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Jan 2018 · 515
Worthless Life
Seema Jan 2018
Each day tears pour as rain,
Terribly hurt and torn going insane,
Hundreds of ideas hitting my brain,
Depression crutches each root of my vein,
You showed me that life has no gain,
And filled me with all types of pain,
To whom do I owe this gratitude of pushing me in drain,
Covering my body with words and feelings of filth,
Knowingly causing the vision of spilth,
And assuring me that my life is worthless living,
For which, till this day I am still grieving,
Of the bitterness you shedded on me,
With the cruel attitude you let me be,
I have learnt karma has its own way of dealing,
Till then am making my life worth living...


©sim
Spilling thoughts.
Jan 2018 · 460
Measure Love
Seema Jan 2018
Some measure love as depth of an ocean,
Then realise it's nothing worth a motion,
Some measure love as the height of the sky,
Then realise it's nothing worth a meaningless cry,
Some praise love as a significant of godliness,
Then realise it's nothing but a mock of loneliness,
Some say love is pure to heart,
Then realise it's just another type of art,
Some believe love is powerful then money,
Then realise without it there is no honey,
Some say love happens at first sight,
Then realise it was not absolutely right,
Some say love is blind,
Then only realise when they fall and unwind,
Love has become a joke for most,
Hunting its prey on online post,
When will the real feel come,
When will people stop acting like dumb,
When will my heart linger to love you,
For your love to me is almost due...


©sim
Jan 2018 · 303
Conversation Over Coffee
Seema Jan 2018
In the rain,
You boarded the train,
So many stuffs clouding your brain,

I could see the tension rising on your face,
One could tell the wrinkles by trace,

Silently I speak seeing you seated in front of me,
You gazed my way but pretended not to see,

What could be the reason behind your sadness?
Looking away I drown in my own madness,

We have been traveling together for few years,
Yet none had guts to talk cause of our fears,

As we reached the destination, I saw you leave,
I watched you from behind, touched your sleeve
You never responded, that made my heart grieve,

I left the cabin last, noticing a business card,
Flipped it up, I saw scribbled "life is hard"
As I reached my office, I dialed the number on the card,
A sad voice answered, sorry this call is barred,

I called again, this time, I spoke first,
Hi, am Sim, we travel in same train everyday,
Saw you sad, couldn't help calling you today,

I hope I could help if only you could talk,
Lets meet at the coffee shop down the block,

I saw you seated at the usual place,
"Black coffee please"!, I ordered in pace,

He looked relaxed, as our conversation started,
All this while he was thinking of me, which startled,

Things got smooth after a long walk,
With coffee in hand and him with his talk...

©sim
Poetic story. Fictional write. Spilling imagination.
Jan 2018 · 402
My Faith
Seema Jan 2018
My faith in you has doubled O' Lord,
Your grace has lifted me to voice my word,
To pour my feelings and write my thoughts,
Positive or negative emotions I've fought,
Thanks to those who have motivated me,
Pushed me to the limits to open up and see,
The value of unspoken words that one can feel,
For this life is none other than like a running wheel,
Traveling on bumpy, rough, dusty and smooth roads,
Carrying on its back the daily heavy lifes load,
The observations around has given me inspiration,
That it keeps me going like am writing the poem revelation,
My poems, is influenced through real happenings around,
Some are based on dream, imaginary, factual profound,
Most of all I feel great writing and exploring this talent,
Which was buried in me and stayed pretty silent,
Once again, thank you to all my HelloPoetry friends,
Will continue to write until the words in my head ends...

©sim
Spilling thoughts.
Jan 2018 · 411
Life In A Dying Plant
Seema Jan 2018
The plant looked dead,
It made me wonder as well as sad,
I observed the plant to see the cause,
It was indeed dead ofcourse,
The trunk was rotten,
Mostly forgotten,
It stood there dead,
My gaze caught a spot of green,
I suppose no one noticed this scene,
On the stem of an overhanging branch,
I watered this plant and trimmed the dead branch,
After few weeks the leaves grew,
And it was amongst everyone's view,
After few months a green branch sprouted,
With hearted satisfaction I doubted,
Thinking it may not last long,
But I was wrong,
Down few more days,
It grew stronger out of the ways,
Soon I noticed the budding,
And the blooms flooding,
What a beautiful sight to see at last,
The life returning in a dying plant...


