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"decoding" poems
It is quiet, secret seconds seeking distractions from overthinking, and reacting. Obsessive behavior becomes redundant checking, and occasionally checking again unnecessarily. It is observing emotional signals and decoding them to the best of one’s ability, consciously, and unconsciously. Till, their anxiety, anger, and sadness is distorted and reflected in your feelings. It is only alleviated in engaging with informative and educational information, fitness and exercise, entertainment, or sleeping.
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Oct 12, 2018
Oct 12, 2018 at 11:26 AM UTC
Untitled.
Now upon Age my Ripe Lantern will give The Rose of Thirty-Four for his Best Joy Sister, the Token of my Purpose, live, Brother, the Promise of a Knighted Boy Which Rose, purple or red, will compensate A Decade's Sin I rehearse to atone Pride, one Raven crowed I pluck without Hate And gently shift my Psalms for her Behold How another Labour I justly Failed Must submit to her Needs before my own For me the Decoding Concept derailed The Troll called Pity transforms your Heart to Gold. You both planned to defer in New Year's Lift Still for you both I sing this Sterling Gift.
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Mar 9, 2013
Mar 9, 2013 at 4:31 AM UTC
SONNET TRIBUTE: JIPO CERVANTES AND TISHA MANDREZA
What are we but a speck in this universe of granite, metal and a burning tail Fiery wild passion moving in a constant speed As if we already knew As if we planned As if written As if measured Do we count in Fibonacci's in blindfolds eternally spin in this limbo indulging ourselves in the futility of a dog chasing its tail are we just asleep in this journey conversing in our dreams decoding static noises in the other end of the radio for flight directions over shifting planes of time Like the stars believed that fate is their religion Or the cosmos just furtive of its secrets? -Margaret Austin Go, Lost in Orbit
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Feb 21, 2016
Feb 21, 2016 at 3:31 PM UTC
Lost in Orbit
I’ve spent twenty three years at war, so when he looks at me, he doesn’t ask why I haven’t gotten up off the floor, doesn’t know that I’ve played this game before, and I choose paper, specifically the paper I used to write my first poem, the piece of paper where I drew love out in hieroglyphics, carved constellations into the page, I think I first learned to make pain sound beautiful when I took your broken fragments and built a church with my bare palms, I think it was around the time I picked up the pen, so I haven’t picked one up since. they always say it’s such a shame, but love to me is a shattered domain, and this world is still ill prepared to swallow the pain. decoding my feelings, I’ve spent a lifetime baptized in shame. I choose paper, specifically the paper that declared my parents love, and the one 12 years later that made the former a will that left me in possession of a starless sky, an enigma, but still I never asked why. left me in possession of all these matches, with nothing to burn but my own flesh, from what I’ve learned from love, I wouldn’t expect anything less. there isn’t a map on the surface of this earth that could tell you where love lives in this body, and if there was I’d use it as a my weapon in this game. strike a match to its skin, so even if there was, you’d never be able to find it again. put its ashes in a frame, trust me, no pair of scissors will ever damage your life quite the same. I choose paper, specifically the anatomy of every card sent to me with love, because each one was as empty as the wine bottles in my closet, each name signed marks a grave where I buried a part of me, nailed myself to the cross, just so other people could find meaning in my pain. oh to be a saviour for the shattered, still over and over again, I found my heart slain. I still don’t understand what there was to gain, told that story on a 8.5x11 sheet, and I’ve never seen a rock carry the same amount of defeat. rock, paper, scissors I explain this game resembles my insides, broken at its core. rock, paper, scissors like clockwork,my opponent heads for the door. rock, paper, scissors, don’t worry, from my eyes, you’ll never catch a drop pour. I told you, I’ve lost this game one too many times before.
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Aug 17, 2021
Aug 17, 2021 at 10:38 PM UTC
rock, paper, scissors
I’ve spent twenty three years at war, so when he looks at me, he doesn’t ask why I haven’t gotten up off the floor, doesn’t know that I’ve played this game before, and I choose paper, specifically the paper I used to write my first poem, the piece of paper where I drew love out in hieroglyphics, carved constellations into the page, I think I first learned to make pain sound beautiful when I took your broken fragments and built a church with my bare palms, I think it was around the time I picked up the pen, so I haven’t picked one up since. they always say it’s such a shame, but love to me is a shattered domain, and this world is still ill prepared to swallow the pain. decoding my feelings, I’ve spent a lifetime baptized in shame. I choose paper, specifically the paper that declared my parents love, and the one 12 years later that made the former a will that left me in possession of a starless sky, an enigma, but still I never asked why. left me in possession of all these matches, with nothing to burn but my own flesh, from what I’ve learned from love, I wouldn’t expect anything less. there isn’t a map on the surface of this earth that could tell you where love lives in this body, and if there was I’d use it as a my weapon in this game. strike a match to its skin, so even if there was, you’d never be able to find it again. put its ashes in a frame, trust me, no pair of scissors will ever damage your life quite the same. I choose paper, specifically the anatomy of every card sent to me with love, because each one was as empty as the wine bottles in my closet, each name signed marks a grave where I buried a part of me, nailed myself to the cross, just so other people could find meaning in my pain. oh to be a saviour for the shattered, still over and over again, I found my heart slain. I still don’t understand what there was to gain, told that story on a 8.5x11 sheet, and I’ve never seen a rock carry the same amount of defeat. rock, paper, scissors I explain this game resembles my insides, broken at its core. rock, paper, scissors like clockwork,my opponent heads for the door. rock, paper, scissors, don’t worry, from my eyes, you’ll never catch a drop pour. I told you, I’ve lost this game one too many times before.
