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"bluntly" poems
*biologically yes you are.. physically, very clear you are my*  brother  according to science but to me you're  dead. *you treat me like **** to put it bluntly* emotionaly, you're not my  brother, you're a stranger living in my house. i used to have a  brother, now he is nothing but a  monster.
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Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 8:30 AM UTC
brother
"Do not love half lovers Do not entertain half friends Do not indulge in works of the half talented Do not live half a life and do not die a half death If you choose silence, then be silent When you speak, do so until you are finished Do not silence yourself to say something And do not speak to be silent If you accept, then express it bluntly Do not mask it If you refuse then be clear about it for an ambiguous refusal is but a weak acceptance Do not accept half a solution Do not believe half truths Do not dream half a dream Do not fantasize about half hopes Half a drink will not quench your thirst Half a meal will not satiate your hunger Half the way will get you nowhere Half an idea will bear you no results Your other half is not the one you love It is you in another time, yet in the same space It is you when you are not Half a life is a life you didn't live, A word you have not said A smile you postponed A love you have not had A friendship you did not know To reach and not arrive Work and not work Attend only to be absent What makes you a stranger to them closest to you, and they strangers to you The half is a mere moment of inability, but you are able for you are not half a being. You are a whole that exists to live a life, not half a life." --Khalil Gibran
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Jul 14, 2016
Jul 14, 2016 at 12:14 AM UTC
Untitled
*So numb I feel like chewed up gum. Turning into the black blown out smoke from my lungs. Reduced life span, who knows when it could be done. So how much do you value life ? Will you leave the city's cage and go on the run, chasing the sunset, drunk of *** in search of love. Some choose money as the total sum of success. It is too easy of a hunt. I'm embarking on an expedition to uncover the mystery of total freedom. To put it bluntly, I will never slow down like a slug. You can't hold me down until I've found my treasure hidden somewhere on this globe. One day i'll disappear and become unknown. Because birds leave the nest and my turn is next.*
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Sep 5, 2014
Sep 5, 2014 at 5:15 PM UTC
FreeBird
The day after I got rejected, my dad called me out of my room and I knew what was coming. I wrote him a note. When I finally saw him sitting on the sofa, he told me to sit down. He began with, "Son, what's your plan?" I mumbled bluntly, "I don't know." He scratched the back of his bald head and continued, "You know, you need to find your passion in life. You might have thought that mechanics was your thing, but maybe--" he yammered on and on, about how to live life and what to live for. I handed out the note to him. He paused. "What's this?" "Please read." On the paper, I'd written, "I know, I know. This whole thing might just be a hobby after all. Yes, I have to find something that I'd be happy to work on. But right now, please let myself be delved in the sadness, so once I get out of it, I won't ever look back."
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Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 1:18 PM UTC
Rejection Letter
CATERPILLAR recognize me BUTTERFLY (turning away glances over shoulder) excuse me CATERPILLAR i’m you before you transformed BUTTERFLY get away you ****** worm CATERPILLAR you can’t be serious look at me i’m you BUTTERFLY look at you? euwwwh you’re a sticky slug with too many legs (pause) i’m exquisite fluttering colorful poetry a celebrity with huge fan base wherever i fly people recognize admire me CATERPILLAR (creases brow) what happened to you did you forget your past where you come from BUTTERFLY my past is fiction i’ve always been this lovely luminary (turns profile to audience in exaggerated manner) can’t you see i’m busy go away please leave CATERPILLAR (bluntly) you’re consumed in vanity drunk on yourself spectacle without substance you make me question my own growing will i become like you BUTTERFLY stop talking i’m calling 911 CATERPILLAR (sharply) you’re a sickening disappointment another Paris Hilton spin-off i hope to die in the cocoon and be spared the sham of you BUTTERFLY (speaking into cell phone) yes operator i’m being accosted violated attack in progress please dispatch police immediately CATERPILLAR you’re pitiful over-reactionary spineless decadent BUTTERFLY i have nothing more to say law enforcement will be here soon CATERPILLAR quit fretting i’m out of here i need to find and warn other caterpillars this meeting is a bleak awakening BUTTERFLY think what you like greasy maggot i’m late for a performance and need to skirt paparazzi caterpillar trudges off stage left as butterfly ascends over audience