©sim
Observation.
Jan 2018 · 328
I Hate Cockroaches
Seema Jan 2018
Sitting out on the porch,
Watching the **** cockroach,
Flying from wall to wall,
Oh! I've just seen it fall,
Now running on the floor,
It neared the main door,
With a blink of an eye it disappeared in the dark,
Not long I saw a shadow mark,
And that of a tree gecko leaping from the side wall,
Flew in the cockroach from the tree tall,
I saw the gecko aiming at its prey,
Moving slowly camouflaging itself as grey,
The roach froze and Bingo! the gecko caught its prey...

©sim
Just an observation I had today.
Jan 2018 · 395
Then And Now Change
Seema Jan 2018
When sages lived for many ages,
The era stories were written on bark pages,
Animals were quite friendly and didn't live in cages,
No one ever worried about salaries or wages,
The era changed and so did the perception,
On every junction there came ***** temptation,
Bribery, greed and some monstrous satisfaction,
For good people in search of jobs stamped  rejections,
The misunderstanding leads to tragic incidents,
Mostly results in suicides or on drive accidents,
The life ends for people who tried and gave up,
Or drowned themselves in poison full cups,
Alcohol on rise regardless of its high price,
Poverty on its peak while people voice with cries,
Dose after dose inhaled by this generation,
Moving forward in writing a new revelation,
For the expectation by the old sages has deluded,
And many have resorted with life and concluded,
Some dragged their way up with time,
Some sank their way with crime,
Some worked hard for every dime,
Some got knocked from their prime,
Yet the hunger of superiority kept growing,
The earth seems dimmed and not glowing,
From righteous beings to karmic scenes,
Now we all see the happenings and unforeseens...


©sim
Spilling thoughts.
Jan 2018 · 509
The Eel
Seema Jan 2018
Sitting on a rotten branch,
Two birds site the evil eel,
Terrified with a fright feel,
Slam! Came the branch,
Dead was the eel,
In excitement both posed a deal,
To enjoy their humongous meal...


©sim
Fictional Fun write.
Jan 2018 · 450
Lifeless Love
Seema Jan 2018
Love me but don't hate me,
Cuddle me but don't strangle me,

Break me but don't leave me,
Trash me but don't throw me,

I give you my world, don't reject it,
My love for you is deep, I don't regret it,

Why have you changed adapting psychotic nature?
Do you have a clue of our coming future?

What future is there, you took it all,
Wired my neck like an ugly doll,

Eyes wide open gasping for freedom,
Life became short, you forced me off your kingdom,

I begged for love, future and life,
You stabbed me with your favorite knife,

Stabbed and strangled, you showed me your love,
Such an agony, you carved my face like a dove,

Laying lifeless in my own pool of blood,
He's painting on canvas using drips of my blood...


©sim
Fictional write. Spilling imagination.
Jan 2018 · 205
Your Spirit With Mine
Seema Jan 2018
When the wind blows
And the rhythm flows
My spirit glows

When the tide is high
And blue is the sky
My spirit tends to fly

When the sun is bright
And dark is the night
My spirit turns to light

When you are near
And consume my fear
My spirit grows to hear

Your beat within mine
Your love within me
Your voice tune fine
Your spirit dwells with mine...*


©sim
Fictional write.
Jan 2018 · 252
A Wonderful Feel
Seema Jan 2018
Love is light
Makes life bright
It all feels right
When you at sight
Full romance in the night
More we understand and less we fight
With your hands holding mine tight
Your kiss makes my day alright
I hope to see you again tonight
Don't say you'll decide
Cause I need you to be by my side
It's a special moment for both of us
As from two of us its going one plus
So this my dear is the news I share
My heart blooms with this feel I bare
Am soon gonna be a bubbly mother
And you my dear child's father
We shall celebrate at the place we met
Years back when you helped me rescue a cat
Since then our love grew
In these few years that flew
I am lucky and happy to have you
In my life you made me all new
From a single to double I will be
In few months you shall see...