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Philosophical epistemology strumming adventures Albeit, coherent mental decoding stratifications structured Supposedly our world rests in our minds, revolving knowledge An entwine of conceptual abstract flowing within oneself The mind in the “I” the “I” a reality lived in my experiences George of Leontini, a mine mind approving solipsism exploring innatism Imaginative insights that nothing exists, the secrets secreting secrets The knowledge behind the veils that remains un-communicated A reverse of normality and known existences, moral disposition Hypothesis of depersonalizations, adventures of self internalization Justifications for what lies outside the Medulla Oblongata Skepticism and just alternatives to western philosophy Subjective unapproved experiences only robust in one’s mind Descartes abstraction of inner experiences, reciprocated paradigm Intuitively, perceived lived formulations of "Cogito Ergo Sum" Psychological conscious undoubted individualistic thoughts Berkley explored perspectives that physicality is an embodiment of the mind The mind a decoding visualizer, that encompass the non-existent An idealism marriage of ‘metaphysical’ and epistemological philosophy The intense esoteric “dualism” verses the fiery “monism” reality Mind boggling differentiated truths bleeding with blinking unresolvable hypothesis The jiggered methodological, streamlining the un -logic sequential beats
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Feb 19, 2016
Feb 19, 2016 at 11:56 AM UTC
Solipsism Quandary
A group show in a city church. Nothing religious, but selections from an evening class occupying otherwise vacant space: only a tomb here, an extravagant memorial there. These are 'advanced' painters, and decoding their statements, examining their work, it's possible to imagine daily lives where art lives in the spare room. Lewis paints you know. After Laura died, and with the children distant, he did this course in Norfolk - oils I think. That large landscape in the sitting room is his, all sky and salt marsh. Jayne is studying the disorder of ******* dumps, the contents of skips, what's left after a fire. Her photographs she prints herself you know. She says she loves to control the image, chemically, and you can tell. And more and others, their 'work' holding stories, other worlds of imagination and depths of looking; the silent collecting of things, photograph after photograph, the tidy sketchbook (with last week's life class experiments). And yet and yet at the group show the finished pieces glow in this badly-lit corner of a city church where few visitors venture - but you must see this. It's good, arresting in conviction and purpose. This is art without artifice, reticent with meaning, intense with intention, good, affecting, good well-chosen tutor-curated; good enough to come back to. Consoling? Yes, consoling. I needed consoling. It consoled me. I was consoled.
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Sep 25, 2012
Sep 25, 2012 at 3:37 AM UTC
The Consolation of Art
Departure! Raise the anchor and raise the sail Now the wind blows Two compasses inside of me turn their lights on The first one tells where to go by private signals The second one interprets the stories from the sun, stars, sea, and the wind Decoding the two  from inner voice and from the world I decide to turn the prow adventure is there How big the sea Can't resist the wind and waves in front By drifting and grounding learned from the past But being friends with wind and waves weaving own rhythm New route appears in each moment to an unknown world Seeing the land lower the sail and descend the anchor Earth fertilises the sailor's soul to go back to the sea
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May 18, 2020
May 18, 2020 at 12:17 PM UTC
Sailing to an unknown world
Claus, Santa, the Is a huge enigma to me And probably many others My enigmatized sisters and brothers. Enigmatized, possibly stigmatized, It beggars logical thought All the confusion and pain This concept has brought. For over two centuries Surrounded with mysteries An alternately jovial and evil guy Brought bounteous gifts, could fly! Gave coal to the misbehaving, Or nothing much at all, saving All the good stuff for good kids Who were careful with what they did. We have read of Saint Nick And Sinterklaas; take your pick Of which legend blended with what To become the guy we were taught Sneaked down chimneys at night It you kids didn’t sleep tight. While this is all very typical It seems rather biblical. Claus’s eye is on the sparrow So we must walk the straight and narrow Or go down into his big naughty book And he will ultimately decide to look Askance at any chance of gifts for you No matter how much begging you do Write to his eternal rotund self. He’s an unforgiving old elf. And there’s that flying reindeer thing And the way he’s rumored to go zipping Around the entire blessed world in one night. That, to me just never seemed quite right. It’s bizarre and incredible is exactly what. Do the reindeer have jet engines in their **** And how can one tiny sleight and eight beasts Tote those thousands of truckloads at least? No, the whole thing sounds bogus, in its base. And that whole North Pole/tiny people place Where they slave on making toys all the year And thrive on hot chocolate instead of beer? Elves must be a rather dim gang of workers. No union leaders? No malingerers? No lurkers? I have tried for decades, but it doesn’t add up. There’s too much questionable in this holiday cup. I’m going back to the idea I thought as a child. It’s easier to believe and not nearly as wild: It’s Mom and Dad behind it all, it’s a big lie. And my final bit of skepticism? I can tell you why. The kids in my little neighborhood get given Gifts with no relationship to how they are living. If all this hogwash were actually true Bunches of them would get coal too.
