes Eyes.... She pierced my sight I glanced back She knows I'm looking My deviant thoughts Tension rises Three seconds four and five I break contact I head to the door Stumble ****** She's at the door Our bodys touch "Hey do you dance" I so dance Respond "Yeah I do" " well you should meet my boyfriend He does to"
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Jun 1, 2014
Jun 1, 2014 at 5:46 AM UTC
the art of rejection
Dark hair tied back. Blue eyes pointed front and center. Tats two on her back and shoulder Black stocking satin strap. Knee-high; hard to measure. High - heels they just climb forever. Spread thighs hypnotized his eyes. Deep breath watching her chest rise Wide eyes she looks posterized, long strokes that disappear deep inside. Deeper sighs I can feel the vibes, nail marks across his chest, blood dried just follow the X. Move slow make her want it more, said wise speaking from experience. Handcuffed cause she likes to be a deviant. Lips sealed, around his **** like she’s practicing keeping secrets. Hair tied back cause that’s how Sir told her to keep it. Legs wrapped around his waist, at a right angle, so Sir can reach it. open wide like Simon says, She reacts so, Sir doesn’t have to repeat it. Firm grip on her waistline, but there is no wasting time.   Twitching hips, tighten his grips, as she whines, in joy of the loving being deployed. Toes curled the pleasure can’t be denied. Slip slide the more she moves the harder he grinds, smooth ride the way their bodies coincide. Deep ****** they combust, as they collide, come inside her, like a gentleman, he gives her, a piece of his mine.
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Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 3:17 PM UTC
BDSM(2)
slip my hands around your throat slip my blade though your vein, Little monster. Throw the first punch you're already dead why not die twice? Theres already blood on my hands. Guilty pleasures of the deviant mind scratches down the spine, Bite marks along your side, Love bites across your collar bones. my little monster, Make a sound leave your moans down the hallway. Latex gloves against the skin, Making his incision victims lie screaming eyes wide open he looks down for he found his little monster, Within.
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Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 2:32 AM UTC
A killer, A ****** And the Addict
I know of a world with magic in the air Flights of fantasy and the most enchanted sea I'll take you there Show you the forests of the fair All you have to do is follow me The oceans will take your breath away Mer scales glimmer as they shed in currents Dive down in the bay And mind the seaspray And you can catch one if you make sure to hurry Deep in caves, dragons meet our eye Guarding hoards of gold and jewels But they leave to fly Throughout their own wide open sky And that's when you disrupt their accrual Higher in mountains, gryphons make their lives Wingspans like whirlwinds: mighty and wide But diets on which they thrive Can't keep them forever alive So take a talon which'll never again glide Mer scale, talon and stolen gem I like these souvenirs so far And when I look at them Checking over again and again We can make a potion of stars But there are a few more ingredients We need to brew our magic I'm a potion genius And also a bit of a deviant Who cares if this gets a bit tragic?
