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Saturated in steely blue clutches, sweating from the 75 degree Georgia night strung up and washed out with a serpent woman that keeps bringing on the blight Singing you a song of bliss and blinders. A big brick red boot on your neck and a green collar that reads The Gardens ***** The Garden takes the taxes tightens up the lead and never relaxes Hit ya where ya like, the pain is disguised, leather tastes like candy, The Gardens got ya hypnotized. Your late night camping sight attracts the moon light parasite, that acolyte of appetite, Tonight your the Gardens Delight You wanna run but she's got those hooks between your shoulder blades feeling like an inexorable **** of silk, smoke and skin. She gives you every thing you need, Fountain heads of intemperance and black out nights Whole streets smelling like grease and charcoal charbroils Men and women of dexterous lechery, feverous severance, and generous deference Crystals for your cranium, high altitude dives and the lowest lows. A cacophony of any entertainment you might want or need, just as long as its seedy. The Garden keeps blinders on your head to make sure you can't see anything she doesn't want you to. Try to remove em and the punishment is usually severe. She might give you the greatest loves you've ever known and turn em to photographs, blot em with LSD and trip you out on memories. And when you come back to what you think reality is she'll take those photographs and burn em up right in your face and leave you asking if any of it really happened while feeling like it was the realest thing that ever has. She'll break you and build you up, build you up and break you worse. A cycle of bad things feeling real good. The Garden will do everything in her power to keep you right here. But if you can get all those straps and tight leather off, all those hooks and chains.. If you can escape her steely blue clutches,, You'll finally see how wrong you've been done, and your still gonna want her back in some strange way.. but you might start to heal.... But know this. No matter where you might run off to, You'll still be hearing The Garden City call. That siren song of bliss and blinders.
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Mar 23, 2017
Mar 23, 2017 at 4:27 AM UTC
Augusta, GA
Saturated in steely blue clutches, sweating from the 75 degree Georgia night strung up and washed out with a serpent woman that keeps bringing on the blight Singing you a song of bliss and blinders. A big brick red boot on your neck and a green collar that reads The Gardens ***** The Garden takes the taxes tightens up the lead and never relaxes Hit ya where ya like, the pain is disguised, leather tastes like candy, The Gardens got ya hypnotized. Your late night camping sight attracts the moon light parasite, that acolyte of appetite, Tonight your the Gardens Delight You wanna run but she's got those hooks between your shoulder blades feeling like an inexorable **** of silk, smoke and skin. She gives you every thing you need, Fountain heads of intemperance and black out nights Whole streets smelling like grease and charcoal charbroils Men and women of dexterous lechery, feverous severance, and generous deference Crystals for your cranium, high altitude dives and the lowest lows. A cacophony of any entertainment you might want or need, just as long as its seedy. The Garden keeps blinders on your head to make sure you can't see anything she doesn't want you to. Try to remove em and the punishment is usually severe. She might give you the greatest loves you've ever known and turn em to photographs, blot em with LSD and trip you out on memories. And when you come back to what you think reality is she'll take those photographs and burn em up right in your face and leave you asking if any of it really happened while feeling like it was the realest thing that ever has. She'll break you and build you up, build you up and break you worse. A cycle of bad things feeling real good. The Garden will do everything in her power to keep you right here. But if you can get all those straps and tight leather off, all those hooks and chains.. If you can escape her steely blue clutches,, You'll finally see how wrong you've been done, and your still gonna want her back in some strange way.. but you might start to heal.... But know this. No matter where you might run off to, You'll still be hearing The Garden City call. That siren song of bliss and blinders.
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Uhh,..Young Ston, What up.. Shoutout to my hustling **** niggas..Shoutout to my hustling gangstas..Uhh, Shoutout to all my hustling ****** ****** Shoutout to all my ****** real ****** aye.. /OFTR, We ****** Hustlers man & , (we handle our business, Yeah*2)..Aye we some ****** real ****** & we (handle our business*4),Our business Yeah..OFTR we ****** Hustlers man , Aye we some real niggas..Stoned young ****** , but we (handle our business4) our business..(Yeah we handle our business2).. Handle (our business*2)..,OFTR, we gangstas..we ****** hustlers man Yeah we stay high all day. ,but (we take care of business, Yeah2)..we take care of business man.. Handle (our business3)..we some ****** real ****** but (we get to business, Yeah*3)..We ****** Hustling young ****** (young real niggas2)..gangsta (thugging..real niggas3)...Yeah,OFTR, We ****** Hustlers,man..(We handle our business..3) (Yeah we handle business3) man...we (handle business,2)..our business (we handle..our business..2)(our business2)..nigga (Yeah we bout our business4)..We some ****** Hustling (Thugging..gangsta niggas3)..OFTR..(Stoned young niggas3),..but we bout our **** Yeah we ****** (Hustling Gangsta young niggas*3),We gangstas nigga..ONLY FOR THE REAL.. Aye Yeah.. (we handle our business4)..handle (our business3)..Aye we some ****** Hustlers man Aye, Yeah (We bout our business2).Yeah we (take care of business2).. We take care of (our business..*2)business..We busy We bout our business, Yeah we handle business man, We some Thugging ****** we some gangsta ****** & (we stay ****** nigga*2)..Aye, but we all on our **** man, Yeah..We ****** Hustlers ***** Yeah (we handle our business2)..(our business3)..Yeah..Uhh I wake up in the morning I gotta Thank God, & I gotta get (back to ryhming, back to grinding*2),back to taking care of business..my business nigga,Aye, they say stick to what you do best & stick to what you know man..& stay true to yourself, don't let these devils confuse you & mislead you to the wrong path my ***** Aye, hard work doesn't go unnoticed & that's real talk, this is real game from a younging, don't be scared to learn something from me, don't be a fool man, I know they don't know too much about me, The Young ****** Disciple, but I'm one of the realest rappers that's still alive tho dude, Fo sho,I'm the best rapper in Atlanta OFTR, we our own league dawg..& I'm the commissioner, we will never fall, we stand tall, & We forever gone ball, stay strong, & keep grinding.., Yeah, we take care of business.. Yeah..We bout our business.. /We ****** Hustlers, ****** (young niggas,2) that (handle our business,2..)(our business2)..Yeah we take care (of business3), Yeah/*2 Aye we getting to business..man , I'm making these hoes famous just for one night my nig,I'm macking on these hoes,like the 70s, then I'm (back to business2) man..I handle (my business2),yeah, my ***** I'm too much , too handle, I'm too much to control,Young Ston nigga..(too much*2).. Man I got the full control of my music..I got the control now Kendrick,..Uhh,I'm proving all of them ***** *** critics so wrong now man..They made a big mistake dobuting on a young ***** a ****** Hustling Thuggin Gangsta,ayo The system created a monster that's about to go off like Godzilla on my city dawg, I'm causing alot of chaos my nigga,no regrets Fo show dude ..Ohhwoah..Uhh. Shoutout to my hustling **** niggas..Shoutout to my hustling gangstas..Uhh, Shoutout to all my hustling ****** ****** Shoutout to all my ****** real ****** aye..OFTR We ****** Hustlers.. ONLY FOR THE REAL mufucker Yeah..
