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871 · Feb 2014
Holy Fools
It's the mad saints that interest me,
the holy fools of the Divine Mystery.

Ikkyu. Ezekiel. Buddha. Jesus. Lao-Tzu.

The ones where their lives turn upside down,
just because they walk a path against
the flow of convention.

A holy fool laughs a laughter that
cuts through all the ******* and hypocricy.
A laughter that rises from the heart,
And enters the heart of another
like a small spark before a wild fire.
870 · Jun 2015
loss
i do not remember what i have lost
but there is a a feeling of loss that i cannot fill
a void that spreads beyond my reach

a vague memory of something i cannot trace
faint glimmer of something that should be
but is no longer with me

the feeling leaves me confused and numb
is this grief?
868 · Dec 2014
to my daughter
little girl
your tiny breaths
contain the breath of life

as you doze
a whole universe inside of you
is expanding and bursting into life

I cannot shield you from
the joys and pains of life
but what I can be is a
stable and consistent
loving presence in your life

I will try to stay in the now
and not get all bent out of shape about
puttin' the fear of God in the boys and/or girls you date
for now, I will be a sane daddy that
holds you while you gently sleep

just remember when daddy gets a little crazy
I still love you

I will try to remember the same when
me and mommy stay up late at night waiting for you
hold you and soothe you as you cry out through the night
and even when you grow up and say "I hate you."
I will say "thank you. I love you."

but for now, I am glad you are just dozing in my arms
a tiny little being without a care in the world
daddy is here to change your poopy diapers
and rock you to sleep
My daughter turned 3 weeks yesterday.
864 · Nov 2016
divorce
my heart cries
but as the sun sets
sun is rising simultaneously
somewhere in the world

as my heart grieves,
it's making room for more space
for love
862 · Sep 2014
ethereal
my mind floats
into
the Void.
only to be labeled
as
insubstantial.
written after surviving the frenzy of grocery shopping on Labor's Day.
859 · Aug 2014
futility
this hum drum existence we live
working ourselves to the bone to have the bills paid
clock in, clock out
repeat

sometimes each momemt feels magical,
each one wrapped with infinite possibility

some days, life feels like utter futility
a grind till I get to the leisure or buy the next thing
I am supposed to work myself for

I am a clog in the machine of captilism,
but I know something that makes all this
futile monotony not lead to slow death of my soul

the secret I treasure in my heart is that my worth does not lie
in my production or function.

I have value, because I have the breadth of life flowing in me.
and when my heart connects to the bredth of life in you,
then two hearts transform futility into beauty
I realize for a moment I am not alone,
that a meeting of hearts sparked hope
and transformed each other from dehumanized
objects into persons
851 · Jul 2016
embraced by silence
sitting in solitude
embracing life
with all its magnitude
being still
851 · Mar 2014
a wounded heart
Heart breaks,
then heart aches.

Mending of the heart,
is a slow process.

My heart has known
many breaks and aches,
but it also loves deeply.

A wounded heart
slowly mended,
can hold all the joys and pains
of life.

My heart
smiles on the inside
and laughs
with abandon.
845 · Dec 2015
walking among humans
i was dazed and in a fog
sometimes reality seems so unreal
am i me?  

i put one foot in front of the other
trying to fake it till i make it
pretending to walk among humans
feeling a little tired and disconnected
843 · Mar 2014
love is spacious
LOVE
is
spacious  and roomy,
giving me freedom
to
grow.
10 w
843 · Nov 2015
Bitterness
you say you love me
But all I experience is contempt

Love is presence embodied
by patience and understanding

all I taste is bitterness
Originally posted by me on:
http://wolf-jedi.tumblr.com/post/133624179242/bitterness
841 · Dec 2011
oblivion
i've
        been
                   chasing
                   oblivion
                                    all
                                         my
                                    life.
                   today i
                   realized
         i'm
free                        
       to  
           just        
                   be.  
                            all
                                ­  life
                                          
               ­                            is
                                     beautiful,
                                 i just need to
                             stop long enough to
                                  really  accept
               ­                           life.
836 · Mar 2014
Numb
fingers numb
as I wait for the bus
while snow falls.

my heart thumps
and blood circulates
to keep me warm.

my soul comes alive
even when I am physically
numb.

an inner fire burns
within me
to keep me warm.

