In this kingdom of solitude,
imagination comforts me.

Shattered glass, endless scream,
taunting curses and horrifying dreams.
The little girl stares, her dead and clouded eyes
directed to the two arguing figures, spitting truth and lies.

She hugged her stuffed toy, as tight as she could
as she glance at the table served with cold food.
Where did it go?...she wondered,
the loving parents that held both of her hands.

Daddy, the most respectful man she knew,
was now hitting her mother, punching and kicking was now nothing new.
Mommy, the most warm and caring person she have known,
was now spouting bad words at her, with her cold eyes she've shown.

Was it worth it? To argue and yell in front of your child?
To let them see this kind of nightmare that will hunt them for life.
Fighting won't resolve anything, and spitting random curses of words will just destroy 'everything'.

Now tell me, was it worth it?

When you told me to let go,
it made me want to hold on to you more than I've ever had.

Enough is enough,
what my mind always say.
When tired of chasing and trying,
to the one I want this love to be conveyed.

But my heart, grasp that hope.
That he will look my way,
Not now, not tomorrow...but maybe someday,
my mind says otherwise,
"In the end, you'll get hurt anyway."

The way you touch me,
makes it looks like you're touching something fragile.
But this twisted fairy tale of ours,
looked like wilted flowers.

But...

The more you took care of me,
the more cruel you destroy me.

Can you feel it?
Can you see it?
We have monsters inside us,
Every day, and every night we can't let our guard down.

Can you hear it knocking at the doorstep of your fears?
Telling you to let it in, and that you have nothing to fear.
Waiting patiently in the shadows of your happiness,
It will attack once you are consumed with your own sadness.

I fixed you, yet you broke me,
I stayed, but you left me
You promised, then you forgot about it
I'm here for you, but you chose her instead.

I told you my every truth, yet you lied to me.