I think you got me mistaken, for someone else. I don't know you, not the way you think I do. I am want you promised you would never need, the thing you tried to never want, but couldn't resist. The very thought of me sends your pulse racing. Your mouth waters as your mind races as desire clouds your thought. Sad but true I control you more than you do. Inside each and every thought fatal attraction like a drug and the person who bought its based on pure satisfaction to the point  the dependency guides your actions it can be a drug or a human being the same is for you as is for me. An addiction isn't always a drug you need, it's more about what you don't what to feel or see. Lately my vice as been getting the best of me cause it gets me more than I understand me.

Lost because I can be.
I am on empty.
Without your voice, I miss you.
Just be the honesty I wish you were.
Maybe I would be right there.
Beside you.
Instead I am beside myself.
Missing our times well spent.
I am lost without feelings
and need to be felt.
misunderstood all those
hits below the belt.
Reaching out
Seeking love
No even happy with myself.
my soul mate is missing.
I keep blaming myself.
searching for the wrong things
At the right place
Isn't helping.
but it feels better.
so I will take it.
I am lost because I can be
Stuck on empty
Cam you feel it...

Let me take the time to tell you about something called nothing. These industry lies, Capitalize on all this fronting over nothing showing tricks up their sleeves while they are bluffing. Promise you the world, and give you nothing, hoping you end up a nothing, cause they made you something;  without your heart and soul they would have nothing.

Like it even matters, the odds against you, all that pain becomes chatter. Matter of facts flash in A flash and its over. Smoking numbing the pain until it gets colder childish pride selfish ****** to the ego over summer time  it's fine, this time i remind, my mind in line with common grounds that hard to find in regions of my mind that's Devine and the only thing that matters is time.

these human beings done lost their mind but still feel alive. I realised i am Alone, the maybe got me feeling crazy. you will survive. To love or hate again, with the presence of mind.

So many times I have felt trapped, but it was only in my mind. Chasing this fame to catch up  I had to come from behind these shadows clouding my mind. Find my path in life and claim what is mine.

Wrote passages of brilliance through the parels of time.

Fought the faces of death, right down to my last breathe,  never gave up or quit. Don't believe in that shyte. The game knows the hustle, and stays true to it, so stay true to your hustle, like you aint knew to it. like a relationship you know things can shape shift if you catch my drift then you can get where you are trying to get. 

I have had my ups and down, but knew where I needed to get. Made mistakes, never said I was perfect. The journey was worth it, made ever turn perfect.

Doubt is strong,  but talent is stronger. The side is inside, just kneed to unearth it.
Its easy to give in, much harder to last longer. Was told by a wise guy,  to survive you need hunger. Use it as part of your drive that pushes you to go further.

i wonder where you are
probably wishing on a star
wishing from a far
i could find out where you are
and bring us together
put me where you are.
but even from a far
looking at this star
i can feel you
i know who you really are
because of what we are
somewhere in my dreams
just waiting to be seen
then touch my heart when i wake up
part of my soul we will never break up
wishing for that real love
the stuff you can't make up

She wished.
She wanted,
all the things she never wanted.
She listened,
and heard,
all the things he never said.
Her meaning different than his.
his lips she read;
as she turned red.
in her mind,
she wrote manuscripts,
that ended with their laughter.
and over night trips, with long passages.
together, there hands in time.
but that changed with time.
She wished.
She wanted,
all the things she never had.
She listened,
and heard,
all the things he never said,
are all the things she ever wanted.

i look at this hole in my shirt
all covered in dirt. hurt
putting in this work
like a growth spurt
findin my self worth
trying but getting ******
by a push over
got me stuck on closure
and  now, I'm tripping over
things I'm suppose to
already be over
like the people I'm close to
my inner circle
turning their back like most do
go two facednand act like they don't know
behind your back
attack even thought they know that
they owe you they rather see you black jack
crossed the lines with the bottom line
blood thicker than water but it ain't worth a dime
making changes brought changes over time
certain people making changes
don't change over time
cause when you making change
the people you loved the  most
act the strangest at the drop of a dime
so if you think money equals success
experience is going to change you whole mind
soul search and you will find
a gifted hidden inside
a peace of mind that's so devine

In the night I hear your footsteps.
I miss you -- read your text
That night
Even though we got issues.
I wish I was there with you.
Rather yell and scream all night.
At least when we fight.
You are in plain sight.
I know it isn't right
Neither is you
Being out of my life.
A toxic love, killing us slow --
I know right.
From wrong.
But it feels so right.
 The love of my life.
Been waiting my whole life.
Pieces of a broken heart
Put back together so right.

