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~*for M. both a living one, and imagined, too*~ 10/5/25 just woke up and began to work; the muses are cofuse-ed they think when head hits pillow. it is there then the~moment to refill my head with verses glorious, alas, alack, into the sub-subconscious furnace they go to melt, meld or even die iron of ironies; 90% of these words, were adrift in my head when I to bed, "for to be repaired" last night, and only came to be recalled @ 2:34 am when them muses and you guru, woke me to 'get outta bed', and you    who bids me sleep, this clashing arousal, starts engine's cylinders to begin live~composing, stoking and stroking, to awake, create, reassemble and uncover the poetic notions trans~versing my head one-day, someday they will depart, for cleaner, greener Champs-Élysées, where reborn poets speak all languages with equal fluency, eagerly awaiting my spouting in Hindi (already ✅), in Hebrew and any/all dialecticals this god earth ever mothered And there you have it, my FPOTD, dear m., SUNday 10/5  & writ in the city where I am alive in the Den of Writing, where the muses like to hang out with their old companion, until such time they will come to inhabit a younger, well rested, equally restless, a not-my-mine mind <nml>
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Oct 5, 2025
Oct 5, 2025 at 3:08 AM UTC
FPOTD: good mid-of night, my beautiful muses, living and imagined
Cry with me Reassemble my broken heart Yesterday was yesterday so today cry with me
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Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 5:29 PM UTC
Cry With Me
A wild man is not a boyfriend, he is a force. Can you love me in the blinding heat of a birthing star, when I shower warmth on distant moons? Can you love me in the hole of the cosmic Black, where no one can reach me? Not even you? Can you love me then too? Can you love me when I drag buffalo skulls through the dirt for days, to the rhythm of an ancient drum? Will you love me if my beard hides the scars in my heart, from battles I cannot explain? WIll you love me when I lack courage, when I am defeated, when I won’t let you patch my wounds? WIll you trust me when I smell of sweetgrass and sage, and when I stink of whiskey and sweat? When I drink from the cup and play in astral light, will you anchor me to Home? What happens when my words don’t work, and I can speak with only my eyes? Can you love me enough to let me go, without asking me where I’ll be? I am no poodle to lay groomed on a leash at your feet. I am the wolf that fetches the bones of truth. A wild man is not a boyfriend. He’s not built for animal husbandry. He is a force. He is a cause for an effect. He is a mission. Are you afraid to let me inside you? Not just my flesh, but my soul. The wild man is neither burglar or vandal. I will not take anything from you. I will not trample on sprouting seeds or pick flowers as a trophy. I am the sun on flooded fields and the fire for tangled webs. Don’t be scared, lover, mother, maiden, crone. Take me as I am. Even if I have the power to destroy worlds, I will not destroy you. A wild man is a protector. A father. A warrior for all that is good. When the chaos seeks to obliterate you, sheering your flesh from bone, I will hold all the pieces together in love, until you are ready to reassemble. When your seas boil, and your winds throw cars at corn fields, I will wait patiently for you to catch my eye, so that both of us can laugh. When Hell opens up the fiery gates, and sends all the cosmos against you… I plant my heels deep in the ground. I lay my shield low. My sword is sharp then, my love. The steel sings sweetly. With a smile, Hoka Hey! My last breath a farewell kiss. Today is a good day to die. For ours is the oldest love affair. The greatest story ever told. Cupid and Psyche, Shiva and Shakti, You and I. Same same but different. Would we have it any other way? A wild man is not a boyfriend. He is a force.
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Jul 29, 2015
Jul 29, 2015 at 9:09 AM UTC
A wild man is not a boyfriend, he is a force
A wild man is not a boyfriend, he is a force. Can you love me in the blinding heat of a birthing star, when I shower warmth on distant moons? Can you love me in the hole of the cosmic Black, where no one can reach me? Not even you? Can you love me then too? Can you love me when I drag buffalo skulls through the dirt for days, to the rhythm of an ancient drum? Will you love me if my beard hides the scars in my heart, from battles I cannot explain? WIll you love me when I lack courage, when I am defeated, when I won’t let you patch my wounds? WIll you trust me when I smell of sweetgrass and sage, and when I stink of whiskey and sweat? When I drink from the cup and play in astral light, will you anchor me to Home? What happens when my words don’t work, and I can speak with only my eyes? Can you love me enough to let me go, without asking me where I’ll be? I am no poodle to lay groomed on a leash at your feet. I am the wolf that fetches the bones of truth. A wild man is not a boyfriend. He’s not built for animal husbandry. He is a force. He is a cause for an effect. He is a mission. Are you afraid to let me inside you? Not just my flesh, but my soul. The wild man is neither burglar or vandal. I will not take anything from you. I will not trample on sprouting seeds or pick flowers as a trophy. I am the sun on flooded fields and the fire for tangled webs. Don’t be scared, lover, mother, maiden, crone. Take me as I am. Even if I have the power to destroy worlds, I will not destroy you. A wild man is a protector. A father. A warrior for all that is good. When the chaos seeks to obliterate you, sheering your flesh from bone, I will hold all the pieces together in love, until you are ready to reassemble. When your seas boil, and your winds throw cars at corn fields, I will wait patiently for you to catch my eye, so that both of us can laugh. When Hell opens up the fiery gates, and sends all the cosmos against you… I plant my heels deep in the ground. I lay my shield low. My sword is sharp then, my love. The steel sings sweetly. With a smile, Hoka Hey! My last breath a farewell kiss. Today is a good day to die. For ours is the oldest love affair. The greatest story ever told. Cupid and Psyche, Shiva and Shakti, You and I. Same same but different. Would we have it any other way? A wild man is not a boyfriend. He is a force.
