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i had a thought. i ran out of my room, down the hallway, and into the bathroom. i wriggled out of my worn down, tie dye shirt. hopping up and down as i pull off my high-waisted jeans, pulling my pant leg with my foot as i trample the dark denim to the ground. i stand there naked, in front of the harsh, full length mirror. combing my fingers through my natural, wavy hair. i contort my face in disgust, cocking my head slightly to the side. i close my eyes, and take one deep breath in. when i open my eyes, the reflection staring back at me is a thin, natural beauty. Her smooth ivory skin glows in the silvery reflective glass. Her stomach is flat and toned. Her ******* lay on Her chest in perfect proportion to the rest of her petite frame. i run my fingers down the sides of my body. my palms trailing along, dipping and rising with the mounds beneath my skin. i close my eyes and open them again, this time taking my reflection for what it really is. i am fat. my skin is pink and spotted with freckles the colour of blood. my stomach hangs low, covering the part a man should see when i'm naked. my ******* are big. but not in the way you'd like them to be. they lay there, sort of lop-sided. hanging just above my ribs. Another place for fat to take over. the cuts on my thighs are hardly noticable next to all that fat i can see tears in the eyes of the reflection staring back at me, but i am numb. i thought correctly. i am fat. i am ugly. Nobody in their right mind would want to love me.
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Nov 13, 2012
Nov 13, 2012 at 6:18 PM UTC
the thought of being naked.
i had a thought. i ran out of my room, down the hallway, and into the bathroom. i wriggled out of my worn down, tie dye shirt. hopping up and down as i pull off my high-waisted jeans, pulling my pant leg with my foot as i trample the dark denim to the ground. i stand there naked, in front of the harsh, full length mirror. combing my fingers through my natural, wavy hair. i contort my face in disgust, cocking my head slightly to the side. i close my eyes, and take one deep breath in. when i open my eyes, the reflection staring back at me is a thin, natural beauty. Her smooth ivory skin glows in the silvery reflective glass. Her stomach is flat and toned. Her ******* lay on Her chest in perfect proportion to the rest of her petite frame. i run my fingers down the sides of my body. my palms trailing along, dipping and rising with the mounds beneath my skin. i close my eyes and open them again, this time taking my reflection for what it really is. i am fat. my skin is pink and spotted with freckles the colour of blood. my stomach hangs low, covering the part a man should see when i'm naked. my ******* are big. but not in the way you'd like them to be. they lay there, sort of lop-sided. hanging just above my ribs. Another place for fat to take over. the cuts on my thighs are hardly noticable next to all that fat i can see tears in the eyes of the reflection staring back at me, but i am numb. i thought correctly. i am fat. i am ugly. Nobody in their right mind would want to love me.
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big sweaters, ghibli, acrylic paint, cafes, knit blankets and unplanned afternoon naps on the couch, gardens, bananas, vanilla almond milk, soft yarn to crochet into ****** scarves, candles after midnight, the big trees with bulky roots, patio furniture, pianos in random buildings, the internet, manatees, the boundless colours of nail polish, peanut butter & honey, rubber boots, pens that write well, fresh new notebooks, skylights, american netflix, mothers that understand, tête à têtes, one glass of sweet white wine, awkward eye contact that turns into comfortable kissing, airplanes, fresh air, baseball caps, the female collective, the really good dark chocolate, flowers, pumpkin spice lattes and ***** chai lattes, candid laughter, yoga, oceans, high waisted shorts, striped t-shirts, docile cats, playful pups, french presses, integrity, sunscreen, meerkats, penguins, chameleons, autumn leaves, fall fashion, ruby woo mac lipstick, osho, dynamic meditation, compassion, siblings, scrambled eggs, smart phones, garageband, metronomes, hot glue guns, quinoa, ferry boats, soft hands, bicycles, real people, fat snowflakes in ample, graceful ********** backpacks that don't hurt your shoulders, hair conditioner, multi-vitamins, soft sand under bare feet, people that own up to lies, clarity, samsara, satori, samasati, visions, echinacea, lavender oil and frankincense, ambrosia apples and ripe avocados, authenticity, Morgan Freeman's voice, good kissers, ******* iced tea on a hot day, curtains, the smell of beeswax, art galleries, hand massages and foot massages, reiki, plums, mild thunderstorms, soccer ***** good surprises, when birds don't **** on your head.
