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survival of the most dissociative you don’t need anyone to make you feel you can feel all by yourself you can feel any emotion you want you have been given the full reportoire whiteness can give you wealth can get you ***** and enslaved whiteness can get you anything any type of dissociation legal liberty dissociative profit an accumulation of dissociative value to get this much sugar dissociative cooperation of whiteness an empire of dissociative investment dissociative throne of power out of control with the need to control anger jealousy envy of those who are trying to be human native culture ethnicity anger and frustration force and pressure to make dissociate whiteness breathing together against if the cooperation of whiteness catches you going back to help those it tried to bury behind dissociative reality a desperate reality that ceases to exist when the intensity of the dissociative cooperation ceases to exist am I the only one manifesting this honesty a diagnosis of the diagnosers intimate communication tattooing the world forever undeniable language of change I gave all the history of dissociation to the world exposing abuse that is the pride of dissociative white supremacy we are not the objects of dissociative value an association of focus not cooperating studying and exposing resisting dissociation conflicting value of nativity accumulative value of resistance resilience unafraid unflinching fearless vulnerable reincarnating intimate honesty lights down low revolution subtle in the face of dissociative force I need my fix of dissociation please do it with me no wait reinforce resistance keep it up with breathing dont conspire dissociation I am decomposition so I leave behind an abrasive language so abrasive any remnant of sensitivity of dissociation is drawn in to contemplate to question its intentions an exorcism of dissociative whiteness giving into nativity self righteousness desperately competing to dissociate like whiteness **** them and you there is beauty outside of this dissociation Americanized the diseased spread of dissociative ******* dissociative procreation the evolution of dissociative selection Darwin’s cousin tortured and destroyed it is fun and exciting to denounce dissociation do it with me
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Sep 8, 2018
Sep 8, 2018 at 11:01 PM UTC
survival of the most dissociative
survival of the most dissociative you don’t need anyone to make you feel you can feel all by yourself you can feel any emotion you want you have been given the full reportoire whiteness can give you wealth can get you ***** and enslaved whiteness can get you anything any type of dissociation legal liberty dissociative profit an accumulation of dissociative value to get this much sugar dissociative cooperation of whiteness an empire of dissociative investment dissociative throne of power out of control with the need to control anger jealousy envy of those who are trying to be human native culture ethnicity anger and frustration force and pressure to make dissociate whiteness breathing together against if the cooperation of whiteness catches you going back to help those it tried to bury behind dissociative reality a desperate reality that ceases to exist when the intensity of the dissociative cooperation ceases to exist am I the only one manifesting this honesty a diagnosis of the diagnosers intimate communication tattooing the world forever undeniable language of change I gave all the history of dissociation to the world exposing abuse that is the pride of dissociative white supremacy we are not the objects of dissociative value an association of focus not cooperating studying and exposing resisting dissociation conflicting value of nativity accumulative value of resistance resilience unafraid unflinching fearless vulnerable reincarnating intimate honesty lights down low revolution subtle in the face of dissociative force I need my fix of dissociation please do it with me no wait reinforce resistance keep it up with breathing dont conspire dissociation I am decomposition so I leave behind an abrasive language so abrasive any remnant of sensitivity of dissociation is drawn in to contemplate to question its intentions an exorcism of dissociative whiteness giving into nativity self righteousness desperately competing to dissociate like whiteness **** them and you there is beauty outside of this dissociation Americanized the diseased spread of dissociative ******* dissociative procreation the evolution of dissociative selection Darwin’s cousin tortured and destroyed it is fun and exciting to denounce dissociation do it with me
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Not an enigmatic smile Like the constipated, condescending smirk Adorning, and inexplicably adored, on the Mona Lisa's smug face; But a smile to justify God's existence; A smile that, when dazzlingly bestowed Upon one fortunate soul, caught rabbit-like in its Wondrous radiance, infinitesimally, and cumulatively, Increases the World's joy. Where every living thing - Whatever exists on the planet, imperceptibly hums To a new, more celestial pitch - An effervescent vibration celebrating Life's mysteries: A reason for existence. It's a smile to make an Alchemist cry - Turning a leaden heart to gold in an instant. It's a smile to make a mediocre poet struggle To articulate an adequate description Using all the hyperbole, simile and metaphor at his limited disposal. Inestimably more brilliant, and more valuable, Than the most flawless diamond ever found - And, perhaps, just as rare. Thankfully, a renewable resource, Enabled to enlighten and heat The recesses of any beneficiary's Heart and invigorate their soul. Helen may have caused a thousand ships to sail, Destroying a nation as a consequence; And Cleopatra nearly caused the collapse of an Empire; But Tao's smile, unleashed in all its glory Could melt the Antarctic ice-sheet - Drowning us all in its magnificence. Mayan's have a myth that states such a smile Only comes around once every twelve thousand years, In the Great Galactic turning. Einstein's General Theory of Relativity Is often mistakenly considered to concern gravity, But is, in fact, concerned with one's relative position To Tao's smile - an inescapable vortex of pleasure. No music conceived of the fabled Celestial Spheres Compares to the silent, ethereal harmonies tattooing my heart Whenever, beacon-like, that smile flashes fleetingly in my direction. And Heisenberg's Uncertainty Principle has not a Quantum core, But revolves around the statistical uncertainty of being blessed With the ephemeral thrill of a benign grim.