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I tinker I overthink I mull over I sink I entertain I disassemble I ascertain I gamble I play I rewind I play again And again I find I reassemble Still I sink I'm in battle When I overthink
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Mar 11, 2017
Mar 11, 2017 at 10:35 AM UTC
Overthinker
(Love written in the heavens, a true tale) I hear a gentle knockin at my door and go to see who it may be. To my surprise it is a beautiful angel waiting there to greet me. The angel says, "Child, you suffered darkness, lessons you've learned. It is your childhood love and your soul mate, that I am here to return. You must choose now to walk out the door, trust me and take my hand. His heart yearns to return to the rightful finger, another golden band. He's who the Father of the Heavens wrote for you into the book of life. So now it is time to reassemble the true story of a husband and a wife. It is time to let go of all that has brought you great torment and pain. From this day forward, is only joy and bliss, no more sadness or rain. 20 years apart, fleeting encounters of great love were caused to hit & miss. Today you must trust,  I was sent here with your key to Eternal Happiness.                                       Lopez ©reationz 2014
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 8:57 PM UTC
Amor Escrito En Los Cielos
--- **i'm here invisible hand retching in your pocket reaching in your face teaching all or nothing blue bottles buzz round my head in circles making me dizzy I pick a posie of dandilions gone to seed I foray about looking for the shiniest diamonds in aluminum cans the brass ring must certainly be tarnished gold the forge bellows that is my chest heaves in another cough cooling my tounge the empty wind that echos ashes spent embers collect in the cracks of the abyss my bones which were disjointed oh so slowly reassemble instantly but someone at the factory didn't read the destructions my legs are arms my hands feet i lie under a cold sky in july oh don't cry when i die no whitened seplechur my inheritance my epitaph nonsense a palm tree o'r my grave** soulsurvivor (C) 6/13/2015
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Jun 14, 2015
Jun 14, 2015 at 12:38 AM UTC
derelict
they looked like mangled silver dollars shells split into fifty pieces arranged as the were like a blue print for god to try and reassemble there were so many I didn’t count but there were many, many dead turtles strewn across the road and as I walked along I tried to avoid them but sometimes there were three or four in a row and it was really hard to avoid them like life, life is hard, hard like a turtle’s shell cracked into fifty pieces
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Jun 6, 2012
Jun 6, 2012 at 11:16 PM UTC
dead turtles
The alarm clock rings and once again the rooster sings the morning new. Slumbering flowers lift their petals to drink the drops of dew.   Reliable Sun vanquishes the darkness as he lightens the sky.   I see an honored guest is in the garden, his tiny nametag reads... butterfly.        But on the other side of town        someone struggles with        addiction.  Habits grab hard, break will powers  in two. The will becomes won't and the power is all through. Satiated, temporaneously satisfied. only till the next time the habit has to be gratified. The victim moves on trying to reassemble his day Avoid a crooked roaded relapse, along the way. Oh ghost of the host why must repitition repeat the most and feel so good in its continuation? Why must familiarity breed the need for more familiar feelings? To the point of killing control, sealing a fate, dealing defeat, stifle healing.      If your out there guardian soul, spirit helper, what's your roll, your goal?   Guiding with helping hand or let stand the habitualized habit man. Isn't there  a self preservation station within? A gland or impulse control button to switch from sin to win? Even Edgar Allan Poe stubbed his toe on a ten step program trying to get in the door. Ill-begotten and craven, drunken and unshaven cried the raven...never more. Guiding spirit it ends here!          No more slave to the crave or impulse picking from the addiction tree. The need to repeat and repeat the pattern becomes a self fulfilling prophesy. Back to normalacy, complacency, it's a moderation that one seeks. To enjoy the ****** of bells, hallalulah wails, a babies dimpled cheeks. Can you do that Spirit helper, please. Let sing the bodies vibration.  No more internal damnation. No more self flagellation. Allow to draw power from these words. Think of this all as an intervention!
