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"i'm watching you, stupid ***** Madison pointed at pyper as the girls made there way out of the dining room. "thats enough madison." Cordelia scolded. Nan followed pyper up the stairs into her bedroom. "why are you following me?" pyper asked, looking at nan in disgust. rolling her eyes and shaking her head. "you have madisons money." nan crossed her arms and smiled. "excuse me??" pyper replied as if she were offended by Nans accusation. "mhm, and you have zoeys sunglasses.., cassies ipod, and 25 dollars you stole from emilys purse. along with her art pencils." nan replied. "wow, you're A cleptomaniac." Nan laughed. "okay, how do you know all of this???" Pyper asked, her cheeks red from embarissment, and her head lowered in shame. "i'm psychic. i can read minds." nan explained. suddenly cassie walked past pypers room in search of her stolen ipod. "has anyone seen my pink ipod???" Cassie questioned, it was sitting on my bed, and now i can't find it anywhere. " she looked around hopelessly. "well then look in your room cassie. give me 5 minutes and i'll help you look." pyper shouted. "wow, you're a real piece of work arent you?" nan rolled her eyes and chuckled. "what is your angle, nan?" Pyper questioned, rolling her eyes aswell. saying names name as if she were mocking the whole idea of her. "my angle, PYPER. is this, you give everyone there **** back or i'm telling cordelia and you're out of here." Nan smerked. "you're not going to tell on me anyway?" pyper asked sadly. "no, not onless you do it again." nan sighed, "we stick together here, we're a family, we don't steele eachother down thats not what we're about." nan explained sympatheticly. "wow, thats funny because that's all my real family ever did." pyper replied with big sad puppy dog eyes. nan nodded, "i'm not here to listen to your ******** excuses or your sob stories. if saying that you've had a hard life, and never had anything given to you. and the world owes you. helps you get to sleep at night then fine, cool beans. but i'm not buying that shit. and these girls don't owe you anything. now, i expect everyone to have there **** back by the morning, or i will tell cordelia." nan sighed and rolled her eyes. "okay." pyper nodded with a wounded look upon her face. Cassie stood outside of the door, still listening. her eyebrows raised in anger. and then made her way up the stairs and into madisons room. "what are you doing here pipsquick. im NOT in the mood." Madison sobbed. "oh i think you're in the mood for this, i know who took your money." Cassie smiled.
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Jan 29, 2015
Jan 29, 2015 at 3:40 PM UTC
america horror story:coven fan fic part 5
"i'm watching you, stupid ***** Madison pointed at pyper as the girls made there way out of the dining room. "thats enough madison." Cordelia scolded. Nan followed pyper up the stairs into her bedroom. "why are you following me?" pyper asked, looking at nan in disgust. rolling her eyes and shaking her head. "you have madisons money." nan crossed her arms and smiled. "excuse me??" pyper replied as if she were offended by Nans accusation. "mhm, and you have zoeys sunglasses.., cassies ipod, and 25 dollars you stole from emilys purse. along with her art pencils." nan replied. "wow, you're A cleptomaniac." Nan laughed. "okay, how do you know all of this???" Pyper asked, her cheeks red from embarissment, and her head lowered in shame. "i'm psychic. i can read minds." nan explained. suddenly cassie walked past pypers room in search of her stolen ipod. "has anyone seen my pink ipod???" Cassie questioned, it was sitting on my bed, and now i can't find it anywhere. " she looked around hopelessly. "well then look in your room cassie. give me 5 minutes and i'll help you look." pyper shouted. "wow, you're a real piece of work arent you?" nan rolled her eyes and chuckled. "what is your angle, nan?" Pyper questioned, rolling her eyes aswell. saying names name as if she were mocking the whole idea of her. "my angle, PYPER. is this, you give everyone there **** back or i'm telling cordelia and you're out of here." Nan smerked. "you're not going to tell on me anyway?" pyper asked sadly. "no, not onless you do it again." nan sighed, "we stick together here, we're a family, we don't steele eachother down thats not what we're about." nan explained sympatheticly. "wow, thats funny because that's all my real family ever did." pyper replied with big sad puppy dog eyes. nan nodded, "i'm not here to listen to your ******** excuses or your sob stories. if saying that you've had a hard life, and never had anything given to you. and the world owes you. helps you get to sleep at night then fine, cool beans. but i'm not buying that shit. and these girls don't owe you anything. now, i expect everyone to have there **** back by the morning, or i will tell cordelia." nan sighed and rolled her eyes. "okay." pyper nodded with a wounded look upon her face. Cassie stood outside of the door, still listening. her eyebrows raised in anger. and then made her way up the stairs and into madisons room. "what are you doing here pipsquick. im NOT in the mood." Madison sobbed. "oh i think you're in the mood for this, i know who took your money." Cassie smiled.
