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"fakeness" poems

In a world full of fakeness i stood out all alone but i had no doubt i was right and they were wrong and I was sure I don't belong where are the people who treat you right the ones who talk good about you no matter what time i think this world needs some of those the ones who make you feel like there is still hope this generation is ruined by the fake and the mean but there are some good ones stuck in between those are the ones I call to raise their voice you and me could rule the world we could make it better We have to save it fast or i don't think it will last to all the fake people listen to me what do you get for lying to me

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Mar 23, 2017

Mar 23, 2017 at 5:05 PM UTC

In a world full of fakeness i stood out all alone but i had no doubt i was right and they were wrong and I was sure I don't belong where are the people who treat you right the ones who talk good about you no matter what time i think this world needs some of those the ones who make you feel like there is still hope this generation is ruined by the fake and the mean but there are some good ones stuck in between those are the ones I call to raise their voice you and me could rule the world we could make it better We have to save it fast or i don't think it will last to all the fake people listen to me what do you get for lying to me

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Well I accepted for the sake of your exams, That i am a bad human, A fake human, One into emotional drama, One who's life is fake.. Fake.. And fake.. Fake fake fake and fake... Your lover did use this word so easily, I still feel the cuts in me.. I accept what i am not for you Oh best friend, I accepted the fakeness... And did put it to the end.. Am just so free, for everybody... I remember my words... I won't ever talk to you, Oh best friend... I can't put into words how much it hurts, Am sorry that i was so " fake".... I never knew I was.. Don't Know why does she think so.... You are my support.. And look, we are never going to talk to each other... Well you have your support... But what about mine? I feel so Terrible about myself.. I feel like dying... Oh best friend, am such a useless best friend, Who's phone number is not even worth trying.. You have done bundles of favors for me, But your girl has always left me crying... Just one wish from you oh friend, Kiss the forehead of my corpse, The day i be dead... And whisper what had been my fault in my ear... Oh friend so dear....

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Mar 10, 2017

Mar 10, 2017 at 6:06 AM UTC

A bad human i am

Well I accepted for the sake of your exams, That i am a bad human, A fake human, One into emotional drama, One who's life is fake.. Fake.. And fake.. Fake fake fake and fake... Your lover did use this word so easily, I still feel the cuts in me.. I accept what i am not for you Oh best friend, I accepted the fakeness... And did put it to the end.. Am just so free, for everybody... I remember my words... I won't ever talk to you, Oh best friend... I can't put into words how much it hurts, Am sorry that i was so " fake".... I never knew I was.. Don't Know why does she think so.... You are my support.. And look, we are never going to talk to each other... Well you have your support... But what about mine? I feel so Terrible about myself.. I feel like dying... Oh best friend, am such a useless best friend, Who's phone number is not even worth trying.. You have done bundles of favors for me, But your girl has always left me crying... Just one wish from you oh friend, Kiss the forehead of my corpse, The day i be dead... And whisper what had been my fault in my ear... Oh friend so dear....

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The fakeness of fake reality is in reality ... fake and is of no consequence. If you, in reality, are fake the consequence of the fakeness is - your reality, Ipso facto, this consequence, your - fakeness should cease, in reality or - prepare for consequences which - in reality - won't be fake. The Fakeness Of Fake Reality Michael C Crowder 17th March 2019

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Mar 18, 2019

Mar 18, 2019 at 8:43 AM UTC

michael-c-crowder

The Fakeness Of Fake Reality

The fakeness of fake reality is in reality ... fake and is of no consequence. If you, in reality, are fake the consequence of the fakeness is - your reality, Ipso facto, this consequence, your - fakeness should cease, in reality or - prepare for consequences which - in reality - won't be fake. The Fakeness Of Fake Reality Michael C Crowder 17th March 2019

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You can’t tell How much fakeness in this world Fake souls Walking like deadly zombies You can’t see it Until it shows everything in front of you For the right time and moment When you realize that people have masks And you don’t know which one to trust They hide their ugly truth From the public eye Fake smiles The creation of dramas Start with them Just to live the lies That they put around Their poison words It will effects your mind The true colors will show soon It will effects their skin Just like a chameleon Wonders of life Trying to survive the fakeness You can’t read them Until they show it Music is the only real friend That you trust It keeps you real all the time No matter what life gives you It will be there for you

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Jul 5, 2015

Jul 5, 2015 at 1:34 AM UTC

You can’t tell How much fakeness in this world Fake souls Walking like deadly zombies You can’t see it Until it shows everything in front of you For the right time and moment When you realize that people have masks And you don’t know which one to trust They hide their ugly truth From the public eye Fake smiles The creation of dramas Start with them Just to live the lies That they put around Their poison words It will effects your mind The true colors will show soon It will effects their skin Just like a chameleon Wonders of life Trying to survive the fakeness You can’t read them Until they show it Music is the only real friend That you trust It keeps you real all the time No matter what life gives you It will be there for you