©sim
Fictional write.
Jan 2018 · 232
Ran Away
Seema Jan 2018
A gloomy day
No sun! no ray!
I've lost my way
What to do?
What to say?
Whom to speak?
Cause I ran away
Here in the forest
The tall trees sway
I wish not to return
I wish to stay away
Away from home
All alone
Among these trees
I wish to be free
From the people
From the filthy minds
From everyone
That's not my kind
I wish to find freedom
In this enchanting forest
Which is now,
My kingdom.

©sim
Jan 2018 · 178
Headless Meal
Seema Jan 2018
He hid the head
Under the bed
Not letting known
Of being a crimson clown
He sat wagging his tail
Without any fail
He jumped up and took away another head
This time I followed him and he led
To the hide out under the bed
I saw three fish heads stacked
Knowing I found out, he wagged
My dog, saving his meal
With his expression he ain't making a deal
On the floor he made me kneel
To check the food
That he hid for good
My boy
With his fish head toy

©sim
In love with my furry family...
Jan 2018 · 341
Last Breath
Seema Jan 2018
The arrow shot came,
Piercing through my heart
The flow of blood
Made way, for his fame art

I fell with tearing eyes,
Before him on the ground
He looked away,
To see who else was around

I gasped my last breath
With his picture in my eyes
Love could be this cruel
That he believed in foreign lies

©sim
Spilling imagination. Fictional write
Jan 2018 · 232
Waiting...
Seema Jan 2018
Deemed with sorrow
Pained with guilt
Will I see tomorrow
Or just slowly, wilt

The smile has vanished
Empty in my head
I have been punished
To suffer, undead

Darkness slithers around
Like a giant snake  
I am nailed to the ground
Unable to wake

It's all in my head
I know it's not true
But why my hands are red
What have I been through?

The words I try to speak
Chokes in my throat
Maybe, I'm just to weak
Lifeless so to float

I invited death gracefully
But it denied my request
Dragging myself painfully
I did try my best

Tho in shrouded straps
This heart still beats
Every ache it traps
As every tear it meets

Bound in a four-cornered room
I'm left in this world
To see and feel my doom
Waiting to be called...

©sim
Depression is deadly, if not treated.
Spilling imagination.
Jan 2018 · 355
Lovely Day
Seema Jan 2018
The morning dew on the grass
Feels like sheets of glass
One could walk on bear foot
To feel the chills and pure bliss
See how the dews drop to kiss
Each flower that blooms today
An amazing morning, a lovely day...

©sim
O' what a lovely Tuesday morning...good morning :)
Jan 2018 · 219
My Heart Glows
Seema Jan 2018
Days are getting dark
My mind has lost its spark
I can barely see the sun
As the heavy clouds seem to run
My eyes have gone blurry
Loads on my head is too much to carry
I walk up the same paths everyday
But I sat down to watch the path today
A steep walk one can take
To the beautiful enchanted lake
Surrounded by the wild flowers
A beautiful scenery with trees tall like towers
My favourite of them are tulips
Seeing the blooms take dips
In the lake to quench its thirst
Then open its bud like a fireflake burst
Such a wonderful fairy tale place
You can follow this path and trace
The dreamland forest where the lake flows
Where the wind slowly blows
This is where my heart really glows...


©sim
Feel of nature.
Jan 2018 · 380
Sweet Proposal
Seema Jan 2018
This cool breeze
This moonless night
The swaying of trees
The stars glow bright

Your hand in mine
This night seems so fine
A gulp of red wine
We had a lovely dine

You got on your knees
"Will you marry me please"
Your proposal was so sweet
That got me on my feet

"Yes", was all I could say
A diamond ring made its way
On my finger forever to stay
A gentle kiss on his lips I lay

A happy moment we had
Until I fell off my bed
Oh it all came to an end
It was morning again, my bad

©sim
Just a dream.
Jan 2018 · 206
Life
Seema Jan 2018
In the beginning it was "it"
Then it changed to "I"
Then "Me"
Then "We"
Then few years down it was "I" again
In ashes was I and then referred as "it" again


©sim
Jan 2018 · 195
Showpiece Affection
Seema Jan 2018
Those late night chats
Your kiddy style flirts
The way you made my heart melt
I still remember how it felt

The phone calls throughout the day
Assuring your care in every way
The miles distance part us today
As you live far far away

The gifts and cards you sent
Seeing these my days went
You never asked for a cent
BUT ONE DAY I LEARNT!

