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Mar 2016 · 658
expectations
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
-
expect nothing to go as planned
except for the changes

expect changes in your plans
and you'll never be disappointed

[10W X 2]
SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/25/2016
My yard sale was cancelled. My father is returning and I want to do things with him. He has been in a rehab center for about 3 weeks and I haven't seen him except to visit. I'm glad the cleaning got done while he was gone! He's something of a clutter bug. Even though my plans have changed and I was looking forward to the sale I'm very happy my father's coming home and I will be happy to see him.
Mar 2016 · 368
Not on site
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
for a few days
I'm preparing for a yard sale.

I CARE FOR YOU ALL
& WILL BE BACK
SOON!

♡ Catherine
Mar 2016 · 2.0k
The Power of One
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
-

Millions of people follow
One leader can change the world


[10W]
SoulSurvivor
(c) 2/22/2016
More spring cleaning today
I'll try to be on site tonight
(God willing and the crick don't rise)
Mar 2016 · 631
the heart of trees
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
is strong and staunch
they exude power
in every branch

calling out
to every bird
they woo and sigh
The wind their word

a canopy
With leaf is made
they bring us coolness
in their shade

no creatures they
shun nor despise
their flowers pure
bring gifts to eyes

in spring they're colored
in summer green
in autumn russet
in flame are seen

in winter ****
their branches bare
but they don't weep
in angst despair

for in their bud
which they will send
come the spring
they flow'r again!

they can be cut
to bring them pain
but never vengeance
will in them reign

they make a home
for bird and bee
The lovely, gentle

heart of trees


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/21/2016
I love them!

I will try to be on site today
God willing. But I'm spring cleaning
and must take care of business
Mar 2016 · 734
Poet Posies
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
Some are Water Lilies
Whose roots grow deep in mud
Some are Aloes blooming red
With healing in their bud

Some are Cala Lilies
With blossoms white as snow
Some are florid Orchids
Which in a hothouse grow

Some Lily of the Valley
Exquisite unadorned
Some are Cactus Roses
Be careful of the thorns!

Some are Jack in the Pulpit
A rakish sort of fella
Some are Ladies Slippers
Awaiting Cinderella!

Some are lovely Roses
Which smell so very sweet
Some are Stink Cabbage
With a smell like rotting meat!

Moonflowers and Marigolds
Irises. Magnolia!
So many I can't think of
Many I haven't told ya...

Daisies are so simple
Like "violets are blue"
But there's too many flowers
Tell me...

... what kind are YOU?


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/20/2016
I'm sorry if I haven't been following your work! I've been so busy I just don't have lots of time to read anymore. But if you send me a link for your poetry I will read it. I'm doing my best to be on the site and catching up on all the poems that I haven't read by each individual poet. I love you all and wish I could be on site all day! Take care and have a beautiful week!
Mar 2016 · 1.0k
We All Need Love
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
I was born a sandwich kid
Not much love was shown
There was a situation
Lonely and alone
I would cry, affection dry
As a desert bone.

I had no preprocessing traits
If care were in a well
I would fail if I sunk my pail
Into the depths of hell
Neglect my due so it ensued
I grew up a shell.

We all need love to water us
A child must be fed
But if the care's not in the air
They might as well be dead

Cakes are baked with sugar
If it's not put in first
Can't bake again the bitter end
The cake is dry as dust.


And so I started using drugs
When I was but a teen
I ditched school, I was a fool
Because I could have been

Anything I wanted
Instead out there wasted
A runaway, a wasteland
A stunted tree and blasted.

(chorus)

I turned to religion
I thought I was home free
Buddhism, the SRF
And scientology

Transcendental Meditation
I read of the Bahai'
I read the book Siddhartha
It was like a high

But i lost faith and turned to drugs
Over and over again
I was ******, could not atone
I can now this story pen

(chorus)

Then I found my savior
The Lord Jesus Christ
I was beat, but He was heat
And melted all the ice
Around my heart, then I did start
To conquer every vice

I found the Holy Spirit
I found my Father dear
Don't think it odd, I found God
And now I have no fear!

We all need Love to water us
With Manna we are fed
We conquer sin, and we can win,
We can get ahead

We all need a High Tower
A place where we can go
To bask in love from up above
and let the Spirit flow!

[bridge]
We can all find sweetness
It CAN be restored
We are FREE and we can SEE
OUR PRECIOUS SOVEREIGN LORD!



SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/19/2016
I was loved as a child, but I never felt it. It is in retrospect that I can see the love my parents had for me. They had many problems. My mother was very sickly. My father was addicted to alcohol at a very tender stage in my life. He stopped drinking. But by then it was too late. I felt like my cake had already been baked. I hated school because I was teased terribly. I was different. And I had abilities that other children didn't have. So they sledged me to the ground. And I was a sandwich child which didn't make things any easier. I was born scarcely a year after my sister. My mother fell off a chair onto her stomach and I was born prematurely. I've had a hard life. And I believe that I had not found the Lord Jesus Christ I would not be alive today.

For all you teens out there who are having trouble in school, please don't give up. Continue your studies fervently. It is only with an education that you can really do what you want to in life. It's very rare to find Second Chances. I found mine because of my innate abilities. But I could have been anything I wanted to be if I'd had an education! Be smart and get one!

