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"permeated" poems
you took me to a lovely garden long ago, and told me i was beautiful you kissed my hair just as the sun rose illuminating the intensity of our lost love every inch every crevice of me loved you missed you. you were my infinite stars cast on the midnight terrain you lit up the world just for me a sweet scent of lavender permeated through the garden you said it was the thousands of lilacs blooming for me you kissed my hair leaving behind a sweet scent to caress me (b.d.s.)
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Jul 22, 2014
Jul 22, 2014 at 4:56 PM UTC
lavender lilacs.
**** me like the ocean would the moon, Dear Amaranthine. Teach me as you would any abecedarian, slow with pace. My pallid arms are spread, and feet are crossed. Crucify me, like one of your French girls. Your endless frame arched over mine a vaulting testament to the heat of your front against my back. This scene should have been a chapel. Through hazed musk I can taste the saline as it tumbles from your dripping brunette tendrils forming brooks and lagoons the color of flesh in the glens and about the islands of my spine. I wish I could write about you in me while you dance a contemporary beat ceaseless, indeterminate, untold are your feats within and upon my person. For a split moment, seconds shattered in two, I am completely and totally permeated by you. I whine for you to vacillate me, I am ******* begging to be occupied, satiated, by a rhythm akin to the sway of trees. Love me fast and kiss me slow, Dear Amaranthine. My palms are red, and feet bloodied, too. I moan. Call me your poetaster but don't come on my chest; There's far too much weight there already, my dear.
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Mar 20, 2012
Mar 20, 2012 at 1:30 AM UTC
Dear Amaranthine,
you ‘why’ her. While she is thrilled & happily beside you, Telling you when she’s up to something new. Your pre-existing notion of setting a “ya” for her limits, Persistent "no" to her wishes, She grows up to know that, if she got to do something new She got to fight over the, 5 Ws & 1 H! Ow! & you convince it’s out of distress not mistrust! And by the Indian parenting manual, questionnaire weighs heavier at a girl. ultimately, “This time”, “That day”, " This place", “Those people” Would impregnate her! Sons of yours - Son of nights! freely hatching eggs past curfew. Not foreseeing the evenings his sister would come crying. Parents when you talk on equality & empowerment, Let broad mind not hit the very ceiling of your house Let rest mindset that proclaims gender roles, The differential idea you set on them, From who uses broom to who chooses groom. If misogyny is permeated in the roots of society Cleansing and changing begins in the family, Before there in your minds, first.
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May 16, 2017
May 16, 2017 at 12:39 AM UTC
When you 'Why' her
awakening with the gradual rise of the subdued heather hued sun a palpable spectral silence permeated the air the anticipation of celebration intercepted by an enveloping phantom black malaise hiding in obscure shadows the terror of the twin towers final doom elucidated quivers of melancholic nuances rippling through the greying vicinity my birthday september 11th a tuesday my night to sing at abravanel hall with the utah symphony unable to serenade death our voices remained indubitably silenced in hushed wistful reverence ensuing 9/11s channel somber sentiments cloaked with annihilation while dark visions occupy smudged iphone screens this anniversary i will dissipate despair transmuting dark despondency splashing all with lucent petals of delight i’ll live this day with passionate intensity and those subsequent with equal ardor ferociously painting back the light i will raise my voice with effervescence and sing in wild abandon for my precious brothers that were lost demonstrating devotion through a refusal to be silenced by fear bestowing honor with a conspicuous message that love wins ©2016janetaylor
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Sep 11, 2016
Sep 11, 2016 at 6:22 PM UTC
9/11 birthday
City lamps in clusters of concrete On 18th and Sherman street The cars pass by scanning me Each unsound engine roaring Darting pupils I feel it on my externals On my lips and phalanges Intruding glances cascading over my silhouette Deja-vu-like resemblances, strange Sunken cheeks look bizarre and blotchy as the socket drains something toxic to the veins that's permeated the future in an instant, like a comet, encandescent and shimmering like a scale, the awareness fades Like some dreary mirage I remember those little band aids Vintage carnival tickets discarded on the scratchy ground.. Blue-violet bruises The paradox of pleasure A vague creature in it's discomfort sitting in defiance and quivering my sentences It reminded me of those incandescent bugs that smush into Chryslers With a curled lip, bulging eyes and ******* up tongue... Antennaes intertwined like Twizzlers Making peace with all that's stung as the windshield wipers turn on Some black tar-smack-oil- ****** My generation consists of inheriting environmental destruction and mal-parenting Global warming. Animal extinction. Polluting the oceans. Deforestation. Biting shards off night-time to suffice for the daily pangs Shuffling the dregs of karma to grow roots and vines all about the room It's not Winter yet Under this morning dew I envision it in my mind A crystal ball vision contorting into smoke I caught it in my breath Catatonically hanging A turtle with it's legs bending toward the sky Searching for my tribe and a pulse on this Earth in sentient souls