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Dec 28, 2015
Dec 28, 2015 at 1:46 PM UTC
Ston Poet - ****** Hustlers
Uhh,..Young Ston, What up.. Shoutout to my hustling **** niggas..Shoutout to my hustling gangstas..Uhh, Shoutout to all my hustling ****** ****** Shoutout to all my ****** real ****** aye.. /OFTR, We ****** Hustlers man & , (we handle our business, Yeah*2)..Aye we some ****** real ****** & we (handle our business*4),Our business Yeah..OFTR we ****** Hustlers man , Aye we some real niggas..Stoned young ****** , but we (handle our business4) our business..(Yeah we handle our business2).. Handle (our business*2)..,OFTR, we gangstas..we ****** hustlers man Yeah we stay high all day. ,but (we take care of business, Yeah2)..we take care of business man.. Handle (our business3)..we some ****** real ****** but (we get to business, Yeah*3)..We ****** Hustling young ****** (young real niggas2)..gangsta (thugging..real niggas3)...Yeah,OFTR, We ****** Hustlers,man..(We handle our business..3) (Yeah we handle business3) man...we (handle business,2)..our business (we handle..our business..2)(our business2)..nigga (Yeah we bout our business4)..We some ****** Hustling (Thugging..gangsta niggas3)..OFTR..(Stoned young niggas3),..but we bout our **** Yeah we ****** (Hustling Gangsta young niggas*3),We gangstas nigga..ONLY FOR THE REAL.. Aye Yeah.. (we handle our business4)..handle (our business3)..Aye we some ****** Hustlers man Aye, Yeah (We bout our business2).Yeah we (take care of business2).. We take care of (our business..*2)business..We busy We bout our business, Yeah we handle business man, We some Thugging ****** we some gangsta ****** & (we stay ****** nigga*2)..Aye, but we all on our **** man, Yeah..We ****** Hustlers ***** Yeah (we handle our business2)..(our business3)..Yeah..Uhh I wake up in the morning I gotta Thank God, & I gotta get (back to ryhming, back to grinding*2),back to taking care of business..my business nigga,Aye, they say stick to what you do best & stick to what you know man..& stay true to yourself, don't let these devils confuse you & mislead you to the wrong path my ***** Aye, hard work doesn't go unnoticed & that's real talk, this is real game from a younging, don't be scared to learn something from me, don't be a fool man, I know they don't know too much about me, The Young ****** Disciple, but I'm one of the realest rappers that's still alive tho dude, Fo sho,I'm the best rapper in Atlanta OFTR, we our own league dawg..& I'm the commissioner, we will never fall, we stand tall, & We forever gone ball, stay strong, & keep grinding.., Yeah, we take care of business.. Yeah..We bout our business.. /We ****** Hustlers, ****** (young niggas,2) that (handle our business,2..)(our business2)..Yeah we take care (of business3), Yeah/*2 Aye we getting to business..man , I'm making these hoes famous just for one night my nig,I'm macking on these hoes,like the 70s, then I'm (back to business2) man..I handle (my business2),yeah, my ***** I'm too much , too handle, I'm too much to control,Young Ston nigga..(too much*2).. Man I got the full control of my music..I got the control now Kendrick,..Uhh,I'm proving all of them ***** *** critics so wrong now man..They made a big mistake dobuting on a young ***** a ****** Hustling Thuggin Gangsta,ayo The system created a monster that's about to go off like Godzilla on my city dawg, I'm causing alot of chaos my nigga,no regrets Fo show dude ..Ohhwoah..Uhh. Shoutout to my hustling **** niggas..Shoutout to my hustling gangstas..Uhh, Shoutout to all my hustling ****** ****** Shoutout to all my ****** real ****** aye..OFTR We ****** Hustlers.. ONLY FOR THE REAL mufucker Yeah..
