shåi Oct 25

her soft lips
were my pillows
to keep me safe
cushions of
the night

her eyes pull me in
ever so alluring
enchant me
lost forever in her
changing world

im the words she wishes
to write
i am the pain she feels at night
alone in the light

i am the melodies
she wishes to hear
the love she wishes to
the lust her heart
the infatuations
she seeks

i am the daydream
she live in
i am her alternate realities
she creates
i am the thing she wishes
to have
and the ones she never had


shåi Nov 2

so much to say
dont know where to start
under the tangled sheets,
i will learn to breathe
and finally walk

time slows
leaves fall
the cool mist
my living skin

my veins
a rainforest
just itching to
come alive
at your warm touch

blood boils
like natural
hot springs
its own serene illusion

i freefall
frozen in time
like little porcelain angels
of the night
tumbling as season change

shåi Oct 13

you drain all my energy
the light in my eyes
watch me bleed
as my cheeks fade

forgotten dreams
fills my despairing corpse
with unending pain

you drain all my energy
life flashes before me
moments pass
rose petals fall

tick tock
goes the clock
as the time says too late

your love has me
on my knees
my bitter dream
defuses the life from me

shåi Oct 3

i feel stupid
when i am around you
you bring the bad out of me
and the carelessness

i feel stupid
the way i miss
your fingers on my skin
oh, the sensation

i become stupid
when i cant forget
about you

i am stupid
since i cant
forget the pain
you made me feel

i am stupid
knowing you
have pulled the blindfold
over my eyes

i feel stupid
as you bring
delusions of love
to calm me

i let you
make me feel stupid
as i forgot what
true love is like

i need to be
loved right
because the pain
can hardly hold me anymore

  Oct 3 shåi

at this time
  of year, when
    the apples kill
      summer, there
        are single
   ladies and widows
baking pies and cobbler
  in non-sticking crocks
     lined in bacon lard,
       a rich butter for the men
          mowing their yards or
             raking their leaves ..
in the tunnel of small
   town dramas and affairs,
       cheddar cheese in tiny
           wedges, a little wine
              in juice glasses, some
                  apple pie and a sweet
smile will get you everywhere,
   maybe even land a warm
      man in your bed for a dreamy
         trip around the world.  yes,
            really! northern apples are
                    that damn good.

shåi Sep 16

ultraviolet waves
across my face
as you stare at mine,
a feeling that i have always
longed for

translucent serenity
set me free again
my denial runs through
my veins
keeps me from desire

eternities wasted
waiting and wondering
did i do what was right
or is it too late?

shåi Sep 10

his words
clung to me
as if it was

sticky maple syrup

i loved the
way he
mixed his words and


the way they blended so

i loved
the warmth
his syrup drew

the slight hint of happiness
in his words

his word-filled
used to be my rarity

before it had
become my continuity


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