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Pixievic Feb 2016
We are human
And poets
Humans make mistakes
Poets own their faux pas
Endearingly on paper
Making us a uniquely
****** up bunch of individuals

(C) Pixievic 2016
Just an observation!
Pixievic Nov 2016
I am
A fighter
A believer
A dreamer ...
I harbour no grudges
I don't do revenge
I forgive so that I can move forward
This has not been an easy path ...
The road of my life has been full
Of chasms that swallowed me
Mountains that defeated me
Oceans which drowned me
I am a survivor
I am me ....
I am grateful for the hardships
Embrace the changes
They colour my life
Painting it in shadows
Brushing sunsets across
Each new horizon
Make me who I am
Unique
Puzzling
Rare
But sometimes
I just need a cuddle .....

(C) Pixievic
I am just me ....!
Pixievic Jun 2016
I know I have to end this
But I'm not sure I'm quite ready
I know that this isn't really right
Do I just want to be a 'we'
Instead of by myself once more
Sleeping on my own
Going round in circles
Decisions to postpone
I know that you have feelings
You've told me that you love me
Hold me in a high regard
I just wish that you could see
That I'm so much better then the one
You cling to with such blindness
Who treats you with no respect
Never shows you any kindness
But I'm groping in the dark
As I try to find the light
And I just keep coming back to
This really isn't right ......

(C) Pixievic
Sometimes you have to end something  - however painful - when it's the right thing for you ......
Pixievic Apr 2016
In my dreams ..
You've kissed me
With such passion
My body shudders
In uncontrolled emotion
You've taken my soul
Into new dimensions
Every nerve alive
With forgotten sensations
You've painted my skin
Wth your carnal tongue
I'm a slave to your rhythm
My ecstasy sung
I'm caught in your touch
Imprisoned like a bird
In the cage of your presence
Captive I purrrrrrr
Filling my senses
With sweet erotica
Between my thighs
Waves of pleasure
At my very core
I quiver and flutter
On the edge of delirium
Gasping in utter
Wild abandon
Wanting and greed
I take you inside me
Moaning with need
I cling in desperation to
This exquisite fantasy  
Weaving enchantment  
Until eventually .....
I wake up lonely
Because you are only
In my dreams*

(C) Pixievic
Another little fantasy!
Pixievic Feb 2016
Let your inner imp go  f r e e

Don't keep it locked inside

Let it RRRRRUUUUUNNNN!

And  
                             P  
                   M    
         U   
J             

And PLAY again

You're sure to win a

                     S                            E
                           M      I       L

(C) Pixievic 2016
Spending an awesome day with my boy
Pixievic Feb 2016
Can you spare a bit of change mate?
I'm truly am in need
I don't need a fix of powder
Or an ounce of ****
I need a cup of coffee mate
To help my bones get warm
I need a bed for the night
My sleeping bag's all torn

Can you spare a bit of change mate?
Can't you see me here?
I'm sitting right in front of you
Think I can't see you sneer?
I can't afford a bath mate
I can't afford new clothes
It's how the cookie crumbles
That's how the saying goes

Can you spare a bit of change mate?
I didn't stand a chance
My dad - well he's a wrong un
Played my mum a merry dance
And my sisters gone and married
Some bloke who lives down south
And I'm just left alone mate
Living hand to mouth

Can you spare a bit of change mate?
You'll never understand
Until you've lived a day here
Do you think my life was planned?
I served for Queen & Country
Now they've left me here to rot
A product of the system
A statistic to be forgot

Can you spare a bit of change mate?
Don't just walk on by
With your coat pulled up around you
Can't you look me in the eye?
I ain't no thieving **** mate
I'm a person just like you
Can't you lend a hand mate?