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Aug 16, 2010
Aug 16, 2010 at 8:07 AM UTC
conversation between butterfly and caterpillar
CATERPILLAR recognize me BUTTERFLY (turning away glances over shoulder) excuse me CATERPILLAR i’m you before you transformed BUTTERFLY get away you ****** worm CATERPILLAR you can’t be serious look at me i’m you BUTTERFLY look at you? euwwwh you’re a sticky slug with too many legs (pause) i’m exquisite fluttering colorful poetry a celebrity with huge fan base wherever i fly people recognize admire me CATERPILLAR (creases brow) what happened to you did you forget your past where you come from BUTTERFLY my past is fiction i’ve always been this lovely luminary (turns profile to audience in exaggerated manner) can’t you see i’m busy go away please leave CATERPILLAR (bluntly) you’re consumed in vanity drunk on yourself spectacle without substance you make me question my own growing will i become like you BUTTERFLY stop talking i’m calling 911 CATERPILLAR (sharply) you’re a sickening disappointment another Paris Hilton spin-off i hope to die in the cocoon and be spared the sham of you BUTTERFLY (speaking into cell phone) yes operator i’m being accosted violated attack in progress please dispatch police immediately CATERPILLAR you’re pitiful over-reactionary spineless decadent BUTTERFLY i have nothing more to say law enforcement will be here soon CATERPILLAR quit fretting i’m out of here i need to find and warn other caterpillars this meeting is a bleak awakening BUTTERFLY think what you like greasy maggot i’m late for a performance and need to skirt paparazzi caterpillar trudges off stage left as butterfly ascends over audience
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Perch on their water perch hung in the clear Bann River Near the clay bank in alder dapple and waver, Perch they called ‘grunts’, little flood-slubs, runty and ready, I saw and I see in the river’s glorified body That is passable through, but they’re bluntly holding the pass, Under the water-roof, over the bottom, adoze On the current, against it, all muscle and slur In the finland of perch, the fenland of alder, on air That is water, on carpets of Bann stream, on hold In the everything flows and steady go of the world.
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The Perch
Here are the names of my lovers, The women I sleep with, whom I use, like they use me. Spent, they discard me, for when their pleasure needs Satiated, they climb aboard another man. What they do not know, Is that in my mind, in my ears, everywhere, I did not let them, or you go, We are still romping, For I Take them as needed. I need them all, For my pleasure needs, like my unshaped heart, Addictive, endless. If your is name is here, I do not Apologize. Pink Adele Lilly Allen Anna Nalick Bess Rogers Beyonce Brandi Carlisle Cat Power Colbie Callait Duffy Eva Cassidy Evanescence Alison Sudol Fiona Apple Florence Welch Grace Potter Ingrid Michaelson You Joni Mitchell K.D. Lang Kate Nash Kate Voegele Leona Lewis Lizz Wright Madeline Peyroux Marie Digby Mary Wells Norah Jones Regina Spektor Sara Bareilles You Sara Haze Taylor Swift and Tracy Chapman Tristan Prettyman Vanessa Carlton So many others, used so long ago, I can't remember the faces, Which can't be googled. Use them hard, use them often, more than daily. Bluntly, I tell you Your name is on my list, Even if I do not disclose it.
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Aug 18, 2013
Aug 18, 2013 at 9:31 AM UTC
Here are the names of my lovers, including you! (Aug 2013)
I haven’t seen you in weeks; yet – it feels like an eternity. Countless nights have gone by: Bleeding wrists. Sparkling eyes. It’s all silent. I can’t hear your delicate voice, Only screams of my mind. I miss you, I need you, I want you. It says. But, you were never mine. Behind a digital screen, Your brightness cannot shine – So, I look up, to the infinite sky In the hope to find you As the star that makes me smile. I could never reach you – One day. I will see you again: When you will be in Heaven as the angel you are; Whilst, I descend into hell, As the demon I am. I miss you. And I want to see you, once more, before it’s time to go.
