When I was 14 years old, I went to a thrift shop with my best friend.
It wouldve been late September, early October.
We were talking about our futures, when he mentioned that he didnt know my favorite color.
I told him to guess.
He pondered for a bit and then picked up a pair of pretty yellow converse and shouts out "Yellow!"
He looked so happy, I just nodded and said yes.
I would wear those converse every single day for the next 6 months, they would see as I fell head over heels in love with him.
I stopped wearing them in 2025 after my first attempt of the year.
Yellow is my favorite color.
i saw bits of it in everything after that.
saw it everywhere.
eventually that friend and i would grow apart.
meet new people
stop talking entirely
i will be told that i was an awful person
yet... yellow remains my favorite color.
those shoes still sit in my closet.
a testament to my unspoken love.
i will wear them periodically for the next 5 years until they burn in a fire i caused.
until then
yellow will always be my favorite color.
thinking of making this into a song
(a dream i had)