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Elioinai Aug 2020
You do not let a single day of mine fall
nor a word from my mouth
Somehow
You hold them up
In your hands they become like crystals
and form a long, beautiful line
A long, sparkling line of life
Nothing dull or dark is found within
Psalm 25
Elioinai Jul 2020
You do not let a single day of mine fall
nor a word from my mouth
Somehow
You hold them up
In your hands they become like crystals
and form a long, beautiful line
A long, sparkling line of life
Nothing dull is found within
Elioinai Jul 2017
I like to paint my eyelids rainbow
to color all I see
Different shades of reds
And blues and greens
I do write with colored tear drops
and so the paper's stains . . .
must oft contain the lies of lovely feelings

I look back and read and wonder
at the garden on display
And I ask if what I wrote about
was just my own artistic creations
washed
Away
Not a nice feeling, looking back on a few pieces of work, and wondering if I constructed my own false perspectives and then wrote about them. It's not that my poems are wrong . . . I'm just mainly choking on a few unnecessarily. I guess I shouldn't judge myself for a poem, I know my concept of reality is clarifying. The poems I wrote helped me when I wrote them, and they are snapshots of a moment in my mind. I'm glad I'm not still in those moments.
Elioinai Oct 2014
Go on your way adventure tales,
Until we meet again,
I'd say wish me luck,
But I have my own,
Way of meeting whales,
No longer will I longing read,
Of bands, and knights, and fellowships,
Who fought the pains of hunger,
While staving off the wrecks,
Comparing life with fantasy,
Eating it up with bated breath.
Ha ha! I say, Ha ha again,
Life is adventure mine!
And I'll regal YOU adventure tales,
When we meet again
©  Eva Schoolcraft 2014
May 31, 2014
Elioinai Oct 2014
For too long,
I said,
Enough,
For too long,
I said,
It cannot be,
I didn’t let,
My heart dream,
And called my,
Rash desires,
Never,
So many things,
I truly want,
I forgot,
That life is,
Always more,
Than One,
Or Two,
Or Three,
And work,
Does not define me,
I’m letting go,
Now,
To saying,
This I will,
That will be,
For your Glory,
My joy,
Is my pursuit,
And I was made,
With Many,
Dreams to,
Live for.  

I feel,
Trapped,
The only thing,
To do is run,
But not away,
Muscles seize the day,
Prepare for when I may,
Live my dreams out.
March 21, 2014
How can my future be bright, if I don't imagine  the stars, that will lighten it?
Elioinai Apr 2018
Until you stand in front of me
and strip away your pride
crying real tears
for the way I died inside

It’s only demons in my ears
who love to speak your name
your face never haunts my sleep
the pain is only lies
coming from the deep
one after that toxic relationship
Elioinai Mar 2020
Pushes back the heavy doors of isolation
And suddenly you’re surrounded by warm
sunlight
shining through an endless open room
filled with gauzy pastel rainbows
flowing down upon you
like the most delicate of curtains
Elioinai Dec 2018
I fell asleep
fighting to untie the fears knotting in my chest
that you felt less sweetness towards me
I tell myself you’re busy
I tell myself you’re sick
I tell myself this happens
and it doesn’t even matter
I am able to put it aside for the night
my head resting on Christ’s hands  
But wake up with a lump in my throat
I love rain, but this is getting to the point of sorrowful skies
Elioinai Jan 2020
Of course I’m salty
I am the Ocean
Incarnate
Elioinai Oct 2014
I like myself, I hate myself,
Push, pull, crack
His steps dance around the edges of my mind,
One step in, I shove him back,
The ferocity and causal pain,
Now I seek to bury him,
And not look at where he’s lain,
I bite my tongue, I whack my head,
I think that I am dead,
I don’t know what to do, as all memories turn to shame,
My mouth can’t speak the name,
Which I so glibly said so much,
May 28, 2012
Another poem about my first love/heartbreak that can hardly be legitimate as it was completely one sided
Elioinai Nov 2018
I’m standing on the foothills already
Before me great peaks stretch far, far up and out
I never imagined I’d become a mountain climber
But you’re here
And I hear a voice behind me saying
Walk forward without fear
I will build you a bridge to cross each river
I will guide you across each chasm and crack
It is my joy to teach you the truths you lack
In the most unlikely places you are tempted to quiver
But I am your light and I know that you won’t turn your back
Elioinai Feb 2015
She walks on clouds of ombre
and touches silver rings
her skirt a dozen roses
surrounding pretty things
she laughs and golden apples fall
2 covers forming a flimsy wall
Which once was flesh and pulse

her lovers call her
many things
long, and short, and thick
she comes in dreams
and quiet times
and rainstorms come in quick

she has a castle in the sky
the sunset is her bed
in war her wells will sometimes dry
when torn souls belief is dead

the universe encircles her
like ribbons in her hair
it’s starbursts set to still occur
in all the joy we dare