Everything was of show
The relationship was no more
You put me so low
The love dimmed its glow

Now its all pieces to peace
My heart is at ease
My brain tends to freeze
Whenever memories float like breeze

©sim
Fictional write.
Jan 2018 · 218
Sneak Peek Of Hell
Seema Jan 2018
I hear the ringing bells
My eyes close tight
To avoid seeing the rising hells
This darkness, I try to fight

The beating drums in my ears
My heart throbbing fast
Am melting within my fears
This breath seems my last

The awful smell of hell
Now I open my eyes to view
Anyone could tell
That most of us are in the queue

The ugly faces staring still
Standing behind each
The conscious mind notices ****
Ocean of red, bony beach

Hands and legs in chains
No mercy shown
Only verge of pains
One by one the heads blown

A sneak peek of hell I saw
With many that I know
Under the blades we bow
That was enough for now

I still remember this visit
Everyday roams in mind
Something I can't resist
Something that lures this find

©sim
Fictional write. Spilling imaginations.
Jan 2018 · 492
Unseen Forces
Seema Jan 2018
The unseen forces dwell around me,
Some just whisper to be free, just free,
They house on the old ancient trees,
It's quite nice to enjoy the breeze,
But once you are a target,
That's the start of their game,
It's evident that most people say the same,
That you hear a whisper of your name,
Little unfortunes happen as people say,
Mostly experiences encountered during the day,
I have heard lots of stories from people around,
That people insanely do rounds around the trees,
And later found fainted or sitting freezed,
Some babble and laugh or just giggle,
The old stories keep people away from this area,
As the community has created sort of a barrier,
A notice read:
"Caution: Ghostly Whispers on patrol
From 12.00pm-2.00pm
Keep out of this area"

I was quite curious to find out about this,
And later decided to take a stroll to meet the risk,
The trees were quite old but stood bold,
With soothing breeze cool to cold,
I stretched my hand to catch a branch to hold,
My heart thumped as I heard a whisper in my ear,
Startled I turned around in fear,
But no one was even near,
I felt my cheek slightly pressed,
Then I saw a figure in white dressed,
An enchanting smile,
I stood helpless frozen for a while,
Then as fast as I could...I ran,
I knew the stories were true man!
Till today I've never tried walking near those trees,
Even though they provide the most enchanting breeze...


©sim
Fictional write. Spilling imagination.
Jan 2018 · 261
Between Time
Seema Jan 2018
Between
Young And Old
There's A Moment Cherished Like Gold

Between
A Minute And An Hour
There's Lot To Conquer And Empower

Between
Good And Bad
There's Always A Story To Be Read

Between
Rich And Poor
There's Humanity For Sure

Between
Hot And Cold
There's Hardly Anyone To Keep On Hold

Between
Truth And Fake
There're People With You For Sake

Between
You And Me
There're Lines Drawn Locked With Key

Between
See And Heard
Backstabbers Got Me Bad

©sim
Jan 2018 · 274
I Pray To Thee
Seema Jan 2018
I clasped my hands
Got on my knees
Closed my eyes
Took a deep breath
And started:

"Dear Lord, hear me pray
My days are going in grey
With nothing more to say
As people have turned away
Am left with grief and pain
Mostly depressing insane
I have no one by my side
So I clasped my hands to abide
And talk to you as you are my guide
I may have done wrongs and lied
But I am your child and for me you died
I ask for forgiveness for the sins
As the dark angels gained their wins
For I confide in you my savior
Please forgive me for my bad behavior
You are the only one that I trust
Others cause my brain to rust
I ask for your blessings
Dear Lord, so the dark angel can stop messing
My life I surrender to you
You are the one
You are my guru
I ask thee for guidance
Amen!"


I kept sitting in the position
And thought of my situation
I smiled away
As my savior showed me the way...


©sim
Jan 2018 · 244
Cry, Of An Unborn
Seema Jan 2018
I am suffering
I am burning
My eyes are melting
In this ring of fire

The concrete walls
Have fallen
The burried ruins
Have sunk

I am crying out loud
Calling unto you
But my hands are no more
To raise up to you

The sky has turned ******
And the sun is out of sight
The fire is eating away
Like how darkness engulfs the light

My screams are licked by the flames
That slowly leaps towards me
I am blinded by the shadows
For which I can not see

I fall to the ground
A pit full of unknown skeletals
I feel myself being dragged
As my sense pickups rattling metals

**** me please
Mercy on my suffering
Release my soul
As my body is melting

Feast on me, O' fire of death
Make me into ashes and dust
Crush my bones, till I am no more
Let everything of me burst

Coz I am suffering
I am burning
I am melting
In a womb of fire...


