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Sep 2019 · 288
Bereft of feeling
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
I walk among the living
       But I'm dead inside
A saddened void where my heart
  once reside, devoid of all feeling
                 I'm Numb
When the numb replaces the pain,
Clutching at my chest, there's nothing
I'm going insane
I touch your flame,
Just to feel something....anything
Sep 2019 · 183
A world Unforgiving
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Emotions a raging storm
My heart now mourns
Our futile existence
OR are we just pawns
Races clashing, leaving our generations scorned
Our young ones born
In a world of hate, with no exit door
The rich stays rich
Forgetting the poor,

The world is in chaos
race race to **** race amongst us
The living unjust
When could we last fully trust
Anything the media falsely feeds us,

This is the plight of my raging words
The world is cursed
And we it’s curse
The world will be saved
When humans disperse
As long as we here
Suffering gets worse
So open your minds to this global verse,

Let the truth be told
Behold
The words I whisper, is truthfully cold
The human race suffers
As we being controlled
Uncontrolled
My emotions waver
As my child’s being enrolled
Into this unforgiving…… world
The world we live in, decaying,
Our future bleak,
Then having to raise a kid
In this world, is no easy feat.
Sep 2019 · 336
Inked truths
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Notions untamed running through my mind, a marathon of thoughts

A world derivative of past decay as it's cornerstone, the refurbished building blocks of our decayed future's
insanity

Lives the lesser value of coin,
Youth, their futures severed
by puppets of greed, cut short
guilotined

Prayers on their knees, screaming for the truth to be heard, while lies cloaks impressionable minds, like the dark with deprivation of light, deceived

Our purpose to destroy life, preservation reserved only for our bodied selves
selfish

The iris refusing to envision peace as the essence of life
blinded

My spirit look to ascend, soar above a human race that is embodied with cruel intent
escape
The pain of the world I see, these words is an escape, a way to flee
If only for a second
Lost, through inked thoughts
I'm free.
Sep 2019 · 193
Steller feeling
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Eyes getting lost in the night sky, a silhouette of your heavenly body I clearly envision in the stars,
Your eyes alluminate like the sun, flowing hair as red as mars.

A smile that lights the milky way.
A wish on a shooting star,
Is that I never betray,
The love you have given me, this love I'll repay.

Morning light infused with the night sky, this has just dawned on me.
You light my darkened soul, through the darkness I see.
This air that I breathe, without choking on oxygen, your kisses reborn, is the life that I need.

Your lips is my wine, forever drunk I will be.
Getting lost in this everlasting vacuum of hope, in infinite space we'll be free.

These words i bequeath,
Is simply to convey
Our love is everlasting, constantly expanding
Looking at the night sky
On your silhouette I still feast.
Word play between meaning of words, is a trip,
trying to covey a story with out having to flip. Capturing feelings to add to this quip
It's a mountain to climb, one day I'll get to the tip
Sep 2019 · 269
Pledge of love
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Your essence the life blood
      coursing through my veins.
          You are my oxygen
                   My life.
I will love you until the last star loses its shine, until the earth breathes it's last breath, always and forever, my angel's love is Devine.
Sep 2019 · 2.0k
Absence
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Dark is the Absence of light, laughter the absence of fright
  weakness the absence of might, day the absence of night
    Blindness the absence of sight, grounded the absence of flight

The absence of you, i would no longer write
You are my muse, without you, i'm just hopeless in life

Absence makes the heart grow fonder, This is not not true
i'll die within a second, if i cant breathe the essence of you
You the queen that i live for, if only you knew
infinite words can never conclude
failing to capture what i wish to imbue

You are the blood of my lifeline, i live on cloud nine
so please don't ever leave me, you are my prayer, my living shrine.

The absence of you, there will be no divine.

I will get stuck to our past lives , with the absence of time.