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Tired of the ways of men Desperately I turned toward nature I watched a butterfly ascend Yet I'm a different nomenclature Of a solemn glacier Standing on my own In an arctic cone Not protected by the ozone So I search for a new home But can only find loans My venture for my own real estate Exposed me to the realest hate I'm the roaming gnome With a groaning tone All alone With a roaming phone So I can't call home My will I leave When still I see A killer bee Filling me Willingly Its invasion's Abrasions Left a sensation With a duration Of unending inflation On a descending station Of no impending relation I felt the nature Of a desolate crater When I met a great hater Who told me to get straighter So I could be a steel freighter Carrying my load on my back Without polluting the air I decided to cut him some slack Forgiving his impossible dare I must gather grace At a faster pace To finish this race Of a top notch Hot crotch Stopwatch Ticking down Into the ground Without a sound Or warning Of acid rain forming Until I see myself melting From the savage belting Of your death sting You called the best thing Like a divine blessing Only seen after ********** Like a politician deflecting For the constituents electing To forego dissecting The issue at hand By not taking a stand My world is crumbling Because of you And myself stumbling In society's glue As the sky is tumbling I see I'll lose Yet instead of rumbling It's love I choose
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Aug 8, 2018
Aug 8, 2018 at 1:21 PM UTC
Human Nature
I think about old faces, you were a friend to me then I try to think harder though, where have those memories been? More faces coming through, sticking less with every pass I can't say that I would hope that these new memories last. Not in a sad time, not stuck in a place of hurt. I just feel like I can't remember the good times to weigh the worth. These new times, are something hollow, empty and void of feeling No sleepless nights, but I find my self always staring towards the ceiling So revealing, makes me notice my true emotions deep inside Always telling jokes and laughing but right now we rewind. I think about old faces, you were a friend to me then I try to think harder though, where have those memories been? More faces coming through, sticking less with every pass I can't say that I would hope that these new memories last. People say memories fade, others say memories last I'd like to think that I could leave memories in the past I don't want to cling to them like that's the only thing I have But is it really bad? I guess you can say I'm home sick Not missing my residence but missing where I've been Reminiscing about the things that I have left on my journey But they're not on their deathbeds, they're just on a gurney Now do I save them, make sure that they are never forgotten? If they start to fade for new memories should I stop them? I feel like I need to answer quick, like I'm running out of time I could keep stressing but right now, we rewind. I think about old faces, you were a friend to me then I try to think harder though, where have those memories been? More faces coming through, sticking less with every pass I can't say that I would hope that these new memories last. I miss the days where I didn't have to miss my days Where I could express myself in different ways But this is today. Prattling words to my self Not sharing my feelings, not sharing the wealth I vent in stealth, not letting all the friends of me hear it As if I'm ashamed, like I think my enemy is my spirit You're hearing me in these lyrics, I'm embodied in the words you see This is me in these lyrics, feelings and words, you see? So if you're feeling my words, that means you're feeling me So if you think that I'm a clown, this is the realest me So this is real you see, no false words from the mind I could keep on going but right now, we rewind. I think about old faces, you were a friend to me then I try to think harder though, where have those memories been? More faces coming through, sticking less with every pass I can't say that I would hope that these new memories last. Where does the time go? I feel it slipping by me I feel like my biggest problem now is I keep rewinding So you may find me, reminiscing about the time before Or catch me on a good day and I'll be rhyming more Keeping myself in good spirits, while I find the path Watching my life just add up, because well, life is math Memories fade, because we subtract those things from the past But it only happens to us, because we have something to add So nothing is bad. Memory? I'll live all the good times with it in me How much space do I have for the good times? Infinity. No more time to rewind, I guess I have nothing left to say. I guess the only thing left to do now is. Press Play.
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Dec 17, 2011
Dec 17, 2011 at 11:07 AM UTC
Rewind -- Press Play
I think about old faces, you were a friend to me then I try to think harder though, where have those memories been? More faces coming through, sticking less with every pass I can't say that I would hope that these new memories last. Not in a sad time, not stuck in a place of hurt. I just feel like I can't remember the good times to weigh the worth. These new times, are something hollow, empty and void of feeling No sleepless nights, but I find my self always staring towards the ceiling So revealing, makes me notice my true emotions deep inside Always telling jokes and laughing but right now we rewind. I think about old faces, you were a friend to me then I try to think harder though, where have those memories been? More faces coming through, sticking less with every pass I can't say that I would hope that these new memories last. People say memories fade, others say memories last I'd like to think that I could leave memories in the past I don't want to cling to them like that's the only thing I have But is it really bad? I guess you can say I'm home sick Not missing my residence but missing where I've been Reminiscing about the things that I have left on my journey But they're not on their deathbeds, they're just on a gurney Now do I save them, make sure that they are never forgotten? If they start to fade for new memories should I stop them? I feel like I need to answer quick, like I'm running out of time I could keep stressing but right now, we rewind. I think about old faces, you were a friend to me then I try to think harder though, where have those memories been? More faces coming through, sticking less with every pass I can't say that I would hope that these new memories last. I miss the days where I didn't have to miss my days Where I could express myself in different ways But this is today. Prattling words to my self Not sharing my feelings, not sharing the wealth I vent in stealth, not letting all the friends of me hear it As if I'm ashamed, like I think my enemy is my spirit You're hearing me in these lyrics, I'm embodied in the words you see This is me in these lyrics, feelings and words, you see? So if you're feeling my words, that means you're feeling me So if you think that I'm a clown, this is the realest me So this is real you see, no false words from the mind I could keep on going but right now, we rewind. I think about old faces, you were a friend to me then I try to think harder though, where have those memories been? More faces coming through, sticking less with every pass I can't say that I would hope that these new memories last. Where does the time go? I feel it slipping by me I feel like my biggest problem now is I keep rewinding So you may find me, reminiscing about the time before Or catch me on a good day and I'll be rhyming more Keeping myself in good spirits, while I find the path Watching my life just add up, because well, life is math Memories fade, because we subtract those things from the past But it only happens to us, because we have something to add So nothing is bad. Memory? I'll live all the good times with it in me How much space do I have for the good times? Infinity. No more time to rewind, I guess I have nothing left to say. I guess the only thing left to do now is. Press Play.
