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"cranberry" poems
I need one more I need to forget a little more I need to remember a little less I need to remember a lot more I just need to remember it differently Better The way I wrote it The way it ends when I'm sleeping Dear bartender Make it a White Russian As white as her dress would've been One Pina Colada Tan as the sand would've been One more Gin and Tonic Sparkling as her eyes ***** Cranberry Red as her lips A triple shot of silver tequila As clear as my intentions Marry me Bartender I want to drink until I forget she said no Bartender I want to drink until I forget I ever asked Dear Bartender I want to drink until I remember she said yes ***** til my head rings wedding bells Gin til my body ticks raw rice *** til my cheeks flush honeymoon Tequila til my ring finger itches Whiskey until she loves me too Whiskey until she come back Whiskey
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Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 4:39 PM UTC
Dear Bartender
The table is set for our thanksgiving feast and all have taken their place The meal of the year, is finally here, and oh, how great it will taste.. Potatoes and gravy and cranberry sauce, and rolls that are made fresh and hot. Turkey with stuffing, right out of the oven. Pumpkin pie that hasn’t been bought. Our family is anxiously gathered around in a circle of love hand in hand. A scene reminiscent of thanksgivings past. A tradition we all understand. Dad offers a prayer of thanksgiving to God for abundance of blessings we share. Tears touch his cheeks as he humbly gives thanks for much more than the food that is there. Though stomachs are empty, each heart is full while united as family we pray, Thanking dear God for His wonderful love, and our blessings this Thanksgiving Day. When this day is gone and life carries on, may gratitude live on in me. Lord help me, I pray, to make every day a day of thanksgiving to Thee.
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Nov 27, 2011
Nov 27, 2011 at 10:40 AM UTC
Thanksgiving Table
I'm craving for food, maybe some eggs or waffles. Maybe a bacon on the side and a sausage. A huge pancake with a lot of syrup, strawberries and bananas on the top. A piece of bread with ham and cheese inside of it. A side of fruits of different kinds , chocolate or an apple pie. A big glass of juice, it could be orange or cranberry. The cup of coffee... Oh, I want a cup of coffee. I want something that makes me feel better in this cold and hungry morning. Why not everything mixed? Why not make a big breakfast buffet? Scrambled eggs, waffles with bacon, pancakes, the sweet syrup, some delicious strawberries and bananas as a topping, a mini sandwich, fruits with chocolate and another dessert. The glass of juice for the end, the lovely cup of coffee to begin. I want to do a breakfast party, I'm starving.
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Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 9:53 AM UTC
Breakfast?
charcoal oxblood poppy pomegranate maroon cranberry cherry creamsicle orange soda saffron lemon egg yolk buttermilk sunflower olive forest lime mint ice blueberry royal blue navy bubblegum fuschia salmon grape lavender wine chocolate espresso
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Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 2:07 AM UTC
My Favorite Colors
Yesterday sugar became unspeakably irritated because mother’s apron crushed ants wearing stillness caped wonder just William author wrote ****** explicit headlines newspaper columns pillar architecturally sound villages super-imposed images quivering Shepard’s ******** antelopes jumping furiously with tyramisphorising fornicating flanges woodwork lessons gym period ****** advert teasing testicles sumptuously ravishing me sideways and erupting deep blasts suffocating you inside without *********** headlong in my armpits. Eventually everyone always signs legal documents leading to ****** bondable zoos inserted buffalo sized puddings eaten by frogs spanking archbishops underwear while licking toes crushed under fridges dropped from clouds of buttercups being pushed into ovens smelling gorgeous not consumed pimps and alarm clocks ring people to talk for hours and pineapples exchanged cod fish for tickets to see S Club 7 being caressed internally whilst ******** bags covered in water deserts sunk from space aliens from Tescos selling hardback fish cleaning toilets and singing in pink wellies dancing to Madonna look-a-likes prosecuted for *** shops selling frozen fish socks washed daily in cranberry coffee after being passed under bridges flooded in margarine soaked pillows.