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Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 4:00 PM UTC
(Bluntly) I miss you.
If it has ended now And we stop being friends, Just tell me clearly please; For love has blinded me, I will not plainly see That it has ended here. I'm such a hopeful man And will keep dreaming on, So, say for certain please- That this sweet friendship died; There is no going back. Too late to admit wrong, (I am the guilty one The fault was always mine). Tell me to forget hope- That the walls between us Are stone hard, fiery hot, And they will never fall. Tell me to reject you, And to not trouble you That I should ramble off And just go away far. So, say it bluntly please, If it has happened that We are no longer friends.
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Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 6:57 PM UTC
If We Stop Being Friends
the perfect ideal body image is no where near what I look like. I haven’t really met any guy yet who has referred to my body as beautiful, and you know that’s ok. even though dimples run around my thighs, even though I am marked with lines of strain and streams of growth, it’s ok. I am trying to convince myself that this body I am living in is a beautiful temple; one not to be hated or tortured. a temple to be carefully treated with love and grace. I am trying to convince myself that maybe he fell for what stood out the most. not my body or my outer skin of health, but me, myself, and I. what I stand for, who I care for, how I speak and approach, the way I laugh at a pointless joke that was told an hour before, how I choose pineapples over peaches, or maybe even how I choose simple small talk over a high energy activity. maybe to someone, my body is just perfect, because the other components mean so much more than what is bluntly visible.                          (j.a.r.)
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Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 5:08 PM UTC
A Temple of Beauty and Grace
The bourgeoisie? I loath them, and I hope they buy my poems! The critics? They know nothing, and I hope they hail my poems! The intellectuals? Dumber than pigeons, and I hope they canonize my poems! Unabashedly, I'm not afraid to admit it: I write for fame and riches, and nothing really more. Yes, yes, make no secret of it, I wish only to shock you, arouse and repulse you, ****** you, with mindless, gore-splattering violence, and heart-throbbing *** along on every page. ****** and ***** gore, and blood, how else are my sales to flood? It's art for arts' sake, or something to the effect of that, whatever makes me edgy, socially relevant, to scholars postmodern, housewives bored, and teenagers yearning, to read ***** words. So keep it then in mind, my lovely readers you, I very much like infamy, and piles of money too; be sure to buy my books, praise me, “Fresh and new!” So that I may hire cooks, to save time writing verse, the very verses you adore, lambasting the very rich and poor. Rampant materialism, spiritual decay, what else do you ******* want me to say? A saint of the lowly, the offbeat too, voicing the obscure, and the unheard and the blah, blah, blah, whatever it is, I really don't care quite honestly, bluntly, I'm being true, I write for the fame and the riches, not you!
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Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 10:23 PM UTC
I Write for Fame and Riches
Film developer cacophonies, and journalistic hoarding My friends wanted to record our last year – Accurately – not succinctly Abstractly – and yet, directly, bluntly Vividly – in photography, quote notebooks, Dictaphone diatribes That’s hilarious – scribble it down. Can you repeat your brilliance? If you could paraphrase that – well…what would you say? Take another one. She wasn’t smiling. I don’t want to smile. My friend sidles up beside me – beaming grin Sticking her fingers into my mouth Pulling opposite and up And her fingers tasted like The musty pages of books without pictures.
