it seems that as time passes
we grow old and our art
grows immortalized

l.r.

we are not human
you and i
we are fallen stars
walking upon the earth
when where we really belong
is in the sky
                          l.r.

Undefeated and never ending
I just don't know what I'll do
So i go
To my room

There the silence is
So unbending and so unbreakable too
So I sing
In my room

Words of passion and words of hatred
Words of love so true
Echo loud
In my room

War is raging and footsteps pacing
in the morning at two
So I stay
In my room

your eyes make you seem immortal; as if you have lived thousands of years and seen so many things

but your mouth says too many young and beautiful things.

l.r.

I just want to hold his hand and

kiss his cheek and picture him

lying next to me.



His morning voice

his clothes of choice

are all things I can only imagine

yet I



See him every single day

and I know that I'll never

be strong enough to say



"I can picture our forever."




l.r.

i'm sick of feeling like i'm never enough for people who wouldn't know my worth otherwise

l.r.

i am but a corpse
of what I used to be
and they all call out
ms. ****** won't you
come to me

l.r.

I welcome
death like a
blanket of snow;

Cold at first,
But in the end bringing
forth new life to all
it touches.

Darling, You were not born a flame simply to light his fire

You were not made a flicker of heat just to burn his deep desire.

You were not created to ignite his cigarette,

You were not brought into this world just to make him sweat.

imagine
for a second
if you will,

that the light inside hadn't gone out

l.r.

he would always say that he felt as if he was walking on a cloud whenever we were together. he said that i possessed an ethereal beauty. he said that every sunday morning he could see me stretch my wings. he always called me "angel" but he didn't mean a thing.

l.r.

Just be what you want
and do what you love.

life is a matter of finding direction; only you can be your guide


l.r.

lend me your lips
and hear my decree
you wouldn't be here if it
wasn't for me
                           l.r.

It may seem strange,

but sometimes,

I watch you sleep.



Seeing you lie there,

dreaming.

It seems to be



the little bit

of peace I

have left.


l.r.

you were all that i
never wanted,
but that didn't stop you
from loving me.
you tried your hardest
to be what i needed,
but i was always
too blind to notice.        l.r.

in a crystalline sea
we sink deeper and deeper
there's all of this clarity
around us but none
between you and i
                                   l.r.

The darkness, its closing in;

uh oh here we go again.

The icy cold surrounds my skin;

Why'd I wear a shirt so thin?

My happiness feels like a sin;

**Sadness soon becomes my friend.

don't be afraid of what the world has to offer
because even back in olden days
Jesus saved the scoffer

Kiss me deeply and
drink my soul,
for it's been
dreaming of
belonging to you
anyway.

I always knew this would
end in battle

You and I
against one another

But
no one is winning
because

Neither of us knows
what we are fighting for.

i gave you every
last piece of my heart
a fact that you are so
blithely unaware of
  
                 l.r.

open the door to my heart
and mend the creaky hinges
for i am tired of leaving it closed
and having my soul off limits

l.r.

blurry eyes
the size of discs
with hollow pain
and ****** wrists

l.r.

i am always wary
of confrontation,
i find yelling frightening.

they're always like
"what scares you so?"

with thunder comes the lightning

l.r.

i just wanna kiss you and get it over with; to finally understand if pining after you is worth the trouble

l.r.

magnificent in power
and grace she stands
with the strength to make a difference
in her hands.
holding her ground with
all her might
she's not afraid to do
what it right                            l.r.

His deep brown eyes
Bore into mine

And I swear I saw
Our souls entwine.

His jet black curls
His soothing voice

Loving him was simply
The best choice.

In the pale moonlight
In the whispers of night
Are the dreams I hold in my hand

And I await the day
In the heavens array
That I may release them at God's command

Believe it or not
There is somebody there
Someone to listen
And lend you an ear

A boy or a girl
With brown or blonde hair
And you'll sit in the floor
Just clearing the air

They'll give you a smile
And say, "do your best."
And something about them
Is different from the rest

You'll take it to heart
Until it's the end
And what do you know?
You have you a friend.

you think you are alone
lost and numb to this world
but what you don't know is that i
silently send my love to you
every night in hopes that one
night you might feel it and spare
yourself the torture that plagues you

l.r.

the hardest walls to climb
are the ones we build ourselves

l.r.

he was beautiful
his words enticing
i thought that maybe
he could love me

but perhaps only in another life

his past is dark
his soul tortured
i thought that maybe
I could love him

even in his eternal strife       l.r.

I'll be with you all night because I know you're not asleep,
and even when you shut your eyes
I'll whisper in your dreams.

A pillow will not stop me
I'm right next to your ear
and under all those blankets you are
cowering in fear.

Midnight is now upon us
and there's nothing you can do.
Now I'm getting closer
lying here right next to you.

I see that you've stopped breathing
(well that's not very nice)
your body has stopped moving,
it feels as cold as ice.

"Why can't anyone hear you? Is it only me?"

Well my dear, I am not sure.
It's a possibility.

"Am I going to die here? Alone and in my bed?"

Quite frankly, darling, no you won't. It's all inside your head.

the hardest part about saying goodbye is that you should never have to

l.r.

so much damage
so much deceit
i feel the ground crumble
from under my feet
i want to fight back
to feel some relief
but i've already given into
defeat

I thought I was the only one that no one understood
But I found that words could touch me in a way he never could.

I miss what we had,

I miss how I felt,

And now I see you with someone else.



I miss all those moments,

of just you,

and me.



And to you,

now I'm just,

A memory.



l.r.

Maybe tonight I'll fall
asleep holding my pillow
and not think of you
for once...

But then again,
You make for a wonderful
dream.

I'm back*
You call.

****,* I cry, *I thought I was done with you