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Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 11:18 AM UTC
potion part 1
When in Bohemia, she screams about Her pastures green, but not too loud So never have I known, that the world listens too As a comedian, I see she belongs But never conforms, to the song of This nomad world, I'm glad she found it too So run! She wants to run again You vagabond, you're well-spent Bohemian tendencies says, “you can't stay long” “These kinds of commons, you won't ever get along” Armenian, it’s such a release Materialistic animosity The speed of life has no value, like dollar signs I loved an alien, who dabbled in art Of all visage, enema of the heart Wanderer, she's spent so much but there's that bliss in the air So smile! It's all sorts of worthwhile To see a world and not fret so much Bohemian tendencies says, “be spectacular Before the nebula men steal your fur” In the Caribbean, you dream a kite As your taxi, you can't walk all the time Travel hills of puce-mauve sands, the world in trance A true deviant, the thinking of All dreaming thoughts, and loves begot Tinkerer, what will we do when our brains run dry? Oh, no! Don't think about the end To love a life in due pretence  Bohemian tendencies says, “think fair, live now” “The world is watching with distaste of time in doubt” As a chameleon, should she go alone? The world is cold, except for times in colour Her world in dance, she'll do without me When in Bohemian, the first I've seen Of pastel stencils through her happi- Ness-tled in her loft home of the wind There she goes! Ain’t she a lovely wing? I hope she finds a world that sings Bohemian tendencies says, “to love and to hold But to let go, for treasures can mold” There she goes There she goes There she goes
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Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 3:39 PM UTC
Borne on the World's Wake
When in Bohemia, she screams about Her pastures green, but not too loud So never have I known, that the world listens too As a comedian, I see she belongs But never conforms, to the song of This nomad world, I'm glad she found it too So run! She wants to run again You vagabond, you're well-spent Bohemian tendencies says, “you can't stay long” “These kinds of commons, you won't ever get along” Armenian, it’s such a release Materialistic animosity The speed of life has no value, like dollar signs I loved an alien, who dabbled in art Of all visage, enema of the heart Wanderer, she's spent so much but there's that bliss in the air So smile! It's all sorts of worthwhile To see a world and not fret so much Bohemian tendencies says, “be spectacular Before the nebula men steal your fur” In the Caribbean, you dream a kite As your taxi, you can't walk all the time Travel hills of puce-mauve sands, the world in trance A true deviant, the thinking of All dreaming thoughts, and loves begot Tinkerer, what will we do when our brains run dry? Oh, no! Don't think about the end To love a life in due pretence  Bohemian tendencies says, “think fair, live now” “The world is watching with distaste of time in doubt” As a chameleon, should she go alone? The world is cold, except for times in colour Her world in dance, she'll do without me When in Bohemian, the first I've seen Of pastel stencils through her happi- Ness-tled in her loft home of the wind There she goes! Ain’t she a lovely wing? I hope she finds a world that sings Bohemian tendencies says, “to love and to hold But to let go, for treasures can mold” There she goes There she goes There she goes
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Brother Iran by Michael R. Burch Brother Iran, I feel your pain. I feel it as when the Turk fled Spain. As the Jew fled, too, that constricting span, I feel your pain, Brother Iran. Brother Iran, I know you are noble! I too fear Hiroshima and Chernobyl. But though my heart shudders, I have a plan, and I know you are noble, Brother Iran. Brother Iran, I salute your Poets! your Mathematicians!, all your great Wits! O, come join the earth’s great Caravan. We’ll include your Poets, Brother Iran. Brother Iran, I love your Verse! Come take my hand now, let’s rehearse the Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam. For I love your Verse, Brother Iran. Bother Iran, civilization’s Flower! How high flew your towers in man’s early hours! Let us build them yet higher, for that’s my plan, civilization’s first flower, Brother Iran. Published by MahMag (translated into Farsi by Mahnaz Badihian), Other Voices International, Thanal Online (India), Deviant Art, Portal Vapasin (Farsi). Keywords/Tags: Iran, Iranian, Farsi, Persia, Persian, brotherhood, culture, civilization, poetry, literature, poets, mathematicians, philosophers
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Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 3:06 AM UTC
Brother Iran
she calls it the BIG V a ****** name tasteless but accurate it is BIG very B I G stretched out used sold for such a low price ***** ********** ***** **** ****** deviant not exactly a role model not some saint by any means. I've seen it. perhaps I will never have *** if other women look like that vaginas like gaping holes holes so large it makes your ***** seem superfluous a thin branch against a muggy night sky "did you bring protection?" she asks I can only imagine why she should ask me that am I in danger? what monsters lurk in that bottomless cavern? I want no part in this expedition I do not want to go spelunking
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Nov 2, 2012
Nov 2, 2012 at 8:51 PM UTC
The BIG V
When I was younger, I would wait for him to die. I loved him - at least I wished I did. He used to be my D.A.D., and acronym. Remaining in the mobile home, amid his “hidden” *** toys and unlocked arsenal- when he would return, my brother and I hid. His I.Q.? Soaring, but he lacked a soul, he killed kittens for fun and never got caught. Covert sociopath; maintaining control. Court ordered visits left my mother distraught, she wrestled the system over us for years, our knight in shining armor that always fought. The battle was won after many shed tears - to a ****** life we forged, pioneers.