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Aug 12, 2017
Aug 12, 2017 at 8:18 PM UTC
Twizzlers
City lamps in clusters of concrete On 18th and Sherman street The cars pass by scanning me Each unsound engine roaring Darting pupils I feel it on my externals On my lips and phalanges Intruding glances cascading over my silhouette Deja-vu-like resemblances, strange Sunken cheeks look bizarre and blotchy as the socket drains something toxic to the veins that's permeated the future in an instant, like a comet, encandescent and shimmering like a scale, the awareness fades Like some dreary mirage I remember those little band aids Vintage carnival tickets discarded on the scratchy ground.. Blue-violet bruises The paradox of pleasure A vague creature in it's discomfort sitting in defiance and quivering my sentences It reminded me of those incandescent bugs that smush into Chryslers With a curled lip, bulging eyes and ******* up tongue... Antennaes intertwined like Twizzlers Making peace with all that's stung as the windshield wipers turn on Some black tar-smack-oil- ****** My generation consists of inheriting environmental destruction and mal-parenting Global warming. Animal extinction. Polluting the oceans. Deforestation. Biting shards off night-time to suffice for the daily pangs Shuffling the dregs of karma to grow roots and vines all about the room It's not Winter yet Under this morning dew I envision it in my mind A crystal ball vision contorting into smoke I caught it in my breath Catatonically hanging A turtle with it's legs bending toward the sky Searching for my tribe and a pulse on this Earth in sentient souls
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Oh, but it is ***** --this little filling station, oil-soaked, oil-permeated to a disturbing, over-all black translucency. Be careful with that match! Father wears a ***** oil-soaked monkey suit that cuts him under the arms, and several quick and saucy and greasy sons assist him (it's a family filling station), all quite thoroughly ***** Do they live in the station? It has a cement porch behind the pumps, and on it a set of crushed and grease- impregnated wickerwork; on the wicker sofa a ***** dog, quite comfy. Some comic books provide the only note of color- of certain color. They lie upon a big dim doily draping a taboret (part of the set), beside a big hirsute begonia. Why the extraneous plant? Why the taboret? Why, oh why, the doily? (Embroidered in daisy stitch with marguerites, I think, and heavy with gray crochet.) Somebody embroidered the doily. Somebody waters the plant, or oils it, maybe. Somebody arranges the rows of cans so that they softly say: ESSO--SO--SO--SO to high-strung automobiles. Somebody loves us all.
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Filling Station
Metal permeated into her skin Needles containing ink poked her She moaned in pain. It was the only way she could forget him.
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Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 8:16 PM UTC
forgetting him
Where life permeated through lushest Colours reaching high, the heavens Jealousy of such radiance as beautiful As any sunset ever seen was eyed. There wrath was swift as clouds of Rage darkened and a kiss from the Heavens graced Bark and leaf. All was Still as ash fell earthwards in onyx tears. Where elegant shades flowed, wisps of Extinguished colour blossomed then faded To oblivions nothingness. The heavens are Beautiful but hide ominous jealous rage.
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Jan 3, 2016
Jan 3, 2016 at 8:57 AM UTC
Heavens Jealousy
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, just an old a family memory on a dinner table--sorry no rhymes :> to the no one who is not recognizing...... when I stopped for a long stare for me I stopped and looked around me searching for something that I don't know stashed deep into the picture I view I smiled for the happiness that invades those hearts for the gratitude that my soul is permeated I crowned the thrones of blood in pure joy I stole the sounds of laughter I screened that shot that is bottled into the core of my memories that shot the reason I am on ground in this life the reason that I believe in the reason that I hang on to the reason that I long on my stormy nights and deprived alones I locked them on that table of love and warm clouds attached when I stopped for a long stare for me                                                                                            ------ravenfeels
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Jun 29, 2021
Jun 29, 2021 at 1:57 PM UTC
A Cloud Stare
Muffle echoing screams Brush hot tears from heavy brown lashes Falling from violent dreams Kiss trembling lips lightly When the monster comes Till blackness permeated with pain Flees from the rising sun Caress oh so tenderly The hesitant outstretched hand Gaze upon the shattered being The artwork of man This poem is copyrighted and stored in author base. All material subject to Copyright Infringement laws Section 512(c)(3) of the U.S. Copyright Act, 17 U.S.C. S512(c)(3), Tammy M Darby
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Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 12:54 PM UTC
When the Monster Comes
Today there is a veil upon my world: A gauzy muting of sound, A mist that’s permeated the corners of thought. I know there is a crisp clarity outside: a pounding passion in the sunlit world, A million hues to roll in and embrace. My tingly thought centers all recede: Rejecting stimuli like adventurous taste buds Recovering from exciting, scalding tea burns. I just have to remember and accept: Sometime there are going to be days like this. Lazy, hazy.
