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Smit Dec 2015
Its Christmas time around
The year is at its twilight
Breathing the happiness
And memorizing the sorrows
Of the year
At a simple lane
Of flowers and sunrays
The time when I started a new way
To reach my destiny in a different phase
The memory when he left me
With a loving heart and a new life
The mask which was removed
From bloods and the promises
The time when I was away from everyone
Being with unknown people
Who were known since months?
Playing around with temporary freedom
Taking those known unknown people as “friends”
And realizing what actual “happiness”
Realizing that am not living
The life that I should live
Dreaming to fulfil that life
In the next year
With gay and sorrow
A life full of what knows called undiscovered

27/12/2015
12:16pm
Smit Dec 2015
Its Christmas time around
The year is at its twilight
Breathing the happiness
And memorizing the sorrows
Of the year
At a simple lane
Of flowers and sunrays
The time when I started a new way
To reach my destiny in a different phase
The memory when he left me
With a loving heart and a new life
The mask which was removed
From bloods and the promises
The time when I was away from everyone
Being with unknown people
Who were known since months?
Playing around with temporary freedom
Taking those known unknown people as “friends”
And realizing what actual “happiness”
Realizing that am not living
The life that I should live
Dreaming to fulfil that life
In the next year
With gay and sorrow
A life full of what knows called undiscovered

27/12/2015
12:16pm
Smit Jan 2016
My babe you’re so adorable!
Wonder I always have you on my table
You make me feel strong my little miss
When I gotta lift ya up for a kiss
You’re my Baby Shawty
I wanna have you My Almighty
You’re my  trophy that I always wanted
You’re my Little candy that that I always dreamed
I love you my princess
You’re my Barbie doll with who I wanted to mess
My baby you’re so small and sweet
I’m addicted to kiss you; lifting you up on my feet
Baby you’re short and that’s what I love the most
I gatta chance to always pick yyou up and never put you down at any cost
Don’t worry my little cub; you’ll always be my super girl
I’ll love you till the end, and you’ll always be my shawty girl
Smit Oct 2016
She sat there, beside the vintage window
Writing her heart, her eyes had that glow
To kiss the sun bright, her muscles curved right
To have a smile so bright, like a moon at night
Her hands – the Morpheus creation
They hugged right on the pen, she was God’s incarnation
Those eyes, wild like a fire, like a lion
Like chaos over horizon
Her skin, so soft, so dainty, glistening all life
Brought me back to heaven, alone; that hurt like knife
She was a butterfly, all bellé and elegant
She came, gave me life, I became her servant
But she was a butterfly
Never stayed for a while
She loved, was magical
And then she left like a miracle
I still miss her, sitting here beside vintage window
She was all I had, she gave me a flow
But never had I chance to tell her
That I love her, that I want her
That she’s mine butterfly, not God’s
As he claims, to steal her
But none can do, because mine heart is her
Because I can’t her go, I’ll be her Orion
Will create chaos over horizon

20:50
28 October 2016
Smit Nov 2016
You left at the dusk of May
Without the memories that stay
You said you’ll be happy there
I hope it wasn’t your err
Away from the afternoon sun
You went missing for the autumn fun
To the cold cities you roam
I know you’ll never come back home
You’ll miss your small sleeps
You said you’ll gain in heaps
I hope it’s true
Missing the memories; you grew
They say the world is round
I hope we’ll meet around
At the cold cities you roam
Cause I know you’ll never come back home

©SmitFairytale
20 November 2016
15:19
Smit Nov 2016
Don’t get close, don’t lose hope
It’ll get better
Not on the spot, nope
But it will, one day
I’m sure you’ll win
Your life’s long, you gotta fight
It won’t be ease,
Believe me, its confessio amantis
Life isn’t all rainbows
I know, that you know that
But yours surely can be
Thunder before hail
It won’t let you win
It will break you, make you stronger
It’s a tease
Hear me, it’s a confessio amantis

©SmitFairytale
22:51
Saturday
November 5, 2016
Smit Apr 2018
I possess no soul
I possess no mind
I am the wanderer
Of the dead forest
I am the black bird
Who sits on the highest branch
Of the empty tree
In the spring
I am the dead drunk
On the midtown subway pavement
That you cringe at
I breathe while the earth sighs
I sleep while the vultures cry
I walk around this dark town
Slow like an elephant
As you stare me with pity
I stare at you like a hawk
I carry a universe with me
I live your worst nightmare
I have a thorn
That carves devil’s stories
On my skin every second
I scream every night
My voice screeching like an eagle’s
But all you can hear is a whimper
My body trembles
My eyes are red with blood
Sweat drips from every
Inch of my skin
As I stand here
In front of you
Telling you this
I have lived through hell
But let the death be sweet

