Those dark brown eyes...
                                ...Like the sapphire sky
                                That takes me away
                                Flies me way up high

Those gentle hues...
                         ...Like the peaceful moon
                         That soothes my blues
                        Quietly breathing pleasant tunes

Those charming gazes...
                             ...Like the charismatic sun
                             That takes me to all the places
                             Where I can dream about all the    
                            things I always wanted

Those soft, twinkling eyes...
                                  ...Like a home for the heart
                                  That allows me to rest and breathe
                                  Till I find calmness in me again

I write
Because I feel
I feel almost every emotion that runs through my body
Overwhelms the being

I feel
Because I have a heart
A heart to contain an important someone
Protecting his too

I have a heart
Because I live...

I live
Because....
*I'm worthy
Worthy to the people who needs me
My emotions to understand them
My heart to love them
My life to exist with them

If I could smile
It will be your endless words of encouragement
Your contagious laughters
Your gentle firm hugs

If I could cry
It will be your shoulder to lean upon
Your heartwarming care
Your listening ears

If I could flare
It would be your reliable attention
Your arms to hit
Your worries

If I could score
It will your countless cheers
Your happiness for me
Your celebration

If you could be there
It will be my gratitude
My love
My everything

Because you are my light.

The midnight moon gleams amongst the stars
Night falls gently upon
The dark sky filled with sorrows
The cold unbelievably torturous

Bites of the negativity
Happiness on its deathbed
The smiles we had through the day withers and dies
Only droplets of tears dominant in our eyes

For what is worth, we always do our best
We score, we celebrate
We are victorious
We are the brightest in everyone's eyes

But underneath the darkest skies
We fall prey to the saddest woes
We fall to our knees and beg for mercy
To the endless torturing of the addictive poison of weakness and every of those

Close your eyes
Locked up inside
A scream so sharp
One you cannot deny

Crossed arms behind your back
Still cuffed in
Your scream is forbidden
Forgotten your rights?

*Open your eyes
Look outside
You wish you could say how you feel inside
Freely speaking your mind

Free your arms
Holding her close
Tell me your secret
We will be alright

Wonders in the midst of what isn't worth
Gentle screams to have only met disapproval
Quiet emergency alarming the soul
No one saw it though

I wish upon a shooting star
That you may take the happiness along
Even when we are far apart
I could feel it within you

Questionable forsaken thoughts
The gentle screams continues on
How much longer can we go?
As far as the horizon I suppose*

I wish upon a shooting star
You remain the way you are
For you are the hope I hold on to
It's become hard to live without you

Wonders in you that is what's worth
Gentle screams are gently heard
The soul starts to breath accordingly
Thank you for finding me

approached the world
with all that was left of me
with the scars on my back
and the light within

in this little backpack
the lessons i learnt
the mistakes i've made
the promises of tomorrow

time flew by
and it's almost...
....no longer scary

the scribbles in my book
i will hold dearly
so one day they may turn into art
for the world to see

Time be taken
For her hands to reach out for the fire
Restraints from moving faster
And it happens

Lighting up her cigarette
It starts to burn
Slowly inhaling
So the fire would stay in place

Slowly exhaling
The stick gets shorter
Ashes fall to the ground
Another minute is gone

It slowly reaches the end
She tries to take in the last breath
It ashes away
Like her time with him
She flicks it away
Solemnly
Saying goodbye...

Still feels like the first time
Waiting in a distance
For your arrival
Butterflies in the stomach
Anticipating

Still feels like the first time
Knowing your heart
Hearing your songs and stories
Constantly finding myself
Laughing and smiling

Still feels like the first time
Looking your direction
And your eyes would meet mine
Followed by a smile of acknowledgment
Chuckling bashfully

Still feels like the first time
Locked in your embrace
Taking in your scent
Wrapped in your warmth
Loving every second of it

What is this...?

It is like taking a trip to another place
Settling into a holiday
Laying in the sun
Dreamily going into a daze

It is like running through an open field
With the breeze caressing your cheeks
It could also be like taking a deep breath
Exhaling negativity

It is like those wild escapades
When you choose to do something crazy
With your companions of insanity
Making a worthy memory

It is also like laughing heartily for minutes
Forgetting the world and its woes
And like sipping your first coffee in the morning
Letting the caffeine awaken your bones

It is like building yourself a pillow fort
Together with a cuddle buddy
Snuggling into each other
And then falling asleep

It is also like that moment of eye contact
Closing in into a kiss
The touch of a loved one's lips
Comforting warmth through your skin

Tell me what is it...

Will it be okay
To take another step?
The wind so merciless
The bridge sways reckless

Tight grips on the rope
Keep going forward
Each step meaning another risk
Of falling down into the deepest sea

Will it be okay
To take another step?
The rope is thin
The planks are breaking

Crossing once more
Facing the menacing force
I'm almost there
The other side is near

It will be okay
Though vicious tornadoes
And being carried away
On the other side..

I see you
With arms wide open
Smiling
Welcoming me **home