The absence of you, will surely, with conclusion
                           sever my life line.
The one i live for, die and cry for, the one i adore
she's the muse of muse, i love her,
down to broken  core
Sep 2019 · 1.1k
Blood flow
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
My heart is my centre of gravity,
     My mind it's depravity
                Conflicted
When the heart fights the mind,
Armed to teeth, where do you find
The answer you seek
Sep 2019 · 345
?????
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
sitting here thinking about the world today,
Is it me, or does it seem decayed.
Has it lost all meaning?
Are we coasting the game?
Flowing along slowly, on a stream of the mundane
When genius, gets thrown out as insane.
Who made all this rules, are we only mules?
Some slaves to the fame, chasing the name
Thinking we free, when we really enslaved
I think, leaving a legacy is all we have left.
We don't know what meaning is,
We lost and bereft
.......Of feeling.
When you chilling and just start jotting, thoughts flowing for a pen not blotting, a point to be made....
Sep 2019 · 187
A moment relived
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Remember!  the conversation we had? I clearly remember,
It was raining that night.
I asked if it was her that you chose, You stuttered
On your face i saw fright
I did not want to fight, i pushed you away
you grabbed me, then held me tight.

I felt like being swallowed by the earth under my feet,
You lifted my chin, looked into my eyes
God! you smelt so sweet
Slowly you whispered, you all i will ever need
i got lost in that eyes,  for a second all the rage did subside

I then remembered that this happened before, I remember the lies
i felt this saddened emotion,  from my soul it arise
The truth you telling me, a masquerade,
It's always in disguise.

Tears and anger cloaks me, like the dark in absence of light
i pull myself lose from your lifeless grip,
This just doesn't feel right, you not even holding me tight

I'm looking at this stranger standing in front of me
Unrecognizable, he starts to slowly speak
shut up! shut up!
all you do is lie, i gave you my heart,
Please! I don't want to cry

Is she worth it? I will die for you! look how i cry for you?
All the promises you made, This was all lies too
You ripped out my heart, stomped on it with your shoe
Do hear what i'm saying? You broke me in two

I'm sorry, is this all you can muster?
I gave you my life, my soul, What about her!?
What did she ever do!? to ever deserve you
did she stick to you when you were down, i thought our love was like glue

I guess this was a lie also, this also wasn't true

                          As you turn to leave,
                emotions a sunder, you din't look back
                   tears my companion,  I fall to my knees.
betrayal, for me is worst than hate,
it causes hate, it opens that one place
you never want to visit,  locked in your hearts space
the one you carry on your face
Sep 2019 · 218
Essence of love
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
My love for you a thousand fold cloaks the universe in it's entirety.  
Reincarnations of my future lives has pledged it's loved soul to you
        Your essence my oxygen. a match adorned in heaven
A cocoon of hope, reborn as a phoenix with eternal love shared
     Giving every fiber of my being to you in it's splendor entirely

You are the conqueror of my frailty, my strength your luminescent smile
vanquishing the embedded dark, hidden within my tortured heart

                 I will journey with you to the earths end
                             A question never needed.
when you know you have the real thing, hold on through the bee sting
in the end, your souls
will be living as one.
Sep 2019 · 303
Numb
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Erupted feelings from a volcanic mind, embedded to these pages
ashen soul and broken heart, armed emotions rages

The thoughts i bleed from an open wound, comes from deep within
A place unknown, it's unexplored terrain, it's a stranger to my skin

Flashing words moves lightning quick, disappears within my soul
with a thunderous sound to the speed of light, my innocence it control

Dreams becomes my nightmare, with eerie thoughts i wake
Sleep walking through these ghostly nights, hoping i don't break

The feelings i am touching, it has a sense of wonder
Yet every-time my heads above water, i feel like going under

Drowning in an ocean of thoughts, waves of emotion crashed over me
Sometimes i wish my past could meet my future, together we could flee

How i wish sometimes i can disappear, leave this exit door of strife
get into an elevator,  and elevate my crippled life

These marathon of thoughts, slowly running through my head
Is simply to let my lifeless soul know, that i'm not truly dead.
When your feelings escape you, and you chasing them down,
remember to be breathe, we above water, don't drown
They will soon return, although somewhat numb
it's better than dying, livings more fun.
Sep 2019 · 234
Revival
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
They say life is like a box a chocolates
What a crock of ****
It kicked me down, I even tasted spit
Had me in a choke hold
Wanted me locked in a crypt
It’s what you make of it
Instead of throwing a fit
Pick yourself up after you’ve taken that hit