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Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 11:53 AM UTC
Yearbook
My Grandpa might not be a super hero, but he's my hero. He's a soldier who's had to conquer many battles He's a fighter and someone who loves with all of his heart. He's the "claw", and a best bud Someone who may not function like everybody else but is able to bluntly tell it like it is. I wanted him to be the one who walked me down the aisle on my big day. God has made other arrangements for him. It's hard loosing someone who's your fatherly figure, who stepped up when no one else would I sit alone crying, thinking, hoping, praying. My heart is so heavy and I don't know what to do or who to turn to. I was 10 at my last funeral. I'm now 21, I'm scared to face death, have it look me in the eyes like everything will be okay. To sit in a crowd of black; I'm not ready for those things. He's my best bud, my claw, the one who tells me he wants to see me graduate. My motivation for success. I'm crying now, and I just need saved. Please save me, hold me tight, tell me it's okay. I really wish God would let him stay.
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Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 6:57 PM UTC
Best buds
It all started with mixing Tequila and Sambuca last Friday night. Then I noticed him, busting some classic moves on the dance floor. Soon we are dancing, grinding, kissing, laughing, dancing, kissing, he's even drinking out of my half finished cup of water, he's smiling. "I'm a Royal Marine, not an Army boy!" he corrects. "A Commando." We both even have the same phone! Coincidence? I don't think so. Beads of sweat dripping from his hair onto his flawless face and neck, yet, he smells oh so divine, "it's Gucci Guilty Intense", he explains. I blurt out, "Hope this won't be a waste of your time, 'cause I'm not going to sleep with you tonight!" He says, "All right", and smiles. Mixed signals, cold bed phobia, pure drunkenness combined, I offer him, "It's late. You can spend the night at mine, I don't mind." "Just Scott, you won't remember the rest, it's long and complicated", later he adds, "Good luck trying to find me without my name!" "I'm Twenty One." "That's so young", I exclaim and he frowns. He's cocky yet witty, and also very pretty, so I let my dignity drown. Taking him in my mouth until he explodes like a loaded gun, my duty to the nation's hunkiest hero was well and truly done. "I joined two days after my eighteenth birthday", said he with pride. "My vacation's over. I'm leaving on Sunday to Poole". I sighed. I spent the entire night insomniac, with my head throbbing to the beat of his obliviously, peacefuly sleeping exhaling and inhaling speed. Close enough to feel the heat of his body, yet a million miles away, him dreaming and I reminiscing, both awaiting the dawn of a new day. Skipping the "thank you", "goodbye", hug or phone number, he says, "See you around maybe", holding a rather deceitfully seductive gaze. "Scott, we're never going to see each other again", I answer bluntly. Mirroring my sad smile in reply, minus the sadness, he left promptly.
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Nov 24, 2012
Nov 24, 2012 at 3:05 PM UTC
Soldier Boy
It all started with mixing Tequila and Sambuca last Friday night. Then I noticed him, busting some classic moves on the dance floor. Soon we are dancing, grinding, kissing, laughing, dancing, kissing, he's even drinking out of my half finished cup of water, he's smiling. "I'm a Royal Marine, not an Army boy!" he corrects. "A Commando." We both even have the same phone! Coincidence? I don't think so. Beads of sweat dripping from his hair onto his flawless face and neck, yet, he smells oh so divine, "it's Gucci Guilty Intense", he explains. I blurt out, "Hope this won't be a waste of your time, 'cause I'm not going to sleep with you tonight!" He says, "All right", and smiles. Mixed signals, cold bed phobia, pure drunkenness combined, I offer him, "It's late. You can spend the night at mine, I don't mind." "Just Scott, you won't remember the rest, it's long and complicated", later he adds, "Good luck trying to find me without my name!" "I'm Twenty One." "That's so young", I exclaim and he frowns. He's cocky yet witty, and also very pretty, so I let my dignity drown. Taking him in my mouth until he explodes like a loaded gun, my duty to the nation's hunkiest hero was well and truly done. "I joined two days after my eighteenth birthday", said he with pride. "My vacation's over. I'm leaving on Sunday to Poole". I sighed. I spent the entire night insomniac, with my head throbbing to the beat of his obliviously, peacefuly sleeping exhaling and inhaling speed. Close enough to feel the heat of his body, yet a million miles away, him dreaming and I reminiscing, both awaiting the dawn of a new day. Skipping the "thank you", "goodbye", hug or phone number, he says, "See you around maybe", holding a rather deceitfully seductive gaze. "Scott, we're never going to see each other again", I answer bluntly. Mirroring my sad smile in reply, minus the sadness, he left promptly.
