तुझे सोचना ही मेरी बंदगी का किस्सा है
तेरे बिन मौत ही ज़िन्दगी का हिस्सा है

Being Lost in your thoughts,
Is my only prayer sincere.

Momentary death is a part of life,
when you're not there.

Some words
Blocked at lips
Stay in the heart
Often leak through eyes**


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Used, refused, confused,
unheard, frustrated, broken,
when they slammed their doors,
I tried, cried, hurt with their attitude!

Eloped with the God,
and dwelling in a poetic land,
with no hurt, no pain, no judging,
built a peaceful, abode in solitude!

Decorating dancing syllables,
singing rhymes, humming poems,
showered with unconditional love,
nearby flowing the river of gratitude!

A knock at the door by the slammers,
Undulations by emotional spammers,
Unwelcomed!  Should  I  let  them  in?
Or I keep my door closed, being rude?

**Indifference!
Enjoying solace!
The  poetic dance!
The divine romance!

BE HAPPY FOR NO REASON,
THE REASON WILL FIND YOU..

Tears are frustration and sadness
Tears are a celebration and happiness

Tears release the hurt and pain
Tears decorate the love insane

Tears are offerings and surrender
Tears are emotions at the purest

Tears are grief and helplessness
Tears are gratitude and thankfulness

Tears are not just tears for the show
Don't ever say, "let them flow"

Unfolding ones truest self
Tears are prayers to the higher self

The eyes, filled with tears for you
Have the deepest love for you

Those who need your shoulders
They trust you to shed their tears

Such people are the gifts forever
Never never let them go, never!!

Few incidences,
Shake you!
Make you!
Awake you!
And
You are reborn
/(as an actor)
?????

I miss
"you and me"
The way we used to be
You "willing and free"
and
assured me...
You're making effort
and confident me

What
if
the
pillows
could collect
the tears
and
recycle
them
to
drinkable water,
could be supplied
to the people
who are
in
drought
affected
area
?

I am light
Always bright
Jump start
Give others a spark
Full of zeal
Always lead
Take initiative
Make the things continue
Uplift and motivate
Ready to celebrate

But sometimes
I too feel low
Nothing gets go
I too feel blue
Nothing i can pursue
I too feel drained
Inside pained
Going in dark
I need a spark
Someone to hold me
Deeply console me
I too have my set of problems
I too need to be pushed by others

**But unfortunately
Finding nobody
I end up writing poetry
To unload and revive me finally

The words are free
but
the actions have a cost....

o
0
~~
two
drops
of tears
shedded
at altar
ooo

o
O
are
quiet
talks to
The God
when i'm
thankful
in pain
also
oo

o
O
I'm
sure that
It is heard
and responded
may be it is
realized
later
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Two
fans
fixed
in my
room,
One
unused
neat and
clean
   liked         loved
But                     The
other                         one
  was                              full of
dirt                                         dust
worn        ­                                          out
run                                                      daily

When people lie,
I
laugh

"Ha"
"Ha"
"Ha"

on
their
mistake
in calculating
my intelligence level...

I was introduced by my guide to this activity,
In one of my sessions of II level of
Reiki.

After coming to slight meditative
state,
We were told to write to God on a
page.

Honest write treating God as a
friend,
In one minute, whatever comes
in mind.

In initial letters, i was little
confused,
More complaints and less
gratitude.

Whenever i had tough time, I
practiced,
A close bond with Him, slowly
established.

Now my letters with more
friendliness
Less complaints more
thankfulness

I treat God as my closest
friend,
Fight with him and ask for
guidance.

I wonder how my letters are
read,
Everything is conveyed, written on
that.

Sometimes i skip this letter
writing,
Then I feel dejected, sad and
lonely.

God reminds me by some
hint,
Picking paper and pen, I begin to
ink.

It releases all my hearts
burden,
For many issues i get the
solution.

God is the one with whom, I can
confess,
Whatever in my heart, I honestly
express.

He is my best friend a patient
listener,
One who guides me without
judgment.

In my dreams i get his
direction,
Letters to God are my best
solution!

What is better?
Saying something,
when
you should have said nothing?
Or
Saying nothing,
when
you should have said a many things?

Can people
Read between lines?
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Or
Perceive beyond words?
**
Or
Forget the words?
#@#@$#@##$%&
Or
Read unsaid words?
???????????
The way
I
do
?

Stay blessed, the royals!
Enjoy the glittery night,
The poets!
Creating sparkles with their pain,
spread the light..

Old pains release
Soothing is the breeze
The eyes devour greenery
Mood uplifted by the scenery
Endless are the waves over waves
Washing out all the heart's remains
Grounds the straying soul of mine
The loose sand relaxing and fine
The bright sun heartwarming
Life is happy and charming
With  moon, I  romance
The  galaxies  dance
Mind body stilled
The life fulfilled
This is what
my heart feels
In outdoor trips,
The nature heals!!

Human body
71% liquid

The earth surface
71% water

My life
71% tears

My plans
71% fluidic

My dreams
71% moist

My thoughts
71% watery

People I met
71% flowing

In finding remaining 29%
71% life is passing...

I maybe martyred
and
become a star.
Or
Come back wounded
with a scar,
Everything for you
is fair
and
at par,
Loving you is
like
being in a war!!

I
let
you go,
Dear ego!
Once more!
To make every
thing better
with them.
O n c e
more!

All run a race
Beelines they trace
Some overtake
Others couldn't make

Vehicles are sprouted
Making the roads crowded
Aspiring to win the race
Have a restlessness

Occasional roadblocks
All gather in flocks
Few do find a way
Others left away

No sit back
No look back
To reach the destination
To attain the culmination

Chasing-leading-trailing
on a long drive, driving
the longings in this way
When you're on a highway

They, you and me
on an eternal journey
to both heaven and hell
You lose and you win as well

The carriers
of
contagious virus

"Laughter",

deserve
to be
preserved...

U
are a stream
    violent.............transient
  careless............­........ruthless
passing.........................crossing
My love is...................... a bubble
flowing...................................bursting
sinki­ng,..... but...surfacing...up later
multiplying, when you fell down.
floating...till...end..and..will
merge..in..sea..with
U

the heart, longs for you
the eyes, look for you
in my ears, your voice rattle
in my mind, a never ending battle

your presence is always nearby
the heart sinks and i sigh
reminding myself that you're gone
and now here i am alone

everyday a hope peeps in my heart
that what if you're far apart
for me, you equally long
but by night I'm proven wrong

having no clue where you are
sending love through a twinkling star
i tried my best to move on
yet unknowingly i hold on

maybe the God answers my prayers
you come and wipe my tears
someday to releive the pain
you will be mine back again

maybe a plan by the divinity
to bond us till eternity
hence the hopes continue to float
on a broken drifting boat...

ctrl+alt+del*
The deadly
union
      of
   The
three
  keys
     to
   *B
    L
    I
    S
    S

In search of
endless love,
life reaches a
loveless end...