I won't go just yet
Thanks to a stranger I just met

I really really really hope this works out
I really really really hope that I can make you happy
I don't know if I can give you everything you want
But I will try
I will really try

I can be crazy
I can be mean
I can be clingy
And caught in between
But I am there
For you
I swear
I'll try to be better everyday
But please don't get up run away
You make me smile
You make me laugh
You're worth my while
My other half
I hope you feel the same about me
I hope loving me is easy

I miss the days when we were invincible
We were so far from predictable
Our love was like a miracle
So beautiful that it seemed fictional
But now I’m all alone just wishing you could hold me
The way you used to
Back when you knew the old me
I feel so empty
I just wish I could go back to the way things used to be
I’ll never fall in love again
But it’s fine I know I never win
But I’ll admit I just wanna hold you again

Maybe you could give me a chance
I adore you to be honest and I love it when you dance
And every night before I go to bed
You dance around in my head
And I know that you don’t know me
And I’m sure you’re fine without me
But I wonder how I would feel if I knew you thought about me
And maybe if I shoot my shot I’ll make it
And I swear that if give you me a chance I will take it
But I’m hopeless in love
Because I’m down here and you’re way above
And I don’t like to take risks
But honestly I’d risk it all for someone like you

I heard it
I know it
I turned around
It was you
Of course

I'll give you my jacket when you're cold
I'll comfort you when you're down
I'll hold your hand at the mall and make all the other girls jealous
I'll send you a "Good morning beautiful" text every morning
I'll kiss you and hug you in front of my friends
I'll remind you everyday how much I love you
I'll call you at 12 in the morning on your birthday and tell you that I never want to lose you
I'll love you for who you are
I'll be your best friend and never break your heart
I'll always make you smile

Stop pushing me away
Stop saying you're okay
Stop trying to be brave
I know you're scared
It's okay cause I care
I'll always be there
And you don't believe me
Well soon you will see me
And soon you will be free
To love me and be loved
To trust me enough
And soon you'll dispose of
That voice in your head
Telling you that you should be dead
Telling you that nothings ahead
There's no need to worry
Although things can get blurry
I love you, I'm sorry

I'm dancing in my kitchen
Singing songs from the top of my lungs
I don't need you anymore
And I honestly never did
I'm just going to keep dancing
Because I'm better

For they remind me of you
So bright
Yet so far
I’m in love with the stars

I can't be away from you this long
I want to hear your beautiful voice again
I long to see warming smile again
I dreamt about you last night for the 30th time in a row
I'm crazy about you and can't wait four more days to see you

Watching them just makes me want you more
I want to leave but I'm stuck
I want you to be here
But unfortunately
We're both trouble makers ;)

Stop smiling
Stop being so perfect
Stop laughing
Stop being so pretty
Stop loving me
Stop pretending
Stop making me love you
Stop ******* me off
Stop making me laugh
I'm trying so hard to forget about you
But you keep coming back

You say what you want
I'm right here
You don't see what you want
I'm right here
You think you know what you want
I'm right here
But you don't see me

As soon as you handed me that piece of paper
I knew it was over
But I'm flying now so bye...

I find it kinda ironic that the people who don't want to see us hurt
Are the only reasons we are hurt in the first place

My hand would fit perfectly cupped around your face
Your heart could fill my last empty space
My whole world pauses when we embrace
You are my missing puzzle piece
But I can't have you
My hands are cupped around his face
He is occupying my empty space
While you are crying about someone who doesn't love you
Someone who doesn't deserve you
I need to stop thinking about you

Yea I totally support you
In this relationship created out of spite
Have fun while it lasts
All she wants from you is nothing good
But what do I know?
Why should I care?

I'm mad at you
You smile
I love you
I want to yell at you
You smile
I forgot what I wanted to say
I need a break
You smile
I need you
I need to run away
You smile
I'm running to you now
Your smile always makes me forget about the reasons that I'm ****** at you

Every time I think I'm over you
You always pull me back
With that look that you give me
That makes me feel like you're the only girl in the world
And she broke your heart like I said she would
And now I can see that you're hurting
And it hurts me
But I've been telling you since the start
That I would never break your heart
But I guess your heart's not mine to break in the first place

I knew that the happiness wouldn't last
I knew that I would do something to ***** it up
What I didn't know was how fast things would change
One moment I couldn't wipe that stupid smile off my face
I was laughing, having fun
The next moment I lost everything
Crying nonstop
All because of the stupid mistakes I made
No one realizes how much I hate myself

