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Abhishek kumar Jun 2018
Na hogi ab koi baat
Na hi hogi koi mulakat
Ab hum chalte hai
Bahut rhe liye ek bewafa ke sath

Tujhse na baat karne ka dukh toh hoga
Tujhse na milne ka afsoos bhi rhega
Par koi baat nhi
Jo hoga achhe ke liye hi hoga

Gussa na samjhna ise
Kyuki vo toh aata hi nhi mujhe
Kahi na kahi pyar hi hoga mera
Bas prkar alag hoga

Achha ab chalta hu
Khat chhota hi rehne deta hu
Apna aakhri pegaam bas yehi deta hu
Tumse milna ka toh nhi
Par tere salamat rehne ki duaa karta hu
Abhishek kumar Nov 2019
What should I do ?
What should I choose ?
Any advice?
Yes!!
It's your life
You decide
Anybody can say anything but it's you and only you who will decide in which direction you wish to turn the wheels of your life..
Abhishek kumar Dec 2018
All my tears are absorbed
All my heart breaks are dissolved
You are more important for me
Than any other thing
Because you remain closer to me
Than anyone had ever been
Abhishek kumar Dec 2019
This is Me
Thanking
All the good
And the bad
That came
In the way

Sorry to say
But I'm over them
As the year ends
I wish to start
Everything
All over again
Thanking everything.
Abhishek kumar Dec 2019
And the flood gates opened
With her one message
All the days of hard work
To keep myself close
Which I'm no more

Emotions flowed like rivers from high
I tried to stop using all my might
But it was too high a mountain to climb
And here I'm feeling happy
By the little chat we had
Which I wish I hadn't had
Abhishek kumar Nov 2018
Book is the place
I always visit.
It is my temple,it's mine mosque
It's the church
But above all it is my God.

You will find yourself alone
While waiting at the gate
The moment you enter
You're in a world created by someone's brain

When reality hits me hard
I take a shelter
Under my Lord's word
No sword can pass through it
Neither the arrows will reach my feet
Abhishek kumar Sep 2020
I was moving towards you
And you were standing on a Cliff
And beside you was someone I didn't knew
After knowing I found myself fall off
From the same surface where you two stood strong
Abhishek kumar Dec 2020
Day and night
Night and day
Keep on going
It's just been two days

Count in weeks.
Why not months ?
Because it's been long....
Since we last talked
This is me trying to count,for how long we are continuously not talking
Abhishek kumar Aug 2018
How a seventeen years old teenager can decide
What he is going to do for rest of his life
Life is no game or gamble
Where you come to test your guess

Life is simple
But I get complicated
When you see me as an astrologer
Who is still getting educated

Start running
Or you will be late
The race is tough
Because everyone is blind folded

We are running in a circle
Where one thinks
He is ahead of other
We are never going to reach further
If we don't stop comparing
Ourselves with other
Abhishek kumar Sep 2018
Form heart

To
Dear love

I don't think you care about me much
You always remain out of my reach
Even after days of searching  

You made me happy more then I thought
You gave me pain that I never thought
And then you ran away, to a place unknown
Leaving your beloved , all alone

I need you to return
Back to the place where you belong
To the space where you lived long
Abhishek kumar Sep 2020
You were my biggest fear
And now I am fearless
Abhishek kumar Jul 2020
He was a gangster
He must die
But the stories you tell
Must not be lies
Abhishek kumar Nov 2018
The one
who build his house on the graveyard of others
Will live in graveyard forever
Abhishek kumar Dec 2020
Few more days
Then it will start again
Few more, days
Then it will start again
Abhishek kumar Sep 2018
Heart was made to love
Or perhaps it was built to break
Each soul is carrying a maimed center
The reasons never narrated
And the culprit never incriminated
Abhishek kumar Mar 2019
Her happiness reflects in My smile
Abhishek kumar Dec 2018
HER silence wrote the SPEECH
That WE are never going to MEET
Abhishek kumar Sep 2018
How do you expect her,
Not to get wet
While standing in rain
Not to burn
When walking in flame
Not to feel pain
When getting hurt everyday
Not to break
When regularly being corroded
Not to react
While facing maltreatment
Not to rebel
After suffering years in hell


How do you expect her
To apologize
When you have made the mistake
To forgive
When your acts were full of abuses
To be healed
When scars stretch from head to heel
To recover
From the heartaches daily delivered
To be normal
After witnessing acts  of evil
To be well
While being with a person like devil
Abhishek kumar Dec 2019
: How are you ?

