We're wasting time
Holding on to each other
It's time to let go
And for me to heal
And for you to realize you will miss me
It's time for you to be the one crying
For you to feel your heart breaking
For you to feel half the pain I felt

His a ******
I never suspected
I blinked and was in love
Blinked again and my heart was broken
Your alive if you want to call it that
You blinked and lost yourself
Blinked again and lost me

Your words were to late
And you didn't mean them anyway
You know just what to say
To pull me back
You get me right where you want me
And you stop
It's not enough to say sweet stuff
One day and nothing the next

I'm not good enough for you
Pretty enough
I don't have the perfect body
And I probably never will
But friends is what we will be to eternity

I got to let you go
Because holding on hurts

Sun burnt skin and broken hearted
Confused heart and more complicated
Chasing love and wanting more
In my dreams I'm over it
Am I over it or am I Jaded
All my energy into chasing you
I could of spent it getting over you
I told you I'm over you I'm not
But that's a step closer to getting past you

When I'm drunk I don't have to miss you
Every sip makes me forget you
Your bottled up in the empty bottles
When Liquor runs through my body
I can no longer feel your touch on my skin
When I'm sober it hurts
Because I remember
Your touch your voice
I remember you
I'd rather not be sober
I don't want to feel you not here

Leave again
Just to come back
Be so sweet pull me back in
Leave me again
I'm crying I'm dying
Waiting on you again
Will you be back this time
How long will it last
I'm waiting on the day you don't show back up
That day will be bittersweet
I want you to stay
But coming and going is killing me
What kind of game are you playing
Because I don't know the rules

I speak your name
It feels so good on my tongue
It escapes my lips
In a whisper in a scream
My eyes cry for you
Runs down my face like a river
My heart is yours and always will be
It beats your name
My soul aches for you
It hurts not feeling you
I love you

I'm addicted to you
I make myself sick
When your not there
I Wish I had a endless supply of you

When I'm with you I don't want to go
I want to hold you and never let you go
But you let me go so easily
How do you do it
I could hold you forever

You seem unsure
How you feel about me
It got lost somewhere
Between then and now
I want your kiss
I ache for your love
Because my heart won't back down
Your missing out
Letting me go

I can't forget you
All I can do is miss you
I love you and I can't stop
My heart doesn't know how to

Without you I'm falling apart
With you I'm breaking down
Before you I didn't know what I was missing
I wish I never knew what it felt to be yours
Because now I'm lost

I try to let you go
But your in my dreams
My heart beats your name
My soul aches for your love
I see your face everyday
I think about what we could be
Without the pain
You make me happy
But you you break my heart
With everything you do
I dream of a life where you love me back

You say its up to me
To do whats best for me
Open up your eyes
And realize
Your the best for me
Close your eyes and kiss me
Forget your past
And just be with me
You think your protecting me
When really your breaking me

You hide your smile like you hide your secrets

Wake up
The party is over
Grow up
Put it
Away
Its not worth it

Another life broken
Adiction taking over
Hearts around you breaking
Nothing effects you
But another hit
In a haze that makes you forget
Your innocents is gone
What have you done
Where did you go
I lost you in the smoke
I cant go any futher
Im losing myself
Trying to reach you
Im getting ****** in
Trying to pull you out

You dont care about me
When tears are in my eyes
What goes on in my life
If I wasnt there you wouldnt care
So maybe I should take my heart
And leave you standing there

Your love is like rain
When it pours it could be a storm
Or it could be beautiful
Sometimes there is thunder and lighting
Sometimes it rains while the sunshines
Sometimes the rain makes the flowers grow
And sometimes it beats them down
Your love is like rain
Sometimes its good
Sometimes its bad
Your love is like rain
The earth needs rain as much as I need you
Your love is like rain

I want you to leave
I want you to stay
I want you to kiss me
I want you to go away
I want to love you
I want to hate you
I want to hug you
I want to hit you
I want to make you hurt the way I do
I never want you to hurt

Your always on my mind
Each and everytime
I go through the day
But in my heart you will stay
And beside me while I dream you will lay

Your always on my mind
I think about you everyday
In my heart you stay
By my side I want you to lay

I fell for a fool
Turns out I was the fool
For I fell
Just to have my heartbroken

I want to believe
Im who I want to be
But what if who I want to be
Isn't who I'm meant to be
Im meant to be who I am
Im gonna be who Im meant to be

We loved
Fought  broke
I loved and loved
Until there was no more love to give
And it still wasn't enough for you
You left when I begged you to stay
Handed my heart back
Didn't look back
You seen it in my eyes
The hurt it was written on my face