Out the corner I come
Rough and ready
I feel like steel
But just hot and sweaty
I’m putting it up
So you better make yourself steady
I’m coming at you
With a sharpened machete
I know it’s a fight
Things could get messy
I’m warning you now
Against me I’m not betting
I bet now you sweating
Scared and fretting
Believe me
My entire force you are getting

Life might be hard
It’s for you to spark
Your own revival
And not get lost in it’s dark
life can be a sometimes be a difficult task, remember you the spark,
that powers your journey
so don't give up or give into the dark
Sep 2019 · 456
Higher Lover
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Time willingly caught in deja vu, Repeating this timeless moment
I slowly drown in your ocean blue eyes
In this heated atmosphere,we stuck, icily frozen

Your embrace releasing all the pressures of life
I breathe in your essence slowly,
every ounce of my being screaming to make you my wife
my earthly angel, defeating the nights so lonely

Your winged whispered word takes me higher
you are my oxygen, a match made in heaven
you set my soul on fire


So as i put your hand in mine, together we ascend
Our lips embrace with hungered tongues
Our immortal love, together we transcend.
As our love grows the higher our understanding ascend, you are the air that i breathe, you awake and maintain the poet within.
So for this i thank you, with a few written words,
You are the life i live for, the song of the birds.
Sep 2019 · 193
Heavenly love
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Our love was sealed with a kiss
                 From heaven
Thoughts and feelings
Sep 2019 · 641
Ignored truths
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Completely spaced out again
When will this endless voyage end
The cemented past does not want to bend
Tired of trying to will the impossible i'm spent

I'm just a feather on a breeze, going with the flow
Life is the navigator, it's steering the boat
Erupting emotions about to blow
Missing again, i lost hope

Thoughts spinning, caught within the eye of the storm
Separate from the world, my pen refuse to conform
To the sadness and chaos it is magnetically drawn
I feel the worlds pain, in my soul it's still warm

Words of wisdom i spew
From a broken winged mind it flew
What i preach, please don't misconstrued
These words come from the heart, a place of truth

Let's take a second and realize what to the world we have done
It's beauty a hostage, locked in cages and paintings for our fun
This worried message is a global concern, its for everyone
The world is decaying, Armageddon has silently begun.
Truth bombs exploding from my sleepy mind,
i have to write, these feelings are not kind.
forcing me to capture these words on the pages
wrenching every word from my minds cages
please let me go, i just want to sleep
Not until you capture the worlds pain,
It continuously  whispers to me
Sep 2019 · 446
Magical Nights
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Smiling face, look how I get lost in her sparkling eyes
crystal glasses toasting, for this journey's we willingly embark on tonight

I can see her lustful thoughts
tread milling, running backwards
fighting heated feelings, she wants to rip off my clothes

Her lips the taste that gives it away, it's alone, it's lonely
Running seductively across every ounce of my quivering soul, static,slowly

I completely crash loosening my grip in this moment, I let go
Thermometer calling for a windy ice tea, intoxicating kiss that she blows

Our hungered hands searching like lost ships in the night
Body's shed of their burdens
Our ripped clothes strewn to the side

Our body's drenched with the emotions of one another
We tasted every ounce, breathed every sound, touches as soft as a feather

our groping body's heated, touching, moving intensely as one
electric, ****** surges with sensuality  
floating on each others essence, this taste, we both explode
leaving us breathless and done

we turn and get locked in each others arms
holding on for dear life, hoping this magic moments
will never lose it's charm.
We all know the feeling, of a session leaving you breathes and reeling.
Breathing each others essence, leaving our body confessing,
the love that is needed.
Sep 2019 · 133
Digress
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
A phoenix rising from the ashes, drenched with the possibility of a new tomorrow
.... hope

I want to be married to a  future with this love obsessive, insatiable, I can't wait
....elope

The future is my protection from a hated past,my saviour, it will released me from caged thoughts ... escape

The enemy is myself,questioning self worth, getting in lost in despair
.......hate

