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I thought I was going insane
trying to keep up with all the pain
Until you showed up and kissed it all goodbye
It was the sweetest moment of my life

Every night I've wished upon a star
for the sun to notice my existence

I caught a glimpse of you
smiling so bright that it made my life complete
It was just a gist for we weren't meant to cross paths

For I was the moon living among the stars
and you were the Sun who can't see me along the bars
Love* and Hate is what I feel
I love you as a friend
I hate you as a human
All else is ambivalent

I have told myself
To give up
Yet what is this?
A feeling that is welling up in my being

A voice
You* can save him, it says

But what if I cant?
What if it turns out just like before?
I cant take the same risk
And do the same mistakes

I'm terrified
The history is my greatest fear
For it made me feel excruciating pain

Now, I'm asking you
Are you willing to accept me
As the one to escort you
Towards the world I've come to know
That will surely somehow
Make you feel so free

Because I'm already so CONFUSED
You've been taking me inside an endless whirlpool
~Seems unbreakable yet so fragile~
Standing still dazed
Unable to process completely the whole thought
Waking up since that day makes you want to slap yourself awake
Away from this bad dream if ever it was one
That pain slowly eating away the insides of your chest cavity
Makes you harder to speak about that day
The day everything suddenly gave away
It's hard I guess
It's unbearable
Weeping is currently impossible
Because the whole thing refuses to sink in to me
This is the first time in history that I've felt like I kinda died because of a misunderstanding in our circle of friends... but I don't know, maybe it's also because this same thing has happened to me already before and experiencing it for the second time is just ugh... *sigh
"United we stand, Divided we fall"
Can't it be "United we stand, United we fall"?
They all want to be fit and buff
They curse you with words so rough
Till you drop and blood you shall cough
Better cover your ear with an ear ****
So you wont hear their evil laugh
Here's a story like no other
Three girls who don't know each other
Til' one day, they were seated beside one another
They started treating each other like they're not a bother
Not so long that they started to become like sisters from different mothers
But as time goes by, they figure that they can't be together
One shall go to the south and the other towards the north while the last one shall stay here FOREVER.......
Your values
I'll never forget

The messages each of your words convey
It remains carved in my being

Your teachings that shall be proclaimed
By my own mouth once the time comes

All these things that will help me
I wont ever live in vain
Thanks will always be given
You don't know how much I forget about the time when talking to you...
My priorities and life goals are still in tact but you make me forget that I am a normal human being with a lot of problems...
Why can't I believe in something so absurd when everybody is already trying to change everything and turning their delusions into reality?
Caged inside unwanted thoughts
Like a helpless dove that can't show it's meaning
*to be free
I am at loss for words
for those that you have told me
They're as precious as they can be
but I can't say the same to you

but thanks for being there
and for knowing how my day went

Maybe someday you'll find happiness in somebody else
and before you know it
it would be for infinity
A daytime nightmare
enough to make me cry
My beating heart you'd daringly tear
leaving me bawling and wondering *why?
got addicted to a series and boom inspiration came YAY!
You're a live fire
Burning me from the inside
I reach out and touch the glass
I see you safely in it
naive to the world's harsh reality
then I think to myself
"What a beautiful gem. So near yet so far."
You've been caressing this pain for almost a year
Up to how much could you bear?

I haven't seen it before for you were guarded
yet you let me take a peek
and now I know everything
I know your whole being

Till now, I'm still skeptic
to whether or not should I mend
those numerous holes on your heart
cause I could sense you falling apart

I refuse to do so
without knowing you'd want me to
Now I'm all puzzled as to
what I'm supposed to do

But I guess I'd still be here to accept you
and give you a hug
and a warm hot chocolate mug
while we sit on a rug
enjoying what life could offer
Best Friends are complicated ain't they? I dunno how to fix your frown my dear...
I wasn't looking for a perfect soul
*I was looking for a perfectly lost soul
Our days are limited
Our lives can't be edited
Live it wisely
Live precisely
Never amount to much
Never become a nasty bunch
Remember these tips
And spread them using those lips
Teach them with your voice
Always with poise


