You are not here
and I am so alone.
I feel like making love
with you my new stranger.
I am waiting for you.
When are you coming?

Love is the beginning of everything
Love is what we are born from
Love is what we are raised by
Love is there when we start new
life with another love
Love is a cycle we can’t go out from

Imagine the world only with love
World which doesn’t hate
We get born saint like unwritten books
Clean and waiting to fill up with the wisdom
We need remember clarity of being blessed

Love is beautiful and magical
Can do everything and change anything
Love teach us how to live, how to love
Live with love is only our purpose
Be there for its wide wings of safety

Love never leave us alone
So we must care of it. Day by day
Step by step explore it from all sides
See it what is written on the top
And feel what is hidden in the middle

So live with love is only our purpose

Have you considered what will be your
first words when you are going to meet me?
So many right one to choose.

I know your answer now and it is perfect:
Never leave you alone my love.

So I will never leave you also.

I am curious about your eyes.
And eyebrows. I want draw their
shape with finger.
Look on you for a long time.
Think about what you think.
Watch your eyes.
To know I am yours and you are mine.
Forever.

Be there for me now and tomorrow,
Do you feel my deep sadness, sorrow?
I want to feel your sky fall again
Our story had so many words to explain

Be there for me now and tomorrow
Never thought it would be seven years in row
I want to feel your sky fall again
I want to feel your life-giving rain

Be there for me now and tomorrow
Face it all together but story new…

There is no bigger pain when soul feels is innocent and alone, and nobody's here to help you.
To save you.

I can only breath by you.
I can only see by you.
Only you giving me an energy
Living energy to persuade
all circumstances to change.
Change everything what will can happen.

Be aside the situation which are painful
to my body and to my soul.
Now you see how complicated it is.
I can only breath by you.
You must be there each second.
Each my blink of eye you notice.
Each burst of my heart you feel.
Now you see how hard to live
like this it is.

We two are in one. But you are not my love.
We are not soul mate or lover.
But complete strangers to each other.
Now you see how tough it is.

Will we be one soul  sometime in the future?
Never. It would be the mistake and misery.
I want go back and have my freedom to breath.
Without you inside me. I can´t hear you. anymore.
How purify and quiet moment occured me.
Forever free. Forever without you. Only me.

Breath you in, my life
Breath you out, my bad days
If it could be so easy.

Breath you in, the love
Feel you deep inside me
And never let you disappear.

Breath you in my happiness,
Breath you out my loneliness.
Never put me down.

Breath you in, my life
If it could never end.
Live forever like a love.

I so want to tell you.
I so want to dream with you.
I want you know me better.
I am strong daydreamner, loneliner,
So full of kindness and loving feelings.

I know how to make you and me happy.
So happy to scream it to the whole world.

I can see ordinary life like full of
wonderful details.

I know how to make you feel so lively.
I am person who is always on foot.
Going through and exploring.
I will take your hand and go out to show you
how my seeing of life is
How you can be happy in details.

This is me.
Daydream is my drug for you.
Everything with me is sweeter.
My Daydream.

Christmas tree in the corner
Lights on the shelf with pictures of us
Me sitting again lonely

Hearing dogs barking on strangers
I didn't see Sun for ages
Winter is just dark period

Book lying on the table
Do not have taste to read it
Again the same pages
Of our lives

Maybe I will leave it

Will I walk towards the day?

deeper down on my knees
going back to dark ages
of my life, of my past times
you weren’t there when I needed
I was lonely fighter for my freedom
put into dark places in my town
full of scream fighting for my life
I waited for you for so long
my friend, you weren’t there
when I screamed fighting for my life

my past full of cry and hopes
haunting me till now and hides
from light of these f..king days
in belief that I will survive once
with smile at my face and laugh
nothing is like before in past
present put me sometimes down
deeper down on me knees
screaming I have enough …

Earth must be a woman
Full of new life everywhere and every time
Feel her beauty and protect Her
Message from Earth to You

Leaves fallen down from the trees
Make me disappointed  of that time
Trying to find myself in that tones

Cooling down my tears of coldness
I find few days of willingness
Capture nice moments of last days

Sun is touching my soul more and more
Flowers start to bloom and enlighten
I see nature back deep in my mind

Breathing again, enjoying the moment
Warmness of present bring happiness
Stuck in this time, leave me never

Bring me joy, the year.