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Oct 9, 2013
Oct 9, 2013 at 7:24 AM UTC
thank the universe for:
big sweaters, ghibli, acrylic paint, cafes, knit blankets and unplanned afternoon naps on the couch, gardens, bananas, vanilla almond milk, soft yarn to crochet into ****** scarves, candles after midnight, the big trees with bulky roots, patio furniture, pianos in random buildings, the internet, manatees, the boundless colours of nail polish, peanut butter & honey, rubber boots, pens that write well, fresh new notebooks, skylights, american netflix, mothers that understand, tête à têtes, one glass of sweet white wine, awkward eye contact that turns into comfortable kissing, airplanes, fresh air, baseball caps, the female collective, the really good dark chocolate, flowers, pumpkin spice lattes and ***** chai lattes, candid laughter, yoga, oceans, high waisted shorts, striped t-shirts, docile cats, playful pups, french presses, integrity, sunscreen, meerkats, penguins, chameleons, autumn leaves, fall fashion, ruby woo mac lipstick, osho, dynamic meditation, compassion, siblings, scrambled eggs, smart phones, garageband, metronomes, hot glue guns, quinoa, ferry boats, soft hands, bicycles, real people, fat snowflakes in ample, graceful ********** backpacks that don't hurt your shoulders, hair conditioner, multi-vitamins, soft sand under bare feet, people that own up to lies, clarity, samsara, satori, samasati, visions, echinacea, lavender oil and frankincense, ambrosia apples and ripe avocados, authenticity, Morgan Freeman's voice, good kissers, ******* iced tea on a hot day, curtains, the smell of beeswax, art galleries, hand massages and foot massages, reiki, plums, mild thunderstorms, soccer ***** good surprises, when birds don't **** on your head.
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Girls my height are supposed to be petite Skinny and proportional When I would read seventeen magazine and they would show the best outfits for your body type Mine was never on there Not big enough to be curvy Curvy girls in magazines were curvy all over and average height The petite girl wasn't supposed to have curves at all The petite girl was thin The petite girl could wear anything Why can't short girls have ******* Because when we do, we're a fetish And for some reason, when you fit a fetish people assume you're there for them. "I like short girls because you can pick them up when you **** "Short girls don't have to get on their knees." "Can you **** my **** standing up?" "A C cup on a short girl is like a DD on a normal girl.” “I like ******* short girls because I can really take control.” My mom always criticized me for wanting to dress slutty And it broke my heart because I never wanted to look slutty I just wanted to wear what my skinny friends could wear *And sometimes it's hard when you can't find high waisted shorts that cover your *** all the time, even right after you stand up from sitting in the car for 30 minutes and they rode up a little, but a little on you is a lot because you don't have a flat *** like all of your friends do, but you can't go a size up because then they're too big and they still don't give you the coverage that at first your mom wanted for you but that you now want yourself because you can feel the heat of people staring because girls like you shouldn't wear those kinds of shorts, and at parties they think it's okay to touch if it's not covered, and you've been in this H&M for 3 hours and nothing fits you like it does that tall, pretty girl with the A cups in the fitting room next to yours,* But how could my mom know that At 5 ft 4, she weighed 98 lbs on her wedding day You can wear anything when you look like that
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Jun 21, 2017
Jun 21, 2017 at 3:50 PM UTC
Four Feet and Ten Inches
Girls my height are supposed to be petite Skinny and proportional When I would read seventeen magazine and they would show the best outfits for your body type Mine was never on there Not big enough to be curvy Curvy girls in magazines were curvy all over and average height The petite girl wasn't supposed to have curves at all The petite girl was thin The petite girl could wear anything Why can't short girls have ******* Because when we do, we're a fetish And for some reason, when you fit a fetish people assume you're there for them. "I like short girls because you can pick them up when you **** "Short girls don't have to get on their knees." "Can you **** my **** standing up?" "A C cup on a short girl is like a DD on a normal girl.” “I like ******* short girls because I can really take control.” My mom always criticized me for wanting to dress slutty And it broke my heart because I never wanted to look slutty I just wanted to wear what my skinny friends could wear *And sometimes it's hard when you can't find high waisted shorts that cover your *** all the time, even right after you stand up from sitting in the car for 30 minutes and they rode up a little, but a little on you is a lot because you don't have a flat *** like all of your friends do, but you can't go a size up because then they're too big and they still don't give you the coverage that at first your mom wanted for you but that you now want yourself because you can feel the heat of people staring because girls like you shouldn't wear those kinds of shorts, and at parties they think it's okay to touch if it's not covered, and you've been in this H&M for 3 hours and nothing fits you like it does that tall, pretty girl with the A cups in the fitting room next to yours,* But how could my mom know that At 5 ft 4, she weighed 98 lbs on her wedding day You can wear anything when you look like that
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Maybe we should sympathize with the tiny waisted girls that cake their face with a layer of colorful protection that wear jeans tighter than the sealed bottle of meds they take to stay skinny. They cheat their way to the idea of beauty its true. Pills to take away the fat, painting their face to attract the opposite *** Cloths that might as well be a thinner second layer of skin. Its disgusting, what we consider beautiful It's sad that girls aspire to achieve it. Its sad that some do. I envy maybe, their happiness, but what if its not real? What if secretly they feel as we do the "average" crowd they are "forced" to coexist with I do wonder, but then and ice cold snarl from perfect straight white teeth hits me in the face burns my retina and forces me give an equally evil shot from my painfully normal features. And I am reminded of the god awful truth. They do not wonder what we think, as if we were a separate species, they look more alien than we. God made man in his image and I'm almost positive he didn't look like plastic. They desire to look like the air brushed figures seen in magazines Something only wishes can achieve. Something only paper thin models on paper can look like. Something only a computer can achieve. Its sad. I do not envy them.