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You are not known Not to yourself Not to your family Not to your peirs You are nothing special Not like fine wine Not a unique glass Nothing new You are just a dust of wind Nothing to be proud of Shame is always lurking about While you hide under a mask of lies and the fakeness that everyone finds true You weep with in your soul Slowly rotting inside out

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Oct 22, 2012

Oct 22, 2012 at 8:46 AM UTC

You are not known Not to yourself Not to your family Not to your peirs You are nothing special Not like fine wine Not a unique glass Nothing new You are just a dust of wind Nothing to be proud of Shame is always lurking about While you hide under a mask of lies and the fakeness that everyone finds true You weep with in your soul Slowly rotting inside out

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I don’t want to plaster on a ton of make up to be told I'm beautiful I want someone to look at me when im 100% me and say that they still love me I want to be comfortable enough to get out the shower put on your hoodie and to have you still want me The reason I have the make up, straight hair and tight clothing is because without all that fakeness someone would finally decide if they like me for me And I'm to scared to hear the answer

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Mar 28, 2014

Mar 28, 2014 at 9:26 AM UTC

unrequited-love

I don’t want to plaster on a ton of make up to be told I'm beautiful I want someone to look at me when im 100% me and say that they still love me I want to be comfortable enough to get out the shower put on your hoodie and to have you still want me The reason I have the make up, straight hair and tight clothing is because without all that fakeness someone would finally decide if they like me for me And I'm to scared to hear the answer

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You will not look at me. Not even look at the brave face I practiced Not look at the smile I painted Not at the dry eyes I skillfully mastered This mask I made for you to see But still, you will not look at me As if my fakeness, will mutilate the image you have of me I can tell you, it will.

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Jun 12, 2014

Jun 12, 2014 at 8:12 AM UTC

You will not look at me. Not even look at the brave face I practiced Not look at the smile I painted Not at the dry eyes I skillfully mastered This mask I made for you to see But still, you will not look at me As if my fakeness, will mutilate the image you have of me I can tell you, it will.

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I keep on staring at the stars, Thinking about the days I passed! Fakeness has filled our place, As if loyalty doesn't exist. Rumours has occupied the way, To make me feel completely lay. Gobbles up my jovial spirit, Still a pedestrian gets no merit! Storms appear to roll me within, Somehow saved myself from deep drowning. Flew away even the beam of light, When in darkness, I searched for thou. But then from the back held my hand, The footsteps approaching I heard in my way. Back I turned to catch the sound, Another betrayal was waiting around. I still keep on staring the stars, Thinking all about the days i passed!

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May 1, 2018

May 1, 2018 at 1:44 PM UTC

I keep on staring at the stars, Thinking about the days I passed! Fakeness has filled our place, As if loyalty doesn't exist. Rumours has occupied the way, To make me feel completely lay. Gobbles up my jovial spirit, Still a pedestrian gets no merit! Storms appear to roll me within, Somehow saved myself from deep drowning. Flew away even the beam of light, When in darkness, I searched for thou. But then from the back held my hand, The footsteps approaching I heard in my way. Back I turned to catch the sound, Another betrayal was waiting around. I still keep on staring the stars, Thinking all about the days i passed!

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Mind of a sinner heart of a saint .... Stimulated fakeness that makes others faint... Sitting out playing with time and guns.... Dont judge I never learned to walk before i had to run...... Last nights bottle is the first shot of my day... Each time I start it pushes everyone farther away..... You might try to save me.... But I dont want to be found... Truth be told i hate it up here... Id rather be under the ground...

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Feb 22, 2016

Feb 22, 2016 at 3:22 PM UTC

david-adam-johnson

Mind of a sinner heart of a saint .... Stimulated fakeness that makes others faint... Sitting out playing with time and guns.... Dont judge I never learned to walk before i had to run...... Last nights bottle is the first shot of my day... Each time I start it pushes everyone farther away..... You might try to save me.... But I dont want to be found... Truth be told i hate it up here... Id rather be under the ground...

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How to fit it? Be fake. Put on a pretense. Like those anchor peoples on the newscast. Hold your opinions. They don't like opinionated folks. And if they are they called personal commentaries. How to fit in? Put on that smile. In life we all are actors. It's a trait of our character. Unless we get selected to heaven. Then that's another matter. We required to be real because the love of God is there. How to fit in? Embrace the concept of your surroundings. Just sit back and take it all in. Like a shy person you'll be able to describe everything. From those that fake to the backstabbers. Now, you can be a rogue. Just realize renegades doesn't last in the fakeness for long. But that's how you fit in? You just need to ask yourself? Is this your quest?

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Dec 4, 2013

Dec 4, 2013 at 9:57 AM UTC

jeffrey-conyers

How to fit it? Be fake. Put on a pretense. Like those anchor peoples on the newscast. Hold your opinions. They don't like opinionated folks. And if they are they called personal commentaries. How to fit in? Put on that smile. In life we all are actors. It's a trait of our character. Unless we get selected to heaven. Then that's another matter. We required to be real because the love of God is there. How to fit in? Embrace the concept of your surroundings. Just sit back and take it all in. Like a shy person you'll be able to describe everything. From those that fake to the backstabbers. Now, you can be a rogue. Just realize renegades doesn't last in the fakeness for long. But that's how you fit in? You just need to ask yourself? Is this your quest?

