I wake up every day,
Sunken into a miserable life
I weep over my sorrowful fate
Light shines upon me,
But instead of hope,
I live life like I'm a bare shadow
Living so pointlessly
I can't be sure if I'm me anymore
I was born sadistic in this world
But the world is slightly sadistic than me

If ever, I disappear from this world
If ever, my existence has returned to dust
Scatter me in the night sky
Submerged me with the stars
So I will lay down on the cozy heaven
Gazing down on you
You'll make the earth so fine
Even the stars will be in love with you

Tigers were chasing
Then I saw a strawberry
It was delicious

Her smile had changed strangely
Hey eyes filled with apathy
It’s like she’s found someone else better than me
I remember when I first met her, warmth filled my soul
But in the midst of this bustling summer night sky
Never in my life, night has ever felt this cold
If only, I should’ve known sooner, I wouldn’t have to cry
I shouldn't have set you free and be happy with someone
If only I knew sooner, I wouldn't love in the first place

A rain so stupid, it touched my flesh with its bare hands
Every drop clinging to my attire
Soaking my very existence with a splash
Seeking to find a shade, but the storm hesitated to stop its rage
During the rain, anxiety unfold
Am I to be locked in uneasiness?
I felt lonely, it felt it left a void in my heart
The cold, harsh cloud started to drift away
The scorching sun shone on me,
simply catching my breath

My eyes ran naked across the sky
It was bombarded with flashing bright colors
They were shining with passion
Souls seemingly igniting high up the clouds, greeting the stars from above
They are free falling, they are lost
Leaving traces of ashes and dust

Ashes that signifies the past that they left behind
Scattered dust that symbolizes our vague perception of our future
They befriend with our sweet night sky, like how we will greet our new year
The flashing lights, asking us to be exactly who we are,
Magnificent spark of human life

They peek through the night
Dreams scattered across the sky
In form of a star

Always, they say, we are not meant for each other
That love was never made for the both of us
That your flaws tear us apart
I beg to differ
You're just perfectly imperfect

He who knows the war will know peace
He who lives when faced with death
He was audacious when he descended from the ashes of fear
He was smiling when everyone was weeping
He knows peace

It was a special day in her life
I was wearing my sophisticated  black coat,
Holding white tulips in my chest
Such a beautiful scent, a fragrance like her heart full of love
She was waiting for me in her white gown, waiting to be seen by me

It was a special day, there's no time to wait
I went to the church as quickly as possible
Finally, I was here, opening the door with creaking sound
I nod down smiling, walking in aisle steadily
The tulips in my chest, petals falling off the ground
Finally, I'm here in front of her, she was smiling
So I smiled too, I was happy but a little lonely
Rain started to fall down, so does my tears running across my cheeks

She was beautiful in her dress,
Lying down in a bed full of glamorous roses so beautifully put in
Her smile is so elegant
I kissed her forehead, my tears dropping on her face
She's so beautiful when she sleeps, I can't help but weep
She was in the midst of her enternal sleep
Lying down like the star in the sky that shines brightly
Goodnight my love

The cloud was lonely
The world was sad so it weeped
Tears fell from the sky

I saw a storm far beyond the horizon
Its wrath annihilates everything I hold dear
I realized that it's uncontrollable,
Beyond man's control
But I fret not,
Even if the sun doesn't rise
Because the storm is what I seek truly
Inevitable but enduring pain
The lightning is what I dance with

If I shall die tomorrow
I shall look upon the shooting stars with you
As they fall from the beautiful night sky,
They were neither sad nor happy,
Nor they grant your wish
But when you look upon them again
Time will tell you who I am
And I want you to remember me
Like a sparkling shooting star,
That came in your life and disappeared