Okay so way back then, when
I wasn't good  and would just pretend
I had stardom that bigger than anyone could comprehend
even when
my biggest
was my little blue pen
that never gave in
even when
I caught my second winds
chasing my dreams
Found followers in the end
Driven by a passion
that will never end
fueled by the energy
Sharing my feelings
felt by all of them
Don't even know my name
But feelin the exact same
So different in appearance
But it's more apparent
We are all the same
Cause they feel what I am saying
And like the pain
I am chasing believers
Forget the fame
or end up a lame
lose myself to sir prize
And kiss my fan base good bye
Cause my album gets low buys
Fall victim to system
Instead of living my life
I rather have 1000 likes
Then contract a contract;
The disease that instantly ruins an artist for life.

The moment I laid my eyes on you,
        I knew,
           you were a dream that would never,
                come true.

Don't pay attention to the pain;
                                               it will end.
Pay attention to the memories,
as they are happening.
and then remember - the only thing factual;
that they only could have happened, then.
Think about the future, forget the when, once again.
that's the - future, past and present -
the sooner you can get over it -
the sooner you can deal with what is actually happening.

I  miss you calling my name, while I'm right there - pulling your hair.
Getting you all hot and tired and messy.
tears in those eyes, as temperatures rise.
Make-up all over my neck, pillows, and flesh.
What started with a peck,
turned to nibbling on your neck,
Then bit your ear,
Pulled you near,
Now you are running out of breathe.
Teasing me,
This is what punish meant.
Dripping wet.
Clothes on the floor,
Bed sheets soaked in wet.
You whispered, "Hurt me!"
Said it so silently,
but so sexually.
Guess
you
were
testing
me.

Love reading your words,
On-and-on with those blurbs
Talking so much stuff,
Trying to get what you deserve,
I know you like it rough,
All that wordplay foreplay
Enough is enough
Time to do it all word for word
Read you your writes
Elaborating every verb
You started it with all that small talk
Now its time to get heard
Don't just take my word
I can get you off like a weekend,
Have you waking up in a new world.

Even though everything around me is falling down.
I'm moving forward with progress,
walking on solid ground.
Keeping my eye on the target;
no looking down.
Keeping a smaller circle;
only myself around,
waiting for things to turn around.
never too lost to see through the clouds.
these upset feelings; I fight them down

That taste, he will always taste.
His memory misses, what can't be replaced.
Her look, that smile on here face.
Those precious kisses, and how they were placed.

the hurt and the pain
tied to my heart
like a ball and chain.
the scars on my heart
are the initials of your name
you gave me the love
that taught me the pain
now i'll never be the same.

I remember the anger in your bloodshot eyes, tears pouring from them as you staring at me. I remember the tremble in your voice, when you told me the news. I remember you shaking hands, weak from your exhaustion. I remember holding you, as you cried, hopelessly. I remember it all. Do you?

My heart beckons my soul-mate; once met
                                 Long ago, in a time distant to now.
                                 We will meet again, in another place.
                                 Only at this time; will things be perfect --

I, don't want to know --
if you are leaving me, just go --
this pain, my heart can take no more
got me feeling, feelings I don't want to feel -- for sure.

I heard it when I last called you
something different in your voice,
told me things had changed.
from that point on things got strange.

Just by the way you were speaking
already had me feeling alone
you felt so cold, through the phone.
stile there, and still gone.

What felt so right,
was dead wrong,
my heart left in shambles,
passion turned to stone.

We can't change,
what wasn't meant to be, We.
Some souls were meant for each like an entity,
some souls were meant to be alone for eternity.

You, said you left me, because of me.
we both fought --- over us
pushing each other,  until pressed our luck.
nothing last forever; no exception to us --
my heart still beats for you,
but now I live for us.

Instead of asking for permission rather beg for forgiveness this is my life you'd understand if you lived this my heart bare witness to what other shouldn't witness learned from my lessons with the quickness started making moves on these misfits moving figures with logistics made moves left my imprint on modern day blueprints and morse code on these infants killing with instinct in an instant while making moves in sequence my frequency is frequent

I want to dip my tongue,
inside your flavor.
With no waver,
I savor your taste.
With a desires pace,
your liquids turned to paste,
a love potion laced with our grace.
Delicious lips glistening with ours juices.
A cocktail  saturated with your nectar.
Our fountain we await,
satisfaction at a hieghted state.
I greet you with my pleasures
at an amazing pace, our lips embrace
lacerated by my tongue --
I trespass your pearly gates,
where your pleasure awaits,
I await - at the mercy of our warm embrace.