Just to help me pull on through

(C) Pixievic 2016
When I'm not writing or making music I work for a homeless charity here in B'ham called Crisis - I teach percussion, & technical theatre, life skills, &  build confidence. 'My boys'  humble me on a daily basis - this is my tribute to them based on their stories. Homelessness is an increasing problem in Britain but I think it translates across the pond - most of my chaps aren't addicts (although some are) they are educated, intelligent, amazing men who fell through the gaps in the system & are viewed by a lot of people as ****.
Pixievic Apr 2016
I can still feel your touch
Your kisses
You......

You play my body to
A perfect consonance
Harmoniously plucking chord sequences out along my shape
Sweet music singing through my conscious as you take me on this mystical journey
Exploring my form with practiced artistry
Softly strumming my senses into an allegro of exaltation
A hedonistic fusion of bass notes felt deep inside, pulsing, stroking, pushing me towards a sublime cadence
Quietly holding me in adagio while
A delicate symphony plays within my skin

(C) Pixievic
Slightly different this time ..... Fantasy & music....!! Enjoy!
Pixievic Jan 2016
I want my life back
With no interruptions
I want to be me
Without asking questions
I want to live my life
And not have to worry
I am me and me alone
I am tired
Of saying sorry!!

(C) Pixievic 2016
Pixievic Feb 2016
May you forever walk amongst faeries bathed with incandescent joy

(C) Pixievic 2016
Just a bit of pixie love for you all ❤️
Pixievic Feb 2016
Dear God - are you there?
Dear God - are you listening?
Dear God - I need you

Dear God - have you left me?
Dear God - I can't hear you!
Dear God - I am alone

Dear God - what's he doing?
Dear God - I am frightened!
Dear God - this hurts!

Dear God - how could you?
Dear God - I was a child!
Dear God.... *******!

(C) Pixievic 2016
Written as part of my healing process  - I never did find God again
Pixievic Apr 2016
In quiet moments such as these
You creep back into my mind
Like a ninja
Scaling my wall with death defying skill
I invite you in
To take this quiet and make it thunderous
Just for a moment
Then I take my sword and cut you down
You will not beat me
I will not give in
I have already survived
And you .......

Are just a lump!!

(C) Pixievic
I won't be beaten ....! Positive thinking ....!!
Pixievic Feb 2016
My
Words
Spoke
To your
Heart
          You said
I had a
Beautiful
Mind

I was
Flattered
I set down
My shield
Thought you
To be
Kind

You offered
          A drink
              A kiss
                  More......

Only then
After several
Hours of
Conversation
Did you tell me

In case it
'Made a difference'


That
Actually
You
Were
Taken

(C) Pixievic 2016
It did & always will make a difference - if you're not single then don't pretend you are!!
Pixievic Feb 2016
The black dog came a calling
****** that he is
Stuck his nose into my life
And tried to take what wasn't his

(C) Pixievic 2016
Churchill eloquently referred to depression as 'the black dog'  - I think it sounds nicer in French!!
Pixievic Mar 2016
Let me dance for you
For I am a dancer
Let me sing to you
For I am a song
Let me arouse you
For I am a lover
Let me sleep with you
For I am a dream
Let me soothe you
For I am a healer
Let me comfort you
For I am a smile
Let me protect you
For I am a shelter
Let me show you
I could be yours

Let me
Love you
Forever

(C) Pixievic
One from the archives!
Pixievic Aug 2016
Imposing Slate
Brushes shoulders with veiled divinity
Commanding attention from Sky Blues
Sliver cloudbursts
Spread tiny droplets of Crystal
To yield luscious Emeralds
Peeling off in sun kissed hues
Cascading towards pebbled Greys
Shots of Crimson
Mingle with Aquamarines
Gently swaying amongst traces of Gold
White tips race towards shingles
Churning Sapphires into Inky Blackness
Shepherding in an opaque understanding
Preserving its secrets
Anticipating .......
Ready to explore distant waters

(C) Pixievic
Some more Welsh beauty ......
Pixievic Feb 2016
I long to tell you all my dreams
And hear yours in return
Oblivious to the world outside
As we surround ourselves with words