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Oct 22, 2012
Oct 22, 2012 at 1:21 AM UTC
Hazy
It is the mundanity of the act, of envisioning your hand gently wrapped around the copper kettle. Obstinately gripping the pen, while you wring a sheet of paper dry for the right words. You, cupping my face as if you were holding something precious. As if I might slip through your fingers. It is this devastating simplicity that obliterates every shard of my being. A brick wall, left at the mercy of a gleaming sledgehammer that is determined to turn everything to dust. I see your hands everywhere. In the haze of steam and shower curtains, the lines dragged in velvet throw pillows, the cloudy smudges left on a glass of water. They run faint paths through my hair, their touch ghosts against my eyelid. If I stare long enough, your palm is right there, pressing into mine. Silver cuts through the air and delivers a redundant blow. The dust scatters once more. You did not leave a hole the way everyone said you were bound to. Empty space cannot exist without everything that surrounds it, yields to it, forgives it, validates its gaping hollowness. Empty space is a needle and thread on the dresser, a sellotape dispenser on the desk, a container of soup left on the doorstep with a get-well-soon scribbled on the lid. Empty space is where you can see remnants of what once was whole. The faith and conviction that bit by bit, you will put your fragmented pieces back together again. The nothing you left was so thick and suffocating that it permeated every room, filled my lungs to bursting capacity and left me gasping for more. Its sickly, bitter fragrance danced relentlessly in my nostrils, as though my suffering was the sweetest symphony ever heard. It waltzed until I could feel it rising in my throat and leaking from my eyes, twirled until my head spun. The nothing you left insisted on making its presence known my every waking moment and then gleefully romped its way into my nightmares. It was so quiet, though. A resigned quiet, like that of the ****** swinging in the gallows, when everybody holds their breath to watch the pendulum sway. The crossbeam glistens with last night’s rain and they trudge back home, muttering to themselves as the dust settles beneath their feet. I sink into sheets creased by your fingers and watch it sway.
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Aug 21, 2021
Aug 21, 2021 at 6:45 AM UTC
Nothing
It is the mundanity of the act, of envisioning your hand gently wrapped around the copper kettle. Obstinately gripping the pen, while you wring a sheet of paper dry for the right words. You, cupping my face as if you were holding something precious. As if I might slip through your fingers. It is this devastating simplicity that obliterates every shard of my being. A brick wall, left at the mercy of a gleaming sledgehammer that is determined to turn everything to dust. I see your hands everywhere. In the haze of steam and shower curtains, the lines dragged in velvet throw pillows, the cloudy smudges left on a glass of water. They run faint paths through my hair, their touch ghosts against my eyelid. If I stare long enough, your palm is right there, pressing into mine. Silver cuts through the air and delivers a redundant blow. The dust scatters once more. You did not leave a hole the way everyone said you were bound to. Empty space cannot exist without everything that surrounds it, yields to it, forgives it, validates its gaping hollowness. Empty space is a needle and thread on the dresser, a sellotape dispenser on the desk, a container of soup left on the doorstep with a get-well-soon scribbled on the lid. Empty space is where you can see remnants of what once was whole. The faith and conviction that bit by bit, you will put your fragmented pieces back together again. The nothing you left was so thick and suffocating that it permeated every room, filled my lungs to bursting capacity and left me gasping for more. Its sickly, bitter fragrance danced relentlessly in my nostrils, as though my suffering was the sweetest symphony ever heard. It waltzed until I could feel it rising in my throat and leaking from my eyes, twirled until my head spun. The nothing you left insisted on making its presence known my every waking moment and then gleefully romped its way into my nightmares. It was so quiet, though. A resigned quiet, like that of the ****** swinging in the gallows, when everybody holds their breath to watch the pendulum sway. The crossbeam glistens with last night’s rain and they trudge back home, muttering to themselves as the dust settles beneath their feet. I sink into sheets creased by your fingers and watch it sway.
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MEMORIES OF SAND I gave up sweeping that year Like a penance As sand permeated Everything in my condo Clung to my scalp and feet Blew in with the fog and landed In my tub, between my sheets, the sink, the carpet Gritted between my teeth in the early hours When i would reach for her still Before the memory would detonate around me that she didn't come. I would follow you anywhere. Morphed into I can't. I hate those dagger give-up words. Unlike the sand I reviled in coaxing the beach closer still And sand blurred the boundaries of my life Inside.  Outside. Past.  Present. Old.  New. I could pull the blanket of crashing waves around me in hypnotizing hues Breathe in the turquoise or gray or navy blue Of the mecurial moods of the sea. Each morning ritual of coffee and perching 8 foot tall on the sea wall studying the swells and tides I could palpate the energy of my spirit rising around the waves Curling and mixing as Aqua-purple-red dragonflies hovered at my veranda hibiscus that murmers truths I do no want to hear. And in all that aloneness settled a great quiet still emptiness. Because I couldn't cry I'd go diving in the persistent waves of salt and kelp. The cold violated my eardrums and for a moment I'd go spinning-disoriented and weightless-suspended Surrender without air as the Pacific held me buyouant Only surfacing to breathe like a Baptism.  I was ok being alone. And sometimes I wasn't. As the sand exfoliated my old self I'd grasp hold of the new wonders of phosphorescent tide under a harvest moon And the fading memory of her would rise like a helium balloon I held down for 2 hrs and 4 weeks at Surfers Point in Ventura Then let her go into the abyss of acceptance Like granting permission to the invading sand Gathering like whispers In disappearing corners of her absence And leaned into the redefinition of myself: Barefoot.  Sandy.  Expectant. The memory of sand.