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Crazy reared its many heads Twisted shades of paisley swirls Kaleidoscope emotionality Rollercoaster of fear and love Through the storms of mushroom clouds An air of peace remained For that ever-changing scene Was founded in the purest love The realest dream come true No fear of insanity consuming truth Truth is kaleidoscopes are beautiful Never boring by design There is peace in the knowledge That crazy is exceptional, brilliant To know a soul, exciting And through it all We traverse the universe as one Riding the wings of insanity Skiing across the seas On the backs of narwhals Simply because they are awesome
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May 24, 2015
May 24, 2015 at 4:55 AM UTC
Exposed
if you have the choice *(you always have the choice in every ******* second)* to be vulnerable or to be guarded, choose vulnerability because it’s honest it’s clear, it’s concise, it’s the realest thing you’ll ever feel. lying and reminding yourself to keep lying, smiling and reminding yourself to keep smiling, crying and reminding yourself to stop crying can be such hard work and honesty, even when throat throttling blatant, even when timidly tender, even when sharply studded, or sickly injured, will always save you in the end even if it hurts like dry ice whistling on your heart, even if the person you love chooses to depart, even if the pit in your stomach is knotting, or rotting and you feel hopeless, worthless, foolish, guilty, horrid, evil, mixed up or unhealthy - honesty will always save you in the end
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Sep 19, 2012
Sep 19, 2012 at 2:22 AM UTC
honesty
when me an Gnat split we kept our eyes open, cause we could close them, behind blindness, and I could take her soul for nothing, and I could keep it forever, so now what we do, is set fire to those in the same situation, we put their hearts on our grills, and tell them to wait until they have regained the fire, so then, society wasn't ready for the realest ****** alive, becuase by then society had told them that ****** emos, true-ass emos, them ************* could just drop everything to keep you on the low-low, and they were the realest I ever knew.
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Mar 1, 2012
Mar 1, 2012 at 10:04 PM UTC
Now. Pac. High.
Met this easy chick that don't **** **** she a no brainer I said **** my duck and she said "What could be lamer?!" Defamed, I went home cried and smoked some ****** Watch teletubbies in my ****** like my last name was schiefer I went to bed and heard a scream like R.Kelly I peed my sheets Turns out the ****** was laced some sort of hallucinogen I'm worried that in my bloods a carcinogen decided not to worry cause whats the point We all die so chill and roll a joint
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Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 12:28 PM UTC
Realest talk
Sometimes I do too much Say too much Feel too much And when I don't do enough I feel lost I saw how my habits effected me Now I see how they effect others My negativity being the leading cause of my world crashing in But I won't let that win I just can't I'm rebuilding the demolished wreck that was my life And the next time someone tries to knock it down I will put up a fight I can't keep living like this I just cant Thinking that this dude was the cause When honestly I just gave up Relied on others to get me through When all I did was try and bring them down with me too I'm sorry I made my best friend question our friendship Making her think it was a suicide hotline 1-800-SAVE-ME I'm sorry That I let my demons come between us And thankfully you are the realest person in my life Who took me And shook me Telling me to change or she would back away I understand space Just know that I love you And I'm going to improve After the musical you won't even recognize me I'll still be as white as can be With the same personality But I will be there for you Just like you've been there for me I can't even remember what my smile looks like But it will be returning tonight
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Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 7:51 PM UTC
I'm Coming Back
"Great Scott" Like Lucas and Nathan Y'all ain't perfect but you're trying Relying on something other than your name to take you far... You're a star But let you shine diminish as each person you thought you were close to, Tarnishes what you hold dear No fear sweetheart, No fear Claim what is yours Speak loudly and proudly So that the haters hear Let them know you're here And that nothing can stop you... --- Back to the drawing board Or better yet back to this blank canvas familiar and inviting and yet I can’t help but wonder how these words will create an image I guess there ain’t no better way to find out but to move onward --- How ‘bout we search for some meaning A little substance from the soul I mean maybe I can’t sing but I bet you gon’ feel this I’m just tryna be the realest give my people something relatable and also a fragment of me writing about what I see or what might be the hopes and dreams of a child in this restless city gazing upon the night sky pondering on his life’s importance in comparison to the billions of stars that shine bright could he possibly one day emit light? give direction to those who might’ve lost sight could he scheme up a dream as big as Martin did and if so, would he reach the masses? because lord knows in the days we live in we need hope but how does one cope when hundreds of thousands of lives are being taken by dope or foots of rope we’ve lost our way a country that once proclaimed to be best now stands on its last legs and the people we elect to govern us continue to dig us deeper into this hole have we nothing left to show?
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Sep 1, 2013
Sep 1, 2013 at 9:38 PM UTC
Country Club Scribbles
"Great Scott" Like Lucas and Nathan Y'all ain't perfect but you're trying Relying on something other than your name to take you far... You're a star But let you shine diminish as each person you thought you were close to, Tarnishes what you hold dear No fear sweetheart, No fear Claim what is yours Speak loudly and proudly So that the haters hear Let them know you're here And that nothing can stop you... --- Back to the drawing board Or better yet back to this blank canvas familiar and inviting and yet I can’t help but wonder how these words will create an image I guess there ain’t no better way to find out but to move onward --- How ‘bout we search for some meaning A little substance from the soul I mean maybe I can’t sing but I bet you gon’ feel this I’m just tryna be the realest give my people something relatable and also a fragment of me writing about what I see or what might be the hopes and dreams of a child in this restless city gazing upon the night sky pondering on his life’s importance in comparison to the billions of stars that shine bright could he possibly one day emit light? give direction to those who might’ve lost sight could he scheme up a dream as big as Martin did and if so, would he reach the masses? because lord knows in the days we live in we need hope but how does one cope when hundreds of thousands of lives are being taken by dope or foots of rope we’ve lost our way a country that once proclaimed to be best now stands on its last legs and the people we elect to govern us continue to dig us deeper into this hole have we nothing left to show?
