I'm sorry if I have to leave you
But believe me when I say
I had a right reason

I left with no goodbye
Because I know if I looked at you're crying face
I would come back to you just to dry those tears

Then I saw you that day
I swear, I nearly lost my control
I wanted to hug you and never let go

I left with the right reason
You love me too much
That you don't think of yourself anymore

I love you too much
But I am not the one you deserve
I'm a poison to you

You came along in an unexpected time
With you, everything feels right
You do things just to make me happy
You were the stars that shine so bright
On my darkest night
But when the sun comes out,
You are nowhere to be found

You left before I could say goodbye
You left me wondering why
Why do you have to make me feel special
If it won't last forever anyway?
Why do I have to meet you?
Are you still coming back for me?
I wish I knew
*
You will never be forgotten
You will always be my favorite question mark

Why people think rain symbolizes pain?
Well for me, it symbolizes new hope.

As for the plants,
It waters them in order to grow.
Just like a person who had been hurt,
Pain makes him stronger.

Just enjoy the rain
Then you will see the rainbow after.

He has a pair of brown eyes,
Eyes that can see through her when she is sad.

He has perfectly shaped nose,
that crinkles when she made a joke.

He has a clever tongue,
which words never fails to make her blush.

He has sharp ears,
always hear every word she says when she tells a story.

He has fair skin,
that calms everything it touches except her heart.

*He has all these but can never sense how she truly feels for him.

She hates the way he says her name,
He makes it sound more beautiful than ever.
She knows she will never hear them again.

She hates every time he tells a joke,
His jokes were never funny, but makes her laugh so hard all the time. She knows she will never hear one again.

She hates it when he makes faces,
It's so cute it makes her heart skip a beat.
She knows she will never see it again.

She hates it when they talk,
She can't even look at him in the eye.
She knows, it might be their last.

She hates it when his hands hold hers,
She really likes to.
She knows it is the same hands she has to let go.

She hates it when he says hi,
These two letters could make her day.
She knows she will never hear even one goodbye.

She hates it when he walks towards her,
Her heart beats with too much excitement.
She knows she will watch his back as he leaves her life forever.

Sometimes your smile.. makes my mind go blank.
And sometimes your laugh.. makes my heart skip a beat.

i fell in love with a star. AGAIN.

Rock and hearts are two different things
But they have something in common
Rock breaks into soil
But time will come, it will be a rock again
Just like our hearts
Even how many people break yours
It will always be healed by time
So you can love again...

I still remember
The day we've met
On the first day of summer

I still remember
How your eyes shimmer
Whenever yours met mine

I still remember
The feelings I've felt
When we started talking

I still remember
The moment when I am walking alone
And you walked with me and everything feels so right

I still remember
The warmth of your love
That makes me sweat whenever you're around

I still remember
How I cried
On the last night of summer

I still remember
The day we'd met again
How you smiled at me while holding her hand

I still remember
The joy I've felt when I first saw you
And the pain I've felt when I last saw you

I still remember
Every details of it

I still remember...
I still...
**And I wish I'd forget

Do you remember?
When we're watching the sunset
You hugged me so tight
Like you would never let go
Now it's just a memory

You have no right to say that I am yours
When you are never been mine

You have no right to say that I am head over heels for you
When I never said I love you

You have no right to hurt me and make me jealous with your new girl
Because I never loved you

But the truth is, you have all the right in the world
I am yours since the day my heart beated for you but I guess yours did not beated the same
I never said I love you because i never had a chance
Suddenly, you left without a word
Without a last goodbye
I never loved you because I still do

Now, tell me if i deserve this kind of treatment
When all i did is to love you

To my family,
I know i am such a disappointment
For that,
I am sorry

Every night
I am asking the stars
What's wrong with me?
Why do you hate me?

You can't even see the right in me
It is like, FLAWS is tattooed in my forehead
You always remind me that
I am not good enough and never will

I am on the stage
People's clapping their hands
I am searching for your presence
How stupid i am for expecting you to be there

And now i am doubting myself
If am really your child
Can you blame me?
If I always taste the bitterness of your rejection

I am not perfect
I got flaws
I make mistakes
And so are you

Mom,dad
I want you to know
That  i did my best
But i guess my best wasn't good enough

Why do I have to prove myself to you so that you can accept me as your child?

Gaya ng pagtapos sa isang pangungusap
Nilagyan mo rin ng tuldok ang ating kwento
Ako'y nakiusap
Sana'y huwag sumuko

Naalala ko ang iyong mga sinabi
"Kailangan nating tapusin ito
Upang makapag- umpisa tayong muli
Kahit hindi na ako maging parte ng iyo"

Ngayon ay nauunawaan ko na
Salamat sa pagligtas sa akin sa mga luha
Nahanap ko na ang tamang tao para sa akin
Na hanggang dulo ako'y mamahalin

You should know that
You can never understand a person fully
You can only have a slight picture of how he feels
But you can never feel it like how he is feeling it
It can never affect you
Like how it can affects him
So don't act like you know everything
Because you may know something
But not the whole thing

I didn't give up on us
Though both of us are hurting
Though both of us were already tired
Though both of us grew cold toward each other
Though both of us are lying
Though both of us are not okay
I didn't give up on us
I just accepted it
That this must end
No matter how wonderful it is

Have you ever wanted to cry
Not because you are sad or hurt
But because you feel nothing
And you wanted to feel alive again

You saw your reflection on the mirror
You were confused
Because that girl wasn't you
*It was the girl created by life and it's eternal suffering

Why love you, of myself I often ask. 
Is it thy scent, or heartwarming whispers? 
Or thy smile, in whose beams I often bask? 
Oh why, I find thee as my universe? 

Could it be your eyes, so filled with your love, 
So beautiful, like opals in the sun. 
Thy sweet laugh perhaps, warm snug like a glove. 
Maybe your walk, robust and built to stun. 

Yet, these things, they are merely physical.
I cherish your undying loyalty. 
Never have I found one so loveable, 
Your straight faithfulness fills my heart with glee. 

As long as your love is only for me, 
My love is pure and solely for thee.

i don't know where to go
to the place where my heart wants
or to the place where my heart belongs...

You are my rainbow after the rain
You somehow ease my pain

You are my gold at the end of my rainbow
You lift me up when I'm feeling low

You are my four leaf clover
I am lucky that I have you forever

When emotions are too strong
Pain and agonies are endless
When you've been crying all night long
And everything is a mess

Eyes are bloodshot red
Scars are covered with sweater
You' re better off dead
Cause life won't get better