My
Fingers,
dipped in,
your fountain
of youth.

**Then I licked all five.

The unfortunate suffer at the hands of the strong, given responsibilities to whom it didn't belong. Mortals who longs for materialistic things, morals are wrong. Ethics, long been gone. Deception, masks their urges to carry on. Belief in self, means being strong, and growth from moving on. The present is already gone, so the future is upon - so let foresight, overshadow the feeling to belong. See the difference in being right, and doing wrong. A rich man, may be as poor as he is strong- so find where you belong, and get it on, so your thought can life long after you are gone, for generations to build on.

I flip lyrics like tricks
breaking bricks with sticks
my flow as Good as it gets
spitting words until they turn digits
mental midgets can't handle my pivots
I am dope with a twist
a cloud of smoke with no mist
I rock the boat and break wrist
so many styles I'm the ****
rapid flow when I spit I go rabid
going inn like I am sic
killing the beat and
melting the mic in one sec-and
my reputation becoming habit
I am loving this ****
as far as the goat,
I go cut throat
staying sharper than clips
I float while others just gloat and gossip
changing topics like top picks
I just take it all lite ike optics

these gifts put me in positions
to write these compositions
as soon as i put it together
they try and rip it apart
weak minded decisions
I don't let go to heart
I play my part,
master my art,
so it works for me my times of dark,
and when I shine bright,
let no one rip us apart.
this talent was god given
so you haters is good riddens
you getting in my, you got to be kidden
I'm breaking record after record like ken griffen,

Forcing my hand, is like playing with fate.
Straight out the gate,
I navigate, this weight,
Like a feather weigh.
From the comments,
These haters, got not love,
But they love to hate.
My heart will regenerate,
The more they hate,
The scars harden;
Harder than a metal plate.
I’m at a higher state,
My mind state; great escapes,
Tall stories, planet apes.
Eating grapes, playing high stakes,
Turn your back, different stakes

Current affairs, making family disappear.
Blood thicker than water; I can't see that from over here.
Haters show hate, to hide their fears, hide their faults by dissing piers.
Their hands weak so they dis their peers.
Weak-minded; Diss-impaired.
Test the truth and get dared
Like something that's undeclared.
Put a ring around your rosey,
Then I’m taking a chair.
The kingdom come;
The dynasty is aire.

I'm exposing you, I'm bigger than that, so I am over you. My payment for respect is far over due, and you know its true. Went from chasing you, to being used, my love for the game, left me confused. I ain't amused. Now that I know what its like to be you, I kinda hate me too. That promise, you can keep it. I'll hold on to The Secret. I been there, already seen it, now, I'm more interested in the scenic. The haters is anemic, don't even think they mean it. They just see a chance and mean-it. Between them, the gimmez and the gimmicks, everyone body is a mimics, getting more jealous by the minute.

bottles on me
models full of make up
chains on me
enjoy it all before i wake up
i've been born to ball
show me *** **** naked
keep aiming high
so when I finally make it
i'll raise my green like patriot
**** all your haters
but i love your hatred
i'm on another level
you getting back to the basics

Started with selling lollipops out my locker, to pushing stocks, to selling beef with coco buns like Betty croocker. my gang green, a seal team, running schemes, wit; wicked regimes then moved up to the major leagues- with upper decks, up my sleeve. capture your spirit, just to set it free. dark knight, captures white king; wouldn't stop riding me. pawn moves, worth the trouble; it's two easy. Throwing stones, and Sandz castles, these haters tryin to castle me in;  it don't appease me. these drag queens, keep turning there back; showing thier ***;  and tattle tails; like lil sis-sees. these miss-fits couldn't **** wit- me if they came in ultra HD, my Cats 5, and they treating me like I'm Mr. IP, darker the Wesley, I'm stone cold  rocking an Iced-T, your Bud got wiser but it still ain't ******* with D. then grab Kim car dash and-be back by three, send Kanye west, to get Ad vice from me. my marketing skills so nice, I just capitalized. on the lies of our lives, of all three. These dudes the Wizard of Odds,  fake pretend; Wizards of Oz, chasing the Wizard of Gods, reading scripts written by me. I wrap with a cause, like I''m passing the bar, in limbo with these dudes at odds with me. I'll dot their eyes, like Kimbo was training me. Their label-mates ******, in Big T's, liking on their selfies, on sell phones. I'm on roam, in Rome, using Google Chrome to Google Earth, on my eye phone- writing this from the O-zone, so that the people reading this will be like O'No - this dude is cold. I'm opt to much prime, all the timethen phone home- transfer the message, like Otimos prime