I long to hear your lilting voice
As you whisper thoughts of love
Captured inside this moment
In which there is nothing else

I long to kiss you goodnight
And run my fingers through your hair
To watch your eyelids close
Eyelashes soft against your cheek

I long to hold you in my arms
Our limbs entwined with passion
To feel your strength inside me
Protecting me from myself

I long to share my world with you
To dance amongst the stars
As I sink into your rhapsody
I entrust my soul to you*

(C) Pixievic 2016
Don't get exited there's no new love - just a piece I dug out that I've been procrastinating about!!
Pixievic Jan 2016
Love lies bleeding
Yelping incessantly
In its predominantly
Narcissistic
Grief

Love
Is
Torturous in its
Truth
Love does not guarantee for-
Ever afters

Comparatively
Unfailing, it
Never reveals its true
Tenacity

(C) Pixievic 2016
Pixievic Jul 2016
I'm fighting every fibre in my being
every synapse in my body
that pulls me to you....
I hunger for your touch
I'm captive in your aura
I am completely under your spell
I      love       you
But
If you can't see that
I can't help you

(C) Pixievic
Fairly self explanatory .....!!
Pixievic Feb 2016
You find me
Lost souls drifting
I recognise your pain

I do not ask for you

You just come

I can not fix you
But I will listen

I will set you free
When you are healed

To carry on

Without me*

(C) Pixievic 2016
I am a magnet for lost souls - probably because I am one myself
Pixievic Jan 2016
You came to me
Cloaked in expression
Which echoed my very being
A shared understanding
Of an
Unforgotten history

Our words
Will forever unite us

With leaps like Salmon
We'll fight upstream
Goddesses now
Warriors
Queens

You are the rainbow in my cloud
Sunshine breaking through my scars
When I become unstuck
Your glue will anchor my heart

A smile sings in my soul
To know that you are there
My girl J
And me*

(C) Pixievic 2016
For you my girl J - Together through every step of our journey **
Pixievic Feb 2016
I long to gaze upon your rugged beauty
Magnificent as you rise up
From soft flowing valleys
To collide with the clouds
Slate coloured eyes
Surveying everything beneath you
Dangerously calling me to conquer

I long to swim in your energy
Caught up in the waves of your emotion
Intoxicated by your ebb and flow
My sanity lost in your cadence
Throbbing in your tide
Adrift in the moment as you propel me
Back against the rocks

I long to lose myself in your radiance
As you hang suspended in a sea of stars
Calling lovers to worship
Powerless to resist your temptation
Assaulting my senses with romantic whimsy
Knowing that this soul awakening
Will soon cease to exist

I long to climb in your nakedness
Your skin rough against mine as I ascend skywards
Balancing on sunbeams
A vision caught in stillness
Stripped of colour
Waiting to be reborn
As Spring slowly warms our limbs

I long to watch you break free again
Flower heads bursting through cold cracked earth
Invading my wasteland with exquisite provocation
Observing from a distance
A future that could be
Captured in a heartbeat

I long to feel alive, rekindled, empowered
I long to smoulder in the flame of your eyes
Drown in a waterfall of passion
Soar like an eagle released from agony
Rising in ecstasy  
Knowing my fall will be softy broken

Lovelonging

I          Long          For          Love

(C) Pixievic 2016
There is nothing left to say - nature & love
Pixievic May 2016
I wanted to write about the 1st of May
Pagan dancers and girl queens dressed as Fey
With green budding leaves in a delicate crochet
Adorning their hairline in a graceful spray
Crocus and bluebells weaved into archways
They twist their ribbons in a beautiful bouquet
In ancient ritual they move and sway
Respecting the Spring Gods their blessings to pay  
I wanted to write about the 1st of May ......
But what I should be writing is a fu*king essay...!!