-
Mar 2016 · 790
The Gift of Tounges
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
~~<♡>~~

The gift of tounges
the Spirit gives
reside within
where goodness lives

He wants to sing
He wants to speak
all Holiness
is what He seeks

Lovely language
in woven prose
Poetry
that no one knows

God's music found
in angel's Voice
Heaven's sound
in verbal lace

Fasting makes
the flesh man thin
Holy Spirit
groans within

Now deep prayers
we do not know
With these we're healed
from head to toe

The Holy Ghost
dispelling haunts
only God
can answer wants

Removing
root and branch
the weeds
Jesus Christ
knows what we need

The greatest voice
that's ever sung
could never match

The Gift of Tounges


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/18/2016
I will be at work most of the day
but here's my prayer for you
In my heavenly language
I have an impression of what the words
mean, and the English is as close to
the translation as God has provided.

Ne' yon de' ska port d ye' tiende'
Lyan de' ska te' tiende' se'kahn
Toor be' seek e' ste' diah
Le' neste' por tiende' diem

Taste e' contentest la'


May you find blessings in the
small things of life
Life is comprised of the minute
God resides in the little prayers
said throughout the day

Go in Peace

~~<♡>~~
Mar 2016 · 492
Little tin(y) gods
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
Little tin(y) gods
At the podiums stand
Ever so great and
Ever so grand

They make appeals
"A clean sweep"
They make promises
They won't keep

We sing their praises
With laurels crowned
They love on U.S.
Then sleep around

Political coinage
Political gain
They have banked
Upon their fame

The dark triad
Check the list
They're psychopathic
Megalomaniacal
Narcissists!

How'd they get
To be on top?
The pendulum swing
Has got to STOP!

Some voters sigh
Some voters slump
Some voters are
Just plain chumps!

Buy the lies
Don't find it odd
You're a fool
For little tin(y) gods


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/17/2016
Mar 2016 · 722
arroyo
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
-

my
face
is a
mud
flat
cracking
in the
lines
around
my
eyes

my
eyeballs
are
dusty
and
my
forehead
i­s a
boulder
defeated
by the
Sun

whole
craggy
mountain
ranges
inhabit
my
cheeks

and
my
m­ind
is a
patch
of
beavertail
cactus
scrubby
as
tumbleweed
in
a

barbed

­wire

fence
Mar 2016 · 601
fragile
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
~~<¤>~~

fragile as
Venetian glass
are memories of
a haunting past

delicate as
petals blown
are humans
in a trial
alone

breakable
as a new foal's legs
are the ones who
have to beg

as a dry and
blasted oak
are emotionally
broken folk

and those who's
ego's rant and rave
are as dead leaves

upon a grave


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/16/2016
There's a homeless couple living behind us. They have nowhere to go. We are helping them get on their feet. I wanted to say no to their plight. But there but for the grace of God go I.

I won't be able to be on the site much because I'm helping them. They've offered to help us too. That is going to be very important since my father is coming home soon. Thank you all for your prayers and good thoughts in my regard. I really love you for it!

~~<¤>~~
Mar 2016 · 317
What NEXT?!!!
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
I'm going to have to be off site AGAIN!
Sometimes life just don't stop when we say "UNCLE!" Mine has just been made incrementally more difficult.

But I'll just make MORE lemonade! Lol!

I have the Lord. It'll be ok.

I just wanted time to READ!!!

AAAARG!!!  X-(
It's OK. Don't worry. A time factor more than anything. LOVE YOU ALL!
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
We have here a group, no... a FAMILY
of poets who are the most beautiful,
compassionate people!


I can say without reservation that this is the best site I've ever been on. And the site is only as good as the poets on it. You have really stepped up to the plate and gone to bat for me and my family. By your good thoughts and prayers Miracles have been accomplished in my life.

Update on our little dog Cocoa. She is completely healed. This is nothing less than a miracle. We were able to use a credit card so she could see a veterinarian. But I believe God also answered our prayers and had given her healing. He is such a gracious and loving God that he cares for not only ourselves but the things we love also. Including our pets. I give him all the praise and glory! But I want to thank you all also. There is nothing no more powerful than corporate prayer. So if I seem like I tell you my whole life and ask for prayers I am not trying to burden you. I want to see the Miracles that are happening as they take place. You are powerful. Your prayers and thoughts are powerful. And I love you all from the bottom of my heart. You're so wonderfully talented in every way. People of such diverse nationalities and beliefs but with a single goal. To bring Beauty, inspiration, and understanding to those far away and near. I feel like you're my family. Everytime I press the little heart and read your writings I say a prayer. And I know there are others out there who do the same. I urge those who also experience miracles to write about them. It gives me Faith and Hope the things do change for the better in this world. And if there is a healing or a turnaround in your life it could be answered prayer. I know without reservation that my prayers touch the Throne of God. I don't say this to brag. I want to encourage you to pray and fast. It works. It TRULY DOES.

Hello Poetry ROCKS THE WORLD!!!


LOVE
Catherine °°••☆¤●♡°°••☆¤••°°
I have been reading. I will be on site all day today, God willing. If you need to talk i will be checking the site message system regularly. If there's a special poem you want me to read, give me the link, or the name of the poem. Thanks!

GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

-
Mar 2016 · 982
captured
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
-

you capture
my image
in the
lens
of
your
aperture

a small
butterfly
i struggle in
the net of your eye

you drain my colors
to replenish your
iris and leave
me cold and
alone as
transparent
as crystal and
just as

shattered


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/12/2016
our little dog Cocoa is better
but not out of the woods yet

THANKS FOR YOUR
GOOD THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!

It's 1:40 in the morning
Cannot sleep so I'll read a while

-
Mar 2016 · 2.8k
Little brown dog
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
Cocoa. My mom's whole world. Her pride and joy. She's in real trouble folks. Last night she consumed over an ounce of dark chocolate. She also got into chicken bones. She needs divine intervention. We can't afford to take her to the veterinarian again. All prayers and good thoughts are appreciated. I am weeping. She's an important member of our family. She may only be a dog. The she is as important to God has anyone else. And my mother would be devastated by her loss.

I may not be able to read this morning. I'm going to be in My Sanctuary on the front porch praying. I'm not going to church because my job now is to watch after the dog. She is a beautiful little animal. A deer head chihuahua. The original breed of that dog. She was the companion animal to the Toltec. Very rare because she is also a brindle brown. I saved her from an abusive puppy mill ******* and raised her all on my own. I love her. I have no children. She's my baby. Please help. Thank you.

PLEASE REPOST THIS SO OTHERS SEE IT! I don't care about stats. But Cocoa needs all the good thoughts and prayers she can get! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Catherine :')
Update: Coco has recovered! She is actually doing very well now. She is no longer in the woods!

Thanks for all your good thoughts and prayers... They worked wonders!
Mar 2016 · 501
Lifelong service
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
I've been sick within my soul
Without an end. Without a goal
Only evil did I serve
An evil fate what I deserved
But Jesus came to rescue me
By His sacrifice I'm FREE!

Lifelong service to my Lord
His salvation my reward
His wooing Voice at last I heard
He will help me by His Word
Now I finally understand
I will never leave His Hand

Though at one time I was estranged
My conscience He has rearranged
Now I blossom. Now I grow
In the righteousness I know
I do not live upon my whims

I give my very LIFE to HIM.


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/11/2016
I was almost a complete washout as a human being. Even during the time that I've serve the Lord I've done things I'm not proud of. But He is faithful. And He will never take His hand from me. I can leave Him to do my own thing. But if I acknowledge Him in all my ways He will bless me. Blessings come in many forms. Sometimes hard times are blessings. They prepare me for service. I am actually a soldier. I have armor I put on daily. The girdle of Truth. The breastplate of Righteousness. The sandals of Peace. The helmet of Salvation. The Shield of Faith. And the Sword of the Spirit which is the Word of God. My only offensive weapon. I can only tell you these things are true. I've experienced their Truth for myself. It's up to you to make your own decisions. And I would never force you into believing anything I say. God won't either. He's like a lover. He will woo you. That is what He did with me. And I love Jesus with all my heart!

He literally saved my life!

I have allowed my chores to build up. I must spend some time today on duty to my mom. I'll really try to read later on. I LOVE to read. But cannot do it always. Please understand.

HAVE A BLESSED DAY!

-
Mar 2016 · 430
My ♡ don't work
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
Can't be givin' any "likes"
I'm bowling perfect
Not gettin' no strikes!
I've been readin'
Days and nites
Computer's tellin' me
To take a hike
There it is
In black 'n white
This really stinks
It just ain't right!
Can u relate
To my plight?
If you haven't been getting "likes" from me, this is why. I just now noticed it!
Mar 2016 · 475
Simpatico
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
Allow me to put my head on your chest... then BREATHE.

Recite to me your poetry so I can hear it reverberate against my ear...

I can already tell it will be in perfect rhythm with your

*HEART.
Another poem written with my speech prompter. I really like the style!
Mar 2016 · 1.2k
Madman
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
Across the water he skates with feet of clay. Frigid eels in his veins, they slither under his skin. His blood is volcanic ice. His forehead is an avalanche. His eyes are frozen atolls. His soul is made of liquid nitrogen. Dancing, he's the creature 10000 Leagues Under the Sea. At rest the iceberg that wrecked the Titanic. Don't come near him ladies. He comes off as a nice little cuttlefish. But he will lash out with his whip pads, ****** you into his ***** beak, and glomb on with every sucker he owns.
He's a real masher, the Disco Slasher, Mr Goodbar X 10. Comes off as a "Nice Guy".
Comes off as a "Friend". But watch out for his Frozen tentacles. They will be your END.


SoulSurvivor
(c) 3/10/2016
Another spoken word poem created by my voice prompted typing feature. It started out as a message about politicos and sort of changed enroute. Constructive criticism welcome.

I'm going to sleep now. Nite all.

-
Mar 2016 · 1.3k
Healing Balm of Gilead
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
Your gracious Light extends
You have Healed my brokenness
On You I can depend
You touched my pain with Loving Hands
Anointing hurts and woes
It's like a warm embrace and kiss
And Love that OVERFLOWS!
Thank you for what You have done
The Healing You have wrought
This kind of Restoration
Can't be obtained or bought
I need no Hydrocodone
I have no need for pills
I have my Balm of Gilead

And I ALWAYS WILL!