Let's make something clear,
same thing that got me here,
can make you disappear.
Hard work, motivated, man of the year.
Bright future, good look, ever clear
Black card, street cred, accepted everywhere  
ya'll dudes, ain't offending me
stop pretending B,
Ya'll trying to Kenny A G.
i got it in the BAG your not contending
I'm top tending, so no need for defending,
Stretch'n the truth, but I'm not bending
I hope you hear me, ya'll go fear me
then I a-peer, Blank stare- U just standing there-
No dirt on my hands, me handling with beef is rare.
I'm top teer- seeing things loud and clearly, vision-aire
Aire to the thrown, Millonaire
I'm so fly, I Con-Air, recline chair
your future,for a finders fee, ending indefinitely
20/20 hind-sight, judge's deputee-
after hearing me, you go need some therapy
**** gets Kalmplex- and ain't no telling what he can do.
off of the strength of me, he, destroying all off you

I've lived for this art since teen age
These other rappers just going through a phase
My Mental intellect on a different stage
So smart I gotta act my age
Frohawk with a cool fade
Pockets stay fat getting paid
Got me balling like I'm D. Wade
Bringing the heat the I'm MIA
On track like a map so its a wrap
But this ain't subway
Been running game like fathers day on sunday
Leaving you seeing stars like a walk on Broadway
I left my print, no ink, but my mark stays
I'm the man
These other dudes a bunch of aka's
Stuck on feeling some sort of way
I'm so fly
I just pass'em by like
Have a nice day

I'm top tier, from way up here,
seeing things loud and clear
wax in my ear, cause tids-dye & ain't no dying here,
these birds chirp'n,will ruin you, nothings' fair
luring you, its irresistible, so you go there.
Sirens signing, playing pic-a-boo
distracting you, and your crew
Their audacity too- do what they do
using methodology, they lasso you through
for their own use
these high notes, are just an excuse,
like a loop hole, disguised as a noose
Either way, They-
hiding the truth.
find yourself up ***** creek,
High-tied, trying to shake loose.
I guess behind every myth- comes some truth!
the lesser of two evils,
deceitful, perception,
my aggression-lethal.
Like any sequel, you'll never be my equal,
scene it in ur preview.
Don't take it from me, ask the people,
if it wasn't for me, they won't even want to see you.
I wouldn't want to be you- or him, you a thesepian.
******* me off,  champion.

Lord of the Rings,
pinning Kingpins
then Kinging-kings,
Mexi-can
and some can't
you stand a slump chance
peripheral vision, no glance
B-boy stance, more ***** than lance
I'll battle your whole camp,
blowing your speakers, Amp'd
revamped, and clamp't
now i'm stepping over you tramps,
those silly rants, got you stamp'd
for getting carried away-
u can't see my BARS- this ain't Saint Patrick's day.
ever since i started rapping this way,
ya'll flows start'n to look like paper mache
I made so much REAL, paper today, but
these Cheeseheads playing keep away, holding this Green Bay Packer at Bay, they ******* up the play, like a rain delay, feeling like putting the refs, to rest, for the rest of the day.Either way, my pocket's Fannie May, and the Lambo feel Cray, so like Sandro, they go pay, top dollar, no topay. I treat BARS and money the same way-  up-up and away- so quick, you'd think I'm saving the day. But i'm no HERO, I dont swing that way. Villian on scene, looking for a fight. I Wonder Women- when they see, My D.C. then left Superman all ******, for acting tight. i guess that make me a Cript -tonight.