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fall was in the air and it was a very dreary october day. the halls of the old victorian house had been filled with new arivals and lots of noise. "i can barely hear myself think." Madison sneered, a cigarette in her hand as she stood next to zoey and nan in the hallway. looking at the new girls with disguist. "and none of these new ******* better step on my toes. this isnt ******* hogwarts." she rolled her eyes. "hogwarts." zoey laughed, making nan laugh aswell. "if this were hogwarts, you would be draco malfoy" nan joked. "hardy har har." Madison snickered. "and you would be harry potters fat cousin because your ugly and nobody loves you." madison smiled. "well, i think it's great." zoey said cheerfully. "all of these girls would feel lost and alone and now they have somewhere to belong.". "you would say that." Madison rolled her eyes. suddenly a slightly younger girl with big green eyes and long brown hair and freckles rushed up to the three of them with a gleam in her eye. "oh my god it is you! you're madison montgomery!" the girl explained. " i love you! will you sign my back pack?" the girl turned around and Madison pulled a pink highlighter out of the side of her floral backpack. her face lit up as she wrote her name on the backpack making zoey and nan smile aswell. "thank you! thank you! thank you! you're my idol." the girl blushed. "my name is Cassie motts, i've seen all of your movies, i love you! i love you! i love you!" the girl giggled. "alright.." Madison had been taken back a step. "have a great day you little ****** she smiled, a look of confusion hung upon her face. "thank you.. you dont know how much this means to me." the girl explained cheerfully and walked away. "well ladies it looks like we're the head honchoes around this **** show." Madison sighed, still slightly smiling. "i was always the head honchoe." nan replied. "yeah, okay, right." zoey rolled her eyes and smiled at nan as the three made there way down the hall together.
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Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 7:14 PM UTC
im going to write my own american horror story:coven fan fic here because i am bored.
fall was in the air and it was a very dreary october day. the halls of the old victorian house had been filled with new arivals and lots of noise. "i can barely hear myself think." Madison sneered, a cigarette in her hand as she stood next to zoey and nan in the hallway. looking at the new girls with disguist. "and none of these new ******* better step on my toes. this isnt ******* hogwarts." she rolled her eyes. "hogwarts." zoey laughed, making nan laugh aswell. "if this were hogwarts, you would be draco malfoy" nan joked. "hardy har har." Madison snickered. "and you would be harry potters fat cousin because your ugly and nobody loves you." madison smiled. "well, i think it's great." zoey said cheerfully. "all of these girls would feel lost and alone and now they have somewhere to belong.". "you would say that." Madison rolled her eyes. suddenly a slightly younger girl with big green eyes and long brown hair and freckles rushed up to the three of them with a gleam in her eye. "oh my god it is you! you're madison montgomery!" the girl explained. " i love you! will you sign my back pack?" the girl turned around and Madison pulled a pink highlighter out of the side of her floral backpack. her face lit up as she wrote her name on the backpack making zoey and nan smile aswell. "thank you! thank you! thank you! you're my idol." the girl blushed. "my name is Cassie motts, i've seen all of your movies, i love you! i love you! i love you!" the girl giggled. "alright.." Madison had been taken back a step. "have a great day you little ****** she smiled, a look of confusion hung upon her face. "thank you.. you dont know how much this means to me." the girl explained cheerfully and walked away. "well ladies it looks like we're the head honchoes around this **** show." Madison sighed, still slightly smiling. "i was always the head honchoe." nan replied. "yeah, okay, right." zoey rolled her eyes and smiled at nan as the three made there way down the hall together.
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the girls had been chattering and laughing in the dining room when suddenly nan, zoey, and madison charged in the room. making everyone stop and look at them. "Alright ******* Madison stood with her arms crossed and an enraged look in her dark brown eyes. "who the **** stole my money???" she questioned. the girls just sat there and looked at her quietly. "okay, none of you broke *** hos want to fess up? you're ballsy enough to take my **** but you're not ballsy enough to stand up to me? i see" Madison shouted. sadness and hostility in her eyes and voice. "who took Madisons money? i wanna know right now!" Cassie stood up in anger. quickly rushing to Madisons aid. Madison nudged her alittle and rolled her eyes. Cassie folded her arms, mimicking exactly what Madison had been doing. "BROKE *** HOESSSS!" Cassie screamed, pointing at all the girls. Pyper rolled her big blue eyes and flipped her long crimson red hair laughing, "nobody stole your money you idiot, you probably just misplaced it." she laughed, fearlessly looking madison straight in the eyes. which made nan look at pyper very suspiciously as she read her mind. "hold my earrings please." Madison began to put her hair up in a bun. "what is going on in here?" Cordelia stormed in the room with her arms folded. "put your shoes on Madison." Cordelia looked at Madison in confusion. "nothing, Madisons spazing out because she thinks that someone took her money. and now she's getting all 'ghetto' and bent out of shape about it. taking her payless heels off like she's actually going to do something." pyper rolled her eyes and joked, making the rest of the girls laugh aswell. "payless? i only wear chanel." Madison flipped her hair. Nan looked Pyper in the eyes suspiciously, shaking her head from side to side. "i'm going to say this once and once only." cordelia shouted. "i will not have any fighting or steeling in this house. and if anyone is caught fighting or steeling, you will be expelled. it's a big bad world out there girls, up until now you've all lived very sheltered lives and i'd hate to send you out in it to fend for yourselves." Cordelia sighed. pyper got a very sad look in her eyes. "sheltered" she snickered, "right." Nan looked at pyper sadly, still reading her mind. "what are you looking at?" Pyper shouted at nan viciously. "i'm not sure yet." Nan replied curiously.