©sim
I really don't know why this spilled out, how and for what reason. I just wrote it down. So I'll class this as SCRIBBLE FICTION.
Jan 2018 · 256
With Every Shot
Seema Jan 2018
With every shot of drink
My mind goes back to think

With every thought I think
My heart rises and sinks

With every beat of my heart
I feel distant and apart

With this feeling of despair
My tears roll without care

With every drop of tear
I take another shot of beer

With soothing music in air
Tonight you've been unfair

With you not here
This night grabs my fear

With this drink of beer
My mind rolls back to clear

With memories in my head
I crawl up in my bed

With your picture in my hand
I hope tonight's not my end


©sim
Jan 2018 · 179
Day Dreamer
Seema Jan 2018
A clear sky
Birds fly
Baby cry
Wonder why
Handsone guy
Oh! My
Smiling away
Makes me shy
Blushing away
I tipped over
Met a post
And rolled over
A Day dreamer
Was I
Beamed eyes
Searched the guy
No luck
Lost my wallet
No bucks
Walked home
In his thoughts
All alone


©sim
Fictional fun write.
Seema Jan 2018
The conch shell blew,
The arrows flew,
Armies caught in tragic view,
The battle amongst grew,
Who would win, no one knew,
In the battlefield lay my crew,
Only left were few,
Blood spurts from everywhere,
I sat watching over there,
On a leafless tree,
Where bodies hug free,
In my sight were three,
I looked upon to see,
More shots fired and am alone to be,
Witnessing such battle alone is me,
Many eras ago I also fought here,
With many armies from far and near,
Little did I know of my kinsman motive clear,
Betrayed was I and in rage of fear,
I was slayed headless and spared no tear,
They hanged my body on this tree right here,
With my head up high on the spear,
Now am all bones with nothing to bare,
Since then,
I watch upon every battle without any care...


©sim
Totally Fictional. Spilling imagination.
Jan 2018 · 274
Splash
Seema Jan 2018
The splash of water
The ripples slaughter
Throwing my anger
In a pool of water...

©sim
#thoughts #anger #feelings
Jan 2018 · 341
Bad Dream
Seema Jan 2018
In my dream
Am broken
My fleshes eaten
My body rotton
My bones taken
As ritual of token
With words unspoken
I broke through
Wide open
My leased body
In the ***** oven
Unworldly beings
Never ever seen
I was soon shaken
To waken
From a bad dream...

©sim
I am not scared of death as it is a natural cycle..but I hate to see myself dead in a dream...c'mon can't I just get Prince charming sort of dreams...duhhh
Jan 2018 · 287
RIP Self
Seema Jan 2018
I feel my heart leak
Almost at deaths peak
Drip by drip flooding my chest
Trying hard trying my best
To breath but I feel stuffed
Spills of blood out when coughed
I feel my veins giving up
My eyes blurring from the lights above
I feel rushed with pain in all direction
But my body would not show any reaction
Tears filled, flowed down my cheeks
No movement no words to speak
Am laying in a motionless state
Will I live or will it be too late
All I can do is think with staring eyes no blink
For the accident caused was spurred in like ink
All over the place with fresh blood stains
A shout, a cry, a breakthrough with no gains
I can only smell blood
Now I feel the peak of pain
My heart beats less
My body is in a mess
My eyes closing next
My pulse did its best
The last sirens heard
Its all come to an end
It's too late, I am already dead...


©sim
Too many accidents, drive safe. Awareness, your family loves you.
Jan 2018 · 207
Date Bait
Seema Jan 2018
...Flat tyre
For a good liar
Saw from far
He entered a bar
I punctured his car
Running late
To his next date
I laughed out
To this fate
How much I hate
For he walked
Away from my gate
But who knew
I was just a bait
Now he pays
Cause his late
To meet his date
Who is at wait
In the rain
Outside her gate...


