I can only imagine the pain you have
All the signs and yet, Everyone was oblivious We pushed you so far away, That there was no time for mending Or goodbyes I’m sure the thought of suicide Has crossed your mind, More than a thousand times. So sickening to think… I tried so hard to help you In the many ways one could. I never judged you…from the bottom of my heart, I love you. I love a poor soul that is Frail, Hurt, Alone A soul that no Hospital could fix. A soul I watch grow, A soul that lost their way home So sickening to think… That we sleep peacefully at night Knowing you’re maybe fine, maybe safe So sickening to think… Your birthday passed, And no one blinked While I was thinking of you all day And hoped you got cake So sickening to think… I can’t sleep at night. Flashbacks of your face.
We are lost souls
tired of trying tired of being alone. We are lost souls who want someone to save us and looking something ; someone to hold onto.
I was fine
I was not fine I was good I was not good Satan stirred the *** and I ate from it Food that nourished my body Yet poisoned my soul It was dying
"Excuse me officer, could you help me find my soul?"
"She went out last night and didn't come back home." We got into an argument before she left. She felt in my body she could no longer rest. So long I denied her the light she desired. She grew weak and hungry, she was tired. "Excuse me officer, could you help me find my soul?" "She went out last night and didn't come back home."
the wind and the rain we missed the beautiful rainbow
This one man gave her everything she needed
He gave her laughter, comfort, strength, and piece of mind He is her knight in shining armor He makes her feel like a queen Even when she is low The sound of his voice raises her higher He is her light in the darkness He is her rock, her missing piece Her soul had found the one she has been looking for c.m.l.
Far away is not far enough
The red dust covers my feet I walk and leave prints But no one sees Far away and forgotten I float inches above the earth My brooding eyes look about Too many faces turn away Red is the earth and red is my heart I long for messages from afar The spirits of the land whisper And let me know that I am ok I turn my back on past and present Residing in this rocky place Where what happens happens Outside my being outside my space It is my home and I belong It gives me peace Where I sing my song
I tried to drop into the spirit of ancestors in the red centre when I wrote this, it's makes me sad, but full of hope
Malign Shadows Lurk in Darkness
Sanctioned Souls Condemned and Heartless Deviants of the UnHoly Destroyers of Light Cursed Phantom Death hunting DayLight Slaves of Perdition, Martyr and Chaos reigns High Trapped and Cursed to Consume Light Wicked and Lustful Users of Darkness Satan Consumer of Souls Hungry for Holy Light Abandoned Souls seeking Forgiveness Relentless Spirits Confined in Emptiness Soulless Harlots Lost in Darkness Seeking Petition from Your Royal Highness...
The harsh truth for lost souls.
I will always be devout
I will always take your word Guided by your shouts Anointed by your slurs I wear this crown of spoons So feed me til I'm hurt Stab a fork into my hands For sliding mine into dessert Praise be