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Jan 29, 2015
Jan 29, 2015 at 1:14 PM UTC
coven fan fic part 4
the girls had been chattering and laughing in the dining room when suddenly nan, zoey, and madison charged in the room. making everyone stop and look at them. "Alright ******* Madison stood with her arms crossed and an enraged look in her dark brown eyes. "who the **** stole my money???" she questioned. the girls just sat there and looked at her quietly. "okay, none of you broke *** hos want to fess up? you're ballsy enough to take my **** but you're not ballsy enough to stand up to me? i see" Madison shouted. sadness and hostility in her eyes and voice. "who took Madisons money? i wanna know right now!" Cassie stood up in anger. quickly rushing to Madisons aid. Madison nudged her alittle and rolled her eyes. Cassie folded her arms, mimicking exactly what Madison had been doing. "BROKE *** HOESSSS!" Cassie screamed, pointing at all the girls. Pyper rolled her big blue eyes and flipped her long crimson red hair laughing, "nobody stole your money you idiot, you probably just misplaced it." she laughed, fearlessly looking madison straight in the eyes. which made nan look at pyper very suspiciously as she read her mind. "hold my earrings please." Madison began to put her hair up in a bun. "what is going on in here?" Cordelia stormed in the room with her arms folded. "put your shoes on Madison." Cordelia looked at Madison in confusion. "nothing, Madisons spazing out because she thinks that someone took her money. and now she's getting all 'ghetto' and bent out of shape about it. taking her payless heels off like she's actually going to do something." pyper rolled her eyes and joked, making the rest of the girls laugh aswell. "payless? i only wear chanel." Madison flipped her hair. Nan looked Pyper in the eyes suspiciously, shaking her head from side to side. "i'm going to say this once and once only." cordelia shouted. "i will not have any fighting or steeling in this house. and if anyone is caught fighting or steeling, you will be expelled. it's a big bad world out there girls, up until now you've all lived very sheltered lives and i'd hate to send you out in it to fend for yourselves." Cordelia sighed. pyper got a very sad look in her eyes. "sheltered" she snickered, "right." Nan looked at pyper sadly, still reading her mind. "what are you looking at?" Pyper shouted at nan viciously. "i'm not sure yet." Nan replied curiously.
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He bought her a daffodil from the 7th street walking downtown rushing to get home the front porch was filled with the smell of smoked meat He put the freshly bought flower on the side where the other kinds sat still and look nice they prepared the table and sat aswell dinner at front yard was their shenanigan Little did they know; the daffodil notices them a happy couple without any problem the flower grew while they took care of it with love and attention like it's a kid Few years has gone by the couple often held serious fights their front yard looked dull and dry the daffodil felt sad but kept on blooming bright She left him and flew away He stayed with the daffodil and water them everyday but one day he left; just like the girl he loved left home the daffodil felt lonely, but kept on growing as it stand alone
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Aug 24, 2016
Aug 24, 2016 at 5:28 AM UTC
Daffodil
123... I hug you then you hug me we go our separate ways like the red sea. 123... You call my phone already feeling alone, I send you to voicemail leave a message at the tone. 123... Theirs tears on my pillows aswell as my sheets, just wishing if oneday again we can meet. 123... A few months go by I hear a knock on my door, wondering if it's you coming back for more. 123... I'm taken by surprise, it's you standing infront of me wiping the tears from my eyes. 123... I can't live without you and you can't live without me, this is our 123 game of uncertainty.                                   I Love You Tho
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Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 9:49 PM UTC
123... Game
I stand alone No shelter just a tree And i can feel the raindrops fall to my face Or are those tears? I can hear the raindrops Patter down on the hard insensetive ground The sound creates a pattern in my mind That melanchonic pattern that makes me think of you. Where are you now? Is it raining on you aswell? Do you care too? Or are you somewhere where the sun is shining?
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Oct 16, 2013
Oct 16, 2013 at 2:13 AM UTC
Raindrops
And it felt more like death falling in love with you you made me feel happy but aswell miserable
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Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 2:21 AM UTC
Miserable
I wish I could draw really well I could show you everything I can't express or tell I could show you everything on my heart aswell
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Jun 30, 2014
Jun 30, 2014 at 4:35 PM UTC
I wish
Not all single people are sad, And not all taken people are happy. Life in general is what you make it It doesn't matter how others see it, If you're happy in your state;that's great,its your life afterall. Crazy how to some ears single rings misery, Meanwhile to others it rings yeppy!joy! We view life differently, We might aswell just respect all views anyways.