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I thought till yesterday, She was true anyhow, Even as she ditched me. But now a ****** name is here, The Catalyst, She was cheating me. In search of the greater good, She dumped me back then, But she got back what she gave. "The Catalyst", Chose someone else, Someone better looking. She is never satisfied with herself, Always looking for more beauty, Physical beauty is what she sought. And look at the comedy of life, Sharvish sought the same, He found someone more beautiful. She was served rightly, For her unfaithfulness, For ditching true love for fakeness.

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May 2, 2016

May 2, 2016 at 10:26 PM UTC

A Perfect Cheat

I thought till yesterday, She was true anyhow, Even as she ditched me. But now a ****** name is here, The Catalyst, She was cheating me. In search of the greater good, She dumped me back then, But she got back what she gave. "The Catalyst", Chose someone else, Someone better looking. She is never satisfied with herself, Always looking for more beauty, Physical beauty is what she sought. And look at the comedy of life, Sharvish sought the same, He found someone more beautiful. She was served rightly, For her unfaithfulness, For ditching true love for fakeness.

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We search hopelessly for the love of our life. Basic reality leaves us to compare in most of the choices that we make , Problem is we choose the things appealing to our eyes and leave the the rest alone Perfect point to understand the worth of a gem, some cut and polished and shine like the sun but once touched by the hands of man the worth of the gem is less valuable in comparison to the love we find the value of a beaten soul that's been torn and hurt by another, when you see her bruised face you pass her by for she wasn't appealing to your eyes. Have you ever inquired the behind the scenes of a gem at the glance of it when it's dug from the ground, beneath the dirt and mud tossed and turned and beaten by mother nature and her wrath, it's initial find much like the passing of the bruised , is tainted by this world we live , ever wondered in your closed mind the true value of it's worth go beyond what appeals at your first glance , wipe the Earths **** from the gem and shine it up now do the same for the person you passed that another person abused, take them in let their bruises heal get to know their true worth, for the next time you walk about on a life journey in search of a gem or true love , don't pick the ones that are so appealing to your eyes , dig through the rubbel or see through the bruises and there my friend is the finest most expensive beauty of a gem and the true love your in search of to spend the rest of your life with. Beauty is only skin deep but knowing what's beyond the skin and outer core of appeal is the find I would treasure much more than the fakeness of the appeal ©kimmied1105

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Mar 11, 2018

Mar 11, 2018 at 10:32 PM UTC

The Beautiful Gem

We search hopelessly for the love of our life. Basic reality leaves us to compare in most of the choices that we make , Problem is we choose the things appealing to our eyes and leave the the rest alone Perfect point to understand the worth of a gem, some cut and polished and shine like the sun but once touched by the hands of man the worth of the gem is less valuable in comparison to the love we find the value of a beaten soul that's been torn and hurt by another, when you see her bruised face you pass her by for she wasn't appealing to your eyes. Have you ever inquired the behind the scenes of a gem at the glance of it when it's dug from the ground, beneath the dirt and mud tossed and turned and beaten by mother nature and her wrath, it's initial find much like the passing of the bruised , is tainted by this world we live , ever wondered in your closed mind the true value of it's worth go beyond what appeals at your first glance , wipe the Earths **** from the gem and shine it up now do the same for the person you passed that another person abused, take them in let their bruises heal get to know their true worth, for the next time you walk about on a life journey in search of a gem or true love , don't pick the ones that are so appealing to your eyes , dig through the rubbel or see through the bruises and there my friend is the finest most expensive beauty of a gem and the true love your in search of to spend the rest of your life with. Beauty is only skin deep but knowing what's beyond the skin and outer core of appeal is the find I would treasure much more than the fakeness of the appeal ©kimmied1105

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Satan's school for girls White short dress and false eyelashes Bubblegum ice cream and Coney Island Oh say that, honey! No class just *** Can I be your pretty baby? Take me to the New York city Motels,hotels,anywhere I want to see you again,my handsome devil And I am your little mermaid Oh baby, how sad... You don't like my fakeness Old fashioned vanilla Don't you think that karma is playing with me? They always sai "Don't be shy,little girl" But I am still trying to ****** myself No class just *** Can I be your pretty baby? Take me to the New York city The Palms motel All I want to do is to love you All I want to do is to love you Do you love me? He said "Yes, baby, I do"

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Jan 5, 2014

Jan 5, 2014 at 8:31 AM UTC

Satan's Daughter

Satan's school for girls White short dress and false eyelashes Bubblegum ice cream and Coney Island Oh say that, honey! No class just *** Can I be your pretty baby? Take me to the New York city Motels,hotels,anywhere I want to see you again,my handsome devil And I am your little mermaid Oh baby, how sad... You don't like my fakeness Old fashioned vanilla Don't you think that karma is playing with me? They always sai "Don't be shy,little girl" But I am still trying to ****** myself No class just *** Can I be your pretty baby? Take me to the New York city The Palms motel All I want to do is to love you All I want to do is to love you Do you love me? He said "Yes, baby, I do"

