My mind wonders if you loved me
Ever wondered how alone I'll be
You never let a tear form in my eye
But now I wonder if it was a lie
You always made me smile
Hand in hand we used to walk a mile
A most loving person I ever met
In his arms one can forget the rest
My heart still aches for you
Searches the sites to capture your view
A deep pain ignites within my soul
My heart flames up, burns into coal
Crushed each time I saw you with her
Time went fast, now all is at far...


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In the shadow of darkness
Walks a mighty knight
Dressed in shielded armor
Ready to combat a fight

The paper is my battlefield
While my pen, is a weapon
Choosing a suitable ink
Wondering what will happen

Focusing on ruled lines
My vision, now my enemy
Sitting upright on my desk
Thinking of you and me

Writing our love story
With your favorite color red
Feeling ashamed and sorry
As you breath, the last breath on my bed

I was always strong at hearts
Like indeed a knight at times
Now am like a lost kid, drawn apart
Blamed on a lost battle - committed a crime

The lights have flicked off in a rage
In this dark room, as the candle burns on
The wax drips on this unfinished page
My life to, has undoubtedly gone

A slit on my wrist as the red ink flows
Your love has put me in such a state
Losing you, my life now goes
The death of this knight has become a fate...


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Chuckles is all I hear
In my silent ears
Now I fear

The voices in my head
Spins like thread
Driving me mad

My fingers are numb
I stare like a dumb
Shaking my hand, biting my thumb

Why am I here?
Sitting alone with my tear
An empty glass, looks so clear

Stained hands, clothes torn
What have I done so wrong?
Was this the reason, I was born?

The screaming sirens seem near
Shall I get up when they are here?
What have I done? Why my mind is unclear?

I can't move, I feel stuck
Will it be too late or saved by luck
In this trashed car, hit by a truck

I don't wanna die yet
Remembering all the people I've met
I want to live, live and forget

Exhaustion peaks my eyes to close
I am dying, dying as my body is at lose
No pain, seems I am heavily dosed

I wish to live!
I wish to give!
I wish to achieve!
PLEASE!


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I am not asking for your job
Or your wealth
Or your property
I'm only asking for some time
And your loyalty
Your trust
Our togetherness
Your love
And some care
I guess it's just too much to ask
Cause our relationship lost that spark
You showed yourself from behind the mask
It's really too much of a task
For you, you don't deserve me
So I let you free, and I continue to be
The one with most love and care
For you, I let you go rather then to share...


©sim

Yellow, dry leaves fall
From my old red apple tree.
Wind blows off the leaves
Over, onto the wet ground
A colourful surrounding.


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I think, I've lost my charm
My thoughts, untamed
I am not able to calm
My ink, now a shame!

So I shall take a break
Till I find my charm
This is the truth I speak
Please don't be alarmed

I will be back, in a few days
With my new good writes
Certainly in a good way
Despite these mood fights!*


©sim

Deep in her wine glass
A reflection of him, emerged
In the silent thought of the night
A teardrop, drops, creating a ripple
Drowning her thoughts
With heart break of pains
A sip or two, in between
Exploded more memories,
That once were sealed and forgotten
Now with every sip, slips down the cheek
a long night, alone with the closed,
chapters of her dark sins book...


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You are above me
You are below me
You are all around me
Dear God, it's about me
It's about us
It's about them
It's about we
Dear God, bless me
Bless us
Bless them
Bless all living kinds
Erase the darkness from their minds
You are merciful
You are loving
You are not a myth
You are omnipresent
A past, present and future
Your arms surrounds the nature
I may not see you
I may not feel you
I may not know you
But you never forget
You push every being until they get
On their feet and tracks
You are the peace that fills the dark cracks
You are the thought in my head
You are my friend when am sad
I love you and I know others do as well
For you are my guide
Your teachings and words I shall abide...

©sim

I have listened to your soul while you were yearning in the cold. About anywhere, am not even close to you but for some reason, there awaits a hope. Losen yourself from the invisible chains of evil, let go of the lamen thoughts. Feel the light piercing through your heart and gather the fallen pieces. Eliminate your unworthy memory and come forth from the start. Value your rights not by comparison or fights but lead on a positive path, full of life and compassion. Hate not the truth that unfolds before you like a chapter, face it with gratitude and other's will embrace your character. Don't run after materialistic objects or someones attention. Why slump down with regrets and hurt yourself with rejection. Life is for living and if more, than a righteous giving, to those unfortunate beings around us. We are moving trees with many branches bearing beautiful flowers and leaves. These branches and flowers depict our physical being, appearance, beauty and thoughts. Likewise, as the roots reach down the toughest, rocky soil, this is our inner visible self. This tells how much we have run deep and thought of our lifetime challenges. If our roots hit a stone while growing, that doesn't mean that life is over. The roots, hence our thoughts give us the options to re-route our lives. We are the makers of who we are from inside. The aura accumulates and the actual beauty shines, outside. Let others judge, let them dig their own graves. Just focus on the possibilities, and make them happen. Try the kindness and caring theory, am sure someone, somewhere is hoping for this miracle. This is you, this can be you if only you believe and confined in yourself. Stop thinking that you maybe cursed from birth. Help others, not just humans but every living being on our beautiful tearing apart earth.