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May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 9:16 PM UTC
Barbies Thoughts
In Vienna there are ten little girls, a shoulder for death to cry on, and a forest of dried pigeons. There is a fragment of tomorrow in the museum of winter frost. There is a thousand-windowed dance hall. Ay, ay, ay, ay! Take this close-mouthed waltz. Little waltz, little waltz, little waltz, of itself of death, and of brandy that dips its tail in the sea. I love you, I love you, I love you, with the armchair and the book of death, down the melancholy hallway, in the iris' darkened garret. Ay, ay, ay, ay! Take this broken-waisted waltz. In Vienna there are four mirrors in which your mouth and the echoes play. There is a death for piano that paints little boys blue. There are beggars on the roof. There are fresh garlands of tears. Ay, ay, ay, ay! Take this waltz that dies in my arms. Because I love you, I love you, my love, in the attic wherethe children play, dreaming ancient lights of Hungary through the noise, the balmy afternoon, seeing sheep and irises of snow through teh dark silence of your forehead. Ay, ay, ay, ay! Take this "I will always love you" waltz. In Vienna I will dance with you in a costume with a river's head. See how the hyacinths line my banks! I will leave my mouth between your legs, my soul in photographs and lilies, and in the dark wake of your footsteps, my love, my love, I will have to leave violin and grave, the waltzing ribbons.
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Little Viennese Waltz
Nostalgia is a poor excuse for ignorance yet it pervades with a tenacity stemming from fabricated desire for the smell of **** we're told is roses and it's blasphemous to question potential "isms" lurking behind the veil of Saturday morning cartoons and black and white family sitcoms. Yet by the time the sonic *** organs have lain into us with repressed emotion, the holy spirit has spilled its ***** in the dirt to traverse onward floating apparition out of the room and down the hall closer towards progress. and we are left reeling stumbling into the hallway buttoning our blouses and yanking at our zippers wondering what could cause such great haste and we follow blindly in the wake of the first high or we turn backwards and plunge into fading bricolage as a means to cope with the rapid and fleeting *********** of the electric eye in its shape-shifting pylons and appendages getting smaller in the naked eye and gargantuan in the mind. Clutching our ******* in great amorous heaves of lust or donning our father's clothes in a mask of artifice and enlightened cultural pretension. Moaning for the days of youth a week ago, the epoch squeezed in the space between thumbs, looking for treasures in the trash craving something tangible in an increasingly intangible world. The semblance of touch lost on a generation who knows only of emotion through hieroglyphics and never through direct sensation. So we dig through the toy boxes and leave Generation X puzzled as we dig into their records in Guns n Roses T-shirts and high waisted jeans. We're just looking for an immaculate conception of something palpable.
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Oct 25, 2016
Oct 25, 2016 at 10:26 AM UTC
Nostalgic Fallacy
Nostalgia is a poor excuse for ignorance yet it pervades with a tenacity stemming from fabricated desire for the smell of **** we're told is roses and it's blasphemous to question potential "isms" lurking behind the veil of Saturday morning cartoons and black and white family sitcoms. Yet by the time the sonic *** organs have lain into us with repressed emotion, the holy spirit has spilled its ***** in the dirt to traverse onward floating apparition out of the room and down the hall closer towards progress. and we are left reeling stumbling into the hallway buttoning our blouses and yanking at our zippers wondering what could cause such great haste and we follow blindly in the wake of the first high or we turn backwards and plunge into fading bricolage as a means to cope with the rapid and fleeting *********** of the electric eye in its shape-shifting pylons and appendages getting smaller in the naked eye and gargantuan in the mind. Clutching our ******* in great amorous heaves of lust or donning our father's clothes in a mask of artifice and enlightened cultural pretension. Moaning for the days of youth a week ago, the epoch squeezed in the space between thumbs, looking for treasures in the trash craving something tangible in an increasingly intangible world. The semblance of touch lost on a generation who knows only of emotion through hieroglyphics and never through direct sensation. So we dig through the toy boxes and leave Generation X puzzled as we dig into their records in Guns n Roses T-shirts and high waisted jeans. We're just looking for an immaculate conception of something palpable.