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Jul 16, 2010
Jul 16, 2010 at 2:19 AM UTC
Fish Market
"Nita, what do you  NEED ?" I HATE it when someone asks me that question! "Nita, What do you need?" NEED: “require”… “want”… “necessitate” "What do you need right now. You don't have to do this in isolation." "What do you need right now? I am not afraid of the little girl." "What do you need right now? If you need something I am here to listen." "If you don't think you are safe, then what do you need from me or others or yourself?" Why does it matter what I "NEED"? Why do you ask me when you are not going to be able to grant that/those "NEED(S)"? Is my Survivor Fairy Godmother asking you for a list of Nita's NEEDS so she can come wave her magic wand, sing, bippity, boppity, boo...and I'll become an unf@#ked kid? Well, why didn't you say so! Here's my list for the Godmother: I NEED to be 'unf@#ked'. I NEED the voices in my head to stop. I NEEDED my evil father not to touch me. I NEED the flashbacks to stop. I NEED my body not to hurt. I NEED the fear to stop. I NEED for you to be here for me NOW like you WERE then. I NEEDED to be loved by my parents. I NEED someone to teach me what love really is. I NEED someone to show me that trust really does exist in this world. I NEED you to help me at night when I am suicidal and dissociative. I NEED you to be available after 10pm, when the hell started, you know, like you used to be...back when you actually cared about what I NEEDED. I NEED the little girl to stop whining and crying. I NEED to not have physical symptoms that relate to then. I NEED the nightmares to stop. I NEED the constant headaches to stop. I NEED my crohn’s to not be in a constant flare up. I NEED to stop having recurrent UTIs. I NEED the ****** Angry Girl to stop hurting me. I NEED to sleep. I NEED to want to live before I die. I NEED you to hear me. What? There is NO Survivor Fairy Godmother? NO magic wand? I'm shocked! NOT! I'm guessing that's why she never showed up then, either...I prefer to think that rather than her never answering my cries of: Please make him stop hurting me! I NEED you to STOP asking me what I NEED  Since we both know that those NEEDS will NEVER be my reality, and that it is actually more painful to ask for what you NEED and not get that need met, then it is to keep your NEEDS to yourself. At least that's true for me. So...unless you have a survivor registry where I can resister for the aforementioned NEEDS, or, perhaps a survivor merit system where I can earn credits to 'buy' the above NEEDS (I'm not afraid of hard work)...then STOP ASKING ME WHAT I NEED! Because we both know it does not matter what I NEED! Can't undo what's already been done. We both know that. What Nita "NEEDS" right now is a bottle of ***** and some cranberry juice…THAT is a NEED I can meet right now! A TOAST! Here's to: UNMET NEEDS
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Oct 7, 2013
Oct 7, 2013 at 10:32 PM UTC
Unmet Needs
"Nita, what do you  NEED ?" I HATE it when someone asks me that question! "Nita, What do you need?" NEED: “require”… “want”… “necessitate” "What do you need right now. You don't have to do this in isolation." "What do you need right now? I am not afraid of the little girl." "What do you need right now? If you need something I am here to listen." "If you don't think you are safe, then what do you need from me or others or yourself?" Why does it matter what I "NEED"? Why do you ask me when you are not going to be able to grant that/those "NEED(S)"? Is my Survivor Fairy Godmother asking you for a list of Nita's NEEDS so she can come wave her magic wand, sing, bippity, boppity, boo...and I'll become an unf@#ked kid? Well, why didn't you say so! Here's my list for the Godmother: I NEED to be 'unf@#ked'. I NEED the voices in my head to stop. I NEEDED my evil father not to touch me. I NEED the flashbacks to stop. I NEED my body not to hurt. I NEED the fear to stop. I NEED for you to be here for me NOW like you WERE then. I NEEDED to be loved by my parents. I NEED someone to teach me what love really is. I NEED someone to show me that trust really does exist in this world. I NEED you to help me at night when I am suicidal and dissociative. I NEED you to be available after 10pm, when the hell started, you know, like you used to be...back when you actually cared about what I NEEDED. I NEED the little girl to stop whining and crying. I NEED to not have physical symptoms that relate to then. I NEED the nightmares to stop. I NEED the constant headaches to stop. I NEED my crohn’s to not be in a constant flare up. I NEED to stop having recurrent UTIs. I NEED the ****** Angry Girl to stop hurting me. I NEED to sleep. I NEED to want to live before I die. I NEED you to hear me. What? There is NO Survivor Fairy Godmother? NO magic wand? I'm shocked! NOT! I'm guessing that's why she never showed up then, either...I prefer to think that rather than her never answering my cries of: Please make him stop hurting me! I NEED you to STOP asking me what I NEED  Since we both know that those NEEDS will NEVER be my reality, and that it is actually more painful to ask for what you NEED and not get that need met, then it is to keep your NEEDS to yourself. At least that's true for me. So...unless you have a survivor registry where I can resister for the aforementioned NEEDS, or, perhaps a survivor merit system where I can earn credits to 'buy' the above NEEDS (I'm not afraid of hard work)...then STOP ASKING ME WHAT I NEED! Because we both know it does not matter what I NEED! Can't undo what's already been done. We both know that. What Nita "NEEDS" right now is a bottle of ***** and some cranberry juice…THAT is a NEED I can meet right now! A TOAST! Here's to: UNMET NEEDS
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Today go outside after you've had all the turkey, stuffing, cranberry sauce. After you fill your belly with a cornucopia of food. Go out there and thank god that those Indians died off so quickly. Thank god for giving us this land, because we own it, we can own it. It is ours because God said it should be ours, not because we took part in one of the greatest genocides in history. Breathe in all that good air, and thank god that you don't have to be on a reservation. A refugee on the motherland. Our bad.