©sim
Fictional Fun write.
Jan 2018 · 475
He Walked Away
Seema Jan 2018
He doubted me
Then he shouted at me
He blamed me for
No reason
And told me I change
Like season
The person who loved me
Like there was no other
Left my side for another
He said I was expecting
Too much
With kid like attitude as such
This was not a valid reason
To break up like this
But it was evident that
He would never miss me
Ofcourse as the other
Had taken over my lover
My place in his heart
Was no longer his part
He spilled out my love
And let it drown off like
A helpless dove
When I pleaded with sorry
He said not to worry
As some other will fill in
His absence in my life
Upon my broken heart
He left me shattered
To him,
I no longer mattered
He has found a new bloom
That scented his room
Once owned
Now disowned!


©sim
Totally fictional.
Jan 2018 · 406
Forgotten And Unnoticed
Seema Jan 2018
Forgotten was I,
Unnoticed in everyone's eye,
Everything I did for anyone;
They only seem to say goodbye,
I wonder why people tend to lie,
Am I the only one with this feel,
Trying to let this torment heal,
Of why people are good only from outside,
And so reckless rusted from inside,
No one to walk by my side,
Left alone for me to decide,
Of how I should let myself go,
But no one surely understands me, so
I have made myself a deal,
To be positive and work for my meal,
Diverting my negative vibes,
So it doesn't affect others lives,
With positivity I feel a glow of aura surround me,
That's all to everything I probably just want to be...


©sim
Jan 2018 · 288
Weird Man's Song
Seema Jan 2018
He looked weird
With his long beard
Seems unshaven for many years

Walked like a turtle
With a shiny armor like metal
Hung around his neck were cups and kettle

Swagging with baby like steps
I heard Tip-a-tip-tap
With his walking stick and a whitered cap

I watched him from far
Away from my car
Hip-a-didal-do why you stare like am at a zoo

He mumbled loudly like a roar
From a lions cage somewhere at the core
I kept my pace to see him more

A small man perhaps a dwarf
Making his way towards the near wharf
I decided to head off

As I turned to go
He startled from behind
Saying Sip-aa-say-so

Leaving me speechless
With no clue
Of how he got me out of the blue

He taped his stick
And sat on a brick
He totally looked sick

I said "hello"
He replied "ello"
"I am a weird fellow"


He looked away
Far to the other way
Got up and started his weird song

Tip-a-tip-tap Tip-a-tip-tap
With a say of little
Here I see a cat in the middle
Whose with me...Whose with me
With cups and kettle
Sip-aa-say-so Sip-aa-say-so
With nowhere to go
Hip-a-didal-do Hip-a-didal-do
I have no clue...


©sim
Creative writing. Fictional write, spilling imagination.
Jan 2018 · 325
P.E.A.C.E
Seema Jan 2018
I want you to:

Protect me always
Even if you are away
Always call me
Cause you are mine to be
Everything else doesn't matter, you see

I come with peace:
                                 Personality
                                 Education
                                 Attention
                                 Care
                                 Everything
I just want you for me...



©sim
Jan 2018 · 336
Vows
Seema Jan 2018
For better or for worse I will always be there
Thank you for your love, thank you for your care
I promise I will be good in all ways
For you are my world, you bright my days
In pain or in sorrow, in happiness
I will be by your side wading out any sadness
For you my love, I give you my all
Whenever you need me, just dial a call
I am blessed to have you by my side
Oh yes, you ignite my soul being its guide
The trust I have in you shall always remain
As my past was full of regret and pain
I promise to love you till death do us apart
You are the one that rules over my heart
Every breath I take, every move I make
Every thought that strikes, its you I take
You are my start, and you are my end
For God has blessed me to take your hand
Here my love, I give you my vows today
I will always love you like I do on this day...

©sim
Fictional write.
Jan 2018 · 229
Cause I Cared
Seema Jan 2018
I left cause I cared
But you never dared
To confront me
You just let me be
I cried over the time spent
The moments and stuffs you sent
Now I packed it all for you
To send all back for your new
A replacement love waiting in queue
That's ok, you can gift the stuffs to her
I heard she drives a porsche car
Was that the reason you got lured
Madly in love that you forgot you assured
To be with me always
To stick by my side in every ways
But the ingredient of being rich lacked in me
The actual reasons, I now see
It's fine as this was predicted to be
I opened my arms to let you go
You never turned back to thank me, No...