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Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 8:19 PM UTC
Darkest Afflicting Deviant
"So you like boys AND girls?!!" "You must get laid all the time!" "Which do you like more??" "So.. What are you any way?" Questions. Stupid questions repeatedly asked because My sexuality is deemed important to others whom consider themselves curious. Because since I know that love is equal and Can be given to any gender or no gender at all, But all people talk of is Labels I have been confused as bisexual, lesbian, and straight. I have been called a deviant, A ***** A disgrace; All because I chose love over labels, I chose happiness.
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Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 11:30 PM UTC
****** Frustration
What happens ____ to space______ between us This is the human race Ah, Vey? Just pray Overly smitten But not seeing   clearly picture-prey He or she runs!! Little darlings here comes the sun* The lime doing the time Falling trees of coconut Feeling- overloved Deviant artist splat coconut milk No Security Cat comfort box So out of recession Killer fox______ Chocolatey coconut Cleanse my mind detox Almond Joy concession Rise up Face Botox He cannot read you Haywire always wired up his words Hurried Hazelnut coffee if you mind Over-sugared Increased brain functions bitter rinds So commercialized The Cocoa Puffs Going bananas monkey *** Lexie Vamp Vex Mr. Ed overload of Oz colors baboon Going up Air Balloon So many airheads The  Rainforest GQ  he's gone IQ ((Quarterly Neck of the woods)) Not orderly Outback Steakhouse Dinosaurs ****** Vicarious No shortcut The nervous system The fast have a drink furious Cracking a coconut Her Safe______** 6-6-6 combinations Could crack her Coconut oil neck her City Girl call her Intellectual brain Singing Gene Kelly umbrella Raining coconuts (On Overload) Strawberry Fields This will be short Yeah right forever shortcake, not any sort The trend of coconut Nearer because of you I am further She was the Brazilian Nut With her blind gut ((Coconut Houdini)) Island of Bali Beauty of Judy Somewhere so over it rainbow King Kong Hairy chest banging coconut drink slurping Of girl talk Strong New Jersey Stamina ***** of Venezuela Overload of Prima, Donna's Instant Karma going to get them Knocked them off there feet Where is my John Lennon He has the best beat
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May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 6:58 AM UTC
Overload Of Coconut
What happens ____ to space______ between us This is the human race Ah, Vey? Just pray Overly smitten But not seeing   clearly picture-prey He or she runs!! Little darlings here comes the sun* The lime doing the time Falling trees of coconut Feeling- overloved Deviant artist splat coconut milk No Security Cat comfort box So out of recession Killer fox______ Chocolatey coconut Cleanse my mind detox Almond Joy concession Rise up Face Botox He cannot read you Haywire always wired up his words Hurried Hazelnut coffee if you mind Over-sugared Increased brain functions bitter rinds So commercialized The Cocoa Puffs Going bananas monkey *** Lexie Vamp Vex Mr. Ed overload of Oz colors baboon Going up Air Balloon So many airheads The  Rainforest GQ  he's gone IQ ((Quarterly Neck of the woods)) Not orderly Outback Steakhouse Dinosaurs ****** Vicarious No shortcut The nervous system The fast have a drink furious Cracking a coconut Her Safe______** 6-6-6 combinations Could crack her Coconut oil neck her City Girl call her Intellectual brain Singing Gene Kelly umbrella Raining coconuts (On Overload) Strawberry Fields This will be short Yeah right forever shortcake, not any sort The trend of coconut Nearer because of you I am further She was the Brazilian Nut With her blind gut ((Coconut Houdini)) Island of Bali Beauty of Judy Somewhere so over it rainbow King Kong Hairy chest banging coconut drink slurping Of girl talk Strong New Jersey Stamina ***** of Venezuela Overload of Prima, Donna's Instant Karma going to get them Knocked them off there feet Where is my John Lennon He has the best beat
