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All I wanted
before I die
was to leave something behind
a thought
a word
just a little piece of my mind
when it’s all said and done
I hope
you remember me
once I’m gone
I cried
a few hours a day
overwhelming pain and sadness
overpowered by a disturbance
reminding me of everything
I did wrong
and what I could of done right
left alone to tackle
all these emotions
that one day would be
lost memories
of lessons learned
Lust is when  
you can’t live
without each other
Love is when you
let each other live
We had a love affair
in the depths of my mind
forever there
until I take
my final breath
her face
before I slip into
an infinite darkness
The sun
shined brightly upon my face
yet I was still in darkness
trapped in between
the walls of my mind
in utter sadness
a love once full of brightness
never to be heard again
left in a life full of madness
She
was a dream
I once had
manifested into reality
Some stories
never end
they just continue on
long after
you are gone
every time
they mention your name
the angels sing a song
She
was a novel
waiting to be written
a love story for the ages
my only wish
was to be a part of her narrative
Candle
burning in the night
amber glow
illuminating the bare walls
that once were covered
with portraits of a love
that was never true
Pain
was the charcoal cloud
that draped over me
weighing me down
like a wet packing blanket
until I could no longer take another step
dropping to my knees
only to stare at my hands
pressed against the concrete floor
as the cold hard rain
pounded relentlessly over and over
reminding me to stay down
with no sign of hope
punishing myself
A constant suffering
because I had no control of my mind
and I’ll never know why
Dancing
in the rain as a child
memories I’ll never forget
a reminder of life’s
simple pleasures
free with no regrets
She
was ******* beautiful
anything less
would be offensive
My heart
was broken
Many times
Yet it still beats
As the ocean has tides
It will always find love
Even if there’s none
It will continue to beat
As long as we have the sun  
For my heart will always be
my only One
Write about what makes you happy
Write about what makes you sad
Write about everything you think of
Even if it makes you mad
Write about the good times
And write about the bad
Write about the days you were younger
And how it makes you laugh
Write about the things you wanted
Write about the things you had
Write about the the ones you loved
Write about the ones you wish you never had
Then read your book out loud when it’s all said and done
You realize that your life wasn’t that bad
And that someone out there still thinks you’re
Number One
Pain
has no understanding  
why it hurts
it only knows to accompany love
wherever it goes
Pizza
especially with pepperoni
and extra cheese
there is something beautiful
about that combination
that tickles my palate
with such deep emotion
which can only be described
as true love
She was my beauty
I was her beast
every night together
was a feast
spread her legs
kissed her there
she even loved
how I pulled her hair
ravaged her body
she loved to stare
behind closed doors
we’re the perfect pair
Leaves
Red and gold
A beautiful oil painting
A prequel
To the cold harsh winter
That darkens my soul
Bringing an eerie feeling of death
That makes the snowflakes shiver
Stop making excuses
why we can’t be together
and accept all the reasons
why were meant for each other
Sunrise
tells me that I’m alive
Sunset reminds me
that I lived
The most intimate action
you can have with a woman
is deep conversation
*** is just the resolution
Run
Run
If you continue
running from the world
eventually the world forgets you
then you have nothing to run from
but  yourself
She
moved place to place
in search of a new face
every where she went
new relationships
only to be left behind
every time she lost her mind
new place
new face
until she found the one
who played the game
and finally won
Those
who shunned us
when we were in need
will always search for us
that is indeed
See
See
Her eyes eyes
saw me see
what was inside of me
nothing good
nothing bad
just simply that I was sad
what to do
what to say
living life every day
knowing what’s inside of me
on the outside full of glee
her eyes eyes
saw me see
a little part of her
inside of me
Her tongue
spoke words of pain
of a love taken in vain
by a man who drove her insane
leaving her to blame
hoping he suffers the same
intolerable shame
She
was a ghost
haunting my mind
as days went by
no evidence
she was there
except
a single strand
of hair
She
was a subtle beauty
with a slight implication
of sexuality
Her voice
cherubs
caressing my ears
singing hymns of praise
until I fell
into a deep slumber
Her wicked tongue
caressed my ears
with promises of ****** grandeur
all I wanted was to be held
until I slumbered
Some days
I feel neglected
some days
I feel loved
some days
I feel everything
some days
none of the above
some days
I need attention
Some days
I just need a hug
but most days all I need
is my own love
Sometimes
the price of fame
is not worth your sanity
getting lost in the game
fighting the battle
between you and your brain
left there to die
losing your soul in vain
Her special power
was neglect
and I felt it immensely
a feeling I knew all to well
but could never get use to
Spring rain
had a subtle hint
of new love blossoming
a prequel to summer dates
at the beach
Silver lined skies
hues of powder blue
looking through
the passenger window
on the road to nowhere
Sunday morning drives
with my father
I remember her scent
like soft, sweet cotton candy
I was inhaling it like a drug
as I closed my eyes
feeling a sudden surge
through my body
for a moment I was uncomfortable
with this overwhelming desire
to taste her
***
was the bridge
that connected our bodies
So our souls can cross
back and forth
together
Some memories
were like winter chills
while others were summer breezes
time wasted for many reasons
for all relationships go
through all the seasons
Those
who don’t get it
are those who don’t care
Oh that smile
how it sent shivers
down my spine
silencing all noise around me
yet creating a chaos inside me
an uncontrollable urge
to kiss thee
and shed thy tears profusely
Don’t
expect me to remember you tomorrow
when you forgot about me today
She was a fantasy
I played over and over
in my head
like a hymn
recited on a Sunday morning
while waiting for forgiveness
I
want a love
like a  Lana Del Rey song
She
found a warm space
in my heart and mind
where she will be safe and loved
until the end of time
Snowflakes
frolicking wildly
clinging to buildings
and streets
a melancholy beauty
to be admired through
windows
Something about
Winter winds
that silence
the city noise
at night
and bring
an eerie feeling
of nostalgia
Her words
complimented mine
as if we were speaking
with the same tongue

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