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Jan 2018 · 2.3k
golden
skyler Jan 2018
he may have broken her
but her eyes will still glow golden in soft sunlight
even if her cheeks are stained with tears

s.s
wish we could talk like we used to
Jan 2018 · 203
(un)love
skyler Jan 2018
this love thing is a mess
it's a trap
and we seem to fall so innocently into it

it creeps up on you slowly
until one day you realise what it is
and there's no getting rid of it
and you're happy
you're so ******* happy
there is now a reason to deal with the madness
it's a safe haven in a chaotic world
it's a place to run when things go wrong
it's a feeling of home wherever you are
and you're happy

you're happy until it ends
then you're lost
it's like you're missing a piece of you
and you numb yourself to it
you try to ignore it but it presses against your brain
you can't think of anything else
they're happy and you can't even sleep
you're holding back tears every **** second
and they're laughing like a burden has been lifted

this love thing is a mess
a disaster
a puddle of feelings you can't seem to sort
it breaks you over and over
till there's nothing left to break
Jan 2018 · 180
fall out of love
skyler Jan 2018
you dont ******* care
i wish i felt the same
one day soon i swear
i will forget your name

s.s
Jan 2018 · 374
future
skyler Jan 2018
i was willing to give you
every piece of my heart
every morning
continuously surrendering my soul
at the soles of your feet
so simply imagine
what i will be able to do
for the one willing to stay.

s.s
Jan 2018 · 204
melt with the madness
skyler Jan 2018
you were the one that hurt me
you were the one causing all this pain
you were the one that made this happen
yet if you were standing in front of me
with soft eyes and open arms
i would melt into your embrace
with tears you caused dripping down my face

s.s
Jan 2018 · 243
loss for words
skyler Jan 2018
all the words in the world
are incapable
of describing
the way
my heart breaks
but still beats

s.s
Jan 2018 · 177
false hope
skyler Jan 2018
could i hold you
one last time
before this love of ours
truly dies

s.s
Jan 2018 · 201
shreds
skyler Jan 2018
she wondered
if he'd keep her artwork
or shred it
like her heart

s.s
Jan 2018 · 207
happy pills
skyler Jan 2018
willing to take anything
to make the hurting
stop
pop
a pill
till none of this feels real

s.s
Jan 2018 · 144
thoughts
skyler Jan 2018
i can’t get you out of my head
******* it’s the only thing i’m thinking
i don’t even want to get out of bed
**** why can’t i stop crying

this would never work?
i would have done anything to make it
but i would only be a ****
asking you to stay just to fake it

i can’t wait till the day
i get over you
instead of wishing you would stay
when there’s nothing i could do
Jan 2018 · 215
blind
skyler Jan 2018
i don’t want you to read my poems
i want you to know i’m fine

s.s
Jan 2018 · 149
simplicity
skyler Jan 2018
i hope your life
is easier without me
because without you
i can’t ******* breathe

s.s
he helped with everything
Jan 2018 · 162
what could have been
skyler Jan 2018
we could have worked
it just takes effort

s.s
Jan 2018 · 279
final poem
skyler Jan 2018
this wasn’t my choice
it doesn’t feel real
it doesn’t make sense
but that’s just how you feel

i didn’t want this to end
but that’s not for me to decide
i understand it had to happen
although a part of me has died

i will be out of your life
and this can really end
i will always be there for you
but right now i can’t be your friend

so i will stop writing about you
because i’ll only think about it more
it’s pathetic i already miss you
i guess it’s time to close the door

s.s
I’m still confused but it was good while it lasted
Jan 2018 · 150
separate
skyler Jan 2018
if you asked me
to be with you again
i’d say yes
in a heartbeat
thats why
i shouldn’t be your friend
i would always be hoping
one day we’d make it work
and that’s not fair to me
i should be allowed to get over you