I never thought I’d say this but I want you back
I know I didn’t love you right and I’m so sorry
It’s just that my brain just wasn’t thinking right
I just wasn’t okay
But now I’m in a good state of mind
And I’m doing fine
But you’re always on my mind
So please give me a second chance I won’t waste your time
I know I have before but I swear not this time
We can be beautiful
We can be amazing
We can be the power couple
And we can be blazing
Just give me a second chance because I want you back

But then you smiled at me

I wish I didn't worry about you so much
You look so happy and I'm angry
I wish I wasn't angry
But I want to be the one that makes you happy
I just wish I could ignore you

I'm finding joy
I learned that the only way to find joy,
Is to think about all the good things
Yes there's bad things
But the good things are there to
It's the perfect time and the perfect place
To start finding joy

Too messy
I don't want my blood and guts all over the concrete
It's also too public but maybe I want it public
Maybe that's the way
Right in front of everyone
Maybe then they will understand
But jumping is not the way
Way too messy

I'm free from you
But I'm still trapped in this house
With no communication with the outside world
I talk to myself in the mirror
Because I am my only friend
I get yelled at as soon as I wake up
I can't deal with this anymore

**** me now, just take me away
**** me now, right here, today
**** me now, I swear I'm done
**** me now, I've had enough fun
**** me now, no one will know
**** me now, just let me go

Let me hold you tonight
Let me tell you it'll be alright
Let me listen
Let me see
Let me in
I won't let you be
Let me keep you warm
Let me calm down the storm
Let me hold your hand
Let me understand
Let me in
I'll ask again and again
Just let me in

I have a few things that make me, me
So please let me keep those to myself

Could you let me sleep in peace
Get out of my head
Get out of my dreams

I think I might’ve lost my style
I been writing for a while
But I don’t know who I am anymore

I want to be held tight
All throughout the night
I want it to feel like
You’re all mine
I want you to tell me everything is fine
I want to listen to our favorite songs together
I want to travel down a dirt road with you forever
I want to laugh and cry with you
I want to live and die with you
I want to go places we’ve never been before
I want to party all night with you until we hit the floor
To me that is love
To me that’s enough

Maybe, just maybe I can finally be me
Maybe, just maybe they'll let me be free
And maybe, just maybe I won't be judged
And maybe, just maybe...
I'll finally feel loved

There is a monster in my mirror
And I don't know what to do
I asked my mom to fix it
But she refused
There is a monster in my mirror
It has been there for so long
I asked my uncle to fight it
But he said the monster was too strong
There is a monster in my mirror
It is getting bigger
I asked my grandma to face it
But all she did was shiver
There is a monster in my mirror
It is starting to get darker
I asked my aunt to help me
But it just pushed her farther
The monster in my mirror
Is the only thing that has actually stayed around
So if it stays any longer
I might fall to the ground

When I think about you my heart drops
When I hear your name my heart throbs
And when I'm near you my heart stops

I will no longer allow you to **** on me
And tell me it’s raining

I'm not me
I'm me
But I don't feel right
I never have
I always felt like I was trapped
I'm still trapped
But I'm afraid to escape cause it'll just make things worse
What would people think if they saw the real me?

I've never met someone with no worries
I've never known someone who's that worthy
Worthy of a peace of mind
Worthy enough to be kind
I guess things just get too blurry

I long for it
I need it
Is it wrong that I can't move on without
those clean swipes across my wrist?
Is it wrong that I enjoy watching
the blood run down my arm?
Is it wrong that the only way I can calm my anger
is by punching a brick wall until I'm lying on the floor holding my hand waiting for the pain to go away?
Not the pain in my hands but the pain in my heart
Is it wrong that when I'm done, I cover it up and go out and act like everything is fine?
I'm tired of acting
Tell me.
Is it wrong that pain is my best friend?

They **** your brain
And your heart
And they make your kids feel like
You don't love them anymore

I know how it feels
I understand
I've been in your shoes
So trust me when I tell you
It's not worth it
Your life is worth living
There are things that you are probably going through
That no one on this earth could ever understand
But things always get better
And I know that sounds cliche
But trust me I mean it
You're hurting I see it
I see the pain
I see the insecurity
I see the heartache
But I also see strength
I see love
I see beauty
I see potential
And there is someone on this earth
Who will help you see all the good things
But you have to be patient
Please be patient
Good things come to those who wait
I know it's hard
But love will find you and it will all be worth it
Endure the pain because you will be healed once love finds you
Please live.

If you looked in the mirror
You’d understand why I’m so sad