Who is this woman, free and fair?
a Fantasy, I swear
Elioinai Oct 2014
I at birth,
was like a lump of ambiguous carbon,
inside there lay a code,
for building a beautiful person,
but that was just the plans,
they didn’t have to be followed,
pick and choose,
add your poison,
A thoughtless word,
here and there,
will change countless Directions,
But,
Diamonds,
began to appear,
for what is Life,
on earth,
or really,
Time?
Pressure,
added to Love,
quickly equals beauty,
and those rules they didn’t obey,
the mistakes you made,
even They,
are used,
to add more pressure,
and uncover Love,
though the pain here,
Must be increased,
my Melody,
clarifies in Hardship,
and my hands fill,
with the sparkling Glory
Feb 15, 2014
Elioinai May 2017
To look at his plain, resting face
One sees a little of grace
But just a hint of expression . . .
Oh! What a change in complexion
Some people are suddenly beautiful when they smile. Thank you everyone for smiling, a true smile always makes my heart happy.
Elioinai Jul 2019
Gold doesn’t elbow it’s way onto your front door
It doesn’t scream it’s own name in throbbing lights
at night in city squares
It doesn’t drip down television screens pleading for recognition
No, gold waits
Gold sits with his head held high
But his body down in mud
He finds a bed at sea just as comfortable
there, in the dark deep
as he does old, forgotten heaps
of pillaged treasures
or the velvet pillows that support his form
contorted around bright gems and pearls
in palace throne rooms
He knows nothing and no one can take away his identity
even on the off chance they didn’t recognize him
He’s elemental
and you love him for his service
He lives to serve
For in service he is glorified
Elioinai Apr 2016
I saw life
In searing white and blue
as I fought to keep control
Purple roses bloomed
in that absence
A psychedelic day dream
It's interesting how my mind's imagination expands in creative capacity when I'm overcome with emotions, and can barely keep myself focused enough to fill out a simple tax form with my father's assistance
Elioinai Oct 2014
It seems that once again,
Someone took my place,
               Got there first, worked the worst,
               And stole what I had in mind,
               My heart hurts, but was I willing to pay the cost?
               It could have been a curse.
               She might not stay forever,
               I don’t know the cards they hold,
               or if their even bold enough to play the ones their given.
August 28, 2013
Elioinai Sep 2018
Listen to the lies
Carefully recognize
The Devil wants to cut you down to a size too small
Flip them
and the truth will materialize
Before your eyes
He says that you are wise,
O fool?
Embrace God’s foolishness and become Wise
He says you are a fool?
In God’s wisdom you will Rise
and be no demon’s tool
Elioinai Jan 2019
I’ve drunk to the point of nausea
the deepness of my soul
And still I force myself to drink
Elioinai Oct 2014
I never knew how much, how hard, how strong I wanted it,
Until it materialized before me,
I never knew how much I could thirst, until I saw a choice,
And couldn’t choose, either one,
I never knew the deepness of the tattooed codes,
Or how much of “weakness” I could hold,
Now I almost want to run away, forget it ever happened,
What growing did it create?
Am I finished, or did I just start?
Has it abated, or gone underground, to come roaring back again,
To burn more illusions down?
Will it return, to spur more hasty thoughts and actions,
Fill me with fuchsia purple and a melancholy excitement?
Is a league something to fear, or throw aside without a thought?
Can I step forward, knowing I can fly, if the ledge gives way beneath me?
Dream boats are often apt to sink, their bottoms eggshell thin,
Crushed from the waves and breakers of a blinded mind.
Though the wine that flowed over my tingling tongue,
Was of strong addiction,
I do not have to go back to the glass,
Lingering flavor will subside with dry swallows,
Or more quickly with the water of reality,
And I may come to forget, even faster with regretful shame.
But why not better be, with laughing acceptance,
Of my instinct, heal myself with truth,
That everything was natural and anticipated,
Not wrong to happen, perhaps lacking only knowledge,
Which I couldn’t have known, but now I hold,
Everything could change, you know,
Even now, thoughts solidify, and dreams are given.
July 16, 2013
Elioinai Apr 2020
when I dig into my heart these days
I find so much pain
so much pain
and so few words to describe it
Elioinai Jan 2019
I breathe out
I breathe in
remind myself that this
is just the dark between the stars
some spaces are wide
and some are small
but there are no stars with no space at all
Thank you to the phenomenal poet Atticus for the inspiration.
Elioinai Mar 2016
I could not go on
if I did not know
the 30 years you suffered
the 30 years you died
the 30 years your body bore these ravages and scars
You whose raiment was like stars
before you took upon my sores
But we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but one who experienced everything Hebews 4:15
I've had a hard day, I've been sick so long. I was feeling depressed again after 40 days depression-free when I realized that Jesus was probably keenly aware of his own suffering body for most of his life
Elioinai Oct 2014
I finally am being firmly convinced,
Of my beauty,
My amazement and joy,
From the greetings of mirrors,
Grows,
And I begin to wish I was none,
But myself,
But as I appreciate my outward self the more,
I fear the coming fade,
That may come at any moment,
Or a sudden accident,
To strip away,
My long, tan legs,
My bouncy, delicious brown curls,
My rosy cheeks,
And plump lips,
Would leave a hole,
Like the tearing,
Of friends separated,
At the moments of first intimacy,
Not desolate,
Nor inconsolable,
Just saddened for a while,
For the hauntings of the curse.
Was I created to be admired?
What is the price I have to pay,
To live upon the earth?
Endurance,
Doesn’t always look pretty,
But I live with the promise,
That all that was and is and will be beautiful,
Will be given me,
After I have endured.
May 24, 2014
Elioinai Oct 2014
I didn’t come from a broken home,
But I was born with a broken heart,
I didn’t suffer all alone,
But I had a heartbeat that wouldn’t start,
My body wasn’t ever abused,
But I came with a heart already bruised,
And I can’t hardly accept your love,
No, I can’t accept your love,
The Love of Man, perfect,
The love of a Man, stronger than anything,
The Love of a Man, perfect,
I didn’t say no to a forgiven life,
But I never forgot my stains,
I didn’t succumb to the cutter’s knife,
But still I suffered heart pains,
My body was never considered a waste
But still I felt without beauty; disgraced
And I can’t accept your love,
No, I can’t accept your love
The Love of Man, perfect,
The love of a Man, stronger than anything,
The Love of a Man, perfect,
Oh, How I long for this love,
Oh, How I cried out for this Love,
Oh, How amazing this love feels,
And I want to give back to you more,
Love
Jan 16, 2013
Elioinai Aug 2018
and I’m done pretending
that physical pain is any less devastating
than emotional pain
Honestly, they’re the same
For me emotional devastation causes physical devastation and physical detestation causes emotional detestation, so it’s the same to me.
Elioinai Oct 2014
The game I lost,
Still haunts me,
And a phantom desire remains,
To play again,
And win,