Love love is strange
It makes you happy and sad all at once
Holds you and lets you go
Love makes you who you are it changes you
It hurts it heals
It can make you bitter and broken
Tear your soul apart
Make you a cold heart

Im giving up on love
Because the only one my heart wants to love is you
I ripped out my heart just to give it to you
You handed it back broken and cold
Sad and old used up and put back together
Turned my world upside down
Took my love without a care
No thought behind it
You didn't care
As long as you had want you needed
Didn't think about the girl behind it just about the love that made you feel whole

When he left her it never crossed her mind
He'd come back
And it never crossed his that she'd be gone

Make me a tree
See the beauty in my leaves
The age in my trunk
Sit under me and read a book
Have romantic picnics

I no longer think that ill always love you
But I will always remember what it felt like
And there is no one to blame but yourself
I didn't want to fall out of love with you
Im not heart broken anymore
Im just over it
My heart no longer beats faster when I hear your voice
I don't panic when I feel like Ive lost you
Im tired of loving you
You took a heart and made it ice cold
Took a innocent girl and showed her darkness

Are we just a ship wreck
Stuck on a desert island
Traveling unknown territory

She's a living dead girl she breathes but it isn't a life.  She is going through the motions of life but it isn't living. With every breathe she knows she is that much closer to death and that helps her live.

Im afraid we will always be a book with the ending pages ripped out
And you know what its called
The never ending story
I love the book but sometimes it leaves me crying
Which all good books do
You could read it or you can write it
But there is two writers
Writing two different story
Leading up to different endings

You come and turn my world upside down
My heart inside out
Tears fall like rain
I want to take cover
But the only safe place I find is you

The day you left
My world felt different
Empty and cold
I can still feel you
Like you never left
I see your face everywhere I go
I can still see your body
Just laying there tired and lifeless
I wanted to scream and cry
I wanted you to wake up and open your eyes

I guess you could say I loved you
I guess you could say you broke up with me
But baby we were already broken
You and I both knew when it happened
It wasn't your fault or mine
Both of us broke each other
We both made the same mistakes
You can't blame it on me
And I can't blame it on you

If I could write our story
It'd be us happy together forever
No leaving no drugs
There would be more laughing
Less fighting

Time and love doesn't mix
When I'm with you time flies by
When I'm without you time stops
Im always waiting on another time
I get to spend with you

I was young and naive
Innocent if you please
I didn't know what you were
I didn't know what it meant
You brought me into a world I didn't know exist
You showed me pain
Left my heart in chains
Your soul to blame

She was a wild hurricane
Eyes as blue as the ocean
Personality like a fire
Her essence made you want her
You knew she was to good to be treated the way you treated her
But you were selfish and wouldn't let her go
And boy she would never dream of leaving you
So you both hung on far to long

I loved you even with your mistakes
I loved you through your addiction
I loved your soul
I loved your body
I loved your messy hair
I loved your heart
I loved you when you weren't lovable
I loved you when you didn't love me
I loved you when you chose something over me
I loved you when drugs were your best friend
I loved you when you didn't love yourself
I loved you when you were being hardheaded
I loved you when love wasn't enough
I loved you with a broken heart
I loved you when you were the one that broke my heart
I loved you when you let me down
I loved you because I loved you
I loved you because I saw the man you could be
I loved you because you made me feel alive
I loved you because you're you
The point is I loved you

Time went by
I didn't move on
I just cried
I thought about you
I spent my days loving you
Time went by
You moved on
You didn't cry
You didn't think about me
You realized you didn't love me
And time went by

When we met I didn't know
You had a dark secret
One that would effect my soul
And break my heart
That would change my life
You showed me things I never dreamed of
I was there when you continued down a dark road
I watched you destroy yourself
I felt my heart break every time you chose it over me
I struggled with wether I should let you go
I needed you And you needed me
But there was something else
You thought you needed more

With eyeliner running down her face
The world weighing heavy on her shoulders
With her heart breaking
Her light fading
With tears in her eyes
She speaks the words I'm fine
And they believe her

What your addicted to
Has convinced you that you need it
You got ****** into a black hole
Disguised as fun
Now you're drowning
Losing your grasp on reality
Keeping you away from the things you want
You choose it over anything else
You let love go
Just so you can be with addiction

Do I know you do I truly deep down know you
Are there parts of you I don't know
Parts that would give me chills
Make me cry
If I knew your past like a movie
Would I of fallen
If I knew your soul your heart
Your thoughts
Would my heart love you

I need to live without you
Breathe without you
Be without you
Find me without you
Love me without you

I don't know why I love you
I don't know why I care
I just want you to love me
But I feel like you don't care
Maybe you don't know how