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WHO .... Do you ... " Trust " ... ??? and ... Who are your mates ... ??? cos' people these days ... MOSTLY ... are Two Faced ... !!! They ..... Talk with you ... Like Everything's ... " COOL " ... But ... Watch Them .... CLOSE .... !!! You May Get ... FOOLED ... !?! I've Fallen .. FOUL ... of ... " Fiendish " ... Cows ... Who've tried ... Their BEST to ...... Bring Me .... "down" .... !!! But I'm ... STILL HERE ... while they ... STILL CLOWN ... TRYING ... to judge ... Like ... Simon Cowell ... !!!!! I'm ... NO JUDGE ... and DON'T Wear ... Cuffs ... !!! But ... Two Faced Liars ... WILL GET ... Touched ... by words I ... Write ... That ... HUFF and PUFF ... and EXPOSE ... Those ... Made of ... FAKE STUFF ... !!!!! So ... DON'T ACT ... " Tough " ... !!! If You DON"T WEAR ... " Glove " ... !!! I'm the ... " Lord of The Rings " ... WITHOUT ...................................... Gandalf ....... !!!!! Guys Tell ... LIES ... DON'T Be ... Surprised ... They Normally have .... A ... " Two Faced Wife " ... !!! "under" ... The covers ... They LIE to ... Each Other ... ?!? HOPING ... Their Fraud ... Will NOT Be ... UNCOVERED ... !!! But .. Big Brother's ... WATCHING ... Check Out Channel 4 ... That's where we ... NOW SEE ... These TWO FACED ... Female ****** ... !!!!! Who will ... LIE Their *** Off ... To STOP being ... " Poor " ... !!!! THIS .... Is An ..... " ACT " .... Two Faced People ... PERFORM ... !!! Now That's JUST ... " TV " ... But This IS Now The ... NORM ... !?! From Work ... to the ... Pub ... to .... This Thing We Call .... " LOVE " .... These Days We NEED ... " Guidance " ... From WAY UP ..... ABOVE ..... !!!!! These LIARS ... DEFY Us ... By GAINING ... FALSE Trust ... !!! But ... CAN'T STAND ... The Heat ... When Their Ways are ... Discussed ... ?!? "What did she tell you ?" "YEAH, what did he say ?" "He said you're a ****** !" "He said I was gay ?" It takes one to know one !" "Wait what did you say ?" "You may have a girl, that don't mean you're not gay !" These are ... " Examples " ... of those who ... DISPLAY ... A Level of ... FAKENESS' ... In ... MULTIPLE Ways ... !!!! So WHO ... Amongst you ... is Simply ... LIVING PROOF ... That Humans tell ... LIES ... MORE THAN They tell ... truth ... !!! I'm Trying to ... Show You ... to have some ... " Good Taste " ... Before you ... "Embrace" ... Someone who's ... TWO FACED ... !!!!! cos' These Days ... These People ... Are in ..... EVERYPLACE ...... !!!!!! From Houses that ... GOVERN ... to places where people ... CLAIM ... " Poetic Grace " ... !!! Some Poets are ... LIARS ... Who NEED TO .... " Retire " .... It's Simply ... MY VIEW ... I May Not mean ... YOU ... ?!? DON'T Get it ... " ConfuSEd " ... !!! or ... Try to be ... SMART ... In The End ... Time will ... TELL ... Who speaks TRUTH ... Through Their ... ART ... !!! cos' LIES Will Be ... OUTED ... By ME ... The NEW ... " Shaft " ... !!! A Brother who's ... COOL ... and Building My ... CRAFT ... !!! Don't Think that i'm scared ... !!! I'm ALWAYS ... Prepared ... to ... Back UP ... My Words ... with ACTIONS ... BEWARE ... !!!!! I'll take you to places ... Where Eagles ... DON'T DARE ... !!!!! I'm writing ... Like THIS ... to Prove i've got ... GIFTS ... and DISMISS These .............................................................. This FAKE People ... who speak with a ..... Hissssssss........... !!!!!! and SLITHER ... Like ... SNAKES ... The TRUTH They ........................................................... Forsake ... !!! and These Are ... The People ... You KNOW are ... ............. " Two Faced " ...........