She : Like an ocean
          Deep and silent

: And how are you ?

He : Like a ship
        Sailing and sinking
        in you
Abhishek kumar Nov 2018
How many endangered
And How many died
How many extinct
And how many alive
But the only thing we care
That the humans survived
All the mass extinction cause by humans to different species. This is for our catastrophic nature.
Abhishek kumar Oct 2019
I cannot think
When I see her
And
When I think about her
I just see her
Abhishek kumar May 2018
You requested to meet
I accepted your wish

You wanted to talk
I was present to listen your thoughts

You fancy to walk in rain
I followed your every step

You longed for a friend
I tried but couldn't be one

You choose to move away from me
This was something I didn't knew

You hoped to never see me again
And I vanished like an invisible man
IF
Abhishek kumar Nov 2018
IF
If my heart was a book
It would contain torn pages only

If my eyes wrote
Letters would be blurred by tear drops

If my blood turned into an ink
My nerves would run dry

If my mind tried to narrate
It would be stop after every phrase
Abhishek kumar Jan 2019
I fear
Losing her friendship
While trying to gain her love
Abhishek kumar Mar 2021
If I do something
And reveal it
Won't I lose
All the joy of doing it !!!

हम कुछ करे और जता दे
तोह करने का सारा मज़ा न गवा दे
Abhishek kumar Jan 2021
I have been losing you
At every moment in life
Everytime we talk
I take it to be the last
It ain't a surprise
That we stopped again
It would be a shock
If we manage to
Continue for long
Abhishek kumar Jul 2020
I live on an island
But only when it rains
Water reaches to my knees
And dirt touches my feet

I live in a desert
But only when the weather is extreme
The wind is dry and hot
And no water to drink

Sometime it rains for days
Sometime it doesn't for months
Sometime I'm soaked
Sometime I'm too dry to sweat

It's only sometime
But I feel it everyday
I no longer have fear
Because it has been happening for years
Abhishek kumar Dec 2018
You can't capture the nature
By single or multiple clicks
It's beauty stretches to infinity
And infinity can't be reached
Abhishek kumar Dec 2020
In this free world
I got confined
By my free will
Around four walls
Irony - All these years we were fighting for freedom.
Abhishek kumar Sep 2018
I think not once
Nor twice but thrice
But all my thinking
Aren't making me wise

The decision which I took first
Then changing it completely with the second thought
And with the third cogitation
I am lost

Maybe I'm slow
To switch on the brain
Or I might be afraid of thoughts rain
As it keeps on coming from dusk till drawn

At this point of time
I guess it's better to sleep
Although there also lies the fear of dreams
Which brings with it all different kinds of believes
Abhishek kumar Jan 2019
It's not that
The sun shines , when she wants light
It's just that
She is as bright as those sunlights

It's not that
She watches the world upside down
It's just that
The world feels different when she is around

It's not that
Flower blossoms when she walks
It's just that
She seems like a blossoming flower

It's not that
Time stops when I see her
It's just that
Time is more precious with her

It's not that
Everything disappears when I look at her
It's just that
Everything is peripheral to her sight
Abhishek kumar Jan 2021
I would like to be a beautiful memory
Then a forgettable past
And in order to achieve this
I leave people before they have a chance
Abhishek kumar Jan 2020
I cannot let you go
And we cannot walk
Abhishek kumar Dec 2020
: ssshhh
  Keep quiet


:  Let me hear
  What silences have to say
Abhishek kumar Sep 2019
I'm leaving her
To be with her
Forever !
Love isn't just about being together
Abhishek kumar May 2018
Hey
I'm lost
Lost in the thoughts,
In the memories of past
That are deep in my heart
Abhishek kumar May 2020
People have rightly said
Love is blind
Because
I never saw you coming
Nor I saw you leaving
Abhishek kumar Aug 2018
Na amiro ki basti mein rhta hu
Na hi gareebo ke aashiyane mein
Middle class ka hua
Middle mein rhta hu

Na pahali pankti ki pehali seat pr baithta hu
Na hi aakhar mein khada rhta hu
Middle class ka hu
Middle mein rhta hu

Na croro ka kabaar  hai
Na hi gulabi note hazar hai
Middle class ka hu
Meri jarurate saman hai