(C) Pixievic
May Day in Blighty is a public holiday with maypole dancers, & lots of spring lovliness ..... I have an essay due though ...... :((
Pixievic May 2016
You said it might be a bit uncomfortable
That it feels like a little scratch
Or perhaps it's like a bee sting
But then you start to latch
My **** into something
Described as a gentle squeeze ....
But I wish that you'd be honest
And just tell me please
Your ***** I'm going to pummel
Stick them with 8 inch pins
Crush them into vices
Then hammer iron nails in
And then when you've reached
The end of your tether
I'll smile sweetly & tell you
You might feel under the weather .....!!
Well the lies they don't help
In any way or fashion
It wouldn't **** you, you know
To show me some compassion
Well I tell you what
Here's my little joke
I'm going to punch you in the face
It'll feel like a gentle stroke ....!

(C) Pixievic




(C) Pixievic
Doctors have no idea (or rarely) the actual pain they cause doing procedures .....!!
Pixievic Jan 2016
Oh your kisses!
They will remain
Firmly etched
Into my brain
Your hands, your fingers
Smoothly glide
To make me quiver
Deep inside
Stealing touches
In secret places
My aching heart
Beats & races
Your tongue so soft
Upon my breast
My ******* hard
Their needs addressed
I'd like you to
Put me astride
And push me down
You deep inside
My body waits
My body aches
For more of this
We've raised the stakes
I am completely
Under your spell
I am all yours
If you can't tell
Your mind, your words
Your furrowed brow
Are equally
Appealing now
But I crave your touch
Your kisses deep
I'll give my body
For you to keep
My mind, my words
My inner view
Are full of thoughts
Only of you!!

(C) Pixievic 2016
WARNING!! May cause distraction!
Pixievic May 2016
Your hands stole the starlight
To paint my body  
In vivid hues of heaven
Unrestrained rapture
Soars like a firework
Exploding out into darkness
Bombarding colours
Fragmenting sensation
Cool night air  
Delicately wanders
Fanning my flaming skin
Stroking my fascination
The heady scent of desire
Infusing earthly compulsion
Thrusting towards celestial pleasures
In an effort to enter nirvana
Soft folds seek firm flesh
Ripening under your touch
Ready to burst with sweet ambrosia
Flowing through your fingers
Demanding in quest
Your skyrocket
Burns through my atmosphere
Leaving trails of stardust that
Quiver along my body
As you cradle me in hushed epilogue
And I descend .....
Back to a garden
Bathed in moonlight

(C) Pixievic
Amazing what an evening in the garden can do ....!!
Pixievic Jan 2016
Lady Moon
You wax & wane
You play your game
With tide & mood
Emotions high
In cloudless skies
My pending thoughts
Become unglued

(C) Pixievic 2016
Pixievic Jun 2016
Tears drip
Like lead
from the stained glass
behind my eyes
Pooling in hollowed cheeks
Streaking colours
of memories
lost in sepia
Gathering in momentum
Cascading towards
a bittersweet freedom
I have been blind
Clinging to a
fantasy
Instead of life in
reality ......
Be that as it may
My eyes are
Now open
Released from
their shackles
Feasting on a beauty
otherwise unknown
Chasing
A better me

(C) Pixievic
I was once blind but now I see ...... bla bla bla!!
Pixievic Mar 2016
I am Ms not Mrs
And will forever be
I really can't abide it
Why is it you can not see
It's an insult to my status
A reminder of the past
And one I have moved on from
Finally at last
So get it right people
I simply will not be
A Mrs anymore
It really isn't me!!!!!!

