i wish i had the skill
the artistry, the patience
to fully describe the ache,
the constant crucifixions
of my heart.
it's scary, daunting,
how three words,
(and not the three words
you're thinking of)
can disintegrate something
faster than nailing a coffin
shut.
there is something inside
my head that tells me
to crush the cocoon
every time i see it
because my hands forge
butterflies faster, better
have you ever woken up
in the morning, and
immediately start
crying? have you ever
kissed a stranger? have
you ever killed an animal?
have you ever broken your
own heart? your own leg?
your own home?
i'm so ******* tired