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I cannot fully explain to you How perplexing it is To be a 22 year old adult But to still have the fear Usually reserved for a young child The fear of the dark And not in a way that one is afraid of death Or lions or tigers or bears Oh my, my fear is much more irrational You see I find I have bravery in real things I’ve rock climbed mountains Ridden roller coaters Held a poisonous snake by the tale You get why that’s braver right? But what makes the hair on the back of my neck stand What makes my skin pucker into tiny little bumps Are monsters born of my own imagination You see my imagination is wicked And I use that word both ways In the slang sense that it is awesome and powerful And in the literal sense that is it evil That when I imagine a monster I give it ten hands with 20 fingers each ending with teeth And eyes so black they sink into the monsters head Making them look like empty sockets So deep, they touch his brain I am forever afraid I’ll be honest with you I sleep with all the lights on And my closet doors wide open So I could see exactly what is going on in there I years ago threw out my bed skirt Convinced they cloaked crooked Teeth crawling critters capable of decapitation And were all considerable stronger than myself As you can imagine I have a lot of nightlights Mobile ones I use to walk to the bathroom with in the middle of the night I have to buy so many batteries The clerk at Walmart can only reasonably assume I have deviant private life Because grown *** adults shouldn’t be that scared of the dark Because at some point during or after childhood I won’t assume it happens at the same time for everybody Your imagination takes a backseat to logic And you understand that monsters aren’t real But death is and maybe that’s a better fear to have That didn’t happen with me though and I think most artists If they were to be completely honest with you would tell you It didn’t happen to them either they missed a step In the development milestone department Though I think they would tell you too like I’m about to tell you now The fear is worth it there hasn’t been a single monster I’ve imagined that hasn’t had an equal Beautiful thought and I can see them better with all the lights on.
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Dec 6, 2013
Dec 6, 2013 at 1:14 AM UTC
Afraid Of The Dark.
I cannot fully explain to you How perplexing it is To be a 22 year old adult But to still have the fear Usually reserved for a young child The fear of the dark And not in a way that one is afraid of death Or lions or tigers or bears Oh my, my fear is much more irrational You see I find I have bravery in real things I’ve rock climbed mountains Ridden roller coaters Held a poisonous snake by the tale You get why that’s braver right? But what makes the hair on the back of my neck stand What makes my skin pucker into tiny little bumps Are monsters born of my own imagination You see my imagination is wicked And I use that word both ways In the slang sense that it is awesome and powerful And in the literal sense that is it evil That when I imagine a monster I give it ten hands with 20 fingers each ending with teeth And eyes so black they sink into the monsters head Making them look like empty sockets So deep, they touch his brain I am forever afraid I’ll be honest with you I sleep with all the lights on And my closet doors wide open So I could see exactly what is going on in there I years ago threw out my bed skirt Convinced they cloaked crooked Teeth crawling critters capable of decapitation And were all considerable stronger than myself As you can imagine I have a lot of nightlights Mobile ones I use to walk to the bathroom with in the middle of the night I have to buy so many batteries The clerk at Walmart can only reasonably assume I have deviant private life Because grown *** adults shouldn’t be that scared of the dark Because at some point during or after childhood I won’t assume it happens at the same time for everybody Your imagination takes a backseat to logic And you understand that monsters aren’t real But death is and maybe that’s a better fear to have That didn’t happen with me though and I think most artists If they were to be completely honest with you would tell you It didn’t happen to them either they missed a step In the development milestone department Though I think they would tell you too like I’m about to tell you now The fear is worth it there hasn’t been a single monster I’ve imagined that hasn’t had an equal Beautiful thought and I can see them better with all the lights on.
