"autum" poems
i feel
so
alone.
wasting away like petals on an autum day
wasting away into the cold shadows in a peaceful bliss
letting it envelop me in its numbing embrace
the darkness of my mind, slipping out
caressing me
telling me to stop trying
to just
stop
tryi n g
Jun 24, 2019
Jun 24, 2019 at 5:16 AM UTC
hurting everyone around me
while i hurt myself
t o x i c
everyone is being punished
for my stupidity
my scaredness
my lack of control
my complaints
me
me
me
it's all me
but i'll fix it,
ill re-gain control
soon,
you wont be hurting because of me
youll be smiling as i watch in the distance,
overtaken by the shadows
my blood falling to the ground like leaves on an autum day
i had to leave
i couldnt stay
all i can do is try take other peoples pain away and make it mine
you all deserve better
Jun 24, 2019
Jun 24, 2019 at 5:21 AM UTC
Shall I compare thee to a midsummer’s day?
No I shall not
For thou is nothing like it
Thou’st temperance is nothing short of fair
A summer’s day is hot and vicious
But thou’st soul is of utmost gentility
A sweet cool temperance is thous heart
Thou is more like an autumn afternoon
With eyes the color of the clear blue sky
And temper of the soft cooling breeze
Thous beauty’s only competitor is the changing leaves
Unique and changing
Vibrant reds, greens and yellows that each tree holds
The warmth of the sun is thous love
A love that only I receive
That warms my own soul to the heat of the burning hearth
Where we lay in passion and love
For if I were to compare thou to a midsummers day
It would be an insult
Thou is more beautiful
Far more fair
Thou is like an autumn afternoon
With eyes like the sky in the clear afternoon
May 9, 2012
May 9, 2012 at 4:22 PM UTC
That perfect moment when your between steps
When you dare to look at the sky
And watch the marshmallows floating by
That perfect moment when time stands still
As you watch the birds on the window sill
That perfect moment when you meet for the first time
And you can't catch a gulp of air
As you wonder how someone so perfect is there
That perfect moment when you walk under the autum tree
The falling leaves a perfect sight
Like colorful birds taking flight
That perfect moment when that first snowflake falls
Gently coating your chilly head
And you forget the winter dread
That perfect moment when you watch the children play
And you remember when you were young
And all the crazy things you did for fun
That perfect moment when you roll down a hill
As your head hits the soft plush grass
You realize how small the world may be
And your a tiny speck of happy impossible to see
Then all these fleeting moments are gone
Forgotten verses in life's unending song
Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 6:24 PM UTC
days are getting longer
colors, warm and bright
as flowers bloom,
I wonder
Is it spring outside
sweat and tastes of icecream
sunlight in my back
burning nights and feverish dreams
it's summer in my flat
rain and whirling, falling leafes
tea and halloween
wandering birds and deepest grieve
it's autum so it seems
damping breath and snow
scarfs and woolen coats
powdered, white wonderworld
and winter's shadows grow
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 2:48 PM UTC
AUTUM days are here again.
Time for tress to go bare .
They will change from green,to red,
to orange to yellows,until they have all
fallen to the ground.
There they will be raked up in
to piles,thrown across the yard
thrown up in the air ,by a child.
Ran over by the mower or ran over by a dog
just trying to hide a bone.
But autum is another time ,when the cooler
weather comes in and kitchens begin to smell
good once again,.
Time to break out sweaters or just another blanket.
And even time will change once again.
YESautum is here ,so tell me what
does it mean to you ?
Sep 25, 2010
Sep 25, 2010 at 1:26 PM UTC
autum comes
I am a lone leaf on a tree
holding for dear life
last one to
fall
winter comes
and I am huddled
on the ground with my
fallen brothers and sisters
I return to the earth
and absorbed back into the great source
the giver of life
the tree
spring comes
I am reborn again
budding, growing
and no longer alone on the tree
I had forgotten that I was never alone
I was holding on when I should of let go
to join the great connection
of life
Aug 14, 2014
Aug 14, 2014 at 11:45 PM UTC
A heart cold as ice,
Melts when treated nice.
A few drops of ******
Put on your lip balm,
Risk and roll the dice!
Let’s not care about your vice!
A few **** of nicotine,
Needles filled with morphine,
Drink your codeine,
Destroy your veins with ******
Maybe twice,
Maybe thrice.
Forget all your worries,
Burn your autum leaves,
Forget how to live,
Like breath’s stolen by thieves.
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 9:36 PM UTC
Peace.
White lilac atmosphere
Laced with Autum’s farewell
A fragrant kiss whispered into his lover’s ear
Moistening the staid air
With a sweetness
Of chlorophyll.
A green so rare
A jade for writhing.
Lilacs bloom, daffodils, roses
She fearfully forebodes the night
And waits for him.
Too cruel for snow
An icy caress of stoney lips
An arrogant tease of affection
Crimson petals
Frosted in the blackness
Only to be comforted by mother’s loving arms
When morning blooms.