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i wish i could have that sweet 16 kind of romance. kisses that are ardent and chaste not forced, feeling like a mouthful of nails hugs that are comforting and soft instead of repulsive, a cage i violently try to break free of hands that are holding mine, a loving reminder and consistent warmth not calloused extremities stealing me by the wrist towards my demise words that are gentle and sincere (beautiful, talented, queen), instead of ones described only as ***** ******* ***** ***** intimacy that arrives only if and when i'm ready, youthful and gentle not ****** onto me years before sweet 16, hardly intimate but instead bluntly illicit bodies (especially mine) that are unscarred, untainted, unused not the opposite, crusted in an inscrutable filth impossible to remove love that is fun and bright, something I can boast to all my friends not a sickening attraction shrouded in the depths of my mind, only to see the light through poetry written in the early hours... i wish, i wish, i wish. i wish i could have that sweet 16 kind of romance! but i don't. wishes are just flimsy desires; a tear-soaked plead to the void of night, words on a poem no one may care to read, something i say as i blow out the candles. hopeful and yet, hopeless. so, i'm still 16. and at least my favorite dessert is sweet. but the romance? ha! my romance is dead; burnt to ashes, like a delicate rose bathed in kerosene and set alight by the burning match of a devil's lust.
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Mar 13, 2018
Mar 13, 2018 at 7:16 AM UTC
Sweet and 16
This is number six of ORLOK's poems When I see a fat smiling face On a plump young ****** I am consumed with lust To rip out her neck And to **** the lifeblood From her throbbing veins. And then my drooling jaws Slide down her floppy **** Heading southwards To where the business is at For a further tasty mouthful From both ends. Finally I administer The coup de grâce Which is to say Putting it bluntly Eight inches of vampiric **** Up the dirtbox.
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Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 12:17 PM UTC
Fat faced Victims of the Terrifying COUNT ORLOK
The Flowers "How happy and pretty You look!" I said to some flowers And shook. "Happiest moment in life", Said the flowers "When in search of nectar The bee hovers." I said, "It's very interested and swollen, Has selfish purpose and Carries pollen." "You pluck, hand over us When you meet, ***** down us on floor. We lie at feet." "Our friends, our chums Butterfly and bee!" Bluntly said the flowers And rejected me. S. Bharat
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Apr 9, 2019
Apr 9, 2019 at 11:01 PM UTC
The Flowers
He bluntly crucified my friend I’ve known liars, I‘ve known thieves I’ve seen crooked lawyers in action I was shocked by the jurors reaction   I have study the body languages of the fibbers Read between the lines of the tell-tales But to concocted a preposterous but believable story Just to feed it to the judge: That is so cold, yet so bold I always believe in the old saying, Only fools represent themselves in the courts of law My heart bleeds for my dearest friend His soul have grown weaker than elastic knicker **Akiane Kramarik  said "No matter what happens around us, or to us, through love, our soul reaches immortality, conquering all dimensions and all destinies** He had bathed in the forbidden sea, where the mermaid had warn him Not to entered:, Where the daughters of Lucifer lured  kindhearted men from good homes He builds their house near the sand, and it slowly sank He looks out to the Atlantic Ocean, for guidance and saw the raging waves Then he remembers nights of unsettling dream: He have known liars, he have known pain, Somehow, it was hard for him to stay afloat in the murky water  I’ve known liars   I have listened to both sides: but earlier this week the judge was so quick to chooses sides Is this the end for my friend?