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Aug 6, 2018

Aug 6, 2018 at 7:48 PM UTC

"Two Faced" ... A Poem written by Big Virge 5/7/2005

WHO .... Do you ... " Trust " ... ??? and ... Who are your mates ... ??? cos' people these days ... MOSTLY ... are Two Faced ... !!! They ..... Talk with you ... Like Everything's ... " COOL " ... But ... Watch Them .... CLOSE .... !!! You May Get ... FOOLED ... !?! I've Fallen .. FOUL ... of ... " Fiendish " ... Cows ... Who've tried ... Their BEST to ...... Bring Me .... "down" .... !!! But I'm ... STILL HERE ... while they ... STILL CLOWN ... TRYING ... to judge ... Like ... Simon Cowell ... !!!!! I'm ... NO JUDGE ... and DON'T Wear ... Cuffs ... !!! But ... Two Faced Liars ... WILL GET ... Touched ... by words I ... Write ... That ... HUFF and PUFF ... and EXPOSE ... Those ... Made of ... FAKE STUFF ... !!!!! So ... DON'T ACT ... " Tough " ... !!! If You DON"T WEAR ... " Glove " ... !!! I'm the ... " Lord of The Rings " ... WITHOUT ...................................... Gandalf ....... !!!!! Guys Tell ... LIES ... DON'T Be ... Surprised ... They Normally have .... A ... " Two Faced Wife " ... !!! "under" ... The covers ... They LIE to ... Each Other ... ?!? HOPING ... Their Fraud ... Will NOT Be ... UNCOVERED ... !!! But .. Big Brother's ... WATCHING ... Check Out Channel 4 ... That's where we ... NOW SEE ... These TWO FACED ... Female ****** ... !!!!! Who will ... LIE Their *** Off ... To STOP being ... " Poor " ... !!!! THIS .... Is An ..... " ACT " .... Two Faced People ... PERFORM ... !!! Now That's JUST ... " TV " ... But This IS Now The ... NORM ... !?! From Work ... to the ... Pub ... to .... This Thing We Call .... " LOVE " .... These Days We NEED ... " Guidance " ... From WAY UP ..... ABOVE ..... !!!!! These LIARS ... DEFY Us ... By GAINING ... FALSE Trust ... !!! But ... CAN'T STAND ... The Heat ... When Their Ways are ... Discussed ... ?!? "What did she tell you ?" "YEAH, what did he say ?" "He said you're a ****** !" "He said I was gay ?" It takes one to know one !" "Wait what did you say ?" "You may have a girl, that don't mean you're not gay !" These are ... " Examples " ... of those who ... DISPLAY ... A Level of ... FAKENESS' ... In ... MULTIPLE Ways ... !!!! So WHO ... Amongst you ... is Simply ... LIVING PROOF ... That Humans tell ... LIES ... MORE THAN They tell ... truth ... !!! I'm Trying to ... Show You ... to have some ... " Good Taste " ... Before you ... "Embrace" ... Someone who's ... TWO FACED ... !!!!! cos' These Days ... These People ... Are in ..... EVERYPLACE ...... !!!!!! From Houses that ... GOVERN ... to places where people ... CLAIM ... " Poetic Grace " ... !!! Some Poets are ... LIARS ... Who NEED TO .... " Retire " .... It's Simply ... MY VIEW ... I May Not mean ... YOU ... ?!? DON'T Get it ... " ConfuSEd " ... !!! or ... Try to be ... SMART ... In The End ... Time will ... TELL ... Who speaks TRUTH ... Through Their ... ART ... !!! cos' LIES Will Be ... OUTED ... By ME ... The NEW ... " Shaft " ... !!! A Brother who's ... COOL ... and Building My ... CRAFT ... !!! Don't Think that i'm scared ... !!! I'm ALWAYS ... Prepared ... to ... Back UP ... My Words ... with ACTIONS ... BEWARE ... !!!!! I'll take you to places ... Where Eagles ... DON'T DARE ... !!!!! I'm writing ... Like THIS ... to Prove i've got ... GIFTS ... and DISMISS These .............................................................. This FAKE People ... who speak with a ..... Hissssssss........... !!!!!! and SLITHER ... Like ... SNAKES ... The TRUTH They ........................................................... Forsake ... !!! and These Are ... The People ... You KNOW are ... ............. " Two Faced " ...........

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I said I'd write a poem for you, Once I got to know you, And now, I think that I do. It took some time for your colours to shine, But now I'm done, so here, Let me show you. You are light as the day, With no hint of dark, It's all bunnies, princesses and pink. You bore me to tears, Like a bar with no beers, And you certainly can't handle your drink. You're the arms-length kind, A mediocre mind, Fakeness and lies are your craft. You flutter your eyes, Like a sneaky tweety-pie, And all the boys start acting daft. It can't all be bad, That would be sad, Of course, there are nice things to say. I just don't know what they are, Not those things in your bra, I've seen bigger **** in ballets. You have a nice **** a nine, if I'm asked, But that means that I'd have to say... If I'm being true, The best thing about you Is the sight of you walking away.

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Aug 23, 2019

Aug 23, 2019 at 7:05 AM UTC

You Asked for a Poem...

I said I'd write a poem for you, Once I got to know you, And now, I think that I do. It took some time for your colours to shine, But now I'm done, so here, Let me show you. You are light as the day, With no hint of dark, It's all bunnies, princesses and pink. You bore me to tears, Like a bar with no beers, And you certainly can't handle your drink. You're the arms-length kind, A mediocre mind, Fakeness and lies are your craft. You flutter your eyes, Like a sneaky tweety-pie, And all the boys start acting daft. It can't all be bad, That would be sad, Of course, there are nice things to say. I just don't know what they are, Not those things in your bra, I've seen bigger **** in ballets. You have a nice **** a nine, if I'm asked, But that means that I'd have to say... If I'm being true, The best thing about you Is the sight of you walking away.

