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Dead lover Dec 2019
As the truth unfolded,
Toppled the fake,
Nothing was ever fair.
Nothing is here.
None was ever there.


For i have lead a life of sin,
How can i expect a life with win?
But tricksters are leading happier lives..
Sinisters are doing great too...

My sin was of my own.
I let them mock me.
I let them into my life, my memories.

For they were none.
There were none.
The bond was but nothing.

I feel soo alone yet again..
But the revelation feels a beginning of new era.
An era of peace. A time of worthiness.

Where i shall forgive all..
For i have sinned.
And thus i choose
Dead lover Dec 2019
I thought I'd never write again,
And yet here i am..
Going through the same pain,
*******.

I feel soo lonely, the way I was once used to of..
For those happy days, its supposed to be a pay-off..
Am that lonely toy, nobody wants to own,
Am that orphan child, nobody knows is gone..
Am that cry baby, that cries despite her age,
Once for grades, then for beauty, then for better wage..

But nobody hears me,
Nobody cares for me..

Even my so called lover jilted me at the altar.
Thought that happens only in the movies,
But my life's example isn't very far..


He wanted a beautiful bride, for his pride..
From me all he wanted was ***.
5 years, used me, and moved on to the next.

I could very well be an idiot,
Still wanting and begging him to come back,
Am planning to book the church again,
And request people to be dressed in black.
I'm fed up... And i still love you *****.. And it hurts.
  Dec 2019 Dead lover
Satsih Verma
I was hungry
and you fed the tiger
back and forth.

And then a fierce
battle commenced between
lie and truth.

In temple of eyes
deities were disappearing.

There was no signs
of large fig tree, under which
you can sit to become wise.
Dead lover Jul 2019
When your life's misery knows no bound,
when your happiness is never recorded as found.
Should you take the liberty,
to end your apathy?

There's an entire world out there,
about each one there you do care.
When not a soul talks to you back,
why do you still run on life's track?

Not a soul loves you; the one who claims to,
trust me my dear, would be better of without you.
Why extend your misery,when limited could be your days?
Yet,to relive this burning soul, you have been confused by the ways.
When you can't take your life anymore.
Dead lover Aug 2018
Dreams are numerous,
But, reality is a curse
Hope
Dead lover Apr 2018
A person who can be used.
Reused and refused and misused.

Does his living make any difference?
Absence, presence, are just bitterness.

An idiot who is good for nothing at all,
Is pounding his head as a ball on wall.

Day after day, there's no new story to say.
What happened today, would happen tomorrow as it happened yesterday.

Am willing to scream, am willing to shout.
Am no more in doubt, I've ended this bout.

I have had enough punches, from the satiricals,
Even the ones vocals, and the ones locals..

I have no idea what has happened to me,
I can't see, i can't believe, happy i can't be.

This unhappiness, this loneliness,
This helplessness, this depressedness..

Enough of this Temple Run,
I feel done, completely done. I am done.

Good bye..
I wish i don't survive this.. I'm fed up.
  Apr 2018 Dead lover
SøułSurvivør
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a minute or so
to experience
birth

seventy years
(give or take ten)
to experience
life

and a
millisecond
to be

ushered into eternity


soulsurvivor
(c) 5/29/2015
Thanks to Gary L for the inspiration

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