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Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 6:52 PM UTC
Addicted to Habit
The alarm clock rings and once again the rooster sings the morning new. Slumbering flowers lift their petals to drink the drops of dew.   Reliable Sun vanquishes the darkness as he lightens the sky.   I see an honored guest is in the garden, his tiny nametag reads... butterfly.        But on the other side of town        someone struggles with        addiction.  Habits grab hard, break will powers  in two. The will becomes won't and the power is all through. Satiated, temporaneously satisfied. only till the next time the habit has to be gratified. The victim moves on trying to reassemble his day Avoid a crooked roaded relapse, along the way. Oh ghost of the host why must repitition repeat the most and feel so good in its continuation? Why must familiarity breed the need for more familiar feelings? To the point of killing control, sealing a fate, dealing defeat, stifle healing.      If your out there guardian soul, spirit helper, what's your roll, your goal?   Guiding with helping hand or let stand the habitualized habit man. Isn't there  a self preservation station within? A gland or impulse control button to switch from sin to win? Even Edgar Allan Poe stubbed his toe on a ten step program trying to get in the door. Ill-begotten and craven, drunken and unshaven cried the raven...never more. Guiding spirit it ends here!          No more slave to the crave or impulse picking from the addiction tree. The need to repeat and repeat the pattern becomes a self fulfilling prophesy. Back to normalacy, complacency, it's a moderation that one seeks. To enjoy the ****** of bells, hallalulah wails, a babies dimpled cheeks. Can you do that Spirit helper, please. Let sing the bodies vibration.  No more internal damnation. No more self flagellation. Allow to draw power from these words. Think of this all as an intervention!
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Doc, I've been trying to deal with these issues for quite sometime to no avail; A good friend of mine (you may know him, Elmer Fudd) recommended you. I fear I will never be able to eat, let alone catch this turbo inspired example of flightless foul; Stuck in this celluloid world vividly inspired by an Emmy award winning colorist. I am a proud animal from generations of fine breeding, born in the pristine coyote valley; I am not stupid, not a fool or buffoon, and so I thought contractually, not one to be laughed at. And I, always the bad guy, constantly daunted in pursuit by haphazard ACME products; Expensive, bulky, time consuming, they characteristically fail right before they almost work. Rocket powered skates, unfortunately, only allow me to kiss the cliff-side really really hard; Very heavy anvils serve no other purpose than to be dropped on my head repeatedly. The incredulous manipulations of the impossible by the so clever writers of this farce; From trains appearing out of nowhere to run me over, to fierce lightning storms in an instant. Laying there in the release of my own bowels as the uncontrollable result of 500 Megajoules of energy traveling through my body yet again. I am the twice electrified mass of dribbling spastic protoplasm Personified proverbially in that lightning does indeed strike twice in the same place! As the smoke arises from my chard hairy frame and I sweep up my ashes to reassemble later; I realize Doc, I'm losing my grasp on the reality of ever succeeding, I need your help! I'm still hungry; And still I have not caught that **** Road Runner, **** you Warner Brothers! -----ChawzzyScript
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Mar 29, 2013
Mar 29, 2013 at 1:13 AM UTC
Wile E. Coyote (On The Couch)
Doc, I've been trying to deal with these issues for quite sometime to no avail; A good friend of mine (you may know him, Elmer Fudd) recommended you. I fear I will never be able to eat, let alone catch this turbo inspired example of flightless foul; Stuck in this celluloid world vividly inspired by an Emmy award winning colorist. I am a proud animal from generations of fine breeding, born in the pristine coyote valley; I am not stupid, not a fool or buffoon, and so I thought contractually, not one to be laughed at. And I, always the bad guy, constantly daunted in pursuit by haphazard ACME products; Expensive, bulky, time consuming, they characteristically fail right before they almost work. Rocket powered skates, unfortunately, only allow me to kiss the cliff-side really really hard; Very heavy anvils serve no other purpose than to be dropped on my head repeatedly. The incredulous manipulations of the impossible by the so clever writers of this farce; From trains appearing out of nowhere to run me over, to fierce lightning storms in an instant. Laying there in the release of my own bowels as the uncontrollable result of 500 Megajoules of energy traveling through my body yet again. I am the twice electrified mass of dribbling spastic protoplasm Personified proverbially in that lightning does indeed strike twice in the same place! As the smoke arises from my chard hairy frame and I sweep up my ashes to reassemble later; I realize Doc, I'm losing my grasp on the reality of ever succeeding, I need your help! I'm still hungry; And still I have not caught that **** Road Runner, **** you Warner Brothers! -----ChawzzyScript
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Phones reflect the self within us. We use covers that show a hint of our personality maybe a panda cover, covers that mask and hide the scratches and bruises but they are still there. They seem to grow and deepen each day and we have the power to stop it but how do we stop the scratches from showing, stop the smudges from appearing on the screen? The point is we can't. If the phone drops, it drops simple as that. yeah we should make a big deal out of it especially when new scratches appear but we have to pick the phone up. When it slips and falls again we must again pick it up. When the screen cracks we feel like we should have put a screen protector on. Then we try to protect it as much as possible. We try to prevent the cracks from deepening. We can't get new phones though, the self might be able to reassemble once cracked but fragments of the older self still remain , it can never be replaced. We can only try to take care of it like we would our phones.
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Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 8:49 PM UTC
The Self &Phones
Deconstruct that which may not serve many, and reassemble it so that it may serve more, and you have creative destruction. Deconstruct that which may serve many, and reassemble it do that it may serve only a few, and you have destructive creation. Either way, there are resources relocated to create or destroy something. To deconstruct something would be to separate it into that which can be used to construct it... Yet, to construct something is to reconstruct what which has already existed... So is there only the illusion of creation and destruction? Whether something is or is not, from how we perceive it, seems to rely on how and whether or not it is organized.