SoulSurvivor
(c) 3/10/2016
I can scarcely believe this!
I had two broken molars extracted
yesterday. Infection in my jaw...
... and woke up this morning... NO PAIN!

I DON'T EVEN NEED THE PAIN MEDS!!!

The Healing Balm of Gilead is the Touch
of Jesus Christ Himself! He came to me
yesterday before the surgery like a thought
in my mind. He said if I was brave and
went through with the surgery courageously he would BLESS ME. I had NO idea what form that blessing would take. NOW I KNOW! I called the surgery office to let them know about the numbness, I thought it was unusual.
The dental assistant said it was a speed up of the healing process. She had no explanation for it! BUT I KNOW!

Thank you all for your patience with me.
I have read very little of late.
God willing I WILL TODAY!

-
Mar 2016 · 656
Toothaches stink because
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
the closer proximity to the brain
the GREATER THE PAIN!
Sorry I have not been on site today
I've had HORRIBLE mouth pain!
Tried to read & just couldn't concentrate
I'm going to try to sleep.  Dental surgery tomorrow

:'(   Catherine
Mar 2016 · 3.6k
Razor wire
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
My mouth is wrapped in razor wire. The less said the better. Whole worlds are caught between my teeth. My eyes are somewhere between moons, and my nostrils breathe the mist of demons. My earlobes have the jewelry of vast continents. And my throat is strangled with amethyst tears. My hair wraps your shoulders. My pearls touch your belly. And my hands? They flutter like leaves in the wind to catch galaxies. I long to say the three words. But deserts live on my tongue.

Yet it takes only a moment to say goodbye.


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/7/2016
This is a new style for me. Let me know what you think.

I actually do have a problem with my mouth. A tooth broke off, and it grates against my tongue. Hence the poem.
Mar 2016 · 478
How Can i Help My Brother?
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
How can I help my brother
When my own pain won't abate?
How can I lift my sister
When I can't move my own weight?
How can I feed the hungry
When I can't fill my own plate?
I help folk who feel guilty
Yet I can't clean my own slate...
Is there a way to move them
Through the vagaries of fate?

There are principles in life
Which always undergird
Many are the trials of life
I've only seen one-third
Sometimes we are captured
A sadly cag-ed bird
But one thing ALWAYS brightens days
Perhaps you may have heard
A smile that reaches to the eyes

And a KINDLY SPOKEN WORD.


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/7/2016
Sometimes I don't feel like I have much to give. But it is at those times when I don't feel I can help anyone that I realize that God is giving me a gift. The gift of encouragement. And that's what I want to pass on to you.

Undergird = to lift a boat from the water
with ropes to clean the underside.

-
Mar 2016 · 1.1k
Mother Courage
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
a tribute to
Vivian Francesca Jarvis

Allow me please some bragging rights
Of this I will attest
My mom's a brave, accomplished gal
She's one of the Best

Born to be an actress
A director and a coach
She starred in Joan of Arc
I have the right to boast

She's been in countless films
A career of great yield
She played with Sydney Poitier
In Lilies of the Field

She is a character actress
Won many awards
To hear her tell her tales of stage & screen
One is never bored!

Not only an actress
My mom's an activist
League of Women Voters
There is quite a list!

She stood up for the poor man
And during Vietnam
She directed guerilla theater
And was threatened with a bomb!

Someone threw a rock
With a note attached
Saying a Molotov Cocktail
Would go through our window next!

She's had trials and tribulations
Depression. Migraines long
But she always rose above it
The Show Must Go On!

Now she is still acting!
Though West Nile Virus took its share
Of a once sharp memory
And she's in a power chair!

She starred in Mother Courage
And truly this is she
I am grateful for my mom

and proud as proud can be!**


SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
(C) 3/6/2016
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

Albeit a bit early. The actual date is
Sunday May 8, 2016
But my mom's been SO good
I descided to celebrate early!

Forgive me for kinda bragging here
but my mother IS an exceptional woman
Talented in SO many ways!

You can look her up on Facebook
Or the internet

I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART!
Mar 2016 · 549
reign of ashes
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
and fire's sceptre
crown of blood
robe of spectres

dual tounges
speaking stealth
elites on fire
for their wealth

coal black tombs
washed with white
sepulchres
proclaiming "right"

"moral high ground"
in the wrong
they sell us all out
for a song

the rocket's red glare

anthems made of thin air
gave naught to the night
for our flag was NOT THERE

Oh, say, can you see?
or are you yet blind?
for we are not FREE
we are in a bind!


STAR STRANGLED BANNER
thunder rolls, lightning crashes
for whom the bell tolls?

for THEE, REIGN OF ASHES!


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/4/2016
Does it really matter
who "wins" this election?

"Democrats". "Republicans".
Two sides of the SAME COIN

WE'VE BEEN SOLD OUT
AND HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS

~~$~~
Mar 2016 · 1.9k
mammalaria
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
~~~<☆>~~~

fuchsia garland sits
rakishly upon a
platinum blonde head
of close cropped spines


sun glints in her curls


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/8/2014
rewritten  (c) 3/4/2016
Mammalaria are cacti.
They grow in little clumps
which look like heads, or *******.
Hence the name.
My father has several.
When this poem was written
one of them was blooming.
As it is now.
It looks for all the world like
a blonde head with a
garland set at an angle upon it!
So I decided to repost this.