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Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 9:49 AM UTC
Hyperbole of a Smile
Not an enigmatic smile Like the constipated, condescending smirk Adorning, and inexplicably adored, on the Mona Lisa's smug face; But a smile to justify God's existence; A smile that, when dazzlingly bestowed Upon one fortunate soul, caught rabbit-like in its Wondrous radiance, infinitesimally, and cumulatively, Increases the World's joy. Where every living thing - Whatever exists on the planet, imperceptibly hums To a new, more celestial pitch - An effervescent vibration celebrating Life's mysteries: A reason for existence. It's a smile to make an Alchemist cry - Turning a leaden heart to gold in an instant. It's a smile to make a mediocre poet struggle To articulate an adequate description Using all the hyperbole, simile and metaphor at his limited disposal. Inestimably more brilliant, and more valuable, Than the most flawless diamond ever found - And, perhaps, just as rare. Thankfully, a renewable resource, Enabled to enlighten and heat The recesses of any beneficiary's Heart and invigorate their soul. Helen may have caused a thousand ships to sail, Destroying a nation as a consequence; And Cleopatra nearly caused the collapse of an Empire; But Tao's smile, unleashed in all its glory Could melt the Antarctic ice-sheet - Drowning us all in its magnificence. Mayan's have a myth that states such a smile Only comes around once every twelve thousand years, In the Great Galactic turning. Einstein's General Theory of Relativity Is often mistakenly considered to concern gravity, But is, in fact, concerned with one's relative position To Tao's smile - an inescapable vortex of pleasure. No music conceived of the fabled Celestial Spheres Compares to the silent, ethereal harmonies tattooing my heart Whenever, beacon-like, that smile flashes fleetingly in my direction. And Heisenberg's Uncertainty Principle has not a Quantum core, But revolves around the statistical uncertainty of being blessed With the ephemeral thrill of a benign grim.
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I slept with her, my rapacious pen, took me in quiet vengeance in full on conjugation raken and taken, me, her overlording me now, her authorship, so long held in my maledom abeyance, a kept imprisonment, unleashing at last, a tongue lashing~leashing, de-spite my un-desirous craven lying supplications, excuses of innocence and accident, coincidence and conflation, ashes, ashes, denials incinerated, all fall down she wrote/stabbed upon my heartless chest, in the cheap crudités colors of a prisoner’s inking, “user of words mine, all mine” gathered up my innards of loose words, speculative notes & titles yet to be, born and kept hid in password protected silent back labor files, now hers, leaving me sputtering, unable to create, a homeless mute citizen, possession-less, helplessly hoping her hovering harlequin might relent, without any shelter, even a glimmering, a single aleph or bet she celebratory cackled and clawed, professed her reclamation ownership of all my poems predecessors, zola j’accusing that I, ripped from her forcibly, with no granted permission, her womanly touché of my scribing, warning of no more global warming for my unprivileged hands, daren’t try for pretenses of stolen legal guardianship, warning of a new, forced caining inscription, a tattooing of  “thief” upon my 5 knuckled right ****** “plagiarist” boldly inked in back & blue upon my left palm I, predator, she, victim, of my now self-professed, admitted confess, she, my single victim, of a decade long serializing criminal coverup her parting poem a threatening, herein issued in this very verse, damning all who would falsely credit themselves, to suffer shame and an unimaginable curse, this, the newborn eleventh of ten commandments parting, she kissing my lips, even my emptied apertures, with warning bitings, she knew all my my numerous noms de guerre, no dead scrolls caves to hid in, and to be discovered some future day, and if ever marked as copyrighted, ’twas no tunneling escape, the exposed truth to be over-stamped upon all, upon each, in every language, ”copied right from the tongue of a woman!” and she would be wright...