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I crash into your eyes cold as ice I am deep inside them I love you, man Lay me down on the floor Make me want you more I can't calm down without hearing what you want to do with my hips moving around The way I see the love in your moves They way you are whispering I can't refuse This is my realest fiction Like sweet addiction I never want to be healed
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Apr 14, 2022
Apr 14, 2022 at 11:39 AM UTC
sweet addiction
My attraction towards her was fatal. For the realest things to come from her lips affected me in more ways than one. You see truth speaks volume. And the beauty that comes from her lips was more than I anticipated. Feeling my attraction begin to rise. I attempted to switch the subject. Finding that we both shared the same amount of pain. Adding value to each subject that rose. I began to feel that there was more for me. My self consciousness reacting before I could gather myself completely. I felt a sense of liberation. No longer the day I had at work, what I was planning to eat on the way home. More instead how every other thought included her. The respect held eye to eye. The avenues of how her day went, the ins and outs. The evidence that I found what I was missing. And I didn't understand one bit.   I suppose it's better that way. Stepping outside of myself into the crossway leading off into the street. A dark backdrop highlighted by a white light of a bald man walking before it turns A reddish orange. Though nothing is as harmless as it seems. I felt at ease staring into her eyes.   Stepping inside of her mind was like walking into an art gallery. Her interests, technological advances all highlighted in bright and violet hue. All in the span of 10 minutes walking in. Mutually we both spoke with our hands. We'd throw fits with our laughs, indulging in the philosophy of smile.   With morality aroused I instantly began questioning myself. Wanting to know more I asked question, after question. Anything as a means to have kept her talking. Feeling an everlasting peace. Walking downtown in an abundance of space, I felt I could breathe. But I couldn't shake that she felt that I was like most guys. That at any moment, as comfortable as she was, she was still waiting on me to give any indication that I was no different than the faces pointed down scrolling down their phone.   And we, Like separate thumbs. Belonged to different people Trouble
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Dec 19, 2017
Dec 19, 2017 at 1:36 PM UTC
Trouble (Impromptu)
My attraction towards her was fatal. For the realest things to come from her lips affected me in more ways than one. You see truth speaks volume. And the beauty that comes from her lips was more than I anticipated. Feeling my attraction begin to rise. I attempted to switch the subject. Finding that we both shared the same amount of pain. Adding value to each subject that rose. I began to feel that there was more for me. My self consciousness reacting before I could gather myself completely. I felt a sense of liberation. No longer the day I had at work, what I was planning to eat on the way home. More instead how every other thought included her. The respect held eye to eye. The avenues of how her day went, the ins and outs. The evidence that I found what I was missing. And I didn't understand one bit.   I suppose it's better that way. Stepping outside of myself into the crossway leading off into the street. A dark backdrop highlighted by a white light of a bald man walking before it turns A reddish orange. Though nothing is as harmless as it seems. I felt at ease staring into her eyes.   Stepping inside of her mind was like walking into an art gallery. Her interests, technological advances all highlighted in bright and violet hue. All in the span of 10 minutes walking in. Mutually we both spoke with our hands. We'd throw fits with our laughs, indulging in the philosophy of smile.   With morality aroused I instantly began questioning myself. Wanting to know more I asked question, after question. Anything as a means to have kept her talking. Feeling an everlasting peace. Walking downtown in an abundance of space, I felt I could breathe. But I couldn't shake that she felt that I was like most guys. That at any moment, as comfortable as she was, she was still waiting on me to give any indication that I was no different than the faces pointed down scrolling down their phone.   And we, Like separate thumbs. Belonged to different people Trouble
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How you say your the "realest".. Like Christ don't exist.. Say you good but you don't know what good is.. Without God, good is evil.. Without God you see the people.. God is rejected because the true definition of goodness resides in him.. You don't know him that's why you reject him and in turn reject good. That's why people accept "hood." People reject life and accept death. Reject spirit and accept flesh. That's why people don't feel comfortable accepting help. How dare we treat God like a reject.
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Jun 27, 2013
Jun 27, 2013 at 8:57 PM UTC
Reject
im a let that bass set back to the view you been checking me at you be asking me questions like do you not love yourself? ***** better check yourself i would have taken my strap to the back of my right cheek fat sprayed my old gang with shrap the blood and my skull by the scrap so please bare with me child will you ever see we on the attack this country that we born in, is the enemy to the ones that we once had turning itself into the biggest group of bang so now that you are stuck in this whirlwind insane ready to die, bonnie and clyde , two thousand and nine when you gonna see that this dynamic duo dont make the world turn with our voodoo they dont know whats going on here they too busy across seas in the world so what we doing 85 when we ride they just wiped out a whole **** tribe two bullets holes instead of their eyes world dont even take this country seriously they have us on every angle no peers just the enemies, spitting prophecies made in their fears that we gonna collapse everyone put money in us by the wraps too many kids going to bed starved when other fat *** mother ******* grow too many vegetables in their yard turn nutrition into trash, so what if they compact all you old *** troops, still living in the war that we had were a whole planet of warriors, let alone were the home to the worst and the best of the wickedly out of the world celebrate your serial killers, and dead rulers, not even with curls so even tho it took Jimmy Henchman seven days the reaper follows me in ever track that i lead believe that I never write the realest **** i ever spoke knowing the secrets of the underworld let me bleed shouldn't have ever seaked out the truth they wrote setting all the serpents septers after me, black cats shotty caps, bullet scraps, hub cabs, and shorty tats Grim Reaper oxyacetylenes in my dreams chrome gleams Protected by the Prince of Air, setting things right first in my dreams
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Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 12:39 PM UTC
Makaveli
im a let that bass set back to the view you been checking me at you be asking me questions like do you not love yourself? ***** better check yourself i would have taken my strap to the back of my right cheek fat sprayed my old gang with shrap the blood and my skull by the scrap so please bare with me child will you ever see we on the attack this country that we born in, is the enemy to the ones that we once had turning itself into the biggest group of bang so now that you are stuck in this whirlwind insane ready to die, bonnie and clyde , two thousand and nine when you gonna see that this dynamic duo dont make the world turn with our voodoo they dont know whats going on here they too busy across seas in the world so what we doing 85 when we ride they just wiped out a whole **** tribe two bullets holes instead of their eyes world dont even take this country seriously they have us on every angle no peers just the enemies, spitting prophecies made in their fears that we gonna collapse everyone put money in us by the wraps too many kids going to bed starved when other fat *** mother ******* grow too many vegetables in their yard turn nutrition into trash, so what if they compact all you old *** troops, still living in the war that we had were a whole planet of warriors, let alone were the home to the worst and the best of the wickedly out of the world celebrate your serial killers, and dead rulers, not even with curls so even tho it took Jimmy Henchman seven days the reaper follows me in ever track that i lead believe that I never write the realest **** i ever spoke knowing the secrets of the underworld let me bleed shouldn't have ever seaked out the truth they wrote setting all the serpents septers after me, black cats shotty caps, bullet scraps, hub cabs, and shorty tats Grim Reaper oxyacetylenes in my dreams chrome gleams Protected by the Prince of Air, setting things right first in my dreams
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12-17-2-13 Her face flooded with scarlet her nose flushing out bright red Did I do it? Did I do that? How could I just do that; was it someone else instead? She says three separate people control the thoughts inside my head. "which one is the realest"  she asks. I'm not pretending when I ask for amending.