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Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 9:03 PM UTC
The Illusion of Creation and Destruction
I wish I had one of those Brand new pretty A.I's The kind you see Over seas With the animated eyes Perfect body Sculpted in Secrets underneath Rebooted to learn Oh don't be concerned I've plenty morals Left in me Bio parts programmed To feel the cyber burn Develop in such rhythms Cybernetic squirms Bandwidths pleasure Poetic themes Creative forms Me and machine Bio feedback Drama queen clean Nothing like the real thing Just me and my machine Oh how lonely that would be!!! .............
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Jul 31, 2018
Jul 31, 2018 at 8:14 AM UTC
REASSEMBLE
So you want to make me? A moody? Ok, here's what you do. Have a caring soul. Tear that soul's heart to pieces. Then try to reassemble those parts. If you are successful, put that heart inside of a body that is fat, too tall. and not noticed by anyone. There you have a moody. Caitlin Moody.
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Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 11:31 AM UTC
Recipe
Gently scraping the adhering paper from the firm plastic, colorful cube That beared a delicate weight in my soft, precarious pink hands, I grasped the sticker and pressed it on my protuberant little veins-- “Innocence!” Clarence cried my misleading appellation, “Are you cheating? You’re taking off the stickers, mindlessly relocating them To unravel (or reassemble, rather) the poor little tormented Rubik’s.” *“Nay, you fool. I’m just rearranging them so that no one can solve the puzzle. I’m a sadist, not a fraud.”*
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Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 12:16 AM UTC
Defacing a Rubik's
there is no such thing as an antihero, only a villain who has found an exuse, an antagonist who can speak more prettily than all the others who can lie holes straight through the hero's heart, find their place in the universe and blot it out on the map because the universe does not tend towards anything but solitude. you will find yourself all alone. you will find yourself all alone and you can snap the neck of every doll you own but despair will never be anything more than an unrequited love, an attachment that you never grew out of, a high school crush that you stapled to your heart so as you grew it was like a gastric bypass you cannot hold as much love in your heart as your mother said you could but you can kiss and sigh and with every moue you'll wonder just why your chest feels fit to burst when you get any deeper than touch heart fit to rupture you are the main villain of every book i've read the antagonist in every story you are the angry girl whose doll parts lay in pieces at her feet whose bomb will detonate if you get too close {the character i could relate to the most the character i hated the most the character i talked to whenever i could and memorized every line to replay, god i hate the way you speak and i want to hear it more} i ripped out your staples and added my own. {despair will never reciprocate but i understand you i do because we are the same and i hate you because you hate yourself and i could give you nightmares every night and listen to your motives every morning 'people are disgusting' you said as if it was a revelation} you're not ****** up, just out of luck because four-leaf clovers can't survive droughts. you are seventyeight percent water and every drop you spent on drowning the background characters and every doll on your bedroom floor {i love the way you cry when you laugh because every time i hope that one, that one tear is the final drop wrung from the shroud of a sailor a burial at sea and you will crumble into dust} you angry girl your eyes are a yellowing bruise on the storyline your backstory is a rash on the protagonist's hands and all your inner demons told you you were not alone but you explained them away and appeals to pity left you empty. i will rip out all your staples i will make you seventyeight percent saltwater my heart is a mirror you can find yourself there and reassemble yourself from all your broken parts i will be the blueprint from which you rebuild yourself {a story is nothing without a villain}
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Jul 25, 2013
Jul 25, 2013 at 3:25 AM UTC
don't try to hold your breath in space
there is no such thing as an antihero, only a villain who has found an exuse, an antagonist who can speak more prettily than all the others who can lie holes straight through the hero's heart, find their place in the universe and blot it out on the map because the universe does not tend towards anything but solitude. you will find yourself all alone. you will find yourself all alone and you can snap the neck of every doll you own but despair will never be anything more than an unrequited love, an attachment that you never grew out of, a high school crush that you stapled to your heart so as you grew it was like a gastric bypass you cannot hold as much love in your heart as your mother said you could but you can kiss and sigh and with every moue you'll wonder just why your chest feels fit to burst when you get any deeper than touch heart fit to rupture you are the main villain of every book i've read the antagonist in every story you are the angry girl whose doll parts lay in pieces at her feet whose bomb will detonate if you get too close {the character i could relate to the most the character i hated the most the character i talked to whenever i could and memorized every line to replay, god i hate the way you speak and i want to hear it more} i ripped out your staples and added my own. {despair will never reciprocate but i understand you i do because we are the same and i hate you because you hate yourself and i could give you nightmares every night and listen to your motives every morning 'people are disgusting' you said as if it was a revelation} you're not ****** up, just out of luck because four-leaf clovers can't survive droughts. you are seventyeight percent water and every drop you spent on drowning the background characters and every doll on your bedroom floor {i love the way you cry when you laugh because every time i hope that one, that one tear is the final drop wrung from the shroud of a sailor a burial at sea and you will crumble into dust} you angry girl your eyes are a yellowing bruise on the storyline your backstory is a rash on the protagonist's hands and all your inner demons told you you were not alone but you explained them away and appeals to pity left you empty. i will rip out all your staples i will make you seventyeight percent saltwater my heart is a mirror you can find yourself there and reassemble yourself from all your broken parts i will be the blueprint from which you rebuild yourself {a story is nothing without a villain}
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As the halo icicles melt From the slender fingers of the trees, They reassemble themselves As sharp shards throughout my hair And make me feel enshrined In the Snow Queen’s palace; Although slightly confused As to whether her spell has worked on me. For rage bubbles up inside of me Like the volcanic lava of Vesuvius As I carefully remove the icicles from my hair And attempt to reassemble them Into miniature castles, Under the Queen’s command. But then once the Vesuvius of my mind Erupts, Innocent soapy bubbles float out And children shriek with laughter Leaving Pompeii safe from harm. But the ancient people worry anyway Since historically-speaking, Molten lava is scheduled to surface. Should I then worry? It hasn’t yet singed my pores But rains have attempted to fabricate themselves. Yet something has managed to hold them back. I am not so grateful.