Summer is on its end
I will miss you gold ring
You was my close friend
You were my deep spring
of happiness

Water and sunshine here
Deep under my soft skin
Fruit was so sweet and air
So warm to bless my sin
of laziness .

Lazy to wait for winter
As summer is a winner.

So lonely that you can hear my brain thinking
about why all happened to me.
So lonely that I hear the situation tick tock
maybe music will help cover this.
Never better.

Evil stuck on me
Never ask for it
Present for a very long time

Devil deconstruct his piece
When my soul called for love
Lonely and wanted be rescued

Nobody cared. I shouted out loud.
Lout possibly as I could
Expressed it in many ways

Nobody listened me

Now I must stand tall again
Fight for any new day
So hard it is. So hard.

I feel so lonely...

Flowers are direct proof of love in nature.
They are symbol of a beauty.
They smell variously. It's a mystic.
Why they grow?
Plant doesn't need flower for
releasing new life.
Why so they grow?
Maybe to make our nature colorful.
To make it into Eden.
Direct proof of love.

Nature wants flowers be beauty.
Flowers for lovers.
Flowers for tenderness.
Flowers for softness.

Girl who survived
Went through dark days alone
She had lonely times to live
Scared to each her bone

Never expected this would come
Pray to God each day to survive
Take care of her soul in dark
Appreciate each day to be alive

I am screaming for more
I used to feel lonely and sad
and was looking for a light
I couldn’t reach the bright
was down on my knees
I overlooked you in my life, light

I am screaming for more
want to reach heights and live
again, without fights
I am screaming for more
don’t be sad, don’t’ feel alone
everything is in front of you
my friend, said once…

I am screaming for more
nobody knows what waiting me
I am alone and it devastates me
I am only screaming for more
to be again alive and full of dreams
to survive in this world
I am only screaming for more

I was long stuck in the moment
Moment beside my dreams
I am searching for more, my soul
Resurrection of my breath is coming
I feel pain leaving my body
I am searching for more, my heart
Love I felt was almost lost
But I see light at the end of the way
I am searching for more, my deep
Breathing new fresh air
Complete me inside my inner
I am searching for more, my life
Searching for you, my love
Be there for me forever

I miss love in my life.
Where are you? I miss you.
Did you forget my address?
It's too long I didn't feel butterflies.
When to meet my bellowed.
Butterflies are not here anymore.

I´ll be there when you will come.
And you will give me everything what I miss.
What I even didn´t know I need.
I need to feel more like me.
Like me before.
It will be my new me belonging to you.

I lost my feelings
part of my personality.
I almost lost myself.
Where to go?
Who to ask?
What for to wait?
Need to raise mine romance.
My romantic side.
To find myself again.

Imagine.
Summer rain, hand in hand through old city.
Rock wall around, narrow streets.
Small markets and private galleries around
People looking for the roof or restaurant.
And we crossing the street patiently.
Wet and looking forward to each other...

What I want tonight is your kiss on my neck.
What I want tomorrow is your hug which will last forever.
What I want this month is your trust in us and our future.
What I want this year is your heart beating for me forever.
What I want in more far future is result of our love, child.
What I want is you, now and forever. Smile on you each day and hold our hands...because what I want, you want too.

I wish myself something
Be with me more
Erase all darkness
Light up hearts around
Be there for me
New Year 2021

I miss love in my life.
Where are you? I miss you.
Did you forget my address?
It's too long I didn't feel butterflies.
When to meet my bellowed.
Butterflies are just not here...

I´ll be there when you will come.
And you will give me everything what I miss.
What I even didn´t know I need.
I need to feel more like me.
Like me before.
It will be my new me belonging to you.