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Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 2:57 AM UTC
Sadomasochists-Time is not chronological
no one believed in ghosts until we realized everyones transparent no one holds on tighter than when they realize they have to let go but the terrifying part is that im not sure if ive ever been held my hands are made of smoke my heart is caged vapor im reaching for so many people but im a phantom made of lies & half truths how can i be honest with you when i could never admit to myself that im a ghost im a real boy i chant to myself as my strings get pulled a marionette made of fog the realest ill ever be is when im spouting the opinions of others out of my incorporeal mouth tying together borrowed words with my ethereal tongue as if i have a thought process of my own whats it feel like to be a ghost? id say like hell but ghosts dont feel much anyway were all living on borrowed feelings donated sympathy & hand-me-down ignorance an army of ghosts that cant even defend themselves we bash each other with words that are almost as hollow as our chests no one knows anything about themselves but everyone knows everything about everyone else we see through each other but we cant see ourselves we try to reflect one another but the vapor is always shifting its maddening being so shapeless yet so defined i want a body of my own i want a place i can call home i want to not be shamed for my opinion i want to respect others fully ghosts are meant to terrify & let me be honest when i say ive never seen anything as ghostly as this generation of opinionated plagiarists [holyoak]
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 9:16 PM UTC
its okay to lose a limb when they get too heavy
no one believed in ghosts until we realized everyones transparent no one holds on tighter than when they realize they have to let go but the terrifying part is that im not sure if ive ever been held my hands are made of smoke my heart is caged vapor im reaching for so many people but im a phantom made of lies & half truths how can i be honest with you when i could never admit to myself that im a ghost im a real boy i chant to myself as my strings get pulled a marionette made of fog the realest ill ever be is when im spouting the opinions of others out of my incorporeal mouth tying together borrowed words with my ethereal tongue as if i have a thought process of my own whats it feel like to be a ghost? id say like hell but ghosts dont feel much anyway were all living on borrowed feelings donated sympathy & hand-me-down ignorance an army of ghosts that cant even defend themselves we bash each other with words that are almost as hollow as our chests no one knows anything about themselves but everyone knows everything about everyone else we see through each other but we cant see ourselves we try to reflect one another but the vapor is always shifting its maddening being so shapeless yet so defined i want a body of my own i want a place i can call home i want to not be shamed for my opinion i want to respect others fully ghosts are meant to terrify & let me be honest when i say ive never seen anything as ghostly as this generation of opinionated plagiarists [holyoak]
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Is that you? I knew that smelled familiar. It's your heart again, isn't it? I can almost imagine it Helplessly perched On the palms of your hands. It reeks of heartache. You should really get that checked. It means You believed in a boy again. And I don't know How those lies Made it's way to the port, Hopped on a ferry, And voyaged to your bloodstream, Making it's way to the arteries of Whatever it is you have left In your hands. But it's fine. Don't blame him. Don't blame you. You're both Growing A lot quicker than your skin expected So You have cuts and wounds but Don't panic, I've got the thread. It's time for the stitches. What happened to your hands? Did you play with fire? Did you test the waters and were they hotter than you expected them to be? At least Now You know that love Was never really a game of trial and error. The realest kind only comes around About once or twice. And I know your hands Liked to fiddle around with the idea That it would only be him. For a while it was. But that fire was extinguished. And it's nice to hope that some flames would last forever But My darling, you deserve the sun. What happened to your eyes? They don't sparkle how they used to. I know the sight of him Knocked the wind right out of you And lifted your spirits so high And filled you up with enough electricity To power that spark. But the opportunities to gaze at him Are only so temporary. Things only glitter When they're exposed to The Light. So, better fix those eyes on the One thing That is eternally bright. Trust me, when you do, the tears Will evaporate from your eyes, Making everything clearer, And the world will start to make sense again. What happened to your ears? You've pierced and stuffed them with All the wrong syllables. I know those phrases and letters Sounded like a good idea for a while. Maybe you heard them at the wrong time. Or Maybe they were never meant for you. I know how it stings. But uncover your ears because There are people who still want to tell you more Beautiful truths. You must listen. Now, The sight of the word "people" Makes you wish I meant him. But my darling, I can only Assure you that there is someone Out there Carrying all the right words In the pockets of his hoodie. All you need to do now is Be still. Remember, You are a princess. For a while, you've kept your head down And your crown Is slowly slipping from it. But a day will come when your heart will Heal from the lies, Your eyes will sparkle, Your hands will work again, Your ears will only hear songs And it will all be because You waited. Let me tell you, my darling, True love is more than worth it. So, Keep your chin up. You can't miss it.