s.s
Jan 2018 · 448
a letter to an ex lover
skyler Jan 2018
you were the happiest part of my life. i never felt better than when i was with you. maybe that's why this hurts so much. i built a world around you that was my happy place. forgive me for being so naive to think i could stay in that world forever. i wish you the best because even after this i stand by the fact that you are one of the best people i know. you deserve a happy life. even if you dont now, i do think at one point you cared about me and i appreciate the time and effort you poured into this. maybe if life was easier and timing was better we could have worked. i really do love you and i wish this didn't have to end but i understand you need it to. we've been through a lot and i wish only better for you.
thank you for making me so happy for so long and building who i am today. this hurts like nothing ever has but i wouldn't replace my memories with you for anything,
you were my everything.
Jan 2018 · 293
lasts
skyler Jan 2018
i should have kissed him
last time i saw him
held on a little longer
grabbed his face
to look into his blue eyes
i should have hugged him
and soaked up the love
breathe in the scent
with my face buried in his shoulder
stared a little longer
at his perfect smiling face
but i didn't
i didn't and now its over
and i wish i had

s.s
Jan 2018 · 286
small crafts
skyler Jan 2018
doubtful inquiries
turn to rational thoughts
and like small crafts on open sea
lovers drift apart

s.s
Jan 2018 · 350
enchanted roses
skyler Jan 2018
seeds of doubt
sprout and flourish
stronger than the roses
that symbolized your love
for doubt is **** killer
and even enchanted roses
wilt away
in amorous decay

s.s
Jan 2018 · 272
vibes
skyler Jan 2018
i wish i could read minds
because the vibes are deafening
and i don't know what you're thinking
but i know something is wrong
i feel it
and see it
but i still don't know
what is causing it

s.s
talk?
Jan 2018 · 313
resolution
skyler Jan 2018
i have worked so hard
all my life
to please them
yet when it comes to my happiness
feelings
opinions
views
it's all judged and scrutinized
if it doesn't mirror their own mindset
it's oppressed
and i'm the one getting pushed down
for the way my mind works
or for how my heart yearns
and i'm fed up
it's like ripping the petals off a flower
because it wasn't your favorite color
when it bloomed
i want to be happy
with their consent
instead of faking it
to please them
i want to live my life in light
rather than their shadows
i want to try my best
and it be good enough
rather than always being
flawed

s.s
Jan 2018 · 216
running on
skyler Jan 2018
i feel drained
i'm constantly thinking
like a run on sentence
i have no room to breathe

s.s
Jan 2018 · 318
love is blind
skyler Jan 2018
sometimes we fall in love
with the wrong people
but we never know
until we fall out of it

s.s
Jan 2018 · 494
constellations
skyler Jan 2018
count the freckles
that dot your skin
as you would count
the stars in the sky

s.s
Dec 2017 · 388
beautiful
skyler Dec 2017
But i will never be
Elated
At my appearance
Undressed in the mirror
Tracing a body
Inferior compared to every other
Flawed
Unworthy of
Love

s.s
Dec 2017 · 611
self love
skyler Dec 2017
he taught me
how to love myself
on every day i did not
i hated everything
about my self
yet self love he still brought

i used to flinch
when his hand touched my skin
i'd stay still holding my breath
while ******* my stomach in

i'd look away
down at the ground
despised my body
that seemed to round

i'd never rest
my weight on him
afraid to crush his bones
since a saw myself far from thin

but he held me close
against his skin
said i was beautiful
with a reassuring grin

not a day goes by
that he doesn't make sure
i know my self-loathing
is utterly obscure

so now i see beauty
in plain brown eyes
and see something lovely
in big stretch marked thighs

although i dont love it
i don't hate every inch
thanks to him and his effort
i don't see it and flinch

he taught me
how to love myself
and now i think i do
i hated everything
about my self
but he has helped fix this view

s.s
thank you
but also, we don't need to talk about this
Dec 2017 · 477
angel
skyler Dec 2017
she was an angel
that used her halo
as a slipknot
to hang from heaven

s.s
Dec 2017 · 297
nightmares
skyler Dec 2017
she kept dreaming
of him breaking
nightmares plaguing
wake up shaking

****** body on red pavement
or holes in the wall
frustration dwelling anger burning
all ended with a call

him saying "i need you"
wishing her to be there
but she never showed up
he'd hang up with "you don't care"

she heard all of it
through a broken voice
but in each dream she couldn't move
she would if it were her choice

she just sat and pictured him alone
where she should be by his side
over and over letting him down
her presence she did not provide

s.s
Dec 2017 · 589
keep off
skyler Dec 2017
hit your child
get hit back
leave their skin red
i'll leave your skin black

keep your hands off
bodies that aren't yours
hit them again
and we're going to war