Mar 8, 2012
Mar 8, 2012 at 3:01 PM UTC
Hello poetry
It's been long since my last golden autum leaves falling down on earth
I lost the feelings maybe
I laugh with the world too much
Because my days were dark with glimmer of lights
I come here again today and found my old self young age
Life was not nice
But now I can be proud
She is still here by faith
Dreams are her wings
She is a diamond now
Strong, rare and brilliantly sparkling
She is wiser
I am glad to be her
Apr 15, 2022
Apr 15, 2022 at 4:09 AM UTC
Think I might just let go this time.
Say good bye.
And fall away like the autum leaf.
To let my soul rest at last.
Have peace.
To stop the fighting the worrying the pain.
Lettin go is easy.
The goodbyes won't be big.
Don't have anyone left to say good bye to.
It's a bitter sweet end tbh.
With out pain there would never be.
Peace.
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 4:40 PM UTC
I worry for
the man who
will one day
want to love me
I worry that he
will not know
that my love
burns like the sun
and rages
like a storm
out at sea
I worry that he
will not know
that my darkness
is only temporary
and that it comes
from living
in an ever consuming
pitch black night
it lasted decades
I worry that he
will not know
my spirit
cannot be broken
like an animal
that cannot be tamed
it lasts an eternity
I worry that he
will not hear
my arrhythmic heart
it may sound like
a whisper
but it bangs
and slams in
these ribs
like the percussions
in an orchestra
*it will play songs
just for him*
I worry that he
will not hear
me when I
cry out to him
for I am not
transparent
do not look through me or
past me I
am right here
before you
with
universes to give
I worry that he
will not feel
the moisture building
in my palms
when he grasps
my hands
out of fear
that he will
never
hold them again
*I will hold his
like others
hold a bible*
I worry that he
will not feel
my head
against his chest
like the
safe haven
I have
finally found
after all this time
I worry that he
will not see
the stars that
shine in my eyes
when I look
at his face
like the world's
most wonderous
landscape
*I've traveled so
long and so
far just to see it*
I worry that he
will not see
the way he
can make
every muscle in my body
fall into a
meditative state or
electrify with excitement
with his presence alone
I worry that the
man who will
one day
want to love me
will not appreciate
that I am
a complete human being
with or without him
that I am
divided between
biology and whimsy
that I am
both the
sadist and *********
that I am
broken but
the architect
and that
I do not fall
like an autum leaf
I fall
like an avalanche
Sep 2, 2017
Sep 2, 2017 at 12:47 AM UTC
when the autumn falls and all the trees are bare
gone now have the leaves that were hanging there
grass starts turning brown gone now as its green
frost is all around to create an autum scene
robins on the fence as they bob along
chirpy and so cheerful with there winter song
happy and content on an autum day
making autumn cheerful as they sing away.
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 11:34 AM UTC
It is Hell for you.
I'm told to stay.
You have lips near my neck.
A season so known for rest.
Feeling free without appetite.
A human man without a brother.
Without a womb to cradle.
I'm unloved by your father.
I'm alive.
It is a slow descent.
Rest easy knowing your noose is pulling me down.
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 3:39 AM UTC
The soap feels like rock in the shower
The water runs cold down my fingers
Like a blanket of snow over grass
It's taking too long, but I'm not really caring
I'm off with the stars and their friends
It's just the end of another hopeless cause
But I held it so close, I need you right here
It's just not the same, without your body next to mine
The trees sing their sweet sorrow
The birds calling out to the night
The stars all blink out to darkness
As with each step you get, further and further away
I'm off with the stars and their friends
It's just the end of another hopeless cause
But i held it so close, I need you right here
It's just not the same, without your body next to mine
Stepping out of the shower and into the light
The day isn't quite yet over
Theres time still for this not to be
Another hopeless cause
I'm off with the stars and their friends
It's jsut the end of another hopeless cause
But i held it so close, I need you right here
It's just not the same, without your body next to mine
Your eyes how they glisten and glimmer
Like the shine of a new autum leaf
They stare like icey blood daggers
Knocked out just by one look
And I'm off with the stars and their friends
It's just the end of another hopeless cayse
But I held it so close, I need you right here
It's just not the same, without your body next to mine
Climbing down the mountain of, my house stairs
Sprinting to the room where you, lying on my bed. I
Jump to the warm, stay there till dawn. I
know, you will be here, when I return
Oh I'm off with the stars and their friends
It's just the end of another hopeless cause
But I held it so close, I need you right here
It's just not the same without your body next to mine
The trees sing their sweet sorrow
The birds calling out to the night
The stars all blink out to darkness
As with each step you get, further and further away
I'm off with the stars and their friends
It's just the end of another hopeless cause
But i held it so close, I need you right here
It's just not the same, without your body next to mine
And you're going, going, going, gone.
Mar 19, 2010
Mar 19, 2010 at 9:00 AM UTC
Blue birds peck away
The bark coils by the forest bay
In its hidden gems, a lost trail
A girl tip toeing around the bay
It's green and black, mucky, sticky
A havoc from step one
The trail.... Crumbled...
Face it, rather she stood by the blue bird
Ticking, picking... Much to much, Somewhat a spinning top The mind plays.
It's stays in haze, distant.....
