"othing" poems
I can’t get my brain
To shut the hell up.
I don’t want to talk right now. please leave me alone. it isn’t you i
promise, it’s me and
N othing can stop me from thinking that it’s my fault and
everything is my fault. why are things this way and why did i
lose you and my friends? i can’t help but think and
F eel depressed because i love you. i don’t want to lose you but i
have and i’m not happy, i’m almost never happy anymore. or
maybe i never was. emotions exhaust me but they’re all i know. i
don’t usually get angry but when i do i go off and
J ust shut up! you’re wrong, i’m right. why can’t you see that? i
need structure, it’s how i function and you are so incredibly
unpredictable which excites me, even if no one knows, because
that’s risky and i like new adventures but i need stability which
my life, my existence, can’t provide
because i’m too complicated to make sense,
My life is contradictory
May 9, 2018
May 9, 2018 at 3:15 AM UTC
A nother ****** day
B inging, then throwing up; Hunger
C rying, as usual
D eath sounds comforting
E each day is a struggle
F orcing smiles
G one too soon? Not soon enough
H eaven isn't for people like me.
I nternal struggle—i want to
die//i want to live ..
J ust one more cut .. Oops, too
many to count
K ill yourself, my thoughts say
L iving is exhausting
M ore scars
N othing inside. It's hungry. Being
eaten alive
O h, I woke up this morning, I
wanted to die
P ain .. So much pain.
Q uit it!
R est in peace [RIP]
S hut up!
T hese thoughts will be the death
of me. Tired
U nder the facade is a corpse. Im
a walking dead
V ery soon i will end it.
W hy should I stay alive? Should
I **** myself?
X friends, x lovers, goodbye
Y es
Z ero thoughts
Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 2:29 PM UTC
T hough I know the truth
H urt still lingers in my breath
E mptying out into the street
M other to none, sister to one, daughter to two
O nly one slight problem, I want to be alone with
N othing to bother me, no one to disrupt my
S leepless nightmares, taunting day dreams
T onight I shall not rest until I find a way to
E nd these thoughts, but I will never
R est easy, not until I learn the meaning of peace
W hat have I become anyway?
I s this liar, this thief, this ******
T he person I've always wanted to
H onor with the title of my name?
I s this black hole swirling inside my chest
N othing more than a shell of a human being?
W hy do I always end up asking the same questions?
I may never really know who I am
L ike most drifters and loners and
L osers, I may never learn to love myself
N othing is worse than not knowing
E verything there is to know about oneself, it's
V ery unsettling, earth shattering, words don't
E ven make sense, strung together in
R epetitious strings, dangling from the ceiling
S till, a part of me, a very small part
U nderstands that my life isn't really about
B ecoming who I'm meant to be
S ometimes, it's about just learning to
I dentify with the face in the mirror, ignoring the
D enial that seeps through my heart, I know that
E veryone thinks I've lost my head. Well, maybe I have..
Dec 5, 2010
Dec 5, 2010 at 3:21 PM UTC
d o you want me to leave you so soon?
r eality can be a deadly thing, do you want to leave this dreamworld?
e scaping me can be hard
a nd loving me, even harder.
m aybe we can live in harmony, me & you
i magine the possibilities.
n othing can replace what we have,
g ot that?
i hope you don't take me to
s eriously, it's all just a game, laugh along.
m y oh my,
y ou really are a freak, lighten up ***** it's just a game.
o nly a crybaby would cry over something so small.
n arcissist ***** you think you're actually doing something great?
l ies are all they tell you, don't feed into their stupid postivity.
y ou're only as good as dust.
e ven as you write your pointless poetry hiding that you're
s cared to be alone,
c rying because you have no friends
a nd living up up in your head all day like a god **** idiot.
p lease, give me a break from your madness
e veryone can see you're just as pathetic as me.
Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 8:36 PM UTC
I walk down the hallway, keeping my head bowed low
No one looked my way, no one said "hello"
So many people, but they didn't know I was there
Invisible I seemed, to all everywhere
Going into class, I went to take my place
Nobody saw me, nobody recognized my face
It kinda looked like I was part of the four walls
Figuring I seemed a ghost, like I was in the hall
I shrugged and closed my eyes shut tightly
Could it be that no one can hear nor see me?
Answers were received for the rest of the day
Nothing I do seemed to make people look my way
This goes to show how unimportant I am
Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 4:28 AM UTC
i nside
n omadic
d ust
i
a m
n othing
Dec 23, 2017
Dec 23, 2017 at 10:57 PM UTC
Away:
Perplexed
Eternally
Remembering
Sounds
Of
Nothing
Jan 19, 2016
Jan 19, 2016 at 12:28 PM UTC
I am the rain on a sunny day, destroying everything that is remotely happy,
Absolutely revolting as I cling to unstable dreams of loyalty.