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Toughness is my warm gooey love Isolation is the only defense I've developed I keep reminding myself this is it My passion never existed An urge deep frying my mind My fingers tingling My heart throbs My throat suffocating The words telling me to discontinue have melted into sweet nothings I'm a *** drive with no destination A complicated disastrous women My feet turned to charcoal long ago I haven't blink in a lifetime My burnt sunglasses situated against my broken nose My high waisted skirt accentuates my fate Perfect, is a pretty ******* explicit world to create Please no holding the insane Back away slowly She's always hoping to bite Taking chunks of your pride
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May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 1:49 PM UTC
No touching
Rehashing the rare Out with the new, In with the old. She's always had a thing For the things that exude A quirkiness and a bucolic charm The smell of old books The black and the white Good ol' Chaplin, James Dean And the Sound of Music The Beatles, a tape recorder High-waisted pants And the gramophone And a rustic old bar With a gruff bartender Who's off his rocker But he'll double up as your therapist And for the boy with the dark brown eyes Who looks across the bar at her. And smiles. It's all black and white again Except this time, It isn't her favourite Casablanca scene But a white screen And a thousand particles Microcosmic A milieu of Unfathomable numbers float Through the atmosphere Connecting her to him. And she doesn't want that. She's always had a thing for the old, But he makes her doubt that.
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Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 12:22 PM UTC
Glitch in the Matrix
I hope I'm not the type of person people tolerate. The type of person that you agree with just to get them so stop speaking. The type of person who people pity there need for attention. The type of person who everyone roles there eyes at. The type of person that brings nothing but waisted time when they speak. Really what I'm saying is that, I don't want to be like you...
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Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 2:52 PM UTC
Like You
*Binne d vlgde 20 min verjaar jy ~ jy word ouer ~ nog 'n jaar verby ~ waisted! Or so it feels! Ma net vi een rede... Its another year I did not spend with you!!! Jys my love at first sight! The love of my life!! And I'm not there wif you!!!! Ek hoop mt my hele hart ~ jy geniet jou aand! Weet net ek sit hier ~ en **** an jo wens ek was daar saam mt jo!!! Happy birthday!!*
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Apr 16, 2011
Apr 16, 2011 at 2:01 PM UTC
Tanya Stander
If I could erase the mistakes I've made You would be at the top of my list I'd erase all the tears I made you cry And all of the years we missed I'd erase all the scars I ever caused And the hurt you carried inside I'd erase all the times I said "I cared" But I knew in my heart I lied I'd erase all the memories that turned out sad The memories you couldn't forget I'd erase all the years you waisted on me The years you learned to regret I'd erase all the kisses you couldn't take back And the smiles you threw away I'd erase all the times that I said I was sorry I didn't mean them anyway But for you to forget all the things that I've done It's really quite easy to see The only thing left for me to erase Is nothing more than me
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Dec 7, 2012
Dec 7, 2012 at 9:58 AM UTC
The Eraser
I want to know what people see, I'll never see myself clearly. My brain changes and contorts my body, I'll **** in my stomach till I can't breathe, Nothing but high waisted skinny jeans, No tight shirts, dresses, or bikinis. I'm too wide in the waist too broad in the shoulders too chubby in the fingers too full in the cheeks And I'll never see what people see I'll never see what makes me, me.