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Dec 12, 2015
Dec 12, 2015 at 6:39 PM UTC
DECODING SANTA CLAUS
Claus, Santa, the Is a huge enigma to me And probably many others My enigmatized sisters and brothers. Enigmatized, possibly stigmatized, It beggars logical thought All the confusion and pain This concept has brought. For over two centuries Surrounded with mysteries An alternately jovial and evil guy Brought bounteous gifts, could fly! Gave coal to the misbehaving, Or nothing much at all, saving All the good stuff for good kids Who were careful with what they did. We have read of Saint Nick And Sinterklaas; take your pick Of which legend blended with what To become the guy we were taught Sneaked down chimneys at night It you kids didn’t sleep tight. While this is all very typical It seems rather biblical. Claus’s eye is on the sparrow So we must walk the straight and narrow Or go down into his big naughty book And he will ultimately decide to look Askance at any chance of gifts for you No matter how much begging you do Write to his eternal rotund self. He’s an unforgiving old elf. And there’s that flying reindeer thing And the way he’s rumored to go zipping Around the entire blessed world in one night. That, to me just never seemed quite right. It’s bizarre and incredible is exactly what. Do the reindeer have jet engines in their **** And how can one tiny sleight and eight beasts Tote those thousands of truckloads at least? No, the whole thing sounds bogus, in its base. And that whole North Pole/tiny people place Where they slave on making toys all the year And thrive on hot chocolate instead of beer? Elves must be a rather dim gang of workers. No union leaders? No malingerers? No lurkers? I have tried for decades, but it doesn’t add up. There’s too much questionable in this holiday cup. I’m going back to the idea I thought as a child. It’s easier to believe and not nearly as wild: It’s Mom and Dad behind it all, it’s a big lie. And my final bit of skepticism? I can tell you why. The kids in my little neighborhood get given Gifts with no relationship to how they are living. If all this hogwash were actually true Bunches of them would get coal too.
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Clearly now I see, That my soul had a plan. Laid out perfectly for me, To endure and withstand. No I wouldn't do it over, But Id never give it up. I just keep moving forward, Through the lessons I pick up. I hear it in my soul, When it's time to make a move. A pull I can't control, Brings me to another truth. A lesson meets me there, But at first I'm blind to see it. Repeat repeat - til I'm aware, And then she will reveal it. Soul decoding old ways, Uploading what is new. These stories of your earthly days, Are the building blocks of you. The source collecting energy, From all your transformation. With every ancestor redeemed, She is raising her vibration. So tune into your highest self, And don't you ever doubt, That you come from a higher realm, Made of stardust all throughout. You bring this all within you, So watch carefully for signs. Youll know just what to do, When the universe aligns. ▪︎ mica light ▪︎
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Jul 4, 2022
Jul 4, 2022 at 12:52 AM UTC
The Plan
**** you and your little intelligentsia group therapy sessions basing its roots in caveman cartesian theoretic - i know you know that the blank canvas are the ******** and that artists work on that - because normally grey citizens are no blank canvas but a subordination - but still, **** you, why not concentrate on the blank economics of a beggar to exercise your little intelligentsia get-together sessions? there are less social securities in that department of inquiry - mental health and art... what's that? you jealous of the caverns of the mind crafting an escape pod to your ****** exercise of mechanisation - **** on me, crosswords! su doku! all matters of encryption! endear your lack of creativity with the synonymousness act of creativity decoding encryption, because you obviously can't encrypt on a complete lack of encoding parameters (blanks). you can't encrypt originality unless you start with encrypting nothingness with stars... and how often does that happen? perhaps once... i care to make you feel something akin to bombastic, a football stadium size of appreciation lost - skull kickabout with commentary: to create the post-relativity warp of quantity-quality, akin to space-time, for indeed the answer to science's space-time hyphenated couplet is quantity-quality - and that's hardly a measurable consideration, since there are too many particulars involved, i.e. too many individuals, choices and disparaging wills - too many particulars in the hyphenated couplet quantity-quality, since science is offering universal breadcrumbs with its space-time rationalisation for each and every for a share in populating an insignificance, whether on a personal scale or an impersonal / collective scale - and both are indeed expressed, the famous parasitical comparison found in too many numbered essays by individuals - but still humanism has a quantity-quality parabola, while science has its space-time parabola, and indeed both in dip, provide waves, for example the former with Plato and Neoplatonism, and for example the latter with the revisionists of Einstein - the revisionist excavators arguing precision to 100% proof of measurement in exponential scaling of the mind theorising a bus trip to Saturn like a bus-trip parallel-akin to a 1 mile trip on the same vehicle in the earthly atmosphere.