13.32
3.28.18
Smit Nov 2016
I looked for you in the stars
When as a child I questioned them.
I asked the mountains for you
But all they gave me were a few moments
of solitude and short-lived peace.
Since you weren’t there, those long evenings
I contemplated the mad blasphemy
That the world was one of God’s mistakes,
And I was one of the world’s.
But when, in the face of death,
I shouted no with every fiber,
That I wasn’t through,
That I still had too much to do,
It was because you were there in front of me,
You with me beside you, as today,
A man a woman under the sun.
I came back because you were there.

- Primo Levi
Smit Feb 2018
Her halos are created in silence
By his dark secrets and his dark passions
And in his chaos of thunder storms
She stands still
Like a fallen autumn leaf
In the cold waves and gusts of winds.

15.43
02.11.17
Smit Nov 2016
Let the Pain remind you
Hearts can Heal

- From "Hate To See Your Heartbreak"
Smit Mar 2017
Hell* Is Where I Dreamed Of You
And Woke Up *Alone
Smit Nov 2015
One Look
She got me Hooked
One Glance
I took the Chance
After that I knew
This was it..
Smit Mar 2017
I am, but a lover
I yearn, like a craver
I don’t know what is love
I stare silently, like a dove
I write his inks on paper
I pour gay in words, like a dreamer
Like a cheater, I hide within letters
I touch souls, softly like feathers
I’m quite like a fire, a loner
I grieve rainbows, like a wanderer
I stare like a hawk
From far away, at him, I gawk
I’m a poet, nothing but a liar
Cause I am, but a lover

13 November 2017
Smit Nov 2016
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

- Gnash (I Hate You, I Love You)
Smit Nov 2015
I love the way you TOUCH my Heart
I love the way you Bite my Skin
I love the way you Kiss my Lips
I love the way..
No Wait..
I lust the way you look at me
Smit Nov 2015
My life is lonely today
Time is not passing on its way
Don’t know what to say
I feel like him to stay
Right here beside me, Okay

I feel like going back to sleep
If this is a dream, don’t stop please
The sun is setting due to failure
Of not lighting my secrets to lure
Easily around the world, Visible

The life is all in a sleep
Hoping that reality is taking a leap
My soul’s waiting to be out
Trying to see with the world I fought
Till the time I bring it back, Jailed
i wrote it when i was **** lonely
Smit Nov 2016
If I died today
Would you be satisfied
With the last conversation
We had?

Let that sink in...
Smit Nov 2016
Growling, he stretched her thighs
Like a book
"You're Mine" he read
Smit Apr 2016
FEB 3, 2016

I got sentimental
Through ya words and the sight
You gotta say that you’re there
Beside me
But i know that that’s not fair
You go through my pain
And lend me your glee
Hey ya, why you’re like this?
Betrayed by myself, loved by your words
I gotta tell you my dear
‘cause you’re my lose friend
See the snow is melted into tears
Feeling you get away
And fears that mend themselves alive

© Smit Fairytale
Smit Nov 2015
Mine November

It was the sunny November;
The day which I always remember
Coz all of friends were same and somebody came
Unexpectedly...

To make the words tunely;
And ecstasy to live even strongly
To fragrance mine flower
with amending in an hour
Lushly...

see the moon isn't brightening like the same
since the day you have came
mine bird got its nest
and my life is glorious till the rest
Unamendingly...
hey guys..this poem was actually for my first love..but everything was in vain..coz he "cheated" me..but yea i cant blame the poem..so enjoy it =)
Smit Oct 2016
I am lost within her gaze

And I melt in her arms

Her call leaves me breathless

Her touch leaves me senseless



I am a dog at her feet

I am a slave to her needs

I lay with filthy beasts

Upon the **** and ****

I should have been smarter

But I deserve this. *

- Logan Peirce
Smit Nov 2015
Nature's Princess

Sleeping Behind The Roaring Redwood
Seeing The White Hare Sparkling In Its Naturehood

Laughing With The Solitude Wind That Howls By;
Starring At Dancing Butterfly Who Never Get Shy

See  The Creeps Are Smiling
By Seeing The Deer Crying

Are'nt You Getting Bored Dear Squirrel? But Don't Worry; The Nature's Dusk Is Quite Far From Funeral

Hey Look! The Earthworm Is Pootling Near My Feet
But Oh Poor! Baby Tortoise Is Already Behind It