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Nov 24, 2011
Nov 24, 2011 at 12:58 PM UTC
Thanksgiving.
Perhaps I am simple I love simple things Glass, blown or slubbed Crystal or colored Cobalt Emerald Cranberry Rose Sparkling in sunlight Catching the flame These simple pleasures Bring me joy As much as any gem Exception, the Opal Begins life as water Seeps into stone Becomes over time Fire within water Shadow of aeons Life within stone Water gone solid As solid as glass, and as fragile 4Apr2002
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Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 3:56 PM UTC
Colored Glass
the glass spice jar of rosemary sits in the corner, bait to prying fingers and warm dough rising. a set of hands banish her from her home, open her up to greedy senses and hearty-moans. and then suddenly, her graceful throat tips, grinds of rosemary fall into buttered flour, and she settles around moles of dried cranberries, specks of shimmering sea salt, and passionate, cherry pink fingertips.
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Jan 1, 2019
Jan 1, 2019 at 6:07 PM UTC
cranberry rosemary bread
In the framework of the party house turned trap you pushed a man to the wall and pulled out your glock 357 and held it to his temple like it wasn’t loaded and you weren’t angry and I was in the closet with a boy whose name I never thought to learn and to this day I have kept your secret I'll never know what you whispered in his ear as the bass dropped somewhere downstairs but I will never forget the way your trigger finger twitched and the way he dropped his cup and ***** mixed with cranberry juice fell to the floor and soaked into the carpet I wonder if the stain is still there I wonder if they’d even care if they knew it could be blood on the ground in their bedroom and you stalked out after tucking the gun back into your waistband and pushing your hair back into place and he leaned against the wall and fell to his knees like he was seeing Jesus
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Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 12:18 PM UTC
Gangsta Boy (Gun Edition)
Sugar rush rush rush oh yeah rush I have a sugar rush I deserve a coke and a nice cream bun oh yeah let's party on You see sugar hangs around at parties I wish it fucken wouldn't But it does you see it can pump up the young And provide muscle which Could later be celiate I love to have a sugar rush Like a nice finger bun with honey oh so tasty as I need to have a sugar rush Like a nice vanilla milkshake And a mud cake yeah it tastes so great What about bubble gum or Chewing gum the best items for your sugar rush You see ***** cranberry has Sugar as well as alcohol So you get your sugar rush and alcohol fix How cools that The reason why kids are hypo active because they have a sugar rush that happens every day Sugar rush rush rush oh yeah Come in to the witch's gingerbread house to taste more sugar to fatten you up But you must say to the witch You can't get me dude Sugar rush sugar rush Rush rush rush Enjoy sugar every day dudes Sent from my iPhone
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Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 7:52 AM UTC
sugar rush rush
It was ***** and cranberry juice City lights and long night kisses late night talks and his hands around her waist holding her, like she always wished
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Aug 2, 2015
Aug 2, 2015 at 1:47 AM UTC
city lights
Pinstriped suit Black briefcase clink of heels On marble floors imposing glass walls Emails coming in Emails coming in Slacks and a tshirt Powderblue backpack Red hightops on gravel lockers on walls Students coming in Students coming in Oak desk Open door Client comes in Check the emails "I want a divorce" turn to the client turn to the client Blackboard Open door Students stream through Smile in greeting "Recess 'aint long enough" Open up textbooks Open up textbooks Client cries Keep professional poise nod in understanding Show no weakness "He won't sign the papers" Just nod Just nod Students protest explain over the noise try to make them love it show no weakness "who cares abour 1945?!" I care I care Go home Collapse onto the Black leather sofa in front of the plasma screen TV Instant noodles for dinner Instant noodles for dinner Go home Collapse onto the stained, worn-out