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i am in a world, a dream world my eyes are closed but i am awake this world is so close to the world i have always dreamt of living in... i can feel the joys and sorrows of life yet it's so different from the world i am living in i want to be a part of this world ,forever Here i am , with my eyes closed, my mind relaxed i can think what i want to,i can feel what i want to and i can desire what i want to... it's a pleasure to experience this... i am luxuriating in this world of mine, with no hassles, no obstacles, no tension,no frustration, it's just a world of xpectations and negotiations. with my eyes closed, I can feel the outer world, the one blessed with fakeness,mistrust and selfishness... but i am proud to have a world of my own, that inspires me to create wonders in every world that i step into...

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Aug 13, 2015

Aug 13, 2015 at 4:00 PM UTC

i am in a world, a dream world my eyes are closed but i am awake this world is so close to the world i have always dreamt of living in... i can feel the joys and sorrows of life yet it's so different from the world i am living in i want to be a part of this world ,forever Here i am , with my eyes closed, my mind relaxed i can think what i want to,i can feel what i want to and i can desire what i want to... it's a pleasure to experience this... i am luxuriating in this world of mine, with no hassles, no obstacles, no tension,no frustration, it's just a world of xpectations and negotiations. with my eyes closed, I can feel the outer world, the one blessed with fakeness,mistrust and selfishness... but i am proud to have a world of my own, that inspires me to create wonders in every world that i step into...

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The anger built inside me That no one ever sees It’s the speck of sand beside the sea A single leaf among the trees The loneliness taking me That no one understands Surrounded by all this fakeness No true love; just one night stands The pain slowly killing me That no one ever feels New wounds bleed and old scars ache Marks that’ll never heal The sorrow consuming me That no one can ever sense Tear stains upon a sheet Two hands (destined) to never meet

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May 13, 2013

May 13, 2013 at 12:49 AM UTC

The anger built inside me That no one ever sees It’s the speck of sand beside the sea A single leaf among the trees The loneliness taking me That no one understands Surrounded by all this fakeness No true love; just one night stands The pain slowly killing me That no one ever feels New wounds bleed and old scars ache Marks that’ll never heal The sorrow consuming me That no one can ever sense Tear stains upon a sheet Two hands (destined) to never meet

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I'm sorry that I am inadequate I am sorry that I am absolutely confident I'm sorry that I'm happy I'm sorry that you're miserable more than half the time I'm sorry that you only start loving me once you've broken my heart and I have left I am sorry that I am not rich or possess glamorous material I am sorry that these are the type of people that you would settle for I am sorry that where I come from there is no ego, smallness or bigotry or watch dogs to keep stars in check so they're humble for there is no extreme self-ansorbtion I'm am sorry that you cannot feel and I am not there to heal once your conscience starts to breathe I am sorry that I have failures and dysfunctions I am sorry that you feel small and inadequate when I achieve I am sorry that when you are angry; everyone around you must be just as angry I am sorry for the weakness in you to hurt others because you are constantly hurting and cannot contain it I am sorry that I am not perfect and may not be everything you have ever dreamed I am sorry that I have to be crucified for the mistakes and faults of previous lovers I am sorry that I don't have a *** appetite when I am feeling down and low I am sorry for being direct and sincere I am sorry that there are certain things that I do not feel anymore, pains that just cut the broken pieces of my heart I am sorry that wars have turned me into a recluse and gave me no choice but to grow I am sorry that I resonate to vibrations that radiate positive energy I am sorry that I found solace in solitude and understanding myself I am sorry that womankind has been scarred by men who had failed to understand the feminine energy within themselves I am sorry that I am to blame for your emotional instabilities I am sorry that you cannot run as fast as the best athlete I am sorry that I cannot drive as fast as the best Nascar driver for I do not have a car I apologize for low tolerance for ******** lies and fakeness I am sorry for my emotional scars I am sorry for intelligence when it cannot reach you I am sorry that you cannot understand how wounded I am, if you did you'd stop trying to hurt me for you'd only be hurting yourself And lastly I apologize that you lack self esteem to realize the magnanimous potential within you but see it is self-esteem, work that you do on yourself with the support of those who serve goodness and your best interests I am sorry that the world is filled with the filth of hell but what the heck I cannot be sorry for searching for heaven in the circumstance.... So I'm not sorry for divinity.