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Aug 15, 2019
Aug 15, 2019 at 9:22 PM UTC
body dysmorphia
All I am is a man I want the world in my hands I hate the beach But I stand in California With my toes in the sand Use the sleeves of my sweater Let's have an adventure Head in the clouds but my gravity's centered Touch my neck and I'll touch yours You in those little high waisted shorts, oh She knows what I think about And what I think about One love, two mouths One love, one house No shirt, no blouse Just us, you find out Nothing that we don't wanna tell you about, no 'Cause it's too cold For you here right now So let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater And if I may just take your breath away I don't mind if it's not much to say Sometimes the silence guides our minds to Move to a place so far away The goose bumps start to raise The minute that my left hand meets your waist And then I watch your face Put my finger on your tongue 'Cause you love the taste yeah These hearts adore Everyone the other beats hardest for Inside this place is warm Outside it starts to pour Coming down One love, two mouths One love, one house No shirt, no blouse Just us, you find out Nothing that I wouldn't wanna tell you about, no, no, no 'Cause it's too cold For you here right now So let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater 'Cause it's too cold For you here and now So let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater Whoa, whoa... Whoa, whoa, whoa... Whoa, whoa, whoa... Whoa, whoa, whoa... Whoa, whoa, whoa... Whoa, whoa... 'Cause it's too cold For you here right now So let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater It's too cold For you here right now Let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater And it's too cold, It's too cold, The holes of my sweater...
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Nov 22, 2013
Nov 22, 2013 at 12:26 PM UTC
Sweater Weather
All I am is a man I want the world in my hands I hate the beach But I stand in California With my toes in the sand Use the sleeves of my sweater Let's have an adventure Head in the clouds but my gravity's centered Touch my neck and I'll touch yours You in those little high waisted shorts, oh She knows what I think about And what I think about One love, two mouths One love, one house No shirt, no blouse Just us, you find out Nothing that we don't wanna tell you about, no 'Cause it's too cold For you here right now So let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater And if I may just take your breath away I don't mind if it's not much to say Sometimes the silence guides our minds to Move to a place so far away The goose bumps start to raise The minute that my left hand meets your waist And then I watch your face Put my finger on your tongue 'Cause you love the taste yeah These hearts adore Everyone the other beats hardest for Inside this place is warm Outside it starts to pour Coming down One love, two mouths One love, one house No shirt, no blouse Just us, you find out Nothing that I wouldn't wanna tell you about, no, no, no 'Cause it's too cold For you here right now So let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater 'Cause it's too cold For you here and now So let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater Whoa, whoa... Whoa, whoa, whoa... Whoa, whoa, whoa... Whoa, whoa, whoa... Whoa, whoa, whoa... Whoa, whoa... 'Cause it's too cold For you here right now So let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater It's too cold For you here right now Let me hold Both your hands in the holes of my sweater And it's too cold, It's too cold, The holes of my sweater...
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Shock to my heart, Torn all apart, Still, I can't see, A better place to be. Won't somebody come And save me from myself. Won't somebody come, I can't make it by myself. Trapped by my fears In my waisted years. I've searched my soul to find Some sense of peace of mind. Won't somebody come And save me from myself. Won't sombedy come I can't make it by myself. All, all alone. Never to feel at home. Why do I feel this way? Make it all go away... search on, for something I won't own Search, I'm searching on I'm searching on.
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Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 10:39 PM UTC
Surface Noise
For the thought of your dreams my mind races Mad dashs ,shocked faces But to stare that glint by starlight drapped the caresses of your hair I trip to find me on your line Oh right beautiful fields ,waisted time Your waist on mine Just a taste , said at nine we set pace after that line .. Picture frames on baby's painted nails Paint me in fame, she replied your insane Washed face paint dowm drain ,she never kisses again Her company other then other men is my brother then i move this pen Words are zen , cherry flavored summer flows Grass blues and sky growth Twisted pages on saturn sing burns and we take turns on the wave frank ocean plays
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May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 12:08 PM UTC
Orang3 cruzh 8uitar
I once played a game of cards with the devil, under a blood red moon upon the lake of our lady Babylon. With a grin, the devil did win, for his hand had totally waisted me. Shower time- It's better than normal time. Especially with the smell of herb in your head. Step out. Dry off. Hit the herb again. It's time to start the day. I ingest 3 cups of coffee, and hit the herb again. Then I start my day. I go out into the world. Out there where it is cold. Out there to slave the day away just to do it again the next day. Please tell me that there is something more than this. I beg, but I get nothing.Maybe in the end, that is all there really is... Nothing. This thought's cold logic sinks in, and I am sick. Sick of things done in repetition to no end. Tired of hearing the same one line joke day in and day out. Welcome to my store. Can I get you any more? Thank you, come again... and again... and again... I can not take it any more! Oh, wait! It's time to clock out. Hear how the pen scratches the paper. Rolling on fragments of thought. Dripping with the same ink as yesterday. I am bleeding all over this notebook. Could I ever write loud enough, so that somebody could hear me screaming? I once played a game of cards with the devil, under a blood red moon upon the lake of our lady Babylon. Plain and clean, the devil's hand was mean, for it had totally waisted me.