(C) Pixievic
I'm still getting letters addressed to Mrs....... it's ******* me off!!
Pixievic Jan 2016
Just because you're nice to me
Don't think that I don't know
I can read your thoughts so easily
Your intention is on 'show'
I've seen your eyes roam over me
Your stare it's like a prison
You've ****** me in your fantasy
So sure of a submission
Do you imagine I'll come willingly?
Your promise in your smile
You've planned it all so brilliantly
Engineered it with such style
But there's a flaw in your logic
And you forget my sweet
That I'm actually a person
Not just a piece of meat!
You assume your words will thrill me
Your banter's so contrived
You conclude that I can't fathom
That you think - therefore you've lied!
Besides you've got a tiny ****
It's written on the wall
By the last girl that you bedded
And then 'forgot' to call!!
I'm actually intelligent
A brain lies in my head
A fact you might acknowledge
If you want me in your bed
And so I'll not apologise
For my parting lines to you
"Go **** yourself baby -
Coz this girl ain't going to!"

(C) Pixievic 2016
Pixievic Feb 2016
My face - it is natural
With a map of lines
Of life well lived
With plenty of wine
My body gave birth
To a gorgeous boy
It is soft & forgiving
There to enjoy
My ***** a pillow
To rest a head
(They get lost in my armpits
when I lie down in bed!)

I'd rather wear wellies
And dance in the rain
Than crippling heels
That cause nothing but pain
With the war paint of singles
Applied to my face
Concealing my feelings
My beauty misplaced
This is not me
These trappings of youth
A sheep in lambs clothing
It's just so uncouth


I am me
I am real
I will not pretend
Nor will I conceal
All of these things
That make up the girl
Who still kicks up her heels
And twists & twirls
Whose mind is a buzz
With words & rhymes
So I shall wait for a lover
Who's worthy of mine
I'm in my 40s & when I found myself single again a disturbingly large number of women told me I shouldn't go out without make up on & should always 'dress to impress' even if I was just doing the school run or going to the supermarket! This is my response to that!!
Pixievic Feb 2016
I shall not walk backwards into your darkness
No matter how hard you try to light my path
Your ******* shines brighter than your
Calculated 'Love'

(C) Pixievic 2016
I can finally see what's what - no more madness
Pixievic Feb 2016
Oh you nits, you lice, you bugs
You crawl around his head so smug
On the 1st day back at school
It really isn't very cool
Out comes the comb & the mousse
And through the tears I will unloose
Your vicious hold upon his hair
It's 8am - it isn't fair!
It's a war zone in our bathroom
As I eradicate the bugs of doom
As if we didn't have enough
Of things to do & other stuff
To get ourselves to the gates
Of the school & now we're late
Oh critters of the head & hair
Expunged you'll be from your lair

I'm going to flush you down the bath
Oh motherhood - you've gotta laugh!*

(C) Pixievic 2016
Oh the little joys of parenting!!
Pixievic Feb 2016
You are not inside my mind
Sometimes
I do things my way

It doesn't mean
I'm wrong
Crazy
Mis informed

Just different
Unique
Rare
The One & Only

Me

(C) Pixievic 2016
We are not all the same!
Pixievic Mar 2016
Like the sun that brightens the day
You light up my life in every way
Like the moon that glows in the sky
You give me your heart without asking why
Like the stars suspended above
Your precious eyes shine with love
You are my world
My day
My night
You'll always be
My source of light
I pledge myself
To you hereof
My boy
My son
My one
Truelove
It's Mothers Day in the UK today - so this is for all you beautiful mammas & wonderful sons (&daughters;!) GO HUG YOUR MUM!!
Pixievic Apr 2016
You ran & jumped & then slipped
Over Williams leg you tripped
Your ankle you broke
It is no joke
In blue plaster it is now zipped

But it's not all bad I say
You can still smile - don't dismay
I'll get rid of your shrugs
With plenty of hugs
And you can play Minecraft ALL day!!

(C) Pixievic
My son broke his ankle yesterday at school!! I wrote this to write on his cast :))
Pixievic Jan 2016
Crack open my ribs
Pull out my heart and
Feast
While I gaze
In wonderment
Questioning
Why
It
Hurts

(C) Pixievic 2016
Pixievic Feb 2016
There's a small forest of paperwork
Taking root upon my life
Can someone please send me a woodsman
To help cut it down to size!

