You ask me why!?
Why do I always cry!?
"Just be brave
N tell me what you crave",
Is what you have to say at last
So..you see..this is my crew n cast
You see, I crave for that light
Even when it is mid-night
I long for that gentle breeze
Even when here it just freeze
I seek that rushing wave
Even at that calm grave
I wish for that dance
So graceful in France
To see those beautiful loving eyes
Watching those, love just arise
Those mid-night blues
And the lovely dew
To be right next to you
Even without giving you a clue

You left me in the darkness without any light
Did not even turn back to see the horrific sight
I knew I should not wait for the time to fly
For here, I was only left to die
My soul awakened and my spirit glow
Finally the fright had to bow
I could hear my heart say, "Now it's your turn"
Cause, I had now, started to become my own lantern

You had said you'd never change
Yet you just pushed me away
From your very wide range
Did you, even once, think of me before the act
You knew I would be left shattered
Yet you choose to leave our only pact
When you were gone my heart had bled
I was broke till I learnt the true reason
I could never be your's to cherish and so you had fled
Everyone has to go, came the harsh reality live
I now knew the truth that
You are remembered only when you are no more alive
Don't you ever now try to come close
You would only be killed and wounded
Because I am just a threat that you now pose

Alive or dead, no matter how
We meet people with whom we share vows
Now, some might never be anywhere near
But they are still very very dear
I too met a wonderful true friend
But I still wonder why did the story had to end?
You taught me life was about growing with all
I never knew it was your last call
Seventh heaven was your muse
But why were you in such a hurry to choose?
Why, oh why you did you go at this pace
With us, you could have completed this race
Now that you are gone
Leaving our hearts so torn
Creating void in our heart
Of which you were such a big part
Each day we miss those assuring glittering eyes
Crying our hearts out till our tears finally dries
Stay happy and blessed wherever you be
This is, to the Lord, my final plea

You said it was best for both if I were gone
So your first wish just became my final command!
No matter how much the heart felt alone
It was still under the spell of your love wand
You said you were bad for me multiple time
Not ready to accept this weird looking fact
My heart still wants you to be just mine
Because it still believes in love and it's stupid pact
I promise to not to cry or feel sad
Even after you are gone and I am left
I promise to never to miss you n look bad
Because see stealing my heart was not a theft
Just stay happy that "WE" ever happened
Because for once we were perfect together
Promise me to never hate me or feel saddened
Drifting away with the wind, I'd be gone, just like a tiny feather

You look so bored
Like some tanned sunkissed sea shore
Your imagination is the only key
To get out of this world and flee
Once you are out, you can fly high
Then you are not going to feel shy
Shy, of speaking your heart out
You will, then, stay upright and shout
"This is not where I belong
I just have been staying here for so long
Now that I am finally breaking this cage
Trying to write my story on a brand new page
Of running far away free and wild
And transforming back into the long lost carefree child"

My words
Your dreams
My swords
Your screams
My reasons
And your laughter
Different seasons
And our happy ever after
Everything was fake
With couple of lies
The decisions we make
Only lead us to dark sad cries
Hearts became hollow
And soul so empty
Averse, we follow
Even after turning twenty
Life is rude
And life is harsh
Like a mottle brood
Who stays in marsh
There is no love for one
And love for all
It's either said and done
Or nothing at all
I choose to be alone
And to stay on my side
Never sad or lone
Is now how life's roller coaster I ride

That smile on my face when you are near
Those sweet songs that suddenly I hear
I crave for your warmth and your cozy hug
As if I have been bitten by a love bug
That sudden shiver down my spine when you touch
Those goosebumps on my skin as I feel my adrenalin rush
Your territory marked on my body by your lips
I could feel your power even on my fingertips
I wish to tell you that you are one of a kind
Just like your tongue makes me loose my mind
That sudden want for you between my legs
I want you right in, is what I beg
Like two rivers our bodies meet
On this silky white sheet
In pure ecstasy, thrusting and moaning
Till you make my body all glowing
Even with my closed eyes you are the one I see
Cause now you have finally become a part of me

If I showed you all my flaws
and our love gets a pause
would you still stay?
If we were on the opposite sides of the earth
and we feel our love has no worth
would you still stay?
If one day I just lost it all
and I be at my lowest when I fall
would you still stay?
If I tell you to keep my darkest secrets tied to your heart
and never ever let us fall apart
would you still stay?
If for one time I could not be brave
and my love never reaches you wave by wave
would you still stay?
If someday I do not show affection
and you might feel we have no strong connection
would you still stay?
If someday I get so wrong
and you have choice to stay the night or for forever long
would you still stay?
If the world hate me and want me dead
and I lay in my last hours on our bed
would you still stay?