Leave me alone you
Who joined my soul deeply when
I prayed God to help

I missed you so much
You left and hurt me
We were total free
To love each other in past

You appear again and
My heart was still hurt
I am afraid to open up for you

Tell me something my love
You left an hurt me
What did you do without me

I want to believe it again
Our love can be spread
And to love each other

Love me more this time
I will forgive you now
What you did you to me in past.

you have no idea how I feel
when you left me with others
like it would be enough
you have no idea how I live
and it hurts, **** it hurts

you found me deep before
remember these day full of us
but you left me with others
lonely

you said you are good friend
**** it hurts you are not here
I am asking how was your day
but you staying quiet in my life
staying so far from me

friends are here forever, they said
but you forgot on basic rules
you are so far from me now
‘best friends forever’ not

never again will be like before
never again will be our friendship
on pedestal
you left me felt it in this way
lonely

you know my inner me
I know your kind soul
there is no time for waiting
let this be our paradise

when I was small girl
I dream about my prince
you perfectly fit my dream
let this be our paradise

we can go further together
never turn back in time
we are born for each other
let this be our paradise

may our love to celebrate
our days are fulfilled
no better time for passion
let this be our paradise

now and forever
let this be our paradise

Blackness flooded evening street
Only lights from restaurants
Shaping this moment I walk
Me again lonely walker of my life

Cold air mixing with cigarette smoke
People seeing their only aim
Will I meet you once again
Country dives to the loneliness

Stuck in this east city
I will meet you on this place
Give me sign to move forward
Don't leave me here again

Your hand touched my mind
Even if you are not my part
My friend,
Don't leave me here again

You should make me alive again
you don’t owe me so much pain
You taught me how to behave
how much love I should gave
your truly you.

Life owes me so beautiful things
To rise me up above its wings
Cover me into sweet melancholy
Protect me and find me holy
when sin arised.

Make me alive when bleeding
My heart feels misleading
When thinking about past
Which for I never asked
and stayed present.

I want you change your attitude
Show me your miracles
Let’s be our miracles.

Men are different from women.
I don't understand why nature wanted it.
Their bye bye hurts stronger than bye from us,
I would not lead breakup into hate.
It is not something that is get born from me.
Can we be just friends and leave it
all around it? It is disturbing.
This is my way of thinking after all.

You left me here and this pain remained
Can we be just friends and leave it?
Please, don´t hurt me more and more
This is my way of thinking after all.

I don't have many ideas right now.
Simply I miss you and love you.
I want be in your arms, closest as possible.
Touch you. Kiss you, Caress you.
I really don't want more.

Something started new inside me
Feelings which should before appear
Like Universe is full of colours
I am becoming again full your
My life

Turn life inside me again please
Erase my previous and future sins
I am going feel alive with you
You opening my sides new
My precious

Come, feel my love, my deep
Till now I was in deep sleep
Waiting for your desire and hug
You will never again cut
Me from your source
My soulmate

My life
Oh, my precious life
My soulmate

Be always on my side
Together closer with me
Like two lovers crushing
Put love into two beings
My life
My soulmate

I want to feel your inner music
Deeply inside my wisdom
Like two believers in us
Forever standing next to each other
My precious

My life
Oh, my precious life
My soulmate

People smoking around
Walking down the street
Light in theater beside me
Homeless begging for better

Jazz in nearby cafe
Makes me remember on these days
Of loneliness

People smiling around me
While passing church
Catching the right time
While leave my past behind

Time passing by
See myself in position
Understanding these days
Of losing everything

Everybody deep in their ideas
I know I want resurrection
From my past days

If this is possible...

piece by piece I am coming
closer to you
showing me your face
recognizing you
from my deepest dreams

you appeared like angel
in my life
I want you see more
want to feel more
make me feel more
piece by piece

If you really love me
You can do it blind or
you can see me by your words
Know me more in my root
Love me impatiently each day
Your love is my food
And your honesty is my air
Be with me. Do not want more.