This face that I wear, Is to hide my Tue self, this lie that I'm living
.......fake
When life leaves you on a high, and pull the ladder down. It's for us to fight to stay above water, make sure we never drown
Sep 2019 · 371
haunted nights
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Waves of emotion crashing over me, i break
it rises, it's time for the tide
increased levels of unwanted emotion, i fake
now floods every part of my drowning mind

Thickets of rooted regret follows my scent,
running through loathed forests blindly
looking towards the heavens, i'm ready to ascend
the wind of change blows within my soul, kindly

i'm running in a waking nightmare, dreaming
a marathon of dark dangerous deceived destinations
awoken in cold sweats wailing, screaming
demons whisper beyond the trees, getting lost in all translations

the sandman hugs me to sleep tonight
my head on a clouded pillow lie
my wary eyes has given up its fight
in my welcomed rem state, i say good bye
these are the thoughts within my mind, when i'm battling to sleep,
if i don't get lost tonight, i will see ya'll in my dreams.
Sep 2019 · 182
Meaning of Words
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
I look into a starry sky, mind space is in a decline
these clawing words scratching to be released
In time
gnawing at my soul, they biting,
To them it's a feast
I can hear them crying, wailing, these amazingly horrid beasts
they in control of my being, a puppet, diseased
They need to save me, they want this feelings released
in tandem moving, to these healing pages they flee
the negativity magnetically dispersing, it's positively unlocked
i now have the key, emotions boiling
this becomes it's scroll, it's a decree
words flowing in waves of wonder,
happiness, i'm smiling
flowing with glee
this is the words that i married, a match made in heaven
i feel,
without them, i would have been curse, on my knees
praying for my life to be scythed , the grim reaper
By the one....
They call me
Poetry is my outlet, to get my feelings out there. It's also nice to to know that, i can at least write something, that make you all care.
Sep 2019 · 147
Memory
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
My mind at times, spins like the barrel of a powerful gun,
It's triggered

Words whisper to the walls in my mind, doors creakingly opened to it's hidden secrets
It's Unlocked

These words seeping, trickling towards my pen,
Inked to these healing pages
I wrote

I reach out to the silhouette of you, a figment of my memory
A ghost
The one I love, my white dove, I will always be reaching for you, I will always need your touch
Sep 2019 · 866
Escape
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
As I journey through the tracks of life, I lost my train of thought

Emotions avoiding to feel, it's closest touch of feeling, is distraught

Trapped in a whirlwind of unemotional cyclones
Feelings trapped, feelings caught

My essence seeping from my skin daily, I question of fight or flight
Decaying self worth
I fought

Dividing by zero, a bitter chaotic end, life has its lessons, I'm not listening
It comes to nought

I'm married to the darkness, a trial in error, the verdict still out
Im lost in court

A life settled in coin, casket to cross the river to the afterlife
Paid in full with despair
It's bought

I wish this train would return,
Take me with it on it's journey, let my self worth become my companion, I crave it
My escort
Emotions dead inside, I can't feel anymore, even my tears are dry.
It's like the grim reaper forsaken me, even he died.
Sep 2019 · 156
Invisible friend
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Rain drops to the sound of my tears
thoughts storm clouded,
I wish I could turn back the years
Erase every mistake, every irrational fear
Lose myself in hope
Instead of seeing the darkness transparent, so clear
It resonates, tainting my soul daily
It stains everything I hold dear
The grim reaper my shadow,
I indulge him with conversation,
Even if I'm completely lost,
He'll as promised. ..
...... always be near.
Sometimes I draw from the dark, this is who I am, all the pain I enconterd,
Left its mark, so I write to not embark....on my last jeorney
Sep 2019 · 147
Forever In you
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
I get lost in your smile, a rose among thorns
You've been blossoming for awhile

I get lost in your eyes, windows to one's soul
a kaleidoscope of colors
I'll never make them cry

I get lost when you whisper,
The sweet nothings drips from your lips
Our tongues together quiver

I get lost when we touch
Your skin a silken petal
embraces the senses with lust

i get lost when you speak,
your words leading me on a journey
this path of discovery is so sweet