~~~<☆>~~~
Mar 2016 · 721
the music
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
sometimes
comes
in
a
dream
from
so
far
within
this
cage
of
bone
i­t
seems
to
have
no
connection
to
me
at
all

until
i
awaken
and
he­ar
its
refrains

its
memory
remains

i
have
no
need
to
force
it

­and
consciousness
simply
wanes

i sit at the piano

i wait

put my fingers to the keys
the song i remember

just

flows

out

of

their

tips



       i deserve no laud      

i don't write the music

it
is
written

by

GOD



SoulSurvivor
(C) 2013
rewritten (c) 3/2/2016
repost/rewrite
kb inspired me to post
this again
with his write
"The pianist"
Mar 2016 · 454
honey rose
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
~~°°••<♡>••°°~~

remember sugar cookie moons?
sweet rock-candy stars?
when hills & dell's were powered
with sugar straight from mars?

all the world was sweetness
writ in fairytale prose
and we'd pluck with
no regard for thorns
the moonlit

honey rose


SoulSurvivor
(C) 3/2/2016
Ah... youth!

~~°°••<♡>••°°~~
Mar 2016 · 576
My Side of the Street
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
I lived in a war zone
Streets filled with razor wire
Nothing much to cling to
Nothing to inspire

On one side was my enemy, and
Filled with angst and hate
I lobbed all sorts of insults
The war would not abate

But one of my neighbors
Suggested that I find
Some forgiveness in my heart
To give me peace of mind

And so I started cleaning
Picked up all my waste
Swept up in all the corners
And found peace at last!

Across the street they saw plain
The white flag I errected
It was a thing that gave them pause
Not what they expected!

They threw trash, and they threw dirt
Upon my sidewalk paved
But i expect that I just swept
And gave a friendly wave!

After a while of this response
They were in retreat!
They could never get a rise!
They knew their hate was beat!

And so together as one
We removed the razor strands
And had a big BLOCK PARTY!
We even had a band!


And so "us" and "them"
Finally became "we"
No more HATE! Isn't that GREAT?!!

*At last we're finally FREE!
"Blessed are the peacemakers, for they
shall be called Children of God."
Jesus Christ in the Sermon on the Mount
Mar 2016 · 603
Archipelago
SøułSurvivør Mar 2016
--

streaming island before my vision
did i see you weep?
i know it's all a blind decision
will this soul you keep?

we are not islands, nor are we stones,
we wail at the walls,
sometimes our lives are not our own

*for we are foolish ALL.
Are we not ALL FOOLISH?
I KNOW I AM! LOL!
Feb 2016 · 4.4k
Stradivarius
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
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in the birdsong and the wind
God plays his violin!



[10W]
SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/29/2016
Happy leap year everyone!
I am feeling much better! In fact I have a part time job with my family! So I won't be able to be on site as much as I used to be. Please understand I love you all. But I really need this job. Wish me luck!

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Feb 2016 · 759
The Garbage Planet
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
A little child on father's knee
Looked up at him with hope
She really wanted for to see
Through his telescope

He bent the lens down toward her
So she could place her eye
Then directed the tube upward
So she could see the sky

She saw a sphere with mighty rings
Another with a spot
But a strange and awful planet
Gave her pause and thought

For it was black and yellow
A putrid sort of green
She'd seen dwarf stars
But this, by far,
Was the ugliest she'd seen!

"What is this one, daddy?"
The girl asked, quite perplexed
He put his eye upon the lens
And saw why she was vexed.

"Well, my little daughter
There lived a warlike race
They were mean, and didn't seem
To see their world's grace

So they just destroyed it
Now it has no worth
We call it Garbage Planet
Once it was called Earth"

So from her single eye
She shed a single tear
And shook her oval head
Her father drew her near

"Don't worry my darling
Don't worry in the least
That warish race is gone now

and now we are at PEACE."



SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/28/2016
Im feeling a bit better today.
Couldn't resist writing!
Had this idea looking up at the
stars this morning...

-
Feb 2016 · 465
Doctor! Doctor!
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
Can you cure this flu?
I need relief! I'm appealing to you!
It's a nasty bug making its rounds,
There ain't no cure to be found!
I've tried over counter,
And I've tried herbs,
I'm so miserable, there ain't no words!
But you can't help me, cuz I'm in the red,
So I'll take some excedrin and go to bed.
I thought I had beaten this bug! But its come back with a vengeance. I will be off site for as long as it takes to get rid of this thing. I'm sorry folks that I can't read. I still love you all. But I'm feeling lousy. Good news, though, my parents are doing much better! Thanks for all your good wishes and prayers! Love, Catherine
Feb 2016 · 451
at peace with the darkness
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
she opened the basement door
went in and allowed
it to slam behind her
---
the sounds of the battle
receded into the distance
---
she didn't turn on the light
---
she emerged when
everyone was asleep
no more yelling
no more fighting
it was in the dead of night
---
didn't vampires do this?
but she was no vampire
she was a flesh and blood
little girl
---
to this day she loves the night
and cellars
---
they represent safety
---
and she has made peace
with the darkness



SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/26/2016
My childhood was a warzone. My parents fought constantly. We had a lot of benefits. I had piano and ballet lessons. We had enough to eat. But we were also neglected in very vital ways.