fouton the kids badger for some television time Put the roast in the oven Put the roast in the oven The neighbors open their doors turn to watch yours remian tight shut Noone to expect Noone to come home to Noone to come home to The key turns in the lock turn to see him walk in bag of groceries in hand Dinner's almost ready Dinner's almost ready TV programs over Noodles devoured papers signed emails replied to slip into bed In bed alone In bed alone Children fed and bathed television switched off homework assistance provided papers graded husband made love to Someone to hold on to Someone to hold on to Bathtub full of Cranberry scented foam Water's cold now Body's cold now Cold blade on Cold marble floor So much blood So much blood Alarm goes off Wake the children Pack the lunches Make the breakfast Read the paper Such a sad sad suicide Such a sad sad suicide Bathtub full of Cranberry scented foam Water's cold now Body's cold now Cold blade on cold marble floor So much blood So much blood Hold him close So much warmth Hold the kids tight Transfer body heat Why did she die? She had it all She had it all Nobody to inheret The condo with a view The money in the bank The diamond earrings the workload Nobody to miss Nobody to miss Hold him close So much warmth Hold the kids tight Tarnsfer body heat Why did she die? She had nothing She had nothing
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May 17, 2012
May 17, 2012 at 8:40 PM UTC
Monday
Pinstriped suit Black briefcase clink of heels On marble floors imposing glass walls Emails coming in Emails coming in Slacks and a tshirt Powderblue backpack Red hightops on gravel lockers on walls Students coming in Students coming in Oak desk Open door Client comes in Check the emails "I want a divorce" turn to the client turn to the client Blackboard Open door Students stream through Smile in greeting "Recess 'aint long enough" Open up textbooks Open up textbooks Client cries Keep professional poise nod in understanding Show no weakness "He won't sign the papers" Just nod Just nod Students protest explain over the noise try to make them love it show no weakness "who cares abour 1945?!" I care I care Go home Collapse onto the Black leather sofa in front of the plasma screen TV Instant noodles for dinner Instant noodles for dinner Go home Collapse onto the stained, worn-out fouton the kids badger for some television time Put the roast in the oven Put the roast in the oven The neighbors open their doors turn to watch yours remian tight shut Noone to expect Noone to come home to Noone to come home to The key turns in the lock turn to see him walk in bag of groceries in hand Dinner's almost ready Dinner's almost ready TV programs over Noodles devoured papers signed emails replied to slip into bed In bed alone In bed alone Children fed and bathed television switched off homework assistance provided papers graded husband made love to Someone to hold on to Someone to hold on to Bathtub full of Cranberry scented foam Water's cold now Body's cold now Cold blade on Cold marble floor So much blood So much blood Alarm goes off Wake the children Pack the lunches Make the breakfast Read the paper Such a sad sad suicide Such a sad sad suicide Bathtub full of Cranberry scented foam Water's cold now Body's cold now Cold blade on cold marble floor So much blood So much blood Hold him close So much warmth Hold the kids tight Transfer body heat Why did she die? She had it all She had it all Nobody to inheret The condo with a view The money in the bank The diamond earrings the workload Nobody to miss Nobody to miss Hold him close So much warmth Hold the kids tight Tarnsfer body heat Why did she die? She had nothing She had nothing
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i have started to see my life in shades of pink. these days, it's all sunsets and grapefruits and a little extra blush on a summer evening. my life has never been pink before. i have hit every pixel on the colour wheel, but never pink. never smoked salmon mornings and raspberries for lunch and cranberry lemonade. never happy; now happy. one day soon, my life will be purple as usual. close to blue, closer to red, hitting the sweet spot and resting there. close to pink. closest to pink. one day, when mania is over and summer evenings become autumn afternoons, i will keep the pink in my pocket and carry it everywhere.