Masked by a dishonest smile, I strive to become the positive person everyone wants around.
A court of jesters surround me to justify my hilarity based on their singular opinion.
Carved out of the ivory of life, I break to shambles under immense amounts of pressure.
Unforgiving poetry escapes my mouth in the most destructive way possible.
Nothing I say can justify the horrid choice in vocabulary I spread out on the table before you in a fit of rage and misunderstanding, and now
Tomorrow is another day of regrettable instances and apologies that mean absolutely nothing to you.
Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 8:14 PM UTC
Apologies
Promises to new beginnings
second chances
second chances
I gave us another try
Broken
Oh! My stomach
it dropped
it dropped
like the death of a thousand butterflies
Concealment
The real you
no virtue
no truth
only lies
Deception
There were others
other women
other girls
I was just another prize
Excitemnt
You wanted me
my heart
my heart
it leaped with pride
Friendship
We were together
first date
first kiss
you laughed, I sighed
Goodbyes
Your mind changed
unresolved
unexplained
for all my life I'll wonder why
Hesitaion
Should I fight?
with words
with effort
No I keep these feelings inside
Introspection
I want answers
was it me?
was it me?
My insecurities multiply
Jaded
Overwhelmed with fatigue
eyes closed
eyes closed
I sleep off the day though it isnt dignified
Knowledge
to lack experience
sheltered
sheltered
Perhaps Im not as qualified
Lonliness
I reach for
the phone
the phone
Then hang up because its better to hide
Moments
replaying real scenarios
your movements
your smile
My mind now fully occupied
Nothing
are you ok?
its nothing
its nothing
I say! Except for my heart collapsing in like some silent suicide
Opportunities
another suitor approaches
he inquires
he inquires
Doesnt he know Im terrified?
Prospects
He likes me
feelings
feelings
I cant decide
Quiet
praying, hands extended
only silence
only silence
I look up into an empty sky
Rumors
you speak badly
of me
of me
mouth opened wide
Stagnet
affection comes slow
Im shy
Im shy
Men come at me in strides
Tragedy
all my efforts
in vain
in vain
Desires split, disperse, then divide
Unexplored
"True Love Waits"
***
***
Acceptable only when Im someones bride
Vows
made in wine
never again
never again
Words often pledged when I think on you and I
Wasted
all this time
true love
real love
You mean to tell me it died? Was crucified?
Xs
Your new girlfriend
dont stare
dont stare
I turned my face I think I cried
Years
Life goes on
Tick
Tock
Please hurry and pass me by
Zigzags
Poems wrote in
fragments
lines
Painful rejection glorified
Jun 28, 2017
Jun 28, 2017 at 1:28 AM UTC
R adiantly
A bove
I n
N othing
B ut
O ther
W orlds.
S queezed
O range
F ills
A
N iche.
O bsequios
T houghts
H inder
E xtraordinary
R ealms.
C aught
O n
L imits
O f
R eality.
Feb 19, 2017
Feb 19, 2017 at 6:40 AM UTC
Jaded- is for how you left me on that street.
Obliterated- is for the way my heart broke.
Haunted- is for the way you still torment me in my dreams.
Nothing- is for what I have left.
Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 12:12 AM UTC
PRISTINE CHRISTINE
Pristine Christine the girl of my dreams
Rest assure, though her eyes do not gleam
I know that she is more than what she seems
Shall I explain what it means?
To have and to hold a motionless figurine no, my artificial queen?
I cling to this fantasy, this object I desire
Nothing can deter me as I continue to describe her
Eyes faded with cubic zirconium shine that awe and inspire*
Clay for hair fabricated in wire
Her lack of bones and plush filled body set my soul to fire
Revealing an unnatural love I have allowed to transpire
I invent reasons to how her synthetic skin will not perspire
Structured in a silicone beauty never to expire
Tainted in mystery for all to admire
Imitate my love! You lifeless being; it is all that I require
Name me your ruler and I will enslave myself to your empire
Even if it means loving this *** doll that I have acquired
Oct 1, 2016
Oct 1, 2016 at 2:56 PM UTC
Unhappy with the life I'm living,
Not finding anything to
Wash my ***** slate of emotions
And to keep me from crying.
Nothing to turn to when I cannot
Take anymore of this pain.
Each tiring day I 'm getting thrown
Deeper into the rainstorm.
Trying to find a peaceful way to
Escape contention and get
Away from this tribulation. I
Refuse to cry anymore.
Sunshine doesn't stay with me for long.
