There are words I want to say But I don’t want to scare you away. We’ve known each other forever I don’t want to lose you, No never Even though we are just friends Three words can change us dramatically It’s funny, because I use those word with my other friends, but with you it’s different. Should I take a chance?
G- it’s true, I do. Maybe you’ll see this soon. Maybe not. But I love you. 1/17/2019
I feel like a lot of relationships take the next step, when all it takes is one word, and the both of us are smiling or laughing. I've got a lot of inside jokes with my family here on campus. It's great.
Is it too much to ask to be happy? To have someone who honestly makes me happy? To have my heart smile when he walks in the room? To have a half dozen inside jokes, where all it takes is one word and we ae both laughing? To have someone to know me better than I know myself? To be loved? And to love them back with all my being? Is it too much to ask if I can be happy?
I feel like I continuously go through a cycle where I finally meet someone who makes me happy and then I begin doubting everything and insecurities creep into my head.. I can't breath and every little thing bugs me. I retreat back with in my head and it freaks people out. If only, I could tell my heart to remain guarded all the time. I don't want to be like this, but every time, I get hurt. And I don't even have a reason to be. Its all in my head..
So, I learned today that I minimize my own pain and hurt for someone else's Not to belittle myself, but to be more compassionate of the other person And that little tidbit of info, really changed my perspective of a lot of things..