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Apr 14, 2016
Apr 14, 2016 at 8:40 PM UTC
humanism's space-time (i.e. quantity-quality)
**** you and your little intelligentsia group therapy sessions basing its roots in caveman cartesian theoretic - i know you know that the blank canvas are the ******** and that artists work on that - because normally grey citizens are no blank canvas but a subordination - but still, **** you, why not concentrate on the blank economics of a beggar to exercise your little intelligentsia get-together sessions? there are less social securities in that department of inquiry - mental health and art... what's that? you jealous of the caverns of the mind crafting an escape pod to your ****** exercise of mechanisation - **** on me, crosswords! su doku! all matters of encryption! endear your lack of creativity with the synonymousness act of creativity decoding encryption, because you obviously can't encrypt on a complete lack of encoding parameters (blanks). you can't encrypt originality unless you start with encrypting nothingness with stars... and how often does that happen? perhaps once... i care to make you feel something akin to bombastic, a football stadium size of appreciation lost - skull kickabout with commentary: to create the post-relativity warp of quantity-quality, akin to space-time, for indeed the answer to science's space-time hyphenated couplet is quantity-quality - and that's hardly a measurable consideration, since there are too many particulars involved, i.e. too many individuals, choices and disparaging wills - too many particulars in the hyphenated couplet quantity-quality, since science is offering universal breadcrumbs with its space-time rationalisation for each and every for a share in populating an insignificance, whether on a personal scale or an impersonal / collective scale - and both are indeed expressed, the famous parasitical comparison found in too many numbered essays by individuals - but still humanism has a quantity-quality parabola, while science has its space-time parabola, and indeed both in dip, provide waves, for example the former with Plato and Neoplatonism, and for example the latter with the revisionists of Einstein - the revisionist excavators arguing precision to 100% proof of measurement in exponential scaling of the mind theorising a bus trip to Saturn like a bus-trip parallel-akin to a 1 mile trip on the same vehicle in the earthly atmosphere.
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A humbling profession is Biblical archaeology, where people are found prostrate - Searching for glimpses of Man's history. Forgotten souls and evidence have been covered by layers of earthly dust, as recent discoveries now include... The decoding of Israel's "Exodus". An eclectic collection of artifacts of the "Hyksos Expulsion" have been laid bare by Simcha, the "Naked Archaeologist", on TV's "The History Channel" everywhere. Proposed is a brilliant theory, that spans a labyrinth of time, while he employs computer graphics to capture believers' hearts and minds. An unending excavation of God's Truth will forever last, while we focus our attention and gaze through... His prism to our past. Author Notes: Simcha J., the "Naked Archaeologist", released a two-hour video called "Decoding the Exodus". Learn more about me and my poetry at: http://www.squidoo.com/book-isbn-1419650513/
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Apr 27, 2012
Apr 27, 2012 at 8:56 AM UTC
Poem: Prism to our Past
1000 pieces of a puzzle from 1000 different sets. Hours of mutilating work decoding an uncoded message from a bottle that was broke by a steel nosed pelican. Senseless waves of awe washed upon the shore roaring with speechless sound to destroy your ingenuity. Brand new state of mind: let the illusions run wild through a forest of mystery. Full of Trees of Creativity that stimulate the leaves that rustle with your ideas. In lieu of staring at confusion let confusion stare at you and make sense to yourself. Brand new state of mind: let your intwined thoughts rewind like a fishing reel. See the puzzle for what it is; not a contorted story, but the story of your life. Put them in perspective and look in a kaleidoscope to see the pieces of the puzzle magnificently arranged together to paint a splendid picture engraved in your brain forever.
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Aug 11, 2013
Aug 11, 2013 at 1:53 PM UTC
Brand New State of Mind
There are 7 different types of love elaborated by the heart's 7 different beats, decoding 7 different languages that the mind meddles with
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Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 4:00 AM UTC
7 Beats
the freedom of not being chosen frees up your Fridays, your DMs, your thoughts. all of a sudden you have all this time to spend with yourself, the cat, your friends, even with strangers. your evenings, once filled by longing and the dreadful ritual of distracting yourself with anything at hand to avoid the unbearable waiting. for a text. for a sign. breadcrumbs beggar amateur female .hopeless romantic 25. single. self-respect – work in progress. I tell myself I don’t need the validation from a guy who learned emotional literacy from Pokémon Go, a guy who spends the little time he has for himself arguing with strangers on FB or posting on insta like its his job.. he makes me laugh. but he also leaves me baffled, confused, he has me analyzing and “decoding” every word, touch, action. he acts as an incomplete puzzle. all nonchalant and breezy. but little does he know, I lose interest in puzzles rather quickly.
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Sep 9, 2025
Sep 9, 2025 at 7:39 PM UTC
the puzzle
Decoding Her Reply I text her, “I Love You, Missy. Do you love me too?” She replies, “In a particular language, I want you dead is coded as wv bl dy rr My love is eternal is coded as vg rh ol nb You are very sweet is coded as hd ev zi bl And I hate you stupid is coded as hg bl sy rr” She pauses, as if for an eternity, before continuing, “In that language, my answer is, ‘gl bl ol rr’ You decode it, lover boy.” Now what does she mean???