The board’s the same,
The dice remain,
The stakes just as they were,
The outcome lies untouched,
And unapproached,

Sometimes I feel I throw those dice,
Watch for a lucky number,
But see the same again,
Other times I think I threw the dice away,
Before they even landed once.
September 28, 2013
Elioinai Jan 2019
I went to bed happily sure
I woke up more happily questioning
Elioinai Aug 2015
My wrist is laid
down
alone
upon a table
large well formed feet
visible beneath the glass sheet
that's chilling to the skin
blood recedes from distant hand
until it gathers in a puddle
between the ulna and radius
a bruise of vague percussions
spreading up my little metacarpal
as it smashes vainly upon resistant stable
trying to steady the dancing toes beneath
a barrier so clear
the dust from last week's walk from work
are seen around a sole
that won't decide
where it wants to go
or if going can be defined
while blurred blue engulfs the cloudy witness
to my pointless movements
ontop
beneath
behind
the glass table
Elioinai Apr 2016
In our weakness
we become
Such limp and weeping fools
Until by our confessions
the poisons leave our lips
and
Strength is whispered to our throats
by our brother worms
energy is thus created
In the span betwixt
Man and Man
I do not refer to traditional Catholic confession, but the verbal sharing of struggles and encouragement between equals
Elioinai Feb 2019
And for a moment I am happy
And for a moment I am not
it continues in a dizzy, confused fashion
that I’m not sure if I should stop
Does this ride have a sudden end?
Do I really want to get off?
The four knows how to enjoy every emotion
Elioinai Oct 2014
April 7th
Late one night as I walked the shore,
There came to me whispers, whispers of lore,
And there, her tail sparkling amid moonlit foam,
Arose such a lady, of mermaid kingdom,
She sang to her sisters, sang of her lover,
With tears in her eyes, the voice of a mother,
His valor was great, and his gilded gills strong,
But to quarrel with men, was where he went wrong.
One day as he swam, he met with a ship,
Swollen boards, barnacles, iron bolts rusted,
A pirate ship, not to be trusted,
And captive on board, were children for Haiti,
Who cried for their homeland, their hearts feeling weighty.
Their African voices, and African songs,
The voice of a mother, for her child she longs,
The prince’s heart broke, and he wept for his cousins,
Bound for a life of back breaking strife,
He could not leave them and return to his wife.
“From whence have you came?” His voice through a crack,
“In Fanga and Dmindi our feet were entrapped,
Our hands roughly shackled, and lips cruelly slapped.
Oh Fanga of bananas sweet, where blue sky that river meets,
Oh Dmindi, great bronze walled city, now ransacked and devoid of pity.”
“My Family!” cried the Merman, “Just a day offshore you are!”
“If I could get you back . . . do you think you’ve traveled far?”
“We cannot see the sun, don’t know when our sorrow begun.”
“Wait”! One says, “They’ve fed us twice. Two days ago we were cast off.
Surely we could travel back, and if not, in Africa we’d rather rot,
Than in this sinking, stinking ***.”
So the sea prince called his creatures many, whales and dolphins,
Turtles and sharks, in the sun they made their marks.
The Pirates on board became perplexed!
The sea was soupy, their course upset!
What could they do, with this onset?!
The Captain snarled and shook his braids,
“Of no man or beast am I afraid!”
And on his rifle his callused hand laid,
“Let war on these creatures now be made!”
Every Pirate with his gun! The captain now was having fun!
Bullets hit the water, but very few found their marks,
For there was but little marks to see, except the tracks of swimming sharks,
The sailors groaned, what magic is this?
What has happened to the fish?
That they would around our boat amass, where do we go? Oh, alas!
The day grew later and so sign was seen,
The pace was kept, for the shore they were bound,
If this keeps up, we’ll run aground!
With half-fish leading, in the front he swam
He encouraged his army, and called to his friends
“Toward Cote’d  Ivoire  we are a sailing,
Do not let your hearts be failing.”
(No pirate could hear his voice, this was the half-man’s special choice)