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Dec 17, 2015
Dec 17, 2015 at 7:52 AM UTC
Single Taken
Tonight we're having a big feast in the great city of sin I'm about to unleash the beast Let this party for players begin The soft, green cloth beneath my fingers The shiny deck of cards The joy when the dealer bust still lingers Wont you please send my regards The tingling inside when the Ace says hello The kick when the King joins in The Queen is also welcome to the show And the Jack can bring his twin Race doesn't matter at this gathering Both blacks and reds look swell When diamonds and spades are scattering You can invite hearts and clubs aswell The bets are getting higher and higher My wallet is getting thin I hardly ever get what I desire Cause the house will always win At first I thought I had control But suddenly I was unstable I had lost my entire bank roll At the end of the Black Jack table
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Dec 15, 2016
Dec 15, 2016 at 5:16 AM UTC
At the end of the Black Jack table
Darling, Dear Darling; What if I was to tell you? What if I was to tell you nobody's really real; Not the Barber, Not the postman, Just you and me, Floating in space on the spinning rock called earth. And if I was to tell you, Darling, that they were all inside our minds, Would you take my side and face it all, just us? Darling, Dear darling, what if I was to tell you that the animals are none aswell; Flicker in, flicker out, they're fading away, The image is weakening. Darling, I fear soon it will just be me and you, trapped in our minds, side by side, floating in Space on a spinning rock called Earth. Darling, dear darling, What If I was to tell you that the trees are dimming too? We're losing them, the pines, the oak, the cedar; They were never real either. All inside our minds... But it's okay now, it's alright little darling; We'll face the world hand in hand, floating in Space on a spinning rock called Earth. Darling, last night, when I looked upon your shadow, It flickered unsuspectingly. Now, darling, dear darling, Isn't that absurd? Darling. Dear, dear darling. Now, what If I was to tell you that you've lied to me along? What If I now said that you were a part of it all, aswell? What If I pronounced that perhaps it's just been me, Floating all alone on in Space on a spinning rock called Earth. Dear, you're flickering out. You're fading. You're leaving, to somewhere; to the place where the things that don't exist go. Take me with you, darling. Let me escape my mind.
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Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 10:32 PM UTC
Darling, Dear Darling;
Darling, Dear Darling; What if I was to tell you? What if I was to tell you nobody's really real; Not the Barber, Not the postman, Just you and me, Floating in space on the spinning rock called earth. And if I was to tell you, Darling, that they were all inside our minds, Would you take my side and face it all, just us? Darling, Dear darling, what if I was to tell you that the animals are none aswell; Flicker in, flicker out, they're fading away, The image is weakening. Darling, I fear soon it will just be me and you, trapped in our minds, side by side, floating in Space on a spinning rock called Earth. Darling, dear darling, What If I was to tell you that the trees are dimming too? We're losing them, the pines, the oak, the cedar; They were never real either. All inside our minds... But it's okay now, it's alright little darling; We'll face the world hand in hand, floating in Space on a spinning rock called Earth. Darling, last night, when I looked upon your shadow, It flickered unsuspectingly. Now, darling, dear darling, Isn't that absurd? Darling. Dear, dear darling. Now, what If I was to tell you that you've lied to me along? What If I now said that you were a part of it all, aswell? What If I pronounced that perhaps it's just been me, Floating all alone on in Space on a spinning rock called Earth. Dear, you're flickering out. You're fading. You're leaving, to somewhere; to the place where the things that don't exist go. Take me with you, darling. Let me escape my mind.
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Her breath catches. she turns over. it doesn't matter, no matter what she does, she won't sleep. that itch is there. she lies on the flat of her back, staring at the colours swirling on the ceiling with the shadows dancing with them. she starts thinking about him again. the way his hair curls at the end, the way it moves when the wind blows around, the way his face scrunches up in amusement, the way he holds himself, how he leans in when he speaks, his lips, his face, his eyes...she lets her mind wander...aswell as her hand... her breath catches again, but for an entirely different reason. setting a steady pace she drives herself insane, physically with resistance and mentally with reminders of who she can't have. two years gone and she still can't stop. she loves him. everything about him, the air around him, even. she adores him and it's killing her. her legs widen to accomadate her rising arousal, a low moan grows in the back of her throat, pushing her forward making her desire vocal, unlike the love that has crushed her heart over and over, again and again, she can't stand it anymore. her speed increases and she breaks a sweat. she's crying now, thinking about the rehashed fantasy she built in her brain. how she'd loose herself to him, give him eveything, let him take her to places shes never been before. She cries because she knows it'll never be so, all she'll have is her own little bed and her own hand for company, no strong arms to hold her as she falls asleep, no sweet lips to kiss goodnight, no growing passion pushing into her ever so warmly. suddenly she bucks, screams out in pain and passion, and curls in a ball to live through the aftershocks and the screaming agony her heart holds, she pretends he's holding her and slowly falls asleep.