I am free even
when I'm
numb and cold.
There was a time, where nothing                                 Now, gratitude flows from
but resentments and fears                                             my heart into the
flowed through me.                                                        into the world.

I have known the hardness of                                       I know now that all I have
deep emptiness that swallows you whole,                 is today, this very moment
when wallowing in self-pity.                                         to be a channel of Love.
831 · Jul 2012
happy, joyous and free
just for today
                        i am happy,  joyous and free
                                                            ­            to
                                                  ­                          feel.
                                 ­                                                 no past demons to haunt me
          
                                                   ­                                                                 ­               no anxiety about the future

i take little steps into freedom
                     into
                     joy
                     and
                    presence

                               ­                                         its all a gift
                                                      life with all its joys and sadness
                                                         ­      teaches me how to
                                                              ­              love
825 · Mar 2014
Letting go ( 10 w)
I let go
so I can let
love flow in.
823 · May 2016
2 x 2 10w poem
air invisible
heart vulnerable
Love indivisible
fear perpetuates
peace regenerates
A friend suggested writing a 10w poem in this format.
822 · Dec 2014
the process
I write because it feels right
in the process of writing
I am creating something

the Divine spark lives in me
and comes to life in the act of creation

even during my darkest suicidal hours,
I could not abandon poetry and art.
the act of creating and destroying
saved me

the process of writing is like my life
I build and destroy,
and in the process
try to grow from the experience
814 · Apr 2016
coming back to life
little moments of joy
fill my day
with you near
Grateful for my daughter and being able to share life with her.
810 · Jul 2014
autopilot interrupted
I was cursing on autopilot,
not reay taking responsibility
for my life.

I lived a decade or more in a daze
and confused by my own illusions,
thinking somehow I was in control.

I was lucky enough to be given a moment of grace,
a tiny window where I surrendered and cried out
for help and actually took the help offered to me.

Three years ago I was alone drinking myself to death
in my basement apartment, bitter and resentful.
I was praying everyday for God to **** me.

Today, I am grateful that I am alive.
I am free to make mistakes, but more importantly,
I can be grateful today for my life with all it's beauty and pain.

I am grateful that I got to see my baby girl for the first time,
in her mother's belly and that I am alive today
welcome life instead of trying to end it.
808 · Apr 2014
released
paralyzed by fear
pulled down
into
self

released
by
*Love
10w
808 · Apr 2016
clarity
everything becomes
clear
when I hold you
in
my arms
A poem for my daughter.
Alternate version:

everything comes
into
clear focus
when I hold you
in
my arms
804 · May 2014
insomnia
Who needs sleep,
when crazy thoughts
cozy up to me?

loss, grief, pain,
shame, and guilt
are warm faithful bedfellows
20w
797 · Mar 2015
finished
all my petty games have
come to naught
I surrender
794 · Oct 2014
awakening
I awake in the
Primordial Ocean
returning home to
myself
10w
793 · Jun 2016
grief
sadness washes over me
like sweat on a hot summer's day in the South

air is thick with grief and yet my heart sings

my heart sings songs of love as I hold my daughter
and as I reach out my hand to help the new guy

Life is full even as I walk through grief and for that I am truly grateful.

my heart longs for cool nights back home in the mountains, where the fire flies dance and bull frogs sing
787 · Nov 2014
moon prayer
may the forces of gravity draw us near
the ocean tides swell till a wave brings
you home

you are like the moon with its ethereal glow
a beacon on a dark night

no matter how far I am
I can stare at the moon and
know that the same moon light
that shines on me shines on you

may the light of the moon draw us near
to the magnificent glow of the sun
without getting burned
782 · Apr 2014
the beauty of today
In this very moment
I am free
I no longer regret
the past nor obsess
about the future

Today is a gift
A free gift
I get to keep by
giving it away
780 · Nov 2014
warmth
as we cuddle for warmth
I feel your heart beating

as our hearts meet
a fire burns within
melting away my fears
778 · May 2018
long absence
writing a poem
in this virtual community
called hello poetry
is like coming home
after a long absence
778 · Sep 2015
the sea (20w)
waves crash and pound the
hard earth till it softens

soft caress of the mysterious moon
and the vast ocean
Written while on vacation at the beach with my family. My daughter's first experience of the ocean.
when it rains, are the heavens crying?
sometimes I think the land itself cries
for all the torturous ways in which
we destroy it.