You get lost within me,
they say love is blind
our love for one another
is clearly.............all we ever see
when you get lost in another's embrace, wholeheartedly
Sep 2019 · 183
words of wisdom
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Early morning icicles hitching a ride on a chilled wind
                                  ....so cold

My thoughts tread-milling to the memory of a  faded history of continued decay and chaos
                                  ......so old

My cards stacked with life's hate, i heard it whisper, it despises me
                                     .....I fold

These words spinning in my head, luminescent colors cloaks the fiber of it's being, unaware of it's true power
                                     ....so bold


As we exchange the words of wisdom with our tongues entwined as one, selling my soul to you willingly
                                 ..........i'm sold

advise of old wisdom, told by the ageing pillars of all our
communities, conveyed the colorful lives lived
                                   .......i'm  told

i scribble and tear these pages, words screaming for me to release them from the cages within my mind, seeping onto these pages,
line by line
                                   ......it unfolds
this is how the artist gets to where he needs to be, word by word. Line by line
Sep 2019 · 626
Ticking the boxes
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
A river trickles seamlessly in an
              eternal stream
                      It flows

A flower reaches for the light
             life of it's being
                  It grows

The wind chasing the dreams of
            dreamless clouds
               It blows

Your fire flied smile illuminate
              my darkened soul
                 You glow

The past taking a step to the
        future, out of site
              It goes

This is a poem which leaves me with a bewildered understanding
                   It knows
My poetry I would like to think normally pushes the boundaries of how words can manipulate thoughts and emotions, this is adding to the collection
Sep 2019 · 144
Composer
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
When life throws you lemons
Throw it back with rage,
This is your life
Don't let it invade your stage
You the lead actor, it's your play
You not a passing facade
You the producer,
Your play is evergreen, so it's here to stay
So take the negativity
Give it face
Then smash it
And call out, not today
You are the artist of your film
........never just fade away.
Stay strong and keep living
Sep 2019 · 111
Morning thoughts
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
It,s early morning, just before the sun rise,
A crisp wind gently stroked my face,
The morning looks beautiful
Even the night sky.
Sometimes the moment that catch you unaware, is the one you truly see beauty in
Sep 2019 · 86
Frailty
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
I must have encountered the whispers of a gorgan in a past life,
my  heart has turned to stone...
Vines entwined with heartbreaks now grows where hope once reside
My shadow, a soul of it's former
Self
A journey of self discovery ended directionless
I'm lost,
healing voices fall on deaf ears, my demons bellowing hatred from it's darkened abyss
my light snuffed out,
My flame extinguished, like a candle in the wind of hopelessness
My mind caged,
Sinister thoughts treadmilling
worth decaying ....
These thoughts endless...
Depression, can be the grim reaper to one's light
Sep 2019 · 111
Timed thoughts
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Is time relevant
Or is time made in heaven
Is time endless
Or does it end,
When we breathe our last breath
Leaving timelessly, in memory
A soul that is breathless.
When your mind wonder, leaving you wondering, where is your mind?
Sep 2019 · 440
Seasons
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
The earth rotates on it's own axis, it spins
With it, time ages
So let's not forget,
Daily to sing.

......Welcome spring
The beauty of seasonal change
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
You know I love you, just realised you not there
I'm speaking to a silhouette of you,
My child, please remember I cared
I would bleed for you
You were my only breath of fresh air,
The one I was supposed to protect,
Hello!
My boy, are you there?
They took you from me,
I can never imagine, your fear and dispair
Fear cloaks every part of me
just thinking you scared,
Calling out for me to save you,
Then realise I'm not there,
Oh GOD this killing me
Why?
Did this happen to me,
My child, my family......
I never thought this could be
Bleeding fist and tears
Is now the clothes that I wear
I family torn,
A human life,
That these demons could have spared.