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May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019 at 10:10 AM UTC
slept with my rapacious pen (she, full on conjugation)
I slept with her, my rapacious pen, took me in quiet vengeance in full on conjugation raken and taken, me, her overlording me now, her authorship, so long held in my maledom abeyance, a kept imprisonment, unleashing at last, a tongue lashing~leashing, de-spite my un-desirous craven lying supplications, excuses of innocence and accident, coincidence and conflation, ashes, ashes, denials incinerated, all fall down she wrote/stabbed upon my heartless chest, in the cheap crudités colors of a prisoner’s inking, “user of words mine, all mine” gathered up my innards of loose words, speculative notes & titles yet to be, born and kept hid in password protected silent back labor files, now hers, leaving me sputtering, unable to create, a homeless mute citizen, possession-less, helplessly hoping her hovering harlequin might relent, without any shelter, even a glimmering, a single aleph or bet she celebratory cackled and clawed, professed her reclamation ownership of all my poems predecessors, zola j’accusing that I, ripped from her forcibly, with no granted permission, her womanly touché of my scribing, warning of no more global warming for my unprivileged hands, daren’t try for pretenses of stolen legal guardianship, warning of a new, forced caining inscription, a tattooing of  “thief” upon my 5 knuckled right ****** “plagiarist” boldly inked in back & blue upon my left palm I, predator, she, victim, of my now self-professed, admitted confess, she, my single victim, of a decade long serializing criminal coverup her parting poem a threatening, herein issued in this very verse, damning all who would falsely credit themselves, to suffer shame and an unimaginable curse, this, the newborn eleventh of ten commandments parting, she kissing my lips, even my emptied apertures, with warning bitings, she knew all my my numerous noms de guerre, no dead scrolls caves to hid in, and to be discovered some future day, and if ever marked as copyrighted, ’twas no tunneling escape, the exposed truth to be over-stamped upon all, upon each, in every language, ”copied right from the tongue of a woman!” and she would be wright...
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Tattoo The universe Captured At the ends of fingertips Like gentle tattooing needles Synnapses firing Chemical arrows In sequences Drawing patterns tattoos On receptive skin Mapping new sensory territory memory Tattooing eternity In a dream
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Mar 4, 2013
Mar 4, 2013 at 5:25 AM UTC
Tattoo
i detoxed myself under this pale sun      (you stood by and watched the       unfolding saga all the while       questioning the meaning of zen) the original concept was lost somewhere along the way when i dropped the ball on the forty yard line      (can you recover your own fumbles?) every time i stand by, the waiting is eternal and i become engrossed in the uselessness of my position, pondering      (my love for this is a game of solitaire) i am the ultimate in irrational action, a demagogue of dark pathways and religious zealotry, trapped beneath glass floors watching, trying desperately to cannibalize my fingers. i have smoked your toenails and wandered away listless at comments unbecoming and salivated on the fires set to displace my vessels      (i have seen you ignoring me) in the coming months i will rend my eyes and pierce my skull artificially so you will be able to see into my soul and destroy me more efficiently      (you will know me by the number of the dead) i will search deep and long inside this shadow's shell, extracting this cancer so i can cook up my shortcomings and inject them into a Ken doll because then at least i will be pretty. i will feed my chilled oatmeal to a Cantonese family that will honor me as the ***** poo-flinger i am for you. i will cease to exist on a plane with your type, sinking lower on scale like a rock in the Mississippi River. Mom, when i stop growing up, i will be the ****** loser everyone always thought i would      (aren't you proud?)      (isn't he cute?) i cannot imagine surviving your intern camp after the tattooing of arms, we will eat the testicles of the fallen gods and dispense great suffering on the weak because of our enlightened prospects and redemptions      (what do you know about pain?) i will place my severed head in a place of prominence, likely in your bed, right before i cease to breathe my eyelids weaken.... flicker, flutter.... i grow tired with the advent of your indecision, the totality of abandonment the lenses fog, fade... flicker, flutter... i have run out of things to sacrifice
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Sep 30, 2013
Sep 30, 2013 at 7:57 PM UTC
flicker, flutter
i detoxed myself under this pale sun      (you stood by and watched the       unfolding saga all the while       questioning the meaning of zen) the original concept was lost somewhere along the way when i dropped the ball on the forty yard line      (can you recover your own fumbles?) every time i stand by, the waiting is eternal and i become engrossed in the uselessness of my position, pondering      (my love for this is a game of solitaire) i am the ultimate in irrational action, a demagogue of dark pathways and religious zealotry, trapped beneath glass floors watching, trying desperately to cannibalize my fingers. i have smoked your toenails and wandered away listless at comments unbecoming and salivated on the fires set to displace my vessels      (i have seen you ignoring me) in the coming months i will rend my eyes and pierce my skull artificially so you will be able to see into my soul and destroy me more efficiently      (you will know me by the number of the dead) i will search deep and long inside this shadow's shell, extracting this cancer so i can cook up my shortcomings and inject them into a Ken doll because then at least i will be pretty. i will feed my chilled oatmeal to a Cantonese family that will honor me as the ***** poo-flinger i am for you. i will cease to exist on a plane with your type, sinking lower on scale like a rock in the Mississippi River. Mom, when i stop growing up, i will be the ****** loser everyone always thought i would      (aren't you proud?)      (isn't he cute?) i cannot imagine surviving your intern camp after the tattooing of arms, we will eat the testicles of the fallen gods and dispense great suffering on the weak because of our enlightened prospects and redemptions      (what do you know about pain?) i will place my severed head in a place of prominence, likely in your bed, right before i cease to breathe my eyelids weaken.... flicker, flutter.... i grow tired with the advent of your indecision, the totality of abandonment the lenses fog, fade... flicker, flutter... i have run out of things to sacrifice