I wish I could converse with the trees
and learn from their experience,
the wisdom of being rooted to a place.

rain drops fall to wash away ***** city streets:
blood, *****, spit, trash, and lingering pain
all wash down to the sewers.

all water return to the great ocean
and we, even urban dwellers,
return to the earth.

don't cry sky, we're all returning home.
766 · Sep 2016
daughter
my heart
grows more
each day
because of
your love
762 · Feb 2017
safe
your touch
your love
the laughter
we share
feels safe
Poem inspired by the love for my daughter.
757 · Dec 2012
conscious separation
i was a child of chaos
always chasing after that dark oblivion.
i thought i could fight loneliness with a bottle, but
it only brought more pain and emptiness.
now i seek peace.

i'm walkin' the road of connection,
where sometimes i have to feel by pain, joy, and loneliness.
never thought walking through fear would bring me a joyful life, despite
the ups and downs of life.  i've also learned that i do not have
to walk this path alone.
753 · Feb 2015
flurry
a storm of emotions
all a stir
yet there is a calm and peace
in the center of even
the wildest of storms

after the flurry has subsided
I am left still standing
with the fury of the storm behind me
all there is left to do is pick up the pieces
and start again
753 · Dec 2014
a new day
fears dissipate
when I crack open
the doors of my heart
10w
thank you to hello poetry friends for reaching out to me after going through a moment of darkness. My mind was convincing me people who love me were trying to control me, and that they don't really love me.
748 · Dec 2014
welcoming the dawn
the world quietly welcomes the dawn
darkness before the sunrise
all is still

as I wait patiently in silence
my heart wakes up to a
new day
written right after I woke up before morning meditation
748 · Dec 2015
smoke
wisps of smoke rise like prayers
to the sky

may hope overcome fear and hate
in the darkest of nights

i pray for you my friend who feel lost and alone
may you find your way home
prayer for anyone who feel lost and alone
747 · Jul 2014
love that frees
O beloved, Your love is not a drug,
a substance that keeps me bound and trapped.

In my experience,
Love is not a compulsive impulse,
but a feeling of coming home.

In being loved and loving,
I become a little more free to
once again be the little boy that loves freely

Your love is not addictive, because
no drug can free me from the ******* of self

Beloved, my love for You grows from mutuality and commitment
A love that frees
747 · Nov 2014
spring in my heart
winter is fast approaching
and the morning frost has
already come

but my heart is like the spring
and new life is blossoming
in my unfrozen heart
745 · Jul 2016
inner peace
serenity flowers in my life
when I sit in the throne of my heart
743 · Apr 2014
slamming into walls
mind locked in fear
repeating the same
mistakes over and over
slamming into the same
dead end walls.

one day a life altering suggestion
is given, "go around the wall."
fear dissipates to make room
for something unknown;
a new regime takes over my mind
based on trust and hope that
dismantles the walls.
742 · Mar 2014
coalesce into nothing
when life becomes unbearable,
I coalesce into         nothing.
I kneel down  to     surrender,
my last ounce of   pride.
admitting defeat    to
God so I may         live.
740 · Apr 2016
tears
my heart crumbles
as I walk away
with you crying in your mother's arms
with tears streaming down your face
reaching out to me
First time my daughter cried during our seperation when I had to go. A change in our routine today, I saw her briefly on a day I usually don't see her, but still, it was really hard.
740 · Nov 2015
spiritual life (10w)
today, as i walk this path
I am not alone
I am "trudging this road of happy destiny" with other brothers and sisters, who are also living one day at a time.
736 · Jul 2016
heart song
spirits sing
from deep within
a song we
all know
735 · Aug 2015
to my followers (10w)
we are strangers
yet our lives are
woven by poetry
Gratitude for all the folks that have encouraged me on this community and support my creative process.  Thank you.
734 · Jan 2015
your heart next to mine
our hearts beat as one
our chests close together
the falling and rising of our chests
synching into a rhythm

our hearts are dancing as one
with it's unique individual flavor
and adding spice and fun into my solitary life
my heart skips a beat

our breaths go in and out
falling and rising like the great ocean
always flowing with mysterious motion
each breath unique and new

I wrote all these words,
when I could have simply said
"I love you"
I wrote this poems as I held my almost 2 months old daughter to my chest, as she slept and breathed her little breaths and as her tiny chest rose and fell against my chest.
733 · Jan 2016
heart aflame (10w)
love ignites
a flame
in this
icy heart of mine
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