“I shall take you not to a harbor, but to an island inhabited by few,
With food in abundance and canoe trees for you.”
That night as the stars rose, he sang them to sleep,
In their own mother tongue, no more did they weep.
For they were surrounded by magic of love,
Love of the keeper of the sea, a father himself.
But then in the morning, the morning of slaughter.
He let his tail slip above the bright water,
The Captain roared with guffaws of cruel laughter.
“To arms again my men!” He cried,
And on that day the Merman died,
For with his dark blue back exposed,
The Captain knew the enemy he loathed,
His aim was sharp, and his propellants deadly,
A shot rang out among the medley
Of orca chants, and dolphin chirps,
And at once clouds moved across the sun.
As purple blood stained the water, the Captain shouted “We have won!”
But the race toward land didn’t slow one knot,
The outcome wasn’t changed by a single shot.
The great fish knew that their command hadn’t died and the death of their king,
Though for sure they cried, His body was dead but his word was alive.
Two porpoises left to carry his body, away to a grave, to lay with his family
To the Castle of Coral their burden did bring, to sisters to mourn and his dirge to sing,
They wrapped his long body, laid him in a cave,
Cursed the old Captain, oh **** the cold Knave!
And brothers did leave to do that hard deed, and carry the prince’s wish out.
They swam in a swarm to the creaky old Roger,
In the night they did find her,
Her crew in a bother,
And climbed they the boards that held her together,
Soon she was taken, the pirates all killed
And prisoners unshackled, as the Merman had willed
(some mermen did die, in the scuffle preceding, but most wore protection,
Their brother’s fate heeding)
The sun did arise, in the brilliant sky,
A Hero’s day! The African’s cry.
The mermen guided the vessel to shore,
And of the Queen’s story there was little more,
Except that now she sings in the evenings,
As she raises her girls and little menlings,  
No one will she find to replace her Prince,
No such lonely valor has she ever seen since.
So she sings to her sisters, under full moon waves
And calls to her cousins, on land that are slaves
That saviors will come, their own lives the cost
And vengeance will fall, happiness is not lost.
April 7th, 2012
Please forgive my unresearched work of fiction
No ethnocentrism implied, mermaids are the cousins of all humans
Elioinai Dec 2018
I pass over their heads
faces upturned, hopeful
I grace them not with the knowledge that I have seen them
Though I float among clouds
my heart is too heavy
to heavy to choose to reveal so much rejection
and far to heavy to wait and watch their reaction
I fear that I’m contributing to cynicism
that I might lead these men to believe
in callous angels
but no man should be so weak as to crumble beneath the weight of one
“how are you doing beautiful”
never answered
Elioinai Nov 2018
If you’re only here to unwind the anxious chains around my heart
If you’re only here to teach me that God is kind
If you’re only here to grace me in self-appreciation
even if that’s all you do
then come
I need you at my side
Elioinai Sep 2019
I’m just one of many people you hurt
You hurt me because that’s who you were
You didn’t know how to not hurt
It wasn’t that you were slipping up or were in a bad head space, you did what you did because that’s WHO YOU WERE
I don’t know why I didn’t understand that
I don’t know why I thought for so long, just maybe, things could be different or have been different.
You weren’t for me. You were a clumsy oaf but you were dropping everyone since childhood. I wasn’t special. I wasn’t the first, and I wasn’t the last.
I thought so highly of love and it’s power, and I wasn’t wrong. Love is that powerful, but it can do nothing for someone who won’t receive it.
You couldn’t receive my love because of WHO YOU WERE. You couldn’t receive any kind of love very much.
I wasn’t a fool for trying.
I offered you something beautiful and undying, and again, I wasn’t special. I wasn’t the first to offer you a real love you couldn’t handle, and I wasn’t the last.
My heart was just one small casualty in all your destruction. For you it was all in a day’s work and you couldn’t help stepping on what your eyes were blind to.