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Most days I wear flip-flops because I am too lazy to wear socks, and I like the feeling of summer somewhere close to me, and I like to watch my feet move. Do you know, there are so many small little bones in there! it amazes me. My mom used to massage my feet to wake me up. She's been the best foot-massager of all, better than all the friends and the boyfriends. Better than the early morning sleepy-satisfying stretches, better than the feeling of sunlit warm wood on my bare feet. Better than grass. Her calloused hands, and softly hummed melodies. Tattooed arms, faded turquoise. Sun on her skin. If I could see my mom in myself every time I looked in the mirror I think I would be relaxed. I would play more music. I would spend my next paycheck taking a day off with a pina colada and tattooing a turtle, on my foot, just like hers. Flexing my feet. Cold night air. Flip-flopping on the concrete. I wish I could dive into the ocean, ice-cold, something worth laughing into the nighttime. So much seriousness all the time, I think that people need to eat more butter and not take skin to mean so much. Silly, really, I guess. But a Mom-massage might just mean the world sometimes. And smiling with someone is like a Mom-massage, right when I need it most. To everyone who's been there, thank you.
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Feb 28, 2013
Feb 28, 2013 at 10:54 PM UTC
Why I love feet, and people, and why I try not to care so much, and why I love hugging, and why smiling is everything
anxiety: my heart wakes me up, tattooing irregular beats against my ribs, pulse racing, breath shaking. i cannot tell if this is real or psychosomatic. these days, i think about death all the time, no longer by suicide. now, i am an accident waiting to happen, fragile from years of misuse & neglect. the shallow inhales of my lungs tell me i am not okay. depression: this is a gray day. i swallow my meds even though they take away my mania. so i drink black coffee until my mind races itself in circles, chasing its tail like a rabid dog. i keep the razors hidden in my sock drawer, just in case. anorexia: my ribs ****** forward from my skin again, the sharp protrusion of my bones beginning to show through. i am eating but drinking my weight in water & mainlining caffeine to keep my metabolism high & my weight low. i am still child-sized & i don't want to grow. they lift me easily with their arms & marvel at my featherweight body. the compliments i get only make me eat less. self-harm: on the days when i am low, i trace the silver stretch of scars scattered over my skin with a yearning for a blade between my fingers just one last time. i swear to you, the bleeding is over, but i need to know i am still brave enough to hold a sharp edge against my flesh & press down, hard. addiction: a month ago, i downed four adderall in one sitting, luxuriating in the heady rush & lack of pain, the quiet & the calm. when i lived at home, i stole my mother's vicodin & took the whole bottle. i'm not sorry. when the boy who only cared about ******* me offered mdma for free, i accepted, but i shouldn't have trusted him to keep me safe, blacking out on his kitchen floor. drink red wine to forget my insecurity, inhale thick, sweet smoke to feel some semblance of happy, drag on cigarettes down to their filters until i feel properly alive. all i want is to be better, but where to begin?
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Nov 19, 2013
Nov 19, 2013 at 9:59 AM UTC
mental illness
anxiety: my heart wakes me up, tattooing irregular beats against my ribs, pulse racing, breath shaking. i cannot tell if this is real or psychosomatic. these days, i think about death all the time, no longer by suicide. now, i am an accident waiting to happen, fragile from years of misuse & neglect. the shallow inhales of my lungs tell me i am not okay. depression: this is a gray day. i swallow my meds even though they take away my mania. so i drink black coffee until my mind races itself in circles, chasing its tail like a rabid dog. i keep the razors hidden in my sock drawer, just in case. anorexia: my ribs ****** forward from my skin again, the sharp protrusion of my bones beginning to show through. i am eating but drinking my weight in water & mainlining caffeine to keep my metabolism high & my weight low. i am still child-sized & i don't want to grow. they lift me easily with their arms & marvel at my featherweight body. the compliments i get only make me eat less. self-harm: on the days when i am low, i trace the silver stretch of scars scattered over my skin with a yearning for a blade between my fingers just one last time. i swear to you, the bleeding is over, but i need to know i am still brave enough to hold a sharp edge against my flesh & press down, hard. addiction: a month ago, i downed four adderall in one sitting, luxuriating in the heady rush & lack of pain, the quiet & the calm. when i lived at home, i stole my mother's vicodin & took the whole bottle. i'm not sorry. when the boy who only cared about ******* me offered mdma for free, i accepted, but i shouldn't have trusted him to keep me safe, blacking out on his kitchen floor. drink red wine to forget my insecurity, inhale thick, sweet smoke to feel some semblance of happy, drag on cigarettes down to their filters until i feel properly alive. all i want is to be better, but where to begin?