Let's protect the ones we love....
The scourge of these demons, that see a human life as coin. Remember that it's not only one life you destroyed.
Sep 2019 · 135
Star struck
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
I look upon the starry sky,
Broken hearts represents these stars
All the sorrow of past lives captured within this burning inferno,
Burning with the fueled tears of saddened lovers.
Yearning for the return of their adorned soulmate
Lost in a endless war,
For the greed of sinister men
Paying their toll with broken spirits and torn memories
Paid in full,
With the blood of the innocent
Their stories,
Forever alight
on this darkened canvas
....Eternally captured......
Looking at objects with a subjective view.
Sep 2019 · 145
The cost of living
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Trafficing humans, when did this become a reality
When did human lives become a lucrative commodity
Is there not value in every life
I ask,
with tear stained sincerity
It's leaving families broken and consoled by fear
How do we eradicate this scourge
Shake a sleeping world
Shout! be aware
Take up arms, take aim
and release without a care
In the end
It's the families tears that's paying the fare
For these souless demons to collect their blood fare
My heart beats to the sound of dispair
Knowing this is our current world
Our saddened state of affairs.
This is becoming a serious problem, or it has been. There need to be more awareness surrounding this worldly problem. To many lights being put out by the darkness.....we need to let our light shine brighter
Sep 2019 · 92
Ocean of knowledge
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Oceans, a picturesque view
Waves of elated emotions alivate me
Crashing gently on the shores of  creativity
Waving, as if to welcome me to it's watery oasis
lapping up these tangible words as if to quench an eternal thirst
Words that whisper, words that inspire
Words that ignite past nations fire
KNOWLEDGE........ the inspiration of each sip taken.
We can't see the words unless we have the knowledge to understand them.....part of an artist struggle
Sep 2019 · 205
Spaced Out
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Lost in space
The silence is deafening
I can hear the sorrow of my heartbeat
The vacuum of it's suffering
Lost in space
The silence is threatening
I can hear......
........ .....Nothing. ........
Lost moments we all endure. No sound in space.
Aug 2019 · 1.8k
Virus
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
We are the disease of this world
Is this notion accepted
We a plague to the trees
the air, the sea
Yet some still contest this.
The beauty of the world
Is now captured in paintings and cages
We a plague to this world
These words now singed to this pages....
The world's in decline, a may not happen in our lifetime, but our future generations will gain our mess.
Aug 2019 · 117
Written Sins
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Have you ever heard the music so loud,
It's  reach touches your soul
When every fiber is calling for you to singe your emotions on these pages, or you will implode
I feel so daily,
An avelanch of icy feelings I hold
Emotions snowy and so cold
The feeling seeping from this pen comes from deep within my soul
Writing is the only way to be saved or consoled
It rips me completely, my emotions some times in anger show
When will I learn to let go
Will I ever find my life's flow
I really don’t care about these drones,
They follow poetry,
like it supposedly set in stone
Just look how I’ve grown
I’m speaking to you,
I bet you still won’t get my tone
Am I mad, Not even close
Just remember who’s words this is,
As I alone will atone
For all the sins I’m breaking…writing this particular poem.
An artist's thoughts at times when his bored....is a thing of wonder.
Aug 2019 · 68
Heartbeat
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Candlelight flickers
You rest your hand in mine
You whisper you love me
My Angels words divine
I get lost in your eyes
Reflection of a better me
Our souls in love entwined
They say love is blind
All I see is you
In heaven, our union must have been designed


We kiss
There is no sweeter lips
Honey coated
I now know eternal bliss

This promise I make
Forever we will be
Eternity,
I loved you in past lives
So this promise I will keep
I love you eternally
Forever,
Even when our souls get reaped
This moment,
Our lives has begun
There is nothing else,
Our hearts now beat as one
Life essence of love... emotions
Aug 2019 · 161
Frustration at its Truest
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
I use my pen to get rid of this overwhelming frustration….
When my life feel lost with no direction.
I call out but all that silence is the answer….
It really looks like I’m backed in a corner.
This is really when I’m truly at my truest…
Even when the whole world is acting stupid…
I’ll fight till I die!!
If not for me, then for my family’s pride...
So I’ll fight till I die as I said before….
A true champion I am …right to the core.
Don’t stress or don’t run or even make a fuss…
I’m rhyming aren’t I …without having to cuss.
So sit back relax I swear I’ll make it to the moon…
Without any help it looks like…I’ll still be there soon.
At the top I’ll look down to scurrying ants…
I’m up here I’ll call …just listen to their chants.
In my head it comes loud a voice screaming you fool,
Just chillax!... This dark time will be over soon.
To those reading and think this is not tough…
You try telling a story that rhymes with like...stuff…
This is a skill so why try and act buff.
I’ll slay your thoughts with my written rhyme….
I challenge you …no dare you… to give this a try….
When you fail remember what I said….. This is not easy, just ask the demons inside my head.
Word play in times of need. It's the demon inside me, this is want and his need.
Aug 2019 · 479
Puzzled Mind
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Caught in the four walls within my mind
Where only the dark reside
Im boxed in, squared up
Answers evading questions
Only to my heart it confide