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Jul 15, 2010
Jul 15, 2010 at 6:04 PM UTC
She
Her breath catches. she turns over. it doesn't matter, no matter what she does, she won't sleep. that itch is there. she lies on the flat of her back, staring at the colours swirling on the ceiling with the shadows dancing with them. she starts thinking about him again. the way his hair curls at the end, the way it moves when the wind blows around, the way his face scrunches up in amusement, the way he holds himself, how he leans in when he speaks, his lips, his face, his eyes...she lets her mind wander...aswell as her hand... her breath catches again, but for an entirely different reason. setting a steady pace she drives herself insane, physically with resistance and mentally with reminders of who she can't have. two years gone and she still can't stop. she loves him. everything about him, the air around him, even. she adores him and it's killing her. her legs widen to accomadate her rising arousal, a low moan grows in the back of her throat, pushing her forward making her desire vocal, unlike the love that has crushed her heart over and over, again and again, she can't stand it anymore. her speed increases and she breaks a sweat. she's crying now, thinking about the rehashed fantasy she built in her brain. how she'd loose herself to him, give him eveything, let him take her to places shes never been before. She cries because she knows it'll never be so, all she'll have is her own little bed and her own hand for company, no strong arms to hold her as she falls asleep, no sweet lips to kiss goodnight, no growing passion pushing into her ever so warmly. suddenly she bucks, screams out in pain and passion, and curls in a ball to live through the aftershocks and the screaming agony her heart holds, she pretends he's holding her and slowly falls asleep.
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I wake at sunrise And watch the world around me wake aswell The frosted tree tops remind me of the cold winter to come The colorful leaves half fallen into the front yard Reminding me to take in Autumn while I can Because soon the snow that is falling will stick Soon the remaining leaves in the trees will fall too The cloudy skies with a bright pink background remind me that soon there will be no sun detected as the grey clouds will cover my little town for 4 months The pesty mosquitos from humid summer nights have all died out Beaches are closed for the winter And those **** frosty tree tops reminding me of a long cold winter to come In the beginning the new change will be blissful But like everything else after time It gets old
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Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 10:31 PM UTC
Frosty
Tonight we're having a big feast in the great city of sin I'm about to unleash the beast Let this party for players begin The soft, green cloth beneath my fingers The shiny deck of cards The joy when the dealer bust still lingers Wont you please send my regards The tingling inside when the Ace says hello The kick when the King joins in The Queen is also welcome to the show And the Jack can bring his twin Race doesn't matter at this gathering Both blacks and reds look swell When diamonds and spades are scattering You can invite hearts and clubs aswell The bets are getting higher and higher My wallet is getting thin I hardly ever get what I desire Cause the house will always win At first I thought I had control But suddenly I was unstable I had lost my entire bank roll At the end of the Black Jack table
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Aug 25, 2016
Aug 25, 2016 at 3:54 PM UTC
At the end of the Black Jack table
i want to achieve something i want to make something of myself but i don't want that to happen by me cutting myself off from my distractions i want to achieve with self discipline by my side the entire time why is self discipline so hard? or should i say why is it so hard for me? i keep myself awake till the early hours of the morning because i can't sleep with all these regrets of what I've not achieved taunting me so i'll feel bad about myself every night and promise and tell myself things that i will definitely do to change and achieve but that never puts my mind at ease because i never do it or i never stick to it i stick to these bad habits like superglue but i can't seem to form the habits that i crave constantly circulating around my head will be saying's like : 'those who do,get' or 'wake up feeling determined and go to sleep satisfied' every day i ask myself how do i stick to self discipline the worst thing is i know that no one else can do things for me and they need to be done so i have to do it aswell as wanting to do it but why can't i just do it this sounds very irrational and overly dramatic but it's so frustrating to discipline yourself i can't describe it or put it in to words easily i guess i'll just have to **** it up and get on with things otherwise i'll never move forwards because backwards is never an option even though that's all i seem to be doing at the moment everything is like a chore to me these days and writing as an outlet seems to be helping but it's not really so much writing that i'm doing it's more like an impulsive 'splurge' of feelings? emotions? thoughts? i'm not sure everything just seems to be pouring out of me at a rate that i will never be able to handle and i just want things to change desperately. everyday to me is a waste currently as that's what i'm doing i'm just wasting my days away every day is an opportunity that i'm not seizing which makes me want to grab myself by the shoulders and shake me forcing me to give a rational explanation as to why i'm wasting every day away. hopefully what I've just written has gotten rid of all my frustration and might actually help me overcome this   i hate blowing things out of proportion and creating problems but this is just a massive part of my life and if i don't take action the regret i will feel will be enough to destroy me i can't help but feel that everything is slipping out of my control and i'm at fault i am the main character in my story and i choose what happens.