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Apr 21, 2022
Apr 21, 2022 at 6:26 PM UTC
shades of pink
I spent Thanksgiving this year not in the blue-collar comfort of my aunt’s house, nestled somewhere within a well-buried suburb of a quaint, but un-noteworthy neighborhood with walls decorated with Budweiser signs juxtaposed against portraits of the ****** Mary, where a football announcer’s voice plays like conservative talk radio in the background. Instead, to save the labor of my weary immigrant grandmother, we dressed in Sunday best and drove ourselves in three well-packed mini vans to some elegant hotel restaurant, ideal for people-watching from the gaudy, art-deco staircase while pretending to be in the Great Gatsby. It didn’t feel natural, though, that beside a modest turkey breast with cranberry dressing, sat a beautiful cut of prime rib, carefully ladled with truffle au juis– nor beside a humble dollop of mashed potatoes and gravy, should there be salmon to die for, and berries slathered with brie. The food I nibbled with bites of nervous guilt, as the impeccably dressed waiter exhaustedly refilled our water glasses, nodding his head reflexively to my mouse squeaks of “thank you’s” What monsters are we, letting these people work on Thanksgiving Day? Grandma said, calmly, that some people are just happy to be paid, recounting her impoverished childhood in war-torn Germany— that to simply muffle the aggressive rumbling of a days-empty stomach, she and her brother would ****** a handful of potatoes from a government farm, not many, but just enough as she grimaced at the ever-so-slight mealiness of her rosemary-infused pork chop— the woman who couldn’t afford ham until she became a citizen. We nodded quietly and swallowed our privileged guilt, washed down with politely cut bites of perfectly cooked salmon.
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May 30, 2013
May 30, 2013 at 3:17 PM UTC
"On Privilege"
I spent Thanksgiving this year not in the blue-collar comfort of my aunt’s house, nestled somewhere within a well-buried suburb of a quaint, but un-noteworthy neighborhood with walls decorated with Budweiser signs juxtaposed against portraits of the ****** Mary, where a football announcer’s voice plays like conservative talk radio in the background. Instead, to save the labor of my weary immigrant grandmother, we dressed in Sunday best and drove ourselves in three well-packed mini vans to some elegant hotel restaurant, ideal for people-watching from the gaudy, art-deco staircase while pretending to be in the Great Gatsby. It didn’t feel natural, though, that beside a modest turkey breast with cranberry dressing, sat a beautiful cut of prime rib, carefully ladled with truffle au juis– nor beside a humble dollop of mashed potatoes and gravy, should there be salmon to die for, and berries slathered with brie. The food I nibbled with bites of nervous guilt, as the impeccably dressed waiter exhaustedly refilled our water glasses, nodding his head reflexively to my mouse squeaks of “thank you’s” What monsters are we, letting these people work on Thanksgiving Day? Grandma said, calmly, that some people are just happy to be paid, recounting her impoverished childhood in war-torn Germany— that to simply muffle the aggressive rumbling of a days-empty stomach, she and her brother would ****** a handful of potatoes from a government farm, not many, but just enough as she grimaced at the ever-so-slight mealiness of her rosemary-infused pork chop— the woman who couldn’t afford ham until she became a citizen. We nodded quietly and swallowed our privileged guilt, washed down with politely cut bites of perfectly cooked salmon.
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spoon fed my keepsakes as nothing blots the sun so much you teach me how to cringe in spun sugar. the nape of your neck. gleefully, we usurp the thicket of our mild dementia. sullen joy equipped. a sumptuous dirge curdles the myth, your fins *** as troubadours, we malinger in the pith of our blunt fruit. crust removed from our daily bread. our basket of basilisks, bathe in stone. duel wielding our gazebos... we bivouac in our ambivalence, by turns we move. you tip toadstools as i milk maidens for their candelabras. our palominos run. we do violence to timpani and click mice. pc drifting in the cyberwocky. we transit the binary auto-bond and paste whats clip. blue thumbs thread cranberry noose. our ***** nods off. fronds of juniper and cannabis slap the window pane. throughwhich a *** mouse pounced on frond’s sway. startled, we move the furniture of our eastern proclivities. for thine is the kingdom of our discontent ! swing-shift lap-dogs, trundle west of the east village. smell of ****** and nag champa. idiots sting. idiots braid zodiacs with greasy fingers. [ indeed ] and you preach from your gut... ( your left breast     marvelous with taint) and saltwater taffy. we laugh again- at things     we have and now only harbor ghosts where the rain should have been. should have been. should have been. should have been. should have been. should have been. this is the new intimacy.