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Jul 17, 2022
Jul 17, 2022 at 12:10 PM UTC
Her Love
I really have a soft spot for winter weather It’s sweater time It’s scarf time It’s cuddle time…or a-little-more-than-cuddling time And it’s sweaters and scarves indoors time because people seem determined to hide the aftermath of mouths that have overstayed their welcome In the corners of shoulders and collarbones Tracing tracheas to chests and lingering just out of reach of lips And because I’ve been taught to hide these marks, I do But if I could, I would accessorize with necklaces of purple and blue Passionate hues that grow from teeth and tongues Can you paint with all the colors of the Winding veins that spindle into spirals around blood and bones and vitals Can you decorate the blank canvas of my neck With Rorschach tests that I’ll spend the next few days Analyzing and decoding Finding new shapes just for fun And then we’ll start again with stripes and spots and splotches Remembering that the fireworks we call cliché are interchangeable with capillaries Bursting under layers of skin To later be concealed under layers of cloth And people will blush when the consistency in their color is questioned And they’ll tug their collars higher But I’ll always have a love for the fact that these are bruises that come from beauty That these bodies end up damaged in the most gentle of ways And please don’t put a negative spin on damage Because I know of people that will spend all kinds of money for outfits that look like they’ve been through hell and back Because distress is a style and the aesthetic is stunning And even though people joke as they will I’m secretly proud to wear a badge of black and blue On the corner of my collar claiming You Were Here And I’ll pin one to your neckline Signed and dated I Was Here And the blood that we’ve drawn to the insides of each other’s skin Only mirrors the blush that appears on my face when I smile and think I really am lucky to have you And it’s sweater weather outside so these bruises will stay confined Under the snowy scarves we’re told to keep But I’ll admire this art as it fades through the week Tracing over physical proof of nights that fall into the past And scrutinizing the speed at which they do Adoring the marks that no one else seems to Because aftermaths confirm realities And I could never disdain the colors that tell the world who we are to each other And how we stay warm in the winter
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Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 10:13 PM UTC
An Ode to Hickeys
I really have a soft spot for winter weather It’s sweater time It’s scarf time It’s cuddle time…or a-little-more-than-cuddling time And it’s sweaters and scarves indoors time because people seem determined to hide the aftermath of mouths that have overstayed their welcome In the corners of shoulders and collarbones Tracing tracheas to chests and lingering just out of reach of lips And because I’ve been taught to hide these marks, I do But if I could, I would accessorize with necklaces of purple and blue Passionate hues that grow from teeth and tongues Can you paint with all the colors of the Winding veins that spindle into spirals around blood and bones and vitals Can you decorate the blank canvas of my neck With Rorschach tests that I’ll spend the next few days Analyzing and decoding Finding new shapes just for fun And then we’ll start again with stripes and spots and splotches Remembering that the fireworks we call cliché are interchangeable with capillaries Bursting under layers of skin To later be concealed under layers of cloth And people will blush when the consistency in their color is questioned And they’ll tug their collars higher But I’ll always have a love for the fact that these are bruises that come from beauty That these bodies end up damaged in the most gentle of ways And please don’t put a negative spin on damage Because I know of people that will spend all kinds of money for outfits that look like they’ve been through hell and back Because distress is a style and the aesthetic is stunning And even though people joke as they will I’m secretly proud to wear a badge of black and blue On the corner of my collar claiming You Were Here And I’ll pin one to your neckline Signed and dated I Was Here And the blood that we’ve drawn to the insides of each other’s skin Only mirrors the blush that appears on my face when I smile and think I really am lucky to have you And it’s sweater weather outside so these bruises will stay confined Under the snowy scarves we’re told to keep But I’ll admire this art as it fades through the week Tracing over physical proof of nights that fall into the past And scrutinizing the speed at which they do Adoring the marks that no one else seems to Because aftermaths confirm realities And I could never disdain the colors that tell the world who we are to each other And how we stay warm in the winter
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I am the universal signal mixer On frequency h-u-m-a-n Intaking and excreting vibrations Decoding and synthesizing inputs Receivers attuned and continuously engaged Transposing matter and energy Into light patterns of thought Touching all waveforms As a lover touches himself and others Energy frozen into matter Love frozen into form Stretched to the very limits On the blueprint of time, eternity As dreamed by, yours truly
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Jul 26, 2010
Jul 26, 2010 at 7:38 PM UTC
Universal Signal Mixer
The remnants of last night's nova lay scattered in tatters on the patterns of ballroom linoleum. Flattened bottles and kids full throttle on people petroleum. They whisper, "we're full of them deaths 'guised as holy gems," but no one could hear through the decoding of the exploding star, the eroding of that foreboding bazaar, not even the one whispering, loose lips left ajar. The remnants of last night's nova; it began with a beat. Melody sweet was distorted just to show the flipped switch kids who retorted just to grow numb, with ditched brain space aborted just to know dub, or love the microchips imported just to throw the blasting bass bubbles of sound into the ground, spinning around, until they come down, to frown at flowers powered by the eye of the storm. Where it's the norm for their forms to be torn from their static. The remnants of last night's nova was an illness of stillness; of dripping dead glow sticks that knows this fist in your chest clenched tight, and the sight of last night, and the fading lights just show this restlessness is not the best of this bright. The love fights muttered through shutters of others echoed soft cotton swab colors in sunrise skies, and despised eyes, and reprized "why?s" to inspire white lies. The remnants of last night's nova are gone.