Be yourself cause everyone else is taken.
Because everyone else is faking.
Life is yours for the making,
All that money making
Ain't worth what they making.
They just making bread
They not Caking.
I over here
we celebrating,
Records spinning
Until I break them
These moves you gotta make'em
The time is yours for the taking
Being broke could never break him
Got me going hard, causing mayhem
While haters try to slay him
too busy balling to even play them
To focused to pay attention
Not even an honorable mention
On my path
Had it coming
Now it's time to make that day
My mind Manifest and I stood the test
Now my blessings are on there way.

Some of them abuse you.
Some of the abuse,
is caused by you.
Everyone looking for something 
Many  ending with nothing
Stardom is only for a chosen few.
the rest they blame on you
for doing what they tell you to do.
Some of them want to use you
Most of them are already used.
Look at them, looking in at you
what are you supposed to do,
when nobody knows what to do.
Except for telling these lies about you.
Knowing the can't do it without you.
Using tools of abuse, to doubt you
knowing not a thing about you.

I am just a echo with ego that won't last.
I play my cards right and everyone just laugh.
I role play, but I don't like the rest of the cast.
To trust myself, I go against my better half.
Two steps forward means forget my past.
Giving up on my dreams, just to end up last.
Giving it all I got, how much longer can I last.
Learning from my mistakes, sick of taking this class.
You see, I already judge myself, so you can just kiss my ***. Keep your opinion to yourself,  especially since I didn't ask.

I know you hear me so listen close.
Its what you think that matters most.
We can boast about these post.
Without these dreams,
It seems,
we lose what matters most.
These schemes,
playing us against our hopes.
Got us
Up against the ropes,
thoughts up in smoke.
Just when I lost all hope,
my mirror image inspired hope.
Getting high off myself, like a rope a dope.
success getting me stressed,
my life's a mess, I must confess. The more I make, the less a progress. These haters love you with all this disrespect. Catching writers block in the winners circle, got me scares to death. The critics taking hits below the belt, and my paychecks pay the dept. The fans turn against me, kept my cool, by holding my breath. These bills piling up, spent my whole life savings, there's no saving my savings. Keep praying to god, but I'm still waiting. Life has its up and downs. I just wish it would make up its mind, this shaky ground makes for lite sleeping. I can't even sleep in on the weekend.

If I can punch a guy in the eye for 50% off WiFi imagine would I would do for pride thanking god for these blessing
At the dinner table
Then choked a dude out with a cat 5 cable
For the marked down kitchen table
Daddy got a new pair of shoes
in exchange for some black and blues
Had a happy thanks giving
a few F yous
got hit in the head by a granny
Over some slippers in isle two
She punched me in the face
And rolled over my shoes
as she cheered
from her wheeled chair
So i pushed her chair into some tissues
I gotta do what I gotta do
Besides
Another 60 off the label
you would do the same too!
I'm loading up on everything,
even bought some blues clues,
Buying **** I don't need,
cause it's the thing to do.
Going off just like my cable
Forget family time on the holidays
I more I save it's like I'm getting paid
Buying **** I don't need
Then return it in may
critics criticize these little guys