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Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 9:53 PM UTC
The Devil's Game
a pretty face and she’s little waisted a pretty place and a little wasted tumble and tip into submission stumble and slip into position set all sweating systems to go as emotions among other things grow I’ll love you like you won’t believe you’re the merchant and I’m the thieve I’ve got a trick slid up inside this sleeve trust me darling, I will not deceive that’s just the way the story goes when we remove our whorey clothes and get right down unto the bone the nitty gritty, the solid as stone I want to get down to the heart of you I want to feel every last part of you I’ll love you like you won’t believe you’re the merchant and I’m the thieve I’ve got a trick slid up inside this sleeve trust me darling, I will not deceive     I will not deceive, please believe I will not deceive, you best believe as long as we can receive and relieve as long as we interweave every eve darling I would never, could never leave I will not deceive, I will not deceive I’ll love you like you won’t believe you’re the merchant and I’m the thieve I’ve got a trick slid up inside this sleeve trust me darling, I will not deceive
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Sep 11, 2010
Sep 11, 2010 at 5:40 PM UTC
I Will Not Deceive
There's a reckless wind whipping 'round the frayed ends of my hair, its exodus from the sides of cars blurring by. Jazz drummers cycle flurries of taps and nods. Twitching wrists for dollars, their cornflower blue suits rising with the street sound, becoming a tent for sweat, reaching for the dangling dark   held up by clouds and the screams of horns and the chimes of chatter. And here I lean, inside a corner between an entrance and an exit. My dreams are starting to last as long as these cigarettes, I probably spoke into the chainsmoke -- being pretentious and afraid under the spill of streetlight. And here I am, harmfully hoping my friend comes back, that he didn't suffer, that he is with god, that god exists, that I grow into something that would make him proud, my parents proud, make me proud. All the pretty girls trot the walk, like surreal thoughts with white converses and high-waisted jeans holding the eyes of the few guys and girls going home alone. There's no proper way to end this besides for raw *** real violence, and more money. My government only cares about me once every four years. My bank account controls me. I can't buy anything unless it wants to **** me or love me.
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Mar 3, 2017
Mar 3, 2017 at 12:57 PM UTC
3. Downtown; Degenerates
i wanted to be a princess curly and pretty and tight-waisted crying over braces. But you handed me some trousers tore away my ribbons "we ain't got no shillins for straight teeth
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Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 9:33 AM UTC
frilly shorts
she's got a face like a 1990's beauty queen high waisted shorts hair pulled over the top with a miniclip gun tucked in the back miniclip on the front of her blouse setting them up knocking them down converse allstars that she paid $50 for grazing the rocks by the waterfall that she poses in front of dear 1990's beauty queen you'd like to be innocent again but your brown eyes are locked and loaded it's just a small trick of fate that you were born in this decade the girls here are machine gun prima-donnas and you were born into them your high-waisted shorts won't let you out of it
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Oct 5, 2013
Oct 5, 2013 at 1:32 AM UTC
machine gun prima-donna fate
The funding of my own little massacre, my own precious little war crime. My smoke is everywhere. My father coughs in his sleep. My mother gags, hangs her head out the window, sick. My cheap *** before and after cheap *** I chat up some high-waisted pastiche on Alberta. She tells me collage this and that and looks so lit up and skinny, it's a dream. Where I go to brand myself. I have this image of a spark on my arm sitting stovetop red, sinking into the skin, losing color as it digs, turning to grey and then nothing like the drowning of a comet's tail in atmosphere. My burns look so good in the pale dormitory bathroom shower light: so baby tulip and teeth, so how-I've-made-it-through-the-wringer. Christ, I should be a film, look at me: so bent and bright, such a cute boxer, such a prize fight.