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Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 2:19 PM UTC
MEMORIES OF SAND
MEMORIES OF SAND I gave up sweeping that year Like a penance As sand permeated Everything in my condo Clung to my scalp and feet Blew in with the fog and landed In my tub, between my sheets, the sink, the carpet Gritted between my teeth in the early hours When i would reach for her still Before the memory would detonate around me that she didn't come. I would follow you anywhere. Morphed into I can't. I hate those dagger give-up words. Unlike the sand I reviled in coaxing the beach closer still And sand blurred the boundaries of my life Inside.  Outside. Past.  Present. Old.  New. I could pull the blanket of crashing waves around me in hypnotizing hues Breathe in the turquoise or gray or navy blue Of the mecurial moods of the sea. Each morning ritual of coffee and perching 8 foot tall on the sea wall studying the swells and tides I could palpate the energy of my spirit rising around the waves Curling and mixing as Aqua-purple-red dragonflies hovered at my veranda hibiscus that murmers truths I do no want to hear. And in all that aloneness settled a great quiet still emptiness. Because I couldn't cry I'd go diving in the persistent waves of salt and kelp. The cold violated my eardrums and for a moment I'd go spinning-disoriented and weightless-suspended Surrender without air as the Pacific held me buyouant Only surfacing to breathe like a Baptism.  I was ok being alone. And sometimes I wasn't. As the sand exfoliated my old self I'd grasp hold of the new wonders of phosphorescent tide under a harvest moon And the fading memory of her would rise like a helium balloon I held down for 2 hrs and 4 weeks at Surfers Point in Ventura Then let her go into the abyss of acceptance Like granting permission to the invading sand Gathering like whispers In disappearing corners of her absence And leaned into the redefinition of myself: Barefoot.  Sandy.  Expectant. The memory of sand.
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I watched you there, sitting in the small booth. You were sitting in your denim pants, with your arm draped over the top of the bench’s backing, as if someone had been sitting with you, less than moments ago. A thought flashed into your eyes, and your posture became awful, it bent like a string that was meant to resound and hum, but instead twanged and then broke. The way you sat brought the table closer to your chin, and your eyes became watery. You were gazing into your brown drink. You hadn’t touched the rim yet, hadn’t moistened it with your lips, which hid under a forest of coarse growth. Did you notice the consistency of the foam in your glass? I bet you the waiter had spat in it. He didn’t like your tone; even as glass with something thrown in the middle. He couldn’t place it. Maybe it was melancholy with an aftertaste of maybe. An aftertaste of hope. Or it was an incurable sadness that hadn’t permeated the deepest caves in your lungs. Your heart, I mean. Did you feel it in your chest? This emotion? Let me tell it to you backhand-style, because I think I understand. It’s the time when the little boy runs off the cliff - but the mother or father snaps their fingers around the child’s hand. When you open your eyes, the child isn’t what you thought he would be (gone). He isn’t a soul that, with the loss of him has ripped the living, beating heart from your bare chest. He hasn’t. No, no, but the claws have grazed your skin. Still, you live, the child lives. This is because he hasn’t stolen the air from your heart. Your lungs, I mean. When you see him alive, then your lungs swell, swell, swell, then they pop. Then, and only then, you know you’ve reached your capacity. Ah, but listen now; when joy leaves, it empties a room. The room can get very empty, and cold, like December, and meaningless like July afternoons. The rupture from the pop heals, and where do you go? You know what you’re missing, and you can’t get it back. There you were, back at the shrinking booth. The foam hadn’t nestled in your mustache - yet-. The waiter turned away. You couldn’t see inside his mind, but your eyes told me the loss in yours. I sipped my orange juice, all the while wondering how you were, wondering why I like to watch.