Nic wack
patty  fat
Give a dog a bone.
Forget that
Six flat
I'm getting in the zone
Coming off the dome
To elevate my holmes
I'm flipping different styles
an breaken colla' bones
Freestlying for a while
Then killing microphones
reading palms then writing poems
Stay preying for my foes
The more they hate me,
the more I these brughs
these haters forgotten woes
Makes them hate me even moes
they thought my star dumb
But I shine bright
jaws dropping through the floors
And breaking done doors
Playing my cards like a maverick
I'm wild slick like an Olympic
pushing sic whips, taking picks
with my dogs
Like l'm boy filthy rich
went from a chip on my shoulder
To flipping chips at the Ritz
eating liver and fish with
Chip and dip with one of the Celtics
who's selling tic-kets to see the old
Knicks turning tricks  
over at 5th
off of 6th
by Saint and Patrick's
Instead
I'm tipping bartenders
When I flip it with the tip
**** like I'm a **** kid
I blow their mind when I say something
wicked like
"Time is money"
but give me a look
with no more specifics
Then I take another sip
then walk off all prolific
then look in the air
My hands flair like I ....
see something futuristic
then look at you like...
I could you miss it.
I know what you are thinking
and I am so pist...
This is bullclip
I meant
full clip
I won't bite my tongue
but just bite my lip thinking of inking
Something linking in link inn
with link king linked in link with ink linking king with lincoln
linking the link king
With lincoln against a kingpin
and that kingpin was me,
u pinned him got the quick won
Then took a knee
As he hand it down to me.
with me. All linked into the same thing

"Don't Plan for your future,
and you could end up like this."
Then take another sip and then I dip
All ripped off some old English breathe that smelt like he been punched in the mouth by a fist full of ****, then bit, then swallowed the ****. Then didn't brush since 1986, he could a deadly virus if it took a swift. Got on my motor bike, and slide off like a brit, a villian, and I'm swift. My lines tailored quick, step out of line, the bottom line, is flat line then a ditch. Get a bottom *****, and breed her with my pit, then cruise and take a pic, ***** clues we label it, now enough with the funny **** now let's spit something sick

The Skyscrapers are so high, they seem to touch the passing sky.Freely the puffy white clouds fly, with the birds, mile-high. A high-flying pigeon peeks down from it's perch on a high-rise. The temperature, high eighties, a clock blinks three thirty-five. Tupac bumping from the speakers stock, Pandora blaring from a jukebox. Mercedes windows rattle, when the speakers knock, like forte knots. The sound carries for blocks, but its blocked. By the hustle and bustle of the pavement blocks. Cold streets, paroled by even colder cops. The city never sleeps, so the crime never stops. Hustler’s hustle from the sun up until it drops. Making Wall street money off of these inner city blocks. The ghetto is a project that needs to stop. A homeless man, donation cup in hand, “The American Dream, needs a real back up plan.” Read the sign, by his cardboard stand. His blind dog, named Stan, rusty dog tags hang. He shares and wears the same struggles on his coat, as does the man. Chanel shoes, and big ***** on the cover of a Magazine stand, getting more attention than this wise dog, and this old man.

Skyscrapers are so high, they seem to touch the blue sky, as it passes by. Freely the puffy white clouds fly, as the birds fly a mile-high. A pigeon peeks down from it's perch on a  high-rises.

The scent of the beautiful fresh flowers, mangled by the ripe odor of car exhaust. The smooth sounds, of an expensive sports car race through an downtown alley. The roar of the aggressive European engine echoes across the walls of surrounding building, as it whips through the street.  

A thin lip of smoke swirls from the end of a lite cigarettes, burning on the side walk.

Small bursts of wind, carry the lingering stench of sewage and motor oil. Steam spews from the hot pavement.

People  hurry to their destinations. Their footsteps beating down on the concrete the raindrops of a rainstorm. Absent of any cadence, they walk like soldier ants, marching through the streets of Manhattan.  

Ear buds plugging their ears, from the orchestra of sounds surrounding them.

Two thousand blank stares of empty eyes, gazing off into the distance, absent of the present of moment and time. A zombie like state rooted by thoughtless thoughts; and routine action.

So many sluggish demeanors, mixed with confident egos. Broken spirits mixed with broken hearts. lost dreams mixed with new dreamers. All these familiar faces in unfamiliar places. A melting *** of different races, styles and graces. Old legends with new faces, in strange places. All in the same place, with a different state of mind.

A big city, with a life of it's own, that strangers call home. A subway, with graffiti. Street corners for the needy, my kind of city.