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Dec 19, 2010
Dec 19, 2010 at 5:55 PM UTC
Last Night's Nova
Left Brain I am not a scientific test or analysis, a mathematician or an algorithm. I am not a linear graph or a statistician. I am the reason that you can colour inside the lines, why you don't fall off your bicycle anymore and never forgot how to ride it. I am the force behind your smiles- eighteen different smiles. The reason you can hold a book or ball and learn what to do when it's in your hands. I take credit when you remember the name of your childhood babysitter. Thanks to me, you can play with jigsaw puzzles or cards or checkers or dominoes. And thank me too for your vocabulary. You don't necessarily remember just how it is you came to remember sequences like getting dressed or driving, decoding or analysing. I am the reason you can probably look at someone and learn their name. I suppose you could complain about how I dictate your days. How you get up, go to sleep, lend you the seconds and minutes and hours and months and years. I am the one who taught you time. I'm also there for you to know that it runs out. Right side I am no dancer or artist made for television. Instead, I'm the vibration you feel in the tips of your fingers when you make a toast and ***** your wineglasses. Those eighteen smiles you can smile? I gave you the gift of being able to count your crayons while you are smiling. But it's more than box sets of crayons and toasts. I am the reason you want to be. Everything you yearn for- every penny you ever tossed into a fountain, every star you have wished on, and every eyelash. I am the reason why you prefer wearing blue to green, and why you may fill a blank page with words for what you want, how you feel. I am the excitement that waits for you at Christmas or reunions. When you saw the sky full of stars, felt snow or went in the sea for the first time, I gave you that gasp. I am your eyes on the world. Blame me for your wanderlust. I am not time. I am how you know sometimes that there is no way you'll ever have enough of it.
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Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 12:44 PM UTC
Left Brain vs. Right Brain
Left Brain I am not a scientific test or analysis, a mathematician or an algorithm. I am not a linear graph or a statistician. I am the reason that you can colour inside the lines, why you don't fall off your bicycle anymore and never forgot how to ride it. I am the force behind your smiles- eighteen different smiles. The reason you can hold a book or ball and learn what to do when it's in your hands. I take credit when you remember the name of your childhood babysitter. Thanks to me, you can play with jigsaw puzzles or cards or checkers or dominoes. And thank me too for your vocabulary. You don't necessarily remember just how it is you came to remember sequences like getting dressed or driving, decoding or analysing. I am the reason you can probably look at someone and learn their name. I suppose you could complain about how I dictate your days. How you get up, go to sleep, lend you the seconds and minutes and hours and months and years. I am the one who taught you time. I'm also there for you to know that it runs out. Right side I am no dancer or artist made for television. Instead, I'm the vibration you feel in the tips of your fingers when you make a toast and ***** your wineglasses. Those eighteen smiles you can smile? I gave you the gift of being able to count your crayons while you are smiling. But it's more than box sets of crayons and toasts. I am the reason you want to be. Everything you yearn for- every penny you ever tossed into a fountain, every star you have wished on, and every eyelash. I am the reason why you prefer wearing blue to green, and why you may fill a blank page with words for what you want, how you feel. I am the excitement that waits for you at Christmas or reunions. When you saw the sky full of stars, felt snow or went in the sea for the first time, I gave you that gasp. I am your eyes on the world. Blame me for your wanderlust. I am not time. I am how you know sometimes that there is no way you'll ever have enough of it.
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Your eyes touch the back of my mouth. Make it so hard to swallow. I never breathed so evenly, my stomach feels so hallow. I'll bury my face in your neck. Allow me to sink my tongue, and Drown my teeth into your arms. Your breath fills my lungs. Everything is easy now, since we simply let it be. This is anything but sarcastic, the way our colors bleed. I love your golden irises, I love your sepia skin. Wrap yourself around my bones and melt into my ribs. I feel like our arms glide through each other, Like dancing lovers, after years of familiarization Predictability in every step, but for once Comforting to know what's going to come next. Your hands hieroglyph the language of my fingernails Decoding a sensation that belongs to something bigger than us, And finally understanding that it's okay to touch that. Contentment for war. Trading pity for empathy. Trading sympathy for care. You were always in the confines of my aching head, Your name is in all my search-bars. If I had the right fingers, I would create you in marble I would design a statue and have it be gilded In your honor. And if there was a temple for us, It would be in the shape of a man, aimed at the earth. He would be bowing to a large evergreen tree. And our initials would be carved on the side. Let's finally spraypaint our faces in underpasses Eyes like this deserve to be gazed into. Eyes like yours. Deep breathing, my face in your chest. Breastbone meeting skull Dripping my lips onto your skin Like candlewax. If you kiss me with finality, "I promise, darling, I'll kiss you back."