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Dec 20, 2012
Dec 20, 2012 at 10:31 AM UTC
Orange juice and mustaches
I watched you there, sitting in the small booth. You were sitting in your denim pants, with your arm draped over the top of the bench’s backing, as if someone had been sitting with you, less than moments ago. A thought flashed into your eyes, and your posture became awful, it bent like a string that was meant to resound and hum, but instead twanged and then broke. The way you sat brought the table closer to your chin, and your eyes became watery. You were gazing into your brown drink. You hadn’t touched the rim yet, hadn’t moistened it with your lips, which hid under a forest of coarse growth. Did you notice the consistency of the foam in your glass? I bet you the waiter had spat in it. He didn’t like your tone; even as glass with something thrown in the middle. He couldn’t place it. Maybe it was melancholy with an aftertaste of maybe. An aftertaste of hope. Or it was an incurable sadness that hadn’t permeated the deepest caves in your lungs. Your heart, I mean. Did you feel it in your chest? This emotion? Let me tell it to you backhand-style, because I think I understand. It’s the time when the little boy runs off the cliff - but the mother or father snaps their fingers around the child’s hand. When you open your eyes, the child isn’t what you thought he would be (gone). He isn’t a soul that, with the loss of him has ripped the living, beating heart from your bare chest. He hasn’t. No, no, but the claws have grazed your skin. Still, you live, the child lives. This is because he hasn’t stolen the air from your heart. Your lungs, I mean. When you see him alive, then your lungs swell, swell, swell, then they pop. Then, and only then, you know you’ve reached your capacity. Ah, but listen now; when joy leaves, it empties a room. The room can get very empty, and cold, like December, and meaningless like July afternoons. The rupture from the pop heals, and where do you go? You know what you’re missing, and you can’t get it back. There you were, back at the shrinking booth. The foam hadn’t nestled in your mustache - yet-. The waiter turned away. You couldn’t see inside his mind, but your eyes told me the loss in yours. I sipped my orange juice, all the while wondering how you were, wondering why I like to watch.
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I spoke to a wasp today. And he told me his story. He spoke to me about his childhood, and watching his own family being murdered. It was a bright and warm Friday evening. His father had ventured out and flew among the humans that lived in the home of his home. The smell of liquor permeated the air, as did the barbeque that was nearly too done. He drew close to the man of the home, just to watch and observe the scene. The man didn't like it too much. So he swatted him. It didn't hurt him, however, but it did confuse him. And in his confusion he landed upon the man and planted his stinger within him. The man slammed his hand down, cursing as the wasp's father's guts bled out. There was nothing the wasp could do but watch. The woman of the house asked if the man was ok. The man cursed once more and slammed his glass on the ground. The woman became upset and demanded to know why. The man had no answer. He merely just grabbed a gas can, took another ...swig of liquor, and walked up to the wasp's home and began dousing it in gasoline. The woman freaked out, afraid of what was about to happen. The man merely cursed at her as well and shoved her to the ground. When she tried to get back up he kicked her in the face. The blood poured. The wasp's home was now soaked in a lethal liquid. The man had a sinister grin as he glanced at his crying and bleeding woman lying on the ground, and he laughed as he lit a match and threw it on the wasp home. The nest went up in flames, and shortly after the home of the man did too. The little wasp escaped, unable to save the lives of his screaming family being burnt alive. The man merely laughed; the woman lay crying; the nest burnt to ashes; the house burnt down. So now the little wasp is all grown up. And when I asked what he wants to do with his life, all he replied was, "I want to sting people...because it seems that is all every creature is meant to do." ♥
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May 23, 2013
May 23, 2013 at 11:13 PM UTC
Conversations with a Wasp
I spoke to a wasp today. And he told me his story. He spoke to me about his childhood, and watching his own family being murdered. It was a bright and warm Friday evening. His father had ventured out and flew among the humans that lived in the home of his home. The smell of liquor permeated the air, as did the barbeque that was nearly too done. He drew close to the man of the home, just to watch and observe the scene. The man didn't like it too much. So he swatted him. It didn't hurt him, however, but it did confuse him. And in his confusion he landed upon the man and planted his stinger within him. The man slammed his hand down, cursing as the wasp's father's guts bled out. There was nothing the wasp could do but watch. The woman of the house asked if the man was ok. The man cursed once more and slammed his glass on the ground. The woman became upset and demanded to know why. The man had no answer. He merely just grabbed a gas can, took another ...swig of liquor, and walked up to the wasp's home and began dousing it in gasoline. The woman freaked out, afraid of what was about to happen. The man merely cursed at her as well and shoved her to the ground. When she tried to get back up he kicked her in the face. The blood poured. The wasp's home was now soaked in a lethal liquid. The man had a sinister grin as he glanced at his crying and bleeding woman lying on the ground, and he laughed as he lit a match and threw it on the wasp home. The nest went up in flames, and shortly after the home of the man did too. The little wasp escaped, unable to save the lives of his screaming family being burnt alive. The man merely laughed; the woman lay crying; the nest burnt to ashes; the house burnt down. So now the little wasp is all grown up. And when I asked what he wants to do with his life, all he replied was, "I want to sting people...because it seems that is all every creature is meant to do." ♥
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*I breathe in your essence the musk of morning ardor mingle of last night still lingers heat permeated somewhere between pearls & lace lust, the scent of you ignites the longing flames I feel the blaze building hot musicality beat in our ***** waves of ecstasy wash over me eagerness of nether bliss wet warmth should be a clue sans lace should be your cue wrap these pearls around your ardency lavish me with your male machismo I'll fervently submit to ravish your firm desire tune you like my saxophone of love play that instrument all the night and day long*
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Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 5:37 AM UTC
~Pearls, Sax & Lace
She has a luminescence about her A way of outshining the neon and fluorescent That cling to her curves as she dances beneath them I stood there, in my second-hand persona, wearing a mask of bravado, now whimsical with its mouth agape, staring as she made love to the music. I recollected myself, remembered to breathe, swallowed my heart, and dared to move closer. The rhythmic pulse of the music threatened to crush me as my feet touched the floor- my head still in the cloud generated by her heat, that permeated every molecule of my body. The closer I got, the harder it was to keep from succumbing to the lack of air. "Remember to breathe. You're sweating. Abort. NO. Play it cool. You're cool." I could have pieced together A thousand words, pulled from the ether and crafted into exactly-what-she-wanted-to-hear, But she had taken my air. My tongue wouldn't move with my lips To form a simple hello. I just stood there in my mask. No longer whimsical. Nearly desperate and certain that I would die right there. Then, in a move that writes love songs, that creates sunsets and shifts paradigms, SHE, this caramel-skinned goddess Wove her warm, illuminated fingers into mine And pulled me into that dance That she was sharing only with the music. Not breathing again. Keep moving. Stop thinking. Just be. Right now, just be. So, I was. Dead to time and space, alive to the moment and the music, Her touch, the light and the curves. She held to me as if she read my mind; perhaps I wear my heart in my eyes. Eyes that she seemed to pull my soul out of To drown it in hers, as she danced With me. To me. Through me. Beyond me. But with me, as though I were the light and the music, and she wasn't done making love.