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Sep 12, 2014
Sep 12, 2014 at 2:11 PM UTC
Dear Girl,
Is that you? I knew that smelled familiar. It's your heart again, isn't it? I can almost imagine it Helplessly perched On the palms of your hands. It reeks of heartache. You should really get that checked. It means You believed in a boy again. And I don't know How those lies Made it's way to the port, Hopped on a ferry, And voyaged to your bloodstream, Making it's way to the arteries of Whatever it is you have left In your hands. But it's fine. Don't blame him. Don't blame you. You're both Growing A lot quicker than your skin expected So You have cuts and wounds but Don't panic, I've got the thread. It's time for the stitches. What happened to your hands? Did you play with fire? Did you test the waters and were they hotter than you expected them to be? At least Now You know that love Was never really a game of trial and error. The realest kind only comes around About once or twice. And I know your hands Liked to fiddle around with the idea That it would only be him. For a while it was. But that fire was extinguished. And it's nice to hope that some flames would last forever But My darling, you deserve the sun. What happened to your eyes? They don't sparkle how they used to. I know the sight of him Knocked the wind right out of you And lifted your spirits so high And filled you up with enough electricity To power that spark. But the opportunities to gaze at him Are only so temporary. Things only glitter When they're exposed to The Light. So, better fix those eyes on the One thing That is eternally bright. Trust me, when you do, the tears Will evaporate from your eyes, Making everything clearer, And the world will start to make sense again. What happened to your ears? You've pierced and stuffed them with All the wrong syllables. I know those phrases and letters Sounded like a good idea for a while. Maybe you heard them at the wrong time. Or Maybe they were never meant for you. I know how it stings. But uncover your ears because There are people who still want to tell you more Beautiful truths. You must listen. Now, The sight of the word "people" Makes you wish I meant him. But my darling, I can only Assure you that there is someone Out there Carrying all the right words In the pockets of his hoodie. All you need to do now is Be still. Remember, You are a princess. For a while, you've kept your head down And your crown Is slowly slipping from it. But a day will come when your heart will Heal from the lies, Your eyes will sparkle, Your hands will work again, Your ears will only hear songs And it will all be because You waited. Let me tell you, my darling, True love is more than worth it. So, Keep your chin up. You can't miss it.
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I’ve got Nike shoe-boxes filled with newspaper confetti basketball highlights, a Lucky Charms cereal prize, a hair clip from the Homecoming dance, picture after picture of little month-long memories. I’ve got a dozen temporary candy box boyfriends who faded just as quickly as they sparked. I’ll reopen them occasionally, remind myself why my middle school mind found it so important to save stale Valentine’s Day lollipops and balance that with the tender, childish idea that baby love is the realest love and maybe one day all those text message breakups would come back to me. I sort through each dent my heart has suffered that I stowed away in compartments, but you, who’ve seen me through the longest, have no place under my bed. I’ve got nothing visible to hold of you because truth be told you’re only my friend if the lights are out and the door is shut. I have no pop song sweatshirt that still smells like you, no cliché letters I’ve soaked with tears, no movie tickets, no dinner matches or menus or pictures that I could cut if I hated you enough. I’d have to collect your sweat in a vile and brew it into a perfume just so the smell could give me something disgusting enough to feel when I remember you. If only I could capture my nightmares, remake the images, mold your body out of actual clay and light you up without having to kiss your pelvis. We’ve made a mess of this. You’re just a flame I forgot to blow out. You're just a name I left hanging on my mouth.
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Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 12:12 AM UTC
Candy Box Boyfriends (And You I Guess)
I’ve got Nike shoe-boxes filled with newspaper confetti basketball highlights, a Lucky Charms cereal prize, a hair clip from the Homecoming dance, picture after picture of little month-long memories. I’ve got a dozen temporary candy box boyfriends who faded just as quickly as they sparked. I’ll reopen them occasionally, remind myself why my middle school mind found it so important to save stale Valentine’s Day lollipops and balance that with the tender, childish idea that baby love is the realest love and maybe one day all those text message breakups would come back to me. I sort through each dent my heart has suffered that I stowed away in compartments, but you, who’ve seen me through the longest, have no place under my bed. I’ve got nothing visible to hold of you because truth be told you’re only my friend if the lights are out and the door is shut. I have no pop song sweatshirt that still smells like you, no cliché letters I’ve soaked with tears, no movie tickets, no dinner matches or menus or pictures that I could cut if I hated you enough. I’d have to collect your sweat in a vile and brew it into a perfume just so the smell could give me something disgusting enough to feel when I remember you. If only I could capture my nightmares, remake the images, mold your body out of actual clay and light you up without having to kiss your pelvis. We’ve made a mess of this. You’re just a flame I forgot to blow out. You're just a name I left hanging on my mouth.
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Anybody read her poetry yet she's an artist a word smith a true poet Anybody know her joy yet she's a lover of words she's good at crafting and toying with words she's a timeless poet Anybody know her yet nope, I don't know you but I know your words full of peace and honesty charms and divinity love and heartbreaks undoubtedly you are a phenomenal magnificent poet mad love and respect for you
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Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 3:20 PM UTC
realest poet
to the self harmer holding the blade, wanting nothing more but for it to kiss flesh, know that you've been days clean and you don't deserve another scar. to the self harmer digging your nails into your thigh after a fight with your parents, know that this storm will pass. to the self harmer shaking as you bury countless blades in the dirt, know that you've never been as strong as you are now. to the self harmer hiding deep under your skin, know that your scars are nothing more than a reminder that you're still alive. to the self harmer rocking the realest smile you have had in weeks, you made it.