******* and your fist
it's wrong what you've done
there are no excuses
not even one

s.s
Dec 2017 · 326
filled lungs
skyler Dec 2017
i know
how to love
like i know
how to breathe

it's being loved
that feels like
gulping water

s.s
Dec 2017 · 338
message in a bottle
skyler Dec 2017
i hope you’re reading this
with your toes in the sand
melt into the ocean
with skin sun-kissed and tanned

i hope you’re reading this
with joyous sun filled eyes
every grain of sand is
reason to be alive

i hope you’re reading this
as the sun slips way down
the water sighs with nightfall
a day you did not drown

s.s
Dec 2017 · 498
childhood
skyler Dec 2017
Childhood is supposed to be blissful. Kids are supposed to be innocent. Children are supposed to be learning how to face the world, not fighting it head on. I look left and right and see kids with as much pain and fear in their eyes as soldiers coming home from war with half of their limbs blown off. These children have been fighting since day one; some of them thrown to the curb before their eyes even open. They're supposed to have a family they can go home to, but instead they're getting shoved into homes with strangers or family members trying to pick up the slack because mommy and daddy are falling apart and their broken pieces are laying all over the house waiting to cut you open and drain your insides. There are kids who know more about drug abuse than the average adult because they've grown up watching their family stick needles in their arms. There are little girls and boys who flinch at any sudden movement or sound because the only thing they can picture is fists flying at them and pinning them to the ground. There are children who look at trauma and pain as if it's just another day because they've been dealing with drama since the day they left their momma or maybe their momma left them. There are kids you can't touch without them weeping because they've had hands on them creeping to places they scream you can not go but some people just don't understand the word no. There are adolescents that don't flinch at gunfire because they heard the same sound in the bedroom next to theirs before their sibling’s funeral. There are babies with bruises and kids with cuts just because mommy and daddy don't seem to love them enough. Childhood is supposed to be blissful, but instead there's kids taking fistfuls of pills to wash away the pain that shouldn't have been there in the first place. Kids are supposed to be innocent, but instead their lives don't make sense and they grow up to be numb like fog covers their brains all because their upbringing was outright insane.

s.s
Dec 2017 · 455
gardens
skyler Dec 2017
love yourself
get lost
in your own eyes
let any tears
that touch your cheeks
turn your lashes
to gardens

s.s
Dec 2017 · 335
apologies
skyler Dec 2017
apologies
mean nothing
when the action
never
stops

s.s
Nov 2017 · 297
forlorn floridians fear
skyler Nov 2017
at some point in time
you have to stop

stop being sad
heartbroken
and as blue as the tears you cry

because the icecaps are melting
and the seawaters are rising
and every tear you shed
is drowning us

none of us can stay afloat
in weeping waters

s.s
Nov 2017 · 373
artful fingerprints
skyler Nov 2017
they always say
not to touch the art
but looking at him
how could you keep your hands off
something so enticing

s.s
Nov 2017 · 504
handsome devil
skyler Nov 2017
he looked perfect
sprawled across the bedding
watching her walk across the room
slowly
methodically
taking him in
from where his hands ran through his hair
as his chest rose with every breath
to the muscles across his body
and his legs dangling off the bed
as he gave her a devilish grin
waiting for her to come closer
he looked perfect
and she stopped in her tracks

s.s
what a lovely sight
Nov 2017 · 302
murals crafted from muck
skyler Nov 2017
she painted red murals
of beauty and grace
of lovers in bed
in faultless embrace

she crafted these masterpieces
with red poured from skin
to show how misery ceases
when you pull beauty from within

s.s
Nov 2017 · 285
religion
skyler Nov 2017
we all search
for distractions
to get through life
some pick drugs
some pick god
none of it is real

s.s
Nov 2017 · 223
the blue of the fire
skyler Nov 2017
blue in his eyes
blue in his veins
the type of chill
makes you insane
but he felt hot
kiss of a flame
pressed against skin
whisper my name
cool toned and blue
sets you aflame
looking laid back
playing the game