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I wish to get this out in the open, I wish to clarify something I must confess something to those who care about my writing: My sense of humour is... well... If you know me in person, you know my sense of humour or what could be errantly said to be a sense of humour. I draw heavily upon: facetiousness, mythic interpretation, sarcasm, satire, excessive formality, irony, wordplay, a somewhat predisposed tendency towards not taking most things entirely seriously even and almost especially when I am 'supposed to', resorting to profanity on rare occasions, and quite simply and succinctly a ****** up world perspective* amassed over many years of living in this society and from living with my late, similarly minded, brutally honest alcoholic Father, in this society, nonetheless, who in fact was at least *quite ******* directly* responsible for my aforementioned errant sense of humour. If you knew him, you might say that I'm a "chip off the ol' block" in some ways, but I know I'm quite ******* deviant from it in others. So, to those of you who simply know of my existence via this digital outlet/public-sketchpad for my new-found passion of writing down every ******* thing I think it worthwhile to ponder again later, or perhaps even share with similarly minded, or at least accepting people; I wish to convey my deepest and most sincere pity, not in that it is anything that was your doing, just in that you can't possibly know my sense of humour and tasteless applications of irony and satire, and as such; I've probably offended some people. However, for some anomalous reason, some of you seem to like this stuff So I'm going to keep it up. If you read this: thank you, but if you did not, then **** you; however, if you didn't initially read this but were later directed to it by me or by some other personage, fictional or real, or for some other reason happened across it, I rescind the aforementioned **** you" in light of conveying my deepest and most sincere "Thank you for putting up with my weird-ass ******** I appreciate anyone who finds any value in my works. I also appreciate the improbable nature of anyone liking my brain-vomit. I love creating and I love sharing my creations, so when that all works out, I'm ******* fit as a fiddle; Giddy as a schoolgirl on Prozac; Happier than a young necrophiliac who achieves his boyhood ambition of becoming coroner.
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Apr 20, 2013
Apr 20, 2013 at 7:02 PM UTC
Prelude to an errant sense of Humour
I wish to get this out in the open, I wish to clarify something I must confess something to those who care about my writing: My sense of humour is... well... If you know me in person, you know my sense of humour or what could be errantly said to be a sense of humour. I draw heavily upon: facetiousness, mythic interpretation, sarcasm, satire, excessive formality, irony, wordplay, a somewhat predisposed tendency towards not taking most things entirely seriously even and almost especially when I am 'supposed to', resorting to profanity on rare occasions, and quite simply and succinctly a ****** up world perspective* amassed over many years of living in this society and from living with my late, similarly minded, brutally honest alcoholic Father, in this society, nonetheless, who in fact was at least *quite ******* directly* responsible for my aforementioned errant sense of humour. If you knew him, you might say that I'm a "chip off the ol' block" in some ways, but I know I'm quite ******* deviant from it in others. So, to those of you who simply know of my existence via this digital outlet/public-sketchpad for my new-found passion of writing down every ******* thing I think it worthwhile to ponder again later, or perhaps even share with similarly minded, or at least accepting people; I wish to convey my deepest and most sincere pity, not in that it is anything that was your doing, just in that you can't possibly know my sense of humour and tasteless applications of irony and satire, and as such; I've probably offended some people. However, for some anomalous reason, some of you seem to like this stuff So I'm going to keep it up. If you read this: thank you, but if you did not, then **** you; however, if you didn't initially read this but were later directed to it by me or by some other personage, fictional or real, or for some other reason happened across it, I rescind the aforementioned **** you" in light of conveying my deepest and most sincere "Thank you for putting up with my weird-ass ******** I appreciate anyone who finds any value in my works. I also appreciate the improbable nature of anyone liking my brain-vomit. I love creating and I love sharing my creations, so when that all works out, I'm ******* fit as a fiddle; Giddy as a schoolgirl on Prozac; Happier than a young necrophiliac who achieves his boyhood ambition of becoming coroner.