(C) Pixievic 2016
I should be working ..... but I appear to be reading poetry! ******!!
Pixievic Aug 2016
Summer rain falls
Cascading droplets of emotion
Onto parched earth
Muggy dampness
Heady with promise
Of kisses
Mingled with tears
Heavy in my heart
Sudden awareness
Understanding
I cannot make you love me
So I can only say
Goodbye ......

(C) Pixievic
And just like that - I'm single again :((
Pixievic Feb 2016
Be kind to yourself
Allow yourself to feel
Only by truly feeling can
You open yourself up to heal*

(C) Pixievic 2016
We can never obtain peace in the outer world until we make peace with ourselves.- Dalai Lama
Pixievic Mar 2016
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost... I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes me a long time to get out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. It's a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

I walk down another street
This is a poem I keep with me (on a tattered bit of paper in my wallet!) I look at it to remind myself I don't have to fall into the same hole when things go bad - thought I'd share it (mostly as my own words aren't coming at the moment!!) - Walk down a different street!!
Pixievic Feb 2016
Unfinished words bewitchingly buzz
Swarming through my head like clusters of noise I can't ignore
As their mutter quickens the more I become aware I need to fulfill their purpose*

(C) Pixievic 2016
This is what happens in my head!
Pixievic Feb 2016
My son wrote this....!! (He's 8!)

*Oh it is so sunny outside
There is the sun it will make
You blind if you look at it
There is a hill in the background
Look at the tree on the floor
Let's go out & explore
Putting on your shoes
Have you tied them up right
Putting on your shoes
Shoes
We're going out for walk!
Pixievic Jan 2016
In quiet contemplation
I sit & listen to the rain
Its gentle beat, its soothing tone
Then its torrent once again
It is a natural cleanser
That washes quite away
All these pesky feelings
That are so determined to stay

I wish I had another soul

To sit with here, who might
Enjoy the rain & like to share
This music of the night
But alas I sit alone
And listen once again
To the symphony outside my window
The throbbing singing of the rain

(C) Pixievic 2016
Pixievic Jul 2016
There really is no better way
To spend a rainy summer's day ......

*Your
kisses
soft
yet
alluringly
teasing
Lips
hovering
over mine
like a dragonfly
beating it's wings
Fanning
my desire
Spreading like  
wildfire
through my veins
Neurons alive
with ambition
I tremble
in anticipation
of your caress
Greedy
for you to
take me
completely,
uncompromising,
owning my eyes
my body
my soul
as you hold me
on the brink
over and over
until my passion
bursts .......
Like the rain clouds
that orchestrated
this encounter
another little fantasy ....!!
Pixievic Mar 2016
like
a trickle
from mountain rain
it starts ......

my
Desire

a quiver of droplets
converging together
coursing through my body
consuming my thoughts
babbling down my contours
into my valleys
soaking my senses
with lust
growing in need
shuddering across rocks
rapidly gaining in momentum
uncontrolled
in a frenzy of whitewater
finally
reaching the drop
tantalising
at the very brink
pulsing
with waves of pleasure
before plunging
headlong over the edge
in a waterfall of longing
falling into the abyss
of fantasy

flooding
              the river
                        with
                            my song

(C) Pixievic
Got lost in a little fantasy this afternoon!!

https://soundcloud.com/vicki-ayers/riversong-written-spoken-by
Pixievic Feb 2016
Back & forth the waves roll in
Challenging the beach
The foaming surf offers up a dream
That so far is out of reach

I wish I could live among the waves
Like the seal that I've just seen
Without a care for what comes next
Or for what has ever been

To swim among gigantic whales
Majestic in their song
Content with life - to carry on
Knowing they belong