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Aug 3, 2016
Aug 3, 2016 at 7:01 AM UTC
Dancing on Light
She has a luminescence about her A way of outshining the neon and fluorescent That cling to her curves as she dances beneath them I stood there, in my second-hand persona, wearing a mask of bravado, now whimsical with its mouth agape, staring as she made love to the music. I recollected myself, remembered to breathe, swallowed my heart, and dared to move closer. The rhythmic pulse of the music threatened to crush me as my feet touched the floor- my head still in the cloud generated by her heat, that permeated every molecule of my body. The closer I got, the harder it was to keep from succumbing to the lack of air. "Remember to breathe. You're sweating. Abort. NO. Play it cool. You're cool." I could have pieced together A thousand words, pulled from the ether and crafted into exactly-what-she-wanted-to-hear, But she had taken my air. My tongue wouldn't move with my lips To form a simple hello. I just stood there in my mask. No longer whimsical. Nearly desperate and certain that I would die right there. Then, in a move that writes love songs, that creates sunsets and shifts paradigms, SHE, this caramel-skinned goddess Wove her warm, illuminated fingers into mine And pulled me into that dance That she was sharing only with the music. Not breathing again. Keep moving. Stop thinking. Just be. Right now, just be. So, I was. Dead to time and space, alive to the moment and the music, Her touch, the light and the curves. She held to me as if she read my mind; perhaps I wear my heart in my eyes. Eyes that she seemed to pull my soul out of To drown it in hers, as she danced With me. To me. Through me. Beyond me. But with me, as though I were the light and the music, and she wasn't done making love.
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In the fog streetlight glow: Will-o-the-Wisps Embers wrapped in gauze harsh yellow light spills into grey monotony The world has shrunk confined to the pools cast by floating lamps All else is a faded grey blur A stagnant breeze stokes the down air into writhing ethereal vines   Vision clouded permeated by whisper mist caressing   Everything is painted mute a drear uneasy blanket cast into the valley I drift strung along by the luminous spectral splashes Unseen Unnoticed a smudge in a world of vapor Am I anymore definite than the intangible fog? March today despite being January At least  a good day for a walk Ice in sepia speckled with black wilted under the Water’s surface Ridges and islands            of white ice protrude from the murk Delicate ripples roil from inky black wells Drab and tattered the snow trodden grass sways in the wind Murk Murk The color of tea steaming Chai In a floral mug A warm up from the chill   walk I drink down to the dregs satisfied   It’s still March as if January resigned early and February forgot to come Forty Degrees clad in shorts and sweatshirt, I walk   Air perfumed by thawing soil and melted pond pools painted robin’s egg blue Ice bent trees bow towards the road like children’s hands Reaching towards pothole puddles with trickles trailing like balloon strings Reflecting the sky inverted vignettes Caste in brown Framing the trees skeletal fractal fingers reaching across the tableaux Peering through the clouds the Sun silhouettes black bottle brush pines
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Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 6:24 PM UTC
Weekend Snapshots
In the fog streetlight glow: Will-o-the-Wisps Embers wrapped in gauze harsh yellow light spills into grey monotony The world has shrunk confined to the pools cast by floating lamps All else is a faded grey blur A stagnant breeze stokes the down air into writhing ethereal vines   Vision clouded permeated by whisper mist caressing   Everything is painted mute a drear uneasy blanket cast into the valley I drift strung along by the luminous spectral splashes Unseen Unnoticed a smudge in a world of vapor Am I anymore definite than the intangible fog? March today despite being January At least  a good day for a walk Ice in sepia speckled with black wilted under the Water’s surface Ridges and islands            of white ice protrude from the murk Delicate ripples roil from inky black wells Drab and tattered the snow trodden grass sways in the wind Murk Murk The color of tea steaming Chai In a floral mug A warm up from the chill   walk I drink down to the dregs satisfied   It’s still March as if January resigned early and February forgot to come Forty Degrees clad in shorts and sweatshirt, I walk   Air perfumed by thawing soil and melted pond pools painted robin’s egg blue Ice bent trees bow towards the road like children’s hands Reaching towards pothole puddles with trickles trailing like balloon strings Reflecting the sky inverted vignettes Caste in brown Framing the trees skeletal fractal fingers reaching across the tableaux Peering through the clouds the Sun silhouettes black bottle brush pines
