My heart is a deserted island, lost in a big ocean.

I hate people hating people for no reason at all.

A part of you goes away ,
Everyday,
To never come back again.
And what is left in you,
Are the scars of yesterday.
The promises, the kisses,
The love you once felt,
The nights, the stars,
The life you once wanted,
The touches, the smells,
The laughs, the tears,
It all goes away,
Everyday.
And what is left in you,
Are the scars of yesterday.

Because blue has different shades
That take you from despair to anger
Take you from sadness to joy
from sensuality to madness.

Blue just drives you away
To a land of silence.
Blue is silent
But the feel is intense.

And if you take the blue from the sky
And paint it on canvas
You take the blue out of your heart
And throw it to nonsense.

In a blue night sky
Stars glow
Passionately
And in a blue morning sky
Birds fly
Like dreams
Upon a green blue sea
Where boats sail
To infinity.

Blue is the color of my dreams
The color of my jeans
The color of my veins
Where blood
Take the flow
To nowhere.

Of course it was something strong,
The way we used to look at each-other
And laugh at the same time,
Kiss each-other
Slowly, furiously, hungry and angry...
The way i used to lay on his back,
The way he used to hold my hand,
And we keep laughing and laughing
Crying sometimes,
Crying most of the time
And we hug each-other
He dries my tears
I kiss his lips
And we laugh, sing, dance and dream
He gets jealous,
I get mad,
He goes crazy, I go crazy
He holds my hand,
Puts a ring in it
We laugh again
We cry again
It sure wasn't something in vain
The way he used to kiss my lips
the way i used to take off his shirt
And we make love to each-other
Slowly, furiously, hungry and angry...
The way he used to take my pictures
The way i used to love his pictures
The way we imagined the future
Us,
Together,
For good and bad
Us,
Forever..

Of course it was something strong,
Our promises, our happiness
Our memories,
Our songs, dances and dreams
Our games
Our love..
The way we stared at the stars
The way we contemplated the moon
The way he laughed at my jokes
The way we danced in the dark
And we grab each-other
Slowly, furiously, hungry and angry..

And he's gone
And I'm here
Alone...
He disappears
But not from my dreams
And life isn't the same without him
My hands are cold
My lips are cold
I cry again
I cry a lot
And all the sad songs were about him
And all the tragic stories were about me
And all it was left for me
Is wishing,
One day he comes back to me..

Of course it was something strong
The way i couldn't finish this poem
The way all the words in the world aren't enough
To express my feelings
Or to tell our story...

Im burning
Inside
And outside,
My heart is flames
And my breath it's dust,
Im in hell on earth
Im in hell far from your arms
Far from your smile
Far from your eyes
Im in hell and you are in heaven
Im in hell cause you are in heaven
Im looking at my hands
And all I can see is yours
Im looking in my heart
And all I can find is you.

I miss you,
Like a knife is stabbed in my chest
Like a bullet is shot in my head
I miss you,
Like my moment of agony is lasting forever
Like im falling from a bridge
And never hitting the ground
I miss you,
Like my throat is cut from screaming
Like my ears were deaf from those screams
Like my eyes were emptied from tears
I miss you,
Like I've married the pain
Like the seasons were all winters
Like I was naked in the rain
I miss you,
Like this horror movie was never ending
Like a painting was never dry
Like a lover was never fine
I miss you,
Like the sound of thunder
Like the touch of fire
Like the color of the night

I miss you

I miss you...

For all the moments that ended in a bleak of an eye,
For all the deep conversations,
The true feelings
Once vanished
Like a lie.
For the memories,
The music,
The youth,
The enthusiasm that slowly dies.
For you,
For me,
For us together
One day under the same sky.
For the word forever,
Once said from the deepest of the heart.
For the laughters,
The dreams,
And whenever I cried.
For a reason ,
For no reason,
For all the people
That stayed in the heart.
For my father, for my mother,
For my brother,  I loved so hard.
And for all those I never forgot.

My life is empty;
As empty
As a box of old under-wears,
Thrown as a trash on an empty road.

What went away can never be back again,
What disappeared in the void can never be touched again,
What has died can never be alive again.

It slips through our fingers
Turn to dust
And evaporate.

Just like all sensations fly
All passions die
All feelings just melt away.

Be with me
Always and forever,
And when my flesh
Disappears under
A ground full of roses
You will still remember
My smell.

If i'm trying to say something
Come out of my mind.
If i'm trying to write a poem
Come out of my heart.

I'm sorry to say I don't love you,
I'm sorry to say I have no feelings for you,
Anymore...
But a memory,
Like a dead corpse ,
In a coffin,
Can never be alive again.

And when you look back
It's all a romantic movie
You never want to watch again.

All I want
Is to go back
In time
And live
that memory
one more
Time.

Oh Man,
I can see love burning in your eyes
But I have so much dreams
I cannot love you
Back.