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May 5, 2012
May 5, 2012 at 4:32 PM UTC
Eruptions of Ambivalence
*** ***** I am a fractured soul A broken man Fragmented and destroyed into tiny pieces Left with sharp edges, misshaped parts and empty spaces A jigsaw puzzle I continuously work A never ending project attempting to reassemble But like a shattered vase glued back together, it's not quite the same What was pristine and beautiful is now just something I resemble ***** ***
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Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 11:04 PM UTC
Shattered Pieces
Sometimes poetry doesn’t happen Until you’ve fashioned what you want to say And felt its worth in prose. You go somewhere a little known But time newly fashions its affect. Late autumn then, today summer’s end. Since early morning the sun has shone. Heading north, the clouds magisterial. Spread themselves, ermine-cloaked. I watch you as you drive: The pleasing proportions of your seated self, a warm glow on your left cheek. *We have become so careful you and I With what we say and the way we say it. Hard to keep the conversation aloft.* After ninety miles it’s good to get out In a by-passed village, a quiet place. Bicycles now take us towards the ancient coast. There it is: the sea. The spirit lifts. Wind at our backs and grateful to turn to the pleasure of a minor road. Now there’s time to take in a distant manor, the swallows’ dart and spin, a stone tower from which the landscape’s perspective flows. A long straight road runs to a coastal village. Lunch is eaten against a churchyard wall. As a cloudy afternoon beckons, crows gather. Turning east will the headwind strain The morning’s calm confidence? Perhaps. Have we come too far and expect too much? At the causeway now, where the tide has left The horizon-reaching expanse of mud and sand, It seems a long road to the village at the island’s end. Briefly, we sit to contemplate a yet further isle Where, facing the sun’s fall into the folds of distant hills, a northern saint found solitude. So tired at the hotel I insist on immediate food And soon the tension of the day falls from your face And briefly I catch a smile from your eyes. *Memory returns me to another room where, newly married, I caressed your long nakedness in a strange half-light, My hands and body visiting every part of you.* As dusk falls we walk briefly to view the sand and sea. Then bed and hardly a page turns before seeking sleep. Restless, I reassemble the day, moment by moment.
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Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 1:20 PM UTC
Journeying (in verse)
Sometimes poetry doesn’t happen Until you’ve fashioned what you want to say And felt its worth in prose. You go somewhere a little known But time newly fashions its affect. Late autumn then, today summer’s end. Since early morning the sun has shone. Heading north, the clouds magisterial. Spread themselves, ermine-cloaked. I watch you as you drive: The pleasing proportions of your seated self, a warm glow on your left cheek. *We have become so careful you and I With what we say and the way we say it. Hard to keep the conversation aloft.* After ninety miles it’s good to get out In a by-passed village, a quiet place. Bicycles now take us towards the ancient coast. There it is: the sea. The spirit lifts. Wind at our backs and grateful to turn to the pleasure of a minor road. Now there’s time to take in a distant manor, the swallows’ dart and spin, a stone tower from which the landscape’s perspective flows. A long straight road runs to a coastal village. Lunch is eaten against a churchyard wall. As a cloudy afternoon beckons, crows gather. Turning east will the headwind strain The morning’s calm confidence? Perhaps. Have we come too far and expect too much? At the causeway now, where the tide has left The horizon-reaching expanse of mud and sand, It seems a long road to the village at the island’s end. Briefly, we sit to contemplate a yet further isle Where, facing the sun’s fall into the folds of distant hills, a northern saint found solitude. So tired at the hotel I insist on immediate food And soon the tension of the day falls from your face And briefly I catch a smile from your eyes. *Memory returns me to another room where, newly married, I caressed your long nakedness in a strange half-light, My hands and body visiting every part of you.* As dusk falls we walk briefly to view the sand and sea. Then bed and hardly a page turns before seeking sleep. Restless, I reassemble the day, moment by moment.