Battling 5 guys on roof
Sipping ***** 180 proof
Hit the first guy
Chipped his tooth
Bunched the next guy in the eye
I think I knocked it loose
Then pushed them all
Off of the roof
Been at-a-lesson since a youth
Learned my lesson
And to tell you the truth
It's been was a blesson

Mess with me
Your his story
lowered down
I'm the sickest around
Pound for pound
Imma triple crown
Puting these cats down
These haters frown
I break'em then I
strip'em down
Like scrap metal
I compound
My mind limitless bound
Spit faster than sound
My hommies don't play that
Don't mess with clowns
In their cap and gowns

My rages
Tearing pages
Going Cray
Ripping pages
My flow
Changing phases
Amazes
On stages
Front row
Front pages
Your rapping, verbally attacking
Any Enemy slacking
Riff Raff'em
Taking charge
Like a captain
Ice challenge
Chilling living lavish
Way Above average
About to fix me a samwich
Let us with cabbage
Went H.A.M.
Over some beef
Got bread
Hand some  cheese
Hate spam
Love trees
Cool breeze
In Belize
Blowing Lush Kush
In blush trees
Across seas
They love me
See a tree huggers bush
Land and strip; No leaves
I'm cooler than an oldies, in his ******
Eating Coco puffs watching ice-t
In a wife-tee, drinking iced ice-t.
Spiking spike, while playing Exite Bike on an old PC
Laughing so hard
I *** ***
I wish you
Could see me
On HD with an HD
With At&T;
Getting my P.H.D.
Figure it out
Too late
Quarter past three
Then they
Passed me

You see. My ribs are touching. The kitchen has nothing. The fridge empty to the point thoughts of my dog starting to tempt me. You eating like a king, got like four plates empty. Beef and stakes eating all healthy,  chilling in your beach house, huge couch HDTV watching The NFL in HD listening to acy-breaky telling the cops you can't make me. I want a piece of the pie, can't get a break of this cake and we all know why. These snakes eat off of large estates, and feed off bigger plates, no matter what their eyes see, life is great, I just bless their soul, and wish them fate. They can lie to me, and say they love me, but I feel the hate. They say the understand me, but can't relate.

stop with all the yip and yap
this is just rap, that i spit back
from the back of a snapple cap
then i told jack, he didnt know jack
and flipped off a blackjack and throw it back in the stack
for talking smack he got smacked
like Pat Sayjack i'm spitting all writtens
so these cats cant say jack
i'm going Inn outlining lions lining
furlongs longer than fur lining
twisting tongues with twisted rythming
my words and rythmes colliding with perfect timing
haters slip and sliding like
Poseidon riding down a slip-n-slide, end slipin-n- sliding
two worlds collide-in
line with the silver lining
i'm in line with you online
your outlining --
stop and rewind, end
your mouse crawl -in,
for you two view what i can do
with rythmes so fly they caught the flew
i got so many styles I thought you knew,
i'm a trending topic, what else is new?
i can flow for miles
spit rivers too --

3am in the morning and I'm strolling
you walk by looking like the choosen
eye contact and the chemistry explodin
body language speaking loudly, smiling as I close in
sundress, hair tied, matching purse looking wooven
pretty lips, beautiful satin eyes that matching your clothin
slim waist, thick thighs
hypnotized by your vibes
love at first sight
from first sight of your eyes
ask you where you from
as I walk you home
the more we talk, the more we vibe
before you know it, I'm sitting on your sofa
our hands are all over, lips are getting closer
mouths open wipe, bodies begging for closure
instinct taking over, bodies getting closer
climaxes reaching closure
laying side to side
and then its
over

You seeing me rapping will never happen
Before that I’ll start cappin
Walk off like nothing happened
Since I’ve mastered this art of war
I tend to take things too far
Don’t give a **** who you think you are
Your rap handle doesn’t exist anymore
My rhythms galore, your rhythms manure
Best left in a bag
On your steps
At your front door
Hottest your rap crap will ever get
I’m so polished this is a blemish not a scrimmage
I treat you little *******
Like a teacher’s pet
Up against a Vietnam war vet
Giving you your first shoots
Flipping the script
Double barrel twelve gauge extended clip
Special grip pressed against your lip
Having a hard time talking ****
A pistol whip left your tooth chipped
Fake rappers rapping hard
No street creed; they ain’t legit
This wack imitation ****
Got me *******
Don’t get me started
you rip offs should get lost at all cost
dealing with a real boss I can handle a loss
Testing me lyrically, you must be previously *******
Now you are dearly departed
I’m styling on you I’m wilding
Bloodline of Goliath  
So go ahead start a riot
With my mic on autopilot
You can get chewed like trident
Eating wack MC’s
essential part of my diet
this ain’t even a battle verse
it’s a gift and a curse
running its course
on my high horse

