I stand on the sacred ground we laid you to rest.
I Your headstone magnificent, a fresh cut bouquet of flowers, I lay on your grave
Every footstep that brought me to this very moment, I was tortured and in pain.
All the feelings I should have bequeathed to you.
Instead in the light of my heart, it stayed.
So my love,
Today I stand before you with tears flowing from longing eyes
To please forgive me for the transgressions that infested our lives
I thought you knew the extent to which I eternally loved you
I can now clearly see, how wrong I have been
I should have declared it from every rooftop, alas, it seems with you passing on
My time to convey it was simultaneously at an end.
Please hear me now, my love, listen to what my heart has to say,
Falling to my knees, to heaven my gaze is sent.
I loved you, more than the air that we breathe,
No! i love you, in my I soul still do, the hurtfull longing every day reminds me, this is still true.
I should have showered you with more kisses, given more than my love
Now i stand here rain-soaked and down on my knees, the dirt soiling my hands, my fist hits the ground, I scream out your name
Please! I know now the time is what you needed, time to be together, to float in our love.
I'm sorry, is all I can say, I'm speaking to the air, yet the feel of your touch is still raw
it still burns my skin thought
I reach out to your grave
Where's the closure I yearn for.
Writing from a third party perspective. capturing moment of despair. While still trying to keep it's cleverness.