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The little voice inside of you Directing decision Trapped Unable to envision Success In rapid succession Reverting In sudden regression Sewing shut Your mind's eye Blame your loss of contact Contact with me The romantic deviant Your love is beautiful With all it's conditions Scolding the masses For their mental carbon emissions Unpopular Is an understatement What do you expect Pushing for a decision When there is no answer
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Jan 1, 2011
Jan 1, 2011 at 2:19 PM UTC
Phony Bologna
Alone with only the piles of ash as company, I harden a little more. Severing cords and burning bridges can be tiring and I have had my fill of useless people so sleep is in my future. I have never known love; I know this now. Hollowed out by wicked inclinations, tempered with deviant leanings, filled with poisonous lust and fueled by misanthropic, misogynistic misgivings, I have become bereft of all that is good. I have given up on ever being happy.
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Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 3:02 AM UTC
**** this.
You know that feeling that you get After a joke you tell falls flat? Humiliation unrepressed; I'd summarise my life as that. Twenty-one years down the line But worn as if I'm eighty-odd. Drug dependant, but still here. All miracle: No added God! The classic jokes all told again. "He looked so cute but what went wrong?" Too much attention, look away And **** off with that birthday song. Twenty-one yet still sixteen, The pinnacle of gentlemen. A deviant of *** and lust, And sickness from adrenaline. Happy birthday, happy birthday, Psychedelic astronaut. Years ago you clambered out And started having second thoughts. On hands and knees, I'd crawl back in, Just like Shawshank Redemption. This may explain my love of *** I shall make no exemptions.
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Aug 23, 2018
Aug 23, 2018 at 3:17 PM UTC
I Climbed out of My Mother 21 Years ago Today (And it was a Terrible Decision)
Here in dense darkness, alone I sit, and crave for the caressing rays of thy gentle light, nowhere near. Out side the balcony netted to keep the deviant doves away the city of million lights speaks in a jumble of numerous sounds. like my heavy heart, the overcast sky is a silent observer, holding light back. The silence within me kept deepening, every little light in this city night has a story to tell, I perk up my ears to hear. Every skyscraper silently exchange encrypted message of light of many kind, to one another, written on darkness. "I don't trust the night, she is a cheat" says one The other replies, "Oh! the night her luxurious dark hair heals" Within the discordant sounds what light etch on the night air has love and hate, sin and redemption. Neon pauses create a rhythm, the musical river flows on. Sitting here inside the cocoon, I did spin myself and inhabit, I think I see you there in the distant blue light, which you yourself embraced Will you be ever dreaming about my lonely plight, when you dive deeper in to your dark night?
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Jul 27, 2017
Jul 27, 2017 at 11:05 AM UTC
In darkness alone I sit..
Las Ramblas takes me into the olfactory and gustatory folds of a multicolored bocadillo, which led me to the breathtaking and fearful tunnels of El Chorro. I have identified those at Sants who maintained deviant motives and gazed upon the beauty of those tree-lined streets of fountainous resignation. Nevertheless, the combination of manchego and chorizo leads me to those meandering roads of Andalucia where the Sierra Nevada can be witnessed from festivals in Pastelero and Villa Nueva in a midnight breeze. The best sopa de acho is to be found in Antequerra.