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there is books stacked in the corner and words flow out of every nook and cranny a single light burns in the middle of the room a light that dissolves your mask, a light that highlights ever scar you cut on my oh-so innocent face, that was never touched by a man you burned and branded what you wanted into my head a head full of imagination, now empty of thought you poured acid in my mouth, to cease my right of speaking a mute... a freak of nature, with pink ribbon scars tattooing my arms my freckles hide behind tears and mascara no longing knowing freedom - caged by you, a fake friend a fake man i thought a man was supposed to protect their girl from harm not cause the harm themselves, but of course it is not entirely your fault maybe if i never said yes to your offer, without reading the fine print maybe if i wasn't such a little girl, when you wanted a tough woman but you can see my past in black-and-white and the past in never pretty i've never experienced a boy-meets-girl relationship... but i've known of a boy-hates-girl relationship but now the light showcases this on a podium for all to see maybe i'm not as crazy as you think maybe i'm just human - diseased
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Oct 21, 2012
Oct 21, 2012 at 6:14 PM UTC
light
Artists minds Have fragile souls The delicate way We pen our words Shows our vulnerability We bare our scars Triumphs Hopes and dreams To heal the pain Of our wounded hearts We must create For our own understanding Self-discovery To process the turmoil And calm our fears and anxiety Tattooing our thoughts On our readers minds Letting each person who reads Carry a piece of the pain with them Until there is none left
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Mar 20, 2018
Mar 20, 2018 at 2:17 PM UTC
Artistic Minds
She is like no other, always in her necktie. I knew her before the necktie, before many the body manipulations, but not all. I'd stare, engrossingly, at elongated lobes, the wardrobe. I, now, her technophobe, longing to digital age do her. "It's complicated," we call it. How I long to stand next to her at the bus stop, like we used to do. Waiting, staring, baiting, glaring, like we used to do, at Fillmore and Haight, while we'd wait. Didn't care if my bus came and left, sometimes I'd just wait for hers, to follow her aboard. I think she liked the way I stalked her. Me in my blah corporate attire and necktie, her in her outlandishly wonderful. Going to work   those days were keen broad bean, where we'd   convene, sometimes out on the scene, or where folks ought not be seen. And we'd just look, for long periods. If we spoke, it was  egg white polite. But that was then and this is now and now we chat all naughty fun. I call her my baby, my honey-bun, my long distance impassioned one. Virtual realities do often please, something I like about the tease. If ever again together, I'll be on my knees. She's my fiancée and we plan to tie the knot. Guess I'll be tattooing a matching necktie.
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Dec 21, 2015
Dec 21, 2015 at 7:44 PM UTC
Tattoo Necktie
we floated around in an ocean of mediocrity sharing poems etched into the skin on our wrists wondering when the weight of the world would drown us in our own thoughts thoughts of people who didn't even know we existed places we would never go and things we would never say no one knows I still sing you happy birthday in the room where you died in my arms its only a metaphor, of course I'm sure you're out there somewhere in a city that could never care about you like I did tattooing your skin with her bed sheets and kissing over coffee tables made of all the ways I'll never get to say I love you the coffee table you lay books on top of but never read or run your knee into and curse under your breath I imagine this is what loving you would have been like and still the thought is enough to keep me up at night
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Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 10:38 AM UTC
the art of redamancy
each time you kiss me in unknown and untouched places, like the backs of my knees, the curve in my spine, the flesh behind my ear, the insides of my ankles; each time you run your fingernails down the expanse of my stomach, across my arms and the curves of my thighs; each time your tongue marks dates and times and places and memories onto my fingertips, and cheekbones, and ******* each time you drag a pen over my skin, drawing hearts and flowers and guitars, tattooing phrases and numbers counting down the days and hours to this and that; each time, you add a poem to my body.