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Oct 23, 2015

Oct 23, 2015 at 9:34 AM UTC

I'm sorry that I am inadequate I am sorry that I am absolutely confident I'm sorry that I'm happy I'm sorry that you're miserable more than half the time I'm sorry that you only start loving me once you've broken my heart and I have left I am sorry that I am not rich or possess glamorous material I am sorry that these are the type of people that you would settle for I am sorry that where I come from there is no ego, smallness or bigotry or watch dogs to keep stars in check so they're humble for there is no extreme self-ansorbtion I'm am sorry that you cannot feel and I am not there to heal once your conscience starts to breathe I am sorry that I have failures and dysfunctions I am sorry that you feel small and inadequate when I achieve I am sorry that when you are angry; everyone around you must be just as angry I am sorry for the weakness in you to hurt others because you are constantly hurting and cannot contain it I am sorry that I am not perfect and may not be everything you have ever dreamed I am sorry that I have to be crucified for the mistakes and faults of previous lovers I am sorry that I don't have a *** appetite when I am feeling down and low I am sorry for being direct and sincere I am sorry that there are certain things that I do not feel anymore, pains that just cut the broken pieces of my heart I am sorry that wars have turned me into a recluse and gave me no choice but to grow I am sorry that I resonate to vibrations that radiate positive energy I am sorry that I found solace in solitude and understanding myself I am sorry that womankind has been scarred by men who had failed to understand the feminine energy within themselves I am sorry that I am to blame for your emotional instabilities I am sorry that you cannot run as fast as the best athlete I am sorry that I cannot drive as fast as the best Nascar driver for I do not have a car I apologize for low tolerance for ******** lies and fakeness I am sorry for my emotional scars I am sorry for intelligence when it cannot reach you I am sorry that you cannot understand how wounded I am, if you did you'd stop trying to hurt me for you'd only be hurting yourself And lastly I apologize that you lack self esteem to realize the magnanimous potential within you but see it is self-esteem, work that you do on yourself with the support of those who serve goodness and your best interests I am sorry that the world is filled with the filth of hell but what the heck I cannot be sorry for searching for heaven in the circumstance.... So I'm not sorry for divinity.

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I love how quickly we just fell into place like nothing happened, like a year of nothing, a year of void space didn't get in between. I love how natural we can be after that long miserable gap and how I know I should feel a little pretense--a tiny fakeness but there was none of it. I love how easy we fall into step like we've been swaying to the same song a thousand of times in our shared separate universe with each other--like we never even left. I love our alternate universe and how it still existed waiting for us, knowing that we would fall like missing puzzle pieces and it did fell in the right places, making it seem whole. and I love how the continuity of what we had and now have felt infinite and somehow real and promising and that the idea imprinted on a beyondness in the future. but I do not love how I could not forget how I was left expecting --no, assuming of what could've happened on the miserable gap because I am afraid that it would've changed every. little. thing. I do not love how a simple little thing stood between us like a wall that got thicker and thicker, piled with red hard bricks and along the linings of our hearts, a tinge of uncertainty had ensued. alas I do not love how quickly you bounced back in my life thinking you could just walk into that wall without even asking, without trying hard you crossed that wall that easy like snapping your fingers or clapping your hands. I do not love how you chose now instead of then, instead of yesterday, or the day before that, or the month before that day or the next day when you decided to disappear. and I do not love how quickly I let you in how I decided that i should still hold on how I responded, shaking off the hesitation, brushing off the doubts, letting you fill me again with that light only you radiate.

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Sep 8, 2013

Sep 8, 2013 at 3:55 AM UTC

I love, I do not love

I love how quickly we just fell into place like nothing happened, like a year of nothing, a year of void space didn't get in between. I love how natural we can be after that long miserable gap and how I know I should feel a little pretense--a tiny fakeness but there was none of it. I love how easy we fall into step like we've been swaying to the same song a thousand of times in our shared separate universe with each other--like we never even left. I love our alternate universe and how it still existed waiting for us, knowing that we would fall like missing puzzle pieces and it did fell in the right places, making it seem whole. and I love how the continuity of what we had and now have felt infinite and somehow real and promising and that the idea imprinted on a beyondness in the future. but I do not love how I could not forget how I was left expecting --no, assuming of what could've happened on the miserable gap because I am afraid that it would've changed every. little. thing. I do not love how a simple little thing stood between us like a wall that got thicker and thicker, piled with red hard bricks and along the linings of our hearts, a tinge of uncertainty had ensued. alas I do not love how quickly you bounced back in my life thinking you could just walk into that wall without even asking, without trying hard you crossed that wall that easy like snapping your fingers or clapping your hands. I do not love how you chose now instead of then, instead of yesterday, or the day before that, or the month before that day or the next day when you decided to disappear. and I do not love how quickly I let you in how I decided that i should still hold on how I responded, shaking off the hesitation, brushing off the doubts, letting you fill me again with that light only you radiate.

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stop trying to be mister nice guy when everyone knows you're the complete opposite stop spreading awful lies and make everyone think that's the truth of it you smile pretty pretty but then suddenly want to **** me don't you dare stab me behind my back i'll grab your knife and stab you right back i don't get why you have to tell lies when everyone knows you're lying there's no point in vying what's your problem? you're so paranoid you can't solve them just because you're life is a void you seek happiness in times of people crying because you know that your fakeness is finally working no, don't get me wrong i didn't fall for your stupidity d'you really think i believed all along all your lies and all your fake stories?