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Jan 4, 2011
Jan 4, 2011 at 10:35 AM UTC
California Vandals
Your eyes touch the back of my mouth. Make it so hard to swallow. I never breathed so evenly, my stomach feels so hallow. I'll bury my face in your neck. Allow me to sink my tongue, and Drown my teeth into your arms. Your breath fills my lungs. Everything is easy now, since we simply let it be. This is anything but sarcastic, the way our colors bleed. I love your golden irises, I love your sepia skin. Wrap yourself around my bones and melt into my ribs. I feel like our arms glide through each other, Like dancing lovers, after years of familiarization Predictability in every step, but for once Comforting to know what's going to come next. Your hands hieroglyph the language of my fingernails Decoding a sensation that belongs to something bigger than us, And finally understanding that it's okay to touch that. Contentment for war. Trading pity for empathy. Trading sympathy for care. You were always in the confines of my aching head, Your name is in all my search-bars. If I had the right fingers, I would create you in marble I would design a statue and have it be gilded In your honor. And if there was a temple for us, It would be in the shape of a man, aimed at the earth. He would be bowing to a large evergreen tree. And our initials would be carved on the side. Let's finally spraypaint our faces in underpasses Eyes like this deserve to be gazed into. Eyes like yours. Deep breathing, my face in your chest. Breastbone meeting skull Dripping my lips onto your skin Like candlewax. If you kiss me with finality, "I promise, darling, I'll kiss you back."
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“Don’t say that,” I said, for he gave me hope to dream of a better life Who am I to judge what comes from your mind and makes its way to the page? Heartbroken hero, you are worth so much to me but I turn my head Inevitably rejected admiration— Why do I bother? I answer myself quietly, shy, to prevent embarrassing truths Speaking in haiku I am decoding language to send a message You are: a poet, a lover, a dreamer, a former(?) friend of mine A broken wing on the sparrows carrying the last humility in this broken world— You are a fire, lit in black ink and in tired lines Your face, a canvas etched with tragic beauty of history itself Your fingers, biceps trembling with strength, the power to know and create Good and goodbyes to encroached evils of the dark You know there is more than storms, depression— more than this old soul can say or see or even Speak, in spite of this epistolary chain of senryu, tied with the hope you once glowed of, the old flame within you, the torch to something, to anything more that still tastes life in all its bitter and sweet and salty and so sour yourlipspucker with the loved umami of life and I am sitting here, writing this letter to a man who needs, like all of us do, to love and live and laugh and cry and to feel skin’s warmth once again. I have hope for you, even if yours is hiding under rugs, swept away in the midst and mist of foggy lives— Smoke shall soon clear, and the right words may not be found, but these hands you hold attached to your wrists I am sure these hands of yours will find the mirror and remove the grays of all your sorrows— There is light, dear, waiting to be recognized by a humble man in the desert, building machines, building a new him.
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Apr 10, 2013
Apr 10, 2013 at 10:24 PM UTC
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“Don’t say that,” I said, for he gave me hope to dream of a better life Who am I to judge what comes from your mind and makes its way to the page? Heartbroken hero, you are worth so much to me but I turn my head Inevitably rejected admiration— Why do I bother? I answer myself quietly, shy, to prevent embarrassing truths Speaking in haiku I am decoding language to send a message You are: a poet, a lover, a dreamer, a former(?) friend of mine A broken wing on the sparrows carrying the last humility in this broken world— You are a fire, lit in black ink and in tired lines Your face, a canvas etched with tragic beauty of history itself Your fingers, biceps trembling with strength, the power to know and create Good and goodbyes to encroached evils of the dark You know there is more than storms, depression— more than this old soul can say or see or even Speak, in spite of this epistolary chain of senryu, tied with the hope you once glowed of, the old flame within you, the torch to something, to anything more that still tastes life in all its bitter and sweet and salty and so sour yourlipspucker with the loved umami of life and I am sitting here, writing this letter to a man who needs, like all of us do, to love and live and laugh and cry and to feel skin’s warmth once again. I have hope for you, even if yours is hiding under rugs, swept away in the midst and mist of foggy lives— Smoke shall soon clear, and the right words may not be found, but these hands you hold attached to your wrists I am sure these hands of yours will find the mirror and remove the grays of all your sorrows— There is light, dear, waiting to be recognized by a humble man in the desert, building machines, building a new him.
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ººº *Beware lest anyone cheat you through philosophy and empty deceit, according to the tradition of men, according to the basic principles of the world, and not according to Christ.* Colossians 2:4-8 (NKJV) His Nietzschean trip moved from Comic toward Tragic: Deleuze’s delusions flew out the fenêtre Airborne and ****** on philosphy’s magic (the nihilist suicide’s raison d’être…) Propelled from the window, transcending the Ontic, his organless body in textual flight, a schiz-flow beyond on a voyage turned frantic. His thought – a nomadic adornment for speed, multiplicitly viewing a thousand plateaux was a force for unhinging the doorways of light and a plea for postmodern decoding indeed. His frame soon encountered pure striated space in the form of the pavement caressing his face. He joins other smokers of Gallic tabac, other esotericians of cognitive frenzy (those mullahs of madness, those sultans of Whack…) Sorely missed by his victims, disciples and friends he is mourned, misinterpreted, copied, dismissed – but for semioticians he heads up the list. Another brave Frenchman, some guy named Debord a bespectacled Marxist (who missed all the marks) made the mediums’ message a radical bore dialectically fading the lights into darks. Indirectly disrupting pop-culture with Punk and other anarchic phenomena-junk, he too chose to leave with a nihilist bang – while we whimper and suffer down here with the gang. The old situationist’s last situation: an agit-prop funeral short on elation… So to French de-constructor-philosopher-ravers and all who rejoice while society wavers I offer these lines, like a quick coup-de-grace and be warned – they’re now viewing the Good Lord en face.