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I watched you there, sitting in the small booth. You were sitting in your denim pants, with your arm draped over the top of the bench’s backing, as if someone had been sitting with you, less than moments ago. A thought flashed into your eyes, and your posture became awful, it bent like a string that was meant to resound and hum, but instead twanged and then broke. The way you sat brought the table closer to your chin, and your eyes became watery. You were gazing into your brown drink. You hadn’t touched the rim yet, hadn’t moistened it with your lips, which hid under a forest of coarse growth. Did you notice the consistency of the foam in your glass? I bet you the waiter had spat in it. He didn’t like your tone; even as glass with something thrown in the middle. He couldn’t place it. Maybe it was melancholy with an aftertaste of maybe. An aftertaste of hope. Or it was an incurable sadness that hadn’t permeated the deepest caves in your lungs. Your heart, I mean. Did you feel it in your chest? This emotion? Let me tell it to you backhand-style, because I think I understand. It’s the time when the little boy runs off the cliff - but the mother or father snaps their fingers around the child’s hand. When you open your eyes, the child isn’t what you thought he would be (gone). He isn’t a soul that, with the loss of him has ripped the living, beating heart from your bare chest. He hasn’t. No, no, but the claws have grazed your skin. Still, you live, the child lives. This is because he hasn’t stolen the air from your heart. Your lungs, I mean. When you see him alive, then your lungs swell, swell, swell, then they pop. Then, and only then, you know you’ve reached your capacity. Ah, but listen now; when joy leaves, it empties a room. The room can get very empty, and cold, like December, and meaningless like July afternoons. The rupture from the pop heals, and where do you go? You know what you’re missing, and you can’t get it back. There you were, back at the shrinking booth. The foam hadn’t nestled in your mustache - yet-. The waiter turned away. You couldn’t see inside his mind, but your eyes told me the loss in yours. I sipped my orange juice, all the while wondering how you were, wondering why I like to watch.
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Jan 18, 2013
Jan 18, 2013 at 12:15 PM UTC
Orange Juice and mustaches
I watched you there, sitting in the small booth. You were sitting in your denim pants, with your arm draped over the top of the bench’s backing, as if someone had been sitting with you, less than moments ago. A thought flashed into your eyes, and your posture became awful, it bent like a string that was meant to resound and hum, but instead twanged and then broke. The way you sat brought the table closer to your chin, and your eyes became watery. You were gazing into your brown drink. You hadn’t touched the rim yet, hadn’t moistened it with your lips, which hid under a forest of coarse growth. Did you notice the consistency of the foam in your glass? I bet you the waiter had spat in it. He didn’t like your tone; even as glass with something thrown in the middle. He couldn’t place it. Maybe it was melancholy with an aftertaste of maybe. An aftertaste of hope. Or it was an incurable sadness that hadn’t permeated the deepest caves in your lungs. Your heart, I mean. Did you feel it in your chest? This emotion? Let me tell it to you backhand-style, because I think I understand. It’s the time when the little boy runs off the cliff - but the mother or father snaps their fingers around the child’s hand. When you open your eyes, the child isn’t what you thought he would be (gone). He isn’t a soul that, with the loss of him has ripped the living, beating heart from your bare chest. He hasn’t. No, no, but the claws have grazed your skin. Still, you live, the child lives. This is because he hasn’t stolen the air from your heart. Your lungs, I mean. When you see him alive, then your lungs swell, swell, swell, then they pop. Then, and only then, you know you’ve reached your capacity. Ah, but listen now; when joy leaves, it empties a room. The room can get very empty, and cold, like December, and meaningless like July afternoons. The rupture from the pop heals, and where do you go? You know what you’re missing, and you can’t get it back. There you were, back at the shrinking booth. The foam hadn’t nestled in your mustache - yet-. The waiter turned away. You couldn’t see inside his mind, but your eyes told me the loss in yours. I sipped my orange juice, all the while wondering how you were, wondering why I like to watch.