Thankyou Little Cuckoo! For Melodies So Sweet!
And The Dusking Fireflies Letting The Earth Lit

With Such A Wonderful Heaven!
Counting Happiness On Fingers At More Than Eleven!
It's Me Who Lives Better Life Than You
The Nature's Princess! You'll Get Few!
Smit Mar 2017
There  Are  Poems
Inside  Of  You
That
          *Paper

Can't
          *Handle
Smit Nov 2015
Remember the nights
And the teary eyes
Remember the day
When we had first met
Don’t you remember?
The way we quarreled
My eyes are still crying
Coz beneath the heart
You are still there
Feeding me off, still loving
Oh dear! Where are you now?
You moved on swiftly;
May I know how?
Please remember me once more
Call me again when am gone
I need you back now
Or else I’ll die you don’t know how
I apologize for anything
And beg you for everything
You showed me what life is
I learnt with you what love is;
See now I am smiling
The way you want
Remember the way I cried
And you always gave a taunt
So please remember me once more
And call me again when am gone
Smit Nov 2016
My baby left me yesterday,
Packed her bags and went away,
High heels on the carpet,
Took my keys and craved her name into my car seat.

And that's the last one I let push me around,
I've said it before but I mean it now,
Get me out this city, I just need to clear my mind.

We left this evening, gave them twenty dollars for some gas in Boston,
grab a bite but now we're taking off,
When we got to Melrose, fifteen nights of April,
We just drank our sorrows, talked about the day we'll have it all.

- Charlie Puth "Ride To Melrose"
Smit Apr 2018
And now here is my secret,
a very simple secret:

It is only with the heart
that one can see rightly;
what is essential is
invisible to the eyes.
Smit Nov 2015
Sometimes we choose not to get helped
Coz we know that one day or another that person is going to leave us
And the will hurt more
So I think it’s better to stay with the pain which we already have
Yeah it hurts it aches our heart really badly
But we can try to leave with it
Smit Nov 2016
Black spaces

Warped faces

***** places

Paper chases

Free bases

Mind erases.

- Logan Peirce
Smit Sep 2016
She kissed him
In the light, she nim
He stood, still
He couldn’t move, without her will
He stared
In those blue eyes, he dared
Though he fall
Gave up to her, all
Cause she was surrogate
Maybe right now she came, but she was late
Cause he kissed, her not
He was ****** up, was hot
Cause he loved, her not
Maybe someone else, she fought
Cause she was surrogate
You know, it was her fate
And he gave up, he was weak
And she came up, to sneak
Someone’s shadow, fill it all
She couldn’t, she was a doll
Cause she was surrogate
And she loved him, no hate

19:24
19 September 2016
Smit Nov 2016
She kissed him
In the light, she nim
He stood, still
He couldn’t move, without her will
He stared
In those blue eyes, he dared
Though he fall
Gave up to her, all
Cause she was surrogate
Maybe right now she came, but she was late
Cause he kissed, her not
He was ****** up, was hot
Cause he loved, her not
Maybe someone else, she fought
Cause she was surrogate
You know, it was her fate
And he gave up, he was weak
And she came up, to sneak
Someone’s shadow, fill it all
She couldn’t, she was a doll
Cause she was surrogate
And she loved him, no hate

19:24
19 September 2016
Smit Oct 2016
If you love me;
Here's what I'll do:
I'll take care of you
Smit Oct 2016
Tears. Droplets of water that fall from our eyes. Streaming down our cheeks and heating it up.

Tears could be the way to describe the feelings we could never say out loud.

Tears could also be an escape. An escape to a place where you could pour the sick emotions you’ve built up.

Tears are often said as precious but sadly the tears today are insincere and some of them are even fake.

So, what tear did we shed just now?

-Anon
Smit Dec 2015
The lonely star sets upon by;
Through the clouds and showery twilight's
Upon the buildings, crossing the skyscrapers
Seen by the greedy ones, beneath the vipers
The selfish world doesn’t care
that the lonely star takes the share
To light the heaven as bright as moon
And care for people to get home soon
But it all goes in vain...
Coz no one cared! What a pain!
The lonely star cries its sorrow
Coz there seems no one for pain to borrow
But suddenly there; “here I am dear!”
A voice came; “I guess, I’ve nothing to fear”
The lonely star cried
And saw an angel who survived
Beneath the buildings, across the skyscrapers
Cried the joyful voice as a fighter
“We are same dear!” said the angel
“but we are the star and you are the archangel!”
Beamed the voice of the lonely star
To the grinned angel so far
“Star are to shine my child!” the lonely star roared
“And yes we are the same!” and the angel soared
At the lonely star sets upon by;
Through the stars and showery twilight's...
-1:01 am
2/8/2015
Smit Feb 2018
They say that the time never stops
But didn’t they tell you that I can even stop drops?
It’s me, the photograph, who’ll hold you
Till the time it gets better, even if the time flew
People say that I’m just a copy, just an ‘it’
But I’m capable of holding moments, making everything lit
I’ll make you remember those spring birds
I’ll make you cherish flowers of what you’ve heard
I’ll make you cry by those gestures so small
I’ll make you wonder by those abstracts you call
And I’ll make you feel a thing called love
And a thing called memory
And a thing called home
Cause it’s me, the photograph, who’ll hold you
Till the time it gets better, even if the time flew