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Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 10:48 PM UTC
i think i just vomited my mind up
i want to achieve something i want to make something of myself but i don't want that to happen by me cutting myself off from my distractions i want to achieve with self discipline by my side the entire time why is self discipline so hard? or should i say why is it so hard for me? i keep myself awake till the early hours of the morning because i can't sleep with all these regrets of what I've not achieved taunting me so i'll feel bad about myself every night and promise and tell myself things that i will definitely do to change and achieve but that never puts my mind at ease because i never do it or i never stick to it i stick to these bad habits like superglue but i can't seem to form the habits that i crave constantly circulating around my head will be saying's like : 'those who do,get' or 'wake up feeling determined and go to sleep satisfied' every day i ask myself how do i stick to self discipline the worst thing is i know that no one else can do things for me and they need to be done so i have to do it aswell as wanting to do it but why can't i just do it this sounds very irrational and overly dramatic but it's so frustrating to discipline yourself i can't describe it or put it in to words easily i guess i'll just have to **** it up and get on with things otherwise i'll never move forwards because backwards is never an option even though that's all i seem to be doing at the moment everything is like a chore to me these days and writing as an outlet seems to be helping but it's not really so much writing that i'm doing it's more like an impulsive 'splurge' of feelings? emotions? thoughts? i'm not sure everything just seems to be pouring out of me at a rate that i will never be able to handle and i just want things to change desperately. everyday to me is a waste currently as that's what i'm doing i'm just wasting my days away every day is an opportunity that i'm not seizing which makes me want to grab myself by the shoulders and shake me forcing me to give a rational explanation as to why i'm wasting every day away. hopefully what I've just written has gotten rid of all my frustration and might actually help me overcome this   i hate blowing things out of proportion and creating problems but this is just a massive part of my life and if i don't take action the regret i will feel will be enough to destroy me i can't help but feel that everything is slipping out of my control and i'm at fault i am the main character in my story and i choose what happens.
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It had been 2 weeks She assumed the kids were asleep Because he entered He must of thought seductively (making sure to shower first) with an air of cool calmness a scent of beer with a new thirst for another type of refreshment not fulfillment but refilling not romance mere maintenance she sighed & looked up     through her glasses at his swollen frame like a balloons tied to a clothes horse,     left there for a day so they sagged and lost their colour     & the frame had become visible   but only at its peaks through the sheer power of gravity his bones became seen   through his collar of his van huesen shirt he thought so debonair (had a classy air, sleekish air) she smiled acceptingly as he pretended to be sincere   when he told her that he loved her     even after all these years   she was still a **** momma she tried not to laugh when he kissed her on the neck & rubbed her breast like he wanted milk she spread her legs when he pushed them   & waited for the steering of a trailer into a garage in reverse at midnight   under influence with the subtlety of a steer it reminded her of years ago when she had laughed at the austere teachers that had enraged her with their frigid sneer & she smiled to herself an thought of her *** like a rare fruit only to age and watch it be eaten by a once charming now savage brute who turned into a blob of sorts & she aswell had sagged at least they sagged happily together there's some comfort to be had in that so she waited for the ****** with an image impressed in her    of a smirking withered teacher arms folded & a smug grin with a look that proclaims      ‘here u are      it seems we’re on a par      an existence so far   from what u saw in dreams u had   of supple limbs & knowing grins   to dry skins and droopy things' a flower wilted & smelling a bit funny the faded colour of pale brown in the end she felt lie a jug of sorts he rolled over & went to sleep she eventually did also thinking about wat to cook next week
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Feb 11, 2013
Feb 11, 2013 at 3:24 AM UTC
Love poem no 3
It had been 2 weeks She assumed the kids were asleep Because he entered He must of thought seductively (making sure to shower first) with an air of cool calmness a scent of beer with a new thirst for another type of refreshment not fulfillment but refilling not romance mere maintenance she sighed & looked up     through her glasses at his swollen frame like a balloons tied to a clothes horse,     left there for a day so they sagged and lost their colour     & the frame had become visible   but only at its peaks through the sheer power of gravity his bones became seen   through his collar of his van huesen shirt he thought so debonair (had a classy air, sleekish air) she smiled acceptingly as he pretended to be sincere   when he told her that he loved her     even after all these years   she was still a **** momma she tried not to laugh when he kissed her on the neck & rubbed her breast like he wanted milk she spread her legs when he pushed them   & waited for the steering of a trailer into a garage in reverse at midnight   under influence with the subtlety of a steer it reminded her of years ago when she had laughed at the austere teachers that had enraged her with their frigid sneer & she smiled to herself an thought of her *** like a rare fruit only to age and watch it be eaten by a once charming now savage brute who turned into a blob of sorts & she aswell had sagged at least they sagged happily together there's some comfort to be had in that so she waited for the ****** with an image impressed in her    of a smirking withered teacher arms folded & a smug grin with a look that proclaims      ‘here u are      it seems we’re on a par      an existence so far   from what u saw in dreams u had   of supple limbs & knowing grins   to dry skins and droopy things' a flower wilted & smelling a bit funny the faded colour of pale brown in the end she felt lie a jug of sorts he rolled over & went to sleep she eventually did also thinking about wat to cook next week
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and for the record, no one thinks they're pretty when they rain so cry your ****** heart out, and snort around the trough whilst you’re covered in mud. Just let it all remind you why this poem is absolutely pointless. And so are you, and so am I, and so is your dog you love so much. Because all we know is the point in which you start breathing, and that eventually you’re going to stop too, so do something decent with the middle won’t you? may aswell x
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Dec 14, 2021
Dec 14, 2021 at 2:43 AM UTC
Life is a tax-man
Authenticity is so overlooked Honesty aswell but people wouldn't notice them even if they fell right in their arms. People chase a stupid fantasy dive into a virtual world and drown in imaginary expectations I hope your bubble pops life is here in front of you I've been there too I understand, but it's no excuse. No one is perfect no one really has tact sense, perception Or any idea how to deal with life It's all an act. It's all an act. the words you said to me are engraved on my arms carved the words into my skin your judgement is my cold, sweet breakfast.