My father never beat my mother. But the emotional abuse was horrendous. And he would be very violent at times. Once he threw a pan down our hallway so forcefully that it bent into a taco shape.

I love my parents dearly. And they did the best they could with what they had. But there is deep emotional scarring. And I took refuge at that time in our basement. I still often like to sit in the dark. I love the night and often stay up all night and sleep during the day.

Fighting is big trigger for me. Whether it is physical, emotional, raised voices, or expressed in writing.

These wars on this site are having a profound effect on me. Not only because it's between people I care about. But because it triggers my past.

I may be very tough, and seemingly together, but there's still a small child inside of me crying constantly. Jesus is mending these terrible fractures in my heart. But he's not done with me yet. This is an appeal to all those who are at war with each other. Please don't bring me into it anymore. I don't want to be involved. I know you didn't ask me to fight. I did out of loyalty. Now I just want to be left alone and at peace. Thank you.

♡ Catherine
Feb 2016 · 755
Beauty is an Inside Job
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
You put on your makeup
And your plastic face
Your big wide smile
And your social grace
You gaze out at your
Penthouse view
You're primed and ready
It's all about you
As you don your full length mink
You look in the mirror
And tip a wink
You're Gucci dressed
And designer shod

Don't you know beauty
is an inside job?

Downstairs waits your limousine
Goin' to Tavern on the Green
You meet your hubby
Do what's "right"
You'll meet your boy toy
Late tonight
You order dinner
Such style! Such class!
Only the best wine
For your glass
Your "friends" all love you
You hobnob

Don't you know beauty
is an inside job?

You exit the restaurant
To go to a show
Hottest ticket
Don't you know
Your hubby smiles
'Cuz you're on his arm
You're the classiest dame in town!

A homeless woman asks for a dime
You say get a watch to determine the time
You've given to charity
Such a snob

Don't you know beauty
is an inside job?

The beggar woman asks again
Your rich hubby starts to grin
"Gave at the office" He says with a laugh
You cut her off as she tries to pass
"Get a job" is what you say
She won't eat at ALL today...
She won't see a Broadway show
Heck! She has no place to go!
You smile smugly.
You hear her sob...

Don't you know beauty
is an inside job?

The beggar dies out in the cold
You're laid out, too, in a coffin of gold
She is comforted. You're bereft.
She goes to the right. You go to the left.
There's no respect of persons with God.

Because to Him BEAUTY IS AN INSIDE JOB.



SoulSurvivor
(C) 2013
Rewritten (c) 2/26/2016
It don't matter if you are a
Begger in Calcutta or the
QUEEN of ENGLAND.

GOD IS NO RESPECTER OF PERSONS!

-
Feb 2016 · 1.1k
Small But Mighty
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
Small but mighty is the tounge
It gets a lot of use
To us writers it's the PEN
And equal in abuse.

We have a bridle for a horse
Which can turn the beast around
A great ship has a rudder
Small, as it is found.

Thus can tounge and pen be made
The turn, the helm, ye scribes!
It can bless. It can destroy.
IT CAN RUIN LIVES!

What separates the poet
From those people who abuse
Their "God given right to free speech"
This should NOT be news

The difference is quite evident
When you take the facts apart
One uses pens to lacerate

The true poet has a HEART.


SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/24/2016
'Nuf said.
Feb 2016 · 281
end
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
end
.


if today I faced the
End of the World
I would turn my face unto the sky
and sigh my soul
into
eternity


.
What is there to fear?
Destiny is in God's hands.

"For God has not given us a Spirit of fear,
But of Love, and of Power,
and of a SOUND MIND
2 Timothy 1:7

This inspiration was given the me
by another poet here
who wrote about the same subject
Francaise de la Ferme
If I misspelled the name I apologize!
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
°°••¤☆♡☆¤••°°

A friend was stricken with disease
The dreaded cancer - the Big C
But to Jesus we appealed
It is gone now

HE WAS HEALED!!!

°°••¤☆♡☆¤••°°
I got the news yesterday.
The cancer was systemic so it is a pure miracle!

I myself am feeling much better and I thank you all for your good thoughts and prayers.

My mother is staying in the critical unit but they say she's much better and should be able to return home today.

My father is now in a rehabilitation center, he's no longer in the hospital and he is also doing much much better.

**PRAYERS WORK!!!**

I'm going to be able to read today
I have a huge backlog, so be patient please

I have a desire to read.
It's a responsibility also.
I love you all

YOUR WORK MATTERS!

°°••¤☆♡☆¤••°°
Feb 2016 · 362
malaise
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
---
I have a feeling of malaise
I don't want to pray or praise
I succumbed to
the devil's oldest trick
let my guard down
NOW I'M SICK!


:/
I have the flu
I was asleep most of the day
I don't know how much I'll be able to be on site. But I will try to read as much as I can. My mom and dad are both still in the hospital so this is a good time for me to recuperate
Feb 2016 · 474
It never rains in Tucson
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
Excepting when it POURS
When God opens a window
He always shuts the door
I will praise Him with my voice
Til I can sing no more
And when I can no longer sing
I will dance the floor...

When I cannot dance the floor
Because I've lost my legs
I will clap my hands out loud!
I won't cry or beg!