Sure do wish you wont remorse
Cause life has such a puzzling course
Let me take you to the black hole where time stops and where our forever shall never come to a halt.
The problem with us is that we all wish to be equal
As if saying that we are all human and a human we shall stay
But in reality, we all have different roles
Portraying a certain character
We need to consider one another and seek for justice and understanding instead of equality
In this world
all the people who are down
are gathered from different towns.*
They help one another
to pick up their broken pieces together.
I wonder about the lies
The lies hiding within your eyes
Maybe somewhere there
You have something you'd wish to share
Or perhaps you wish to tear
Papers, writings, inked journals
All those that contain all your denials

Correct me if I'm wrong
But "Is there something wrong?"
I can't seem to shut it
The curiosity that you lit
So here I am, the stupid girl that I am
Asking you the question
I swear, I have good intentions

Yet I know... I know...
You're going to shut the door
I'm going to end up sniffling on the floor
So, I didn't continue
I no longer pursue
I don't want to be sorry
Just because I worry

So I'm going to stare at the moon
For you, I'll no longer swoon
I'll just ponder upon your secrets
Maybe I'll soon find your outlets
In a small memo, a spiral notebook, or maybe even on a piece of paper
I'll wait for the day I see you without a filter
One of those "Im gonna pour everything I feel" type of poems. It's good to have it off my chest. Aye :)
Stuck between two worlds
I've ran out of audible words
I'm speechless . . . . . . .
All I remember is being caressed
By someone important to me
But I can no longer see
Indeed, there's no black or white
All that there is is a reason to fight
Be it, a lover or a mother
All I could say is "We're not different from one another."
Our diet is different
Our status is different
Our way of living is different
Yet you're just being indifferent
Because you failed to see how alike we are
We also have emotions that you can see from afar
But this harsh reality can never be altered
There's always someone who'll say "I've faltered."
It's just how the chain goes
We have no power to control how a river flows
*So, what choice do I have?
This piece was inspired by Kaneki Ken from Tokyo Ghoul. Inspirations can really come from anywhere cant they?
Come and let's play hide and seek
I will hide and you will seek
to the end of the hallway
to the upper left of the corridor
I see you by the entryway
and then you bust opened the door

I heard the floorboard creak
and then you let a deafening shriek
I leap out of my hiding place
and saw you with a ****** face

I rushed to the gate
as my both hands began to shake

My name's Dorothy and I was left asleep
they've been searching for me since dawn
but they didn't see me creep
and now they're all gone~
Hmmm... Wouldn't say i'm in love with this horror rpg game I've been playing but... it's my first time to play one... yay! Hihihihihi... :3 this horror rpg game maker called Hide and seek was from where I took my inspiration for this poem :3
You don't really cook
or even like reading a book
but upon closer look
you are a man with such intelligence,
a man with so much diligence
but doesn't have that much patience.
Set that aside, you are our life consultant
as if you've recorded all the ins and outs
of life as you grew up and you tell us
all about it.
You act out as our instant super hero when
our heads are coiled up but I guess a poem
can never really explain the whole you.
Only those with you could tell who you really are
even though you have your own shortcomings.
You are a man of many names
"Papa, Dad, Daddy, Pops, Pa, Itay"
and many more names the world could make of
but there is only one name for us
DADA.
Happy Father's Day!
We Love You!
for my dearest grumpy father... Happy Father's Day... You have taught us so many stuff... good and bad... XD hahahahaha
Whenever I see a bear
I remember you my dear
The way your sleeping face looks
the lazy face you make while reading a book
the softness of your voice despite being a bloke

They may seem like flaws
but to me they're absolute *perfection
The letters of the alphabet isn't enough for me to justify
the entire reason of why you make my day
and why I consider you one of my prized and priceless
possessions
Call me possessive but i'd like to be selfish for once
I like the way you laugh
I like the way you tell corny jokes
The way you sass people
The way you look as you sleep in class
Your cute voice
Your small build
The way you amaze me with your "wise" words