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Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 4:34 AM UTC
A Cigarette
she sits at the dining table afternoon sun streaming in doing battle with the cryptic crossword cursing the old woman she has become when words elude the hand holding the pen wrinkled like the armpits of the of the eucalypt branches in the garden belongs to the same old crone who uses the walking stick leaning against the fading arm chair once upon a time she held court powerhouse of the labor party corporate tiger made her fortune from men in suits who cowered before her fearsome glare perfected in the bathroom mirror along with her makeup mother, wife, business woman she did it all and had it all but time passes slowly with each orbit around the sun time smoothes, soothes and wears away the edges of youth luring you towards the twilight of lifes great destiny the glare faded along with the eyes that now need glasses and a reading light for the evening paper where once she stood tall against destruction of the environment now she leans on her walking stick advocating Philip Nitschke and her right to exit at a time of her choosing the ache in her heart for the lost vibrancy dimmed by the arthritis that makes climbing the stairs an exercise of will prada heels and armani long ago gave way to swollen ankles, dr scholls and elastic waisted slacks a life well lived does not make growing old any more appealing she monitors her own decline as her friends pass away around her one by one lingering at lifes edge as she tries to convince them its ok to go wondering when her own turn to go will arrive or if she will find the courage to bring it on before her mind or her body betray her taking mobility and choice in equal measure
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Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 9:12 PM UTC
Dignity
she sits at the dining table afternoon sun streaming in doing battle with the cryptic crossword cursing the old woman she has become when words elude the hand holding the pen wrinkled like the armpits of the of the eucalypt branches in the garden belongs to the same old crone who uses the walking stick leaning against the fading arm chair once upon a time she held court powerhouse of the labor party corporate tiger made her fortune from men in suits who cowered before her fearsome glare perfected in the bathroom mirror along with her makeup mother, wife, business woman she did it all and had it all but time passes slowly with each orbit around the sun time smoothes, soothes and wears away the edges of youth luring you towards the twilight of lifes great destiny the glare faded along with the eyes that now need glasses and a reading light for the evening paper where once she stood tall against destruction of the environment now she leans on her walking stick advocating Philip Nitschke and her right to exit at a time of her choosing the ache in her heart for the lost vibrancy dimmed by the arthritis that makes climbing the stairs an exercise of will prada heels and armani long ago gave way to swollen ankles, dr scholls and elastic waisted slacks a life well lived does not make growing old any more appealing she monitors her own decline as her friends pass away around her one by one lingering at lifes edge as she tries to convince them its ok to go wondering when her own turn to go will arrive or if she will find the courage to bring it on before her mind or her body betray her taking mobility and choice in equal measure
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She had a waist so small he could cup his hands completely around it This book I read as a young girl The characters were ooing and ahing about this tiny waisted girl How pretty she was and how amazing I remember taking my hands And trying to reach them around And they never did reach I wanted to be a boy, I wanted to play football, and walk around with no shirt I wanted everyone to think I was a boy Every boy I read about Every boy I saw on tv I mimicked Boys didn’t get touched Boys could be safe So maybe if I acted enough like a boy I could make it all stop All the girls my age, there shirts didn’t seem to fit as tight as mine did My dad said I looked like a **** My shirts being so tight My face was red I didn’t know what I had done I was just a kid, mom had bought me these clothes But I had outgrown them they said I never wore tight clothes again I wore my clothes baggy So people couldn’t see me So they didn’t know how I was framed We were at a park with some friends one summer day We were swimming in a creek I was walking with my mom back to the car And I heard the cute boys swimming up the way Say to each other “is that thing a boy or a girl?” I wanted to cry I just ran after my mom faster and tried to keep it in These are the things that make life difficult for women The things men as understanding and kind as they can be can still never understand The things that we can’t always put in words The things we all feel But rarely have the courage to say These are the things we as women need to learn how to express so that we may move on and create a new world for little girls Because until we learn how these problems in us started, we can not learn how to end them.
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Nov 30, 2019
Nov 30, 2019 at 8:59 AM UTC
You are strong lady
She had a waist so small he could cup his hands completely around it This book I read as a young girl The characters were ooing and ahing about this tiny waisted girl How pretty she was and how amazing I remember taking my hands And trying to reach them around And they never did reach I wanted to be a boy, I wanted to play football, and walk around with no shirt I wanted everyone to think I was a boy Every boy I read about Every boy I saw on tv I mimicked Boys didn’t get touched Boys could be safe So maybe if I acted enough like a boy I could make it all stop All the girls my age, there shirts didn’t seem to fit as tight as mine did My dad said I looked like a **** My shirts being so tight My face was red I didn’t know what I had done I was just a kid, mom had bought me these clothes But I had outgrown them they said I never wore tight clothes again I wore my clothes baggy So people couldn’t see me So they didn’t know how I was framed We were at a park with some friends one summer day We were swimming in a creek I was walking with my mom back to the car And I heard the cute boys swimming up the way Say to each other “is that thing a boy or a girl?” I wanted to cry I just ran after my mom faster and tried to keep it in These are the things that make life difficult for women The things men as understanding and kind as they can be can still never understand The things that we can’t always put in words The things we all feel But rarely have the courage to say These are the things we as women need to learn how to express so that we may move on and create a new world for little girls Because until we learn how these problems in us started, we can not learn how to end them.