Maybe one day you’ll see all that you did, but I don’t wish that for you. Even if you become capable of understanding the destruction from the lies you planted in me, it would be placed next to an understanding of everything you did to everyone else.
And that’s a lot of ****.
I’ve come to realize I don’t need your apology. You apologizing would be like a child apologizing for breaking vases during tantrums he threw as a toddler. You didn’t know better because no one raised you better.
I’m fine now.
I have new vases.
Cathartic dump because I don’t like journaling and maybe someone here needs to realize that you can’t love the toxic out of others
Elioinai May 2016
I lifted up my soul
and cried
Take Me
for I long to go where the wind blows
I cried
Take Me
to see the birth of rainbows
But there are no glory Hights
without the woeful Lows
So Take Me
away into the hollows of the night
And teach Me
to spin these shadows into light
Elioinai Sep 2018
I don’t know why you added pink toaster
to your 23rd birthday wishlist
Except to display on another line
that You so ****** extra
maybe it was just that
Or maybe you wanted to see who was gon be extra with you
And actually go get a tacky pink toaster
guaranteed to never match your kitchen
But sit on the counter doing double duty
Toasting your bread with a sunshine picture
while also warming your heart
a daily reminder that there are some people who will always enjoy meeting your silliest requests
because they love you
I hope you receive 5 pink toasters today.
I also got you some guac, Jamie.
Elioinai Nov 2018
sometimes I long to curse you still
lies lingering in my mind like dim vapors
But I know no incantation or wish for ill
would have any effect on your labors
I’m not proud of the way the lies still play in my mind, and bitterness visits the edge of my consciousness
Elioinai Oct 2014
Words don’t come to me just when I want them,
But I want them when they come,
My brain feelers have strained, and whined, and searched,
But coveted verses won’t be found,
Stanzas can be spun in an effortless way, but fitting words come unannounced,
What for patience? What for hard work?
I haven’t found these useful in this art.
Time and art make art.
July 4, 2012
Elioinai Oct 2018
Pulling barbs from deep within your heart
Feel your soul be ripped apart
And all the miles of chain you swallowed
Must be thrown out
Screaming as they entered in
Your ears, your eyes, your mouth, your nose
burning down your skin
And the pain thickens in your head
Like blood pooling on the ground beneath the dead
Dripping down into your sight
Inkiness  
as all the grime from past clouds of smoke are washed away
In a Tidal wave of grace
your ribs are bruised and crushed
In the Violence of Love
Ready to take the poison hidden in your bones
Dig Deep!
Let your old, iron stomach throw up
all the nails
whose place is in the wounds of Christ
Dedicated to Jamie
Elioinai Oct 2018
I’m walking through the desert
Following faint trails of pioneers before
Sometimes stumbling in circles through furnaces of sand and cactus
I haven’t seen my destination
it’s place isn’t marked on any map
I don’t know where I’ll find water
I’m a wanderer and I don’t keep it on tap,
I lose my sense of time
listening to the dune’s eerie song
All I know is that I’ve been trapped here
too long
I live for the moments I crest the layered plateaus
and can finally see the distance
of wilderness I have travailed
Dedicated to Jamie
Elioinai Oct 2014
The most beautiful,
Of apples,
Candy red,
Among the gala,
And the Honeycrisp,
The golden ones,
Are many,
Against the new green leaves,
They followed the flowers,
And hang enticingly,
I wait, for one to drop,
Closer,
One, I saw,
Once, twice,
The largest of them all,
No purer color to find,
Exposed to the sun’s
Sweetening rays, so strong
But the arm that brought you in sight,
Sprung you back,
Back,
Away,
Lost, behind the others,
Whose scent cannot compare.
And I,
Wait,
Not content,
With what is visible,
So I sit, in the shade they give,
And return their smiles,
With quiet patience,
I watch the bees
And birds,
March 12, 2014
Elioinai Dec 2015
The shame of thoughts
of having said
Thus sin creeps into mind