Red tail squirrels squeezing their plumb round bodies through the small pegs of the wired fence. They greet a man entering the park. The slightly hunched over figure, scrolls by pushing his bike. They eagerly scatter around him, bouncing their bushy tails as they circle him. The grey-white haired old man smiles, as he approaches his tiny friends. Climbing up his bare legs, standing on his bike, clinging to his clothing, as he snaps his fingers invitingly. More hurry down from the trees to greet him. He reaches into his page, revealing a large bag of peanuts. Curious onlookers reach for their phones, to capture this remarkable sight. In anticipation of their feeding, the now large mob of squirrels gathers. They push and shove at each other, larger squirrels, bully the smaller less experienced squirrels for position. While standing on their hind legs, with thief tiny hands extended. Their meager attempt to catch them, is comical at best. The fresh peanuts as they rain down from the generous man’s hands.

I'm one of a kind.
Stuck in my own mine.
The only place I can find, a calm find,
Is the confines, of my own mind.
And it's fine, at least I've
told myself a thousand times.
Now I'm sick of messing around,
Started laying these rhythms.
In perfect line, one at a time
to inspire these inquiring minds.
So they will find;
History, or Herstory, repeating itself
Line after line; over time.
through these thoughts of mine.
All this sadness, at the expense of happiness;
straight up madness.
Killing yourself with this mad stress,
while chasing success, in all ways.
"Always ends up a mess," experiences says.
Taking baby steps towards more unhappiness.
Worry free days, migrates to migraines, with growing pains.
What's perceived as success, should be worth way much less.
Cost of yourself, at the expense of progress, that does not exist. Got you living a dream, while you losing the rest.
Blood thicker than water, but not baguettes or the flesh.
They will, **** you for the dough, then fight amongst themselves over the wealth. Their net worth, worth more than how they value them self. So you "so soon, they forget." And to, get what they want, or perceive as need, they'll use you to get. So be careful,  in the pursuit of happiness, don't lose sight of yourself. Or it will be your final regret.

Even the proven get tested until they are ruined by all the assuming, these haters are doing. Kings and Empires left in ruins. I guess it's only human. I wonder what portal, these immortals are using. All the hating, these people are doing. Running with these different movements, whose moves meant, that had bad intent. Self loathing in cotton clothing, morals eroding, souls corroding. Like a serpent exploring, in the early morning. Emotions buried deep, the angles bent, it wasn't worth it, when it surfaced; buried under the carpet on purpose.

Watch your enemies close, and your friends comment, and start off on a quest to second guess, the guest, and it ends up a mess; shame on me, as I confess; friendships progress like a game of chess. Keeping my enemy, close to me, or it's off with my neck. I try to cut'em off, and they scream out what the heck.

I got friends becoming enemies, then enemies getting close to me and befriending me. Now best friends, defriending me. I can't tell who is, who to me. Got a lot of close friends; that's a lot of enemies. Evidently, my closes friends protecting me, from my worse enemies. That's what's been killing me.  

Better them, than me.

Still trying to figure it out. In the meantime, I'll just let it be. After all, its just family.

I miss you, the way we use to be. Heaven and earth, with an angel close to me. My soul mate, Rose Mary, my beloved lady. Crossed my heart and hoped to die, if you ever left me, my baby.

So much of being with you, became part of me. The moments we shared, have passed but still near. Your voice I still hear, buried in my heart, so they are always near. This scar tissue, from all our issues, reads I miss you.

All that screaming cause we cared, so we fought out of fear.  Pushing you away, to pull you near. The most painful moments, started when you weren't there. Broken heart pieced together by the sands of time that lead to no where. Lost with out you, trying to find my way there.

Every day is just another day. These words speaking through me, in a different way. Ever since that day. All emotions lost, feelings not feel the same way. Closing my eyes, knot in my stomach, all this pain and dismay. Searching for you, to carry me away. To a place where reality disappears, then reappears, in the form of a different day.

I am aware of the doubt lurking behind each convert of progress, I would be a fool to not acknowledge it, its part of the process. It's critical to any aspect of success., the directness of doubt, its intended purpose, so imposing, so often misguided. Instead of harnessing it's power, many succumb to it, hobbled by it's very existing. Such a waste, one made so often.