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I feel it starting, like a prickle down my spine. My rubbery lungs expand and push against my ribs. Organs start crawling up my throat leaving a hollow cavity which I must seal. My heart is pumping faster but the only thing to get my blood moving is to fill my emptiness. Hands shaking I scrawl a haphazard paper chain to keep me from floating away as my love looks on concerned. “Can I fill it with a kiss? A caress? If I whisper to you will my words fall through your ears and weigh you down?” But anxiety is not like drowning and a life preserver won’t reign me in. The only thing to do is wait for me to compress my lungs and talk my insides off the ledge. Let me close my eyes and breathe, give me room to reassemble. I promise I will come down soon. When I can concentrate enough, the Earth starts shrinking until its mass rests on my pen tip and I can write the blood back through my veins.
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Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 6:52 PM UTC
Anxiety
he took my last quarter and dime, pocket lint, the missing ***** of something I’d meant to reassemble if I’d remembered or had time then wandered off rubbing shoulders with the sidewalk preacher searching for signs of end times in rainstorms or faint rumbles of passing traffic, holding high his Good News in a half-folded forecast for tomorrow; this exodus - across a patch of crabgrass following a diagonal path of earth foot-worn into a thin gray line defining the shortest distance from his concrete corner to the door of the liquor store justified a sacrifice of hours, the cold lies told: lost wallet, old mother, car just out of gas practiced to passersby or filling station patrons, their rumpled tithes reborn into an afternoon sermon wrapped tight in brown paper still warm with silent echoes of amen
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Apr 1, 2013
Apr 1, 2013 at 11:07 PM UTC
Sermon in Brown Paper
fingers tapping against your thigh, music note mumblings. subtract everyone else and watch the feeling m   u      l        t          i            p               l                 y disassemble and reassemble the ensemble and allocate your earnings as earnestly as you can without appearing overeager. overhearing a conspiracy between my lips and your neck. a secret isn't a secret unless you whisper it, so do it, make sure the russians don't hear us as they rush off to give reports on that look I just gave you, the one that is oh so telling. reveling in it. living in the revelation of your skin, pouring down your presence like honey, like sweet molasses dripping thick and sweet, simmering under the sun, glimmering in the water like a jewel, jealous and **** painful and dark and dazzling. beating only in anatomical hearts, out of tune, cacophony and cruel crimson, missing someone not something, left wanting and waning in the light of a lopsided moon, farsighted and fingers that prune in purple light rippling across the walls, willing to travel the planes of your body, embodied travesty traversing the sahara, dunes doomed to be swept away by the wind, breaking and kept away, each grain unable to touch one another more than once, gorgeous enough to be pain, staking your claim on misery before the misers bury it in their own backyards, backwards discovery, a convenient amnesia, believing ruses and runes to decipher in delicate dictum like tricking a language into translating itself. almost too much of not enough.
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Apr 23, 2017
Apr 23, 2017 at 12:14 PM UTC
3:03 am
fingers tapping against your thigh, music note mumblings. subtract everyone else and watch the feeling m   u      l        t          i            p               l                 y disassemble and reassemble the ensemble and allocate your earnings as earnestly as you can without appearing overeager. overhearing a conspiracy between my lips and your neck. a secret isn't a secret unless you whisper it, so do it, make sure the russians don't hear us as they rush off to give reports on that look I just gave you, the one that is oh so telling. reveling in it. living in the revelation of your skin, pouring down your presence like honey, like sweet molasses dripping thick and sweet, simmering under the sun, glimmering in the water like a jewel, jealous and **** painful and dark and dazzling. beating only in anatomical hearts, out of tune, cacophony and cruel crimson, missing someone not something, left wanting and waning in the light of a lopsided moon, farsighted and fingers that prune in purple light rippling across the walls, willing to travel the planes of your body, embodied travesty traversing the sahara, dunes doomed to be swept away by the wind, breaking and kept away, each grain unable to touch one another more than once, gorgeous enough to be pain, staking your claim on misery before the misers bury it in their own backyards, backwards discovery, a convenient amnesia, believing ruses and runes to decipher in delicate dictum like tricking a language into translating itself. almost too much of not enough.