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Jun 24, 2017
Jun 24, 2017 at 5:00 PM UTC
I've Know Liars
Poets go blind from writing by moonlight, But my artist smites the moon with her luminance, I write by her subtle, cyan, rays And would gladly go blind for, with her, my eyes find their fill quickly, She is the unexpected wind bouncing off the water’s surface, And my chest is the sail, Lifted, pushed, expanded and fulfilled to its most righteous purpose, If the world is a stage than she is the red velvet curtain, Commanding a sway so slight and savory That other rags rent and burn, No matter how mesmerizing the performance is, A sudden hush or vibrant ovation is demanded in her wake, A sultry swirl of goddess and girl, Too precious to be stored with other jewels, Elegance with every hinting glance, every rowdy inhale, And every placement of those sinister legs, That rams would think twice to scale, The bend in her back is the stroke of my oils, The pout of her lips is scarlet meat to the lions, And the feel of her hips sum up my surreptitious desires, Like good jazz things seem to pull back Before the cathartic crescendos, But to put it bluntly dear, the next time you’re here, It may pay to freshen up with a Mentos.
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Jul 28, 2013
Jul 28, 2013 at 2:45 AM UTC
Ode to an Artist
I was on bed then clueless about my life. I remember three years ago, it was a strife. I was made to realize by pain of being alive. The procedure of tracheotomy was done. The other nose was cut into my windpipe. The lower end of my throat was bandaged. The two navels are located on my stomach. The second navel was gained at the hospital. The upper navel is not always here to be seen. Blankly I stared at the world in front of me. Bluntly I stared at a big wall in front of me. Bleakly I stared at people coming to see me. They would come few in numbers initially. That time is something I can't recall clearly. Then I was home worriedly waiting for him. The eternal-seeming torture period started then. The dreaded physiotherapist used to come then. The kind man was renamed ***physio the ****** He caused me great pain, I was like a 3-year old. He saw me writhe in pain & I begged for mercy. He continued coming & I remained terrorized. I used to ask my parents if they're actually mine. I was made to disbelieve in them as my parents. I took numbing pills directly into my stomach. I used to remain in sheer terror all day long. I took offence at the sound of the doorbell itself. I was asking my parents if someone would come.
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May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 8:37 AM UTC
A Struggler's Perspective
Compassion, compassion   Poets, viewers, poems with injurious remarks Why we do the things we do? We were born to suffer together a poet who asked his viewers to feel his pain Throughout the lines, while tearing down the barriers that separate and divide the poet and the readers I bluntly said to that poet, one heart, and one love If I was to say to that poet:  death is good for some people They deserve to die a painful death, Am I asking too much of the poet to show empathy: Who gave him the right, to steer me through his attitude and guilt Who gave him the right, too asked of me to join a sympathetic crusade? right now I'm in the process of turning empathy off and say buzz off Man!
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Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 8:16 AM UTC
Compassion , Compassion
Life is not easy like almost everyone thinks it is. My mom always told me that life isn’t easy, kids just have it easy. I didn’t believe her, I fought with her all the time, and sometimes it got physical. I hated living with my mom, and I wanted to have my own rules, like almost every teenager. So I started leaving and going with my friends, and running the streets all day and all night, not going to school, not even caring what I was missing, I just knew I was free. I had no rules, no consequences, and nothing going for myself. I was a goody-goody, I did the right things, I went to school, I didn’t do anything to harm myself. I remember those days, and I thrived for a do-over. I've heard things, that I wouldn't dream of repeating to my mother. I've seen things that no other person should have to see. I've seen people doing things that I prayed every night, that I wouldn't get caught up in. I worried that I would make all the wrong choices, and mess my entire life up, beyond return. I thought I knew what I was doing, but I guess my mom was right. School had no value to me anymore. I didn't want to be in this town I'm supposed to call "home”. I didn't want to be anywhere. I bluntly admitted to my mother that I was contemplating suicide. My mother made me move with my dad in Buckfield, and I went. I went back to my moms for the balloon festival. But, two days before the festival, my dad made me come back to his house. I told my dad that I was going back to my moms, him and his girlfriend freaked out. They started restraining me from leaving, by grabbing the collar of my shirt, and therefore choking me. My dad pushed me to the floor, sat on top of me, shoving my face into the floor, and was screaming “What kind of drugs are you on?” I’m going to be 100% honest, I have been verbally, emotionally, physically, and sexually abused. I’ve been slapped across the face by my mom’s ex-husband, on multiple occasions. He’s almost given me a concussion, from shoving me against the wall. Like I have said, life is not easy… Life is not fair. But, had I not been through everything that I have been through, I wouldn’t be the way I am. I may have gone through hard times, a lot of them at that, but it’s made me strong and independent. I’ve had some really good friends who support and love me, I have had really good family friends that have helped me be who I am today. I am now really close to my mom, I am home all the time, I go to school all day everyday. In the past couple months, I turned my life around. Don’t make the same mistakes I did. Life is not easy that way, you need school, you need friends and family. As much as you may think you don’t need family, you do. It’s is what helps you get through your everyday struggle.