I'll killa chawawa
Sell it for a dolla on Alibaba
Exchange for a Kawala
Black range red impala
Rocking nirvana pre Madonna
A Chubby monkey eating chunky monkey with ice cream and a banana
Bo bama Ina pajama spinning a spammer after a root beer slammer an alabamer and a cheese platter I slide off in a subtle manner like a salamander to empty my bladder in a place that doesn't matter

Its funny how soon we forget.
The Knots in my chest,
Correct me, if I am correct.
We live in a system, within a built in system,
With backup systems, that protect the system.
By making us victim, to our own system.
We trusting a nonanimate object
With intimate aspects, to serve and protect
Via eternal justice, for all human life.
Greed entered the feed, and it cost us
Our bill of rights. Sending women and
Children to fight the systems fight,
It even convinced them, that fighting
Is right? Labeled human beings with
Dog tags, so we think they a low enough life form,
No even a human being, so it’s alright to take their life.
Their system doing the same thing, so it makes it alright.
Too many negatives, I’m positive, will never get it right.
But who am I, I am just a guy.
Who’s social insecurities came from
Social securities the system controlling
Via my social security
Numbers mixed with obscurity
With a credit rating that doesn’t tell the whole story.
A track record that’s way too old;
You see
Between you and me,
The system doesn’t want that to be
As long as there is a greater than,
An equal can never be; it has nothing to do
With me and you. The system designed by a chosen
Few that tell the rest of the world what do, with rules
That allow them to rule, playing us for fools,
Been doing it for generations,
And there generations do it too.

never gonna love like this again. always hurts in the end. i dont want love like that. want to make you feel good, while you do the same back. no pain no gain, let it go once, it came back again. i have a feeling, it should have never begin.

Thought often left a trace,
left remarks across my face.
Absent minded  occupying space.
Miles to long to erase.
Regrets only safe face
Other wise they have no place.
Your actions surface on purpose
Follow your instinct,
What your friends think
Is worthless.

I see you looking at me, like you know me, but you don't.
I owe you nothing, yet stills you will still take, like my attention. Which you, don't deserve. I am human just like you, to be left alone, instead you direct your insecurities at me. Pointing out differences, labeled flaws by society, using fear, its not fair. But we are here, you are as guilty as me.

I see you for what you are,
that's why I love you so much more.
Now is not before,
fooled me once,
I've been warned.
Lovers lost
lovers scorn.
Sent I felt your touch
my hearts been warmed.
Love your Pain more
than the thought of alone.

Stop acting like you know me,
You only wish you did.
I've changed, in ways you
Will never notice.
The writings on the wall,
I knew it all along.
It's time for us to just move on.

I remember the look in your eyes; surprised. The taste of our first kiss, opened your eyes to the other side, the feelings to this day, I'm still feel inside. You are my soulmate, I find myself in your confines, the only place I can hide. Our love, one of a kind. The feeling so divine, words can’t define; my reality inclined. Loved and let go, now your back, guess that means that your mine. Read your body language, as well as your mind, I like your idea, a great mind thinking like mine, our  imaginations combined. Your foreplay,  is my forte, we'll be in bed before nine. Let’s go again, again, the press rewind, babe it’s fine. Your *** drive, driving me crazy, your curves blowing my mind. In paradise, with an angel in real life, I’m taking my time, paying the price, so high on life, one hell of a climb, now I'm enjoying the sights.

Believe you me, you are what you are.
You will see, like a  wish on a star.
Believing in yourself, it will get you far.
More haters go hate, the better you are.
Follow your passions,
Let them lead your actions,
Internal satisfaction,
Live for life, not reactions,
Such is life, such is passion.
Chase your dreams, until you catch them.
Let your imagination, be your best friend.
The world so fake,
I rather pretend.
Too little too late,
Some will never comprehend.
I failed a few times,
So then I tried again,
And again, and again.
Can't always get it right,
Progress equals perfection in the end.
My ideas given live via pen,
My pen dragging,
King Author in the end.
Life by my word,
turn famous when I'm dead.
These feels give me life,
there's still so much to be said.