Walking slowly down the street
Seeing reflection of the sky
Aiming to that cafe on the corner
For a while I didn't write you
Taking cup of coffee to my hands
Imagination goes to these days

Our path went far from each other
Maybe we can't live in our memories
Maybe is not time to say good bye
Maybe our reunion is on the reach
I hope for this inside my heart

These days in your big city
Where I almost lost myself
Making me emotional till now
Saying good bye was painful
When I almost lost myself

Never stopped thinking on you
Sometimes it took me on that streets
Full of unknown family and friends
Who could see my inner me

I am here alone but not forgotten
I feel certain happiness on the reach
To feel your streets and your city
Where people are not afraid of rain
Where everybody heading home
Where my mind strayed away

Bad things not happen again
When I almost lost myself
Evil address has changed to heaven
And you will see my new me
When our eyes meet each other

Flowers remind me new life
I am not sure why I love them
Maybe because they are here to love people
In regard that people love them too
Appreciate this incredible relationship
Flowers remind you love, simple love
In nature they wait to be adored by you
Take care of flowers, please.
Don´t want more to say now...

My life is full of thorns.
Sadness and loneliness.
I can´t move on in my life.
Everything seems to be lost.
When I´ll find my rose again?
My flower leaves felt apart.
I am afraid it is for good.
Forever. Completely.
I am waiting for the sun.
But what if it will not save my rose...

Flower leaves under the tree
Fallen down like my tears

My cry took me to closing certain feelings
And this process hurts a bit
Now I stay pride, reconciled and stronger
Seeing clearly my past
Prepared for new opportunities

You killed my inner me
While I begged you for life
My destiny was to shine
But you committed a crime
My heart is broken down
Often I felt lost in town
Town of your secret lies
World is changed in your eyes
You dare to harm arise
My arise coming into light
I never forget on my blood
Blood your freaky mud
Your freaky show inside
My honeyed young soul
I am guessing if you now
Thinking about what you did
You will never finally quit
Your taste is incredibly sick

I touched that feeling
...sleeping
...dreaming
I am not sober anymore

Sometimes there is a days full of emptiness
Sometimes you feel full of feelings
Which make you stop and just sitting.
Maybe waiting for nothing. Thinking.
Sometimes you feel lonely that
You think the love is almost gone.
It is gone and so far.
But you hope it will come one day
In a different shape and look.
Sometimes you must wait for so long.
Sometimes it is hard…

I feel your suffering for a long time.
I didn't want to tell you.
But you fulfilled my life to better.
I owe you something to made only for you.
I wish you spread love again.
I want do the same.
To the world. To people. To man.
To child.
To everything it needs love.

Nothing washes your big sin
Enemy, you shouldn’t been
And arise in such a scene

We pray today for you, Ukraine
Our love for you is like a chain
Of our thoughts and wishes

People of Ukraine, we are with you
Now and then, standing in queue
We are on your side and help

We believe in your bravery
Like dove is symbol of peace
Sun flower is symbol of cease
War and arise new day bright
Bright days for you children

We stand up for you, Ukraine
Thinking each minute on your pain
We stand up for you each day
And fight for you freedom

Look on these trees, full of white caps
River flowing down the hill, so clean
There is not only dust as on other planets

We have variety of colors within flowers
Amounts of shapes, symmetries and heights
There is not only dust as on other planets

So many types of animals, their diversity
And mankind. Human, You, man and woman,
There is not only dust as on other planets
And no loneliness. Nope. We are each
other neighbor. How lovely is it!

Can you see this miracle? Can you feel it?
We have billions of chances to get feel
magnificent, to get feel surrounded.
There is not only dust as on other planets
Never alone. Praise that miracle!

There will be no new planet
We have just one
Just the right one
To take care of

There will be no new chance
To make more mistakes
To let it here *****
To walk out

We have right place to live
Not place to left
For the new
We are here from the beginning

Let us believe in change
Change our thinking
Live more green
Live more with heart

Love is beautiful strong feeling
but sometimes hurts when you don't expect it
And you need to get over it
Again
Despite age and experience you have
It can hurt the same painfully
How pathetic it is
You haven't learnt so much
Crossing middle age soon
Even after certain time
You are like teenager
Crying to the cushion
Now you must find another way
How to look pride
While morning stare to the mirror
Better to be sarcastic
Like be afraid of tomorrow
That you will feel it again
Despite your middle age crossing soon