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Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 10:12 PM UTC
Psychological Tapas
junk torrents of suffering pollute dream pools and reek of putrefaction dead fingers dance down trails of deviant memories Life’s spectral scream                ‘I am, but why????’ fills the firmament frail needs fragmented desires mutilated faith plastic fears Television static from an infernal midnight The shells of eternity        Penetrating,              Leaving, blind, bound and broken                      the children of midday sun
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Sep 22, 2021
Sep 22, 2021 at 10:33 PM UTC
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this deviant moment exposed to light of day unable to mute my words they tumble out and roll round like a car full of clowns in the circus all color and no content one rolls back to me gets in my face eyes red with its irate feelin puffin on a greasy cigar it makes all kinds of loud noise in the back of my head trying to guilt trip me out keeps me awake half the night this deviant moment flows like a charm for him flows like cheap wine when the friends are near and dear price don't come till harsh light of day face up in the mirror full of denials full of regrets full outa steam just shuffle through the moment knowin that you'll get to the track on time just gotta get the ole mutt movin and the dusty road from here to eternity never seemed so unsteady as it dose today the deviant moment was her magical hour was her moment to shine in the artificial sun she had acceptance speechs written and a dress picked out for her own red carpet stroll she had studied all the books and gotta pretty good bead on this whole motherhood thing gonna name him 'seattle' its was gonna be her magical moment in the artificial sun the deviant moment was his break from the harsh road it was his moment to loose himself and just be and that nirvana was in her arms that moment was in beauty of her affections but the carving in stone don't melt like ice not freely given but who can name the price of what its costs to the soul they can ask but you can never 'plain to em what the give takes out of you step to that road be prepared to give up ever lookin back the deviant moment passed between em left them both changed but she never will see it the same as him shes trapped back there in the one horse mountain town and hes shining on a sunbaked beach in the cool cool moonlight of a southern sun the deviant moment leaves us now with her blanketed in snow leaves him with regrets like children at your ankles pulling at your legs ever demanding answers to questions you never even heard leaves me with thoughts bout going back to sea bout sailing till iv lost all memory of this place and her fondling the hands of time
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Dec 19, 2013
Dec 19, 2013 at 2:43 PM UTC
the deviant moment
this deviant moment exposed to light of day unable to mute my words they tumble out and roll round like a car full of clowns in the circus all color and no content one rolls back to me gets in my face eyes red with its irate feelin puffin on a greasy cigar it makes all kinds of loud noise in the back of my head trying to guilt trip me out keeps me awake half the night this deviant moment flows like a charm for him flows like cheap wine when the friends are near and dear price don't come till harsh light of day face up in the mirror full of denials full of regrets full outa steam just shuffle through the moment knowin that you'll get to the track on time just gotta get the ole mutt movin and the dusty road from here to eternity never seemed so unsteady as it dose today the deviant moment was her magical hour was her moment to shine in the artificial sun she had acceptance speechs written and a dress picked out for her own red carpet stroll she had studied all the books and gotta pretty good bead on this whole motherhood thing gonna name him 'seattle' its was gonna be her magical moment in the artificial sun the deviant moment was his break from the harsh road it was his moment to loose himself and just be and that nirvana was in her arms that moment was in beauty of her affections but the carving in stone don't melt like ice not freely given but who can name the price of what its costs to the soul they can ask but you can never 'plain to em what the give takes out of you step to that road be prepared to give up ever lookin back the deviant moment passed between em left them both changed but she never will see it the same as him shes trapped back there in the one horse mountain town and hes shining on a sunbaked beach in the cool cool moonlight of a southern sun the deviant moment leaves us now with her blanketed in snow leaves him with regrets like children at your ankles pulling at your legs ever demanding answers to questions you never even heard leaves me with thoughts bout going back to sea bout sailing till iv lost all memory of this place and her fondling the hands of time
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I curse the night I meet you. I curse the night my eyes locked deep into your golden/brown skin & crimson red lips. I curse the drug that draped my mind in lust, in confidence, to merely utter Hello. I curse that sentimental longing for the sound of your voice again. And your  subtle approach towards my deviant nature. Oh. I curse..
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Dec 13, 2013
Dec 13, 2013 at 2:02 AM UTC
I curse.
Ah, now I remember. It was in those rare moments when you say something different. Words weave in and out of your lips but your eyes have the freshly stitched smile like that of a child listening to their favorite bed-time story. Satin slips from your mouth, wrapping around the beating murmurs below my necklace triangle yantra of Kali, under a lacy leopard bra, beneath the tattooed deviant octopus, and soothes the palpitations to a comfortable pause. We don't always need air to breathe.
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Nov 24, 2014
Nov 24, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC
Sweetest Asphyxia