What’s up with this fool this a battle my dude
Your in my domain so you play by my rule
You battling a beast that’s more evil than you
Anything you do, I can do better than you
I’m bred from a breed that would eat you for their food
We watch and read about your type on the daily news
They only found your wind pipe no other parts of you
Thats what happened when you come across a beast,
That feeds off the hearts of its lower counter parts
Rap underworld boss, much bigger than you for starts
I make you and your crew look like they ****** Doo
Me controlling the elements that's hell for you
nothing you can do, my metaphors got meaning
You are a hoax just teething,
Imma full blown demon
you barely steaming
you've bean bitten its good ridden
my odds against you for so many reasons
I been hot, who you think changed the seasons
My HANS solo helped the pharaohs off spring
Made Alienware out of theses underground kings
Beating my chest in the middle of the ring
Raising vikings train'em to win
With my pen alone I could **** you with writtin
Imagine what a battle axe would do to your chin
I'll hulk smash, push your shin bone through your chin
Fresh off of my second wind, fresh off of a wind
I been doing this, before you exist,
And will run this when you stop breathing
You are in the path of a psychopath
You do the math then face my wrath
I **** guys blood ties then take a bath and laugh
You should just stop
We are not even
I revive your life
**** you twice
Just so the plot thicken
You was easy pick, from slim Pickens
I swallow whole chickens and baby pigeons
Livin under bridges trying to change my image
Fightin trolls and warriors my daily scrimmage
killing you, then train your brethren and break bread with
Your best friend, I'll be home by seven to have some words with the reverent
My crazy flow I’ll spit you a Rembrandt
My skill running rampant
About to get a little uncanned
I got a ***** in the Hampton
And she thinks I’m top ten
Plus I’m tall dark and I’m handsome
I’ll take you for ransom
But your not worth a grand-son
You couldn’t out rap me
If you were Santa grandson
Your evil family
Will Die ironically
every villain dies gory
In every story featuring me

Imma killa artist
I’ll ****’em all wit witts
Mixed wit Lyrics
and twist
Taylored swift
for these nimb witz
I spit stupit dump quick slick ****
You say tan nick, I say tan nic
I sat on it, like Saint Tan Nick
I ain’t a saint, or a snake serpent
You look more like tan nick
Or a fat and ugly Saint Pat trick
you silly rabbit
dixx are for chic
So stop being a ****
My gang green; I'm that sick
You flow like an alien from a different planet
So I capted and planned it
Then left you a-band-did
Hanging all strained
With Caps-locked in
I couldn't have plan it
The way fate planned it
Headed for the top
Like an alien from another planet
You drinkin ale-he-on a comet
Cause you over commit like a hobbit
you haling ions from aliens
with Plannets and Planatons
moving million tons of megabombs
with captian planet and megatron...
you rap like an marvelComic from ComicCon
I can tell from your pic in your biopic
My genome, will change your top pick like Vietnam
I remember V at nam telling me to stay calm
While war waged on
Breakin you down at the crack of dawn
microscopic with Cycloptic biopic
optics with larger profits that pitch forks
At prophets
You still seeing what bra fits
Checking out Al's fits
Stop all that lying
Drop all your bad habytes
I play spades with mavericks
shaving points off the average
Anyone  reading this
Like ****
It's like I'm watching this
Other artist
Get his *** kicked
I stick and move like a hat trick
I’m a savage eatin my many enemies with cabbage.
You'r too weak its on the surface,
I picked you on purpose
Your last verse you forced it
It was the worse-it
Sounded rehearsed-it
Seemed so plastic
Killing you dead serpents
These short tails aint worth it
We charm pets and **** pests a side
And lets the vets decide
where the dead reside
all bets aside
You dark knights never bright
Your end in plain sight
Dead on arrival
Then streaming it on Spike
On late night, drinking sprite on Skype
This ain't even a fight
This aint right
Beating you over the head phones
Until I pick up a dead tone
All because you spit on my mic
You just a flinstone
Your chic an easy bone
Chewing through stone
Thirsty for the throne
you in the way
so you got over thrown
How's that for throne
I’m headstrong in a zone
my own-zone, changing the O-zone
Raising the bar until its all gone
my Pen dragging, the new rome
my golden showers leaving you two-toned
I got the mightiest touch
you too much injury prone
with ***** moans that should be home Moe
No **** but your *** moans
When my black snake moan
Her hormones make her moan
Some I'm home Moe
Dealing with her hormones.
Bi- the way she found photos
Passcode your mobile phone, you
In a Tie-bow, with a Bi-Guy, all tied
getting Dee-*****,
Waving hi, with a smile,
duck-tapped looking into the phone
A selfy, but you weren’t alone,
dude was hung Like a home depot, you hanging off his pole
You looked in love, text read, "waiting for the sequel"
you aren’t a rapper, you stay acting like you are evil,
Deep inside you hide your pride
Working discreet on the side,
wanting no trouble, cause we are all equal and you
stunt double for the village people.