To fly up high above the swell
Like the seagulls do
Playing in the clouds of spray
They all know the truth

Happiness is a gift

That we can not take for granted
In the profoundness of the ocean
Seeds of hope will now be planted

Back & forth the waves roll in
Their cycle never ends
My life continues to evolve
The sea will help me mend

(C) Pixievic 2016
The sea is my sanctuary
Pixievic Mar 2016
I really can not help myself
It seems all I do is hinder
I've got some strange compulsion
Like a flame that seeks its tinder
I know all the things I should do
To assist me on my quest
But I fall at every hurdle
Consistently fail the test
I am relatively self aware
My faults are mine to own
I'd like to think that by my age
Common sense would be fully grown
See
I've taken a new suitor
I have become unstuck
Self sabotage my lover
But
He's a truly ******* ****!

(C) Pixievic
Self explanatory!!
Pixievic Mar 2016
Barefoot she walks along the beach
Retracing lost memories in ripples of sand
The murmur of the surf plays in her ears like muffled notes bowed on a cello, as the sun drips down behind the cobalt waves casting shadows to equal those of her longest night
Hushed colours paint her skin in hues of poignancy, her heart beating in rhythm with the tide as she glides through the surf
Footprints erased as if she herself had ceased to exist
A hallucination in the twilight
She pauses
Salty spray kisses her cheeks like unshed tears from fatigued days and solitary nights
Gazing out upon this vast entity
Sublime in its majesty
She recognises
The meaning of it all
Life, love, death
Images of antiquity play a delicate overture weaving dreams
A skittish child, pigtails and freckles, wearing a yellow gingham dress - collecting precious shells that will gather dust in a long forgotten attic
A timid teenager throwing pebbles into oblivion with the boy who will steal her heart, her kisses, her youth
A young family drawing their lives in the sand, building castles for the sole pleasure of knocking them down
A graceful woman cloaked in bereavement concealing a smile for the reflection of youth glimpsed in the wrinkled mirror of time
She lays herself down on a bed limestone
Silver hair fanning out amongst the seaweed
And gives her last memory
Back to the sea

(C) Pixievic
Looking at old photographs
Pixievic Feb 2016
That screaming banshee
That lives inside
Forever taunting
Feasting on insecurity
Devouring the good
Promoting the bad

Self blaming

The you're worthless voice
You'll amount to nothing
Who the hell told you you could do it anyway
You are I N S I G N I F I C A N T
Just a waste of space

The you deserve this voice
Take yourself away
Make room for the people who really matter
Where is your warrior now?
She has deserted you too
She was never really your ally......

Pull the pin

Just do it .......  

P  u  l l   T h e   P  i  n

Tick, tick, tick......

Wait!
A whisper
Heard like a faint echo
From across the desert
Breathing, pulsating, awake

Walk away from the cliff edge
Eyes open
To truly see
The monsters that live inside
Weeping
Let it out
Find it within
It's there
Hiding
Give it
Life
Love
And
Just be


(C) Pixievic 2016
I had a bad day yesterday!! But thanks to a few good people whose whisper  I heard, I came back from the edge - I thank you **❤️❤️
Pixievic Jan 2016
This is me
An embroidered creature cobbled together from fragments of history
Radiant
Brilliant
Bouncing around in this abnormality we refer to as life
Always seeking answers to questions that have yet to be asked
Unrestrained
Uncontrolled
Tirelessly looking for a way in
Chasing the wind over barren landscapes with threadbare trees waiting for sun kissed days - to be
Reborn
Rediscovered
A mythical being
Lost in legend with the remoteness of one long forgotten
Never finding myself
Forever locked in eternal seclusion
Waiting
Anticipating
Praying to unseen Gods for guidance who listen with deaf ears
Surrounded by happiness built on the fragile foundations of youth
Observing
Alert
Trying to find my own way
Of just being
Just being ....
Just being - me

(C) Pixievic 2016
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