If you cannot stop the earth from traveling around the sun,
don't expect me to stop revolving myself time and again
—in many instances—from you

I am wide awake
making an ultimate decision
to stop myself from running back
to you

"You know that there is no other girl, right?"

You **** right I don't know
there is always that other girl
the one you said you always adore
pffftt adore
you adore everyone with a *****

I am crunching the ginger biscuit
as if I'm chewing that ***** face
oops, my bad, it's never her fault
but, come on! her?
she looks so........ stupid
I bet she swallows all your lies
like I did
correction, like WE did

well, you know what?
I hope you marry her
cause we both know that if you don't,
you probably just gonna end up alone
and you're just one pathetic loverboy
because you failed, again, with another girl

come to think about it
I might as well establish a group
for your victims with some other girls
I already say hi to just to laugh at you
so, better not fail this time

XO,
your-just-another-epic-ex!

My conclusion is
if you ever think
that you're a sane person
then you have never been in love
at all

Don't you smell that?
That's my parfume
he's wearing

Don't you taste that?
That's my lipstick
you're kissing

Don't you know that?
I am that woman
he never stops loving

Tick tock
you're running out of time
the bomb is ticking
no more lies can rhyme
now go ahead and choose
which wire you're gonna cut loose
blue or red, no need to sweat
just cut one cause life is a bet
she is the red and I am the blue
try to keep both then I'll leave you

There he was
standing by the lake
all dressed in black
with a peek of white rose
on his cashmere suit

He reached out his hand to mine
and pulled me closer
close enough for me to read his thoughts
and so my heart softly melted
when he kissed my forehead
and bend on one knee, saying,
"how about we make a cute bedtime story
for our kids about how I proposed to you?"

Because I am madly in love
with the angel I found
within his **demon

While he was staring
into my trembling hope
and blurry eyes
he spoke in sigh;

“you ruin my life
—twice
but it’s okay
because it’s you
it’s you
you can ruin my life”

then
after a long paused
I kissed him and stayed

He always moves his legs
whenever he sits down
like he has this rush
going on in his head
or maybe—just maybe
he’s always ready to run
and left everything
everything he has
so far away
that nobody is able
to stop him
or get him back

"Why are you frowning?" he asked
as always, I answered, "I'm okay"

Truth is
I feel like my stomach is aching
due to the bumpy ride we're taking
like every car on the road
keep crashing on ours
while he has no intention
whatsoever to make a u-turn
nor to push the break pedal

My tired heart sighs and breaks all over again
as I'm watching our movie goes on and on
about us standing on each others' shoulder

I try so hard to push the restart button
but you're handcuffing me both my hands
with the weight of my faults

guess it's wiser to push the stop button instead

He lights up my head
with curse and demon
he makes me say things
we both know I don't mean
I'll shout "I hate you"
I'll scream "I'm leaving you"
The he does that silly smile
hugs me and put both hands
on my cheeks
blows away my anger
with one whisper to my mouth
saying "I love you" on them
and he'll continue
until we taste pink
out of the red lipstick
he ruins

I think the sweetest dress a girl can wear is her man's shirt

You have his heart
but I have its key
You can have him
but he loves me

I swear that even if the world
separates me from you throughout
the interstellar of billion stars until
forever withers and blooms over again,
I will always manage to remember
the shape of your phantom that is
created by symmetric lines
mirrored to mine
because the love I have inside me
is the kind of love I always carry
from one lifetime to another story
simply to return back to yours

When you're with me, I can hear my heart
whispering comfort by its tender beat
synchronizing the rhyme of your words
when you're repeating "I love you" to me
When I'm with you, I found out that
the point of my whole existence is to
spend the rest of them answering
"I love you too"—out loud—to you

I saw her—your woman
She is effortlessly beautiful

She has this glowing skin
She has her youth
She even makes you smile
better than I could

I can never have what she has

But

I have lips that touches yours
the very last time
before you fall asleep

I have skin that warmth yours
when you're wandering
inside your sweet dreams

I have voice that you first hear
when the sun sings
after the moon sinks

I have love that you call home
and never forget to return to
cause it belongs to you

And she
She can never have what I have

It was the color of your bedside lamp that paints the room just the same
when I am seeing you lay there on the bed watching Manchester United game
and when I move my leg inside the blanket we share to keep you tight
you'd give me that "I am here" smile and kiss my forehead goodnight
then when the morning knocks, I will find you still counting sheep
and I will find myself exhumed by the whisper of your sleep

The kind of yielding warmth from your kiss
is the kind of paradise I never want to miss

"Do you love her?"
"I do"
~

There and then I contemplate
your lips, your eyes, your breath
trying so hard to find the lie
in your straight answer
and the ***** between my neck
and my stomach trembles
caused by the truth
I cannot handle

Is just that I cannot find the best way
to explain why I surrender myself to you
like you are the magnet to my steel heart
cause no matter how far I had run
I constantly bounce back to where you are

"I let you go, I did, but did you?" he asked
with me laying my head on his chest
we all know the obvious answer to that

Ah go ahead
Throw me the ball of blame
I can hit them strike to shame
but I'd love it better
if you'd just put the sport to rest
and come inside my arms
where you'll feel warm and safe
above all this mess
settles the love we always have

But the love itself is less than three
how come there's a she between
you and me?

Have some patience
I know they hurt you
but I am trying to stitch them
with my shades of true

and please remember
I have my scars too
for the wound you made
still give me pain

Now will you plaster mine?
or are we going to keep
opening them and watch
each other bleed?