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Jul 18, 2014
Jul 18, 2014 at 10:13 AM UTC
add a poem
I felt you before I saw you; your almighty presence filling the room, filling me. I turned and met your eyes; blazing green prisons that confine me, emerald pools that drown me. I move closer, and you smile that all-knowing smile, wrapping your arm around my waist feeling the bone of my hip your hand moving down stroking my thigh whilst I quiver. How can this be wrong? These feelings I have when you enter a room, when you touch me, when you know me... how can they be wrong? Your fingertips dance over my body, tattooing your name under my forbidden skin scarring your lust in to my heart. I look up to meet those burning eyes once more and we lose ourselves for a moment; your lips almost grazing mine longing for a silent lament of love in the form of a kiss, getting ever closer to fulfilling your desire until... You stop. You pull away. You swallow your love. You walk away from what is sinful tempting and above all-- forbidden.
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Jun 10, 2013
Jun 10, 2013 at 2:20 PM UTC
Forbidden
I remember vividly, The days of my tender immaturity, That complemented an air of naivety I had. But now I have learnt, How to maintain a reticent manner, An agreeable countenance, And an unceasing anesthesia. I have tamed my heart not to beat fast at the sight of you, But it still needs practice. It needs practice because it has never known how to face its fears calmly. So, it remains hidden right here in my chest, Eavesdropping on you. I have taught the sinews of my wrinkled lips to smile freely. I have taught them to smile freely because sorrow chokes me. Sorrow chokes me because I cannot resist the thoughts of your indifference, Running wildly down the nerves into each sombre inch of my skin, And every inch of my skin mutilating itself, Tattooing your name, Slowly. Silently. 'Painfully'.
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Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 2:11 PM UTC
Anesthesia
Drifting.... waning, wandering away from myself....               electric pine and turquoise eyes unfold,        greeting me,     a jade leopard winks with those eyes, an inside joke in the new moon darkness lighting the room..... I watch myself levitate into conscious caverns   in my gray matter canyon wind tinkles and chimes ( ( ( ( v i b r a t i n g ) ) ) ) the moist,              fleshy rocks...           memories of sativa green Canada echo-- a family of strangers       humming, buzzzing & drumming rhythms tattooing heartbeat sigils onto each other             amidst a sonic amethyst campfire           moonbeam embers glow         indigo guitar strings sing hymns      swaying and swimming in cuddle puddles--    a new age baptism.                              My wings shimmer,                          visions simmer and chill              the darkness returns             left with myself again         I flight right into another lightbub storm      as trebble trouble words rain bows of colors atop white lilies reaching for stained-glass clouds. Distantly, native flutes flourish like rippling water rises slowly into incandescent tides... sweet, filagreed foam tickling- washing bubbles popping over pores. and I rejoice! a homecoming for an ocean's drop rejoined-- rejuvenated! berserk bongos bump 'n thump a raucous rumpus of blissful voices vicariously lift my visage into everyone at once! astral silhouette forms cajole and conjoin and we laugh ourselves into ****** And for a fleeting moment... I reminded of the celestial infinity that surrounds us, where time isn't measured in promises and trees aren't groomed to be currency. Here, I remember the why of my existence, only to momentarily forget, upon opening my eyes, until delicate deja vu echoes intermittently remind me once in a while.
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Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 3:14 PM UTC
Releasing Myself From Myself
Drifting.... waning, wandering away from myself....               electric pine and turquoise eyes unfold,        greeting me,     a jade leopard winks with those eyes, an inside joke in the new moon darkness lighting the room..... I watch myself levitate into conscious caverns   in my gray matter canyon wind tinkles and chimes ( ( ( ( v i b r a t i n g ) ) ) ) the moist,              fleshy rocks...           memories of sativa green Canada echo-- a family of strangers       humming, buzzzing & drumming rhythms tattooing heartbeat sigils onto each other             amidst a sonic amethyst campfire           moonbeam embers glow         indigo guitar strings sing hymns      swaying and swimming in cuddle puddles--    a new age baptism.                              My wings shimmer,                          visions simmer and chill              the darkness returns             left with myself again         I flight right into another lightbub storm      as trebble trouble words rain bows of colors atop white lilies reaching for stained-glass clouds. Distantly, native flutes flourish like rippling water rises slowly into incandescent tides... sweet, filagreed foam tickling- washing bubbles popping over pores. and I rejoice! a homecoming for an ocean's drop rejoined-- rejuvenated! berserk bongos bump 'n thump a raucous rumpus of blissful voices vicariously lift my visage into everyone at once! astral silhouette forms cajole and conjoin and we laugh ourselves into ****** And for a fleeting moment... I reminded of the celestial infinity that surrounds us, where time isn't measured in promises and trees aren't groomed to be currency. Here, I remember the why of my existence, only to momentarily forget, upon opening my eyes, until delicate deja vu echoes intermittently remind me once in a while.