s.s
Nov 2017 · 328
him
skyler Nov 2017
him
my elated grin shows my pleased heart beat
my world my everything my dear lover
with you i do believe in lust so sweet
something i never thought to discover
whiskey gin and wine all heat up insides
none compare to how you melt a stiff heart
eyes of blue calm this though like ocean tides
grin of warm glance of cool are just a start
mind like rivers twisting and unbroken
strong and balanced he withstands all of it
calm and collected with chaos within
in the dark it is only light he’ll omit
i admire all that he is and more
i love my dear more than ever before
my first attempt at a sonnet
opinions?
Nov 2017 · 330
her II
skyler Nov 2017
i can't stop picturing
you
with
her

your bodies together
whispered forever?
a secret endeavor

tell me the old tales
follow the tear trails
spare me the details

maybe i rather know
memories are painful though
maybe i should let it go

comparing myself
to herself
with yourself

i can't stop picturing
you
with
her

s.s
Nov 2017 · 488
the edge
skyler Nov 2017
i wonder
what it feels like
right before
you take the step
into peace
and your body
hits the water

s.s
Nov 2017 · 184
world travel
skyler Nov 2017
he had traveled the world
seeing every beautiful sight there is to see
views that leave you in awe
and make you believe
this world can create
amazing things
he has seen colors
you can't even imagine
painted across the sky
and sprouted from the ground
but even after traveling
sea to sea
she was the only sight
that took his breath away
and made his heart
skip a beat

s.s
Nov 2017 · 185
ying yang
skyler Nov 2017
he looked like
everything pure in the world
and she felt like
everything evil

s.s
Nov 2017 · 213
clouded head
skyler Nov 2017
she had hurricanes in her head
and flood waters in her heart

s.s
Nov 2017 · 248
set free
skyler Nov 2017
"they say if you love someone
set them free
and if they are truly yours
they will come back"

she paused to take him in watching his chest lay still as he held his breath waiting for her words

"i tried that
i let you go
and nothing hurt more than that
but you're still here
and i'm not sure if that's good or bad
because i think i'm still holding you back"

her voice started to crack but his expression never did

"i love you
but i'm setting you free
and i want you
but you don't have to come back to me"

s.s
Nov 2017 · 200
even good things end
skyler Nov 2017
he was the best thing
to ever happen to her

but that never meant
they would last

for just like bouquets of roses
even the best things wilt

s.s
Nov 2017 · 220
her
skyler Nov 2017
her
i wonder
if you still think about her
if you wish she was here
if you want what you were

if in the early hours of the morning
it's her in your head
her name on your lips
wanting her in your bed

as you silently look her
up
and
down
in your dreams
i know it must happen
it can't always be me

s.s
Nov 2017 · 219
signs of true love
skyler Nov 2017
i
you will suddenly understand why home is not where you are, it's who you're with because their arms will feel safe like the home you never had and they will give you comfort like you've never felt

ii.
you will melt your bodies together like the way a million colors blend as the sun sets and the combination of your skin will be so stunning it won't seem real

iii.
it won't matter what the others say because every time you hear them laugh it is a reminder that they are your world and the other opinions are irrelevant

iv.
they will make the future seem bright and for the first time you won't be afraid to wake up in the morning because the thought of them is a driving force to keep trying

v.
together you will find yourself learning about life and how to fight through it and side by side you will be invincible because just their hand in yours will be enough armor to protect you from the world

vi.
you will find yourself staring at them in ordinary moments wondering how you got so lucky as to call this perfect human yours and you will thank the universe every night before you sleep for bringing them into your life

vii.
you will realise that "i love you" is so much more than three little words and that small sentence will never be enough to express how you feel about them

viii.
good news or bad they will be the first person you want to run too because they aren't just a lover they are your best friend and your day doesn't feel right without hearing about theirs

ix.
the world around you will always remind you of them and you will find pieces of them where ever you go because they are always in the back of your mind and any moment you are without them you will wish they were there

x.
you will finally understand why so many people would die for love because
you would do anything to keep them happy, to keep the light in their eyes, and to keep the smile on their face

s.s
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