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May 24, 2014
May 24, 2014 at 8:54 AM UTC
Untitled
Lying in your arms, the light bouncing off your skin. Pressing snooze on all my alarms, Baby, we should be sleeping in. Only you can gift the sun and together we bask in the rain. You’re naturally my only one, you effortlessly exist and heal all my pain. I wish to free up more space for you; forever in my mind, ‘cause it’s such a messy place, I don’t want you ever to be confined. I want to write calligraphy on your skin, illustrate every word I want to write for you. Sail my fingertips up, down, around, out and in, and on your gentle curves I’ll follow the map I drew. You’ve got the eyes of the stars, and your lips; as crucial as the air. Combined warmth of the Sun and Mars, and a heart of gold, but more valuable and more rare. Only you can make a void gleam, I’ve never loved anyone as I love you. Darling, you’ve always been my dream, and God, did my dream come true. I wish to free up more space for you; forever in my mind, to memorize each feature of your face, a more beautiful sight you’ll never find. I want to write calligraphy on your skin, illustrate every word I want to write for you, and when I finish, again I’ll begin, ‘cause each and every time it still feels new. Her sparkling shooting star eyes stripped and read down to my soul, I wonder how did she find a prize, in what once felt like an engulfing hole? Our thoughts meet eachother and dance up in that invisible air. Just us two, never another, and I am already waiting there. I wish to free up more space for you; forever in my mind. Any other thought feels like a waste, another view and I might aswell be blind. I want to write calligraphy on your skin, illustrate every word I want to write for you. Trail my fingertips to trace, caress, drag and spin, deciphering each inch, fibre and clue.
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Jul 30, 2021
Jul 30, 2021 at 8:01 AM UTC
Zidler’s Fairy Tale
Lying in your arms, the light bouncing off your skin. Pressing snooze on all my alarms, Baby, we should be sleeping in. Only you can gift the sun and together we bask in the rain. You’re naturally my only one, you effortlessly exist and heal all my pain. I wish to free up more space for you; forever in my mind, ‘cause it’s such a messy place, I don’t want you ever to be confined. I want to write calligraphy on your skin, illustrate every word I want to write for you. Sail my fingertips up, down, around, out and in, and on your gentle curves I’ll follow the map I drew. You’ve got the eyes of the stars, and your lips; as crucial as the air. Combined warmth of the Sun and Mars, and a heart of gold, but more valuable and more rare. Only you can make a void gleam, I’ve never loved anyone as I love you. Darling, you’ve always been my dream, and God, did my dream come true. I wish to free up more space for you; forever in my mind, to memorize each feature of your face, a more beautiful sight you’ll never find. I want to write calligraphy on your skin, illustrate every word I want to write for you, and when I finish, again I’ll begin, ‘cause each and every time it still feels new. Her sparkling shooting star eyes stripped and read down to my soul, I wonder how did she find a prize, in what once felt like an engulfing hole? Our thoughts meet eachother and dance up in that invisible air. Just us two, never another, and I am already waiting there. I wish to free up more space for you; forever in my mind. Any other thought feels like a waste, another view and I might aswell be blind. I want to write calligraphy on your skin, illustrate every word I want to write for you. Trail my fingertips to trace, caress, drag and spin, deciphering each inch, fibre and clue.
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I'd rather be kissed on my lips than on my forehead When you kiss my lips, you only kiss the physical part of me But if you kiss my forehead, you kiss my soul aswell and it's kind of addictive But uh-oh You kissed my forehead more than once Now, how can I forget you?