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Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 10:16 PM UTC
Deleuzional
ººº *Beware lest anyone cheat you through philosophy and empty deceit, according to the tradition of men, according to the basic principles of the world, and not according to Christ.* Colossians 2:4-8 (NKJV) His Nietzschean trip moved from Comic toward Tragic: Deleuze’s delusions flew out the fenêtre Airborne and ****** on philosphy’s magic (the nihilist suicide’s raison d’être…) Propelled from the window, transcending the Ontic, his organless body in textual flight, a schiz-flow beyond on a voyage turned frantic. His thought – a nomadic adornment for speed, multiplicitly viewing a thousand plateaux was a force for unhinging the doorways of light and a plea for postmodern decoding indeed. His frame soon encountered pure striated space in the form of the pavement caressing his face. He joins other smokers of Gallic tabac, other esotericians of cognitive frenzy (those mullahs of madness, those sultans of Whack…) Sorely missed by his victims, disciples and friends he is mourned, misinterpreted, copied, dismissed – but for semioticians he heads up the list. Another brave Frenchman, some guy named Debord a bespectacled Marxist (who missed all the marks) made the mediums’ message a radical bore dialectically fading the lights into darks. Indirectly disrupting pop-culture with Punk and other anarchic phenomena-junk, he too chose to leave with a nihilist bang – while we whimper and suffer down here with the gang. The old situationist’s last situation: an agit-prop funeral short on elation… So to French de-constructor-philosopher-ravers and all who rejoice while society wavers I offer these lines, like a quick coup-de-grace and be warned – they’re now viewing the Good Lord en face.
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I saw her across the highway, shyly dancing, Mute spectators imprinting her inside their memory, Some to their cameras. She tangled the desert with the whirls of her skirt, Walked its bare chest with anklets melting to the hot sun, Only to sell salt, her monopoly, and sing in perfect melody, A stranger to the land, a stranger everywhere. Where does it hurt? I have no idea Somewhere inside, it was raining, raining heavily Music and art and love decoding themselves to a new myth. At absolute moments like this- I cried, powerlessly begging for help, distressed corridors- Pushing me across wind, water, light and obsessions It did hurt. Everywhere. “Your eyes are black, black as coal, oh banjara!” I was sinking into her scrap clay The pedant moulded into pots and toys and saucers Lurking with words she barely penned, love, As divine as it is, like onion in peels, hidden. I wanted to sleep, in the most innocent leg But she kept travelling, everywhere, everywhere.
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Mar 13, 2016
Mar 13, 2016 at 10:30 PM UTC
Oh banjara
They Have nothing in common except their desire to be together And at times i think, maybe that's more than enough or, maybe they have not yet realised that there's not much difference between his silence and her constant chatter they supplement each other in ways they'll never understand her acting like  mystery, and him decoding her every action with never a tinge of annoyance there replacing his warming smile his never-ending patience and love and her pain that refuses to fade away he likes to live in his own world ( A WORLD WHERE THE SUN AND MOON ARE TOGETHER WITHOUT THE SUN BURNING THE MOON ) he likes to dream about touching the stars and enlighten her dark life like moon (while fighting the eclipse in his own life) she is the one that helps him from flying too close to sun and get his wings burnt while **he, like a calm to her storm, fills colors in her grey-life she leads** *took me a while to realize, that the missing piece of us that we were looking for was in front of us all the time took time to realize that there was a reason **why tears in your eyes caused me pain took time to realise ** why when I cut, it was you who bled took time to realize... why admist this hell, *you felt like a blessing from heaven an atheist started believing in omens* oh, if I could only make you understand, but it's never gonna be that simple, i won't spell it out for you I'll just wait for you to realize, what I just realized if you just realize what I just realize
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Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 10:31 AM UTC
realize
They Have nothing in common except their desire to be together And at times i think, maybe that's more than enough or, maybe they have not yet realised that there's not much difference between his silence and her constant chatter they supplement each other in ways they'll never understand her acting like  mystery, and him decoding her every action with never a tinge of annoyance there replacing his warming smile his never-ending patience and love and her pain that refuses to fade away he likes to live in his own world ( A WORLD WHERE THE SUN AND MOON ARE TOGETHER WITHOUT THE SUN BURNING THE MOON ) he likes to dream about touching the stars and enlighten her dark life like moon (while fighting the eclipse in his own life) she is the one that helps him from flying too close to sun and get his wings burnt while **he, like a calm to her storm, fills colors in her grey-life she leads** *took me a while to realize, that the missing piece of us that we were looking for was in front of us all the time took time to realize that there was a reason **why tears in your eyes caused me pain took time to realise ** why when I cut, it was you who bled took time to realize... why admist this hell, *you felt like a blessing from heaven an atheist started believing in omens* oh, if I could only make you understand, but it's never gonna be that simple, i won't spell it out for you I'll just wait for you to realize, what I just realized if you just realize what I just realize
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