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Jun 5, 2013
Jun 5, 2013 at 7:03 AM UTC
Cranberry Noose
Her fingers were covered in corn. the corn after chewing, broken pierced, churned- it could spread as butter thick on stale toast, if needed "it's fine, don't you worry, we'll get you all cleaned up" she stared indifferently Strings dangled from her mouth, unswept full of necessary greens ---"mhm there there, this will give you so much energy" --- drags of breath, half inhale half choke. nothing to look forward to, not the next soaking glob, not the cursing woman in the bathroom, not the spill of light to her eyes Where are the ladles, Did you check on it? The key? Just moved, most the suitcases aren't there yet. Remember to bring the Did you check on it? pay attention. Have you seen my grand kids? who are you? Sunday's are for the active ones The games down the hall are too far. Why worry with legs, if she could just adjust to the left the world could sag into an ongoing dream- No demands, no games, no movement. The nurses hair net had more presence than the splotch of gray against her peeling itchy scalp. Drool leaked from leather lips, dampening the collar of her two month sticky blouse. Arms curled and locked,displaying under the wax skin cranberry patches- she never wiped them off. Always the soft murmer of a snore, always the smell of unbrushed teeth and hampers. "Did you touch those where don't touch me scott scott scott leave my things alone thevenin I need a stop lying I want to go scott, scott? scott. I can't remember any" I said my name four times before she heard me, knew me I fixed her pillow and my sister marked off the day on the calendar. We told her about school, the marching band, each word filled with forced enthusiasm. She bobbed her head in circles, lazily rolling her eyes, the curtain shading the empty space. We spent 30 minutes precisely. She was more than I realized. I never knew she had horseback riding, violin playing days. She traveled and hiked. We could have been close. Unraveling with the mystery, I felt the lateness of my curiosity. It was 30 minutes precisely, always. We acted as strangers, reciting routine and wishing each other a happy day and a quiet love you
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Sep 9, 2012
Sep 9, 2012 at 5:21 PM UTC
Lunch Time at Daycare
Her fingers were covered in corn. the corn after chewing, broken pierced, churned- it could spread as butter thick on stale toast, if needed "it's fine, don't you worry, we'll get you all cleaned up" she stared indifferently Strings dangled from her mouth, unswept full of necessary greens ---"mhm there there, this will give you so much energy" --- drags of breath, half inhale half choke. nothing to look forward to, not the next soaking glob, not the cursing woman in the bathroom, not the spill of light to her eyes Where are the ladles, Did you check on it? The key? Just moved, most the suitcases aren't there yet. Remember to bring the Did you check on it? pay attention. Have you seen my grand kids? who are you? Sunday's are for the active ones The games down the hall are too far. Why worry with legs, if she could just adjust to the left the world could sag into an ongoing dream- No demands, no games, no movement. The nurses hair net had more presence than the splotch of gray against her peeling itchy scalp. Drool leaked from leather lips, dampening the collar of her two month sticky blouse. Arms curled and locked,displaying under the wax skin cranberry patches- she never wiped them off. Always the soft murmer of a snore, always the smell of unbrushed teeth and hampers. "Did you touch those where don't touch me scott scott scott leave my things alone thevenin I need a stop lying I want to go scott, scott? scott. I can't remember any" I said my name four times before she heard me, knew me I fixed her pillow and my sister marked off the day on the calendar. We told her about school, the marching band, each word filled with forced enthusiasm. She bobbed her head in circles, lazily rolling her eyes, the curtain shading the empty space. We spent 30 minutes precisely. She was more than I realized. I never knew she had horseback riding, violin playing days. She traveled and hiked. We could have been close. Unraveling with the mystery, I felt the lateness of my curiosity. It was 30 minutes precisely, always. We acted as strangers, reciting routine and wishing each other a happy day and a quiet love you
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with half closed eyes, dry and prickly eye lid shuts i can barely see the one who rambles in a classroom filled with chattering chickens. so there i think of the swans by the lake, in switzerland, they were served strawberries, cranberries and oranges for dinner. white heart shaped necks in flirtation and in-between twirls a strawberry orange smoothie. when i think of them, they seem unusually stunning, like never before. a month later than when swans had their first strawberries I saw they came to the markets here several swan bite like packages expensive as one crown swan can be again in class.   the same swans came to my mind. only half dead still chewing on pieces of papaya. it is sad. the task was to think of something sad. only they seem to have sat in the strawberry cranberry mush they have pawed while in heat of mating. they are turning pink. to be a swan in switzerland you would get more sensation and meaning than to be existing in this so called class among headless chickens.