  
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Living in cold
Weary and old
In a thatched house
With rats and mouse
Still he felt good
For he had some food
But later, did he find
A man who was blind
This boy was very kind
And he didn't mind
To share what he had
With this sad old man
They sat together
To enjoy their little meal
Then the old man
Proposed, a kind deal
For the boy to look after
Him, till his last day
He broke into a crying laughter
Of how everyone went away
The boy was very obliged
And he agreed to abide to stay
After a few years, the old man died
Leaving the boy with a letter
Which stated, your life has got better
And soon, the kind boy
Inherited the treasure
Of the old man, named "Mr. Troy".

©sim

As I walked through the woods,
Carrying baskets of food,
I realised am being followed by someone,
I gasped and gazed finding no one,
Hurrying my way to the picnic spot,
Making sure I have all that I bought,
I saw! I saw the shadow, everyone talked about,
My legs began to freeze and I started to shout,
But who was there to hear my scream,
To come for my rescue from this shadow grim,
I kept running and so did the vicious shadow,
Growing its size as we reached the meadow,
It got gloomy and the shadow got helpless,
I got tired and was almost breathless,
Turning my focus and thinking for a bit,
Under a tree I saw the fire lit,
How could I be scared of my own running shadow,
Feeling miserable, I pulled myself together,
Reaching the fire lit place where all got gather,
It made sense that there is no such thing as shadow grim,
It was just my own shadow disappearing in my dream...


©sim

I may shed a little tear today
As words of some seem to ****
A reminder may play everyday
Putting me on a disgusting pill

I'm out spoken on verbal and written
Yet, I am misjudged by most
Words seem to be stuffed and bitten
And comments fly in of another boast

I am not a qualified writer
Nor my writes are clear to perfect
But writing makes my dark world brighter
And that, my friend is a fact

My writes are ruins of my thoughts
Feelings of a broken heart
Shattered pieces of multiple knots
And a spilling imaginary art

I am not in competition with anyone
Poetry world is a lovely place to be
I am not in search to nail someone
But to read other poets work as I see...


©sim

I was counting the stars last night
But then the heavy clouds appeared
Hid the stars, ate up the moon,
Lost my counts, everything disappeared
Laying under the blanket of the sky
Moon peeps once in a while
As I closed my eyes to feel the cool breeze
A drop of tear fell on my cheek
Opened my eyes and I felt few more drops
But it was not mine, the clouds were crying
Seems like consumed my dark broken feelings
And poured them on me one by one, healing
Each broken memory, as I was dealing
Who else could have understood the cry of my soul
Where this heart has burned and turned into a coal
This spatter of rain, is soothing my burnt heart
If only I knew the consequences of love from the start...
*

©sim

The leaves fall again
In this harsh summer weather,
The difference is,
It's the greener ones rather
The usual half dead leaves

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Crumbled on the floor,
Torn in pieces from within.
Written were, those words,
On the paper full of sin.
Flame to ashes, now it rests.

©sim

They'll come a moment
When we'll be together
Closer than ever
Slowly but surely
One day forever
Closer than ever
Because
Neither you nor I are together
At this moment
But soon we will be
Closer than ever
Breathing the same air
Dreaming the same dreams
Closer than ever
We will be together...


©sim

Burnt to ashes
The lifeless body
Memory flashes
Of that somebody
Gone off this world
Left us behind
Answered his call
A great mankind
His love treasured
By one and all
He always assured
Success after fall
A mentor for me
He was my teacher
Knowledge a key
At times a preacher
He'd be missed
Dearly by all
His cheeks, I kissed
Before his final call
Rest in peace
My dear grandpa
Oneday I'll reach
The land so far...

©sim

The rotating pillars over my head
Has dropped by an inch
My eyes focuses on the path led
And all I see is an antidote in a syringe

Laying on white sheets, while time flies
Watching everything with these torn eyes
Paralyzed with no motion
Death is a denied solution

Now I close these eyes and make a wish
That time stands still
And all that is around me clashes and spills
With me as an aimed prey, destined to ****...


©sim