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In a land-mass mural hung high over my (Smaller, Statelier) existence - One boy, permeated in a maple-flavored monotony - one boy, half-asleep in harlequin headaches and half-assed homework - one boy, munching on metaphorical muffins - one boy - COUNTDOWN: 5 , 4 , 3 , 2 , 1 BREAKDOWN: B , E , N , N , Y                         (Where am I?) Between bridges burned with cigarette butts, within ***** all-night diners and pieced (or pierced) together by solemn, salt-encrusted shadows (I could come to you, you could come to me) (Petit a petit, l'oiseau fait son nid) Track my tiny rabbit feet through location services and ten-second hints (Instagram my dead body)
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Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 5:20 PM UTC
Something Like Pulp Fiction
I lay staring at the spinning blades, could hear your deep breathing, it was almost a snore. Our lovely-odor permeated the dimly-lit room. I lay and bore witness to the strewn clothes lying in various places around on the floor, remembering your wild-antics. I lay there & for a brief moment, it felt like only we existed, then the sound of a radio clicked on somewhere down the hall, probably six doors away from our room.
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May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 6:06 AM UTC
I Lay In A Room (With You Snoring)
# You chased I ran You yelled I turned You swung I ducked You huffed I pushed The back of your ankle caught on the underside of a gnarly root You twirled I watched. You screamed I watched.. You bled I watched... You gasped at air I watched.... The old jagged branch penetrated through your squishy eye and kissed the back of your skull blood burst and squirted while the rise and fall of your chest slowed and your body grew cold A rose bush was born amidst the clutches of an early winter I left You haunted I cried You permeated I stayed silent You spoke in my dreams I know they found you I visit and leave you flowers But I am through, I finally convinced myself that it's not my fault. #
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Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 8:43 AM UTC
A Rose Bush in Winter's Grasp
We sat cozily on the couch listening to Miles Davis She, curled up with a glass of Chardonnay, me, a warmed brandy snifter It seemed an eternity since we made time for each other like this We enjoyed our home in silence, absent our attention grabbing offspring at Grandma's. I savored the scent of her lavender infused body snuggled in my arms Her beautiful brown eyes reflected flickered light The candles we transplanted from our earlier bath, burned slowly And "Kind of Blue" transported us as we held each other. "May I have a sip of your brandy?" she asked coyly with a smile on her face "Of course," I handed her my glass "Not from your glass," her smile turned into a mischievous grin The vanilla and oak from the brandy permeated the air above the gulp I took into my mouth. My heart rate increased, my eyes closed, and our smiles met pressed together; Heaven is real... Her lips parted, she pulled the brandy from me along with my tongue that now danced with hers The fire of the brandy that left my mouth warm, now slid down her neck in one smooth swallow We took great care in kissing each other, sensuously, passionately, time stood still, for us. Luxuriating in this kiss, a tear fell from her eye, met only with the tears that fell from mine As our mind's eye recalled the love we have endured over these adventurous years together Brandywine never tasted this divine as from the lips of my beautiful lover Lightheaded, more so from her than from the alcohol, I smiled and held her closer to me. "I Love you Husband!" "I Love you more Wife!" -----ChawzzyScript
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Apr 13, 2013
Apr 13, 2013 at 8:16 PM UTC
Cognac Kisses
We sat cozily on the couch listening to Miles Davis She, curled up with a glass of Chardonnay, me, a warmed brandy snifter It seemed an eternity since we made time for each other like this We enjoyed our home in silence, absent our attention grabbing offspring at Grandma's. I savored the scent of her lavender infused body snuggled in my arms Her beautiful brown eyes reflected flickered light The candles we transplanted from our earlier bath, burned slowly And "Kind of Blue" transported us as we held each other. "May I have a sip of your brandy?" she asked coyly with a smile on her face "Of course," I handed her my glass "Not from your glass," her smile turned into a mischievous grin The vanilla and oak from the brandy permeated the air above the gulp I took into my mouth. My heart rate increased, my eyes closed, and our smiles met pressed together; Heaven is real... Her lips parted, she pulled the brandy from me along with my tongue that now danced with hers The fire of the brandy that left my mouth warm, now slid down her neck in one smooth swallow We took great care in kissing each other, sensuously, passionately, time stood still, for us. Luxuriating in this kiss, a tear fell from her eye, met only with the tears that fell from mine As our mind's eye recalled the love we have endured over these adventurous years together Brandywine never tasted this divine as from the lips of my beautiful lover Lightheaded, more so from her than from the alcohol, I smiled and held her closer to me. "I Love you Husband!" "I Love you more Wife!" -----ChawzzyScript
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I die a little bit inside each time you offer an explanation for my self, stubbed heart [popped out of sync] dips toward the ground and flutters to a silence a still, empty blue presiding over the world at large tonight, permeated by plumes of white (from the scrambled heads of dreamers) nothing to hold against your fiery facade, flaming formidable fits of brilliance blazing before my flustered eyes and why do we cease to contract, left ventricle? to start up again and enjoy it that much more (the second time around)
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Feb 16, 2012
Feb 16, 2012 at 11:39 PM UTC
Biology through lenses