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After the storm, when the clouds are spiteful and vengeance has been taken Breaking character at play practice for a moment of pure ecstasy and humor Catching colds, leaving an imprint of sickness and annoyance on one's face Dodging the curious stares of ex lovers with a feeling of relief Envious emotions towards the summer when you're left with chills and bare trees Frozen faces in shock of the aftermath of that day back in September Gracious arms stretched open wide by a Savior who has nothing to hide Helplessness left on the man alone in the street with nothing to eat Ignorance comes with the guy who thinks he knows it all (but really knows little at all) Jokes are thrown left and right coming straight for the girl in the corner who's feeling depression Kindness shared between two strangers hopeful that soon they'll be more than that Lovers share a softened gaze and a touch of hands producing electricity Moms crying for their kids first day of school, tears of joy Nasty boys with shallow minds give over everything they have thinking they have real "love" for the night Open-minded people uniting in the world to feel a sense of community Pretentious celebrities showing a carefree attitude for the camera, but heartbreak behind Quaint and quiet simple minded people read their simple books and live in a state of simple happiness Red cheeks flushed brighter than a firework in July Static on the radio playing really low, a tune really slow, with a sad tone Tucked in crop tops, high waisted jeans, & converse lending a helping hand with nostalgia for the 80s Under said phrases and over said words shouted on the rooftop with remorse and bitterness Vertigo left her in a state of constant anxiousness Watery eyes dried by pruned fingers in the salt water pool mixed with salt water tears X marking the spot where she caught him with her Yellow, stained pages and the peaceful smell of antique books Zealousness for life shone in her eyes, almost like a musician when their fingers brush calmly and excitedly over their instrument
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Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 11:04 PM UTC
The Alphabet of Emotions
After the storm, when the clouds are spiteful and vengeance has been taken Breaking character at play practice for a moment of pure ecstasy and humor Catching colds, leaving an imprint of sickness and annoyance on one's face Dodging the curious stares of ex lovers with a feeling of relief Envious emotions towards the summer when you're left with chills and bare trees Frozen faces in shock of the aftermath of that day back in September Gracious arms stretched open wide by a Savior who has nothing to hide Helplessness left on the man alone in the street with nothing to eat Ignorance comes with the guy who thinks he knows it all (but really knows little at all) Jokes are thrown left and right coming straight for the girl in the corner who's feeling depression Kindness shared between two strangers hopeful that soon they'll be more than that Lovers share a softened gaze and a touch of hands producing electricity Moms crying for their kids first day of school, tears of joy Nasty boys with shallow minds give over everything they have thinking they have real "love" for the night Open-minded people uniting in the world to feel a sense of community Pretentious celebrities showing a carefree attitude for the camera, but heartbreak behind Quaint and quiet simple minded people read their simple books and live in a state of simple happiness Red cheeks flushed brighter than a firework in July Static on the radio playing really low, a tune really slow, with a sad tone Tucked in crop tops, high waisted jeans, & converse lending a helping hand with nostalgia for the 80s Under said phrases and over said words shouted on the rooftop with remorse and bitterness Vertigo left her in a state of constant anxiousness Watery eyes dried by pruned fingers in the salt water pool mixed with salt water tears X marking the spot where she caught him with her Yellow, stained pages and the peaceful smell of antique books Zealousness for life shone in her eyes, almost like a musician when their fingers brush calmly and excitedly over their instrument
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On your shoulders, slender waisted maiden, you carried the burdens of this earth: like Atlas of the old, you of Amazonian strength; Yet today you sink, weighed down by the vanishing vestige of shadows aflicker. Shadows that consume all, engulfing nights, harbingers dark of conflagrations rise. Disbelief is our creed. But enough we believe to vote them to power, our leaders we so love. Yet in the hour of decision, we must believe in their indisputable dishonesty. Yes, aliens are around, Area 51 is for real, late night appearances on Larry King live? For the select few, sure, for a select price. Osama did not die. In fact, exist, he never did. Flags felled of the towers twin ? False, them false! How belief, when Iraqs can happen? Whither the weapons of mass delusion? Conspiracy. In bloodlines is our interest but not in the man who gave that blood for us. Alas those to preach that love vested, too are in gossip and scandal invested. Fickle is our love, the mistletoe occupies now the sacred space of the matronly banyan, and the owl upside down, for the dove beloved old
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Aug 30, 2013
Aug 30, 2013 at 4:50 PM UTC
Now, not that war again!