©sim
Fictional write.
Jan 2018 · 182
New Beginning
Seema Jan 2018
The lines from my palms were ripped off to make a graph. A plan of my future deeds then am pushed on a raft. The flow of water took me down stream and left afloat. No medics, no boats....no coast to meet. The daring sun shot direct rays in my eyes to blind. The winds did no good and nature became so unkind. Laying half dead with muddy skin, I was caught in a whirlspin. Inside I screamed cause I was alive, outside was ragged and dead then alive. My palms no longer bleed as its been washed off. My face no longer cried as the emotions drained off. Am left in this unknown place, I hear no one...I see no one. I wished to be dead at the end of this day. I have fought but now there is no other way. Am pulled out of water by a great force. A gain of instant energy in my body, I rouse. A new life, a new beginning...all is well, that was my past dwelling.....


©sim
Freestyle writing.
Jan 2018 · 266
Villainous Game
Seema Jan 2018
I rolled the dice, got FIVE
He pulled away the trigger and kept me alive

I rolled the dice, got FOUR
He punched my face, dislocated my jaw

I rolled the dice, got FIVE again
He kicked me like a crazy insane

I rolled the dice, got TWO
He locked me in a ***** filthy loo

I rolled the dice, got SIX
He dragged me out and took pics

I rolled the dice, got ONE
He said pack your bags, you're done

I rolled the dice, got THREE
He opened the gates and set me free

©sim
Fictional write. Inspired by Snakes 'n' Ladders game.
Jan 2018 · 267
People Change
Seema Jan 2018
...After fire
In mirror I saw
Bandaged face
Looked raw
You seemed sickened
For what you saw

A pretty face
Not anymore
The fire revenged
And let my skin tore

I was same inside
An ugly fame
You left me outside
Cause of shame

With bald head
Withered skin shed
Lashes and brows
All damaged dead

A state of blank
When you left
On a verge of
Crazy and crank

Days past, months
Then years
Doctors tried best
On my appearance

Finally after years
I walk without fear
But these eyes fill up
With uncontrollable tear

I am new,
But not forgotten
You left me saying
My face was rotten

You judged me
By my appearance
Which in years has
Drowned in disappearance

I have long hair,
Beautiful brows and lashes
With you gone, left me with flashes
My life now, with unfilled dashes...


©sim
Fictional poetic story. Spilling imagination.
Jan 2018 · 509
Repaired Heart
Seema Jan 2018
My heart grows weak
When I see you
My thoughts speak
To be with you
My emotions seek
To love you
But you damaged my heart
Now it leaks, part by part
My veins start to bust
As I write your name on dust
Then I cry and sink in tears
And taunt myself that,
I couldn't console my fears
My mind is stable
But my heart is still weak
It's been weeks
Now I feel better
As there are no leaks
My heart is repaired
And I am ready
For that special one that I seek...

©sim
Fictional write.
Jan 2018 · 872
The Smell Of Purification
Seema Jan 2018
The smell of burning incense
Awakes my sleeping senses
The ringing of temple bells
You got go, that's what mum tells
To the morning prayer
Which I love, is not rare
As each day starts with Gods name
The days go by almost the same
Peaceful atmosphere all around
As the smell of yagna surrounds
The air purified from negative vibes
And silently the bees leave their hives
The locals then extract the pure honey
Which is sold and thus a source of money
Life is just perfect living with less noise
Here in the village, but it's ones choice
To choose the style of life they prefer
And if asked to me, I always refer
To the place where I would love stay
Is in my village, where we all had our own way...

©sim
Jan 2018 · 291
If You Think You Are Ugly
Seema Jan 2018
They called her ugly
And she cried in silence
I walked to her
We sat and talked for few hours*

My theory 1
While God was making you
He received a call
So he quickly tried to finish the physic of you
Only left was to put a soul in you
So he went to attend the emergency
By the time he got back to you
He realised that you looked ok but not perfect
Since he loved you so much he placed a beautiful soul in you
Therefore, my dear a person with the right vision will see this beauty beyond your ugliness

My theory 2
God made another, very beautiful person
The perfect being, the mesmerizing body
Everything was so godly perfect
As God was about to put a beautiful soul in this body
He was called in emergency, so he left his work there,
By the time God got back, he was bit disturbed
So he placed an ugly soul in this perfect being
Realizing later of what he did
God said, only the people with the right vision will see what you are from within
Likewise, my dear many will be enchanted by your beauty and this beauty will cover up your ugly soul
After this talk this girl felt happy and glad
That she was worth the same as the other made by the same God
Be blessed of who you Are from inside out...