When I see you down
It makes me form a frown

When I hear your abrupt laughter
I smile after

I don't know about you
But all I know is
That I like you
A LOT ♡♡♡
Cliché ... hahaha The thoughts of people who have crushes base on the stories of my friends... hahaha Cause my crush ain't here in the real world ... #Anime4lyfe
There's just one goal I want to meet
But what I always see is defeat
In order to be a champion
We must have cooperation and determination
All I ever hear is neglect and regret
but I must put on a big bet
Got to endure the risks
and hope for the best
To you, I shall leave the rest
Don't you just hate it when
you're just there either pooping or
wandering by the mall
and an idea pops up.
You then try to remember it
for as long as you can
yet once you have the
pen and paper,
you ask yourself
"What was it again?"
Don't you ever get tired of seeing the same stuff each day?
I see everything everyday
they stay the same way
But I don't get tired questioning
how I never saw you coming

They said "He's always been there. He never left since the beginning. Why?"

Neither could I explain
how things went from plain
to a sweet candy cane

So, how come I didn't see you coming
if you've been there *
**since the beginning?
It felt like it was just yesterday
Remember what we used to play?
It was called "Hide and seek"
You always hid as I seek
As we ran all over the place
Sweat covered our entire face
Kids filled with glee
A feeling like you're about to flee

But... But why? *
As time went by
My role stayed the same
But yours didn't and it drove me insane
It seemed harder than before
I couldn't find you in any floor
Although when I do
To all my sadness I say "shoo"
We converse just like before
And end up in a laughing galore

But still... why?
Tell me the reason why now I cry
Again, I remained the same
Oh, what a shame
I'm ok with it as long as it's you
I'm certain, as always, that I'll find you
No matter where you go
No matter how far you go
No matter how skilled you are
No matter how wise you are
I'm sure
Oh, I'm really sure
I'm going to find you
Yes... I am going to find you...
Y-yes...

But where are you now?
I have no idea how
How am I going to find you?
You left with not a single clue
It was indeed gradual
Yet I can't tell if it was intentional
I can't understand your reason
Was this an act of treason?
I wish to find you soon
Are you hiding behind the moon?
Where are you, dear?
Speak up, your voice isn't clear
Or perhaps it is mine
**Because since that day, I've never been fine
It feels painful when your best friend starts to drift away. You'll find yourself somehow feeling lost and all. But I guess that's life. It all goes on and waits for no one. How sad...
Is it possible to fall in love with transformation, this wondrous thing called evolution?
The way the sunset becomes a dark sky covered with a blanket of stars.
The way flower buds blossom in the spring.
Could this be now my new thing?
Yet how come people can't understand it?
A mariposa's beautiful wings as it comes out of its cocoon.
The vibrant colors of a peacock that shows as it grows.
How come people fell in love with different shades of gray?
Have humanity become color blind?
Have they lost sight of the colors of freedom?
Why must they destroy the ecology for money making buildings?
Have they lost their sanity?
Where is this so-called "Human" in HUMANITY?
Time to invade another planet... this place is starting to become trash...
To the world that was once nothing to me,
How and when will I ever see
Who or what you are meant to be?
Is this some kind of special deception?
Some special intervention
To some unknown connection
Why do you have an innocent face?
That seems to put up an act of not knowing your place
A naivete not knowing how to act with grace
I thought I already knew everything by now
Yet you left me with my mouth agape asking "How?"
Now I'm thinking you have lesser thinking capacity than a cow
I wasn't this kid who was liked by everybody
I wasn't this kid who was known by everybody
I wasn't this kid who was loved by everybody
I was never that kid

But look at me now

I found great friends who made me feel like I actually belonged
As if I'm loved and forever will be

I feel safe around them
I can be as weird as I am

I don't want this friendship to end
If ever we get in fight
Immediately I shall mend
Gazing upon a beautiful picture with smiles painted upon the faces of people who're bound to be together
With my fingers, I caressed and picked up the picture
Slowly sinking it into my memory
Making me remember each genuine smile
Till my hands went numb and the frame went out of my grasp
Shards of broken glass scattered on the floor
A broken image of a strong bond is now weeping in front of my face
With my hands, I picked up each broken glass and they ended up cutting through my skin
It hurts to pick up the broken pieces of such a master piece made by emotions and relationships