In my heart a naughty kid resides
Playing hide n seek on a riverside
Cautiously making castles on the sand
As he never worries about the barren lands
One fine day the river is gone
The little boy's heart is just torn
Suddenly his face has lost the glow
As he now know he has to grow
Shaken awake from his peaceful nights
He is made to run to great heights
Slow and steady he is keeping up the pace
With no smile and a fake face
In the big crowd he is starting to drown
He acts as if he is a clown
Finally he sense that he've been conned
And now he is tired of this stupid bond
He lifts up his head with a ray of hope
And discovers that he needs to run to catch the rope
While listening to a melancholy song
He realizes what is right and what is wrong
Everyone is bounded with limitations and a chain
What he needs to do is keep running to gain
Someday soon he will have a house on the biggest tree
When finally he would have set himself free

I know my love will go in vain,  
and its true I won’t have anything to gain..  
These people would call me nuts,  
but I know I can never have the guts..  
You would be gone out of my life,  
it would hurt me at first but then I'll be alright..  
Thoughts would race through to and fro my head,  
old memories will also be played..  

This thought of being left alone would also make me so afraid  
I would be so sad and depressed,  
All I would need is a long-long rest..  
I would be gone to sleep at night,  
but with my dreams I can never fight..  
I would just think of you lying in the bed,  
and would wonder if there was anything I could have said..  

I'll wish you were still here,  
but I know you will never care..  
I'll love you more then you know,  
I would just wish you didn’t have to go..  
And now I just want one more day with you,  
just hoping that you must have wanted this too...........!

There is a hurricane of thoughts,
And it is really really hard to stop..
Its all a question of few ifs & whats,
All I gotta do is, try to stay on the top....
Is it still time to make amend???
Bring me back is what I meant...
"Yes yes!". came the old command
"Only on the stake of your peace if you could lent"

Within the deep deep woods
a big growing tree...
Thinking about his childhood
while he was just a pea...
Growing with all the redwoods
he thought he could flea...
All the stories of knighthoods
All the butterflies and the bee...
Talked about people with hoods
and leaves that wanted to be set free...
He neither believed on stories or worm woods
until he himself lost three!!

When you touch
I feel the sudden rush...
To feel your mouth
on top of my mouth...
Your succulent lips
pressed onto my lips...
Feeling the weight of your body
pressing down against my body...
Feeling each other
we dissolve into one another...
As you spread my legs apart
you are playing your part...
Surrendering myself to you
I am just ready for you...
Souls mating forever
hope this feeling ends never!!

I don't wanna stop by
But still wanna say hie...
Cuz I wanna keep moving and never stop
Even when I reach the utmost top
All I would wish for you would be a sweet smile on your face
Even when I would be running in a long long race
You won't be next to me, and I would be away
But never in your memories fade me away....

When everything is telling me it's the end
I am gonna try and still pretend
I am strong my daddy's girl
Maybe I didn't see this curl
Things are still slipping from my hands
Can you provide me with small small bands??
Because all I need is someone to hear me out
As it is too late and I don't wanna shout
I know it is not an end but just the start
Because stars shine only when it's dark!!!

Let me escape this world
Let me feel the cool breeze
Let me find my own worth
Way before I finally freeze
Let me, for once, be alone in the forest
Let me be wild too
For, I never want to rest
Not even by being next to you
Let me just flow like a river
Touching all the sea shore
Set me free for ever
So that I could finally hear me roar

Please stay right there
Do not go anywhere
I would soon have to say goodbye
It's cold in here
And no one to hold near
I, finally, will have to fly
You will miss me dear
N I know you are not a seer
But please never-o-ever cry
For at last the time has come to say goodbye