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Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 1:42 PM UTC
Kiss
I am a writer. A writer that cannot find the words to write down this emotion. A writer out of many. I am not unique or special. I don't stand out. I'm just a writer with a head full of words and a soul full of feeling. I'm your everyday human. Medically, i'm boring. Socially, I'm entertaining. I write while others sleep or fill their lungs with love. I think while others talk. I laugh while others cry. I breathe while most stop. I'm alive, weather it feels like it or not. But, least importantly, i'm just a writer. A writer with a head full of jumbled words and a soul filled with both love and hate. A body that feels numb and a heart for a home with a draft coming in due to little insulation. I'm a tad bit bitter, but aren't we all? I'm far from joyful, but most are now a days. People change and so does this world. People are at war with themselves. People are disgusting. But i'm a writer, not a person. I'm a human, not a number. But to most, i'm just there. Nearly the background music to their lives. To me, I am a wall. No one gets in and no one can break it down. People have tried, but never succeeded. I am damaged. I am a writer. To some, I am a friend. To others, a stranger. To very little, a lover. To one, a hate. But I am not any of those things. I am flesh. Bare to the whole world. Bare ***** Take a peek inside, you'll see. People say they're a lot of things. But realistically, in the end of it all, we're all dust intertwining in eachothers specks. Holding hands as the ship goes under. All claiming we're the captain. Where'd the individuals go? Well, i'm right here. Standing alone. Waiting for something that is actually nothing. To me, I am an individual. To others, I am everything else. To the world, i'm almost non-existant. I don't search for anything. But for now, I walk this Earth like many others. I am just your average person. Just another writer. I am just bones and flesh, covered by a sickening disguise. People say beauty is everywhere, but that's only to the naked eye. Take a look around, you'll see. Take a look around in me. Beauty can't be seen by anything. It's hidden beneathe the depths of the oceans and the heart of the world. It's hidden within everything. Beauty is out of reach. The world is too covered to see it. We made it this way. We made this world ugly. But what do I know? I am just a writer. Your average joe stranger. I am your sleepless dream. I am your weakness. Your strength. Your hate. Your love. Your entertainment. But I am not yours. I am not anybody. I am me. I am an individual and this is why I stand alone. I am content. I will manage. The world will still spin round, once i'm gone. Aswell as once we're all gone, because the world waits for no one.
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Jun 9, 2011
Jun 9, 2011 at 7:21 AM UTC
Aimlessly taking a jab at life.
I am a writer. A writer that cannot find the words to write down this emotion. A writer out of many. I am not unique or special. I don't stand out. I'm just a writer with a head full of words and a soul full of feeling. I'm your everyday human. Medically, i'm boring. Socially, I'm entertaining. I write while others sleep or fill their lungs with love. I think while others talk. I laugh while others cry. I breathe while most stop. I'm alive, weather it feels like it or not. But, least importantly, i'm just a writer. A writer with a head full of jumbled words and a soul filled with both love and hate. A body that feels numb and a heart for a home with a draft coming in due to little insulation. I'm a tad bit bitter, but aren't we all? I'm far from joyful, but most are now a days. People change and so does this world. People are at war with themselves. People are disgusting. But i'm a writer, not a person. I'm a human, not a number. But to most, i'm just there. Nearly the background music to their lives. To me, I am a wall. No one gets in and no one can break it down. People have tried, but never succeeded. I am damaged. I am a writer. To some, I am a friend. To others, a stranger. To very little, a lover. To one, a hate. But I am not any of those things. I am flesh. Bare to the whole world. Bare ***** Take a peek inside, you'll see. People say they're a lot of things. But realistically, in the end of it all, we're all dust intertwining in eachothers specks. Holding hands as the ship goes under. All claiming we're the captain. Where'd the individuals go? Well, i'm right here. Standing alone. Waiting for something that is actually nothing. To me, I am an individual. To others, I am everything else. To the world, i'm almost non-existant. I don't search for anything. But for now, I walk this Earth like many others. I am just your average person. Just another writer. I am just bones and flesh, covered by a sickening disguise. People say beauty is everywhere, but that's only to the naked eye. Take a look around, you'll see. Take a look around in me. Beauty can't be seen by anything. It's hidden beneathe the depths of the oceans and the heart of the world. It's hidden within everything. Beauty is out of reach. The world is too covered to see it. We made it this way. We made this world ugly. But what do I know? I am just a writer. Your average joe stranger. I am your sleepless dream. I am your weakness. Your strength. Your hate. Your love. Your entertainment. But I am not yours. I am not anybody. I am me. I am an individual and this is why I stand alone. I am content. I will manage. The world will still spin round, once i'm gone. Aswell as once we're all gone, because the world waits for no one.
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Jun 7, 2016
Jun 7, 2016 at 5:42 AM UTC
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We've got to the point where people are accepting peoples differences. However, are yet to get to the stage where those who accept will support aswell.
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Jul 30, 2016
Jul 30, 2016 at 4:06 PM UTC
Acceptance Vs Support