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Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 8:17 AM UTC
Life's Not Easy
Life is not easy like almost everyone thinks it is. My mom always told me that life isn’t easy, kids just have it easy. I didn’t believe her, I fought with her all the time, and sometimes it got physical. I hated living with my mom, and I wanted to have my own rules, like almost every teenager. So I started leaving and going with my friends, and running the streets all day and all night, not going to school, not even caring what I was missing, I just knew I was free. I had no rules, no consequences, and nothing going for myself. I was a goody-goody, I did the right things, I went to school, I didn’t do anything to harm myself. I remember those days, and I thrived for a do-over. I've heard things, that I wouldn't dream of repeating to my mother. I've seen things that no other person should have to see. I've seen people doing things that I prayed every night, that I wouldn't get caught up in. I worried that I would make all the wrong choices, and mess my entire life up, beyond return. I thought I knew what I was doing, but I guess my mom was right. School had no value to me anymore. I didn't want to be in this town I'm supposed to call "home”. I didn't want to be anywhere. I bluntly admitted to my mother that I was contemplating suicide. My mother made me move with my dad in Buckfield, and I went. I went back to my moms for the balloon festival. But, two days before the festival, my dad made me come back to his house. I told my dad that I was going back to my moms, him and his girlfriend freaked out. They started restraining me from leaving, by grabbing the collar of my shirt, and therefore choking me. My dad pushed me to the floor, sat on top of me, shoving my face into the floor, and was screaming “What kind of drugs are you on?” I’m going to be 100% honest, I have been verbally, emotionally, physically, and sexually abused. I’ve been slapped across the face by my mom’s ex-husband, on multiple occasions. He’s almost given me a concussion, from shoving me against the wall. Like I have said, life is not easy… Life is not fair. But, had I not been through everything that I have been through, I wouldn’t be the way I am. I may have gone through hard times, a lot of them at that, but it’s made me strong and independent. I’ve had some really good friends who support and love me, I have had really good family friends that have helped me be who I am today. I am now really close to my mom, I am home all the time, I go to school all day everyday. In the past couple months, I turned my life around. Don’t make the same mistakes I did. Life is not easy that way, you need school, you need friends and family. As much as you may think you don’t need family, you do. It’s is what helps you get through your everyday struggle.
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Vaguely Blunt and Bluntly Vague- these are the explanations which i gave- words too deep for sorrow, i utter from which i made- i am vague yet blunt, trying to out live this stunt- Terse, I am called rude, I mean, I am real, Blunt- while I am Vague- to not indicate the offenders, whom we all see and suffer throughout the day- I can not disclose my feelings, uncomfortable with their sins- I tarry quickly to shut the door , before their wickedness begins- It is not a game, it's real , at least to me- excuse me if i am rude or blunt or don't make sense because i am vague=
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Nov 25, 2012
Nov 25, 2012 at 1:08 PM UTC
Vaguely Blunt and Bluntly Vague