I'm so sick. Talking about him, talking about you, telling my friends about us like your name is someone else's. If you're listening at this party, I hope you hear the times I hold back from cracking jokes with you. Or at least notice when my lines aren't landing because I catch your eye and my frame breaks.
No people can handle this ****. Barely those who lives through this. All purpose seems the life in flesh; Is horrid at its best. A twisted sitcom show. That’s no less then cruel jokes. many times in deepest holes. eyes glorify the rope. Or mind glorifies rope. Who knows anymore. One realizes loneliness is where the sick is born. One realizes loneliness is how aching hearts shall mourn. Yet again these thoughts of red, beg that one please will tend. With sharp swords and gore. Of Blades piercing flesh Of sharp swords and gore until limbs be torn. Surgical mesh be drenched. This stomach is so sore. Destruction absorbed. Self infliction is adored. ........................................ in that wretched mirror. It is so crystal clear. This face needs disfigured This face needs to be Seared An urge to burn the face, as well as to cut. Perform practices precise. To tame the craves; for blades that thrusts. Fugly as the **** duckling. If his feathers he began plucking. repulsive ravishing disgust. Spit at reflections for good luck. Anger and vile succumb as it does. In all ways that it can be done, This self harm now one knows and loves. Black seems white feathers of doves. ........................................................... Inside black demented places. Lurk do entities of hatred. Laugh in masks like a masterpiece painted. Unfazed as if one is sedated. Forever this chaos. in pureness created. Dead be these roses. in violet vases. ........................................................ To remain cloaked in magic states. Still many strife always remains. At times it seems the blind are divine. Dilated be these eyes. Shall needles pierce eyeballs to disdain. Urning to spray the eyes with mace. Keep the hArd drugs in the brain. coursing through collapsed and thin veins. Keeping the *** from being laced. Without intoxicates still insane. Only hopelessness and endless pain. At a young age came, demented strange days. Paranoid in fear; With destructive paths near. malevolent demeanors have now appeared. ...................................................... For so long felt so helpless. Life in all forms is selfish. As despair impairs. One becomes more selfless. Remain thy light in darkness black. While psychosis viciously attacks. ***** back Owning a craft. Obsessed with knives and plastic wrap. Unorthodox ways. Leaving blood that rains. Up for many nights and days Owning a craft. This world is sad left perception oh so mad.
One of my longer poems, it will be used as lyrics for my project
Christened on billiard paper Lo and fro, oh no Love comes to the town again And I am rendered spent A recalcitrant pen begging, "God knows when, He'll hurt my beard, rest me deep under again"
Mother! Mother! Hear my forlorn screams They are inauthentic They yearn to be redeemed
Father, you, sister! Watch this cold hand They were born spastic Neutered with a brand
A brand that loves to burn alone A brand that seethes, kiss the bone Take me to a walk in your grove I couldn't do anything in your cove Just a lover's weary shove Until you take me above There, the night will reign with a shadow
I have a micropenis... And it really doesn't **** As much as I thought it would Mainly cause no girl wants An imaginary ***** going anywhere Near them, I mean they have ****** For that.
So I'm suing every ***** company For making products that promote A false sense of self worth and an Incredibly over-inflated beauty standard That is all but impossible to ever live up To: basically anything larger than 0.5cm is up for grabs. (Except mine-- which is never grabbed)
Wanna hear a sexist double standard? Girls have the "itty bitty ***** committee" But guys have no "teeny weeny peeny task force" Le sigh~ ***** to **** Or to never at all
An inside joke between me and my friend that I'm not taking overboard XD
a kingdom of rotten tomatoes they spit their seeds for the harvest of tomorrow one over the other they topple waiting for instructions "i'm waiting for the day to live" one says over the other one over the other
a red pool of friends everything's my favorite in between the cumbersome vines they hear of the escape the hand that reaches up into nothingness and picks the chosen one ripe for plucking, into a palm if you're lucky a unexplained romance to be devoured don't leave us here to fall, they cry berry of the nightshade come closer their potassium-deficient king is lifted from his ill-ridden bed and fed feast into the sweet juice of a fruit ready to die 'a milky embrace between the tomato queen and i'
Got lost and stopped by the grotto struck deals with villains, and though I'm in my feelings kneeling and ******* I payed to be ripped off cadences dip, lost the lotto
Watery graves appealing strange the solution is lame the parade's an insane path to follow Radical urchin burden grifting the current mechanisms infected luring fevers to wallow in, ad absurdum fathom futility in survival famine imbibes a stifled echo of revival in my head
I'm just playing dead for my recital
better informed to the abhorrence I'm entitled
feathered in form alluring sword alarm from Michael
clever to wars imparted forcible and vital, to the era
but staring in awe before the cycle
Bearing a maw beneath the throes along the final.
Bury me after my heart and guard informal notions of the lauded if calluses lift the filthy and applaud it
whittle the simply to the too intense or lawless for a history glistening through a rose of sickly fondness I won't ask if you were listening to all this but I must admit I don't think I can trust you
to be honest...
This is actually kind of a rough draft, and something I may expand on later. There's a lot I cut and plan to add later with more specific wording, but I wanted to have at least the brief version up, in case I changed my mind about really drilling this out.