With each caress of my hand
I built you a castle from the sand
then she came like great wave
one hit, and you made your wave

Tink was right
there's a million people tell me
not to trust in you
Ashanti keeps singing how foolish I am
Even Taylor Swift knew that you were
trouble when you walked in my life
but Selena Gomez tells me that
my heart wants what it wants

*and it wants you

You can call me blind
but the only light I can see
shining from within thee
You can call me deaf
but the only melody I can hear
pulsing from your body right here

I can run, I can hide, I can sew lies
telling myself we are over, over, over
but I cannot forsake the gravity
that keeps pulling me to fall for you
over and over and over again

She was everything but stupid
Even now, she's not stupid
She's just falling in love
with the wrong guy

They say laughing is the best medicine
No wonder I find myself healing
whenever you're around

Bad dreams stole the love you have for me piece by piece until you frown
Good dreams kidnapped your stranded body to the arms of a face unknown

There there my darling open your heavy eyelids to me
No more running around inside the compelling dreams where you cannot see
I will design your reality to be worth living than whatever dreams may be
With laughter as the original soundtrack and both of us as the main casts
where myself as a whole is meant to return to your rib cage
and when the time is properly given to stitch up the wounds I made

Boneless tongue might say things we don't mean
cause both you and I cursed each other like nemesis
yet my arms stay circling around your neck
and yours on my hips when we share a long kiss

But the moment you tell me that you love me
and I say it back to you
Every syllable just feels so right in my eardrums
and my sieve heart absorbs those words completely
and the motion of our lips looks strangely sweet
they tempt us to lock them together slowly

At times when he says "Iloveyou"
I'd reply with "welcome home"
cause to love and be loved by him
is to be home

Once or twice of a mistake is humane
The third mistake is probably dumb
but the fourth mistake? Oh baby
trust me, that's your choice
Therefore, you have used
every straw I gave you
Now, leave

"Tell me what love is," he demands
and I answer in the most illogical
way I can ever think of
I answer;

It is when I met you the first time
and I knew I'd marry you in 7 years
It is when you're mad at me but
somehow you look peculiarly cute
It is when I left because you ****
but I held your string tight in my hand
It is when I know there are billions,
no, trillion souls, yet I stick with yours

"you are insane," he mocks me
and I laugh, "but love is insane!"
he kisses my lips and whispers
"then you're the answer to my question"

It is not just a simple continuous present
that I want to have with him
It is more until the future continuous
Like I am now loving him
until he will always be the one I am loving
for the rest of my roller coaster life
You got me?

That's how you like it
my legs on your shoulder
while your palms holding my hips
That's how I like it
my head at the edge of the bed
while my vision went upside down
That's how we like it
your eyes ****** me
while I keep biting my lips
and the air is filled
with the scent of our honey

And I cannot resist you
And you cannot keep your hands off me
And I keep on coming back
And you keep on opening your heart
And my ears always listen
And your mouth always speaks
And I count every lies
And you made all those lies
And I understand that you love me
And you say "I love you" in every way
And I know
And you know
Even they know
*But she doesn't know

Sometimes a surface could
seems so cold and rough
with all the haunting past
and the demand to fake laugh
but if you'd take a long walk
on its wishful path
you'd find yourself lost
inside a pretty sunflower field
with all its warmth
you've always wanted to feel
along with the love
you thought wasn't real

Falling in love with him
is as easy as falling asleep
to his beating heart
while I'm covered
inside his locking arms

Who told you that we're strangers?
here me out,
this might sounds crazy
no, actually this is beyond crazy

but we've known each other
in the time before us
we've rely ourselves
leaning on one another
for as long as every pairs are made

like the bee to the honey
like the sun to the earth
inside the galaxy of ghosts
through that blackhole in space

maybe that is why the way
I speak your name rhymes
with the way your heart pulsing
and the moment you call out mine
synchronizes my breathing lungs

Nobody has ever made me stand
by the tip of my toe just to taste
one single kiss like you do

Nobody also has ever made me sit
down looking at my own frown
and covered under the shadow of you

Maybe because you are
the tallest guy I've ever met
who makes my life never seem flat

By the time those brown eyes gazed onto me
the tip of my lips drawing a curve awkwardly
there and then I knew
my heart caught the arrow that the cupid's threw

I must say I adore the way his closing eyelids
moving rapidly when he was sleeping this morning
Perhaps he was dreaming about the place
where his homesickness disappear
in between the sand and the breeze of trees

But secretly I was hoping
that the dream he had was about me
cause little did he know
I've always been a home for him

All I need today is a blanket, laptop, wifi, and his lovely pair of arms

"Hey, come closer"
           "What?"
"We should give it another shot"

Force me to be yours
no matter how angry I'll become
Scream to me how perfect I am for you
even if that's a total lie
Bite my lower lip until it turned purple
and let me curse you for that
Open up both my legs, pin me to the wall,
and **** me hard
Grab me by my waist and hug me
until my chest feels like cracking
Then
Sleep with me until the dawn is breaking
breathe on my neck and tell me how much you love me

Look at those thingy
they shrunk in whenever he smiles
oh my
I feel like exhaling dandelions
each time he does that laugh
how come this one thin creature
could be so astonishingly cute?

Honestly, I cannot help but wonder
how I got the familiar compulsion to smile
when time introduced us
and how I found all the right things
in everything beneath your almond skin
~
"hello, have we met before?," I asked
"I am your last," you answered

Truth is, if one day
years from now
in a crowd full of stars
somewhere in the city unknown
we ever bumped into each other again
in that one sweet day
I can bet that a smile will greet us both
cause the history once we share
was abso-******-lutely one great affair