After much to long, waits she does
For the sun to spray her morning message clear.
Her mind doesn't have to spin anymore - if they tell her what to say
Autum isn't waiting, debating - much to long
She strays her mind.
To whom to confine in the mines of breaking branches
The blistering wind pushes her body, pushes it in the forest bay trail
Now winter comes,
The forest leaves
Conceive the cold feeling, of barren trees
The emptiness sits around, within
The coldness feelings may it never leave
Jun 3, 2016
Jun 3, 2016 at 2:57 AM UTC
I hear autum leaves under my feat crunching
I see the leaves falling off and no more leaves are left on the trees
I feal the cool breaze on my face
I love god's creations of Human beaings, Holiadays, Spring, Summer, Fall, winter, and finally animals
Jan 28, 2011
Jan 28, 2011 at 11:55 AM UTC
Clouds, a breeze of change
Breaking of the old age
Tranquility comes in tides and waves
Changing leaves on crisp cold days
Golds,reds,browns
Melting down to the frosty ground
Mist shourded mornings
With bleary commuters yawning
As the fresh days dawning
At lofty heights the early birds soaring
The misty valley like a coast
A great while ghost
Jul 15, 2017
Jul 15, 2017 at 6:08 AM UTC
She was conceived of fire
Rubies
And fate
Her long winter breath
Curling down
My hate
Mist on her fingers
Swirling
Beach tides
Snow ladden leaves
Youthful
In Autum's lie
She's sick of November
Thrashing
In grey
It's almost December
Timing
A wolf's prey
Who would ever save a golden moon?
Nov 24, 2015
Nov 24, 2015 at 1:25 PM UTC
Golden autumn,
Harmonious autum,
Delicious autumn,
Beautiful autumn,
Graceful autumn.
Colourful autumn leaves fall,
Red, green,brown and gold,
In showers ,
Over little flowers,
A carpet hue,
Moistened by misty dew.
Unmistakable autumn sounds,
Do their rounds,
Crisp leaves along the street,
Rustle beneath the feet.
A gaggle of migrating geese,
Flock the lustrous sky in bliss.
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 10:59 AM UTC
Autum, teach me how to be
Colorful like every tree
Let my brightness paint a scene
Metamorphosize from solid green
Autumn, chill my fevered soul
Teach me how to be made whole
Breezes cool and comfort me
Streaks of light pierce canopy
Autumn, teach me how to die
Crisp flight, alighting with a sigh
I'll pause a moment on the ground
Then wind will lift me heaven-bound
Sep 25, 2016
Sep 25, 2016 at 4:03 PM UTC
Today, I am finally free
of what used to be
dead vine around my ankles.
I remember
how I would walk
into the vision ahead,
hazy and blurry, like
the cold autum breeze
after the sun has set, like
the few damp leaves
melting as I step on them, softening
the edges of a dream, this dream
that is the present moment.
Today, I watch the eastern
horizon fade as the sun sets,
calmly, at my back. And I breath,
without hesitation, the air of peace,
the air of openness, the
air of someday-real-love. Today, I
smell the fireplaces
as the dog plants two
kisses on my cheek. And I look
up at the dark blue sky and, today;
Today, it's alright.
Sep 24, 2011
Sep 24, 2011 at 11:35 PM UTC
A year has past,
And I am no longer the same.
But neither are you.
You were the girl,
Who turned from autum to summer.
With golden radiance,
I found myself looking to you,
As a beacon of hope,
In my dark sea of sadness.
You showed me the magic
Of paper and pen
And I was instantly enticed.
With every word you wrote
Every comment you spoke
I felt hope,
That I could learn
To voice my concerns
And finally earn
The right to speak, in turn
Now I don't see you write,
I don't hear your words
That resonated within me.
But it's okay,
Because you're doing something greater
Than just helping me.
You're creating beauty,
For the world to see.
And I am just as guilty.
In my metamorphosis,
I became complacent.
But a little medal around my neck,
Reminded me of the gift you gave me.
So those words on paper transformed
Into the sounds of my own thoughts.
You helped me find a voice on paper
But now it's become words
Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 1:41 PM UTC
Winds march over boulevards
As winding as his wanderings
Leafs leave branches barren
To make the grey skies seen
Clouds cry bitter raindrops
Soaking sour solitude
The puddles promise solace
To drown in to his waist
Torso left to nature’s whims
And storms to wear him out
Car alarms laugh in his face
Howling mockeries his way
Loudly, thunders call him
To give in to the fogs and mist
Life was never as redundant
As in autumn’s heady lists
Nov 28, 2015
Nov 28, 2015 at 2:30 PM UTC
The spring reminds me of our newly found love for each other after every hurt, every hurdle and every challenge we overcome.
The summer reminds me of the warm fuzzy feeling everytime your lips touch mine and when you wear that collar i love.
Autum brings me comfort that i will always have you by my side to love and to hold eventhough the odds are highly against our cause.
Winter reminds me of the freezing cold nights when i sit alone in my bed thinking of you, wishing you could be in my arms.
Right now its raining, and i miss you.
Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 9:34 PM UTC