18 Jan. 17
21:57
Smit Jun 2017
“The sad thing is,”*
          she said,
    *“the moment you start to miss someone, it means they’re already gone.”
Smit Nov 2015
The Skinny Girl

The skyscrapers roar upon by
Through the streets of LA, I crossed by:
With sandals in hands and heart with sorrow
Tonight when the anchor strike that there’s no one to borrow
The pain of scared heart and the burned dreamer
When I was held to win beneath the steamer
The world seems not to bother me
Coz they think that I can’t see
The feelings of a human heart
And pride of woman’s body in the dart
My body used to get sulgeried always
Thinking that my soul will grow beautiful in its way
No matter how much I sacrifice
But it’s the destiny that places that dice
I was the girl with perfect shape to win
But that girl was flat, so what’s my sin?
When the world was parched up to see
I did everything to grow them for me
My life seems to be paused
Since the moment that moment was caused
Living me behind through that big eyes
And the land of judges where people like me dies
To face the world with eyes puffed
And **** yourself with the remained stuff
My mascara is ruined thoroughly
And my soul is destroyed fully
“Skinny Girl” I used to get complimented
So this is what it meant-ed
I really need someone to borrow
Coz am just left with sandals in hand and heart with sorrow
Smit Sep 2016
She ain’t good at singing
Heck,
She’s worst at dancing
She’s got turtle’s feet,
You know
Her mascara smears out,
Every time.
She reads, and writes
And she reads, and writes
Just like me
You know.
She smiles, rarely
She laughs,
Though loudly enough.
She ain’t cool
Sassy, apparently
She speaks, rarely
Though she talks
A lot.
Heck, don’t know
What to write ahead
She’s dreaming
Right now
You know
She promised
To give this poem
A title
But she’s dreaming
So till that
It’s called
Untitled.
Smit Nov 2016
But Remember on thing
I'm a Stubborn guy
          And I won't stop
Trying to win your Heart
          Till the time
You won't give me
That one reason
          To not love you
Smit Nov 2015
even though am feeding you  off..
..i cant forget how fragile you are.
Smit Oct 2016
Because No Matter What...
...I'd Still Choose You
Smit Nov 2016
I  left  everything  for  you...
... *And
  then  you  left  *me
Smit Nov 2016
I don't hate you
I love you, more than anything
And you know that
             But
I do Hate each and every person
In your life
             Who made you so Vulnerable
That you can't accept
My Love for you

©SmitFairytale
Wrote at 22:38, Saturday, November 5 2016
Smit Oct 2016
I see the mist a little fady
Oh! I love my white lady
He left me thru the curb
I’m fighting like a drub
I know I ain’t sober
‘cause I see the mist a little fady
Oh! I love my white lady
I met her after he was gone
She’s with me through all dawn
Can’t you see I’m happy now?
‘cause I see the mist a little fady
Oh! I love my white lady
She ain’t got bosoms
But she’s being kind for some
That babe got me none
‘cause he sees the mist a little fady
Oh! I love my white lady

20:19
Monday
27 June 2016
©SmitFairytale
White Lady: Slang word for *******
Smit Nov 2016
You'll search for me in the places I don't belong
You'll realize that fact when I'll be gone long
Never had I changed what I am
You'll realize you lost your gem
You'll miss me with your morning snores
Till the night time when you complete chores
You'll search for me in your misty showers
You'll remember me in your lonely hours
Hope you understand what you were to me
You'll be the same,  just like me
You'll look for me in your cold coffee's
Cause those brown shade would be just like my iris
You'll feel how I felt
You'll realize how I was when you left
But don't worry,  I'll be along
With you, cause..
We'll search for us in the places we don't belong
We'll realize that fact when we'll be gone long

©SmitFairytale
November 23,  2016
00:25

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