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Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 10:44 PM UTC
a letter to the self harmer inside me
“Ding!” my phone screen lit up. A few seconds later… “Ding!” Instagram notifications of the newest posts from my peers pop up incessantly. It has become ubiquitous to see other teenage girls posting “glamorous” pictures of themselves online, Dolling up with makeup, accessories, and fancy clothes revealing their bodyline “Wow you look so pretty”, such comments are seen under these posts frequently, I can’t help but sometimes wonder: Is it worth seeking this validation that they receive? Some peers wish to pursue popularity from their physical appearances, I admire their confidence but to me, this is quite foreign In a constellation of stars, each star tries its best to stand out among the crowd, Similarly, most people want their physical attractiveness to be eulogized out loud “Am I weird for not following such trends?” is something I occasionally ponder about, I tell myself to take a step back and reflect- should I be doing this just for clout? Why am I so different from the rest- being pococurante about such “popularity”? Is not seeking validation and recognition from others about our worth an aberrancy? Personally, I just hope that people will see the true, realest me; I am confident in my own skin and appearance- I don’t need others’ validation and decree I am learning to not compel myself to fit into and follow what is “trendy”, But instead, work towards being me and who God wants me to be 21/11/2021
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Nov 20, 2021
Nov 20, 2021 at 1:29 PM UTC
Being DiFfeReNt
walking thru the valley of words speechless are our soldiers in war times of creative breaks, shootings the sounds of slugs overpower rivals gangstapoets stand tall in gory hoods we dunno what fear is, bloodhoundz as we only need 8 minutes to gather 80 0 traitors, giving bread to hungry ones one tower, one pit, one block, 1LOVE feel me rushing over sparklin' glaciers south florida, 64th floor, ocean fiends snake charmer in crime, 20 to 55, flip kobacobraface scammed one of us unknown were the ties among tizz and gp in the background, jeezy and assi-toni... "still on it", "the realest", "kommenzi" the beats merge in gangstapoet's minds dominique northstar's silky skin on mine tissop, the war zones, fallen gangsta poets dead baby mommas, vamoosing bullets stop! tizzop is yelling, falling on his knees and branko, tizzop's red horse approaches juicy our promises, as sweet as fulfillments olives, red wine, m2 tec bluetooth babe red light district, wondaland's lost avenue in the corner of agony and mania, dey fail gangstapoets gradually winning turf to be continued...
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Jun 8, 2021
Jun 8, 2021 at 2:14 AM UTC
Wordless Poem I
Spittin' the realest **** for better or verse Converse easily with everyone, but hardly letting it work Misunderstandment, like a caged animal entrapment, Guess I'm locked in this aged anomaly detachment. If it ******* fits it works, in a battle o' wits
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Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 8:51 AM UTC
For Better or Verse
My allegiance to be a leader  Leader of my culture  Vow to righteous cultivation  Raise my right fist  And I tell you this  I will never quit  Low souls I will always lift  My determination is greater than or equal to my liberation  Truly in the past I've gotten content  Bent  Ripped Torn Hesitant  Forgot why I was born  I ask for your forgiveness  While I'm a realest  I know I have to be rigorous  And stay consistent  Because now days everyone who's put in position loses their coherence and fear the consequences  Like why work so hard to be a star?and get everyone to witness,  Get everyone's attention  ...  But don't have a mission! PUT A CAMERA IN FRONT OF ME TAKE A MILLION PICTURES MAKE A DOCUMENTARY  I CAN BE COMPLEMENTARY  GIVE ME ENDORSEMENTS I DON'T EVEN WANT THE PROPORTION I'LL GIVE IT TO THE DISTORTED  MAKE ME A RAP ARTIST  AND PUT ME ON THE RADIO  LET MY VOICE BE HEARD THROUGH THE STEREO  I hope I don't speak this into existence  Because all I need is a microphone with my voice coming through the PA system  It's a shame that I might need security  But it's not strange that I might need security If I attract too many brown faces and people who come from unfortunate places  That's where they draw the line, Speeches for memorabilia  But my work will be erased  Hope I don't sound incredible  I would not sound ridiculous if you remember our intellectuals  They don't accept anyone who's exceptional  They don't want to see anyone who has a big dream in their retinal  Hopefully I can manage with  About 30 plus years of residue  Give up?  Naw that's just what the rest will do  Fight for our lives  And take a chance with my life  Whatever it takes to restitute
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Aug 6, 2013
Aug 6, 2013 at 9:52 PM UTC
Leader
My allegiance to be a leader  Leader of my culture  Vow to righteous cultivation  Raise my right fist  And I tell you this  I will never quit  Low souls I will always lift  My determination is greater than or equal to my liberation  Truly in the past I've gotten content  Bent  Ripped Torn Hesitant  Forgot why I was born  I ask for your forgiveness  While I'm a realest  I know I have to be rigorous  And stay consistent  Because now days everyone who's put in position loses their coherence and fear the consequences  Like why work so hard to be a star?and get everyone to witness,  Get everyone's attention  ...  But don't have a mission! PUT A CAMERA IN FRONT OF ME TAKE A MILLION PICTURES MAKE A DOCUMENTARY  I CAN BE COMPLEMENTARY  GIVE ME ENDORSEMENTS I DON'T EVEN WANT THE PROPORTION I'LL GIVE IT TO THE DISTORTED  MAKE ME A RAP ARTIST  AND PUT ME ON THE RADIO  LET MY VOICE BE HEARD THROUGH THE STEREO  I hope I don't speak this into existence  Because all I need is a microphone with my voice coming through the PA system  It's a shame that I might need security  But it's not strange that I might need security If I attract too many brown faces and people who come from unfortunate places  That's where they draw the line, Speeches for memorabilia  But my work will be erased  Hope I don't sound incredible  I would not sound ridiculous if you remember our intellectuals  They don't accept anyone who's exceptional  They don't want to see anyone who has a big dream in their retinal  Hopefully I can manage with  About 30 plus years of residue  Give up?  Naw that's just what the rest will do  Fight for our lives  And take a chance with my life  Whatever it takes to restitute
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I see that you're struggling I acknowledge your pain One can't appreciate the sunshine Without experiencing a little rain I know you feel broken As you count down seconds on the clock Just know that when you need someone I'll be your rock Standing by you through the storms Without pause I take on this task You can cry, scream, or cuss me out As we wait for them to pass I understand that you're tired But you mustn't stop fighting When the darkness surrounds you I'll shine a light, just keep climbing    You're not alone in your feelings Though at times it may seem We've all felt ourselves drowning, Gasping, struggling to breathe You are only human You do what you can Don't ever be ashamed To need a helping hand You're not without flaws But that's indeed my favorite part The realest person I've ever known; A true work of art
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Aug 23, 2016
Aug 23, 2016 at 10:31 PM UTC
Mosaic