And when I cannot clap my hands
Because I'm close to death
I will praise my dear Lord Jesus
With my final breath.


♡ Catherine
My last posting I indicated my mom's
now in the hospital...

I'm taking down my last post.
I REFUSE TO FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF!
I'm reading as much as I can, too.
I won't let the devil win! Lol! :D

-
Feb 2016 · 353
On Fire
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
We sleep in peace and comfort
We eat the fatted calf
We have our dinner parties
Toast to health and have a laugh
We drink the blood of martyrs
Ordered by carafe
We don't count up the carnage
We just don't do the math...

On the other side of paradise
On the outskirts of our lawns
There are people dying
While we stretch and yawn
We feel we've won the chess game
Cuz we've captured a spare pawn
But the devil's out there laughin'
And has been all along...

How can we sit and watch TV
That information liar!
And while We lie there entertained
Our mattress is on fire
We watch our bridges burning
And dance around the pyre!
Asked the piper to play us
Whatever we desire

But don't you know - we had our show
Now payment is required


SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/22/2016
I've been looking at what is happening
To Christian (and other) people overseas.
The beheadings, burnings and
Crucifixions. It is almost more than
I can bear. This world is screaming
And no-one seems to listen!

Our planet is DYING, folks!
Shall we fiddle as Rome burns?!!

I know that you pray... But PLEASE!
HELP SOMEONE WHERE THE
RUBBER HITS THE ROAD!

I'm going to do something. ANYTHING.
I WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE!

-
Feb 2016 · 862
Your whole life
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
There once was a man
Who lived a "good" life
He worked through all trials
Temptation and strife

He lived very humbly
Never wished to be rich
Was good to his neighbours
Nothing bad passed his lips

He said, " God look at me!
I am worthy of praise!
I am without sin
But not by your grace...

For I am an atheist
And I don't need Christ
Humans provide
All their own good advice."

Then there was another
Who, quote, "lived for God"
But he looked upon sinners
as though they were odd...

He said, " God, I thank thee
That I'm not like them
For I walk uprightly
No, I do not sin...

And when I get to heaven
The praise shall be loud!
I'll walk right in
And I'll be so proud!"

Then there was a woman
Who'd give her last dime
That she could use drugs
And drink her sweet wine

But she cried, " Lord!
Please have mercy on me!
For I am so wretched!
So unworthy of thee!

I'm not all that clean
And I shout at folks
I drink and do drugs
And God help me, I smoke!

But, Lord, I am trying!
I want so much to change!
Please come into my heart
And my life rearrange..."

Then came the time
When all of them died
And the woman in heaven
Saw the men with such pride

In eternal torment
They cried out, "Lord!
We kept all your precepts
And sin we abhorred!

Why is that woman
Up there with you?
She so unfaithful
And she so untrue!

But Jesus said sadly,
"Yes, you were "good".
You had that advantage
Yet misunderstood.

I did not want works.
That's not what I bid.
You gave not your hearts,
But this woman DID
.

I was always there knocking
But death cut like a knife
I gave you your chance...

YOU HAD YOUR WHOLE LIFE.


SoulSurvivor
(c) 6/14/2009
This poem may not be very popular
To some people here.
But I must state what I believe.
The only way to righteousness
Is through the shed blood
of the Lord Jesus Christ!
Nobody is good enough to go to heaven.
There is sin in one and all including me.
But Jesus paid the price for my sins
Upon the cross at Calvary.
God will no longer hold me accountable for them. That does not mean I can sin.
It simply means that I AM COVERED.
Now the process of sanctification
Is occurring in me. I'm not perfect
By any means. But I have changed drastically. I am no longer the same person I was before.

The time is short. There are people
Who need to read this.
Please understand
I'm coming from a place of love!
The God I serve is great and merciful!
He just wants you to open the door...

HE'S BEEN KNOCKING A LONG TIME.


♡ Catherine

-
Feb 2016 · 1.9k
wrinkled mountain sits
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
/\/\^^/\^

wrinkled mountain sits
old trees bow down in respect
even rivers are slow!



SoulSurvivor
5/14/2015
*(repost)
A "traditional" haiku
5/7/5
the ancient to the transitory

I'm sorry for not reading!
I'm going to church today
I want to make this a routine now
I want prayers from as many
as possible for my father
and I know that I need to be
around other Believers

I will be in corporate worship
which i love, too!
Feb 2016 · 1.2k
Pinnacle
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
In my photo album there's a black and white snapshot from your old Kodak camera. I'm sitting upon your stalwart shoulders with a backdrop of mountainous desert. Upon your height my head is above the hills my smile brighter than the whole blue sky.

I still remember that day. We went to Picacho Peak with a picnic lunch and climbed through the rocks, investigated the arroyos. The desert was alive with wildflowers. I collected some and brought them to you - you named every one.
Bluish-purple lupine. Yellow rabbit's bush.
Orange African daisies. Bright desert poppies. Indian paintbrush, flaring strokes of carmine fire. Pale pink globe mallow.

You have such a brilliant mind, a scientist in love with nature. I think you collected some seed to plant with the cacti in your backyard garden...

I still remember. It was a day that stands like that peak in my memory. The breeze in my curls way up high, upon those mountainous shoulders. It whispered to me of the desert spirits. And our guardian angels sang of the wonders of freedom.

