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you know what
i dont care about you anymore
ignoring me , not giving a fk about me
i can do that to
you just a girl , girl
i'll find someone better
who's not bitter not a F*
ING psychopath
i dont love
i just dont care
3d · 191
YOU
YOU
can we please
hold hands
and dance to your favorite song
can we please look at each other
with love and lust
can you look at me
can you see me
can you know me
do you know my name
can you say hi?
can you
can yo
can y
can
ca
c
no
3d · 46
will you
es tu mange ma coer
will you
?
5d · 279
one sided love
loving a person
and them not liking me back
happen to me twice
happen to me thrice
need someone to look me in the eyes
never say good byes
love in peace
love in war
someone who need my heart not my car
6d · 48
war
war
is it worth
children losing homes
mothers losing children
children loosing friends
is it worth all the red
all the hunger
all the sorrow
just for some pieces of land
7d · 376
TO BE REJECTED
Living with a heart so big
but with a body that resonates to a pig
what would he do
if they said no .
Nothing
he would cry on his laptop
while trying to study
Dec 3 · 159
Unlovable heart
egg hot pot Dec 3
unlovable heart with a lot of love to give  in
no one still born to perceive it
black heart ;still not beating
locked in my room screaming and dreaming
getting this **** in

parallel universe where
i don't get beaten
by the birth givers that really didn't mean it
Man emienem is all I got ;
apart from this half pound of ***
that will make my blood here clot
stuck in a lousy hospital
ain't got the cheddar to em back
money and fame ain't all I lack
Don't even have my parents to have my back.

i met this woman with nice ol' heart
but maybe all these problems
is just gonna make us grow apart
But i really wanna love you man
just give me a shot ,
just a chance and maybe a dance
I wrote this for a girl. Ima show her this and see if i get rejected again
Dec 2 · 101
unlovable heart
egg hot pot Dec 2
unlovable heart with a lot of love to give  in
no one still born to perceive it
black heart ;still not beating
locked in my room screaming and dreaming
getting this **** in
Dec 1 · 82
PETITE HEART
egg hot pot Dec 1
heaven is where you are
in your petite heart
lives an anomaly
waiting to rediscover peace in me
Nov 30 · 225
FATHER HUH
egg hot pot Nov 30
How can i ask god for a lover
when he didn't even give me a father
:(
Nov 30 · 52
Last years at school
egg hot pot Nov 30
Last years of high school, and I haven’t even peeped the pool,
Not the coolest, not the hottest, guess I’m just a fool.
All these white chicks walk by, don’t even bat an eye,
I’m just blending in the background, asking myself why.

Academically, still stuck in a loop,
Trying to keep afloat, but I’m drowning in the group.
No one’s here to call my name,
Still waiting on the day I’ll break out from this game.

I don't have a man, I don’t have a queen,
No one to hold, no one to be seen.
Can’t make ‘em laugh or make ‘em moan,
Just a pile of student loans,
I’m just here, I’m just alone.
Nov 29 · 79
can I ?
egg hot pot Nov 29
can I obtain you
no you're a person
not a minecraft achievement
credits go to marine my best friend
Nov 29 · 64
God ?
egg hot pot Nov 29
i went to a temple
and i fell sick right on the hatchway

god doesn't exist
i say out loud in the temple
with monks listening

my hands grew cold
my chest was on fire
nose as stuffed as a freshly rolled cigar
eyes watery

if god exists why doesn't he help me
he must not exist
i ponder

the next day
i wake up warm and nice
with a blanket
given to me by a stranger
a monk
a believer
a human
a god?
Nov 28 · 397
Matrix of RED ocean
egg hot pot Nov 28
I look at the blade
with my arms ready
red lines everywhere
blood dripping down like little lakes
flowing through the crevices
until they meet
if I cut the wrong vein someday
all the rivers will amalgamate into a matrix of red ocean
Nov 28 · 97
The female gaze
egg hot pot Nov 28
the way you gaze at me
makes me want to **** myself
your eyes barely open
with an unpleasant expression
and a tint of disgust
and hints of censure
is what you look at me like
is that what i look like to you
Nov 27 · 92
MY TEENAGE LOVE
egg hot pot Nov 27
today I saw her
beautiful as ever
my eyes followed her every move , every turn , every lump
how beautiful she looks with huge glasses
and an even bigger smile
she wore a pink bow on her hair today