©sim
I wrote this, cause it made that person feel better and worth. I am not discriminating or judging anyone on their looks/appearance, so please don't take what I wrote as negative...
Jan 2018 · 259
Rain Therapy
Seema Jan 2018
This rain
Washes my pain
Cools my head
Hydrates my brain
Dilutes my tears
And drains my fears
We no longer together
It's been many years
Suddenly he shows up
With his coffee cup
And my scars open
To bleed with sorrow
As if there's no tomorrow
I walked away unrecognized
In the rain, I disguised
He followed to apologize
But I failed to recognise
This rain helped me
To let go of my past
From where it all began
Time just went too fast*

©sim
It has been raining heavily since yesterday. So just weaved on this FICTIONAL write.
Jan 2018 · 232
Laying Beneath With Love
Seema Jan 2018
Am tired of laying beneath this grave
It's damp, dark and cold like cave
Once nailed in, there is no escape
Just counting days in fear with grace

My spirit denies to go
For your love is getting hard to forget
Under this six feet low
I still crave for your love now hard to get

The nights and days are same here
I weep to live but shed no tear
The Lord of death has caste my spirit down
For it was not my time to die he found

Stuck in spirit world with unknown clowns
Here is a demon who wears a rusty crown
I met your relative who was a victim of drown
Unfortunately, we all suffer from this surround

Now, living with no visibility at all
It's painful to see, as you don't respond my call
I have to dwell for the next thousand days
Before my spirit is freed as the messenger says

Am saddened as I couldn't live to my vow
This world here is where we spirits bow
There is a complete silence with ugly spirits around
So I stay near my grave or just beneath the ground

©sim
Fictional write. Spilling imagination on a rainy Sunday :-)
Jan 2018 · 651
In Torn Pages
Seema Jan 2018
A myth untold
A torn page flew
A book, unfold
In the wind it blew

My thoughts, my write
I cannot seem to find
A gist of fright
No pages to bind

Why, my mind
You cannot think
Help me rewind
These eyes I blink

Instead you wonder
In the ruins here
A lot to ponder
If he was near

A writer, proud
I wanted to be
He did not encourage
Nor hoped to see

In these ruins found are pages
Ripped, torn lying naked
Its been long, its been ages
Piece by piece stuck forsaken

It was my fate
To have left you
Even if it's late
I'll still wait for you

From these ruins I oversee
The city where we used to be
Now I have all to give
In torn pages, here I live


©sim
Fictional write. Spilling imaginations!!
Jan 2018 · 274
Moving Away
Seema Jan 2018
I tried binding my feelings for sometime
                      Unfortunately it kept spilling everytime

So I left such feelings to haunt you down
                      As am moving away, away from this town...


©sim
Fictional. Not going anywhere ;-)
Jan 2018 · 388
The Spell
Seema Jan 2018
The lasting fragrance
Of that perfume
Just hits my head and
Puts me on fume
Going crazy with the smell
Too much to bare,
Seems am put on spell
Now that my head feels light
But something's not right
Why that smell
That delirious spell
The ringing of bells
The gates of hell
Almost insane......I can tell!!

©sim
I love perfumes, the enchanting fragrance...and each unique mesmerising smell, casts a spell and opens Windows to different worlds or just hell ;-)

What's your favorite fragrance?
Jan 2018 · 343
Premier Change
Seema Jan 2018
Now the skies have turned amber
Due to the burning fields, near
The rise of cunning termites
Is at peak, this time of the year

The bumpy clouds have gathered
But there is no sign of rain
The elnino has spread wide
Wrapping wrath in pain

The greenery has shaded
The temperature rising each day
The cool air has waded
Animals dying everyday

Sweat, fills under my sucken eyes
Humidity on troll these days
Birds peek to drink water,
Trying to cool themselves in some ways...


©sim
Climatic change, a devastating downflow we are swimming into. Soon to be drowned in our own geo creations.
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