...........Secrets and lies......
True nature of one's heart
Aug 2019 · 162
The journey
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Poetry - is subjective. We all love the ride, we just have different vehicles to enjoy the ride with. So let's respect the poets art. It's his craft, we just a passenger enjoying the journey.
Poets salute
Aug 2019 · 114
Confession 2
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Emotions, a started chainsaw
For this life
There is no exit door
This shadowed darkness
I still feel deeply raw
They all think that I’m flawed
Aren’t we all
Down to our perfect core
Going to war
Fighting with loved ones
To settle a score
It makes me really sore
For what,
Maybe it’s because we are bored..

With our lives
This life’s not divine
My pen leaks the tears of the world
I see it cry
The tears flowing from this pen
Again
Is me releasing my frustration
So I learn to stop hating
….everything
Poetry is an outlet....it's the tears the joy the experience of artists inked thoughts
Aug 2019 · 81
More than a Valentine's
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Valentine's day again,
Your **** grin
It makes my head spin
Loving you this much, must truly be a sin
I dim,
The lights my hand on your thigh
Move closer, let me get lost in your eyes
You whisper… you’ll love me till the day that you die
We kiss, sweet
It tastes like honey pie
I loved you in past lives, this shouldn’t be a surprise
Who thought we’d be together again, certainly not I
Not being together I’d breakdown and cry
Stop it silly, she whispers, you know you all mine
You’ll always and forever be my only valentine
Our lips embrace, this feels sublime
I go down on one knee, I think it’s time
I produce the ring, god look how it shines
My dear will you marry me, I don’t have any rhymes
I will love you for all eternity, even though I don’t have many dimes
She shrieks! Your love is what counts!
Yes! I’ll marry you, how could there have been any doubt
I’ll count,
My blessings from this day out
You made me the happiest, I feel I can shout
We embrace hearts connected as one
Convey this message to the universe,
Today I have won.
Those moments that brings meaning to your life. That changes the core of who you are, whether good or bad...those are the moments we should be living, for those are the ones with lessons.
Aug 2019 · 248
Caged hearts
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Have you ever been kicked down then stand up with pride
I have
I had life hating me
Yet still I survived
I still live daily
Without having to hide
The tribulations that I went through
On these healing pages I write
It’s my outlet, to bring all my emotions to life
It’s endlessly part of my strife
Dealing with it all is hard enough
Thank god for my wife
Without her, I doubt I would have ever survived in this life
Pulling me from darkness
When they were about to clamp down with the vice
She gives me infinite strength
To just keep up with fight
To not become part of a twisted world
Who finds chaos ......in delight
We have to find strength from some source...sometimes if you lucky enough, she forever will be the one by your side, your best friend, lover...and the one that can make you see the wrong when you don't.
Aug 2019 · 192
Thorn from my side
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Looking through my window pane
Tear stained, I loved you
What a crying shame
You Left me, like I’m the one to blame
I Always had this notion that we both felt the same
What you said, caused so much pain
why then drown in disdain
Fog cleared from this window pane
My Spirits lifted, like by a crane
Is this all I have to say
Is there more anger to obtain
I'm Not angry any more
I’ve grown in strength, without decay
Your picture smashed, what a beautiful dame
These conjured words I say today
Is simply to convey
We over,
These feelings.....
A smashed covey on display
My heart’s over you.... ok
Moving on is never easy,
I’m over you memories faded
You just a jaded
Part of my life forgotten
Getting over someone is never easy, but if we dig deep...it can become easy
Aug 2019 · 182
Halo effect
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Cold as the winter Snow
Demons of my dreams
Why?
Won’t you leave me alone
Allow me to grow
You weighing me down
With your burning brimstone
I can’t condone
Taking the little good I have
To the trash it gets thrown
I wish to break free
And let the good in me flow
I wish to disown
This feeling’s so cold
Please, I beg you to just let me go
I’m through with this horror show
I think that it’s time
To resurrect …..my halo
Let the light survive
Aug 2019 · 75
Eternal Heartache
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
As stormy feelings tears me deep
The last words you whispered tears I keep
God called you to his side
I don’t understand…This raging feeling I can’t hide
The promises of love shared
Now just scarred memories that I bare
Emotions flowing twisted and cold
I cry, no crave, your love your touch your soul
This empty feeling undying severed my heart
What happened to the notion we’ll never be apart
How do I live this life, how do I move on?
I still need you, I still love you
Or are we just pawns
Broken hearts represents our stars
Your sweet lips on mine seems now so far
As a perfect union now broken apart
My love for you will never die…
I promise for you I eternally cry.
Sadness in word form
Aug 2019 · 112
The Monster Within
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Rage consumes my soul like storms rising tide.
Angry waves constantly beating any hope of being…
God lost my blueprint to life it seems.
A thousand times I shout….
My lungs bleeds for me to stop…
A million times my fist hit the walls…
But still the rage continue to surge
I cling to the last thought that made me feel ….worthy….
Like an infant clinging to it’s mother in times of uncertainty…
As it endlessly battles the demonic darkness within me…
Clinging to life as I once did.
A ****** battle…..an internal struggle…
Do I just let go and let this raging monster within consume me?
I choose to fight!
Slowly a voice rises from the ashes of my charred soul….
Louder it grows…pounding away….
Drums of a battle on the brink of victory…
A piercing light rises within
As a phoenix rising from the ashes ....
reborn,
drenched with the possibility of a new tomorrow…
A smile slowly creeps across my lips…
Like a new life rising from the dirt.
It’s then that I realize....
I’m alive!!
Sometimes our worst enemy is the thoughts within ourselves. We at times are our own worst enemy. Just as we have darkness within, we also have light. It is for us to choose which we one to consume.
Aug 2019 · 65
Twisted
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Looking into your eyes I realize,