Battling 5 guys on roof
Sipping ***** 180 proof
Hit the first guy
Chipped his tooth
Bunched the next guy in the eye
I think I knocked it loose
Then pushed them all
Off of the roof
Been at-a-lesson since a youth
Learned my lesson
And to tell you the truth
It's been was a blesson

Mess with me
Your his story
lowered down
I'm the sickest around
Pound for pound
Imma triple crown
Puting these cats down
These haters frown
I break'em then I
strip'em down
Like scrap metal
I compound
My mind limitless bound
Spit faster than sound
My hommies don't play that
Don't mess with clowns
In their cap and gowns

I've lived for this art since teen age
These other rappers just going through a phase
My Mental intellect on a different stage
So smart I gotta act my age
Frohawk with a cool fade
Pockets stay fat getting paid
Got me balling like I'm D. Wade
Bringing the heat the I'm MIA
On track like a map so its a wrap
But this ain't subway
Been running game like fathers day on sunday
Leaving you seeing stars like a walk on Broadway
I left my print, no ink, but my mark stays
I'm the man
These other dudes a bunch of aka's
Stuck on feeling some sort of way
I'm so fly
I just pass'em by like
Have a nice day

Given her nature,
She lied more than she loved him,
As to her, this was love.
Taught to think only of herself,
His world collapsed around her.
Weakened by her beauty,
His broken heart held together by faith,
A hopeless romantic,
Guided by a love, blinded by passion
He awaits something that doesn't exist.
So often many love like this- hopeless.

Searching your mind,  
Revealing your soul.  
A piece of my mind,  
Making you whole.  
The depths of your feelings,  
Defines the depths I will go.  
I know what I know,  
Time for me to show,  
How well though.
Like never before,
Here I go.  
Persuading your body,  
In so many ways,  
You're powerless to evade,  
The prowess of my ways.  
Caressing your tenderness.  
These moments your memory will replay;  
Haunting parts of your body in a special way.  
Reminiscent of this very day,  
Our parts bonding as we lay.  
Still influenced in ways you can't see,  
Rather feel, so its as real as can be.  
These unique pleasures bestowed upon you,  
Impaling your reality with my point of view.  
This abundance of energy; this vitality.  
A reflection of you and me.  
Enticing you mentally,  
controlling you physically,  
releasing you and me chemically.

Listen to your desire,
hear it as clearly as I do.
It touched my heart,
and feelings bled through.
Sharing this love,
A reflection of me and you.
Senses aren't always right,
Nor love, always true.
Cause reason, and emotion often confuse
What our hearts intent, instructs us to do;
My need is to love you...
My want is to be loved too.
Preferably; by you.
Right now; these dreams will do.
Amiss the actual,
I wish, this one wish
Would become two.

I heard your whisper; even though unclear.
I felt there meaning; crawling into my soul
climbing into my heart,
taking residence there.
Imaging you standing here.
Reaching out; as you disappear.
Wishing, instantly you would take me there.
In our world; where we still exist.
Feels like I'm the only one aware.
Never imagined loving,
our being loved,
from such a distance,
seems as if,
only true love,
really hurts like this.