She didn't even look at me,
I don't want us to be lovers
but a simple hi or hello
would make my day
but there she goes
as far away from me as possible

oh how i love you
the way you would never love me back
so beautiful yet so empty .
just look at me once please we used to be friends just give me a chance we could just be friends . i know i hurt you. i am sorry please forgive me. PLEASE i beg of you.
Nov 27 · 163
Androgyny
egg hot pot Nov 27
Am I a man or a woman
I have the Y chromosome
the way i look at it
having two X chromosomes makes me fell nice
but unfortunately i cannot ever obtain it
I look androgynous from the outside
BUT people in the world have so much to say about it
i wear a bit of makeup and their y chromosome  they don't even have gets gets triggered
guess what
EVEN YOU HAVE AN X CHROMOSOME HAHA
BUT YOU'RE TOO UNEDUCATED TO BE AWARE OF SUCH THINGS
androgyny for life
Nov 26 · 135
Day out with miss Death
egg hot pot Nov 26
oh death and her serene lap
just let me take a nap
soft cushion like thighs
what would a man do but just cut off his eyes
her smile is divine
her lips have black ****
just a hint of comfort
just a moment of tranquillity
no words can describe you beauty
oh divine miss death take me to your motel
just let me spend a night with my head over your thighs
haha wrote this cinge while crying in a class full of happy faces today
egg hot pot Nov 25
hi umm yeah so if any of you guys wanna talk to me I always available for whatever yk just let me know cuz I feel like I've finally found my people
Nov 25 · 256
CRUSH
egg hot pot Nov 25
huh
can you get a crush through the screen
is it not just plasma
just some
people that live far away
i don't know but maybe
it doesn't matter
cuz you'll always be ugly
at the end of the day we are all some chordates
or not i am very bad at biology rn
Nov 24 · 140
sweet sixteen
egg hot pot Nov 24
i have a tinder profile
will that make any difference
no it wont
i play the guitar
does anyone care NO
i am an artist
nobody gives a crap

i smoke a cigarette
OH WE LOVE YOU
DONT DO THAT TO YOUR LUNGS

i wanna get invited to one high school event
is that too much to ask for
doesn't matter
gonna **** my self anyways
one frikin event
egg hot pot Nov 22
If your dad is cheating on your mom clap your hands
'thump thump'
if you have a problem with self harm clap your hands
'thump thump'
if your mother hates you clap your hands
'thump thump'
if you cant control your addictions clap your hands
'thump thump'
if you are a academic loser clap your hands
'thump thump'
if you wanna end it clap your hands
'thump thump'
Nov 22 · 54
WHAT THE ACTAUL FRICK
egg hot pot Nov 22
why do the poems i think nothing about trend but the ones i put my soul into dont .
Nov 21 · 281
cute kitty cat
egg hot pot Nov 21
cute kitty cat
kitty on my back
kitty on my lap
kitty sleeping on the rag
kitty sleeping on the mat
kitty killing rat
kitty loving cat
cute kitty cat meow
Nov 21 · 256
smoking all of my kin
egg hot pot Nov 21
my ol' hobby
smoking you in
harming my kin
takin the pill
going in all out for the ****

you're white and yellow
sore and mellow
you give out gray
you're my demise they say
make me gay

you make my lungs hurt
but smoking you in makes me feel like kurt
holding the guitar
smoking a cigarette
how smoking makes us feel
egg hot pot Nov 16
All the men that stare, they don't have to stay
They don't **** , but the **** is conveyed
Eyes have power they say
is that why they hate the gays

eyeliner , eye shadow , lipstick
This is what makes em ick ;
doing drugs
having ***
that's cool isn't it?
looking at the hips that gave you birth;
staring at the ******* that quenched your thirst
maybe the gender is a little cursed
this is the fact that makes my heart burst

**** is a powerful word
a tool for women to onslaught the turds
isn't it a little to late to test the bees and the birds
maybe its better to have a gay son or a thot daughter
then to have a son that rapes his own mother
Nov 16 · 258
Mans best friend
egg hot pot Nov 16
you are mans best friend
but your life seems to have an early end
i saw you yesterday playing with your pack
stranger gave you their uneaten snacks

you were the smallest thing i ever saw
every girl gave you an awww
you were licking my shoes
the next day your life was cut too loose

i will see you in heaven
you came from your mother
but were sent away in a plastic bag
Nov 15 · 160
Nafisa
egg hot pot Nov 15
Here I was worrying about your soul,
While you destroyed my entire core;
I was waiting at the door,
But you made my entire body sore.

I gave you pieces I couldn’t afford,
Believed in things I could not ignore,
But your silence, it cut me to the core,
A thousand wounds, yet still, I swore.

I built you up from broken parts,
Gave you shelter, gave you heart,
But you tore apart what I had made,
Left me here in the cold, afraid.

I kept your name in every prayer,
Hoping you’d find your way to care,
But you, you vanished like the air,
And now I stand, unsure, aware.

Did you ever see the weight I bore?
The cracks beneath the things you swore?
Now I’m left with nothing more—
Just shadows knocking at my door.
Nov 15 · 361
winter morning sunshine
egg hot pot Nov 15
Winter morning sunshine
I feel like rubbing my feet
Her voice is rather sweet
But her lips stink of brine

Blood on my lips
Hers rather dry
Winter morning sunshine
Now mine smell like brine

Not the sorrow of regret
Nor the V of indignation
I just feel like winter morning sunshine

— The End —