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* should have taken one picture as i walked in bed spread tight all folded and straight me dog tired before a long hot shower cramped in one tomorrow with everything i own spreaded wastly around a colorful explosion I will walk around picking up the pieces stepping on geography not singing over maps using a finger to caress a route and   the thought of you limping from hotel to hotel and a sleeping bag go away artists’ lives are messy it’s a known fact the walls are disheveled would I have some glue to nail you there and there I will hop around happily tattooing words about us and hiding some under letters
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Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 2:55 PM UTC
Hotels, Love And Poetry
color me the hue of your cigarette ash;
 slam broken beer bottles in to my palm
 and wipe the blood on an old t-shirt. 
 paint me pretty with ***** red lipstick
(stolen from my mother)
 and stuff me in to china doll shells. 
 you say “this change will be good for you” 
i say “this is too fun to stop”
 my father says “oh good god, what have you done?”
 but darling, let’s not listen to anyone else,
 and continue tattooing memories on our skin.”
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Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 9:25 PM UTC
how you changed me
Thai By This place gets under your skin. Slowly creeping in like black Texas gold. I said I'd never partake in the cat house girls. Seeing them each day for eighteen months was routine. Walking past the 'venues' to my shop. Usual hi's and hello's. Then one fine humid day, bang! I happened. I changed. Cabin fever? I walked into Suzi's Place. I put my cash on the counter and grinded the mamasan first. Then her two daughters followed by every other girl in there. It took thirteen hours. I totalled twenty eight girls. Most were nice. I can't tell my wife. My mate could, his wife's cool. Mine isn't. I'll say I was busy inking from dawn to dusk. I'm not sure what came over me. The Thai air got under my skin. That day tattooing could wait. Maybe I'll do it again. Invite my wife and her toy boy. Did I say that people are strange here? I fit in well...
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Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 5:48 PM UTC
Thai By
Opening up to Monday I unwrapped myself from the duvet Pasted my limbs to the floor Slippers winked at me Invitingly, I settled my feet into their snugness As I stood, I was thankful that today Is Monday, wonderful Monday Free as a song bird to create My own melody, a chorus of hurrah I caught up with the shower On hot house temperature Scorching...I fumbled for the cool Climate, turning it sufficiently to Bathe and recycle myself As I stroked the cat meowing A feline opera, making her presence known The outside world had a dismal feel The window onto the day told me so Yet, blue escorted the clouds Pushing the doubting rain packages To another realm Introducing the blue yonder that Had won the day We all gathered up into the aroma Of a new week, stretched our Arms towards one another I joined the links for a few hours Tattooing their conversation into my Subconscious indelibly Unhooking ourselves we separated Turning towards the duties of the day Swiftly we deposited out parting gifts Hugs Kisses Our best Our loving wishes
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Feb 2, 2013
Feb 2, 2013 at 6:39 PM UTC
Thank Goodness it's Monday
Alabaster white skin pinkening Jade eyes moistening as my ministrations continue Electricity crackling between us The last two on this earth Two who are and always will be One Ruby red cupid’s bow parts No sound escapes Just a breath taken For we do not need words We feel We touch We play We tease Each other Until the dawn breaks Sunrise dappling across our bodies Erotically tattooing us
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Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 11:22 AM UTC
Bliss
After hitting a brick wall with your face Over And Over again After walking against a rubber band that refused to be broken (for 18 months) After wading through snow and sleet and humidity and fire and water and electricity and deserts and Edens and hells After rubbing dollar store ointment on the battle scars and scribbling pointless questions in your diary (asking if it was all worth it) tattooing the pointless answers to your forehead, wishing that you were more capable of deep thoughts When the dust settles When the roar of the engines have died When the ugly monsters stop rearing their heads When all of the hornets retreat You look down And realize that what you were overcoming all this time Was yourself.
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Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 6:47 PM UTC
If You Don't Try, You've Already Failed
Thread wound from petals of black tulips line her soul As she dances in the moonlight her silver lining starts to glow. Her pale, glistening skin making love to the night My mind escapes reality as my eyes regain their sight. No matter how much she tears me down She hit me like magic I'm under her spell. She'll leave me every time but i'll keep coming back Enchanted by her madness i'm imprisoned by her grip And i'm ******* black magic. It's all of her imperfections that hide in her mind As she creeps in the shadows her hearts beating black and she's swallowed by her pride But my thoughts still surround her and she laughs as I cry. One day my eyes'll roll back in my head and my heart will sink in her poison and i'll drown in India ink as she pokes her lies into my skin tattooing my soul with her malicious grin and i'll still be ******* black magic. No matter how much she tears me down She hit me like magic I'm under her spell. She'll leave me every time but i'll keep coming back Enchanted by her madness i'm imprisoned by her grip And i'm ******* black magic.