Feb 16, 2013
Feb 16, 2013 at 11:28 PM UTC
p-olice will come after you
o-n the run
p-olice catch you
c-caught but you keep eating
o-n the run again
r-un for your life popcorns attacking you
n-othing but a dream
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 4:48 PM UTC
Sometimes in life
Times get tough, but that doesn't mean Don't Stop Trying.
All you got is on the line--This is the time; You got
Nothing or Everything to lose.
Don't give up, keep on pushing.
In 5 years when you look back, will you be that person in the mirror, like
Nothing you image, or the same person staring back at you?
Go for it, it's all or nothing. *There's a Standing
Ovation for you.* You will come a
Very long ways,
And you will feel GREAT.
To Bob and Jillian, you guys are amazing.
Incredible is just one of the many words to say about you.
Only time can tell how things turn out.
None-the-less, Good Luck to all and Keep it up!
Jan 8, 2011
Jan 8, 2011 at 1:07 PM UTC
Best things in life is being with you
Rather than being alone
In the midst of the dark
Across the deep blue sea
Nothing compares when I’m with you
Precious smile I’ll never get tired to see
Always hoping it’ll never leave
Uncommon yet it shows veracity
Laden heavily by your own difficulty
Videos and music we’ve shared together
Inseparable moments that will last forever
Racing hearts but never exposed
Anxious of the possibilities ahead of our road
Youth, hindered us from the unspoken words of our own sentiments
Considering my thoughts
Raging for every reasons I have
In leaving you behind the walls we unconsciously built or
Staying beside you with the lump on my throat
Observing how you suddenly adapt to our new world
Shredding me into utmost invisible piece
Together-forever remained just a thought in the void
Over-thinking of the road ahead, no more
Messed-up mind glued to the shore
On my way to the paradise and mend a heart once broke
Jul 15, 2015
Jul 15, 2015 at 3:00 PM UTC
Boxes will remain boxes,
Resting in the same place
Even through dark nights
As if they must understand and
Know that they can't do anything;
Nothing is worse than having nowhere to
Go to for a home.
Feeling like a deserted ship is a
Rite of passage that everyone will
Experience in their life; the
Escape is further away than you think.
Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 9:22 PM UTC
Calm before the storm and I love when we perform,
Electric touches running through our wires, ecstasy growing higher.
Learning every day your value, happy of the walls we smash through.
Intensely looking into our eyes, getting lively as anxiety dies.
Nothing matters, filled with laughter & intelligent chatter.
Density, you filled with order what was the mess of me.
Anticipating your sight; with you, the future looks bright.
Mar 29, 2014
Mar 29, 2014 at 3:59 PM UTC
Dying alone is the secret of life.
It’s what everyone does but no one realizes.
Gather together your thoughts and dreams one last time.
Nothing known and nothing unknown of death.
Infinite wishes of dreams not found.
Thankful for the dreams you were able to make true.
You die alone after a life of dreams created with lovers and friends.
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 3:56 PM UTC
Don't cry tender soul it's not your time
Ask me anything and you shall see
Nothing is as hard as it used to be
I've brought you strawberry milk, let me nom your feet
Everything is perfect, your kisses all over me
Love me like I do you, you are the start of everything
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 6:51 PM UTC
It grew from inside my heart,
New energy now seeps deeper.
Caring for her as much as I felt ignored,
Onto my daily life is left an imprint,
Nothing can ever cause this love to fade,
Towards a brighter future sails my gaze,
I feel lucky and blessed at the same time,
None had given me smiles spanning miles,
Understanding my mindset she succeeds,
Upping my positivity she gives confidence,
Making my life more beautiful.
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 1:33 AM UTC
Time after time
In the depths of my soul
Nothing makes me happy
Knowing my heart is mended
Every veins stappled and taped
Rigid crevices filled with cement
Each dominant strats I have endured
Dissing this blood with artificial flavoring
Have you ever seen such gruesome illusion?
Engineering my way to this makeshift completion
And by the time it's done, you won't tell the difference
Ready my tools for I have a confession
Tinkering hearts, that is my profession
Spectred recondition, deceitful reconstruction
Aug 9, 2015
Aug 9, 2015 at 10:35 PM UTC
Again I'm feeling empty
Losing me in myself
Only to find out
Nothing can save me
Emptiness, my fate.
Jul 9, 2013
Jul 9, 2013 at 7:33 PM UTC
Nothing to fear,
Evenings so great,
When all the lights go out---
Yesterday just a small town girl & in
One moment a big city girl;
Running not walking;
Keep on dreaming.
Jan 15, 2011
Jan 15, 2011 at 5:48 AM UTC