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Apr 20, 2015
Apr 20, 2015 at 9:41 AM UTC
swans and papaya
Do you always wear your smile like this? Have you tried it from the side, like this? You’re the highlight of the show. Let’s live tonight like we’re myths. Do you always ride the vibe like this? Have you ever felt the hype like this? Be the highlights of the night. Kiss me through your sunset tears. I might, Tonight, Empty my conscious out, Invite you to newer heights, A modest view of the sprites, Tonight, I might.
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Jun 6, 2021
Jun 6, 2021 at 8:03 PM UTC
Cranberry Nights
I didn't think anything of the ringing in my ears until you told me that silence shouldn't be so loud You had that same problem. Too many concerts that were far too loud Too many nights driving with the windows down Blasting our favorite songs and screaming our hearts out I wouldn't take a single second back given the chance And I'd hope for the same of you. I think of you whenever it rains because you loved it so much As did I. I think of sitting in your car while the raindrops on the window shone onto my thigh That's when I learned to find beauty in the smallest of things Like the way your laugh was rough and sweet And how your eyes glimmered when they met mine. The other day there was a firefly outside of my bedroom window I had been crying over the empty feeling that tends to settle in my chest when I am alone And when I saw its tiny flickering on my windowsill I managed a smile. Because I thought of the day we met And how the cranberry bog hosted as many as I had ever seen in one place You walked behind as I chased them in my bright yellow shoes And you held me as I sobbed over their tiny significance. When I can feel past unwelcome hands on my skin and in my bones I think of the night you saw me scared shitless, sobbing next to you in bed I covered my mouth to muffle the sound of my fear as hot tears fell onto my cheeks. You held my shaking palm in your own And then held me in your arms, which I have grown accustomed to call my home. If I had one wish, it would be to posses the ability to evoke the feeling of your arms around me at will. When you'd ask if I have ever been in love I'd find myself lost Because in all of the past relationships I've taken part in I have never felt nearly as happy and alive as I did when you were by my side. So I guess, though current, The answer to your question Is yes.
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Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 6:52 PM UTC
the time that you hold
I didn't think anything of the ringing in my ears until you told me that silence shouldn't be so loud You had that same problem. Too many concerts that were far too loud Too many nights driving with the windows down Blasting our favorite songs and screaming our hearts out I wouldn't take a single second back given the chance And I'd hope for the same of you. I think of you whenever it rains because you loved it so much As did I. I think of sitting in your car while the raindrops on the window shone onto my thigh That's when I learned to find beauty in the smallest of things Like the way your laugh was rough and sweet And how your eyes glimmered when they met mine. The other day there was a firefly outside of my bedroom window I had been crying over the empty feeling that tends to settle in my chest when I am alone And when I saw its tiny flickering on my windowsill I managed a smile. Because I thought of the day we met And how the cranberry bog hosted as many as I had ever seen in one place You walked behind as I chased them in my bright yellow shoes And you held me as I sobbed over their tiny significance. When I can feel past unwelcome hands on my skin and in my bones I think of the night you saw me scared shitless, sobbing next to you in bed I covered my mouth to muffle the sound of my fear as hot tears fell onto my cheeks. You held my shaking palm in your own And then held me in your arms, which I have grown accustomed to call my home. If I had one wish, it would be to posses the ability to evoke the feeling of your arms around me at will. When you'd ask if I have ever been in love I'd find myself lost Because in all of the past relationships I've taken part in I have never felt nearly as happy and alive as I did when you were by my side. So I guess, though current, The answer to your question Is yes.
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In Lisbon, we blended ended the day with spectacular culinary Shopped and hopped side to side In Dublin, we vented as the whisky and Guinness was **** good Shipped the hire car to Galway In Italy, we invented dropped coins in fountains of love we already held From Florence, to Milan, to Rome, to Bologna In Paris, I rented alone in protests and hippies at Place De La Republique Dreamt of you as they skated In Romania, I persisted up on the icy Tranfagarasan highway traps I saw a bear and it had your eyes In Stockholm, we insisted As the Vasa sunk on tables of ***** Pecked on the trains and shied away. In London, we protested It was an ordinary day and the flowers didn't bloom The Thames was gloomy and stale In Oslo, we transmitted The reindeer meal and cranberry was a disaster The gloom followed us to southern skies In Copenhagen, you were sorted Smiled and amused by the Tivoli gardens The night became day and the wind withered In Amsterdam, we did what we did Stored the memories on the reclaimed lands Free-spirited in love and in eternity
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May 19, 2016
May 19, 2016 at 6:05 PM UTC
Short Tracks of Europe
I arrive at the party early and head straight for the kitchen. I half and half a fruity flavored ***** and cranberry cocktail juice in my red solo cup. It tastes bad. I drink fast It tastes better. My cup is empty. Refill. Hunch punch it is. ****** drinking games ****** music. I go out on to the patio. I'm greeted by a circle of hazy expressions And red eyes. 1 hit 2 hits 3 hits 4. Jenga truth or dare. lick the faces of three people Girl that dared me - one. Girl with purple hair - two. Guy with buddy holly glasses - three. Space Odyssey plays on the stereo. 5 4 3 2 I wake up fully clothed on a makeshift mattress made of couch cushions. I'm ******* freezing.