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Nov 15, 2015

Nov 15, 2015 at 10:59 AM UTC

stop trying to be mister nice guy when everyone knows you're the complete opposite stop spreading awful lies and make everyone think that's the truth of it you smile pretty pretty but then suddenly want to **** me don't you dare stab me behind my back i'll grab your knife and stab you right back i don't get why you have to tell lies when everyone knows you're lying there's no point in vying what's your problem? you're so paranoid you can't solve them just because you're life is a void you seek happiness in times of people crying because you know that your fakeness is finally working no, don't get me wrong i didn't fall for your stupidity d'you really think i believed all along all your lies and all your fake stories?

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There is nothing. Its the only thing that i see.. I have conceived emptiness.. In trying to be someoneelse.. The busiest road in oneself.. is the path of thoughts. because that’s where people often get lost. So i’ve tried to visit it less. There is that chaos. Which can’t be heard.. But i feel it inside my head. N now i perceive it like a nerd.. The fear of not being cared. haunts me day and night.. The only moment i meet myself.. is when i am outside..!! Now this shell asks for rawness. As it has seen much fakeness.. The heart aches out a song.. when it sees nothingness..!!

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Apr 6, 2015

Apr 6, 2015 at 12:39 PM UTC

There is nothing. Its the only thing that i see.. I have conceived emptiness.. In trying to be someoneelse.. The busiest road in oneself.. is the path of thoughts. because that’s where people often get lost. So i’ve tried to visit it less. There is that chaos. Which can’t be heard.. But i feel it inside my head. N now i perceive it like a nerd.. The fear of not being cared. haunts me day and night.. The only moment i meet myself.. is when i am outside..!! Now this shell asks for rawness. As it has seen much fakeness.. The heart aches out a song.. when it sees nothingness..!!

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There is a girl. A sad girl. Whom I’ve known since I was a little girl. She helped me, get away from all the hurt as a child. She always put on a smile for me. No matter what was happening, she smiled for me. I never noticed the sad tears in her eyes, the bruises and cuts on her skin, the fake smile on her lips, or the pain in her heart. Not until I turned 12. When I was 12 I fell into a sadness that was so unbearable I thought I should die. She told me I was worth it when I was young. I never believed her, but it felt good to be noticed. When I turned 4, she didn’t have as much time for me. She had another girl. A girl who needed her more. Then when I turned 7, she had another girl who needed her more than the first. Then when I turned 9, she had 2 children that needed her much more than the first 2. I thought she was my guardian angel. But she only had time for 4 children, not 5. She didn’t know that I was the weakest. She didn’t notice me anymore. So I sat alone crying, my heart dying. But she didn’t know. Now we don’t speak anymore. We’ve grown so far apart I can’t even talk to her or look her in the eye anymore, for fear she will push me away again. I had been pushed away too many times for another heart break. See, I never understood the pain in her eyes, the bruises and cuts on her skin, the fakeness of her smile, or the pain in her heart until I turned 12. It all screamed help me, I break too, I’m not perfect. How do I know? Well I didn’t until I felt the exact same way.

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Oct 23, 2013

Oct 23, 2013 at 12:37 PM UTC

There is a girl. A sad girl. Whom I’ve known since I was a little girl. She helped me, get away from all the hurt as a child. She always put on a smile for me. No matter what was happening, she smiled for me. I never noticed the sad tears in her eyes, the bruises and cuts on her skin, the fake smile on her lips, or the pain in her heart. Not until I turned 12. When I was 12 I fell into a sadness that was so unbearable I thought I should die. She told me I was worth it when I was young. I never believed her, but it felt good to be noticed. When I turned 4, she didn’t have as much time for me. She had another girl. A girl who needed her more. Then when I turned 7, she had another girl who needed her more than the first. Then when I turned 9, she had 2 children that needed her much more than the first 2. I thought she was my guardian angel. But she only had time for 4 children, not 5. She didn’t know that I was the weakest. She didn’t notice me anymore. So I sat alone crying, my heart dying. But she didn’t know. Now we don’t speak anymore. We’ve grown so far apart I can’t even talk to her or look her in the eye anymore, for fear she will push me away again. I had been pushed away too many times for another heart break. See, I never understood the pain in her eyes, the bruises and cuts on her skin, the fakeness of her smile, or the pain in her heart until I turned 12. It all screamed help me, I break too, I’m not perfect. How do I know? Well I didn’t until I felt the exact same way.

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Why do we keep how we truly feel under lock and key Society has trained us that to express your emotions is to be weak How sad that we are somehow fooled that realness means weakness Maybe some of us already lost how to be true Does it not burn within you when you act a certain way but you know deep inside that that is not who you truly are.

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Mar 14, 2019

Mar 14, 2019 at 10:52 AM UTC

An epidemic of fakeness

Why do we keep how we truly feel under lock and key Society has trained us that to express your emotions is to be weak How sad that we are somehow fooled that realness means weakness Maybe some of us already lost how to be true Does it not burn within you when you act a certain way but you know deep inside that that is not who you truly are.

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