That tragic story still hasn't healed and it didn't only leave cut marks upon my hands but also on my heart
Whenever my memory replays that uneventful moment
It strikes a heart string and makes my heart weep
I can never find the right words
Will there ever be*
enough letters in the alphabet for me
to describe how you came to be      
*the moon that radiates so much glee?
I am in distraught
all of these monsters has to be fought
the answers must be sought

I am trapped in this horrible realm
just a glimpse of the light
and maybe I could win this fight
please hear my plight


I wonder for how long can I bear this sadness
give me a dose of dopamine
you are my daily medicine
you are the cure to my cruel reality

*
so please stay with me
It was brief but it has marked a place inside of me.
Although you're far, I know you won't ever forget and neither would I.
All I'm saying is that it just really feels like
walking over shards of glass that represents my broken soul
for I lost the other half that makes up of it.
It was the past that I have been fearing and yet I am here but I guess I need to fight fear with courage.
Just lend me all your strength and I shall fight my way out of it.
I am going back into your arms once I survive.
As I am going to a different path to fix my mistakes, I hope you don't forget about me and I wish to see you at the finish line.
:( :) idk.... T^T
I want to feel the warmth
under a swaying tree
along with you while smiling with glee
that picture
I've been dreaming of
it has been lingering in my train of thoughts

I wonder,
when would that day of calmness come?

just sitting there
enjoying the cool breeze
talking about how life is so
mysterious yet enjoyable

that laid-back moment I've been wanting
when might it be granted....
been wondering 'bout this for quite some time now for I have been watching this anime with a slice-of-life genre... If you want to watch it as well, the title is kimi to boku. :) enjoy.
Why?
What's the problem?
Are you ok?*
You can tell me everything.
I promise I wont ever tell.
Not even to a single soul.
Don't worry
Just be happy.
I wont let go.

Cause all I want is for me to know you so.
And to let you know
that I'll be here to and fro
I want to be a part of your lovely soul
I don't wanna believe in destiny and fate... all they do is make you hope infinitely for something that is not even sure of happening but I still cant help but think that there will be that one person who'll come into your life and will continue to show up even though you're not searching for him and you'll know he's for you... kinda like destiny ....
When it comes to thy self
Doubt has never left
But to me, thou art the brightest
Thee has come to believe
that thy ability is the best nevertheless
Shakespeare wanna be...
Your logic
It is way too idiotic

Why would you want to grow fast?
When your days doesn't last

Better think twice
Or everything might not turn  out nice

If I were you
I'd rather go in the summer sky blue
And read a book that's so true

Don't pretend as if you're a know-it-all
You might end up curling into a ball
Once you've finally fall

It wont be easy to get up
So better slow down and shut up
Don't hurry or else everything might shatter right in front of you my dear
At least you tried
on the day that I cried
Your effort of changing
left my thoughts hanging

Maybe I can't change you
But i'll accept it
for it's the real you

And you were the most special
Of them all
Just hearing your voice is fine
I feel like i'm on cloud nine

This is for sure
My feelings are pure

Pure happiness
If ever it was sadness

The cause is your frown
I don't want to see you down

I love to hear your laughter
Rather than to see you falter
:)
You're pretty weird ain't cha'
we were close and I could barely end the day without talking to you
But you seemed like I was nothing to ya
now you're talking like it was nothing, what's it with you?
frick...
You're a billion light years away from me
none have discovered you yet
I'm the only one who noticed your luminosity
perhaps I was looking out in the distance
and was searching for something no one has ever appreciated yet
But you're too far for me to reach
all I ever will be is a star gazer
who can view your lit up face from a distance
To me, you're a wonderful tapestry
However patchy you can be
You're what I've been trying to seek
A beautiful master piece that's unique

Don't worry
When your vision turns blurry
I'll lend you my glasses
To see the different faces

Lost as you may seem
I'll let my light beam
To let you see your way through
We'll make it through the maze too
I just want to talk to you
Even about the most nonsensical
things out of the blue
Yeah I miss your presence
But I guess
your voice will do*
For the meantime
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