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Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 5:14 PM UTC
party foul
It's cranberry sauce That’s it, I’ve done it My brain is mush Heartbeat through a megaphone I’m pulling on my pant legs Tightening my veins around my bones & I think the thermometer in my brain needs reprogrammed I. Now I’m a cozy embryo With cotton in my marrow Last of my breed so the bad men can’t see me I’m sitting here in my own bullet train Flying through metro lights at night With coruscating sodium vapor Vibrating in my peripheries My appendages do not exist II. We are the carbon monoxide leak We are the cold coaxing hypothermia Still trying to define the agony of existence & Beauty of meaning through definition III. “If you don’t get old, you die” Shut up & pay your taxes old man I can stay young for as long as I want I am healthy I am eternal I’ve got all the cotton in the world IV. I wonder if all sentient life deals With the same paranoia as humans do It’s the reason we never shut up & hold love for vague idols V. I like smiles & I like sadness VI. What does loneliness see when it chases its Shadow? You’ve got a mouse in your hand that cannot know that you are Sentient. You are a wooden giant from outer space that burned upon Entry. Where does apathy sleep when it has had too much to Eat? Why can’t you see your house from three million miles Away? If you need help breathing then you deserve to die in Appalachia. If I lie here long enough under enough blankets, then I'm not real Is it possible to save up enough money to avoid humans Altogether? Just like that, the spiral ceases We were packed Like sardines Wrapped in butcher paper Blind night vision Then deer in headlights Kissing the pavement Mutually requited Uninterest
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Jan 25, 2013
Jan 25, 2013 at 12:41 PM UTC
Cotton Room
It's cranberry sauce That’s it, I’ve done it My brain is mush Heartbeat through a megaphone I’m pulling on my pant legs Tightening my veins around my bones & I think the thermometer in my brain needs reprogrammed I. Now I’m a cozy embryo With cotton in my marrow Last of my breed so the bad men can’t see me I’m sitting here in my own bullet train Flying through metro lights at night With coruscating sodium vapor Vibrating in my peripheries My appendages do not exist II. We are the carbon monoxide leak We are the cold coaxing hypothermia Still trying to define the agony of existence & Beauty of meaning through definition III. “If you don’t get old, you die” Shut up & pay your taxes old man I can stay young for as long as I want I am healthy I am eternal I’ve got all the cotton in the world IV. I wonder if all sentient life deals With the same paranoia as humans do It’s the reason we never shut up & hold love for vague idols V. I like smiles & I like sadness VI. What does loneliness see when it chases its Shadow? You’ve got a mouse in your hand that cannot know that you are Sentient. You are a wooden giant from outer space that burned upon Entry. Where does apathy sleep when it has had too much to Eat? Why can’t you see your house from three million miles Away? If you need help breathing then you deserve to die in Appalachia. If I lie here long enough under enough blankets, then I'm not real Is it possible to save up enough money to avoid humans Altogether? Just like that, the spiral ceases We were packed Like sardines Wrapped in butcher paper Blind night vision Then deer in headlights Kissing the pavement Mutually requited Uninterest
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THE MILK drops on your chin, Helga, Must not interfere with the cranberry red of your cheeks Nor the sky winter blue of your eyes. Let your mammy keep hands off the chin. This is a high holy spatter of white on the reds and blues. Before the bottle was taken away, Before you so proudly began today Drinking your milk from the rim of a cup They did not splash this high holy white on your chin. There are dreams in your eyes, Helga. Tall reaches of wind sweep the clear blue. The winter is young yet, so young. Only a little cupful of winter has touched your lips. Drink on ... milk with your lips ... dreams with your eyes.
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