**** this civilized **** I am set, like an object. So don't object. My eyes on the prize like my future subjects. All these haters is suspect, I pay them no respect. That's how a King treats his subjects. I blow minds like lare jets-- then take marks and get set. It could be the bad or the ugly, l'm as good as it gets. I'm raising the bar like I'm working my pecs, working hard, baring arms like I'm funk master flex. I'm laughing so hard it's hurting my chest. instead of getting money I'm enjoying my wealth,  weight a couple rounds, then rise up in belts. My Dawgs underdogs, like we training vets. I weigh the pros agasint cons, then Shakakon like I'm K. West. Extend my arm and drop a bomb when this mic turn on. My future brighter than prospects, standing on Prospect while the Sunset waiting to get it on

they calling me styles
i got flows like the niles
these rappers roll a couple bars
I spit a couple miles
they Upper case "C"
I move with old G
while they moving the crowd
I'm touring over see's
making everyone sees me
like they looked at CD's
They do it for the likes
I do it cause its me, just being me
these tired MC's raps got me catching three Z's
these haters got bitter looks in their eyes
like they just caught them some ******
you got me? yeah - hater please
they should just stop trippin
and swallow these !!!

You can do it without your hand out.
Used my talent to be a stand out.
Don't just take what they hand out.

Leap of faith,
During the fall,
I figured it out.
Some chase dreams,
by running their mouth.
Those are just signs,
The path, in real life,
Gotta figure it out.

Follow your passion.
Do not deny, the one thing,
You can't life without.

Haters go hate, so what?
Let them run their mouth.
A snake go be a snake,
Don't waste time trying to figure it out.

Doing you is what life is about.
Its the one person you will always need,
The one you truly can't live without.
Your worste enemy, turned best friend
How do you think villains came about?

Watch the people you keep around you.
Its the ones closest too you,
That end up
Going nuts,
Turn things around
And ***** with you;
Like voodoo
These fools trying to
Make you one too.

Not matter what you  do
Things run their course
Life is about getting through this Hulu.

Some get high, and fly through.
Some write poetry, different high--
This type; you navigate through.
Some fall in love,
Others just do what they do.

Just never give up,
Life is too beautiful.
Even that pain,
Deep inside of you.
You are not alone,
What you feel, isn't unique just to you.
I've been their too.
Just let its past,
Accept your faith,
And you will be grateful.
You get a "Like"
And start feeling Great; full.

your purpose
Was given to you,
on purpose
For a purpose;
Hidden within you.
What you do,
Is up to you.
That choice
embedded
Deep in you.

don't let deep emotions
Ruin what's on your surface
Trust yourself
Its worth it
Everything is on purpose
Cause its worth it.

I treat beef like lions in, the Ramada inn, dying to sign into the luncheon,
go to work,
     I punch in,
these beefcakez, is munchkins, my dough nuts, and bunch Keens.
We Brady Bunch,
and Punch like Kens -sheens.
we punching through functions
like a bunch of alienss at the Days Inns working equations off all kinds of ocassions, mostly Caucasian, facials so amazing, when their facebook, if they face them..I page in,and they page Kim, to let him, know that I'm waiting; the appointment meant, we dating, no promo, so stop your hating. take a selfy in the ****, stop ur waiting. ctrl, alt, delete. there's no.escaping- staple the email to your upper lip, recycle trash every other weak in. ***. Ginny, run, Freddy creeping. slow, creepy walk, Jason mask out the Lake Inn, my neighbors laughed, Chevy chasing there ***, child's play with a ****** hockey mask, i'm up to task. dog had a limp,so I made him part of the cast! Bruce Lee kicked, thier ******* ***, I'm talking full body cast.

I can
still taste her
essence on
my lips

We didn’t
Even
kiss

Yet
Her taste
still fresh

Suddenly I stand up to the mic;
               The rooms starts to spin.
               Nobody is talking,
               Everyone is staring through me;
My heart starts beating.
My hands start sticking.
My body starts sweating.
My face turns tomatoe red.
              I wish I was dead;
              Instead I'm here at this poetry jam -- Frozen.