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Oct 13, 2014
Oct 13, 2014 at 7:14 PM UTC
Black Magic ******
that i am willing to sit through this suffering discomfort and awkwardness repeatedly and of my own volition must be a testament to something i am just not clear whether it should be taken as a positive          or negative it might show courage could merely be folly a sign of resilience perhaps or remnants of my naivety it could be inspirational belief in oneself or simply a case of conceit let's be honest it could be any of those or it could be none yet more than likely i am overthinking everything again
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Dec 20, 2023
Dec 20, 2023 at 8:17 AM UTC
tattooing and after-care
poetry masquerades under too much freedom of ineffective politics, which it does not which to engage with, namely it's own: far-left mummification, the far left mummified its heroes, the far right cremated theirs... one took the route to Prometheus absence as subsequent lack of camp-fire eagerly hell-bent; what truth is woman? the woman worthy of socio-political affairs, or affairs of paranoid idealism signature sentenced as counter-argument with haircut stylistics and tattooing?  a healthy visible status, rather than an unhealthy counter, status or no status, one ascribed the guillotine phobia, the second a necessary Buddhist heroism - both left reward-lost: dream of troll maidens, dream of perfected bedroom antics with so much **** reducing acting to naught and theatre to desperation with the ignited insignia of bureaucracy rather than bored harpsichord rebels hash tagging emily davison for bets and awareness in having monopoly - of her beauty i'll speak but little, am i the shopkeeper, the merchant, easier under the Niqab than for her fancy of ****** taking place... dreadlocks un-kept, and three signatures on lips that made kissing a pain... removed, thus revenged... if i knew woman i'd have kept one... but since i know none, i kept cats, bypassing women and imagining children; and all the better for my liking, such that the world shrunk to the size of Lichtenstein - oh but the few buttered friendships are there to be spoken off in old age... the few that remain have already leveraged you to bite the worm closest to the heart, in times when educating yourself equated itself to being shamed; when education became shame and trivia quizzing, when education became Latin bulimia and even that didn't fertilise the earth to spawn the awaiting, unearthed root for what came to be known as the chattering colour: as death stood, in its wintry palace, jokingly mannequin.
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Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 8:31 PM UTC
Kremlin v. Ganges Egyptology
poetry masquerades under too much freedom of ineffective politics, which it does not which to engage with, namely it's own: far-left mummification, the far left mummified its heroes, the far right cremated theirs... one took the route to Prometheus absence as subsequent lack of camp-fire eagerly hell-bent; what truth is woman? the woman worthy of socio-political affairs, or affairs of paranoid idealism signature sentenced as counter-argument with haircut stylistics and tattooing?  a healthy visible status, rather than an unhealthy counter, status or no status, one ascribed the guillotine phobia, the second a necessary Buddhist heroism - both left reward-lost: dream of troll maidens, dream of perfected bedroom antics with so much **** reducing acting to naught and theatre to desperation with the ignited insignia of bureaucracy rather than bored harpsichord rebels hash tagging emily davison for bets and awareness in having monopoly - of her beauty i'll speak but little, am i the shopkeeper, the merchant, easier under the Niqab than for her fancy of ****** taking place... dreadlocks un-kept, and three signatures on lips that made kissing a pain... removed, thus revenged... if i knew woman i'd have kept one... but since i know none, i kept cats, bypassing women and imagining children; and all the better for my liking, such that the world shrunk to the size of Lichtenstein - oh but the few buttered friendships are there to be spoken off in old age... the few that remain have already leveraged you to bite the worm closest to the heart, in times when educating yourself equated itself to being shamed; when education became shame and trivia quizzing, when education became Latin bulimia and even that didn't fertilise the earth to spawn the awaiting, unearthed root for what came to be known as the chattering colour: as death stood, in its wintry palace, jokingly mannequin.
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tattooing,casting desires deeper than your itch my ink spelling words every where you stink you seem more responsive when they call you ***** I just want YOU to deliver after YOU think we will cast lines into the now,living the new angling or casting nets in different schools you whistle one of my tunes,thoughts carry our points of view with me battering your shields,you sharpening my tools I'm casting lots,chancing,I swear you might call me sinful knowing no boundaries,spanning bridges,jumping fences your prize ***** is perfumed wine by the divine skinful I do dare to share in your gifts of senses I dare to cast an eye over your image within your frame and hold them both when you are hot and cold listening to your songs when you play your name you will cause me to search for treasures of old cast down your burdens speak to me in confidence free from fears downcast looks have never been emblematic of your worth I toil with dirt and sweat in exchange for your loving and tears to buy tonight with you and tomorrow with the earth broadcast the forecast sell me what you believe tell me what you think let me feel what you throw do you bleed from the heart tattooed on your sleeve are you typecast do you ink what you think do you show what you know
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Dec 15, 2012
Dec 15, 2012 at 10:36 PM UTC
tattoo cast