Tired eyes,
chasing street dreams.
Life ain’t always what it seems.
Bright light blind.
People run schemes.
Snipers focus their beams
Night terrors tarnish dreams
Pain is being,
feeling it, is to believe.
Cowards seek only to deceive.
Hear sayers only speak,
After the truth leaves.
Too many fakes for me.
Real should recognize real,
Lately, I can’t believe what I see.
My trying to change the world
Instead, it changed me.
I was better off being me,
Cause that’s how its meant to be

You seeing me rapping will never happen
Before that I’ll start cappin
Walk off like nothing happened
Since I’ve mastered this art of war
I tend to take things too far
Don’t give a **** who you think you are
Your rap handle doesn’t exist anymore
My rhythms galore, your rhythms manure
Best left in a bag
On your steps
At your front door
Hottest your rap crap will ever get
I’m so polished this is a blemish not a scrimmage
I treat you little *******
Like a teacher’s pet
Up against a Vietnam war vet
Giving you your first shoots
Flipping the script
Double barrel twelve gauge extended clip
Special grip pressed against your lip
Having a hard time talking ****
A pistol whip left your tooth chipped
Fake rappers rapping hard
No street creed; they ain’t legit
This wack imitation ****
Got me *******
Don’t get me started
you rip offs should get lost at all cost
dealing with a real boss I can handle a loss
Testing me lyrically, you must be previously *******
Now you are dearly departed
I’m styling on you I’m wilding
Bloodline of Goliath  
So go ahead start a riot
With my mic on autopilot
You can get chewed like trident
Eating wack MC’s
essential part of my diet
this ain’t even a battle verse
it’s a gift and a curse
running its course
on my high horse

Looking back as I pass
These paths that I’ve walked
People talk so rumors sparked
Rather than vary off task, I just laugh – it’s the past.
I’m not distracted by cash or fast ***
My state of mind is first class
A mastermind in a beginners class
Mass appeal, appealing to the mass
Since ethics and morals clash
Good guys finish last
Make no mistake
I’m wide awake chasing fate
Daydreamers; too busy chasing
Dreams so they can’t relate.

***** moisten, ******* wet.  
Petite round ****, ******* swollen stiff.  
**** hard and fully *****; his girth is thick.  
Long length, curved at the tip; tight fit.  
Silk boxers on the floor, ******* next.  
Naked bodies, both so magnificent.  
Slippery, silky smooth tongue slid,  
up and down her slit.  
Lips pressing her hood.  
Under it, her exposed ****,  
glistens with spit,  
Hot breath and warm licks  
encircling her tip.  
She's rolling her hips,  
to the beat of the tongue licking it.  
Fingers gripping her long *******; pink.  
Twisting her nips, then pinched  
squeezing them numb,  
between his fingers and thumb.  
her moans, turned high pitched  
Tongue flicking, *******, as he rubs,
She tugs on his pulsating ****.  
Waves of pleasure whip through his core,
ending at his tip.    
Just as quick,  
******* rip, through her thick hips;  
As he ****.  
Her tension shifts,  
from her stomach,  
to the core of her hips.  
Her creamy silk liquid drips,
fluids flowing, fingers sliding,  
between her ***** lips.  
He licks his lips clean,
cleaning off her salty drips.  
Body frozen stiff,  
She's shuddering;  
spasms of *******,  
riveting her hips.  
He lays at her side,  
her wild side subsides,  
she's relishing the fix.

Can't nobody hold me down
Matter fact, I won't even touch the ground.
Keep my head up,
Even if,
No one is around.
Gotta fight the good fight,
Cause you can't keep a good man down.

So, if I told you,  that  25% of the people in your life, no matter what you do, will never like you. And 25% of the people in your life, will not like you at first, but might  change their mind after they get to know you, regardless of the 25% of the people in your life, that like you, that will change their mind after they hear enough negative things about you. Only leaving  25% of the people in your life, that like you, that will love you, no matter what -- would you still want to fit-in, or would finally be yourself 100% of the time?

Constantly spending my energy
On my enemy and its draining me
Holding me down
My spirit agrees with me
The details of their cruelty
Is distracting me
Poisoning my flesh
Draining me effortlessly
Powered by jealousy of those that envy me
Securing my securely with my insecurities
critiquing my ability endless
Even the blessing, the favors given to me
Bigger person than them,
So they hated me.
I had faith,
stayed constant on my guard
Negative comments
And other forms or hate
Don't penetrate.
Became wise
Then realized
That their despised
Was just to disguise
The envy that lies
in their eyes.
My walls go up,
They look surprised.