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Basically I'm broken, shattered, pulled apart and torn to pieces, shards of sharp shimmering glass amass into a clump of crunching sounds. Crush. crack. Crunch and crumble. My whole innards begin to tumble, whirr around like clothes in a dryer. Pockets not  checked, so their contents are set. Set to begin a cycle of being flung from side to side, swishing around, drowning in a swirl of cleanliness which should of course, ease the pain and wash away those steeped in stains and cleanse a spirit that's been pulled apart. Like a cotton thread. Slowly being pulled away from a wooley jumper as its caught. Okay, it's caught on a zipper. from an old pair of jeans. Whose paths have crossed many times in outfit combos but now tumbling around together they no longer meld, together. They clash like; tartan and polka dots and conflict each others path to rightful cleanliness. Basically I'm broken, shattered, pulled apart and torn to pieces, shards of sharp shimmering glass amass into a clump of crunching sounds. Crush. crack. Crunch and crumble Alas, the thread is now long and wearing thin. It has lost its shape and would have to begin again. Once aired out to dry its a mound of mess, a cotton bundle looking all distressed. It tried its hardest to fight the emotion, the tug, of its strings to maintain its strength; but bowed down to defeat when knowing full well that it was beat. How could it now go on in life when it's torn. Torn to pieces and now ceases to exist in a form that would generally state: It! Exists! Exists as a life form and a living part, how can things continue to breathe without a beating heart. Thump thump, beat beat, thud thud. It starts. Thump thump, beat beat, thud thud. My heart. Trying to mend the cracks with this battered ***** Mangled with regret and forlorn with spite, how can this reassess itself until it is right. Thump thump, beat beat, thud thud. It starts. Thump thump, beat beat, thud thud. My heart. It takes time to mend a broken ticker. Time passes by and memories become bitter, tainted with a brush that's tarred, marred with the longing for those moments to still occur. Not for your mind to now blur. Blur those memories you once held so dear, remembered with a chuckle or a wry little smile. How can you comprehend these again for a while?! You can't. You shouldn't. You couldn't. So don't. Thump thump. Beat beat, thud thud. It starts. Thump thump, beat beat. Thud thud. My heart. broken, shattered, pulled apart and torn to pieces, shards of sharp shimmering glass amass into a clump of crunching sounds. Crush. crack. Crunch. Reassemble
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Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 11:34 AM UTC
Reassemble
Basically I'm broken, shattered, pulled apart and torn to pieces, shards of sharp shimmering glass amass into a clump of crunching sounds. Crush. crack. Crunch and crumble. My whole innards begin to tumble, whirr around like clothes in a dryer. Pockets not  checked, so their contents are set. Set to begin a cycle of being flung from side to side, swishing around, drowning in a swirl of cleanliness which should of course, ease the pain and wash away those steeped in stains and cleanse a spirit that's been pulled apart. Like a cotton thread. Slowly being pulled away from a wooley jumper as its caught. Okay, it's caught on a zipper. from an old pair of jeans. Whose paths have crossed many times in outfit combos but now tumbling around together they no longer meld, together. They clash like; tartan and polka dots and conflict each others path to rightful cleanliness. Basically I'm broken, shattered, pulled apart and torn to pieces, shards of sharp shimmering glass amass into a clump of crunching sounds. Crush. crack. Crunch and crumble Alas, the thread is now long and wearing thin. It has lost its shape and would have to begin again. Once aired out to dry its a mound of mess, a cotton bundle looking all distressed. It tried its hardest to fight the emotion, the tug, of its strings to maintain its strength; but bowed down to defeat when knowing full well that it was beat. How could it now go on in life when it's torn. Torn to pieces and now ceases to exist in a form that would generally state: It! Exists! Exists as a life form and a living part, how can things continue to breathe without a beating heart. Thump thump, beat beat, thud thud. It starts. Thump thump, beat beat, thud thud. My heart. Trying to mend the cracks with this battered ***** Mangled with regret and forlorn with spite, how can this reassess itself until it is right. Thump thump, beat beat, thud thud. It starts. Thump thump, beat beat, thud thud. My heart. It takes time to mend a broken ticker. Time passes by and memories become bitter, tainted with a brush that's tarred, marred with the longing for those moments to still occur. Not for your mind to now blur. Blur those memories you once held so dear, remembered with a chuckle or a wry little smile. How can you comprehend these again for a while?! You can't. You shouldn't. You couldn't. So don't. Thump thump. Beat beat, thud thud. It starts. Thump thump, beat beat. Thud thud. My heart. broken, shattered, pulled apart and torn to pieces, shards of sharp shimmering glass amass into a clump of crunching sounds. Crush. crack. Crunch. Reassemble
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Her beautiful silhouette explodes Into a flock of birds scattering in all directions I scramble to catch them all hoping to reassemble the original form I witness the sky split in two One half filled with doves One half wolves They slash and cut deeply Bite with forceful hate Pouring my life into The streets below I lay there motionless And watch The sun set Within the glowing orb balanced on the horizon I only see her silhouette
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Jul 16, 2016
Jul 16, 2016 at 4:14 PM UTC
Beautiful Silhouette
The game played no longer how it once was No votes on new posts don't check the trends or check your own for views and comments The substantive roaming data of broken WiFi connections Mangle your jangling words, hide your swollen faces behind forced smiles, Rembrandt bastardisations or smeared oil paintings of the black soul(less) beasts that lurk in satiate tree shadows fawned over the lawnmower blue cycle rinse washed acid soaked daydream ***** slap nation So you revere the works once read on poetical facsimile sites only to smear words of younger wordsmith wrangled teen angst and now in your age and ardor it seems advantageous to judge But then that will leave you hollow inside or in fact, you could jump from a tall building only to bounce off the concrete into a children's pool and drown there in three inches of **** coloured rain water But so instead the workload decreases as your dementia bedpost nightmares all come aflutter The laced lily white throng of petal pinched patterns masks the marked men on their dusty knees There, watch how heads explode or listen to foley artists rendering the lacquered finish of the watermelon headjuice Make up words or make up lies Wear make-up daily, earn some prize or don't I don't care idc idk Resemble rhyme or reason Disassemble the times and season Return to pejorative pretensions, rants in verse verse verse verse prose format and **** the rest Or simply return to the old ways of playing the game Upvote this, and maybe they'll take interest Comment here return one there Use tags, hashtags, wash rags, fat slags, arm chair fat cats But always separated by spaces, prettyblankspaces No, I don't do slam poetry, I'm too white and not nearly rich enough to not care Reassemble the times and season, maybe make sense of it Maybe not Just don't let them become a passing trend, please
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Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 12:23 PM UTC
A Roundabout Way of Not Giving an Eff You See, Kay?