A home you made in my heart

It’s where you reside,

Without your touch I will die, my soul eternally cry

You my everything,

This feeling can’t be denied

I crave you constantly,

Why are you so blind?

Why shut me out,

When all I do is try

Your touch it’s distant,

I’m begging you why

I confide,

To the walls in my mind

Questioning answers,

That doesn’t feel right

The distance is growing,

Try as I might

You smite,

All the feelings I bare

I even tried not to care

I swear,

To love you for all eternity

This feeling we shared,

It’s stripping me bare

I’m scared, teddy bear

I remember you cared

Inseparable we were,

This is unfair…



The feelings I lay on this page,

Is to subdue my rage, I’m caged

Should I go or should I stay

A merry-go-round of feelings,

Please ease my pain, I’m going insane

I’m begging you to let me go,

If you don’t feel the same
feelings we all share at one point
Aug 2019 · 126
Flame
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
This is writing at its finest
I’m speaking to you, I guess you blinded
Let’s rewind it
Take a second to relax
Just exhale, let me try and explain the facts

I write to be different
Conforming to conformity
To me it’s a sin
I grin
The worlds in a spin
Greed rule, and our moral light is set to dim
I see the dark of this world
But have nowhere to swim

I’m drowning again
Can you not feel the pain
I’m not talking about mine, but those children’s dying in vain
Being slain
For someone else’s gain
Why can’t these monsters just refrain
I guess it’s a global issue
Though I still have disdain
Why should it stay the same
Just maybe
This life is a rigged game
It’s insane
Wait, let me stop
Before I start writing in flame
passion of the word
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