Na luxury car hai
Na nhi cycle apni bekar hai
Middle class ka hu
Auto,riksha, paddle chalna
Apne liye aam hai

Na meri girlfriends char hai
Na hi single rhna izzat ka swaal hai
Middle class ka hu
Apne yaar,dost shandaar hai

Na aasman chhuti imarto par likha apna naam hai
Na hi sadak kinare bitati apni shaam hai
Middle class ka hu
In dono ke beech
Kaat leta apni raat hu

Na videsh ghoomnta hu
Nahi sehar se bahar jaana muskil samjhta hu
Middle class ka hu
Apna desh pura ghoom lena bhi bahut samajhata hu

Na sir jhukane wale log hai
Na hi sir jhukane wale hum hai
Middle class ka hu
Sabko gale lagana hi
Apna dharam hai

Na hi ac mein kaam karta hu
Na hi dhoop mein pasina sukhata hu
Middle class ka hu
Pankhe ke niche apna kaam karta hu

Na suraksha karmi apne pass hai
Na hi sarir apna lachar hai
Middle class ka hu
Apni jaan ki raksha apne hath hai

Na chhapan pakwan banate apne maharaj hai
Na hi khaali pet sota apna pariwaar hai
Middle class ka hu
Meri maa ke haath mein hi sara sawaad hai
Abhishek kumar Nov 2018
My smiles are hiding
The crying heart

My skins are covering
The deepest scare

My eyes are holding
The emotions drop

My arms are protecting
The broken core
Abhishek kumar Aug 2018
I was full of emotions
But i failed to express
Nobody was patient enough
To wait,so they left,
before I started to narrat

My stories were never as thrilling as yours
Nor my life as interesting as yours

I'm unique and my tale differs
So the only audience was my mirror

Now I write and then read
Everything thing that I have printed on my sheet

And I wait for more updates
Because my life is adding new lines everyday
Abhishek kumar Jun 2018
When our house have caught fire
We run
To get help
We run
To get water
We try to extinguish the fire

We don't just step back and
Watch it burning,
We don't start searching for a new place
We don't think about
How are we going to settle at our new residence?

When the house turns a fireball
We don't pray
We don't wait for God's grace
We take actions
Some serious actions

So why not the same for our Mother Earth?
Why aren't we trying to heal her ?
Why are we looking for a new world?
Why are we spending so much money to go away from Earth ?
Why can't the so called genius scientists,the noble priests, the supreme leaders of this world,save their land?

She needs help ?
Not just mine,not just yours
But from all of her family members.

Heaven is turning to hell
She isn't feeling well
Lets unite to fight
The disease which can take
Everyone's life.
Abhishek kumar Dec 2019
You have your reasons
I shall have mine
You told me yours
But when I depart
I won't tell you mine
I'll know but she won't
Abhishek kumar May 2019
Khushnuma yaade hai, mere dil mein tumhari
Aur dil ko dukh hai ki tum nahi ** hamari
Abhishek kumar Jun 2019
Khamoshi bahut kuch kehati hai
Aur woh aksar khamosh rehati hai

Silence speaks more than words
And she remains silent quite often
Abhishek kumar Sep 2019
Usi shiddat se chahte hai tujhe roj hum
Jis shiddat se chhod jati ** mujhe, har more par
Abhishek kumar Sep 2018
Every word she spoke
Every letter he wrote
          
          Every poetry he told
          Every story she sold

Was the love they had
Was the love they said
Abhishek kumar Nov 2018
He is
What she wishes
She is
What he believes

She hesitate initiation
He slys facing
Days passing
Without chating

He makes
The first move
She starts
The endless trip

Her broken soul
He perfectly joined
His empty heart  
She completely filled
Abhishek kumar Dec 2018
He had never seen her
Nor had she faced him before
But they were seeing the same setting sun
And feeling the same awakening of love

He had the first sight of her
She too looked at him
But Before they could talk
Sun had set and it was time
To return back

Next day, back to the place where they initially met
But this time, a little bit early
This is how the strangers became friends
And the sunset point a place to meet everyday


Their talk grew tall
The duration stretched long
Their friendship reached new height
And finally they felt love
Abhishek kumar Nov 2019
There is nothing left to be said







Ok... bye then
Sometimes nothing is collection of so many things.
And at that point of time SILENCE is the only mean through which we can communicate
Abhishek kumar Sep 2018
Someone way far away
Can't even be seen
Yet stay so close
It's impossible for me to explain
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