The game played no longer how it once was No votes on new posts don't check the trends or check your own for views and comments The substantive roaming data of broken WiFi connections Mangle your jangling words, hide your swollen faces behind forced smiles, Rembrandt bastardisations or smeared oil paintings of the black soul(less) beasts that lurk in satiate tree shadows fawned over the lawnmower blue cycle rinse washed acid soaked daydream ***** slap nation So you revere the works once read on poetical facsimile sites only to smear words of younger wordsmith wrangled teen angst and now in your age and ardor it seems advantageous to judge But then that will leave you hollow inside or in fact, you could jump from a tall building only to bounce off the concrete into a children's pool and drown there in three inches of **** coloured rain water But so instead the workload decreases as your dementia bedpost nightmares all come aflutter The laced lily white throng of petal pinched patterns masks the marked men on their dusty knees There, watch how heads explode or listen to foley artists rendering the lacquered finish of the watermelon headjuice Make up words or make up lies Wear make-up daily, earn some prize or don't I don't care idc idk Resemble rhyme or reason Disassemble the times and season Return to pejorative pretensions, rants in verse verse verse verse prose format and **** the rest Or simply return to the old ways of playing the game Upvote this, and maybe they'll take interest Comment here return one there Use tags, hashtags, wash rags, fat slags, arm chair fat cats But always separated by spaces, prettyblankspaces No, I don't do slam poetry, I'm too white and not nearly rich enough to not care Reassemble the times and season, maybe make sense of it Maybe not Just don't let them become a passing trend, please
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The census is a gun and every ten years for a bit of fun someone pulls the trigger. The body count gets bigger all the time because once a decade's far from fine,we all know that we want a little more but just who is keeping tabs on us and what's the score? If you're more than willing to fill in and tick the boxes one by one we'll carry on the same and be just a figure getting bigger reviewed by counters mounted in the book and taken down looked and read underlining, numbered in red ink and thumbed,fed into ,computerised until algorithms drip from and dot the eyes with postscripts slipped upon the page which mention dates of birth and gender this is the age of the want to know and we're being counted like sheep we go through turnstiles,smiling,clicking,sickening in the need to feed the ever growing need for information,technology will be the death of me and in a census yet to come or when my numbers up I will be done shot full of holes the census gun is indiscriminate but there's no fun or sense in that,they'll tamper with the workings,lay them flat and reassemble parts until we're part of some vast assembly in a Wembley stadium,the gun's the game we'll be numbered until the final whistle blows and someone goes to tally up the score and in the counting they'll count more and more as if in some final lunacy the lunatic accountants see there's numbers coming out of their ears and say, 'thank God it's only once every ten years' Data will as data does and do and who would count the countless where the few are many and any mistake means you have to start again. Censuses another pain and millions more and someone will come knocking on your door to give you forms and envelopes all hope's lost so be counted and don't count the cost let the ones who get paid for this kiss their sanity goodbye.
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Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 11:38 PM UTC
Fingers and toes
The census is a gun and every ten years for a bit of fun someone pulls the trigger. The body count gets bigger all the time because once a decade's far from fine,we all know that we want a little more but just who is keeping tabs on us and what's the score? If you're more than willing to fill in and tick the boxes one by one we'll carry on the same and be just a figure getting bigger reviewed by counters mounted in the book and taken down looked and read underlining, numbered in red ink and thumbed,fed into ,computerised until algorithms drip from and dot the eyes with postscripts slipped upon the page which mention dates of birth and gender this is the age of the want to know and we're being counted like sheep we go through turnstiles,smiling,clicking,sickening in the need to feed the ever growing need for information,technology will be the death of me and in a census yet to come or when my numbers up I will be done shot full of holes the census gun is indiscriminate but there's no fun or sense in that,they'll tamper with the workings,lay them flat and reassemble parts until we're part of some vast assembly in a Wembley stadium,the gun's the game we'll be numbered until the final whistle blows and someone goes to tally up the score and in the counting they'll count more and more as if in some final lunacy the lunatic accountants see there's numbers coming out of their ears and say, 'thank God it's only once every ten years' Data will as data does and do and who would count the countless where the few are many and any mistake means you have to start again. Censuses another pain and millions more and someone will come knocking on your door to give you forms and envelopes all hope's lost so be counted and don't count the cost let the ones who get paid for this kiss their sanity goodbye.
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