But strength will come
when I have heard
This cause is hardly thine

All Victory is Mine!
James 5:16
Elioinai Oct 2014
Two toes grip the sharp rock,
Two eyes stare over its edge,
At the vast stretch beneath me,
Filled with adventures,
Waiting.
The sun is at my back,
But perception changes with time,
The time to jump is now!
May 3, 2012
Elioinai Dec 2018
I sit criss crossed
meditating on the present
questions of care and self preservation press upon my consciousness
My eyes snap open
there is fear
Writhing like a tangle of black serpents in the air
How they long to rip my soul to shreds
they hiss in hunger for my blood
they move to distract my mind from Good
their constant lie is that any small act could rob me of you
Nov 27, 2018
Elioinai Nov 2018
Your voice caused cracks to grow in my path
Your words sowed thorns to pierce my feet
but by the Grace of God
I climbed
Elioinai Oct 2014
Why do I write such poetry, and then become ashamed of it?
Why do I express myself in flourishes, and then gag upon my words?
What is it about my playful spinning that relieves pain in one nerve, but probes another?
I have not named each of my butterflies, nor have I loved them all.
Some I swear are spiders, indeed, I own them as well.  But even them I don’t all recognize.  
I have spurned some colored wings, and grown squeamish at the sight of legs.
Others I have watched from childhood, dancing with them in the wind,
Calling them to my side for comfort, rejoicing in their patterns and their Maker
In my hands sit joy for others, gently cradled, less vulnerable than I imagine.
One by one they must be paraded out,
Oh, do not let their wings fly in your face,
They were made to be beautiful, these little gifts of energy,
Made for you, and I
April 16, 2012
I wrote this when I learned to sing again. Oh, I had never forgotten how to sing completely. What I had forgotten was how to let myself be myself. As a small child I had made up little songs and sung them softly whenever I felt like it, but then I grew afraid. I was 18 before I let myself do it again.
Elioinai Feb 2019
in a moment of weakness
comes whispering strength
Who taught you
to regret each last message
to them who said goodbye?
it was not I who left
and I should not leave a bitter taste
upon my own tongue
when all my words were contrived of sweetness
Elioinai Apr 2015
You hang my tear drops
like crystals from my bedroom ceiling
and pull the curtains back with a gasp
so all my shiny feelings
collide with yours throughout the air
A day spent with You is worth more than a thousand years elsewhere
Psalm 84:10-12
Elioinai Oct 2014
I breath in ecstasy
As mist forms in the air,
My steps quicken as my head begins to real,
From the strength of the scent,
And I remember,
How light, water, air all mix,
To form my joy,
And rare delight,
This time it isn’t heavy enough,
To spin me around,
Just a taste,
Like the memory of a dream,
Come evanescently,
To add color to my day.
January 29, 2013
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