I know you heard it, too.


♡ your daughter,
                   Catherine


SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/20/2016
For my father Clinton E. Jarvis.
I love you, dad!

(I'm visiting with my dad today. This is an early birthday present!
Sorry I can't read today. It's going to be very busy for me.)
Feb 2016 · 584
I'm very appreciative...
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
... of all your kind comments, reposts, ♡s!
Tomorrow will be a very busy day for me.
But I will be back to read on Sunday.
I'm sorry I haven't been reading. I'm in pain. I guess that makes one self obsessed.
I seem to be able to write. But I can't concentrate to read. I don't want to skim.
Then put a heart on what I haven't read.
This is something I'm sure every poet can appreciate.

Take care my poet friends.
I will see you soon!

♡ Catherine
Feb 2016 · 920
poetfriends
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
°☆  ¤  ''☆•°
°°'~,,☆ ○•,,°°
~~~/\^/\/\^^--~~

we see the same stars
knowing somehow
the light enters
our corneas
at exactly
the same
time

yet we have such
varied ideas
about the

sky

we read the same books
the same letters which
make up the magical
ideograms we call

WORDS

yet our thoughts vary
as to meanings and
how they will
impact
us

but one thing we all
have in common

we ache to be understood
that our words adequately
describe our feelings
our hearts radiate
from the page to
enter readers
pupils like
the light
from


☆ STARS ☆


SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/19/2016
Written for Pamela Rae

Thank you for taking me
out of myself
and teaching me to
capture my sadness
and be
"mindful"

ALL THE BEST TO YOU, POETFRIEND!
Feb 2016 · 2.5k
can statues weep?
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
-

head of marble
feet of clay
I can't weep
nor can I pray

I cannot tell
where moisture lies
tears come unbidden
to my eyes

down my face
the water flows
though my features
are composed

I'm too numb
to feel their grace
too frozen still
to wipe my face

so I'll allow them
I'll be still
I love you, dad

and always will.


SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/19/2016
Very upset right now.

My dad appears to be fine
But i have a certain sense
of foreboding

It's all in God's hands
But i have had trust issues
all my life

Please forgive if I read slowly
or not at all
I can't stop the tears

-
Feb 2016 · 1.6k
lost soul
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
~~~<♢>~~~

my soul got lost
somewhere within my poetry

i hope you are the
one who finds it!



SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/18/2016
haven't been reading much lately
I have too much on my mind

I am apologizing to those
who have ♡ed, reposted
and/or commented
and haven't gotten a response from me

I'm very sad about my dad right now
Feb 2016 · 553
You're Beautiful to Him
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
A teenage alcoholic
Stumbling up the stairs
You believe that no one understands
That nobody cares.
You have friends that cut themselves
And friends that take hard drugs
It's been years since you recall
Ever getting hugs

You believe that you will never change
You may even love your sin
But though it may be ugly
You're Beautiful to Him

You're middle aged and overweight
You've lost your husband/wife
You're weary of the daily grind
May even hate your life
You look in the mirror
Apply your makeup/shave
You see the crow's feet and gray hair
You're ready for the grave

You believe that fate has cursed you
That you will never win
But no matter appearances
You're beautiful to Him

The "Elephant Man", John Merrick
Was found in a cage
In a horrendous "freak" show
They said he was estranged
From basic humanity
Because of face and form
But Dr Frederick Reeves
Proved all of them wrong
He didn't look upon the face
Which was deformed in whole
He looked into his pleading eyes
And saw a lovely SOUL.

Though Joseph "John" Merrick
Was ugly by our ken
He was blessed of our great God

And BEAUTIFUL TO HIM!

BRIDGE:


No matter what society
Will say or do or think
No matter if you hate yourself
And your on the brink
No matter what
No matter how
You can yet begin
You're precious to the Living God

You're beautiful to Him.


SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/18/2016
Famous quote made by
Joseph "John" Merrick...

"I am not an monster ...
I am a HUMAN BEING!"

AS WE ALL ARE!

God made you,
AND HE DOESN'T MAKE JUNK!

♡ Catherine
Feb 2016 · 983
jaded
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
---

the pleasure of the wealthy
advance of poor forestalls

and the "good taste" of the jaded
is no taste at all.




SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/17/2016
My father has been placed in the hospital
He may not be coming home
It's a blow to us all that he may need
in-home care. But it may be for the best.
He's not in the best environment here,
as this house was built in 1907
and unadapted for power chairs.
He has crippling arthritis and needs such.
He's not going to be happy as he won't
have a garden to putter in anymore.

I love him and only want the best for him.
He taught me to be appreciative of true
beauty and nature.  I'll miss him lots!

-
Feb 2016 · 1.8k
sùpernovae
SøułSurvivør Feb 2016
^
< ☆ >
\/
the
dust
of
creation
breathes
deeply
of
the
nebulae
and
has
drea­med
dreams
of
diadems
in
the
belts
of
great
hunters
then
has
Orio­n
stroked
the
galaxy
as
we
have
gazed
then
get
used
to
weightless­
heaven's
harbor

for
it
is
there
that
we
will
be
back

       HOME      


^
<  ☆  >
\/


SoulSurvivor
Write of Passage
Invisible ink
(C) 2/17/2016
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